Bright Angel...

AKA Janie, is 20, and a Virgo...uh huh...whatever. I sing at weddings and funerals for $150 a pop! If you know someone getting matched or dispatched, give me a call!

But first and foremost, I'm a rabid yaoi fan whose soul is far beyond redemption! Three cheers for me!






The Muse!

The Little Brat Who's to Blame for All This!



Current Events


Listening: Various anime theme songs

Watching: Kaikan Phrase, Rurouni Kenshin...

Playing: Vagrant Story, Dark Cloud (stupid breakable weapons for jerks)

Writing: Weißfic..."Kokuhaku"; Revising "Wounded Angel"; FF8fic..."Things Left Unsaid"


I love: Subtitled anime, Japanese rock and pop music, owls, reading sci-fi/fantasy, drawing and writing, abyssinian kittens, playing RPGs on my PS2, orchids, dragons, email roleplaying games, and horseback riding.

I hate: Adult anime imported for children's programming, most network television, small yappy dogs, ridiculous platform shoes, bubblegum girl-singers (i.e. Britney Spears) and skanky R&B singers (i.e. Lil' Kim), homophobia, and people with no imagination.




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Bloggage!


-Randomaundering
Talya Firedancer's inner thoughts...heaven help us all ^_^

-Yuugao
Utopian Trunks. The schizophrenic psychopath your parents warned you about. Three personalities and not a brain-cell between them.

-Yaoiland
An online Yaoi travesty courtesy of myself, Utopian Trunks, and Talya Firedancer. Bishonen and muses all over the world, be afraid...

-Mmm... Pita...
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Where Angels Like to Fly


~Anime Related~

-Zuflucht der Engel Shameless self promotion...the site you got here from.

-Firedancer's Universe of Chaos... and Fanfiction

-Kuwabara no Miko's Inglorious Anime Page

-The Temple East of Sanity

-Tumbleweeds

-White Cat's World

-Der Schatten Tanz

-Dog Street Station

-Bishounenink

-The Yaoi Shrine

~Other Otaku Resources~

-Anime Web Turnpike

-OtakuWorld

~Pern-Related~

-Anne McCaffrey.org

-South Seas Weyr

-Seaside Weyr

-Seacrest Weyr

-Far Western Weyr

~Comic-Related~

-Crusaders Haven (I'm in this one!)

-MegaTokyo

-8-Bit Theater

-Unicorn Jelly

-Boy Meets Boy

-NoRTH

-Mognet


Read Past Rants!

-The Real Archive Page
- -August/September 2K1
-June/July 2K1
-April/May 2K1




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Current Layout: Shoddily slapped together by UT, so don't blame Bright Angel. ;p The picture of Weiß Kreuz's Youji and Ken is from a doujinshi entitled Wolfs, by the circle Man-Man-Day.

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Tuesday, October 23, 2001, 09:42 p.m.:

Just Trying to be Helpful...

Brian: Elyssar... blog names eh?... hmm.. "Deep End" "Jesus wore high tops" "All's well that ends twisted" "Le Vie du Fromage" "Uncle Smith's chicken shack" "Lobster stuffing" "Kanji is stupid" "Scooby-doo where are you?" "If Wishes were fishes..." "Forget the Taliban, fear me" "So then I says Mable I says" "Over the Rainbow.." (sorry) "%#@$ing %@#$ d00d" "Suis-Je dans le stero?" "If I had a dollar for every nickle I had, I'd still be poor" "Once upon a Yohji" "I didn't do it" "Cargo pants" "Elyssar's super mega god power dishwashing happy sunshine unit" "UT's Blog: Molesting the masses since 19diggity2" "I wish I had a turkey sammich" "Shoot me now" ... uhm..."Pac-man was a cross dresser"... I think that's all I got in me for now... heh, g'luck ;p

--Bright Angel



Monday, October 22, 2001, 11:54 p.m.:

Website Update

Just a quick Aetherius update...Chapter 1 of Kokuhaku is officially completed! Yes, I know I said it was up before, but now it's really finished. I decided to transplant part of chapter 2 into it, for the sake of not making this story a thousand and a half chapters long ^_^ Enjoy!

--Bright Angel



Sunday, October 21, 2001, 11:08 p.m.:

So much to do, so little paper...

