liy* caught a star at 2017hours on wednesday 311203
bah humbug.
i was right.
my mood did go kaput.
errrgh bleh.
but at least, it ain't as bad as last night's. still, how ergkkkking. eeeergk.



aight, forgive my ergk-ness. ha there i go again. anyways i'm really not sure whether or not i should go on with french. like me and fiz discussed before exams, french either pulls our grades up or brings them down. so bleh. how? and even though we're in rp, are we still supposed to take third lang o's? haiiiis. someone help. waddya guys think, should i go on with french?

hais. aujourd'hui est une tres tres tres paresseux jour. in other words, today is such a lazy day. all those in favour, breathe.



and things still don't seem to be any better now. there's a reason behind everything, so there should be a reason behind this, so why don't you just tell me what it freaking is!

once again, bah humbug.

liy* caught a star at 1222hours on wednesday 311203
okay in less than twelve hours, it'd be twojerojerofour. hah (+ anyway, was looking for layouts jnows but couldn't find anything i like. or something. mwahha. and i'm bored, so bored. robs asked me out but then i had to say i don't have my dad's consent haiiyah. sucks. but what the heck.

i'm feeling so much better now than i was last night. they were right. sleep helps, yey. but i guess it won't be long before my mood goes kaput again. though i sure hope that doesn't happen arh, but then again. i'm weird, unpredictable, arg and what have you. hais. listening to top100 now. bwahaha i love p10 yes i do <333. it's the only thing i'll never stop loving. notice i said thing, not person.

ohwell. i guess someone is still very much being monsieur MIA. ergk. okay fine, i'm giving him some space. but hais. i think in twojerojerofour i should like stop freaking caring so much. ergkk yes. i needed him most yesterday but was he there? no. i'm online he's online but nothing's happening. after that day i thought he was sincere, that i wouldn't have to be doubting him anymore. i guess i was wrong. and you know what. my happiness is always sooner or later shortlived. but why? i just don't get it. argk well. i hope things turn out for the better. i want us back. us, not just him. us.

i mean we've been on such good terms, thisthatandeverything, then suddenly things go kaput?! but why. if i did something wrong without me knowing, then tell me! don't keep quiet and leave me like this. erhhhhk. nevermind. you can spend today and tomorrow alone for all i care. if you don't wish to talk to me, then so be it!

okay. liy. just. shut. up.

hrmpf. i hate this. i guess my hopes of us spending these two days together before you go off to camp have been dashed. badly. ha.

liy* caught a star at 2017hours on 301203
haha tmrw's the last day of twojerojerothree. good or bad? neutral, i suppose. ohwell i'm so tired right now. drama was quite bad. standard dropped. bahh. nevermind. oh and i'm supposed to be having a misai! -sniggers- and jnow it was senget ah. lols padan lah tu mwahah (+

people are we still watching monalisasmile tmrwS? haiis i don't think most of us can make it ahh... |: i doubt i can anyhows, cos dad's like: NO NO NO YOU ARE STAYING AT HOME. oh well, bleh.

oh i bought my bottle(: and robiahhhh it's BLUEEE(: kekeke. i'm so not gonn be colour coordinated next year. my bag's blue [until i find a new one that is. somebody whos kind enough, go buy for me thankyou!], my bottle's blue, but my file's lime green, and my notebooks are uhh orange. coolios ahh. haha i'm speaking as if next year's so far away. in fact it's like day after trmw ahh. am i prepared? well, i think so. covered a bit of history jnows. gonn do more later on. OHH and btw are we supposed to really do the maths hw? hehee :D alot of people din do liaos. shrugg-

okay anyway slengseven's gonn be so separated come twojerojerofour. okay not so, but do pity me and robsiah -points-
301: fanis, nar
305: yours truly
307: robsiah
311: ely, kaly, noo

haha i want to SCREAM ah. but ohwells. i'm just hoping they're not gonn have two malay classes for our batch again. i mean, put all twentyplus in one isnt so bad apers. tsktsk. oh and when's obs, does anyone know? harhar okaylah i go first. take cares (:

liy* caught a star at 1147hours on monday 291203
class allocation's out.

i'm in 305. threeohfive. threefive. ahahaha(+

i don't really mind whatever class i'm in. but noone i know is in 305 ahh hahah boo. not yet anyways.

ely noo kaly are such lucky people! hahaha. ohwell.

im hungry. boo.

