liy* splashed at 2024hours on monday 250803
quack* haha today was quite a good start to the week. nurul was being super crappy. and i mean, nurulhuda. haha. art wasnt boring yey. im satisfied wit my artpiece whee [: anyways here's sth for yawl to read. courtesy of khaiprodigy :)
Liyana's Ode
On nimble toes one tread
Trying to keep a precarious balance
Disillusioned and lost in the artificial
Fabrication of endless human lies.
** Dan seperti putri legenda yang menjelma; Memberi kilauan harapan kepada rakyatnya; Menghidupkan kembali mimpi-mimpi yang mati; Seumpama mentari dicerahkan sekali-
A flame of eternal bond, flickers in the wind
But always rekindled with unadbridged passion
Yet, what is the candle burning for?
(And.) Why is the candle burning itself?
** Dan putri leganda tersebut menerima hakikat; Bahawa rakyatnya hanya menhidupi kehidupan mereka; Tanpa sentuhan hati yang menyeri; Kerna sudah lama kegelapan di hati-
Is one truly alone in this world
Or are friends real? Hard questions
Meaningless answers creating echoes
Vibrating through a hollow heart
** Lalu putri lagenda tersebut menitis air matanya; Untuk mengisikan kelapangan dada; Semua hanya kerana mahu melestarikan rakyatnya; Dengan sentuhan cinta-
Yet as we gaze, and pause; to ponder
And betrayal and self-greed dries its dynamics
Human hearts are indeed intertwined, but Liyana,
one just have to find a way
To let love flow through it.
---
hehs nice right. i think most of the stuffs in there are pretty true sigh. artificial fabrication of endless human lies-- ohwell.
have a nice week ahead everyone~
liy* splashed at 2321hours on sunday 240803
quackquack. haha thought i'd drop by before going off to bed. update this poor thing abit. its like so luan cos whenever im about to post the entry my comp'll hang. how silly. ohwell.
weekends are so short. yeah understatement i know. haish. maybe its cos my saturdays are packed. and sunday. i'll be in non-mugger mode aft madrasah. how to do work like that? ish. its like. if i dont force myself to work drg weekends, work wont ever take place. thats why i wanted to get out of the house to mug. but mum din let me. oh well, whatever she says...
speech day yesterday was pretty fine i guess. we screwed up tandak a little =/ and it rained so heavily aft dikir. haha must be my fault gee. but walking home in the rain was fun. and oh man 711 doesnt sell milo freez anymore shitx =/ but ohyes i still have justea and cola lollies dont i ^^ obsessions, obsessions. mwahah.
i dont know why but today doesnt seem sleepy at all. i strangely woke up at 0530hours, prolly the earliest i wake up on sundays. then at mdrsh i didnt feel like sleeping at all. not even drg the boring lessons. and at home. woah wide awake sia. usually i'll succumb to aftnoon naps. but not today. whee-- wonder why.
mdrsh was amusing as usual. lessons were fine. i finished hafaling al-insyiqa' [: syukur alhamdulillah. a few other people finished after me. hehs. there was a relief tchr to replace ustzh kalsom. i gather she teaches rather well. only abit softspoken but yeah. shes pretty manis [: thenthenthen. the guys were full of their crappy shit as usual. what with mcdonald's boots and whatever else. woah damn suay. haha.
comp studies is first blk tmrw. haha wonder if we'll pay attention. oh yea we might get back controle tmrw. *grits teeth* aishh better get geared up for dremaux's bangings-o-table and booming shouts. hes scary =/
aiiights shall go off to bed now. take care everyone [:
liy* splashed at 2258hours on friday 220803
yeaaah its friday again [: lalala--
schl was rather fine i guess. assembly wasnt boring for the first time this month. haha. french was... bleah. dremaux is scary when hes mad. i shudder to think of what hes gonn look like when he gives out controle marks. ouch.