Don't worry, Elysaar, you're not the only one that's still interested! I'm currently working on THREE Weiß fics, one of which is just for you, so you won't have to wait too much longer for brain food! (I'm gonna eat those words, aren't I...Deadlines, deadlines)

I've officially decided that I hate the prospect of transferring colleges. Not that I don't want to get out of the hellish little pit which is my community college, but this whole transfer business is just plain annoying! Everyone's telling me to apply to schools I don't even want to go to, just so I have "options". Well, I'll tell you what...you can take your "options" and shove them up your collective asses, because I'm not going to waste time and energy writing essays and getting letters of recommendation for colleges I don't plan on going to, when I could be better spending my time applying elsewhere! I really have to go see a counselor...

It doesn't help my stress much that no one seems to be around anymore. I'm stuck with the ultimate quandary for a yaoi fanfic writer: Hang out with friends and actually be out of the house, but not get home until late every night and never write...or stay at home, pick at a story or two, and wait for someone to come online and ease this odd, downtrodden, lonely feeling.

Hey! It's my old friend, fall-quarter depression, come back to visit again!

To be completely honest, I think it started after Yaoicon...that Sunday evening, the realization came to me that I have no local female friends! I know absolutely no girls around here who can appreciate what I do...and there's certain things you just can't discuss with your guy friends. I mean, they're easygoing and all, but there's just something about your favorite bishonen getting debauched and victimized that you can't really discuss with a straight guy. *sigh* Guys, I know you're reading this, and I love you both to death...but I really do miss seeing my girl friends face to face. Even though I only ever met them for one weekend

Ah, crap...I'm getting introspective again. I'm sorry, I hope I'm not weirding anybody out. Here...look at some naked pictures of Gackt. It always cheers me up.

--Bright Angel



Saturday, October 20, 2001, 11:14 a.m.:

Bad dog! Bad, bad dog!

Brightangel: [typing happily...*clackitaclackitaclackita*]

A strange rustling noise comes from the kitchen.

Brightangel: Oro? Hm.....[goes back to ficcing Omi and Ken]

Ryu: [ambles in from the kitchen, one wing nearly knocking over the floor lamp] Um...your dog's eating the garbage.

Brightangel: Cookie's in the garbage? [thinks idly that her 13 year-old dalmatian hasn't had the stomach or the attention span for garbage-eating in years]

Ryu: No, not that one. The other one. [reaches for the package of chocolate-covered orange jellies]

Janie: [snatching the jellies away] The other one...Oh, NO! [bolts for the kitchen] Yohji-dog! Get the hell out of there!

Yohji-dog: [bounds away, making off with a half-chewed paper plate, stumpy tail wagging fit to fall off]

BrightAngel: [tackles Yohji-dog, wrestling him to the ground] Go home! Go back to Schuldich's house! Get out of my garbage! [Glares up at Ryu as she attempts to contain a wriggling armful of giant Doberman] A little help, here?

Ryu: [flutters out of reach of a wet-nosing] Hey, this is your mess! I told you not to put animals in Yaoiland!

BrightAngel: [Trying to avoid Yohji-dog's tongue] NOOO! Don't lick my face! You've been drinking out of Schuldich's toilet!

--Bright Angel



Wednesday, October 17, 2001, 08:49 p.m.:

Backstreet's Back...

Isn't it funny how, when you have so much to say, you invariably forget to say some of it? Re-reading my last entry, I came to the realization that I forgot to talk about half the stuff that's happened in the past few days!

I finally got my Kaikan Phrase fansubs! I've only been able to watch 1 1/2 episodes due to various distractions, but I plan on putting it back on once I finish writing here! I'd seen screenshots/manga scans before, and heard recommendation after recommendation telling me to WATCH THIS ANIME! But I was completely unprepared for how truly gorgeous each and every one of these boys are! And the voices...mmmmm.....Miki...Yuki gets to be at the top of my favorites list simply because of his seiyuu =^_^=

But enough about that...Now for something about the other big event from Monday night - The Backstreet Boys Concert! Shut up all of you who don't like the BSB or boy bands in general. Everyone's entitled to their opinion and I don't begrudge you yours, but don't go raining on my parade just because we have a difference in opinion! I'd like to state that the members of BSB are extremely talented performers with very mature voices, and there's simply something more to their music than, say, N'Sync's or O-Town's. Not to mention that they're considerably hotter than both those bands combined ^_^ The Boys didn't come on until 9:00 (the show started at 7:30), because we had to sit through an agonizing hour and a half of opening acts.

