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"fashion fades but style is eternal"-yves saint laurent
"style is an expression of individualism mixed with charisma. fashion comes after style"-john fairchild
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Saturday, January 29, 2005 02:23 p.m.
im losing
the purpose of life
or maybe
i never had one
no reason to live
no reason to be here
no future
no present
and a past that is worthless
there is no point to this world
~lexi~
Saturday, January 22, 2005 02:58 p.m.
^^heres a picture of my little kitty Lexi^^
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Friday, January 21, 2005 08:50 p.m.
at seventeen by janis ian
I learned the truth at seventeen
That love was meant for beauty queens
And high school girls with clear skinned smiles
Who married young and then retired
The valentines I never knew
The Friday night charades of youth
Were spent on one more beautiful
At seventeen I learned the truth
And those of us with ravaged faces
Lacking in the social graces
Desperately remained at home
Inventing lovers on the phone
Who called to say come dance with me
And murmured vague obscenities
It isn't all it seems
At seventeen
A brown eyed girl in hand me downs
Whose name I never could pronounce
Said, pity please the ones who serve
They only get what they deserve
The rich relationed hometown queen
Married into what she needs
A guarantee of company
And haven for the elderly
Remember those who win the game
Lose the love they sought to gain
Indebentures of quality
And dubious integrity
Their small town eyes will gape at you
In dull surprise when payment due
Exceeds accounts received
At seventeen
To those of us who know the pain
Of valentines that never came
And those whose names were never called
When choosing sides for basketball
It was long ago and far away
The world was younger than today
And dreams were all they gave for free
To ugly duckling girls like me
We all play the game and when we dare
To cheat ourselves at solitaire
Inventing lovers on the phone
Repenting other lives unknown
That call and say, come dance with me
And murmur vague obscenities
At ugly girls like me
At seventeen
levi-thanks so much. i love it!!!
~everyone around me is a tragedy~
Thursday, January 20, 2005 12:27 p.m.
they all try to be popular
to be the coolest, sexiest
do they not see that they're all the same
they're always saying that girl's a slut
how can she do shit like that
did they ever look in the mirror
they don't notice the guy in the corner
he's just there, they never see him
did they ever think of how much he might need a friend
they all act different whenever she's around
making jokes or just ignoring her
do they not see how much it kills her
they never notice
they never see
they could change so many lives if they try
they never will
they're always the same
they will always be the tragedy
~rainy day~
Wednesday, January 19, 2005 06:40 p.m.
frikin rain (((but i guess its better than all the snow youre getting alysia, just not much better))) i went to the big lake school today fer a lil while, it was so weird and it seemed smaller than when i used to go there. *laughs* and i saw sum funny lookin pictures of me when i was little.
alysia-ill talk to mom and dad about that snowboard soon...i didnt know that you could make tips at your job but thats awesome. bailey's still missing you just like me
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Sunday, January 16, 2005 07:34 p.m.
that mask you paint on every morning
that mask that hides your true face from the world
that mask that portrays the person you want to be
but not the person you are
~5 more days till stevies show!!!~
Sunday, January 16, 2005 03:50 p.m.
it was -41 at my house on friday morning so yay fer not having to go to school but i didnt get to go to chelseas, our water was frozen until about 2pm and i missed out on seeing someone at school...only sum of you know who that is *laughs*
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ani rox
addicted to fashion
"beauty is not a beautiful thing"-alysia waters
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