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"fashion fades but style is eternal"-yves saint laurent


"beauty is not a beautiful thing"-alysia waters


"style is an expression of individualism mixed with charisma. fashion comes after style"-john fairchild

~crazy weather~
Wednesday, January 12, 2005 06:45 p.m.



ive decided i hate the coldness of winter. i love snow but i hate being cold. i need the MOTW to warm me up...eh brit??? *laughs*...goin to chelseas on friday, its gonna be great fun...movies music and clothes

alysia-it sucks that you have to go to work early, i miss you...no one has ever said sumthing is "jessicaish" before. youre the best
courtney-there i updated it:P

~im not a pretty girl~
Monday, January 10, 2005 06:30 p.m.



a pretty girl is made to seem all perfect and nice/the ones that everyone likes/the ones who everyone knows their names/the ones who are voted prom queen/everyone wants to be a "pretty girl"/who wants to be like that/youre expected to be perfect/to know what to say/everyone sets such high standards fer what a pretty girl is/if someone can pour themselves into this mold that society makes fer them then they are fake/fake and plastic/its not normal/its not human/no one is meant to be liked by everyone/and if someone is, then its not real/something is wrong with the image of a pretty girl/we dont all fit into that mold

not a pretty girl-ani difranco
i am not a pretty girl
that is not what i do
i ain't no damsel in distess
and i don't need to be rescued
so put me down punk
maybe you'd prefer a maiden fair
isn't there a kitten stuck up a tree somewhere

i am not an angry girl
but it seems like i've got everyone fooled
every time i say something they find hard to hear
they chalk it up to my anger
and never to their own fear
and imagine you're a girl
just trying to finally come clean
knowing full well they'd prefer you
were dirty and smiling

and i am sorry
i am not a maiden fair
and i am not a kitten stuck up a tree somewhere

and generally my generation
wouldn't be caught dead working for the man
and generally i agree with them
trouble is you gotta have youself an alternate plan
and i have earned my disillusionment
i have been working all of my life
and i am a patriot
i have been fighting the good fight
and what if there are no damsels in distress
what if i knew that and i called your bluff?
don't you think every kitten figures out how to get down
whether or not you ever show up

i am not a pretty girl
i don't want to be a pretty girl
no i want to be more than a pretty girl

the girl in the box
Thursday, January 6, 2005 08:44 p.m.



locked away
surrounded by 4 cement walls,
cold and alone.
the stairs
only lead to that door
and the light.
the little slit of light,
it is her life line
the only thing that
keeps her going
and yet
it drives her insane.
she waits
scared but alive
until someone
opens the box
but that's only if
she's lucky
someone could so easily
shut out that light


Saturday, January 1, 2005 05:10 p.m.



wow its 2005 posted saturday, january 1, 2005 at 5:10pm


i dislike new years eve almost as much as i dislike valentines day.....people expect you to have someone to kiss at midnight just like they expect you to have a boyfriend fer valentines day. last night was fun even if i wasnt with any guys, just my "girls nite" with stevie

alysia-->that quote was from one of your poems that you put on your site in november, i think....it is so incredibly good