Thursday, August 1, 2002 04:55 p.m.
Went to the gym with Jen this morning and just came back from it after a second session. My legs.. are jelly. My arms.. are dead. But it feels so good. She's gonna be in Canada until Sunday (eh) so bah.

Thursday, August 1, 2002 07:23 a.m.
Going to the gym with Jen again this morning- in about.. ooh five minutes.. and then off to work and a freaking doctor's appointment. I hate going to the doctor. I had to deal with the dentist twice in the past seven days which is evil enough- but now I have to get shots at the doctor for college. I'm very much afraid of shots. Noooo.

Wednesday, July 31, 2002 11:37 p.m.
And the layout... is up and running.

Wednesday, July 31, 2002 11:24 p.m.
New layout, and yet again I have troubles with the freaking links on the right side. Bah.

Wednesday, July 31, 2002 10:51 p.m.
So I went over to Sebbie's house tonight, and he shares my undying love for Office Space- one of the best movies ever. We watched that and an hilarious episode of South Park (dealing with the Simpsons so thats always a huge plus), and it was nice to just get out and hang out with somebody. I had a damn cool night.

Wednesday, July 31, 2002 06:02 p.m.
After work today, Jen and I went to a gym nearby and signed up for a month- we worked out for about two hours which is ridiculous, and my legs feel very much like jelly. But it's all worth it. We'll be tryin' to go most days of the week- so maybe 3-5 times per week. Maybe more. That would make me happy, so maybe for once I'd stop bitching about how I look. It's a novel idea.

Wednesday, July 31, 2002 08:19 a.m.
I'm really excited- I got something back from my roommate who lives out in Mongolia (random country to be from going to my particular school, but it's gonna be a really cool experience). Aaaah.. I get to write back later, not enough time now. Her e-mail just made my morning.

Tuesday, July 30, 2002 09:22 p.m.
I had to go to the dentist again today to get sealants (however you spell them) on my teeth. Going to the dentist sucks. But I have had a veeeery amusing ongoing conversation with Daniel. And Bill and I got together today and watched the tape of our soph year boat races for intro to technology class and then we watched Spaceballs. It was good.

Tuesday, July 30, 2002 08:39 a.m.
My cousin Marty is staying with us for a few days.. his wife (soon to be ex) is really freaking out, and he needed a place to stay. I feel really horrible for him.

Monday, July 29, 2002 08:23 a.m.
Work. Don't want to go. No little monsters. Extreme heat outside. 96 degrees. Oy vey.

Sunday, July 28, 2002 09:54 p.m.
Tonight has royally sucked for me. I have pretty much come to the conclusion, after some fairly obvious hints, that my friends- particularly one who isn't even here to read this, does not care too much for being around me anymore, and does not want to anyways. That really sucks. I think that after our trip to Florida, people were frustrated, annoyed, and I guess sick of me to some extent. If I'm wrong about this, it's a God damned shock to me. My amount of friends were limited before, but if I'm right about what I just said and how I feel, then I guess .. it just sucks. Can't say anything else. So I got to think about that wonderful thought, and for some reason, tonight- every time I saw myself in the mirror I started to cry. And I didn't stop for an hour and a half or so. That says something good. I'm done bitching for the moment- I apologize.

Sunday, July 28, 2002 09:41 a.m.
I'm gonna start Tae Bo today! Weeeee. Hopefully I won't entirely suck at it. Last night I went to my cousin's house out in Long Island. It was good to see the family. I saw my first cousin Heather, whom I hadn't seen in years. Literally. So that was nice. And... eeeh... now I'm just tired.

Saturday, July 27, 2002 10:12 a.m.
Mmmm I made a grilled veggie omlette this morning. Sooo yummy. Going out to Long Island to visit some of my cousins- I'm sure it will be cool.

Friday, July 26, 2002 05:32 p.m.
I'm so proud. Seven and a half hour work day today for me. Not bad not bad. I'm going out tonight with Jen and other people (I have no idea who else) and.... eeh.. do I dunno what. But it wil be nice to get out. Wearing new shirt number one (woohooo). My Express tube top. It's maroon-ish red, and pretty long so it's nice.

Friday, July 26, 2002 08:13 a.m.
Need dad to get out of bathroom so I can get ready for work. Gaaaah.

Thursday, July 25, 2002 08:18 p.m.
Today.. was awesome. Jen and I decided to put in some major hours at work today- we worked from 10-4. That's a lot (for us). Yes, we plan on working more- it's not such a bad thing. And it's nice to make money. And it's even better when Jen and I can go to the mall after work and spend our paychecks on lots of clothes. Ooooh how I bought such lovely clothes for myself- Jen is a *great* shopping partner. I had such a good time- we both got some awesome stuff at New York & Co (we went there during our lunch break at work), and then after work we went to H & M and Express. A good good day.

Wednesday, July 24, 2002 12:53 p.m.
Oh my goodness, the kids were so rowdy today, I wanted to smack them (although I would never hit a kid). But damn... one of the kids, Joey, was practically pulling my shirt down and jumping on me and everything. Gah.

Wednesday, July 24, 2002 08:34 a.m.
Thank goodness my mom woke me up this morning- even though I turned it on, my alarm didn't go off. Yet again. That's no good. Maybe I should get a new one. Need to be up for when I go to college classes in the morning. I got a few 8:30 ones I think.

Tuesday, July 23, 2002 10:15 p.m.
I bought a new wallet today. It's nice and small and organized and not broken.

Tuesday, July 23, 2002 10:47 a.m.
Took a walk with the mom this morning in the disgusting, muggy, hot outdoors. But it felt good to get outside and not be a sloth.

Monday, July 22, 2002 08:40 p.m.
Whose Line is it Anyway can help bring a smile. Went to Costco with my mom today- got some good eats and a vacuum for my dorm room. Also bought myself the Sims.

Monday, July 22, 2002 08:20 a.m.
People really really anger me a lot(and it seems more often now). They really really do.

Sunday, July 21, 2002 05:09 p.m.
This is my love. Oh dear. Oh so beautiful. Stirrin' the pot o' love.

Sunday, July 21, 2002 04:32 p.m.
I put up a new layout and I was ready to actually show it to all, but again the links don't show up to navigate around the site. What the hell?

Sunday, July 21, 2002 09:46 a.m.
My dad is sanding right outside the room I'm in. Oh so loud.

Saturday, July 20, 2002 02:34 p.m.
I went shopping with my mom at Linens 'N Things and Bed Bath & Beyond and bought lots and lots of beautiful things... oh yes. Got a black comforter and a spiderman throw blanket to go over it.. red and blue pillows to match, silver yaffa type blocks, red lap desk- beautiful. And my new black Dell computer will match also. I think my room will be gorgeous and dark.

Saturday, July 20, 2002 09:02 a.m.
Today I'm going shopping with my mom at Linens 'N Things and Bed Bath and Beyond for college gear. I can't wait. This is what I get excited for- I love designing, and this is the closest I'm going to be able to get to it before I get my own home/apartment/whatever. Aaah joy. Yeaa for interior design!

Friday, July 19, 2002 06:58 p.m.
I saw K-19 tonight with my mom and dad- it's a very very very good movie- I almost cried (but I didn't). Too bad there were these incredibly annoying people who sat behind us talking the entire time. People need to know when the hell to shut their mouths- the movies is one of those times.

Thursday, July 18, 2002 04:50 p.m.
I'm hooooome. Wooo!

Friday, July 12, 2002 06:07 a.m.
A big farewell to everybody (all ... eeh.. maybe two peoeple) who read my humble pita. If you can call it that. I'm in Florida, I'll be back on the 18th. Have an awesome week, and just... seeyou later. Eeeee!

Thursday, July 11, 2002 09:31 p.m.
A new suggestion has come up. Sea World the day that we get there. I must think 'bout this.

Thursday, July 11, 2002 08:36 a.m.
Twenty four hours until the trip. Twenty four hours.

Wednesday, July 10, 2002 10:41 p.m.
Tonight. Oh my goodness- so incredibly awesome. I had so much fun. Bri came over at 6:00 and about 15 minutes later, a kid (Joe) who is going to Ramapo came over to my house with his friend (Tom). First thing- Bri and I had been watching SNL in the living room and Celebrity Jeopardy was on when Joe and Tom came over. So naturally we sat down and watched it. Oooooh so good. Already, a thing in common with them. Good sense of humor. They met my mom and Aunt Carol (mom of course talks talks talks and Bri was laughing 'cause she loves my mom). We then went bowling... bowling was SO much fun. Joe and Tom together... indescribable. They love the absolute best movies and they're just awesome. After bowling (in which I beat everybody in both games woo) we decide to go mini golfing- they follow Bri and I (two cars) and.... oy. The ride. To get to this golfing place is a pain in the ass. We miss the exit... two times. End up having to backtrack about a mile or two each time with lots of heavy horrible merges- they almost get killed about twelve times by cars cutting them off because Joe drives an old Geo Prizm (which I happen to love). Finally we get off at the right exit (which Bri had suspected all along but I kept telling her no) and she misses the entrance to the golf place so we park at the Ho Jo next door. Oy. Too funny. Golfing went well- we kept getting poked. Tom came in first, Bri second, Joe third, and me fourth (golf ain't my bag). After this, we show them how to get to their friend's college which happens to be in our town, but they end up just coming to a local pizzeria 'cause Bri and I hadn't eaten dinner. We heard oh so many funny stories. The entire night was just so much fun. I hope it happens again.

Wednesday, July 10, 2002 08:07 a.m.
Oooooh I was up late last night. My mom actually yelled at me and told me I had to go to bed. I don't like that. She's never told me when to go to bed before, and all of a sudden BAM. I have a bedtime? I don't get it.

Wednesday, July 10, 2002 12:44 a.m.
Looooovin you is easy 'cause you're beautiful. Vegas Vacation. Fun fun.

Wednesday, July 10, 2002 12:10 a.m.
Florida. Two days. How excited am I? Too much for words. Bri came over to watch "The Burbs" but we made cookies before, and we both fell asleep during the movie. Aaah sweet sweet couches. And I got my computer! Should be here in a week or so. Dell 4500 with CD Burner and a digital camera and fast and good and lots of memory. I'm happy. Too bad I'm gonna end up paying about 900 bucks out of my own money.

Tuesday, July 9, 2002 07:40 p.m.
We're ordering my new computer for college tonight. It's gonna be a Dell 4500 and I'm gonna get a digital camera with it (wooooo!) I'm veeery very happy.

Tuesday, July 9, 2002 06:17 p.m.
Yeaaa I got my face cream. I'm getting a lil' pimple on my nose and it huuuurts so badly and I've never had one there. It's so weird. Owwww!

Tuesday, July 9, 2002 10:43 a.m.
Guess who is going to be heading out to Florida come this Friday morning? Done trying to guess?!!! MEEEEEEE! Aahaahahha- Bri and Min and Andy and myself are all going to Disney World and it's gonna be great and I'm so freaking excited- excitement is building up. I get to be with three of my favorite people for six days in the best place ever and my sister is gonna be there too 'cause she works there and I love her so much. She's gonna be able to get us in to the parks before she goes to work, which means that we'll probably get in at around 10:30 with her (unless we use the extra tickets that we have which means we can get in whenever we want) and ... oy. I'm too excited.

Tuesday, July 9, 2002 09:48 a.m.
I've been up since 7:30 this morning. Oy vey. Going to work at 2 or 2:30 with Jen, so I've got lots of time to do... nothing. I think tonight Bri and I are geting together to watch "The Burbs". That's about it for now. And my grandma fixed my shirts so yeaaa. They were torn.

Monday, July 8, 2002 04:11 p.m.
My computer wasn't turning on. How evil is that? Yesterday, my dad broke the button to turn it on (which was already messed up to begin with) so now the entire cover is off the computer tower and it looks so stupid. But hey- it works.

Saturday, July 6, 2002 04:34 p.m.
I'm home. Finally. Again. Give me strength.

Thursday, July 4, 2002 01:14 p.m.
Oh yea, and Happy Fourth of July!!!

Thursday, July 4, 2002 01:02 p.m.
Last night was so incredibly fun. I didn't go out anywhere- but I still had an awesome time anyways. My webcam works. Mr. Dot is fun with Yahoo games. I took a good beating, as did he. And my grandma is home from the hospital. Thank goodness.

Wednesday, July 3, 2002 03:53 p.m.
Ooooh it was so hot out today. We took the kids out early today, and one of the other counselors, Jeff, and I had a giant water fight. It was the nicest feeling ever.

Wednesday, July 3, 2002 12:10 a.m.
Seb's lil' party was very fun tonight- I had a good time. Yummy cake and food and everything and I saw Rowe and Lawshe's tapes of them skydiving which they did in the morning- amazing. I called Lisa but I didn't get throoough on her celly. I went out with Bri and we went to the mall and we both bought some stuff- I used my 50 dollar certificate and bought a bunch of clothes. A pair of jean pants from the GAP for $6.97. Reeeeeeeee-diciulous. Then we rented "A Fish Called Wanda". Very funny. Now I'm up and I have to get up early as expected for work.

Tuesday, July 2, 2002 04:27 p.m.
Iiiii am going to Sebbie's party at 5:30 and then out with Bri afterwards at around 7 or 7:30 to the mall. Tonight will be good.

Tuesday, July 2, 2002 04:10 p.m.
My hair. Is short. Above my shoulders when it's dry! So weird. I normally was able to run my hands through it, but now... not really.

Tuesday, July 2, 2002 08:20 a.m.
More sleep is good. Mmmmmm yes. My mom seems to be upset with me for no apparent reason. Go figure. That's the way things go, I guess.

Tuesday, July 2, 2002 12:01 a.m.
I... it's late- and I'm still here not knowing what to do. Gonna get my hair cut! Thank goodness. It's far too long. I'm thinking shoulder length. My webcam works now- but I dunno if it works anywhere else but on Yahoo instant messenger. I shall see.

Monday, July 1, 2002 03:15 p.m.
Why does my webcam REFUSE to work! I even got the correct CD (thaaaaaaank you) and it still won't work. Stupid ::kicks webcam::

Monday, July 1, 2002 08:07 a.m.
Off to work in about forty minutes. Aaaah.. it's so hot out- have to chase after little children and play with them and whatnot. Then off to the chiropractor and then to my other job. Maybe I'll try and stay a little longer- I'm far too lazy and worn out though. I still don't know how my grandma is doing- I just hope she's okay.

Sunday, June 30, 2002 11:05 p.m.
I saw Mr. Deeds tonight with Bri. It was perty damn funny. You underestimate my sneakiness. Booooooooob!!!!

Sunday, June 30, 2002 06:43 p.m.
My dad had to take my grandma to the hospital. Faaaaaantastic.

Sunday, June 30, 2002 10:47 a.m.
My grandparents are going to be gone for five days. Peace and quiet for a bit, I guess. I can relax without getting kissed every five seconds.

Sunday, June 30, 2002 09:47 a.m.
Two graduation parties- I have Min's first and then Andy J's. Then I think I have to write thank you cards for all the presents I got yesterday and last Saturday. Im horrible at that stuff.

Saturday, June 29, 2002 10:33 p.m.
Had a good time at my second party tonight. Ate far too much food though- gotta watch what I eat or I'll gain the few pounds I lost back again.

Saturday, June 29, 2002 12:27 p.m.
The Three Amigos is on Comedy Central. I love this movie far too much.

Saturday, June 29, 2002 11:28 a.m.
My schedule for classes at Ramapo:

Monday- no classes

Tuesday- 8:30-9:30 AM: Math reasoning with Elementary Functions
11:30 AM-1:00 PM: College English
2:00-3:00 PM: First Year Seminar (Music)

Wednesday- 8:00-10:30 AM: Intro to US History I
3:30-5:45 PM: Intro to International Studies

Thursday- No classes

Friday- 8:30-9:30 AM: Math reasoning with Elementary Functions
11:30 AM-1:00 PM: College English
2:00-3:00 PM: First Year Seminar (Music)


Yep, that about sums it up.

Saturday, June 29, 2002 10:47 a.m.
I went to the chiropractor this morning. I have whiplash! Yeaaaaaaaa.

Friday, June 28, 2002 08:08 p.m.
My other graduation party (with my cousin Rachel) is tomorrow. Agh, I'm tired. Been way too tired lately and I don't know why. But I can tell you, chasing after those 2 year olds for three and a half hours and then going to work is not fun and I gotta get used to it.

Friday, June 28, 2002 08:24 a.m.
It's my first day at my second job. It's the one I did last year where I work at the temple and watch the two year olds. Hopefully that will go well. After that ends at 12:30 (starts at 9) I'm going to my other job for a few hours. Gonna be a looooong day.

Thursday, June 27, 2002 07:08 p.m.
I bought the best comic book ever, today. It's called "Captain Underpants and the Perilous Plot of Professor Poopypants". Classic.

Thursday, June 27, 2002 09:18 a.m.
I think that the bunjee thing really screwed up my neck. It feels kinda like I have whiplash or something.