anyways i finished painting my artpiece! it looks quite retarded but i dont really give a bother. im still tryna figure out what other hmwk we have. aish then theres still muggin to do. eoys are so very near im scared to bits. but i have Allah with me [:
anyways. ming and i were so overjoyed jnow cos mr chee said our presentation's on the 2nd of sept. wooh i like i liike =p yey. its good to see ming un-stressed. she scared me yesterday seh. i thought she was gonn slip into whatever happened to her the night before report was due. but yeah she didnt she didnt [: anyway yalah ming and puff rock alot and me loves em both.
tmrw's speech day. brrrr. our last time in those ancient costumes yeah man [: lalala. meeting em at orc at abt 0730.
ohwell nth interesting to blog abt anymore. my life's kinda dead right now. other than lf lah but thats a diff story. i just need... you.
yeah you. my ever so loyal thirstquenching justea. HAHA. okay take care people <333
liy* splashed at 1826hours on tuesday 190803
lalalaaaaa! uhm. today was heaps nice [:
malay was okay as usual. drg geog ms wong showed us this ppt. i think the whole class was touched. and yeah where is the love's a purdy song~ lit was... nevermind. haha. the blocks aft recess were ultimate slackin time. cc didnt come so it was a free period dey. and then ace so yah.
maths rem was okay. i was er. stoning? haha. but still managed to finish up almost everything. lalaa. so then noo said she wasnt meeting her classmate so yah we decided to go out with the rest la. then at the busstop we met robs yey! so yah. finally managed to get the seven of us together lol. persuaded robs and finally she gave in. so we dropped by far east and took neoprints. haha. i shant talk about what happened cos haha someone's gonna feel so paisehd. and im nice so i shant make her so paiseh d:
so then we went up to eat. and happy joy, im nicely broke now [: zero cents in my wallet. zilch. kosong. nada. haha. takpelah. still waiting for people to return me whatever they owed. then like... think i'll start puasering ar. five days left to pay back. puaser is in two months. and i dont wish to puaser drg post exam so ya. lalala.
okays shall go bathe now. maybe i'll put the neoprints up later. see what i can do. bye!
liy* splashed at 1912hours on monday 180803
okay. i KNOW i shouldnt be here. but anyway. parents and aisyah came back. apparently they went to tekka. that sing shiong place. however you spell it.
ah anyways i walked into the kitchen and opened up the drawers and guess what i found? heaps of junk food. woah. this is like. a once in a lifetime thing. oooh yey so that means i dont need to go stock up on my junk food everyday on my way home. but then right. looking at the way my adiks eat... itll all be gone before saturday comes.
cool.
anyway its maghrib already ah. byee.
liy* splashed at 1805hours on monday 18083
helllooo. woah this has got to be like what... the third entry for today. hahahaa not bad. but methinks im not gonna update anymore la. no time already. got geog and malay to do. and oh yes maths rem stuff. anyway. controle jnow was rather bad. but uh nvm shant talk about it.
anyways take a look at this. sth i took from arina cedar's lj.
1.When a girl says she's sad, but she isn't crying, it means she's crying in her heart[qt true hmm]
2.When she ignores you after you've done something wrong, it's best to give her some time to cool down before touching her heart with an apology [haha]
3.A girl can't find anything to hate about the guy she loves (which is why it is so hard for her to 'get over him' after the relationship's over.)
4. If a girl loves a guy, he will always be on her mind every minute of the day, even though she flirts with other guys. [yeah~]
5.When the guy she likes smiles and stares deep into her eyes, she will melt. [lol kebab. hehs nar's fav word]
6. A girl likes to hear compliments, but usually is not sure how to react to them. [yah i second this]
7. When a particular guy flirts with a girl very often, a girl would start thinking the guy likes her. So if you treat a girl just as a friend, go easy on the smiles and stare 'kie?