[edit] ehhh hahahah nadi toffa and noddy are in threefive! and fatimah should be in also ahh yeys(+ any other threefivers do tag k. hahaha happy twojerojerofour :D [/edit]

liy* caught a star at 1958hours on sunday 281203
hohumm. today was pretty plain ah. haiiis.

let's see. what did i do?
after subuh; went for a jog with lina and aisyah lols.
then mum and dad said they're going for some jemputan at amk. initially i thought it was just the two of them, that i'd be home with adiks. but then in the end the three people i call siblings decided to tag along so mum said i might as well. hahar(+ so yepp siaped yadayadaaah. we reached there on time cos the bride and groom arrived just about the same time as we did. kompang and hadrah started playing and haiiiiyah i miss beating the kompang ahhh. hais X| ohwell.

left after makan [the mutton was HARD sia]. dad insisted that we go visit my paternal gramps' lols. i didnt mind but mum did. cos firstly, half of my fam's sick, and anyway dad's on the night shift so he needs some rest right. but ahhh dad has the final say anyway, so we all just followed. bought seventeen on the way home. dammit why don't they feature funkay backpacks haiiiyah. but oh nevermind, they do have some cool hairdos. yeah robs it's the one i mentioned heheh(+ and ahh ive decided that i'm gonn go for a haircut afteralls. fickleminded, i know. i'm just hoping the hairdresser doesn't chop it all off and make me look like a O_O hairless person. or worse, some butch or guy thinga. brrrr.

i still needa get alot of my stufff. clips, notebooks [how did i ever forget that?!], trackpants [i cant find any decent, affordable ones], face stuff. haiiiyah like alot man. and oh new contacts supply. thing is, when do i go? bahh humbug. and oh i have to drop by hangten. theyre having this uber cool sale thing. i wanna get the sixbucks bottle! cheapo, whatever. it's worth it. haha(+

and i've decided my favouritest outfit is: the blue fly-away long top thing, with greyishblack pants, black tudung and pointy goldishbrown heels. yey(+

oh and have i mentioned how i looove dido's voice. it's so smooth. and ohyes kevin lyttle's also. his turn me on is third on p10 top20! hehehe [= okayy ah. i'm ranting alot today. seeyawl!

[edit] oooh i forgot to add. my cousins hidayat and salihin are featured in today's malay paper. hahaha dual flavaz? lols- i never knew man. but ohwell. i like their names(+ and their sisters have funkay names also. coolios![/edit]

liy* caught a star at 2026hours on saturday 271203
hohumm. i love this layout too much to uh look for a new one haiiiyah. and i don't wish to sound sappy but yes i do miss everyone. or most, at least. i miss slengseven despite the numerous times we've met this hol. i miss twoseven, oh heck yeah i do. can't imagine what things will be like on the first day of school. like, will i fit in? sure i'll make new friends. but things won't be the same huh? aiss. and i mis madrasah also. i already missed the two chances of going back cos of drama. so now i'm eagerly waiting for next sunday. hais.

second of january is a friday. which means school starts on a friday. i'm not complaining, nawp quite. cos the sooner schl starts = the sooner i'll get to see everyone haha. oh whatever.

i'm so fickleminded. can't decide whether or not to cut my hair or keep it long. hais. and i still have no idea if i should go change layout. orhhh scrap that. haiiiiyaK. lols, karate-fied.

okayy byeyeyeye. and ooh i found kevin lyttle's turn me on lyrics. hahahaha very funnay. where's kak syah?!! havent heard from her in a long time.