First, there was some girl named Crystal (she probably has some weird spelling, but I'm not going to bother to look it up) who actually wasn't that bad, but her voice had a poor-quality roughness to it that speaks of someone with very little experience in caring for her instrument. The other opener was Sisquo, who delivered a truly nauseating performance. His stage set consisted of some lackluster pyrotechnics that either suffocated the audience with acrid smoke, or flash-blinded them, as well as a giant (and I do mean giant) poster of himself. His performance was tiresome, and he brought on these guest rappers who introduced themselves in some sort of gangsta' slang, yelling so loudly into their microphones that you couldn't understand a word they said, much less their names. Even the "Thong Song" was poor. Just about everyone in our section of the arena was glad to see him go.

As always, the BsB were dressed to the nines. I love their costumes. They always present themselves as much more mature performers, and a big portion of that is dressing the part. Everybody looked wonderful, especially Howie D., who was sporting a new short haircut! Hey, everyone! He doesn't look like a girl anymore! He's hot again! The only exception was Nick, who still hasn't lost all of the pounds he put on a year ago, and it shows. Not to mention, he couldn't make his personal introduction speech in any form of coherant words...following a few sentences of making fun of his fellow members for saying inspirational mushy stuff, he proceeded to greet the audience with the age-old hail, "WHAZAAAAAAAP?!" Nick Carter, everyone, the ever-articulate.

Everyone's voices were top-notch, especially the sweet and adorable Brian Littrell, who couldn't seem to get enough of waving to various audience members, and saying "hi" to everyone. Kevin was positively outstanding, making it a point to seize the stage for himself on several occasions, something which I'm sure all his fans think he deserves. It's tough to have to carry harmony all the time...you stay stuck in the back! And he looked wonderful as always.

I also have to hand it to AJ, who looked wonderful after his 6-month stint in rehab. He made it a point to thank the San Jose crowd for waiting until he was well enough to perform for us (the concert was delayed a month due to an extention in his clinic stay), and he truly put on a wonderful show. The group did a touching tribute to the New York/Pennsylvania disasters, singing a truly stunning rendition of "America the Beautiful" that honestly brought tears to my eyes.

--Bright Angel



Wednesday, October 17, 2001, 06:50 p.m.:

Hey, I bought him Hot Wings......

They're his favorite food. I think it's a fitting peace offering, don't you?

Life is tough when your muse is mad at you. Last night was just one of those nights...those of you with AIM might be able to sympathize. It's when everybody and ANYBODY on your Buddy List who happens to be online decides to IM you for a marathon conversation, most parts of which are about absolutely nothing relevant!

Needless to say, I had a distinct twinge of foreboding when Ryu popped up with some new ideas. It wasn't that I didn't want to listen to them! God knows, he takes the highest priority! But between looking at naked pictures of Gackt, arguing about television, and attempting to run a club website, I couldn't type a word of what Ryu had to say. It was really good stuff...A/Y angst, even a little bit of K/O drama. But unfortunately, the pinging of Instant Messages was sufficient distraction, and Ryu got mad. Very mad. So mad that he simply gave up for the night and hasn't talked to me since.

*sigh* He's so temperamental...I hope he comes back. I had to finish writing some lemony stuff all by myself, and I'm not at all sure how good it is.

Oh, yeah, by the way...I'm learning how to play Magic: The Gathering...I'm such a geek. Hence the title bar on this page. Any Magic players out there who know the "Eager Cadet" card? What a gooney little fucker that kid is! He's just so...puny and stupid and weird-looking! Oh well, you get a couple of 'em out on the table, and they'll at least whittle down your opponent. Provided they don't have a whole bunch of Insta-kill cards in their deck like Brian does...*seethe*

Despite all the pains, I've got a new little teensy fanart offering...I decided to try my hand at Trigun fanart (Warning: Trigun fanart is not for the faint of heart...it's a harder drawing style than it looks!), so I did a little sketch of Nicholas D. Wolfwood. Take a look!

--Bright Angel



Monday, October 15, 2001, 05:51 p.m.:

That Familiar Spark

Inspiration is a wonderful feeling...something that I really haven't had in a while! Sure, I've had some picture ideas, and I've worked a little here and there on initial chapters of various fics. But nothing ever really happened that I could deem worthy of the time spent.

But now, I'm happy to say, inspiration --TRUE inspiration-- has struck. Elysaar, I owe you BIG for this! The fic ideas are teeming in my head, and Wounded Angel is actually worth writing again after our talk the other night!

Tay, I'm sorry to hear about Tsumaru's...er, condition. If there's anything Ryu can do to help set him straight (so to speak...), let us know! Two other things...A) Let's talk trains. Or any other ideas we can think of to get me up to you in December. B) Let me know how much money I owe you, and give me the address to send it to! I've got a full checking account again ^_^

I think that's it for now! My sister and I are going to the Backstreet Boys concert tonight, and we're leaving in half a hour!