8. If you don't like a girl who likes you, break it to her gently.[grins]
9. If a girl starts avoiding you after you reject her, leave her alone for a while. If you still treat her as a friend, talk to her.
10. Girls enjoy talking about what they feel. Music, poetry, drawings and writing are ways of expressing themselves (which explains why most girls like writing journals).[yerps]
11. Never tell a girl that she is useless in any way.
12. Being too serious can turn a girl off.
13. When the guy she likes calls her for the first time, the girl may act uninterested during the call. But as soon as the phone is back on the hook, she will whoop with joy and immediately start telephoning her friends to spread the news.[haha familiar scenario]
14. A smile means a lot to a girl.[so smile =]
15. If you like a girl, try making friends with her first. Let her get to know you.
16. If a girl says she can't go out with you because she has to study, leave.
17. But if she still calls you or expect a call from you, stay.
18. Don't try to guess a girl's feelings. Ask her.[nods]
19. Hearing the words "I love you" is a great reassurance to a girl that she is beautiful.[beautiful?!]
20. After a girl falls in love with a guy, she'll wonder why she never noticed him before.
21. If you need tips on how to flirt with a girl, read romance stories.
22. When class pictures come out, a girl would first check who is standing next to her crush before actually looking at herself.
23. A girl's ex-crush will always be in her memory, but the guy she loves now stays in her heart.[hah lol]
24. Girls love having fun!
25. A simple 'Hi' can brighten a girl's day.[i guess so but eh it really depends on the mood doesnt it?]
26. A girl's best friends usually know best what she is feeling and going through[yey]
27. Girls hate it when a guy pays attention to them just to get close to their 'prettier' friend.
28. Love means devotion, caring and happiness to a girl, in that order.
29. Some girls care about looks, some care about brains, but ALL girls want a guy who will love and care for them.[verily true =]
30. Girls want nothing more than to feel loved[yessum!]
ah haha. wooh. anyways im still in schl uniform hehs better go bathe now. parents went out with aisyah to er dono where. and imran and lina arent back so wooh the whole house's to me :D
okay ciaos.
liy* splashed at 0831hours on monday 180803
oh yah.
you asked me about that song. but shit im still tryna recall the tune. i only remember like what... first line of chorus. hahahahaha how loser. ahh nurul, fanis, anyone? tell me how it gooooes.
or better still.
why dont you sing it to me.
haha. dream on liy.
ada apa dengan cinta>>
Satu masa tlah terlewati
Benci dan rindu merasuk dikalbu
Ada apa dengan cintaku
Sulit untuk aku ungkap semua
Jangan pernah bibir tertutup
Bicarakan semua yang kau rasakan
Cinta itu kita yang rasa
Bila sengsara hatikan merana
Wahai pujangga cinta
Biar membelai indah
Telaga dikalbuku
Jujurlah pada hatimu
Ada apa dengan cinta
Perbedaan aku dan engkau
Biar menjadi bait
Dalam Puisi cinta terindah
Andai bumi terbelah dua
Biar kita tetap saling berpeluk
oh come on dear. stop sending me mixed signals. okay? okay.
i havent really read all the structures and stuff. but aiyah. no point muggin everything. not enough time le. bye.
liy* splashed at 0810hours on monday 180803
howday [:
hmm. start of a new week yey. is this the sec4s' last week in schl? oh nooo. ah nevermind.
controle later. im dead already. forgot to revise vetements. so im like. cramming everything now. smart liy, smart. if i fail this im gonn quit. but if by some chance i happen to do well... then i'll see lah what i can do.
mdrsh yest was heaps amusing. some people got into a picky fight but yah. i guess boys will be boys-- hehhehs. ustzh reminded us that exams are in mid sept. the first paper's fiqeh. and its on the fourteeth. great. how to study like that. theres still schl stuff to mug for. oh well. oh Allah please help me pull through.
about six weeks and all this is gonn be over. over over over! yey. but no. it wont be over cos we still gotta get over sec4s. but ahhhh. shant think about it. liy shall cram and cram so much. for a max 60 days. and then... booyah.