Wednesday, June 26, 2002 12:51 p.m.
Graduation- I thought I'd cry, but I didn't. It was a really nice ceremony, and it sucked to have to say goodbye to all my teachers. I'm gonna miss some of them! But Project Graduation.... oh my goodness. It had to be the most fun thing ever. I think there are few occasions where I've ever had so much fun. The buses got to the place at like 915 or 930- we immediately were served dinner inside (although I forget what they had out for us). I then played extreme volleyball on a racquetball court- 6 on 6. All balls were in play (when hit off side walls or the back wall) but you couldn't hit the back wall on a serve. It was so much fun, but I sucked at it. There was also this bunjee type thing where there were two lanes and at the end was a harness and a bunjee chord, you ran as hard as you could down the thing with a bean bag in your hand and tried to get it as far down the lane on the velcroe thing in the middle and beat the other person. Only problem- everytime I did it, my neck snapped. But it was fun nonetheless. And I'm sure that spelling over there was disgusting, so pardon me. I was in the pool with people a great majority of the time, and that was awesome- I got to hang out a little bit with people I don't always hang out with- but I stayed a lot of the time also with Bri, Kerry, Min and Andy. Also I was with Lisa (I think we made amends, though I didn't get to write what I wanted to say in her yearbook) and that honestly was one of the highlights of my entire night. I hung out a bit with Chris, Seb, Rowe, Barrett, Leddy, Alex... amongst others, so it made me veeeeeery happy. There was a hypnotist- oh my dear sweet lord... you should have seen some of the kids who were actually in a trance. I got pictures of it, so I'll scan them in when I get my cameras developed. I don't really know what else to say about the night- I got a lot of the people, but not all the people, that I wanted to sign my yearbook.... and I'm gonna actually miss a good deal of the kids in my school. It's a saddening thought, actually. So I'll shut up and stop myself from thinking about it. Gotta shower. I'm dirty. Later.

Tuesday, June 25, 2002 01:24 p.m.
I went to Ramapo with my sister and registered for all of my classes. When I get unlazy and go downstairs, I'll post my schedule. I have classes three days a week- not so bad. I graduate in about four and a half hours. I'm gonna cry like a baby, but I'm seeing now that this is needed (graduation I mean). Get away from everybody and all.

Monday, June 24, 2002 07:40 p.m.
Aaah, I absolutely love Cabaret (with Alan Cummings). I downloaded some of the music, and I can't get enough of it still. The songs "Willkommen" and "I Don't Care"... aaaah. Bring a smile to my face.

Monday, June 24, 2002 07:28 p.m.
Going to watch The Whole Nine Yards with my family as soon as the sis gets home from coffee. Yeaa.

Monday, June 24, 2002 12:48 p.m.
Senior breakfast was today. Got some people to sign my yearbook and wahtnot, had a graduation rehearsal... Kerr and I had Carvel for lunch (because of my wisdom teeth) and then went to Chevrolet to check if they could get her parts for her car and we also went back to school so I could pick up my books. I had an emotional goodbye with my locker. I'm gonna miss that son of a bitch. Aaaah... tomorrow... graduation. So sad. But happy.

Sunday, June 23, 2002 07:30 p.m.
This weekend was entirely awesome. My graduation party was fun, got lots of good presents (mainly money) and I still have a party this coming weekend with the other side of the family. Today we went to a brunch graduation party for Matt, a family friend, then we (mom, dad, sister, and I) went to Manhattan and saw "Into the Woods". I was so happy, it's one of my favorite plays. Yeaaaa! Very cool day.

Saturday, June 22, 2002 10:24 a.m.
It's my graduation party today. Woo! First I gotta make a stop off at the mall with the sister.. then later on at like 3 I'm off to Bri's house, 'cause her party is today also. Then I come home and help finish getting ready for my party and then... I dunno.

Friday, June 21, 2002 06:03 p.m.
Senior pool party was today and I had such a good time. Kerry and I, after the physics exam which I did indeed fail (I'm pretty darn sure), we did a few errands, went to eat sushi, bought bikinis at Marshalls (I love mine), went to the pool party... and had an awesome time. Aaah I'm gonna miss my classmates.

Thursday, June 20, 2002 04:12 p.m.
My mom and I picked up my grandparents from Newark airport and they'll be here for a few weeks. My sister comes tomorrow. Seven people. Two bathrooms. Two cars. Lord give me strength.

Thursday, June 20, 2002 01:09 p.m.
Worked for three hours this morning. May go back later, who knows. I don't know what I want for lunch. Aaaah Wayne's World is on SNL. So hot. Excellent Instant Replay.

Wednesday, June 19, 2002 08:29 p.m.
Wait, no I don't! Hahahaha. Sign my new guestbook.

Wednesday, June 19, 2002 08:27 p.m.
I have to change the layout 'cause I just screwed it up. Stupid.

Wednesday, June 19, 2002 04:33 p.m.
I HATE physics. I've been working on this stupid note sheet practically since I got home, and there's really no point since I'm gonna fail it anyways. I don't know why I bother. Screw physics. It's the end of the year. It's the last thing I have to do for school. Screw it.

Wednesday, June 19, 2002 01:15 p.m.
One final down and one to go. Chances of me passing the second one- slim to none. But I'm accepting of that!

Wednesday, June 19, 2002 09:05 a.m.
Gotta go to school in an hour to take my first of only two finals. Latin today, physics Friday. I was exempt from history and pre-calc, and since I was in AP English, we had a project instead of a final. Woo. I'm halfway done after this final today.

Tuesday, June 18, 2002 08:44 p.m.
I added more pictures from prom. I might add some Powder Puff football pictures later!

Tuesday, June 18, 2002 06:05 p.m.
We got our yearbooks today. Very sad. I cried in physics. Even more sad. Jared gave Kerry and I these little graduation stuffed animals.. that got me a little teary eyed and Kerry cried a bit. Then Panna started telling me how this was our last day of school- ever. I couldn't hold it in after that, I just started ballin' like a baby. Bah. I don't cry in public. D.T. loved his presents from our Latin class.

Tuesday, June 18, 2002 07:22 a.m.
Today is my last day of school. So weird.

Monday, June 17, 2002 10:34 p.m.
The thing for Trause came out absolutely awesome. I was out with Shannon and we picked up a tie for him and also a 40 dollar certificate to buy a new shirt. We made the picture and I loooove it.

Monday, June 17, 2002 07:13 a.m.
School today. Today and tomorrow are my last days before finals. Aaaah eww finals. I have to take Latin I think on Wednesday and Physics on Friday. That's just about it.

Sunday, June 16, 2002 11:51 p.m.
I added all the pictures I wanted to from prom. Check 'em out in the girl section under pictures. Where they should be.

Sunday, June 16, 2002 11:14 p.m.
Scanning in pictures as we speak.

Sunday, June 16, 2002 06:03 p.m.
Prom.. in a word.. amazing. I had such an awesome time. I got pictures back, so I'll pop 'em up here over the course of the week- hopefully within the next two days.

Friday, June 14, 2002 06:50 a.m.
I wish that he would call me.

Thursday, June 13, 2002 08:22 p.m.
I got my favorite Cabaret song! Aaaahahaha. I'm so happy right now, you have no idea. Wilkommen. Performed by Alan Cummings. Thank goodness.

Thursday, June 13, 2002 05:53 p.m.
Oooooh I'm so full in my belly. I feel like I'm three talking like that. Prooooooooom tomorrooooooooow.

Thursday, June 13, 2002 07:21 a.m.
Ooooooh the caffeine pill popping episode of Saved By the Bell is on. Oooooooh.

Wednesday, June 12, 2002 11:04 p.m.
Kerry is adorable.

Wednesday, June 12, 2002 07:42 p.m.
The nails and toe nails are done in a perty red, I got my brows waxed- I'm feeling feminine again. Yeaa. Ummm. art show. Leaving in a few. Yeaa! Then... shower time 'cause I'm gross.

Wednesday, June 12, 2002 07:10 a.m.
Aaaaaaah crampy. Oh dear. I go to get a manicure and pedicure today, get my brows waxed (thank goodness, I'm dying here with these beasts), and I also have the art show tonight which some of my things are in. And I also get to see what some of my friends did. You should see, there are some amazing things that will be there.

Tuesday, June 11, 2002 10:04 p.m.
I only got my volleyball award. It's for 275 bucks. I was hoping to get another scholarship that I applied for... but. Apparently not.

Tuesday, June 11, 2002 06:40 p.m.
Awards. I have to leave in 20 minutes. I don't want to go. It's going to cost between 15-1800 bucks to fix our car. Great.

Tuesday, June 11, 2002 07:25 a.m.
Senior Awards Night tonight. I think I'm getting one. For volleyball. There's always a chance that I could get more that I just don't know about- but I don't think so. Hot out today.

Monday, June 10, 2002 05:27 p.m.
Today was incredibly sad for me. It was the last Latin evaluation thing for Latin Club. I'm a dork, but I was actually holding back tears- hush. It's just really upsetting. I'm gonna miss going to teach at the elementary school with Mike and Doug. And I'm gonna miss my Latin teacher, D.T. Sucks.

Monday, June 10, 2002 07:17 a.m.
I forgot to add one of the pictures! Check out a tenth one in the Girl section. It's the beach strip.

Sunday, June 9, 2002 05:43 p.m.
I had to mow my freaking lawn. It sucks when you've been spoiled all your life and never have to do any of this shit. Paying somebody to paint your house, paying somebody to mow the lawn- not possible. I missed Jessie's graduation party and I feel like an ass for it- I feel bad. I was waiting for my parents to be ready, but my mom was sleeping.. she's so tired from radiation. My dad was painting the house all day. i was working on my freaking English essay. Bah.

Sunday, June 9, 2002 04:18 p.m.
I added nine new pictures to the Girl section. They're the first nine pictures.

Sunday, June 9, 2002 12:50 p.m.
I smell like turpentine and bug spray. Mmmmmmmm. Yeaa for painting our house by ourselves ::thumbs down::

Sunday, June 9, 2002 11:30 a.m.
PolkaDotGrr: i wonder
PolkaDotGrr: what happens
PolkaDotGrr: if i take
Boothlisa: what do you wonder
PolkaDotGrr: cinamin
PolkaDotGrr: and pour some on my tongue
PolkaDotGrr: right now
Boothlisa: why dont you find out
Boothlisa: come on
Boothlisa: do it!
PolkaDotGrr: will you do it too?
Boothlisa: mmmm....
PolkaDotGrr: im afraid
Boothlisa: i dunno...
Boothlisa: will you really do it/
Boothlisa: cause if you promise to do it, i promise to do it also
PolkaDotGrr: do i need to turn on my WEBCAM OF ULTIMATE TRUTH?
Boothlisa: yes
PolkaDotGrr: well crab-testicle.
PolkaDotGrr: just a moment
Boothlisa: hahahahaha

It was really disgusting. I suggest never putting two shakes of cinnamon onto your tongue. Ewwies.

Sunday, June 9, 2002 09:37 a.m.
This Monday through Friday is my last full week of school, although everybody is going to leave for a half day on Friday for prom. Then two days of classes the week after, and then finals. Then I'm pretty much done. Thank goodness.

Saturday, June 8, 2002 11:54 p.m.
She used Depeche Mode in her layout. A lot. She made my day.

Saturday, June 8, 2002 10:56 p.m.
Had a really awesome time at Jaime's graduation party. Jill and Kate were there from our school and then a whole bunch of Jaime's family and family friends. Yummy cake. Ummm... Oooooooh Wildcats is on! Must finish essay. My first paragraph is one page. My grade is gonna suck. See how much I'm actually caring? ::watches TV::

Saturday, June 8, 2002 10:29 a.m.
Must... do... English... essay. Gah, I'm not in the mood to do anything of that nature now, but I really should get it done because I'll be gone all day today at Jaime's and tomorrow I'm devoting my day to our English final at Bri's house. Must do Latin homework also. Bejesus.

Saturday, June 8, 2002 01:29 a.m.
Powder Puff... in a phrase... oh dear. So much crap went down, but it turned out okay (at least at the game). We beat the juniors something like 16-8. Johanna got into a fight with Amy. There was a problem with Andy (not Andy whom we go to Florida with), but another one... I just really hope that he's doing alright. After the game ended, all the seniors whipped out the water balloons and shaving cream and just attacked the juniors. It was so much fun- then all the seniors made an attack on each other. If I get some pictures, hopefully I'll scan them in and show you how much of a mess we were. Bri and I went in for two seconds (woo) and Kerry was in and did absolutely awesome. So proud. Then Bri, Lauren C, and I met up with Min, Jessie, Nikhil, and Jeff and went to St. Al's Carnival. Saw Edy and Megan there (gave Edy a big, disgusting, shaving cream hug... haha). Errr... went to "Upper Dunkin" and with Tristan (minus Nikhil and Jeff) and everybody started singing that Shrek song in DD's. Bri and I left and picked up some supplies and then went back to her house to work on our English final. We made an awesome game board for Catcher In the Rye. It's gonna be good. Tomorrow.. well actually today... is Jaime's graduation party, so we'll be heading on up to Connecticut. Woohoo!

Friday, June 7, 2002 03:09 p.m.
Today... was awesome. Bri picked me up at about 515 in the morning (she was late hahaha). We drove to Min's house and proceeded to drive into the city. It was raining and coooooold out there. So we park at the Port Authority and walk to the NBC Studios on.. whatever street. Near 42nd. We were freezing our tushies off, but it was all worth it. We saw the Goo Goo Dolls perform, got our faces on TV a few times. I'll show you the pictures (they had a camera girl take pictures of the crowd). After the show, we went to Dunkin Donuts to warm ourselves- had some coffee and whatnot. Drove home, watched the video (we taped the show) then I went back to school and Bri and Min took the rest of the day off. Powder Puff in 2 hours, then shower, then go to Bri's for project. Today was awesome.

Friday, June 7, 2002 04:31 a.m.
Up so early. Up so early. Going to the city. Ridiculously tired. Must go now.

Thursday, June 6, 2002 05:55 p.m.
So not only do I have my internet back, but I also have a TV in this room now AND Sexynerds is back. *AND* tomorrow I'm going to the city with my Brizels and Minners tomorrow and going into school late- Powder Puff game (girls play football and boys are cheerleaders) is also on Friday- I hope I get to play in it. Hmmm... the three of us will also be working on our final project for English- Catcher in the Rye. Saturday I go to Jaime's graduation party and then on Sunday I work on the project with Bri and Min again. What a weekend. I'm also hoping to get in touch with Richard. It would be good.

Thursday, June 6, 2002 02:56 p.m.
And my internet is finally back in working order. Thank God.

Tuesday, June 4, 2002 07:14 a.m.
I hate my computer. I hate my freaking cable modem that literally only works when it wants to. I think I'm going to the city in the morning with Bri and Min this coming Friday, which also happens to be the day of powder puff. Awesome, eh? I can't wait to slam down some juniors.

Monday, June 3, 2002 07:08 a.m.
Shower this morning. Oh so refreshing. Way too tired last night. Hmmmm... have detention with the rest of my Latin class because... I don't really remember why. It just sucks, that's all. I don't want to be in school at 730.

Sunday, June 2, 2002 10:05 p.m.
It's not totally done yet, but here is Kerry's pita that I did for her. She has a prom date! Woohooo.

Sunday, June 2, 2002 08:52 p.m.
It's interesting, my cable modem seems to only work when it wants to now. It's purely evil. I'm so tired. So tired. Last night wore me out like no other ever before, and then we primed one side of our house today for painting the exterior. Watched some of Harry Potter, but I couldn't sit on that comfy chair without falling asleep, so I came here to see if the modem was on- and what do you know- it decided to work! We'll see what happens tomorrow.

Sunday, June 2, 2002 12:07 a.m.
Tonight was absolutely awesome. It started out with Min and I going to "tan" at the park in the next town over. We rented paddle boats and did that for half an hour! Hahaha.. a penis between us. Anyhoo, we then decided to pick a nice place on the green and we laid down a big double towel type thing that Min brought. We tanned for a while listening to our discmen, and let me tell you- there was some major beefage at the park. A guy called the police because he couldn't find his wife- it went on for at least 20 minutes. He was all scared, holding his young daughter, and describing his wife to the police: "She's three months pregnant and wearing a red shirt..." Min and I felt really bad, but we were extra special nosy trying to listen to the conversations to figure out what was going on. A while later, one of the four or five police cars at the scene came driving up to the others with the wife. The guy looked like he was going to have a heart attack. The wife was just waiting at the other side of the park at the swingset for goodness knows what. After the husband, wife, and daughter left the area, Min and I saw the police making fun of the dude. It was kinda sad. Anyways, we saw two bridal party picture groups- both brides had the most gorgeous dresses- very different from each other, but beautiful nonetheless. We finished tanning and decided to pick up some linner- yes linner. I got sushi and Min got a chicken parm sandwich. Came back to my house, bought some yummy juice and stuff and made kind of a carbonated cranberry juice which was delicious as anything. We listened to music outside (Queen, The Who, Simon and Garfunkle..) and ate strawberries and whipped cream. Eventually Andy came over with Andie girl, Erik (Eric) and Pat (both of the boys being Andy's cousins) and also Keith. We all just chilled on the hammoc and swing in my backyard and it was really cool. We cleaned up our mess, then went driving and whatnot. Keith left and eventually Dan came to take Min away from us. Erik (Eric) and I hooked up so that was really nice. We dropped Pat off at his grams's house and it ended up just being Andy, Erik (Eric) and I. We stayed at Andy's from about 10:45 and then Andy drove me home at 12. I had a cool night, but I dunno what other people think about it... aaah.

Friday, May 31, 2002 10:23 p.m.
I just made Kerry a website at pitas. When it's all done, I'll link ye' up to it.

Friday, May 31, 2002 08:51 p.m.
I just got my graduation gift. My mom, dad, sister, and I are going to see Into the Woods on Broadway!!!!! You have no idea how much I love that play. No idea.

Friday, May 31, 2002 07:20 a.m.
Irma moved from geekstar.org/karma to here, so go check her out at her new home.

Thursday, May 30, 2002 11:10 p.m.
Linda and Jackie won the Tough Enough 2 thing on MTV. I didn't want Linda to win, but I wanted Jackie and either Jake or Kenny. I couldn't decide between the boys. Gah.

Thursday, May 30, 2002 05:52 p.m.
My stomach hurt so badly today. Oy. But I missed out on three of my classes! How awesome is that? We had NHS elections for next year (president, vice president, secretary, and treasurer). These elections allowed me to miss English and Latin (yessss). Then we had a sub for history, so I asked the sub if I could work on one of my art pieces that's going in the art show at the end of the year. She said yes, so I missed history. But my stomach hurt badly all day. We had to run a mile today in gym. Of course it's 32985702375309 degrees outside and I'm dead tired and gross and sweaty- gym is in the middle of my school day, so I walk around for the last half of school feeling absolutely disgusting and going to work still feeling gross. I hate sweat. Jen came with me to work today so that was awesome- Jen is funny and adorable and you have to love her. She's coming again with me tomorrow. Yeaa!

Thursday, May 30, 2002 07:22 a.m.
My tummy hurts! Owwww.

Wednesday, May 29, 2002 10:15 p.m.
Got up my normal time this morning- 6:47. Didn't have to get changed (I just literally rolled out of bed in my bathing suit and outfit for the day), didn't have to eat breakfast, so I just washed up and whatnot and went to school at 7:30. Lings (physics teacher) had bagels and doughnuts out in the cafeteria and we all ate there. Kerry was my partner for the day! We get on the buses at around 8:00. Kerry does my hair in those braids that I love but don't know how to do because I'm a hair moron. I think both Kerry and I were slap happy on the way down and throughout the day. Bri, Min, Jessie, and everybody else was on bus 2. Anyways, we finally get to Six Flags. Granted, we're allowed to go on anything and everything in the park that we want, but we have to take down information on the specific rides in our packets that Lings gave to us. We had to do any two of the four given in our packets- mine were the Spin Meister, Chiller, Fantasy Fling, and everybody had the Carousel. Two were closed so I had to do my work on the Chiller and Carousel- all work was done on the bus on the way home. Anyways, so Kerry and I get a locker at the front of the park (actually outside the park so if you wanted to get to it after you had already gone in the park, you had to get your hand stamped). Put our crap in there that we didn't want to carry around and our sushi lunches (sushhhiiiiiiiiiii). We wanted to get all the work done at the beginning so that we could just enjoy the rest of the day. Since I had Chiller in my packet and that was the first ride we came to, we decided to get the info on that. Kerry and I went to the front row of the ride and a few people behind us were Chris, Rowe, Sebbie, and Lawshe. Kerr and I completed the ride and all (got measurements with the ghetto force factor reader) and waited outside to try and do the calculations. We saw the four boys come out of the ride, so we called them over to see if they knew how to do the calculations- we decided not to work on them at that point, and Chris invited Kerry and I to join them on the next ride. We ended up spending the rest of the day (basically the entire day) with them. We went on Free Fall, Medusa, Nitro, Batman (5 x in a row for Kerry, Chris, Lawsh, and I and 6 x in a row for Rowe and Seb), Scream Machine, and the Log Flume. The water ride was the best- we all went on that and got slightly wet from the actual ride- but then we all decided to go on the bridge where you get splashed by the wave with such force that you get blown back. We all get dripping, soaking, sopping wet. It's the most wonderful thing ever. Have lunch blah blah blah, and just go on all the rides I mentioned above. I had such an awesome time with everybody- I know Bri and Min did that Daredevil's Dive type thing and I'm incredibly jealous of them- so I spit in the general direction ::spit spit:: And... eeh. I got a little burnt on my nose and scalp. I'm not going to be my pasty white self. Damn it! I like my pasty state. But yes... hanging out with Kerr and being with those boys was so much fun today. I couldn't be happier about how today went. Also, like I said, my mom bought Harry Potter, so I just finished watching it a while ago- a perfect way to end my night.

Wednesday, May 29, 2002 07:29 p.m.
All I'm going to say is that Six Flags was AWESOME. I had such an amazing time, but I'll write about it later or tomorrow because I'm gonna go watch Harry Potter which my mom bought on DVD!

Wednesday, May 29, 2002 07:05 a.m.
Great Adventure today! Aaaaahahahahahahahaha. NO classes today. How great is that? I'm quite happy about it, indeed. Sushi for lunch. Sushi.

Tuesday, May 28, 2002 06:48 p.m.
He just wants to be friends. I dare not ask the meaning behind this, so I save myself from feeling even worse.

Tuesday, May 28, 2002 06:22 p.m.
Great Adventure. Great Adventure. Great Adventure. Great Adventure. Did I say Great Adventure? Aaaah yes tomorrow morning. I bought sushi for Kerry and I. She's gonna be my lab partner buddy person. Yeaa!!! I'm gonna go on the Scream Machine, and Nitro, and Chiller (yuck) and.. upside down stuff. Ain't nothing better. I owe Bri ten more bucks. I suck.

Tuesday, May 28, 2002 07:19 a.m.
So much for finishing my book. Fell asleep at around 10:30 watching the final Trading Spaces episode- one I didn't even like so much. Bah. Gross day out. Thank goodness it's only a three day week (pretty much) because we had Monday off and tomorrow we have our physics trip to Great Adventure. I hope the weather is nice!

Monday, May 27, 2002 06:00 p.m.
I went to Min's for a little BBQ type thing for a few hours. It was cool- about 10 of us just sat on her deck and ate food and hung out. Andy and Mike went out to get water balloons and we tried to fill them up. Andy started pouring the water onto me... down my shirt and back in Min's kitchen. Bastid. So I grabbed a glass of water and ran after him into her backyard. I chase Andy, throw the water, miss him. He runs away and I chase after him. He turns on the hose quickly and gets me.... really really really bad! I was soaking for hours. When I drove home from Min's house, I didn't let myself sit on the car seats 'cause I didn't want 'em to get all wet and gross and whatnot. I had lots of fun, and I saw Min's new piercing (her nose). She's grounded for it so I think she will take it out, but I happen to like it a lot.

Monday, May 27, 2002 09:52 a.m.
Todd IM'd me. We haven't talked in a long time. I was/am shocked.

Monday, May 27, 2002 09:39 a.m.
I've been reading that stupid book, The Bluest Eye all morning to try and finish it- it's due tomorrow. I read about 100 pages between last night and this morning, but now my dad is sanding the outside of the house (we're going to repaint our house 'cause it's ugly) so I can't concentrate. Trading Spaces marathon is on all today. Top three episodes tonight starting at 8.

Monday, May 27, 2002 08:28 a.m.
I watched There's Something About Mary last night (bought it on DVD at Borders yesterday). Aaaah.. what a lovely movie to watch with your parents.

Sunday, May 26, 2002 04:20 p.m.
I went shopping today for stuff for the outside of the house with my mom. Some cool candle holder things. And I got Bertie Botts jelly beans (from Harry Potter). I ate a sardine flavored one. Gross.

Sunday, May 26, 2002 11:08 a.m.
I couldn't fall asleep until 3:30 last night. Horrible horrible. And incredibly bored. I read some of the Bluest Eye by Toni Morrison. I don't like this book so far, nor do I like Song of Solomon. Crap. Too bad I have to finish this one by Tuesday. Today and tomorrow are reading days. Oh yea... and I have freaking Latin. Bah.

Sunday, May 26, 2002 12:41 a.m.
So Jared was un-grounded tonight, so we got together! Woo. Weeee.. what did we do. I ate dinner with his family- steak and fries. Yess. Played some pool (which I royally suck at). He kicked my ass in Playstation hockey, but he only won 5-1. We finally went to see the new Star Wars movie. Please realize that I've never seen any of the other ones, so I was a little lost- but nevertheless, it was pretty good! Too bad it hurt to sit in those chairs because of my sunburn. But I really had an awesome night out. Indeed a good day.

Saturday, May 25, 2002 06:32 p.m.
Check out Derek's site... it looks amazing! He finally got it back up.

Saturday, May 25, 2002 11:07 a.m.
I'm going to Chester with my mom today! I love that town. It's gooooorgeous. And.. that's about it I believe.

Friday, May 24, 2002 11:01 p.m.
Bri calls me at 622 in the morning, eight minutes before I set my alarm to go off. She wakes me up to tell me that Andy boy isn't going anymore because he got into a fight with his mom. So we had to figure out a new plan. At 711, I call Bri to find out what the deal is. She is gonna drive with Min and I in the Explorer and we will meet with Nikhil, Lisa Dr, and Colin at Upper Dunkin. We then proceed to actually drive down to Point Pleasant! Eeee. They (Nikhil, Lisa, Colin) followed us all the way down the shore where WPLJ. We *finally* get there after listening to some awesome mix CD's. I had the entiiiiiiire back seat to myself so I spread out and was happy. When we get there, we find a parking lot that charges only 5 bucks for the entire day! Both cars settle here and we leave all of our stuff in the cars and walk down to where the radio concert thing was gonna be. We saw The Nerds play for the last half hour of the show ('cause we left later than expected we missed a lot of the show) and their last song that was played was Bohemian Rhapsody. Please realize that this song is my baby, my love... I sang every word right there with them and I was the happiest girl ever. After, we went back to the cars and got out our bags, coolers with our drinks and food in them, and other beach crap. We went onto the beach and found a great spot. We could not have asked for a more perfect senior cut day- between 80 and 90 degrees and not a cloud in the sky. Beautiful. I got to wear my new bathing suit. We went in the water a few times, Nikhil and Colin poured sand down the bottoms of my bikini and I got Nikhil back. Peppered (volleyball) with Bri for a bit and also played a 6 on 6 game with our group and some other people from a different school. Got ice cream with Colin that was delicious. Hung out with Lisa D which is cool 'cause I never really talk to her in school and she's an awesome kid. The day just could not have been more perfect. Bri, Min, and I went for a walk by ourselves down the boardwalk, looking for one of those picture booths where you get those 4 black and white pictures of you in a row on a strip of paper.. you know... Bri and Min will scan them in and I'll put them up here, they're great. Mmmm.... we chillaxed for a while, drove to Seaside Heights (took an hour to travel 9 miles.. pathetic). Walked around on the boardwalk, went on this awesome ride with Colin and Bri... and then we came home. It was the best day ever. It makes me look forward to our Great Adventure trip this coming Wednesday, prom which is something like 3 Fridays from now, and Florida which is something like 49 days away! Oh dear, I really can't wait for all of this to happen. It felt like the offical first day of summer today, but alas... we have school for a few more weeks. Less than a month. Damn! Less than a month! Aaaaaaaah summer.. college. I'm done. Oh wait, I forgot to say the part when the three of us were getting our pictures taken and Min handed me a bunch of quarters... I smacked my stomach and one of the quarters fell down my bathing suit bottom. Hahah... oh dear... had to get that sucker out so I hid behind the booth curtain. I won't live that one down. The bra on Thursday and the quarter on Friday. Oy.. what a mess.

Friday, May 24, 2002 10:24 p.m.
Today was the best day EVER! I had such an amazing time. I'll write more about it later when I'm in the mood.

Friday, May 24, 2002 06:48 a.m.
Plans have changed concerning the shore. To what? I have no freaking clue!

Thursday, May 23, 2002 05:41 p.m.
The funniest and most evil thing happened today with 3 minutes left of my last class of the day, history. I leaned back in my chair and stretched out my arms, 'cause I was all crampy from sitting in the same position from watching a movie about the Watergate Scandal (and yes, the movie sucked). Anyways, so when I leaned back to do this, all I hear is snap and I feel my bra kinda separate (it's one of those open in the front ones). I figure that I'll just have to snap it back together and all. I ask my friend Andy, my only friend in the class to give me "coverage" from the other kids in class while I had to do the job of re-snapping. Instead he yells, "TRISTAN! GIVE ME YOUR WATERBOTTLE!" Please realize this could have been deadly since I was wearing a white t-shirt. Andy covers me, and I try to snap it back together when I realize it's broken. I'm incredibly embarassed and all, and I walk to the door where the rest of the class is to get ready to leave. I'm beet red and Andy says to everybody standing at the door, "Everybody, look at Lisa! Her bra snapped." So a few of the boys look over at me and.. oy. So embarrassing. So I went home immediately and changed what I needed to.. went to work. No school until Tuesday! Thank goodness. Since we're leaving so early for Point Pleasant tomorrow, I'm gonna sleep in my bathing suit and whatnot. Aaah sweet sweet bathing suits. I hope I don't look disgusting.

Thursday, May 23, 2002 07:18 a.m.
I forgot to tell Bob that I am going to kick him next time I see him because he continues to read my site! Bob, you're getting a smack. I hope you read this entry.

Tomorrow is senior cut day. Our original plan was to go to Spring Lake (which I absolutely LOVE). But it has no boardwalk. Instead, now we're going to Point Pleasant. Freaking Hootie and the Blowfish are going to be there. It's going to be too crowded for me. I dunno. Whatever. I'm not saying I'll have a bad time or anything, but.. too many people. Doesn't matter I guess.

Wednesday, May 22, 2002 05:40 p.m.
I almost ran over Jared with my car after he hopped on the hood. I feel so bad!!! But he's okay. Work.. is boring. But Jen is coming with me tomorrow. Yeaa!

Tuesday, May 21, 2002 10:17 p.m.
I actually told my mom what was bothering me when we went out for our walk. I haven't really talked to anybody about it before her. It feels good to have gotten some of the shit off my chest.

Tuesday, May 21, 2002 08:30 p.m.
Just walked/ran about 1.25-1.5 miles with my mom. Feels good.

Tuesday, May 21, 2002 05:51 p.m.
I really wish I knew how to actually braid my own hair. I'm a hair/makeup moron. I love what Kerry and Panna do to it during school, but I could never figure it out. Stupid.

Tuesday, May 21, 2002 07:08 a.m.
Physics test today. This will be far too much fun. And another one on Thursday! Gosh, so many good surprises this week. Oh yea.. and today I get to leave early 'cause I'm going on an interview for a scholarship. Woo.

Monday, May 20, 2002 08:51 p.m.
Amanda has her perty new layout up. Blue is beautiful.

Monday, May 20, 2002 08:03 p.m.
Far too much reading over the past few days. I'm about halfway through Catcher in the Rye now. Only another 105 pages to go. It should go quickly, maybe I'll finish it tonight. Who knows? Then I have only one more book to read, thank goodness. The Bluest Eyes or something by Toni Morrison. Tons o' fun.

Monday, May 20, 2002 05:05 p.m.
I didn't like what Frank did on today's Trading Spaces. Nono. But Gen's room wasn't so horrible, not one of my favorites. Gah.

Monday, May 20, 2002 07:28 a.m.
Freaking alarm didn't wake me up this morning. Ugh.

Sunday, May 19, 2002 07:23 p.m.
My cousins Marty and Linda just left- love them very very much. Mom's side of the family. My mom, Marty, Linda and I went to the craft's show, as I said we would- we bought some really yummy yummy dips. Linda got some beautiful pictures. Ran into a few people we knew. Even saw a woman who owned one of the booths who went to cancer treatment with my mom! That was cool. And now.... I'm full and pooped out. So much walking and I'm a lazy piece of crap.

Sunday, May 19, 2002 11:45 a.m.
Going to the craft's fair in the next town over with my mom and our cousin Linda today. Linda and Marty (mom's side of the family) are coming for some fine BBQ'd shizznit. My mom is blasting cheesy country music (I didn't know she listened to this crap)... Love will keep us alive? No... nono.

Sunday, May 19, 2002 08:30 a.m.
I'm tiiiiiired. Today is homework day. Woo.

Saturday, May 18, 2002 06:11 p.m.
AGHOIWHTPHEWIOA! Yes. That's it.

Saturday, May 18, 2002 01:11 p.m.
Well... all the prom dress jewelry bought today is going back to the display cases. Crap.

Saturday, May 18, 2002 12:35 p.m.
My mom and I went shopping and bought a whole bunch of jewelry to go with my prom dress. Now we just have to see if anything actually looks good with the dress... I sure hope so. I don't want to go looking for this stuff. It's exhausting!

Saturday, May 18, 2002 08:38 a.m.
And I have officially started the diet. All WILL go well. I am determined to stick with this. Mom and I are gonna drop by the Community Center and pick up a schedule of the classes- heck. I may even start going to some or just working out in general. My friends will be laughing at me for that one.

