you know my hips don't lie* 2133h. 170706.

Got this from kak Shaf's LJ. I can so totally relate.

what hurts the most is being so close
and having so much to say and watching you walk away
and never knowing what could've been
and not seeing that loving you is what i was trying to do

ku takkan bisa menjadi seperti yang engkau minta* 1957h. 130706.

For some (pretty warped) reason, I'm actually missing somebody right now. Bah. I wonder how things are on the person's side. I hope everything's okay. Mmm.

Idol now, Goooooo Hady! <3<3<3

far away and far too long* 1403h. 060706.

I need to run away. I didn't expect this to bother me so much, but in truth it does. It doesn't matter, you say? Gosh, of course it matters.

It could be alot, alot worse. I know that. So I'm thankful that God has helped me so much. But still, ):

I have faith though. In me, and in Allah. Verily, with every difficulty, there is relief. And yes. I know that if He brings it to me, He will also help me through it.

For now, I just need to be left alone. By myself. To have time with God. I don't even care that my tummy is begging for some food. Let it growl. I don't care that I could've been back at my old school just right now, collecting my OLevel cert and yrbook. I don't care that I actually am supposed to be at some rehearsal singing ikan kekek. (Seriously though, they can't expect me to be the only one out of the three of us present, can they?) I don't care. Because today, right here and right now, my home is my escapade.

still living in your goodbye* 2118h. 030706.

I love jokes. BUT! What I love more is getting to share them heeheehahahhohohO!

phantasmagoria- says:
give up alr ah?
ahmad-tis the season to be mug- says:
ok
ahmad-tis the season to be mug- says:
yeah
phantasmagoria- says:
hohohO
ahmad-tis the season to be mug- says:
wattt
ahmad-tis the season to be mug- says:
dun hohoho me haha

Ya well, Santa's coming to town mahh so must hahahohO abit. Hurrr. Right d:

ahmad-tis the season to be mug- says:
omg im not tokking to u anymore
ahmad-tis the season to be mug- says:
haha
ahmad-tis the season to be mug- says:
so LAMw
phantasmagoria- says:
omgsh serious? ))):
ahmad-tis the season to be mug- says:
E
phantasmagoria- says:
HAHAHA
ahmad-tis the season to be mug- says:
HAHA

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Yayyy I love jokes hahaha so HUMOUR ME ABIT! Waahoo.

Anymanyways. School starts again proper tmr. Bahh. Byebye slackerdom. -adjusts specs- The class mugger is back. (HAHAHAHA I WISH :O!)

like we never loved at all* 2314h. 010706.

July, July! Mehh. Time must be really whizzing past. First half of the year seems like a whirlwind now. Ahwell. Phantasmagoria's not just a nice word, it's life (quoting Fiz). And I agree. Nevertheless! I'm not really complaining I guess. I just don't wna grow up toooo quickly. Like the cousins and I were discussing jnow, we're gna be so old a decade frm now. Already at this age, 17/18/19 feels old cuz you're nearing the end of your teenagehood. Ahwell. All that aside, HEHEHEHEH, 26th July is a tres important date because why? Why? WHY?! Kekekeke d:

How can you just walk on by
Without one tear in your eye
Don't you have the slightest feelings left for me
Maybe that's just your way
Of dealing with the pain
Forgetting everything between our rise and fall
Like we never loved at all
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My current favourite right now, Like We Never Loved At All by Faith Hill w/ Tim McGraw. They're such a sweeet couple <3 Only, WHY does the song have to be so sad? Like tak kener. But in any case, I can so totally relate to it. And at this point in time, country music is suddenly more soothing to the ears. Hurhur!