heh. the comp studies tchr's verily amusing. still continue teaching even though he knows the whole class aint payin attention. haha. do project for us? tskk. aiyah we shant be mean lar.
off i go to cram french. after today i WILL NOT touch that orange file till i need to. peace out>>
liy* splashed at 2121hours on friday 150803
wahoooo its finally friday! tgif [: wheee.
today wasnt such a bad day. the only upset was assembly i think. i was feeling so sleepy but couldnt sleep. then like got irritated at the speaker. for what reason i dont know. how silly right.
yeah then went for thirdlang with kaly. oh man are we crappy or what. but then again. its like kaly so yeah. understandable. "kaly: she with the magic sand fenomena". hahaaha *chuckles*
anyways jnow mrs goh and kak nart called me up. oh man got so stressed up but yah i think its quite settled now. aiyoh i want to do sth productive man, but then its friday night and friday nights are slack periods! but oh well. fifty two days to endofyears so what can i do right. think i'll do some french first and then read sense and sensibility. cool huh. ive got three days to finish up both. cos controle's on monday, and so's the due date for finishing up the el book. haiish.
i hope tmrw goes fine. i dont know if our perf's confirmed, but if it is lets pray we dont screw it up or sth. like we did last year. ahh. i dont think any of the people coming would be anyone i know of so... wont bother looking out for anyone dey. hmms. have a nice weekend everybody! and oh yes i still need to think of sth to get back at sne. hmmmpf that girl... okay maybe its just me. yeah, me d:
i'm that voice you're hearing in the hall
and the greatest miracle of all
is how i need you
and how you needed me too
that hasn't happened for the longest time
liy* splased at 1940hours on thursday 140803
why's my comp so screwed man? this search thing keeps popping out at the top of each webpage i go to. and damnit, i cant find a way to like erase it once and for all. oh well shall go ask my dad or sth X[
today was a fine fine day. but ah sad lah that sji guy wasnt on the bus haha. like i care. hes just nice to look at, thatsall. eh you. dont get jealous ah. tsk.
anyways anyways. was supposed to go for open house briefing but didnt cos we had perbayu debriefing. thanks kak ain for filling in! okay okay. thenn during lunch i was er rather stressed cos there wasnt time to look for ms foo. cos i gotta liase with her for our open house perf right. then so i thought i'd see her aft school ah. but oh happy joy, she wasnt at staff room. so then kak nart told me to leave the form at the go, but guess what, debriefing ended so late so i er forgot.
am i screwed or what sey. ms foo's prolly pissed already cos we were spsed to hand in that form eons ago. and tmrw i doubt alot of people are coming for rehearsal. ah whatever la. shall talk to kak art later.
debriefing was okay i guess. im glad almost everything's settled for now. just hope that this aint too good to be true, and that itll all be over in a matter of days. i guess it takes effort to show them we rock as much, if not more, right? so yeah. lets keep workin'.
lalaala. im still showered in guilt. shouldnt have gone to puncak to eat. cos i come home, and tadaa! discover that mum cooked this super delicious dish. walaauuuuuu. i waaaaaant =/ but its not entirely my fault what. when i asked her over the phone she didnt say anything. aaaahhh aperseh. now its either i wait for a long time till the next time she cooks this dish, or eat now and develop more and more fats. haii.
shall bum around for awhile first and then go do work. byee [:
liy* splashed at 2104hours on wednesday 130803
hellooo [: today was a happy happy day! wooh. haha not like everything went so well or sth but im happy today!
haha okay vardevah. hist test was fine. i really want to do well. but aiyah shant talk about it. had speechday rehearsal so we could leave class at one. but then it was like what, science? so we missed part of the cutting plasmids thing. eh miao or whoever... explain it to me okay? shpankyouu--
okay then was the rehearsal itself. walau. say they wont keep us there any later than six, then when we finished it was like what, almost sixthirty? aiseyman. if i wasnt in a good mood, i prolly would have been so pissed. but haha nevermind.
too lazy to take train and stuffs, so took bus home. 157 took damn long to come =/ by the time i reached home it was nearly eight. haha. bathed, cleared stuff, had dinner and yah now im here [:
aiyohs feeling so sleepy. maybe i should take a ten minute nap before waking up to do my stuff. but then that means i'll be taking the risk of waking up only at 0530hours [HAHAHAHAAAHA]. and i ate only a few minutes ago. i dont need any more fat in me yknow :X oh well. see lah.
no hmwk today but i feel so busy. first theres maths corrections. cos i nicely forgot to bring one of the assignments to schl today. then theres angklung stuff to settle. what open house and syf photos thingah. [oh yea and btw the syf photos are supah cooL!]
hmm. why are there so few people online? cummon man its WEDNESDAYYY [: my owange day hahaha.
and you. where are you. said you were coming online what.
oh well. shall just keep waiting. like ive been doing since i dont know when. bye [:
liy* splashed at 1954hours on monday 110803
ahhh has been long since i last updated =/ but haha at least im not as bad as miao sey. that girl ah... more than a month already still havent blog. walau.
okay anyway anyway. here are the farewell pics. some, at least.
presenting... once upon a sec4 farewell '03
haha secfours with tanjaks. wooh!
us perfin. wahsey fanis you look crude o_0
my lovely songeh group [:
from left: siti [s2], hab, siti [s1], bib, nar, kak syah [bending down], me, kak nad, kaly
kak nadia, kak syah, me. oh yeah do we look drained out or what. hehs.
noo, kaly, fanis, robs and me [: think this shot's nice. but oh yuck i look poser sia.
us with secfours <333 really wonder where nar went though...
haha yey done! all pics courtesy of kak aisyah's digicam yey thanks kak syah [: shall talk about the weekend in another entry dey.
liy* splashed at 2010hours on thursday 070803
okay so look what i found [:
oh well. no komments no komments. dont wish to diss anyone just yet. so [: im in a good mood tonight. such things wont spoil it. hah. just get this straight --- if you dont bother us, then we wont bother you. dont hang around if you know youre gonna feel "excluded". a clique IS a clique afterall. whatever lah.
but actually, whats so BAD or UNBEARABLE about us, hmm? we dont consider ourselves superior or whatever. we're simply seven different indivs who get along pretty well. whats so wrong about that? and if youre tryna say that we arent nice to people around us who arent in the group, then let me ask, we're not nice to seniors issit? or to nurulhuda? sheesh. we know who to be nice to and who we dont need to be nice to. think for yourself -_*
oh well. on to better stuff [: schl today was pretty fine. except for geog which was... dot. okay nvm. and i cant believe cc actually took one whole hour to go through that shakespeare handout. like what the? and we were spsed to present the ad thing lorh. oh well X]
hahahah thank goodness friday's finally here. i cant wait for tmrw to actually come. vhuah its gonn be funfunfun :D
k shall go off for dinner. take care <3
liy* splashed at 1915hours on wednesday 060803
excuse me, but i dont think yknow how i feel do you? all you do is look through that paper, see all the red marks and crosses, and give me a nice lecture.
thankyou, but i do wish to say that i did NOT wish to bloody flunk that test. what makes you think i dont want to, for once, excel in that very subject, like i used to eons ago? what makes you think i dont know i lack practices? i KNOW down right. and thats why im going to show you that i can work hard. and i will. just you watch.
you dont know how much it hurts to find out i needed only a mark to pass. and that after looking through the mistakes, i realised i could at least have scored another two marks. and then i could have jolly well passed this test. could have. see, its always "could have" this and "could have" that. you think im not angry at myself? i am okay. im not some useless dung who bums around the comp doing nothing. i do sit infront of the laptop almost the whole night every day, but hey i do work okay? thats what you call multi-tasking. and i tell you, im not the only alien around doing multi-tasking. but you dont care right. all you want is good grades. and you forbid me from going to far east? what the heck. if i dont go there, where'd you expect me to have lunch or look for stuff i need? the dustbin?! walau. its not like far east's some beng or lian place what. and anyway im fully aware of my limits, thankyouverymuch. i dont go to like the east or sth right? walau. and on norm days like this i dont go home like seven like that right? sheesh man.
and you hurt me alot by saying, "yeah. buy clothes also must go far east." that DOESNT make sense at all yknow. not at all. whered you expect me to buy it from then? the garbage bin? and youre saying it as if junction8's the only place with clothes around damnit. and its not like i walk into j8 often. even when i do, once i get home, youve got a whole long list of qsns for me to answer. whats this? cant a 14yrold have some -space- to breathe in? looks like you attended that muis talk for NOTHING. argh.
im gonna work hard. i can and i will. just you wait and see. i cant wait to see your reaction. you like to see me being a full dork and mugger right? aight then i will.
have a nice day people.
liy* splashed at 2026hours on tuesday 050803
ahhhhhh stupid stupid stupid!
i like wrote this whole chunk jnow and my comp HAD to have some problem shiiiit. okay patience liy, patience.
hrmpf now like so lazy to recap everything so shall just type in bits and such. today felt so funny. or weird. as sneha says, its like a sunday at schl. and i should think thats quite true. i think its gonn be like that for the rest of the week. but why? hmm. ah who gives a bother. as long as 3/4 of ppl's over, im glad. happy happy joy joy [:
lalalaa. at ace there was this sexuality talk thingah. quite uhm. informative [?] hahaa. vhuah i still think the presenter's rather cutely amusing, no? hehehe shes so funkeh d: okay enough. aft maths rem went to collect the ancient angkl costumes. mine's owange top and purple skarff and bottom. ah well. i bet it was quite beautiful to the girls of that time. but not anymore eh? haha. if only we could like borrow woodsville girls' costumes. ahhh the joy... [yah like real d:]
yep then walked around town with ely and fanis. we bought most of the stuff already, only a few left yey! aaar i cant wait for friday [: oh haha jnow during cc's lesson my table was quite bored. we were all practically dozing our heads off at diff times. quite comical if you ask me. haha then kris woke us up by bringing up the subj of this girl who was sexually abused by this grp of teens. then they like drove this doll's leg up that girl's genitals. sad right. but me being me suddenly said; which is worse? a doll's leg or a carrot? ahahaaah that got the whole group roaring hahahahahahahaha. then we were like tryna come up with qsns for that ace talk thing... and like cc was behind us lor. bwahahaa we're so mean -_*
okays methinks i shall go off now.
much love [:
liy* splashed at 1816hours on monday 040803
hahahahahahah new layout yey thankyou alhamdulillah d:
owe it all to miss sunarty sarginin HAHA woohwoooh. i think that baby's rather cute lol. okay enough about the layout already.
on to more serious stuff. arghh i feel AM so bodoh. man. a chance gone just like that. stupid. what was i thinking sia. nevermind nevermind. there's always another time. i hope that email add isnt abandoned yet, otherwise...
but then again what do i care? hmm dont know la.
aiiights im still in sch uniform and i quite stink so shall go have a nice bath now. sighh theres so much malay to do later. that syair compre thing. some karangan. haii stress stress.
peace out <333
liy* splashed at 0800hours on monday 040803
bonjour mes amies!
mwahahahaahhahahaha new journ [: got this cos blogger's kinda erp. in a bad condition [HAHA im tryna be nice here lol] gonna get a new layout soon. heheh at comp studs now. its almost eight and the lesson's not even started yet. walao. tskk. nurul's checking out some funky spi site. kay shall go off now. peace out--