Friday, May 17, 2002 09:22 p.m.
My parents and I want to Trader Joe's tonight. Bought sooooo much good food. I'm starting weight watcher's tomorrow. I'm really gonna do it this time. I just hope I'm able to stick to it. I want to lose 5-10 pounds as I've said, and hopefully a nice deal within a month. I hope I hope. When I was at Trader Joe's, I ran into Rob who used to go to school with me. He's the sweetest kids ever, you have to love him. So I'm hoping we'll be able to just chillax one day soon if he calls me. He was seriously just one of the sweetest and coolest guys around. Aaaaaand... here is the man I'm going to marry: Ty Pennington from Trading Spaces, my favorite show on TV.




Oh how I do love that handy man.

Friday, May 17, 2002 05:19 p.m.
I think I'm going jewelry shopping for my prom dress with my mom tonight. I have nothing. I may just go with a bare neck. Aaah, what a thought.

Friday, May 17, 2002 01:21 p.m.
Kerry brought a special Fruit 2-O in to school with her today. Woo.

Friday, May 17, 2002 07:16 a.m.
I think that today will actually be a good day. It just feels like it. Hmmm... good DDD today! Good good. Very good. I want to get started on that collage thing for D.T.

Thursday, May 16, 2002 07:27 p.m.
What the hell is wrong with my new guestbook???

Thursday, May 16, 2002 05:47 p.m.
Did I ever tell you how much I absolutely *love* my Latin teacher, D.T.? You see, for the past few months, since he knows I'm extremely interested in ancient civilizations and the like, he's been giving my copies from the book he uses in the course that he teachers at Rutgers College. He kept on telling me to get the book at amazon.com, but either I kept forgetting or I just never had any money to spare at the time. So this morning, before school, I get paged to room 504 (his room). There, he whips out two books. One about Roman mythology, and the other is that blue book that he kept telling me to get. I was so shocked and surprised and ugh! He actually went out and spent the twenty bucks or so and got me the book. That has got to be the sweetest thing ever. I wanted to just go up to him, give him a hug, and tell him how much I'm gonna miss him when I'm off at college. He has, by far, been my favorite teacher *ever*. It's going to be so weird next year not hearing him in the morning or seeing him every day for class. So, as a graduation gift... well, I've had plans for a few days now of what I want to get him. He often uses words where we have no idea what they mean. There are about 20 of the same dictionary in the room he teaches us in, but only one that generally has the words he uses. It's not his, so I plan to buy him the ultimate dictionary. He'll get a kick out of that. I also wrote him a letter. It took me about two hours last night and I'm not even done. It's kind of like a list... so there can still be stuff added on before I give it to him. Also, I'm trying to get all the seniors' pictures together (ten of us including me). D.T. doesn't have any kids, and when we ask him about the subject, he tells us that we are his kids. Soooooo... like I said, I'm gonna gather all the senior pictures and put them together in a collage and have it say "D.T.'s Kids" and put it in a frame. Those will be the three things I give him at the end of the year, which quickly approaches. Oy. I'm actually really gonna miss this place, as much as I want to get out. Oh yea, and my teeeeeth hurt.

Thursday, May 16, 2002 07:15 a.m.
It's going to be nice out today. Finally. It should be near 80. That's how I want it to be until June.. *then* it can start getting really hot. Woo! Heeeeey, we're halfway through the month. Prom is less than a month away, in less than two months we're going to be in Florida, in just over a month we're going to graduate... and... eeh... that's about it for now.

Wednesday, May 15, 2002 06:33 p.m.
My computer has been on the fritz lately. In two months... Bri, Min, Andy, and I will be in Florida. Haha!!!

Wednesday, May 15, 2002 07:06 a.m.
Last night my computer went on the fritz. I don't think I've ever yelled so loud at an inanimate object in my entire life. Bri knows that... I called her up needing to yell at somebody... I hope she doesn't think I'm psycho. Nono. Anyways- no. That's about it actually. Time to straighten the hair. What joy. What bliss.

Tuesday, May 14, 2002 06:31 p.m.
I actually ate fish for the first time in a really long time (sushi doesn't count so hush). It wasn't that bad. Tuna steak. Yums.

Tuesday, May 14, 2002 07:20 a.m.
Oooooh dear lord. Cramp. Today is my first day of working Tuesdays at my filing job. Tuesday through Friday now. Ugh. Far too boring, but I need money. I'm barely putting anything away anymore- I'm spending too much. Thank goodness graduation is coming up, so maybe I'll get some cash there. Besides that... yea. I owe my parents money! Argh. And I think I shall watched Saved by the Bell in a bit. I miss that show. Such cheese.

Monday, May 13, 2002 09:56 p.m.
Oooooh... Aunt Flo has come to visit. DAMN YOU! Sorry, I thought all needed to know.

Monday, May 13, 2002 09:44 p.m.
Priscilla, a new gal' who moved into geekstar, has got to be the coolest person. Yes.. go to her site. She has Converse shoes!!!! And, Jason has a beautiful and awesome new layout up. Gold. Mmmmm gold and black.

Monday, May 13, 2002 03:18 p.m.
Oh yea and I have to smack smack smack Bri for doing what she did concerning my weekend and who I was with.. eh hem.

Monday, May 13, 2002 03:17 p.m.
Aaah the brows are fixed. Sweet relief. I walked to school in the heavy pouring rain this morning and it was the most wonderful feeling. Really refreshing.

Monday, May 13, 2002 07:09 a.m.
Aaah my eyebrows are uneven!!! And it's raining. So it all just sucks.

Sunday, May 12, 2002 08:14 p.m.
Emma: 867 530 nieeeeeiiiineeeeee
Me: what what what?
Emma: lol
Emma: jennyyyy i got your numberr..i need to make you mineeee....
Me: i... i confoosed.
Me: oooooh
Me: the nieeeeeeneieithpawehteowap confused me
Emma: lolol
Me: you went on your 80s spree
Emma: yes
Emma: donnttt youuu forget about meee
Emma: dont dont dont dont
Me: oooh thats from breakfast club
Emma: : )
Me: do do do do do dooo do do do do do dooo see them walking hand in hand across the bridge at midnight
Me: heads turning at the lights flashing out so bright!
Me: girls on fiiiiilm girls on fiiiiiiiilm girls on fiiiiiiiilm girls on fiiiiiilm
Me: beat that bizzatch
Emma: LOL

Aaah.. sing offs. Guess you have to partake in them to find them amusing...

Sunday, May 12, 2002 10:04 a.m.
Happy Mom's Day. I forgot to make my grandma a card.. eep. My Aunt Carol and Andrew and Matthew I believe are coming over tonight and we're gonna have a sushi dinner at 4 or 5 or something. Woohooooo. Sushiiii.

Saturday, May 11, 2002 11:15 p.m.
Today was much cooler than expected. After being "Cinderlisi" (as my dad called me while I was vacuuming the house) and showering- I get online and Jared is there. We end up talking and since we were both bored, we got together. Took a walk 'round one of the local parks and I pointed out dead fish and a girl apparently loves this place! (her shirt said so). We then continued back to his house where it was... quite .. energy consuming. His little sister had been cooped up because she also had been sick, so she was full of life and energy and poor Jared suffered for it. But it was fun- she and I ganged up on him and whatnot- he beat the crap out of both of us. But I had a really good time, and I ate with his family and helped them make salad- I have come to realize that I am the worst lettuce cutter ripper person in the world. So unfortunately I had to leave because I had a babysitting job at 7 for people I taught in the Latin Club this year- like I said, they live 2 houses away from me. You can imagine, I was already zonked out from being at Jared's house and running around- then I went to Anna and Connor (kids from the club) and I played soccer with them. Phew. Oy. And now... I am home. I had a very nice end to the day- very different from the morning which just sucked.

Saturday, May 11, 2002 12:43 p.m.
Since I've been getting all my college info from Ramapo concerning signing up for a date to pick out my courses, meal plans, and loans my parents decide to tell me that I am the one who has to take care all of this stuff. Please realize that I've been a spoiled brat all my life and have never had to do anything like this- so I basically have no idea what I'm doing. Anyways, this afternoon I was looking through all this mail and I saw something about an interest free loan, yadda yadda yadda. I ask my mom if we were going to get any financial aid. We had applied before and they denied it to us- this was because we had a pretty decent income in the 2001 because both of my parents were actually working. But of course, in late 2001 as I've said many a time, my mom got cancer and moved onto disability and my dad lost his job so he got a severence plan (a pretty good one at that) and unemployment while he looks for a new job. So.. I understand why the office denied us any financial aid. My parents *were* making good money. Well now that my dad still hasn't found a job and my mom can't even go back to work until after her radiation therapy which hasn't even started yet, we re-applied for it explaining our circumstances. If neither of my parents find a job before October 15th 2002, our income will be down to nothing. The only money we'll be getting is unemployment/disability. But that doesn't matter apparently, because since my dad's severence plan runs into the school year (by a freaking whopping month) we are not eligible for financial aid. This puts just a small damper on my day. It kind of makes me regret spending all this money that I will be spending (money of my own that I have earned, don't get me wrong) on prom and then Florida. It's going to be around 7-800 bucks. Why am I an idiot? Why don't I put that towards college? I'm thinking I'll be working my freshman year to get a little income and help pay off some loans. Doing what? Who the crap knows. That.. is the end of my money rant which I have at least once a month. Finis.

Saturday, May 11, 2002 09:39 a.m.
I got a weird entry in my guestbook today ::scratches head:: Whatever. Tonight I'm babysitting for one of the girls that I taught in Latin Club this year- she's the sweetest thing ever, and she happens to live two houses away from me. It should prove to be fun. She and her brother are adorable.

Friday, May 10, 2002 11:09 p.m.
So I saw the movie with Jared and a bunch of his friends- it was cool. The special effects were *amazing* in every sense of the word- the only problem was that there were some entirely cheesy lines. But- it was all good- he and I fought in his basement and he hit me twice while playing air hockey- bastid. But it was really cool. The Cosby Show was on nick at night. Haven't watched that in a while. And they actually showed two episodes that I actually know. It's a wonder. I wish it could have lasted longer, but he was sick for the past few days and just came back to school today, sooooo... I got the necessary boot at 11. It's all good. I still had a great time.

Friday, May 10, 2002 04:55 p.m.
Guess who is going to see Spiderman tonight... Me! Muahahaha.

Friday, May 10, 2002 07:15 a.m.
It's Friiiiiday. One more day of school and work until freedom. At least for 2.5 days. Is school over yet?

Thursday, May 9, 2002 08:59 p.m.
It looks as though I'm going out on Friday. Yessssss. Tomorrow... I hope it's nice. I want to wear *not* pants! Must... dry.. hair.. no.. energy.

Thursday, May 9, 2002 05:58 p.m.
I still hope I'm going out Friday night, but that is questionable- we shall see. Either way, it's really all good. Now... in 10 minutes... I get to eat dinner.

Thursday, May 9, 2002 07:09 a.m.
It's May. It should be in the 70's, not the 50's and 60's. Damn weather.

Wednesday, May 8, 2002 07:36 p.m.
Again, it is a time when my parent and I are not getting along so well. Extremely irritating. Everything is really getting on my nerves. Bitch phase.

Wednesday, May 8, 2002 06:53 a.m.
We installed the new CD burner last night (the dad and I) but unfortunately... it doesn't work. What does that mean? Another trip to Gateway Country where they get to keep our computer for three weeks at a time because they're stupid. I hate Gateway. I want a Dell for college.

Tuesday, May 7, 2002 06:05 p.m.
Today was the last day of Latin Club. That's the absolute last day ever for me, and that's incredibly sad. It makes me realize that next year... at this time.... I'm not gonna be here to teach those kids. I'll be at college. As much as I truly can't wait for that, I'm going to miss this stuff so incredibly much. I'm going to miss Simmy, Anna, Audrey, and Justin and Anna's mom and her little brother at the club... this just sucks. I wrote each of the students and Anna's mom (Debbie) a little personal note... I was riding home after dropping Doug (one of the other teacher people there along with me) at home.. and then my eyes started to tear. I want to teach them next year.

Tuesday, May 7, 2002 07:15 a.m.
I'm a moron- I forgot that Joe's birthday was two days ago. I knew it was then, I... am just stupid. Today is gonna be one of those days- I'm feeling it already.

Monday, May 6, 2002 09:04 p.m.
I was looking through my old archived pita entries, and I came across a sonnett that Bri and I had written for English in eleventh grade. Check this out:

Oh to be they rusty toe nail clipper
To feel the stiffness of thine mammoth nail
Pruning, filing, sanding- makes me feel chipper
Releasing the chunks in the form of hail

What joy to be thy tissue for thy snot
Snot rocket, fire one, fire two
As mucus flows out to the garbage pot
Utter bliss and relief for me and you

Ecstacy to be thine smelly arm pit
To apply that odorific powder
On to the bare skin on which it will sit
As thee works out, pits start to smell like chowder

And I have been watching thine every move
These disgusting habits I plan to remove

What do you think, eh? Beautiful. I know. Stop.

Monday, May 6, 2002 08:06 p.m.
I lost a few pounds and I gained them back. Bastard. I'm getting fat.

Monday, May 6, 2002 05:39 p.m.
I went to watch his tennis match at Memorial Park- played very well. I had no homework, so I figured what the heck. It was beautiful out, except this stupid bee kept buzzing around me. Gah. But I had fun watching, and his mom came and I sat and talked with her- so that of course was cool. Now.. I am bored.

Monday, May 6, 2002 01:33 p.m.
And oh how the day drags by in school.

Monday, May 6, 2002 07:05 a.m.
As much as I love Kazaa... it sucks when you want to run another program, more specifically AOL or the internet along with it. It just takes up so much room. So.. that is when it is time to move all the music files in with my audio galaxy file ones. I can finally listen to them all now without having to worry about stupid Kazaa. Bastid.

Sunday, May 5, 2002 10:24 p.m.
I had a good time tonight. I got out of the house. It's a beautiful thing.

Sunday, May 5, 2002 07:51 p.m.
I'm bored. I want to install the new CD burner that hopefully will actually work (what a concept- a burner that actually works, unlike the ones we've had in the past). But.. my dad has to watch his 60 minutes. Crap I tell you. But.. Pushmonkey is good for listening. Spider.

Sunday, May 5, 2002 11:34 a.m.
Last night at the city was awesome. Took the PATH in and then walked to Caliente's. Min and I split a chicken fajita which was darn good. We all had this dessert- oh so unhealthy- it was like these fried bready/dough things topped with ice cream, whipped cream, hot fudge, and it had honey underneath. Oh my goodness, I could hear myself getting fatter, but it was worth it. We then continued to walk to the Comedy Cellar and the comics were funny as all hell. We saw Daryll Hammond, Colin Quinn, some dude who goes on the Conan O'Brian show, and a few others. I almost peed my pants I was laughing so hard. The only thing is, there was a two drink minimum and obviously we're not old enough for that stuff, so we had to order coffees and cokes and whatnot- I spent too much money there. Way too much. Afterwards, we went to Urban Outfitters- tried a few things on, wasn't satisfied. Jes got some skirts and stuff. We then walked about 30 or so city blocks to get to the bus terminal, went home, and then slept at Min's house. That's about it for now. Have to do a bit of homework and I need to shower. I hate how I feel after I spend time in the city- skanky.

Saturday, May 4, 2002 03:10 p.m.
Leaving in about half an hour to start pickin' up the girls. My mom ironed, yes actually ironed my hair. It's all perty and straight. It's a beautiful thing, indeed.

Saturday, May 4, 2002 10:33 a.m.
We're going to the ciiiity, we're going to the ciiiiiity. Aaaah! I'm so excited. At four o'clock, my parents are driving Bri, Min, Jes and myself into NYC. The four of us are going to go off and do our own thing (Caliente's, a comedy club, shopping, etc) and my parents shall do their own thing. We're going to take the bus home and sleep over at Min's house like we did last time. I have to remember to bring Steel Magnolias, because I know that Bri and Min haven't seen it, but I'm not so sure about Jes. All I know is that it's a good chick flick and I adore that movie. Too bad Sue from work kinda spoiled the movie when I asked her about it in front of Bri and she told her that Julia Roberts dies towards the end! Gah. Anyways, I still can't get a smile off my face from last night, I just had such an awesome time.

Saturday, May 4, 2002 12:01 a.m.
I had a really awesome night out tonight. We watched "Silent Movie" by Mel Brooks which was a good slapstick comedy, and then "Monty Python's Quest for the Holy Grail". Dang good movies. And his mom makes mad good cookies, I must say.

Friday, May 3, 2002 05:39 p.m.
I'm going out tonight *and* I'm going to the city with my friends tomorrow. It doesn't get much better than this. Except for the fact that the paper tower we built in physics today beat the previous set record for the tallest tower in all of the tower building years. We had a single sheet of 8.5 x 11 inch paper and 50 cm of masking tape- we had to make a paper tower as tall as we could and have it stand for at least 10 seconds. The previous record was something like 176 cm's, but ours came to 187. How awesome is that? 150 cm got you 4 points extra credit, so obviously we got that- and since we broke the record, we also get an extra point- thats 5 points! Holy crap, my grade won't suck so much anymore. It's a relief. And I just got a 142 dollar pay check. That's for three weeks of work. That's pathetic. I suck when it comes to that. Oh well.

Friday, May 3, 2002 07:06 a.m.
Friday: Windy with a mix of clouds and sun. High around 57F. Winds WNW 25 to 35 mph with higher gusts.

That's crap. I want it to be 75 as of now. It's May. It's not supposed to be in the freaking high 50's.

Thursday, May 2, 2002 06:48 p.m.
My mom is almost home from the hospital- she had to stay a lot longer than expected because the anesthesia made her feel horribly sick, but she's okay now. I'm assuming they'll step in the door within the half hour or so.

Thursday, May 2, 2002 07:12 a.m.
My mom and dad left for her surgery at around six this morning. I hope all goes well. And because they both went to the hospital, I don't have to walk to school (wow what a concept) in this disgusting rain. That would suck.

Wednesday, May 1, 2002 05:48 p.m.
My mom is getting her boob expanders out tomorrow and getting her permanent boobies put in... if you didn't read it here or I haven't told you in person, my mom had breast cancer and had to get both boobs removed, so... she's looking forward to tomorrow! Yeaa for new boobs.

Wednesday, May 1, 2002 07:10 a.m.
I'm working on my stupid graduation party invitations. And I have work today. I'm so sick of work. Granted, I only go three days a week, but I absolutely dread going every day I go in. My work is so monotonous. I-9's, Oxfords, filing, filling out new folders, making employee cards and laminating them, blah blah crap crap. I am an office bitch.

Tuesday, April 30, 2002 06:07 p.m.
And next will will be the last week of Latin Club for the 4th and 5th graders out our school- I think I'll make them each a little something as a going away kind of thing.

Tuesday, April 30, 2002 07:01 a.m.
Today's is Andi's birthday- she used to live with us for a few years when my sister and I were younger and took care of us. I feel bad, I should have sent her a birthday card a few weeks ago, but I kept putting it off until last night. Of course, the letter probably won't even be in her hands for a week or two, but it's the thought that counts, right?

Monday, April 29, 2002 11:15 p.m.
I can't wait until I go to the city this Saturday with Bri, Min and Jes. A nice escape. Go to Caliente's and to a comedy club afterwards, then I believe we're all sleeping at Min's. It's not so often that we actually do sleepovers anymore. I miss them. Ooooh, sweet sweet Saturday. And I have to put aside 65 bucks to pay for my prom ticket. Yes, I'm going stag this year.. by myself. And it's my choice. I will dance with whomever I like, just have fun with all of my friends, and it will be a damned good time. You don't need a date to have fun.

Monday, April 29, 2002 06:30 p.m.
So Joe tells me there will be no volleyball tonight, and I am saddened. Bah. I haven't played in goodness knows how long, and it would be really nice to get out of my house. I shall have to wait until the excitement of Latin club tomorrow.

Monday, April 29, 2002 07:13 a.m.
Stupid voice mail system.

Sunday, April 28, 2002 07:33 p.m.
Bri got a perty tattoo of a butterfly on her hip area.. it really came out gorgeous.

Sunday, April 28, 2002 10:44 a.m.
Ooooh, just woke up ten minutes ago. Too bad other people have to be out in the rain for hours upon hours being taught skills they already know. Aww. Must do Latin homework which will be very long- a long passage to translate to English, then I have to work on some stupid scholarship essays which chances are I won't even get anyway! Aaaah yes.. this is crap.

Sunday, April 28, 2002 12:16 a.m.
Had another wonderful night out.

Saturday, April 27, 2002 09:56 a.m.
Why is it that my parents can make me THE absolute most frustrated person?

Saturday, April 27, 2002 12:34 a.m.
Tonight... was good. I went to Bri's house at around 8:30 or so where we hung out until we heard from Bill and Drew.. met them at the bowling alley (where all the hip people go) and each bowled a game- they paid for Bri and I which was a really sweet thing, but we felt horrible because it was our intention just to watch! Anyways, then went to 7-11 and I bought my first lottery ticket since I turned 18. I know, don't get too excited about this, either. I lost. Crock. It was just nice to get out of the house and hang out with Bri like that- we haven't done anything of the sort in a while, so it was refreshing. Yes yes. That's all for now.

Friday, April 26, 2002 05:50 p.m.
So we had phase two of our Latin test today- I was so scared for it, since D.T. (nickname for the Latin teacher) had not even given us a clue to what this second part would be about. So we are all sitting in class (there are ten students including myself in Latin 4) and he tells us to take out a piece of paper and a pencil. Number 1-10 skipping a line in between each. I have no idea what is going to happen- he then starts reading the essay question we had to answer the day before as phase one of our test. So then he starts reading a response to the question- one of the student's essay- we each have to grade it on a 1-100 point scale. I was really nervous to have mine read in front of class, because it's hard for me to read my work in front of people or to have people read my work aloud... but I know a lot of people gave my essay a very good mark (he gave us each a random number from 1-10) and they had thought my essay was very good. I'm relieved a bit. Tonight, I believe I'm hanging out with Bri and do goodness knows what. That's about all. Oh yea, and I got a 90 on my history test. Not bad not bad.

Friday, April 26, 2002 07:03 a.m.
Bad headache. Commie bastards. Three tests to take in the morning- a history test to take before school which I missed yesterday because I had to go to the NHS rehearsal, a math test first period, and then "phase II" of the Latin test third period. Too much for my liking.

Thursday, April 25, 2002 09:16 p.m.
I added four more pictures to the "girl" section of Bri, Min, Min's sister Dana, Dan (Fish), and myself. Bee-yoo-tiful. Also, I saw Bob there because Megan was also inducted into NHS, AND I forgot to say that my shoe fell off while I was walking down the stairs from the stage- I felt like a moron because I was the absolute last person called out of 77 people who were inducted. Me. Moron. Woo!

Thursday, April 25, 2002 08:52 p.m.
Tonight's ceremony wasn't so horrible- not as long as I had suspected it would be. My dad is hovering over my left shoulder reading what I am writing word for every freaking word. He smiled. He's cute.

Thursday, April 25, 2002 06:28 p.m.
I have to be at the NHS Induction Ceremony in about half an hour. This is crap. But I straightened my hair and it looks half way decent as oppose to normal. Ooooh, now what to do with it. These important decisions- and the Latin test (phase one apparently) was not horrible- but.. it was a single essay question worth 100 points. I may be in troooooouble.

Thursday, April 25, 2002 07:07 a.m.
The National Honor Society induction is tonight. It sucks. The whole situation is crap. I don't think I ever explained why it's so stupid on here, but I'll have to save that for later I guess. Don't feel like typing it all out. Anyways, I think two Saturdays from now, Min, Bri, somebody else, and I are going to the city again- to Caliente's and to a comedy club or something. I really cannot wait for that.

Wednesday, April 24, 2002 08:57 p.m.
This is for Edy- I do plan to keep writing when I'm in college. If I can't keep geekstar.org (thus not being able to keep geekstar.org/lisa) I'd still be at bobisers.pitas.com

But don't worry, I'll talk about that when the time comes. Aaah yes, my three faithful readers. If I have that many.

Wednesday, April 24, 2002 07:47 p.m.
I reorganized and added all of my cam pictures. Yes.. still 230,107,688 pictures of me in now SIX assorted poses. I know, don't get *too* excited. Killer Latin test tomorrow. Shall I study? Naaaah. Will I be screwed. Aaah yes- sweet screwedness.

Wednesday, April 24, 2002 07:09 a.m.
Deodorant is a bitch when it gets on your shirt- I'm oh so careful, but then it has to seep through the material in the shirt. I will have my revenge.

Tuesday, April 23, 2002 09:11 p.m.
I just found a whole bunch of cam pictures that I had taken which I had forgotten about- I think I'm going to reorganize my cam picture section, take out some and add a bunch of new ones in. Hopefully, this will get done by the weekend. Got some real classics ready and waiting to come onto the screen for all to see.

Tuesday, April 23, 2002 08:26 p.m.
I want to get my stupid (stupiii) webcam back up and running. This is crap I tell you, CRAP. And Joe called me today- on an absolute sugar high- it was the funniest thing I have heard in a long time. He made my eyes tear. Dear sweet lord.

Tuesday, April 23, 2002 07:13 a.m.
Alright, can somebody please tell me if you see everything- the pita blog thing, the me information, the site information, etc etc- I know I can on my computer, I just want to make sure. I looooove the layout, all thanks to Amanda. And this is for Bob if he reads this- you're a bastid, visiting my site and all! What is to be done with you?

Monday, April 22, 2002 08:59 p.m.
So this is the new layout that the lovely, wonderful, spectacular Miss Amanda made for me- it's almost completed, there are just a few kinks to be worked out!

Monday, April 22, 2002 04:19 p.m.
I miss hanging out with Emma, so we went to Blimpie's after school today and just talked and hung out there for a good hour- I'm gonna miss all of this when I'm at college.

Sunday, April 21, 2002 09:00 a.m.
I wish.. it were Saturday. I don't like Sundays. School is inevitable. It hovers like a dark shadow. Evil, indeed.

Saturday, April 20, 2002 06:16 p.m.
I wonder if I've ever told you how much I absolutely hate Gateway and the fact that they can't get our stupid CD burner to work. Gah. And I also must say how much I love Jenny's domain

Saturday, April 20, 2002 10:08 a.m.
Interview With the Vampire was on last night on the Superstation. That is always a good thing- too bad I fell asleep- maybe I'll watch it today on DVD.

Friday, April 19, 2002 09:45 p.m.
I'm grounded and can't go out all weekend. Woohoo. Oh yea, and my mom had to go to the hospital again.

Friday, April 19, 2002 07:14 a.m.
Oh how I wish we were going to the shore today. Instead. School. Screw school.

Thursday, April 18, 2002 10:28 p.m.
Guess we're not going to the shore tomorrow. Sucks. I wanted to skip out on school. I've never done that before, I think my friends and I deserve to skip!

Thursday, April 18, 2002 06:11 p.m.
Oy vey: he makes me laugh:

Boothlisa: gaaah mom is calling brb again
PolkaDotGrr: jane slowly walked out the door, taking her hat and coat as she brushed by the mirror
PolkaDotGrr: she couldnt believe that john had the audacity to call her, especially after the last conversation the had
PolkaDotGrr: but she felt obligated to him, he was, after all responsable for all the good things that had happened to her since she moved to london
Boothlisa: wait who
PolkaDotGrr: sorry, that was a typo, i meant to type 'ok'
Boothlisa: hahahaha

Some people...

Thursday, April 18, 2002 05:43 p.m.
Sexynerds is kinda back! Muahahaha. And I'm hoping my parents will let me skip out on school tomorrow to go to the shore with my friends. That would be good.

Thursday, April 18, 2002 07:09 a.m.
MTV Icon: Aerosmith was on last night. I *love* Aerosmith, so it was a big treat for me. Train was the first performer and they did "Dream On". It was amazing. I dunno what to say about the rest of the performances, Kid Rock's was pretty good although I don't like him... but I dunno about the rest. I didn't like Papa Roach, Shakira wasn't so hot, Pink... eh. I dunno. But that does not take away from my love for the band. Indeed.

Wednesday, April 17, 2002 08:42 p.m.
Jesus! My mom just went freaking insane on me because I showed her my haircut that I got while she was away. It cost 35 bucks to cut and blow dry. I haven't had my hair cut in just about a year. Jesus.

Wednesday, April 17, 2002 06:20 p.m.
100 on my history quiz. Woohooo. I hope I can say I did as well on the math quiz I took today- I doubt it.

Wednesday, April 17, 2002 07:11 a.m.
Today... is going to be hot as hell. And I... will be stuck in a small office. That is just not working for me.

Tuesday, April 16, 2002 05:06 p.m.
I really wish I didn't let what he said about me bother me in the way it does, but it's impossible not to. That hurts. I left a message on his machine, I really just want to talk quickly- as awkward as it may seem.. I just have a question, that's all.

Tuesday, April 16, 2002 07:12 a.m.
Tuesday. If only it were Friday. I'm hoping to go out on Friday with Richard and my cousin Matt to go wandering around NJ. That.... would be a nice end to this week. My mom comes home tonight.

Monday, April 15, 2002 02:22 p.m.
Not feeling well today and haven't been since yesterday- came home early from school. But it's just so incredibly gorgeous outside- hot and sunny. Yesss.

Monday, April 15, 2002 07:11 a.m.
Could have gone to sleep at around 945 or 10 last night, but Richard called me up, and we talked 'til about quarter to 11. It was really good to hear from him, since we haven't talked very often. Yeep... school. Vacation is over. Two more months left of school.

Sunday, April 14, 2002 04:53 p.m.
Gotta stop listening to sad music- it makes you think about all the shitty things that are going on and how much some things just truly suck sometimes.

Sunday, April 14, 2002 02:35 p.m.
The Bar Mitzvah was really magnificent- must have spent 10's of thousands. They had sushi. 'Nuff said.

Saturday, April 13, 2002 08:09 a.m.
Have to go take a test at Ramapo today... leaving in an hour and a half or so, then I'm off straight to the Bar Mitzvah. I'll be back on Sunday, 'cause it's an affair that spans two days. I hope it's fun.

Friday, April 12, 2002 06:37 p.m.
So I went into the city with my dad all today. Left at around 8:30 and took the Path in. We went to the Guggenheim Museum and it was spectacular. They had a Brazilian art exhibition and it was really something else. But they also had an exhibit called "Transient Spaces". It deals with architecture- some English woman took every things in the home... large things... like stairs, rooms, and even an actual apartment- she took a mold of the inside of it, kind of like negative space. It was really quite amazing. I loved that. We then walked around Manhattan for a bit near 80th Street and between 2nd and 3rd Ave. Then went to my plastic surgeon to get my ears checked on, and they're looking good (according to her). Ate lunch at a delicious Indian food place, and then went home! Well not directly home, we went and got my hair cut, because I have not done so in close to a year. I love it now, feeling good about it. Not sure what's going on tonight. That's about all for now.

Friday, April 12, 2002 01:06 a.m.
Absolutely awesome night out- I had a really wonderful time. Back to the Future was on! Haven't seen that in ages. Yes, but very nice time indeed.

Thursday, April 11, 2002 08:42 a.m.
Lisa's brother is having the baby! (well his wife obviously, but you know what I mean).

Wednesday, April 10, 2002 02:57 p.m.
Worked five hours today and four yesterday. Ridiculous (for me). Maybe because I'm a lazy piece of nothing, but that's besides the point. Gotta work tomorrow also, and I'm feelin' about four hours. Get myself over 20 for two weeks which would mean some decent cash. Bored. Tired. And I want to take a shower but I don't feel like moving. Oooh, it will come later.

Wednesday, April 10, 2002 08:57 a.m.
My tummy hurts (it's Lisa's fault by the way) and I have to go to work. Noooooo.

Tuesday, April 9, 2002 11:44 p.m.
I need a facial and to lose 5-10 pounds. Yes. Yes yes yes. Damn Cara on the Real World. Miserable git.

Tuesday, April 9, 2002 08:01 a.m.
Why is it that on my vacation I can't sleep past these early hours? I'm tired, I want my sleep, my pain killers make me sleepy, but I still don't sleep. Crock. Have to go in to work today- thinking I'll do about 4 hours or so. I really just do not want to go in today... but hey... that's the way things go and I need some money. I have over 800 in the bank account I just opened up from my work money, hoping to get that up to 1500 in a few months or so. Yes. A portion of it will go to Florida in July, but I still want to have a nice amount for back up money for goodness knows what. Maybe I'll be able to get a car one day in the never near future. Yes, or maybe save it to pay off college loans eventually. I'll figure something out.

Monday, April 8, 2002 11:49 a.m.
Although I've known it for a while and admitted it to myself, I have yet to admit to the few people that actually read this crap that I write- my site has gone to shit. I don't write anything meaningful anymore, and updating sometimes seems more like a chore than a pleasure or release. Granted, I still love writing and all, but I have nothing of importance or excitement worth mentioning... at least here. So basically- I don't know what I'm going to do with my personal site. Not that anybody really cares or anything, but I just don't know what I'm going to do. I want to talk to my sister. She never called me back (yes I just went off on a tangent, hush). I really need her advice on something, and I've talked to two of my closest friends about it, and I trust their advice about the situation- but my sister knows best. Just because she knows the types of situations. Where is my sister when I need her?

Sunday, April 7, 2002 10:03 p.m.
I put up a new layout that is actually simple and that I LIKE! Woo. What a concept.

Sunday, April 7, 2002 11:33 a.m.
My ears are feeling pretty good as of now. Practically no pain. Just a little bit in my left ear. I hope it doesn't get any worse.

Saturday, April 6, 2002 07:49 a.m.
Going for my ear surgery in about 45 minutes. Eep. Wish me luck. Painkillers galore. Oy.

Friday, April 5, 2002 04:44 p.m.
Going out with Lisa tonight! Woo. I get the surgery on my ears tomorrow. Bah. I hope I can wash my hair... soon.

Friday, April 5, 2002 07:19 a.m.
Ooooh parties in school today. Three in a row. First math, then English, then Latin. It's a beautimous day. I'm bringing in Oreos and Keebler cookies for Latin. Food food food food.

Thursday, April 4, 2002 06:08 p.m.
Ain't that a kick in the head? I love that song ::sigh:: So many school "parties" tomorrow. A nice lazy day, indeed. Don't need to worry about breakfast or lunch. Woohoo!