liy* caught a star at 1248hours on saturday 271203
wooh. good news. was cleaning up when i found kak syah's autograph thing -grins- yeys. now i don't need to feel so guilty. haha. but still i'm not gonn write on it as yet. i fear imma spoil it further whatnot. ahh whatever-

finished wrapping all my books. are we seriously gonn have to survive two years' worth of sciences on plainly worksheets? man, if that's true then --- i'd rather not imagine what will happen. gee. oh of all the books, hml buku kerja was being a female dog. grrrr. so now the skin's pretty crumpled but heck. not like we're gonn use it much right? or maybe we are. hohum.

another pointless entry this is, i suppose. beh. why do i have to be the one who makes the first move all the freaking time? damit. sheesh grrrr.

ah bye lah.

liy* rattled on at 2350hours on friday 261203
hehss very few days to twozerozerofour. behh(+ okay why am i smiling? smile lor. aight i dont make sense, do i? nevermind that. bah humbug.

you know what i feel right now? i feel like typing out whatever i like. and right now i feel like typing out my favourite lines from drama. as well as random parts of random song lyrics. that's not wrong right. but nah nevermind i don't want to do that.

spent a whole lot of time jnow wrapping my books. in the end i only got like, four books done. okaylah, three hours. and naaawp the three hours weren't spent on plain wrapping la duhh lols. i may be slow [come on and dance with me, yeah, slow] but not that slow k. was wrapping + chatting to random peeps inclusive dearest --- + dinner = 3 hours? hahahahah. ahwells.

went out with aini and ely as well as elyna. hehs me and aini kept discussing how alike ely and lyna are, and hahahaha they were insulted speshly miss elysa sabrina here d: it was quite unarranged but yeh. and we intended to go watch a movie but sigh, everywhere was full house damit! wasted so much time traveling but ohwell. the rest of the time was spent looking for stationery stuff. riiight. haha. i still needa go prescribe a new set of contacts. and get them trackpants. haiyaarrr i think i'll get them while shopping for obs stuff. see first.

i'm sleepy. that, i admit. but nawp i'm not going off yet. i'm a nice person. and that is why i'm staying up to keep him company. hehs(: alright this entry ends here. quite a pointless entry i'd say, but what the heck, it's my blog -beams-

oh and i feel so super rotten. cos i have nada idea where i put kak syah's autograph thing. man! i know i brought it home, i know i did. damiiit. kaksyahhhh if youre reading this, please please forgive me kayyyyy. mannn. i'll make it up to you really really i promise. i sure hope i find it somewhere man. if i dont then i'm -dead-. booga.

liy* caught a star at 2342hours on wednesday 241203
hey all(: yepp archived the entries again. even though i know i'm gonn archive them again to start anew for 2004 but, oh whatever -smirks-

today was fine. cikgu did give the green light afterall, so alhamdulillah. just hope we'll do even better next time. hohums.

ohyess its not too late is it? cos it's someone's birthday today but unfortunately she's out of town booooo. and we din manage to wish her in time so HAPPY BIRTHDAY KALYISAAAAAHHHH! yeppyepp. have fun being fourteen while you still can eh(: and we muchos love youuuuu!

bwahahha. haha fir's damn blurrrrrr! heheheheheeee. okay nevermind, inside joke -chuckles- funnayyy! riight. aiyaaah why must school reopen so soonnnnn brrr. and i can't even make full use of the few days left. obviously i'd know how and when to give my body a rest man. parents are weird. when i want to go out, they won't let me. they say i'll be too tired after that. but when i'm tired, they give me SO many freaking errands and chores to do. thennn like when i'm super drained out and intend to sleep abit longer, they scold me. and they claim to uhh not let me go out cos they want me to rest. how ironic is that? brrrr. i want to get out! brrrrr.

ahwell. some people are being so funny. chucklesguffaws. alright goodnight(: and merry christmas to those celebrating! ohyes ming. thanks muchos for your card yah. love you loadsss(: