patah tumbuh hilang berganti* 0804h. 061205.

December already! School starts in less than a month, omgsh |:

Anyway, on Saturday there was P6 class gathering! Was good to see all of them again hehe. Mitchell's like super tall (and thin) now. Almost NOTHING compared to what he was four years ago, wahahahaha. Hmm we had lunch at Swensen's because Qiao Ling was craving for baked rice (which she didn't finish in the end.. -_-) Yup anyway we were at the Bugis outlet and I couldn't help noticing the guy at the drinks/ice cream counter cos he was singlehandedly preparing all the drinks and ice cream! So pro. It didn't help that I was seated facing that counter so I kept staring at him! (In other words, hahahah he was good looking lah okaylah I admit. Or maybe I was merely imagining things, cos afterall he was wearing a mask that covered 3/4 of his face. BUT okay fine. He's not bad looking mwahaha!)

My cousins are staying over at my place now, I think they're going home tomorrow. Yesterday Dad brought us to the beach! Twas fun I guess. Aisyah and the little ones were busy collecting seashells by the seashore. HAHA I'm suddenly reminded of the tongue twister. She sells seashells by the seashore. She sells seashells by the seashore. She sells... Okay enough. xD

Ahhh. I am in a great need of nice nice clothes |: Kinda regret not getting that Zara tee la sigh. Maybe I should go back and buy but, don't know la. The price makes me think twice BUT I don't care. If I'm going back to Orchard and if I see it, I'm definitely getting it.

But J8's having a giant sale now and like next week Pony tees are going at 9.90 (from a UP of 39! wth) so yeaaaaaaah. But the Zara tee keeps showing up in my mind. Oh, for goodness sake.

Iklim songs are very... nice. (((:

aku tahu kau dan aku tidak mungkin akan menyatu* 2036h. 291105.

I had a wonderful time today :D Awright in the morning Nadz and I went gymming! ((: I like the Bishan stadium gym, somehow. And I think we saw a coupla familiar faces (like Nadjad, if I'm not wrong) hmm. And then we went to J8 to try look for holiday jobs hahaha. Swensen's requires at least 6months' employment raaah |: So after that we kinda gave up (since we are people in denial and REFUSE to work for Macs ESPECIALLY the J8 outlet BECAUSE there is a freaky YCKSS guy who works there, hmpf!). Yaa so Nadz bought a Foldover and I sat there staring at her eat (hehe, actually I was curi-curi eating my Delifrance croissant :p). Then we walked around J8 looking at running shoes and pouches and Nadz bought this orange striped mesh pouch. Then we walked home [:

After zuhur I went out to meet Kak Sofi! Was really good to see her after so long ;D Went to manymanymany shops around Orchard cos she was looking for this "Vneck tee with wings" from Esprit hahaha so I said: Why don't you just ask the salesgirl for "the Vneck tee that flies"lol. -_- We walked in and out and in and out of Zara, Topshop, Mango, Esprit and the like heh. I saw this really really cool Zara tee that said: Where are you? Far from here and there were like manymany buildings in black and white on the front. So cool. (But I didn't buy, as usual.)

And all the time we were looking around, the only stuff I was more interested in were bags! Ohmygoodness. Bags, clutches, slings nowadays are so pretty and nice and glam aaaaah. Like there was this really unique and pretty sling from Forever 21 that costs $69 haiiiya and then another even more glam one at Esprit I think that costs $199.90. -cries- But well I think it's a good thing I ain't no rich daughter, otherwise I'd be a hantu beg (bag ghost). HEH.

After a late LJS lunch (and as always, we bought the same thing, haha), we set off to City Hall where Kak Sofi FINALLY found her winged tee. And when I saw it I understood why she was so diedie must get it the whole time. (I'm like her you see, especially when it comes to buying stuff.) She bought the one in white, and I'm glad she did cos she looked really good in it! (y)

After she left to meet her cousin, I went back to Orchard to pray at the Hotel Inn surau. Did Maghrib there as well. Then dropped by Far East to look for a brown lycra top. Found one real sweet and affordable one but decided against buying it (don't ask why). But knowing me, I couldn't afford to go home without buying something... plus I was out the whole day already. So after contemplating some more, I bought this brownish green long necklace :D

Yeah so that somewhat sums up my Tuesday (: Apart from the small tiff with mum in the morning (she was making noise about me going out! wth. not like i don't help you with chores right! and yesterday and the day before wasn't i at home dutifully looking after my three siblings while you and dad were having a jolly good time outside? grr, parents sometimes!). OH and I saw someone in the train just now. Thank goodness Kak Sofi was there, otherwise I think I might have fainted :

Oh well! Canoeing tomorrow, yay (:

i've been waiting so long* 1958h. 271105.

Hello (: Sorry I haven't been updating but yeah this computer really gets on my nerves sometimes. But I shall try my best to sum up the past week's events.

17th Nov (last Thursday) was prom or rather, graduation night. I had a really great time I suppose. The dressing up and preparations were great fun haha :D Food was good, everyone looked so gorgeous and high-end. And the hotel room and my roomies were love, absolutely (:


Ely, me, Karimah, Fanis and Kaly with Mrs Deborah Tan. The rest of the pictures from that night are here.