Thursday, April 4, 2002 07:16 a.m.
Downloading Into the Woods music. One of my favorite plays.. I wish I could have seen it while it was on Broadway. It's a very funny/good play.

Wednesday, April 3, 2002 07:56 p.m.
I just saw the funniest thing on Wheel of Fortune. Pat Sajak says that he heard of an online pole of who you would rather travel cross country with on an airplane- Regis, Alex Trebek of Jeopardy, or Pat. Regis got 38% of the votes, and Pat said he could understand that- he's a funny and good fellow. Trebek got 28% of the votes- Pat says, "You'd better hope for tail winds". Hahahahahaha. I hate Alex. Yeaaaa for Pat.

Wednesday, April 3, 2002 05:28 p.m.
I got a paycheck today. 108. That's horrible. Note to self- deposit checks in bank.

Wednesday, April 3, 2002 07:12 a.m.
I fell asleep reeeeeeeeally early last night- like 9. I get two phone calls within that time, one being my sister at 11. I don't really remember the conversation all that well, but I remember her laughin at me because I sounded like such a dope on the phone. Oy vey, I guess I shall have to call her today.

Tuesday, April 2, 2002 07:13 a.m.
Definitely needed to sleep.. but my alarm almost gave me a heart attack this morning. Too loud. Way too loud.

Monday, April 1, 2002 09:49 p.m.
Right now... I am so BEYOND PISSED. Jesus freaking Christ. It's the last freaking night of volleyball and my parents first won't even let me go and I have to beg them to let me... just for an hour and a half. There, I find out it's the last night of volleyball- I'll probably never see these people ever again, and SORRY that I've actually grown attached to them and actually kind of LIKE THEM. But screw that, it doesn't matter. I have to be home, because I'm just oh so freaking sick. Ya. Right.

Monday, April 1, 2002 04:43 p.m.
I can't wait until volleyball tonight. Too bad my right ear is clogged because of my stupid cold.

Monday, April 1, 2002 07:27 a.m.
I fell asleep at 945 last night (I'm a pansy, I know) and it was the most beautiful thing. I feel refreshed. Woo.

Sunday, March 31, 2002 12:04 a.m.
Oy.. I be veeeeeery tired. But I had a good end of the day. Very very nice.

Saturday, March 30, 2002 09:00 a.m.
My parents got me a credit card, moisture gloves and hand moisturizer, and breakfast in bed. Thanks mom and dad.

Saturday, March 30, 2002 12:03 a.m.
Happy freaking birthday to me. It's gonna be a real winner.

Friday, March 29, 2002 11:53 p.m.
This entire freaking week has just been one giant upset, disappointment, and I hate it. I hate this week.

Friday, March 29, 2002 10:30 a.m.
I'm not working today 'cause I have an icky cold and a headache. No work. Woooohooooo.

Thursday, March 28, 2002 10:04 p.m.
I'm downloading some old school Marilyn Monroe and Frank Sinatra songs. Oooooh good times good times. My cousins Marion, Irv, and Rachel came over for the seder and it was really cool to just hang out with him. Gotta love the dad's side of the family.

Thursday, March 28, 2002 03:17 p.m.
I have a friggin cold. Gah.

Wednesday, March 27, 2002 03:18 p.m.
Oh Passover, how I loathe thee. Let me count the ways.

Wednesday, March 27, 2002 07:09 a.m.
My throat... aaaaah. I hope it stops hurting. Tonight is out first seder and my cousins Andrew, Matt, and Aunt Carol are gonna come. I love them so much.... they're really cool people. I don't know if my mom is gonna be back from the hospital today... I'm pretty sure it will be tomorrow. She's been there since Sunday. She's extremely bored. She got mad 'cause I didn't call her. I hate the phone.

Tuesday, March 26, 2002 09:20 p.m.
I'm listening to Pushmonkey now and I forgot how much I absolutely adore them. Download their stuff. I like their first album very very much so... actually.. wait... their second album. Not their third and their first is just okay.

Tuesday, March 26, 2002 07:38 p.m.
The story of being kidnapped:
I was sleeping peacefully. Sleeping oh so soundly on my stomach with my arms spread around my pillows. All of a sudden I have two monkeys (Bri and Kerry) jumping on my bed screaming happy birthday (although my b-day isn't until Saturday). I scream in absolute horror and shock while they laugh at my face. It's 6:30 in the morning. They tell me to brush my teeth and put some socks on. We're going somewhere. So I put in my cotacts, brush my teeth, throw on some socks and sandals and I'm led downstars in my pj's... no jacket. But I have my purse. I get blindfolded and they tie my hands behind my back (kinky.. heh just joshing). So I can't see anything. I am led into Brianna's Ford Explorer and I thought I was going into Kerry's car, so I go to sit on the "seat" but I end up on the floor. Oy vey. So they drive me to goodness knows where blasting Backstreet Boys (on purpoe... grrrr). We drive for probably about 10 minutes. They end up taking me to the Pancake House where we meet up with Min and Jessie who had kidnapped Andy. It was our birthday surprise since Andy's b-day is the day before mine. I got strawberry pancakes and I had an awesome time. SO thaaaaaaaaaaaank you everybody.

Tuesday, March 26, 2002 08:15 a.m.
I was kidnapped this morning! More to come later. Thank you guuuuuys.

Monday, March 25, 2002 06:13 p.m.
::clears throat:: Eh hem! Sue-bert's Prom Poem.

Lots of makeup, do my hair
Real expensive everywhere
DJ sucks, foot cramps galore
What do you want to go to prom for?
Then the shore, not so clean
Dirty people, drunks are mean
Sunburn all up in this
Prom weekend has no bliss!

The End.

Monday, March 25, 2002 04:17 p.m.
My mom is almost 100% staying over again tonight at the hospital and may not even be home on Wednesday for Passover. I dunno. This sucks.

Monday, March 25, 2002 07:08 a.m.
My mom had to stay overnight in the hospital so they could get her counts back up and crap like that. Ugh. I dunno if she'll be home today or not.

Sunday, March 24, 2002 09:36 p.m.
New layout. Bri thinks it's S & M like, but I don't. So nah.

Sunday, March 24, 2002 06:31 p.m.
My mom had to go to the hospital again.

Sunday, March 24, 2002 09:25 a.m.
Did I ever tell you that I love Sarah's site. Aaah... Discotheque.

Sunday, March 24, 2002 12:19 a.m.
Cruel Intentions AND Interview with the Vampire are on now. It doesn't get better than that.

Saturday, March 23, 2002 12:56 a.m.
Ooooh tonight was a trip. I picked up Lisa at around 6:45 or something. We're both kind of dressed up because we feel it was called for tonight- after a week like this has been. We went to Walgreens (don't really know why) and we bought each other a little rose! Hehehe. To represent the shmove. We then met the boys at Fuddrucker's which was quite a drive and had a bit o' traffic. Oy vey, not a fun ride, but we had the 80's music going for us- that and the new CD Lisa made for me. It's a dang good one. So we met up with them there and I just had some fries. Yum yums. We then all went to upper Dunkin where I got hazelnut coffee (decaf of course, silly head) and an original donut. We then all met up at Brian's house at around 8:30 or 8:45 and ended up watching Mystery Men and then Terminator II. I'll have nightmares I tell you- I hadn't seen that movie in a while. But... a good one none the less. So all in all, I had an awesome time. I drove Lisa home at around 12:30 or so and got home at around 12:40/ 12:45-ish. Now... I'm up. Bah.

Friday, March 22, 2002 07:18 a.m.
Bri left a note on my back in work saying "I smell". I was gonna smack her. It was funny as hell. We also took Sue's orange odor spray stuff for ransom. We even left her the little note. It was a beautiful thing.

Thursday, March 21, 2002 06:45 p.m.
So I'm going to have two jobs this summer. One is working at the temple's day camp (a job which I did last year) for probably about 10 hours per week, and the other working at the place I work now for 3-4 hours per day. I'll be rakin' in the money to be put away for later use for a good cause. Can't wait until tomorrow night. Should be very awesome.

Thursday, March 21, 2002 07:12 a.m.
Tomorrow... thank goodness... is Friday. School just needs to end- just needs to be put out of its misery. I still have to Read Death In Venice. Sparknotes are my savior. I'm never this lazy when it comes to reading, but I tried to read that book- and it just wasn't doing it for me.

Wednesday, March 20, 2002 07:27 p.m.
I have all the signatures I need for those NHS papers. Woo! Now let's see if I actually get in- yea right.

Wednesday, March 20, 2002 07:09 a.m.
So I'm thinking I'll be able to hand in my National Honor Society papers today, which would be a day late- but I have to get signatures from people I have worked for, advisors of sports I have played, and head of the Latin Club. Bah.

Tuesday, March 19, 2002 10:59 p.m.
I don't want to go to work tomorrow. I think I'm gonna do National Honor Society, but unfortunately, the papers were due today- all I need to do is get a few signatures. Damn I'm stupid.

Tuesday, March 19, 2002 12:34 a.m.
I had an awesome time at v-ball tonight. I didn't play my best- that's alright, but the people there are just awesome. I turn 18 in two weekends, so that's pretty cool. One thing that upset me though was a "comment" made by an unknown person to me in Todd's journal. I haven't said anything about Todd, nor has he really said anything about me, unless I'm included in those "wastes of life". I don't post the commets in his journal, 'cause it may sound stupid, but I think I'm better than that. I don't need to publically humiliate him. So I dunno... it just upsets me that the person would make such comments. About my friends and myself.

Monday, March 18, 2002 03:04 p.m.
Want... to go.... play volleyball! Gaaaaaah, gonna go to see the eye doctor with my mom and then go to the mall for a bathing suit for meeee. Woo!

Monday, March 18, 2002 07:16 a.m.
Can't wait to go out and play volleyball tonight. I'm feelin' restless.

Sunday, March 17, 2002 08:21 p.m.
Kerry got locked out of her house, so she came here to chill for a little more than an hour- it was cool! Gotta love Kerr. And Bri and Min bought their prom dresses although Bri said that she wanted me to come dress shopping with 'er whenever she went. But it's okay that you went without me. I'll just kick you tomorrow and never let you live it down and send you on a guilt trip and NAH.

Sunday, March 17, 2002 12:55 a.m.
Went out with Lisa today and it was cool. We're back on the right track and everything- went to buy DVD's, out to the mall, and to lunch. 'Twas veeeeeeeery cool. And a big thanks to Kerry for yesterday and my hair. I loooove it.

Saturday, March 16, 2002 11:12 a.m.
Suggestion- don't see Queen of the Damned. I was very disappoined.

Thursday, March 14, 2002 10:28 p.m.
I talked with Lisa, she called me, and we just talked about what went wrong and stuff. I'm really happy and relieved about it. Now, I go to straighten my hair again. Woo.

Thursday, March 14, 2002 07:11 a.m.
And so... I shall attempt to straighten my hair. Wish me luck.

Wednesday, March 13, 2002 07:09 a.m.
My stupid alarm didn't go off this morning- yeaa for internal clocks!

Tuesday, March 12, 2002 06:13 p.m.
My parents are home!!!!!

Monday, March 11, 2002 11:34 p.m.
Volleyball was so much fun tonight- although I got knocked over and run into by the same guy twice. My head hurts from it, and so do my knees and shoulder. Oy. But, I believe I'm going out on Friday night with Joe, so that should be cool! Not sure yet, but tentative. And my parents come home tomorrow, and it's also Jessie's half birthday- what does that mean, kiddies? SHAVING CREAM! ::evil laugh:: What else? Aah yes, the picture I made in graphic arts of the Twin Towers incident is up solo in one of the display cases in school. I'm proud of it. Woo! Aaaaaaaaand... eeh... I think that's about it for now. Yeep. Oh wait, no- the parents come home tomorrow. Thank goodness.

Monday, March 11, 2002 06:56 a.m.
Fell asleep at 10 last night and it was a beautiful thing. I was watching Into the Woods with my Aunt Carol- it's probably the best play I've seen. Ugh, I have to buy the DVD. So many to buy but I need to save up my money- I spent way too much this weekend- about 30 bucks. I haven't done that in a while. I kinda feel guilty about it, but oh well. My parents come back tomorrow and I can't wait- I really miss them a lot. It'll be nice to see them and have it not be just my grandma and myself.

Sunday, March 10, 2002 09:05 a.m.
Kerry and Bri slept over last night. We first all [Brianna, Kerry, Brian (Kerry's hook up sort of boyfriend guy), and myself] went down the shore to check out our motel for prom- it's... ehh... well, it's okay because we will barely be spending any time there. We played padidil on the way home and Brian lost and was down to nothing. He lost every time. It was funny. Then we came home and dropped by all of our houses to pick up something and eventually came back to mine. Ordered Domino's and each had two slices of the most delicious pizza. Went downstairs (it's about 12:00 at night now) and started Meet the Parents Bri and I started dozin' and I kept waking up from my sleep, so I said Brian should probably go home before it got too late. So he did, then we all just basically fell asleep. I'm the first one up and my house is FREEZING. I don't know why. But it's about the same temperature as it is outside. Gah. Today I have to get together with Andy and Tristan to do our history project which is gonna suck. Oh well. That is all for now.

Saturday, March 9, 2002 11:09 a.m.
Haha, look at what Emma showed me last night. And this is an article that Min showed me online that I tried to post a few days ago, but pitas was being a bitch, so here it is.

Saturday, March 9, 2002 12:00 a.m.
Had a cool night out with Kerry. Went bowling and to TGI's with her friend Billy and his friend. It was nice, although I felt like I didn't belong. I still liked chillin' with Kerr. Tomorrow- Kerr, Bri, and myself go to the shore. I hope it's nice.

Friday, March 8, 2002 06:52 a.m.
It's Friday. Thank goodness. Kerry and I are gonna put our cars that we (mainly Kerry) made. They're really cool. The Japants Mobiles. Beautiful. Then tomorrow, Bri, Min, Kerry, Andy, and myself are driving down to the shore to check it out for after-prom. It should be cool. In the morning Kerry and I are going to run to the bank, eat at her friend's restaurant, and go dress looking- not dress shopping- dress *looking*. That's about it for now. And I miss my parents.

Thursday, March 7, 2002 11:07 p.m.
I spent practically the entire evening with Kerry and it was very cool. Kerry- you're smart. So hush. And I went to work with Bri today, and that too was nifty- she looked through approximately 4,139,999 checks to find three specific ones- she's not even done with the first of four boxes. It's okay me dear. It's okay. I'm pissed today. Yes.

Thursday, March 7, 2002 06:50 a.m.
Scumbag Thursday. Dressed really scum-baggy. It's a cool thing. I'm still kind of in shock. What was said... goodness.

Wednesday, March 6, 2002 11:08 p.m.
I feel really crushed right now. I'm in shock. It hurts so much to hear what I heard.

Tuesday, March 5, 2002 07:47 p.m.
I *love love love love LOVE* this article that Min found. I love it. Did I say that I love it. Yeaa for us Jersey girls.

Tuesday, March 5, 2002 05:34 p.m.
Hahahaha. That's horrible.

Tuesday, March 5, 2002 04:23 p.m.
For some reason my arms seem dead and I can't type quickly. Poopernuts. My picture in graphic arts is coming out... just aweome. I love it! Excited.

Tuesday, March 5, 2002 06:59 a.m.
I'm just really tired as of now. I have to go to Latin Club after school although I'd really just like to drive home right after school and take a nice two hour nap. That would be supreme. Eeeh.. pre calc test today and there's a good shot I'm screwed. I'll be able to get a few points (partial credit) for the problems, but who knows if I'll be able to work things out. Indeed.

Monday, March 4, 2002 10:52 p.m.
I royally blew at volleyball tonight. Tonight... was not my night. Good night.

Monday, March 4, 2002 07:09 a.m.
To Min and Bri: Thank you for writing what you did where you did. I am happy ::smile::

Monday, March 4, 2002 06:59 a.m.
I'm wearing my brandy new volleyball socks that we got yesterday from the mom supervisors at the volleyball clinic I helped teach at, and these socks are comfy as anything. Woo!

Sunday, March 3, 2002 10:51 a.m.
So Min and I are the only ones awake and Bri and Jes are sleepin' on the couch in the basement. Min and I had orange juice and she doesn't shake it before she drinks it- neither does Andy boy. Truly an odd thing in my opinion. My cake that I made came out veeeeeeeeery yummy. I'm so proud of it. That's about all. I fell asleep to Dazed and Confused last night and maybe we'll watch Blazing Saddles today- or not. Who knows. It's up in the air.

Saturday, March 2, 2002 11:13 p.m.
The girls will be here soon!!!!

Monday, March 4, 2002 09:24 p.m.
I'm babysitting with Min tonight and the kids are adorable as heck. Trying to stay up with caffeine and whatnot and then all the girls are gonna come over for a sleepover. Woo. AND I'm making a private journal.

Monday, March 4, 2002 09:24 p.m.
I'm babysitting with Min tonight and the kids are adorable as heck. Trying to stay up with caffeine and whatnot and then all the girls are gonna come over for a sleepover. Woo.