Love and Peace!

--Bright Angel



Thursday, October 11, 2001, 02:59 p.m.:

Be Cool, Stay in School!

Cutting classes is a disease. A serious, debilitating, incurable disease. And I have a raging case of it...It really kinda sucks, because I have to take some legitimate days off this quarter to go down south and look at colleges in San Diego and Santa Barbara, and I don't want to get dropped because those few legit days are the last straw. Oh well. No hope for me, I s'pose!

The Japanese test went well, I think...The dialogue I had to write may have been full of serious faux pas, but at least all the stuff was gramatically correct! I hope.

Still in a drawing mood, still unable to put anything on paper. However...Elysaar, I think the idea you sent me just might work ^_^ I can see it in my head already. If I don't have anything done by tonight, I'll probably have something tomorrow for you. Hurry up and get online again some night! You were making me creative!

Tay, congratulations on getting becki back ^_^ And tell her and Tsumaru (unless they're reading this themselves) that Chapter 3 of "Green Eyes" is fantastic! Completely and utterly so!

Gonna try and draw a little bit now...we'll see how it goes! Hopefully I'll be productive! *crosses fingers*

Love and Peace!

--Bright Angel



Wednesday, October 10, 2001, 08:21 p.m.:

Blah

My spark of inspiration is guttering.....I've been trying to draw fanart all day, with no results. Where did it all go? *sigh* Ah well. As always, I thrive on requests! If someone wants me to do something in particular, let me know! Elysaar, feel free to take whatever you want! I'm glad you like that picture ^_^ There's a couple more ideas in my head inspired by our *koff* conversations, but for some reason they just won't come out on paper. Ah well...I'll keep plugging at it!

Tay, congrats on the new blog site! I have to say, I particularly like that layout ^_^ But then again, you know me...can't get enough of my favorite assassin!

Well, better scram. I'm supposed to be studying for my Japanese test tomorrow! Wish me luck!

Love and Peace!

--Bright Angel



Wednesday, October 10, 2001, 10:05 a.m.:

Live, from the computer lab...

Hey...Is this the first blog I've ever done from school? Neat...

This has to be one of the most squalid pits of a computer lab I've ever had the pleasure to occupy. Its computers freeze if you have more than three windows open, and most of them are...*cringe Macs! How I utterly deplore them!

*snerk* I just offended a whole bunch of people, didn't I...heh heh heh...

Anyway, this day isn't shaping up to be any better than the last few. I have a voice lesson today which I really don't want to go to, because I have a horrible pressure headache that I went to bed with last night and woke up with this morning. And it isn't going away.

My mom's still hassling me about colleges, but she can kiss my butt because I've finally made my list. I've narrowed it down to: University of Portland, University of San Diego and UC Santa Barbara. Heh, and she wants me to go visit all these places...I'm sure she wouldn't care so much if it hadn't been for my sister. She was accepted into Williams College as a graduate student (a VERY prestigious honor!), and decided to attend without ever looking at the campus. Let's just say that, for a girl who lived in California for 24 years, all her life, Massachusetts was a pretty big culture shock. She was ready to quit by Christmastime. But hey, she's at Santa Barbara now, and she's happy there. So I'm happy for her.

Hey, speaking of my sister, Francine and I are going to the Backstreet Boys concert on Monday! SHUT UP! Yes, you! I'll have you all know that I think the Backstreet Boys are very talented performers, with lovely mature voices (and Kevin is dead sexy), unlike N'Sync who dress up like 16 year-olds because their pervert boss has a thing for little boys.

Hey, "Survivor" starts Thursday! I can't wait! I'm not ashamed to say that I've become a fan of that show...the first one on the island was a joke. But the Australia one became much more of a game, once they realized that viewers get bored with just watching a bunch of beautiful people and angry bitch truck drivers and big fat party animal gay guys prance around naked. Speaking of gay guys...you should see the one they have on Survivor this time! Shexy!!!

I think this is the first time in a long time that I haven't blogged something about fanart or fanfic or anime in general...gotta remedy that.

I'm so sad...only one more DVD of Trigun left! It better have a better ending than Cowboy Bebop, which fell flat on its ass in the last episode! After I finish Trigun, I'm starting in on Rurouni Kenshin (hideous opening theme song and all...*quiver). We have the first DVD already, and I think it's great!

Mmkay, things are getting volatile...the line of people waiting to use a computer is getting rather long and irritable, so I'd better punch out for now. And I'm hungry. I think I'll go get a Snickers.

Love and Peace!

--Bright Angel