Then on Saturday, two days later, there was jalan raya with the people from madrasah. It was kind of short cos not many people went but yeah we had fun. Many many jokes/riddles from youknowwho, like "dalam banyak-banyak kuih, kuih apa yang banyak?" and "kenapa dinamakan nasi lemak?" made the otherwise dull day entertaining (:


Me, Ain, Aini, Amran, Hafridz, Fir. Want to see more? Tuesday the 22nd was the first day of RGS batch jalan raya :D :D It was raining like crap though, so it made things more leceh than they should have been but yea I'm sure we all did enjoy ourselves. We covered the east. Started at Fatimah's where her mum served us hungry hyenas yummy nasi lemak, then it was Azi's. Then we left for Tampines to visit Narishka's, Farhanis' and Fiz's.


Group photo at Fiz's.

After that, if memory serves me right, was Azleen's, Sarah's, Azu's, Mus' and Toffa's. Ended pretty late (around 11) and so instead of waiting for 93 to come (well it did take damn long), we as in Nadz and I decided to give up and cab home instead :D

The second day began at Nadz's. Joined them only in the later half of the visit though cos I was busy preparing breakfast for them :D Sapsuka in Focaccio bread yummm. Am really glad they loved it hahaha.


Fanis, Noo, me, Fiz

We then headed to the west. CCK (Lestari's) was first, then we visited Kaly who was down with flu (but then she felt better so she joined us for the rest of the day, yay!), then Karimah's and ended off at Robs'. Yeah well so the 2nd day was way shorter than the 1st haha. But Nadz and I were still tired anyway, lol. Slept the entire 157 ride home. Yup, pictures from the 2 days of jln raya are up as well.

Well the rest of the week following that was alright (: Spent the time watching movies at the cinema (Exorcism of Emily Rose and Harry Potter GOF) as well as at home (I've Been Waiting So Long and The Pacifier), going for Fuad Rahman's concert, swimming and just yesterday, going for ELDS drama :D Yup. Holidays have been alright and better than expected I guess. Hopefully December will be as action-packed (:

And before I forget: Elysa turns 16 tomorrow! Heh, finally. Where have you been though, Ely! Like MIA ): Nevermind. Anyway ElyFanisKalyNarNoo! I was thinking of having a picnic sometime :D :D And when is the sleepover?

becase i cannot think of any song right now*1207h. 161105.

I'm in the FOULEST of moods today. I don't feel like going for prom anymore. URGH. And why is it so stinking hot outside. (Okay fine, it's noon and this is Singapore afterall but!)

I am in no mood for GMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM. -________+ And I seriously wouldn't mind sending Aisyah to school today. BUT REALLY it is just too hot outside and I am fasting and I have tons of reflections to do for GM later. AUGH. Screw today.

I want to buy that bag. Why does it have to be so ex? And that hairband I was eyeing and was thinking of getting is what, 50 freaking bucks! I don't have the dough please. Okay I do, but I'm saving that for other stuff, like sneakers for next year. Oh if mum says I'm spending too much on a pair of shoes (it's about 100) I'm just going to scream. Anyway, back to that hairband. Who'd wanna dig out 50quid for something like that anyway! Sheesh. So much for retail therapy.

I want+need a haircut/ someone to do something to my hair nownownownownownownownownownownownow and I wish my skin weren't so blemishy and I hate how my face is so eyebag prone. (Maybe I should get that MTM thing afterall) Augh. DOWN with prom. (Yeah good one Liyana. It's TOMORROW and you're regretting signing up for it at this hour.) Nadz, Fiz and Narre, you guys made a good choice. Hmpf.

mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi* 2011h. 141105.

Guess whaaaaat, no more exams till next year! -dances- Wahahha. Okay maybe I shouldn't speak too soon. I'm really really hoping/praying for decent grades so please God come February next year, let my tears be those of happiness. Amin.

My mum won a pair of tickets to M. Nasir's Concert at Esplanade feat. Misha Omar + Ahli Fiqir on a radio show last night. And she insists on going with Dad. No fair, IIIII was the one who suggested we go. Hmpf. Fine, leave me at home with the three stooges again. -_-

Prom is so soon. Like in 3 days! Haven't gotten earrings.

I'm going to be so bored (more so than I already am) after next week's batch jalan raya. Haiii. Someone please watch Harry Potts with me ):

the sky has lost it's colour* 1001h. 071105.

I love the way she writes her feelings into words. And for that I hope she doesn't mind me quoting her because this following para speaks exactly what I have been wanting to convey.

Aahhh. I shall stop being an unhappy person. I shall stop feeling sore that he doesn't talk to me anymore.It's okay. I can love you without you loving me. :D And you'd think I'm crazy to keep on loving you. But I've given up trying to get over you because. Well to me what I feel is great love (you'd understand that term if you've watched winadatewithTadHamilton) and great love needs years to get over. So yeah, until I can find someone who's second best, I'll just keep on loving you. And I thought about it, if someone I loved.. like my mom for eg, passed away, i'd still keep on loving her right? I mean afterall you're as good as dead in my life, so I'd just think of you as a great lover who passed away. HAHAHA that sounds kinda weeeeird. But nonetheless. I think it does make sense. And then it doesn't matter who you are now. Because who I love is who you were then. And you don't have to worry about me wanting to be with you again (and hinder you from being with other girls?) Because I wouldn't want to be with you because you're dead remember?

Yup. And hahaha today I learnt something new. I always thought puasa enam (6-day non-obligatory fast after Ramadhan) had to be done continuously lol so I was trying so hard to like, find a whole week where I could be free to fast. Silly.

Class party later wahoo! Too bad I'm gonna have to leave super early to go Hari Raya visiting. Sorry fivers ):

Anyway! pictures! from Hari Raya day one and last days of school are up. Click on hyperaya 05 and goodbye rgs (: Enjoy.

siapa diriku di sisimu* 0005h. 071105.

I hate crying alone.