Saturday, March 2, 2002 10:03 a.m.
Might go to Costco later and pick up some DVD's (DDD haha) and some food for tonight. I'm so excited ::dododo::

Saturday, March 2, 2002 09:11 a.m.
Mystery Science Theater 3000 is on! Aaaaaaaaaaah I looooooooove that show. Emmaaaaa.

Friday, March 1, 2002 07:10 a.m.
I'm soooooooooooooooore from last night. Oy. But I had a good time online last night- I ended up talking to Minners, Chris, and Todd. It was a nice thing. Today.. I go to school and to work, while I moan and groan and get all pissy 'cause I don't want to move. But I still have a smile on my face from winning last night, 'cause I'm a stupid dork like that.

Thursday, February 28, 2002 10:19 p.m.
We won the school volleyball tournament!!!! Bri, Dave, Jeff, and I kicked some major patoot. We even ended up playing Kerry's team in the finals. It was Pe____'s Ponies vs. Va____'s Vamps (we were the Vamps). Woohoooo! We each won a ten dollar gift certificate for music, so I can buy a used CD! Muahahaha. I'm so happy.

Thursday, February 28, 2002 07:02 a.m.
Volleyball tournament at school today and I'm soooo incredibly full of aches! My legs.. are dead. I do not understand. Tell them to get undead, would ye!

Wednesday, February 27, 2002 07:25 p.m.
Today... was just a poopy day. So I'm sorry to anybody I may have been mean to. I'm sorry.

Wednesday, February 27, 2002 07:04 a.m.
My parents are leaving today. Won't see 'em when I get back from school to pick up the car to go to work. Poo. I'll actually miss them a lot. Not that it's really surprising. This is gonna suck.

Tuesday, February 26, 2002 10:13 p.m.
I don't want my parents to go away for two weeks. It'll just be my grandma and I.. I love her to death, but I have little patience. I know my Aunt Carol will come to stay for a while with us... but gosh. I hope I don't explode at anybody. Two weeks. Alone.

Tuesday, February 26, 2002 06:27 p.m.
Latin Club was so sweet today. I went over the test that we gave the kids last week to try and clear their biggest problems up. After we went over the test, we all went outside and played King Midas. It's like freeze tag and the kids pretend to turn to gold when they are touched by the person who is it, Midas. It was cute. One of the girls, Anna, who happens to live on my street, said to me that she wanted me to be her babysitter. I just smiled. So sweet.

Tuesday, February 26, 2002 07:12 a.m.
My hand hurts from falling funny on it last night at volleyball. Bah humbug. Guess I'll stretch it out. I played horribly- Bri knows why (haha). Anyhoo, feelin' a wee bit tired and whatnot. Read Bri's senior write up, it's cute! I wish I had added more, but I'm too lazy to go and get the disc from downstairs to add to it. Oh well.

Monday, February 25, 2002 06:25 p.m.
I did my senior write up. Here it is:

“A positive attitude may not solve all your problems, but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the effort.”

Activities: Volleyball 10-12, Soccer 9

Memories: D. Deficient Duo: Captain and Lieutenant. Shmove always for my Liza Piza. Japants! Funny Money (50 pages). Cape May and Calientes with Bri, Min, and Jes: it’s not J-Lo! Girl, watch yo’ butt! MST3K with my Emmers (bagock!). Shaving cream on birthdays. Florida trip: Bri, Min, and Andyroo, Caldwell Volleyball- it’s been an amazing experience. Wait, you want me to…? I’ll miss all of you, it’s been beyond wonderful. Emma, you’re the best- no other word can describe. Don’t change- ever. Brianna, Lisa, Amanda, Andy, Kerry- love you guys.

Any of my friends think of something to add, tell me quickly!

Monday, February 25, 2002 07:13 a.m.
School again today. Bah. I guess it's not so bad- Bri broke it down for me. Four weeks until our next day off from school, then after that, one week until we have a big vacation (I think). That's in April. April is two months from graduating. The first half of the year went by so quickly, why isn't this half???

Sunday, February 24, 2002 09:08 a.m.
I had the weirdest dream last night. Ugh... kind of gross too- it dealt with supernatural stuff, people getting squished into a giant people juice, a crazy king, walking skeletons on stilts... I just don't know. I woke up with my head off one side and my feet off the other side.. I was at a 90 degree angle to wear I should normally sleep. Oy. But I am almost done with Metamorphosis. Thank goodness. Twenty more pages.

Saturday, February 23, 2002 02:17 p.m.
My mom and I went through all of my clothes, and dang- we're getting rid of a lot. Most I just don't wear anymore, but surprisingly most of the things still fit. Just a little tight towards the top. Anyhoo, hopefully Bri, Min, and Andy are coming over at around 5:00 and we'll be discussing and working on our Florida plans. Woohoo! I can't wait.

Friday, February 22, 2002 01:33 p.m.
I want to buy a car. Yes.

Thursday, February 21, 2002 06:59 p.m.
I found another prom dress that I may get. Mom, Dad, and I are going to another mall where they have my size- tried on the three but it was a bit too small, so the five should do it, I hope. It's gold and gorgeous.

Thursday, February 21, 2002 08:18 a.m.
I finally slept late today! 8:07. Pathetic, I know. But I have to go to work and make god damned money for really no reason. I dunno. And my parents are going to sell our house and move when I go to college. We can't afford this one anymore.

Wednesday, February 20, 2002 08:10 p.m.
I'm boooooooooooooooored. Oh so bored. I don't want to go to work anymore. I'm tired of work. All money issues are pissing me off as of now. Ugh. Screw money.

Wednesday, February 20, 2002 08:20 a.m.
I have a really bad headache and I have to go to work. I hope they don't keep me there for five hours. We (Bri and myself) ended up working nearly five hours when Geneen said we only had to do four. Bah. So... eeeeh... I'm tired. I can't wake up after 8:00. 7:47. Stupid.

Tuesday, February 19, 2002 11:35 p.m.
Tonight was very cool. Mom, Dad, Bri's mom and Ray, obviously Bri, and myself all went to see I Am Sam in the theater. It was gooooood and I cried like a baby at some parts. Keep in mind I'm not the emotional cryer person. But I cried, indeed. Then all the parents went out to coffee, Bri and I came back to my house and then Min joined us. We watched Interview With the Vampire on DVD which I rented from Blockbuster- Bri had never seen it before but Min and I had seen it a million times each. Goooooood movie. Just dropped Bri off at home. Responding to some e-mails and thats about that. Think I'm getting my prom dress tomorrow- that one from David's Bridal that I showed a link to the other day. Woohoo!

Tuesday, February 19, 2002 08:40 a.m.
Bri is coming to work with me today! Woohooo. Gotta leave in like 20 minutes, half an hour or so. Five hours today I guess. Oy vey. It will be a boring one. She'll be at the other side of the building. Poo.

Monday, February 18, 2002 08:18 p.m.
I finally got to redownload "I'm Dying (Overdog Remix)" by Vast. I had tried downloading it for about a month now but could not find it... and.. oooooh how I love this song. Orgasmic! Vast. Yess..... and who wants to see what prom dress I'm *probably* getting for prom this year. Yea... if I get a date.

Monday, February 18, 2002 08:59 a.m.
Today's gonna be a cool day. I'm going to the dermatologist with my mom at 10:45, and then after that we're going prom dress shopping. I have off this entiiiiiiiire week, so that's a cool thing. Although prom is a little less than four months away (and that's a long time) I'm just scared I won't have a date. That would suck a lot. Bah. Bri got me scared for that and so did Lisa. Damn you both! I wasn't worried about it before you said anything ::shakes fist:: But it's all good. And.. ummm.. I want to smack somebody.

Sunday, February 17, 2002 04:45 p.m.
My cousins and Aunt Carol came over today, so that was very cool. Now I'm going to see my other cousins, Marion and Irv, with my parents. I love my family!

Saturday, February 16, 2002 12:55 p.m.
I sold my Super Fast Shroom on Neopets for 20,010 Neopoints. I'm richer than before! Muaahahahaha. Woo.

Saturday, February 16, 2002 12:16 a.m.
I had a cool night with the girls. We kinda watched Rushmore (never again) and Empire Records. I even held Min's teeth that were pulled today. Woo!

Friday, February 15, 2002 05:26 p.m.
Actual comments made by NYC teachers on their report cards as part of their final narratives. All teachers were reprimanded, but these are great!

1. Since my last report, your child has hit rockbottom and has started to dig.

2. I would not allow this student to breed.

3. Your child has delusions of adequacy.

4. Your child is depriving a village somewhere of an idiot.

5. Your son sets low personal standards and then consistently fails to achieve them.

6. The student has a "full six-pack" but lacks the plastic thing to hold it all together

7. This child has been working with glue too much.

8. When your daughter's IQ reaches 50, she should sell.

9. The gates are down, the lights are flashing, but the train isn't coming.

10. If this student were any more stupid, he'd have to be watered twice a week.

11. It's impossible to believe the sperm that created this child beat out 1,000,000 others.

12. The wheel is turning but the hamster is dead.

Hehehehe. That's some good stuff.

Friday, February 15, 2002 07:06 a.m.
So Min was my Valnetine for last night- we had dinner at Frank's. I ordered white pizza with broccolli and she had the Penne Vodka. Mmmmm... we had garlic bread too. It was all quite scrumptious! She picked me up in her "limo" which always smells so gooooooooood. And that's about it. Oh yea, and one of the best movies ever was on last night on the Superstation- Mars Attacks! I love that movie so incredibly much. My mom wanted to watch the stupid olympics though. Puh... unculctured lady (just joshing).

Thursday, February 14, 2002 05:19 p.m.
I'm wearing all black. Teeeehehehehehe.

Thursday, February 14, 2002 07:12 a.m.
Happy Valentine's Day, all. From my dad I got the sweetest card ever and he carried on tradition by buying me a Swarovski crystal. I love it- it's a little duck. Gah, he's a cute cuddly guy. And tonight, Min is my special date. No boys. We're going to a Mexican place. Wohooo! And although Brianna's mommy doesn't read this, happy birthday to her, mommy.

Wednesday, February 13, 2002 07:21 p.m.
I'm talking to Lisa on the phone! Eeeeeee.

Wednesday, February 13, 2002 07:12 a.m.
We may stay an extra day in Florida! How cool would that be???

Tuesday, February 12, 2002 05:56 p.m.
So after going to Latin Club today after school and teaching those kids the language and giving them a test (not to be graded or anything, just to see what they really knew and what we would need to focus on), I realized how much I love teaching those kids. I really do. It was actually a pleasure to go help them when they needed to ask me a question. I was just really happy to help them. It's a good feeling. And Bri is sick so feel better!

Tuesday, February 12, 2002 07:04 a.m.
Today will be a long day. I've been going to sleep much later than usual, so I'm hoping tonight maybe I'll be able to get to bed by 10:30 or 11. That would be nicer than 12:30 (when I've been going to bed for about a week now). Tired.

Monday, February 11, 2002 07:13 a.m.
My stupid alarm clock didn't go off this morning. Gah.

Sunday, February 10, 2002 09:42 p.m.
So I went to Bri's tonight and we watched the season finale (to the bonus season) of Sex and the City. We were sure at the beginning that it would be an hour long, but we were wrong- only 35 minutes. I'm happy that Miranda had her baby, that Charlotte is getting over Trey, and that Carrie has Red (kind of but not really). But I *hate* Richard and what he did to Samantha. She finally was able to love somebody, and then she finds him cheating on her. Richard was a big dick from the beginning. Richard. Dick. Coincidence? I think not. UGH.

Sunday, February 10, 2002 01:01 p.m.
I could kill Min for getting me addicted to Neopets. Gaaaaaaaah. You should check it out and sign up, really- it's lots of fun! I have a little peophine whose name is Caleb (330). Stupid name was taken already so I had to add numbers. Yep.

Sunday, February 10, 2002 09:07 a.m.
Today will be busy. I still have to write my essay and do my Latin homework and I forgot that I have to go to the volleyball clinic today to teach (can you believe it's smack in the middle of the day). That's it for now.

Saturday, February 9, 2002 02:04 p.m.
God... it's really weird feeling that he's over me already. I realy feel that way. I'm gonna get smacked by friends and him for saying that, but it feel so strange inside.

Saturday, February 9, 2002 12:45 p.m.
From colorgenics.com that I got from Megan's site
Is it that you are working - or even playing too hard? because it would seem that you are experiencing a great deal of pent-up up emotion at this time which could possibly take effect and lead to irrational behaviour ... ... .

You are feeling very disillusioned at this time and you feel that you are being left out of things. You know - or you think you know what you want but you seem unable to exert the effort to achieve your objectives. As a consequence, you are feeling left out and neglected. You would like to be afforded greater security, and fewer problems.

Enough is enough ... But the problems never seem to stop. They never stop.. You feel, and maybe you are right, that the problems seem to go on and on ...and you have indeed had more than your fair share of trials and tribulations. But to give you credit ...You bounce back - Time again and again.... you stick to your beliefs because deep down you have that inner knowledge, that "belief" system that in the end -everything will turn out OK...and you are right....it will !

All of your stress arises from lack of mutual understanding. The existing situation is unsatisfactory and you feel that you are unable to improve it without the help and co-operation of others. The need for understanding and for affectionate "give and take" remains unsatisfied. You are experiencing the feeling of being "handcuffed" ... "tied down" ... "hindered" ..."restrained" and this untenable situation is giving rise to impatience, irritability and the desire to escape from it all..

Perhaps in the distant past your trust and belief in your fellow man was misplaced and you can now no longer accept anything as it appears to be. You are untrusting and you insist that before you commit yourself to anything, you examine the pro's and con's with critical discrimination. The situation now has progressed where you are apt to disagree, yet not make any form of constructive criticism to every suggestion that may be put to you... As a result you are in limbo. There is a saying that goes "The past does not equal tomorrow". Think about it .... and let go.

Interesting, eh???

Saturday, February 9, 2002 12:30 p.m.
I made high honor roll!
Pre Calc- 93
English- 93
Latin- 92
Gym- 98
Graphic Design- 93
US History II- 94
It was a 92 average, flat. Woo!

Saturday, February 9, 2002 12:31 a.m.
Tonight was so much fun. I can't even begin to tell you. It started out where Bri picked me up before 6:00 and we went over to David's Bridal. I think I found my prom dress, and we found one that looked gorgeous on Bri, although it was pink ::sigh:: So that was cool. Then we went back to her house and made mac and cheese and ate lots of food, and then went to Blockbuster and then to the high school to go the Senior Dance type thing. At first there were only about 10 of us there (including Bri and I), but then some more people came and it was awesome. We sang karaoke (I participated in The Sign by Ace of Base). It was awesome. Bri won a bag of twizzlers in a raffle, and I won this awesome cosmetic case with cosmetics! I'm happy about that. Then we went back to Bri's house again and watched Office Space. It was so funny. Love that movie. That brings me up to now. Oh yea, and we ran into Liza (Lisa) at the dance so that was very cool. And that's about it, really. I mean it.

Friday, February 8, 2002 07:04 a.m.
Today is going to be *awesome*. After I get back from school and work, I'm going out with Bri (and possibly Min) to maybe go sing some karaoke, try dresses on at David's Bridal, and watch Office Space (finally). Woooo!

Thursday, February 7, 2002 07:11 a.m.
I'm addicted to Neopets. Really addicted to Neopets. It's all Min's fault. She even got Bri hooked onto it. I went out and talked with Todd last night.. so. I dunno. All I know is that I'm tired as hell and need to go to sleep. But I have work. Ugh.

Wednesday, February 6, 2002 07:37 p.m.
I'm so tired. So tired. The night before Todd and I broke up, I was up until about 1:30 or so. Got about 5 hours of sleep. Went to school then had Latin Club then stayed up doing my homework and then talked to Todd again and whatnot on the phone and online 'til all hours, because that's the night we broke up. So I was up late again. Crying. And now we're going to just talk and I don't want to get home late. I'm tired. I almost fell asleep in school today. God.

Wednesday, February 6, 2002 07:11 a.m.
I haven't really gotten much sleep for the past two nights. Maybe I can sleep some time in school. That would be nice. Work after school today, and I don't want to go today. Not in the mood.

Tuesday, February 5, 2002 09:41 p.m.
I still don't even know what to say. But to you know who: I don't regret anything about us or anything that we did. I did and still do love you. Just know that. I never did not love you.

Tuesday, February 5, 2002 07:14 a.m.
All I wanna do is curl up in a ball and not go to school.

Monday, February 4, 2002 06:58 p.m.
What did I say that made you want to leave so quickly? What did I say?

Monday, February 4, 2002 07:18 a.m.
I hate Mondays. I really dislike having to go back to school. What an icky feeling.

Sunday, February 3, 2002 02:29 p.m.
I'm grinning from ear to ear. I had such an awesome time last night. It was just.. ridiculous. The city was beautiful and lively, the food was good, etc etc. The sleepover at Min's was a blast and we woke up this morning inspired. I shall tell more later.

Saturday, February 2, 2002 11:08 p.m.
Went to the city tonight and it was really awesome. Went with Bri, Min, and Jes. Went to a place called Caliente's and walked around for a bit. Sleeping at Min's house tonight and Bri is here too. 'Twill be good.

Saturday, February 2, 2002 08:36 a.m.
Going to the city twice today. Yes twice. First for an ear doctor appointment (check up since my surgery on them). Come home. Later, I'm going with Bri, Min, and Jes back to the city to go hang out there and eat dinner and whatnot. It should prove to be very fun. I can't wait.

Friday, February 1, 2002 11:46 p.m.
I had a beautiful night with the boy. I had an awesome time. We went to Panera to have dinner, and we ran into two of his friends, Katie and Caitlin (I don't know how she spells her name). It was cool, they were funny. Rented American Pie 2 which was alright. Yea. But the night was awesome.

Friday, February 1, 2002 05:19 p.m.
I'm positive I made honor roll this marking period, even with my 80 in physics. If that grade were higher, it would be high honor roll. Damn it. It all depends on gym and Latin. There's still a chance for high honor roll, but very unlikely. At least my average is in the 90's. I did an estimation and my GPA for the marking period (2) would be a 91. Possibly. There ye go. Going to the boys tonight, gonna get off in a bit, shower, then head over. Woo.

Friday, February 1, 2002 07:16 a.m.
Well on a good note- our new TV is coming. Flat screen, 32 inch. Perfect size for our living room. That's a good thing.

Thursday, January 31, 2002 11:12 p.m.
I got most of my grades for the 2nd marking period (MP) and for my midterms (MID). They are as follows (in order of class):
Math: MP- 93, MID- 82
English: Unknown
Latin: MP- Unknown, MID- 91
Gym: Unknown
Physics: MP- 80 (ouch), MID- 67 (double ouch)
Art: MP- 93
History: MP- 95, MID- 91
I'm not worried about my English grades, but my physics midterm really bothers me. A lot. It makes me feel stupid. Very stupid. But hopefully that will pass. I do hate that class. I love the kids in my class, I love my teacher, but I hate the class. I hate it. I can't do well in it. I hate it. Bah. But I got an e-mail from Sean who I haven't heard from in ages, and I had a good talk with my boy who I love. And that is all. But I'm still upset about my grades. I hate my math grade and my physics grade. Last marking period in math I had a 97. Now I have a 93. I don't get it. In physics last marking period I had an 87 and now I have an 80. My grades suck. They suck a lot. Pardon my French, but fuck this. Just fuck it.

Thursday, January 31, 2002 07:17 a.m.
And now we're back to full days of school with all of my classes and whatnot. Midterms flew by so quickly. We're more than halfway through with this year. Almost time for graduation and college. Kind of scary if you think about it, but not an unpleasant thought either.

Wednesday, January 30, 2002 06:37 p.m.
Worked from 11:30 - 3:30. Brought work home and started doing it at 4:00. I worked on all that stuff until 6:30. I get paid for it! So that's 6.5 hours of work today. Not bad, eh?

Wednesday, January 30, 2002 10:19 a.m.
Physics could have been a lot worse. A lot. I don't think I did spantacular, but not bombed. Of course, that means I probably did bomb it. But we shall know tomorrow. I'm still scared about it. Going to work in about an hour or hour and a half. Don't want to. Bah.

Wednesday, January 30, 2002 07:13 a.m.
So last night, I talked with Todd for over an hour until about 8:45. We got off the phone, I stayed in bed (where I had been for the duration of the conversation). By 9:00 I was fast asleep and I didn't wake up until my alarm went off. I got nearly 10 hours of sleep. Woo!

Tuesday, January 29, 2002 06:42 p.m.
So I run into my Latin teacher in the guidance office today. He says to me, "So, you want to hear the results?" Of course he was referring to my midterm, so I say yes. He says that my first essay (of two) was absolutely amazing. It was thorough, on target, and well written and all that jazz. He may even want to read it out loud to the class, it was so good. My translation from Latin to English was pretty good (woo, which means I did a good job) and my last essay was a bomb. I warned him it would be. I didn't really understand that question and it was hard as hell. So I asked him if my first essay made up for it, and he just smiled and went "Eeeeeh." So I think I'm cool with Latin. And I have a 95 or 96 average for history for the marking period. Woohoo.

Tuesday, January 29, 2002 04:29 p.m.
Four midterms down, one to go. It happens to be the scariest. I know I won't do well on it. I haven't done well on a science exam since soph year in chemistry. I was good at bio 1 and chem 1, but not AP Bio 2 or physics. Me screwed.

Tuesday, January 29, 2002 07:09 a.m.
History and math today. I think I'll do alright in those... no matter what I'm going to have 10 points added onto my history midterm because of the extra credit game that we won, and in math.. well... I'll have about 45 minutes to study for it, so I'll be okay.

Monday, January 28, 2002 10:50 p.m.
Volleyball was a might good workout.

Monday, January 28, 2002 05:23 p.m.
Volleyball volleyball volleyball tonight ::does a dance:: I can't wait.

Monday, January 28, 2002 03:00 p.m.
I think I did really well on my English midterm, and pretty well on Latin. Today.. was a good day in testing.

Monday, January 28, 2002 07:09 a.m.
I just realized how incredibly nervous I am for these midterms. I'm not *so* worried about English, couldn't really study for that since it's just one essay question about a book we read.... but Latin- I'm dead. There was supposed to be a study group yesterday sometime, but nobody called that I know of. So... eeh... I dunno. I'll use my study time wisely, I guess.

Sunday, January 27, 2002 10:04 p.m.
We talked. Things are good. Midterms tomorrow. My stomach hurts. I get one of my two hardest out of the way- Latin. The last day is physics and that will be the other one. Oy.

Sunday, January 27, 2002 12:27 a.m.
Cousins will be here in about 12 hours. Woo!

Sunday, January 27, 2002 12:01 a.m.
Just got home and made 35 bucks. Woo. I called Todd on his cell phone at about 10 or 9 or something, but nobody picked up.

Saturday, January 26, 2002 02:26 p.m.
I really should be studying, but I did math and history already, some physics, don't need to study for english, and I'm doing Latin tonight- so I dunno what to do. Bah humbug.

Saturday, January 26, 2002 12:33 p.m.
Dear Lisa,

I am pleased that you have chose to attend ___ College in September. It will be a pleasure to welcome you to our campus.

Yadda Yadda Yadda

I look forward to having you join the Class of 2006 this fall.

That was my official acknowledgement of acceptance into my college. I'm smiling from ear to ear about this.

Saturday, January 26, 2002 08:03 a.m.
It was beautiful. I went to sleep at 11 last night. Just woke up. Good good thing. Babysitting tonight at 7, I totally forgot I had that this weekend. But hey, I need the money.

Friday, January 25, 2002 10:37 p.m.
I got these awesome results from this Harry Potter site.
# 1 Dumbledore
# 2 Harry
# 3 Hermione
# 4 Oliver Wood
# 5 Draco
# 6 Ron
# 7 Hagrid
# 8 Fred and George
Nifty, eh?

Friday, January 25, 2002 09:43 p.m.
We'll start out with the good points of today- I got a 92 on my math TEST, I got 10 points extra credit on our history midterm for myself and the people on my team in a trivia game, I'm getting paid when I go to work next week for 19.5 hours of work, I'm babysitting tomorrow night so I'll get money to pay back all the people I owe money too (parents and Bri). Tonight was very very good- I had an awesome time just hanging out with Lisa. I had no money tonight, so we just ended up watching When Harry Met Sally (great quotes from that movie) and eating veggies and dip and popcorn with salt all at the bottom. It was good times. Lunch was funny as hell today with Bri, Min, and Andy. Can't describe it, it was just funny as hell. Had to be there I guess. The badness was that Todd and I got into a rather large fight.. I walked out of my house crying and intended to keep doing so, but I had to walk to school and there were people on the path (from my house to the school). I refuse to cry in front of those people. He sent me an e-mail and left me a message and even wrote in his pita what he thinks, how he's not mad... I'm just really confused and upset still. I'm sure he is too. I'm still upset.

Friday, January 25, 2002 06:34 p.m.
Lisa, Lisa, Lisa, its me, and before i leave i just wanna say i love you so much and i'll miss you...bye bye.

Friday, January 25, 2002 07:15 a.m.
Tonight I'm going to Lisa's house and we're going to watch When Harry Met Sally. This entire weekend will be one big mid term study fest, although I really only have to study for Latin and Physics, I believe. Latin is on day one, so that will come first, physics is on Wednesday so I'll do that a little less this weekend and more on Monday/Tuesday night-ish. To Todd- have an awesome time on your trip.

Thursday, January 24, 2002 08:28 p.m.
The joys of midterm preparation.

Thursday, January 24, 2002 07:18 p.m.
Today was so long. The weather made me feel icky. It was one of those poopy days. But it was my physics teacher's birthday today! He turned 60. Happy birthday!

Thursday, January 24, 2002 07:23 a.m.
Another day. Another day of boredom. Of work. Of school. Bah.

Wednesday, January 23, 2002 10:28 p.m.
Please work.

Wednesday, January 23, 2002 07:43 p.m.
I love it when people IM me about geekstar and this site. Makes me happy.

Wednesday, January 23, 2002 07:26 p.m.
Bah, pitas. Work. It doesn't work when I write big ol' entries. Poopers. My entire family is sick by the way, including my sister in Florida. I feel bad. It's my fault (not about my sister).

Wednesday, January 23, 2002 07:22 p.m.
Today seemed just oh so long. Got up at 6:47 as I do every morning, went to school.... did well on my two history quizzes (I got something like a 92 and a 96 or something like that). I got a take home quiz for tonight which I'm going to work on some more tomorrow when I have my book (stupid as I am, I only brought my notes home). Physics is another story. I didn't fail the test or anything, but I would have liked a higher grade. My average in that class is gonna suck. But it's okay, because I think I'll make honor roll this marking period. But I'm worried about mid terms. Oy vey.

Wednesday, January 23, 2002 07:16 a.m.
I'll be going back to work for the first time in about 2750932 years or so. Strange, eh? Yes yes. And a big happy anniversary to Todd-o. It's our 10 month anniversary since we began to see each other. Ee!

Tuesday, January 22, 2002 09:11 p.m.
I don't think I've ever said how adorable my dad is. He came walking down the stairs and he says, "Lisi (that's my nickname). Wanna see my business cards?" with his shy, goofy grin. He's so cute. I love my dad.

Tuesday, January 22, 2002 07:54 p.m.
IT'S ALIVE!

Tuesday, January 22, 2002 07:15 a.m.
I don't know what time my parents got home from the hospital last night, but it must have been pretty late. As in well after 12, because I fell asleep just before then. Ugh. School today.

Monday, January 21, 2002 09:56 p.m.
Pitas. Please work.

Monday, January 21, 2002 09:48 p.m.
Things are going great. Because of the thing sickness that I gave to my mom (the one where I was sick for a few days coughing, cold, bad stuff) she had to run to the emergency room at the hospital because she had a high fever which isn't good since she's going through chemo. Yea. I'm real glad.

Monday, January 21, 2002 09:31 a.m.
Hey, it's International Hugging Day. Whod've thunk it. Going to the skin doctor today (woo) and then to work, but only for a little bit. Then homework, then hopefully volleyball at night (if my mom actually lets me go). Really want to go. Ee.

Sunday, January 20, 2002 11:46 p.m.
Urgh, pitas is being EVIL.

Sunday, January 20, 2002 11:20 p.m.
Tonight was very very nice. Todd came over and brought the most delicious Bruschetta pizza. Mmmm. It was a wonderful night with him and I love the kid. Then Bri came over and we went out and planned to rent Ethan Frome and Office Space- but they didn't have Office Space so we just rented the other. At 9 we watched Sex and the City (one of my new favorite shows). I am in shock that Cary and Aden are going to break up! Nooooooooo. Pardon my not knowing how to spell their names. Then we popped in Ethan Frome (which happened to be a book Bri and I read in AP English this year). It was so sad, just like the book. Liam Neeson did such a wonderful job. I just wanted to reach out and give him a huge hug. Bah.

Sunday, January 20, 2002 05:39 p.m.
I think the volleyball clinic went extremely well. Bri, Kerry, Katie, and I taught it to about ten girls. It was fun! I can't wait until next week. Woot. Todd is coming in a bit to bring over a pizza and chill for about an hour or so, then Bri is coming at 800 and we'll rent Ethan Frome and Office Space and have one of our movie nights. Rock on.

Sunday, January 20, 2002 08:46 a.m.
Going to volleyball today! Must get nametags. Remember, Lisa. Must get nametags.

Saturday, January 19, 2002 08:54 p.m.
I've finally figured out Audio Galaxy which was pissing me off before. Downloading mad files. Indeed. I can't wait until I go to teach volleyball tomorrow at 330 with Bri and a few of the other senior v-ball players. I'm gonna buy the nametags (if I remember...). I hope it's fun for the girls who come! I want them to like it.

Saturday, January 19, 2002 05:22 p.m.
I am beyond boredom. Beyond.

Saturday, January 19, 2002 01:37 p.m.
I'm eating chocolate. No good I tell you.

Saturday, January 19, 2002 10:36 a.m.
I figured I would put this in both the blog at geekstar.org and here... I feel very strongly about it. Stupid Gateway:

So, after our computer had been gone for over two weeks because of that back door trojan virus thing, we finally got the computer back. Because they had to reformat the entire harddrive or whatever, we lost everything. All downloaded things, all programs, all files. Everything. Fine. We saved a lot of those things to floppy, but I still lost all of my music (near 500 files), all of the houses that I built and designed, all the graphics that I had done, etc. I was pissed. Anyhoo, when we get it back, we reinstall a few things- Paint Shop Pro, Broderbund 3D Home Architect Deluxe, Sim City, and Kazaa. Paint Shop Pro- I make some really awesome graphics. About 15 of them. Broderbund, I built two awesome houses. Sim City, I made the ultimate city in which I actually built the acropolis things- meaning it was the best city it could be. In Kazaa, I downloaded about 40 music files. But, alas, our CD Burner didn't work. They installed Roxio software even though our burner is supposed to be with Creative CD software. We give Gateway our computer to fix the problem which shouldn't have happened in the first place. We get the computer back the next day, and guess what! ALL MY NEW FILES AND REINSTALLED PROGRAMS WERE GONE. They uninstalled EVERYTHING. I'm so unbelievably mad, you really have no idea whatsoever. I hate and I mean HATE Gateway with a new, undying passion. I hate them. It's not fair. I'm gonna stop bitching.

Can you believe that???

Saturday, January 19, 2002 01:58 a.m.
I'm so hungry. Oy vey. Definitely need some sustenance. Why am I still up? Aaaaaaaaaaah.

Saturday, January 19, 2002 12:46 a.m.
The boy came over tonight and it was nice. Very nice. I was happy to see him. I'm tired but can't go to sleep yet. Not that window of opportunity. Yea for sexynerds.com

Friday, January 18, 2002 08:41 p.m.
Still sick and Todd is coming over for a bit.

Thursday, January 17, 2002 07:12 a.m.
Going to school today, but I still don't feel well. I have to make up a killer physics test (I hear it's really incredibly hard). Oy.

Wednesday, January 16, 2002 06:20 p.m.
I think I've missed more days of school and left early more times in my senior year than in my entire high school career.

Wednesday, January 16, 2002 10:02 a.m.
I am home from school today. Went to the doctor and they said it could be the early signs of the flu but the strep test came out negative. I dunno.

Wednesday, January 16, 2002 06:53 a.m.
My throat hurts so badly. I can't swallow. I dunno what to do, because I don't want to wake my parents up, it's so early. I'll wait until 715 I guess. I can't swallow. Owwwwwww.

Tuesday, January 15, 2002 06:45 p.m.
I made a Latin Scrabble board for the kids at Latin Club. I think they'll like it. Doug is gonna make all the little letter pieces. It will be wonderful.

Tuesday, January 15, 2002 07:14 a.m.
Oh so tired. Staying up late the past few nights. It's okay, Depeche Mode is here in the mornin. Nothing. Oh how I love that song.

Monday, January 14, 2002 10:52 p.m.
I had an awesome night at volleyball- I played extremely well and had an awesome time. Eee!

Monday, January 14, 2002 07:05 a.m.
I have a headache again today. I really don't get this at all, I don't. Ugh. And it's not this tiny little headache, it's a head pounding one. So why am I on the computer? Sheer stupidity- most likely.

Sunday, January 13, 2002 09:37 p.m.
I just watched Sex and the City and it's a good show. Yes it is, I want the series. It's funny.

Sunday, January 13, 2002 04:40 p.m.
"The Awakening" sucks big fat monkey butt. Taking another break from the small print. I'm a very quick reader, but I find that since the print is so incredbly small in the damned book, it's taking much longer to read than most books. On page 76 of 125. Oy vey.

Sunday, January 13, 2002 01:53 p.m.
Love and marriage
Love and marriage
Go together like a horse and carriage
This I tell you brother
You can't have one without the other
Love and marriage
Love and marriage
It's an institute you can't dispariage....

Ooooh yea for downloading! Eeee.

Sunday, January 13, 2002 01:27 p.m.
Every time I see you fallin', I get down on my knees and pray. Im waiting for that certain someone to say the words that I can't say. I love that song. Takin a homework break. Hate "The Awakening" by Kate Chopin.

Sunday, January 13, 2002 12:43 a.m.
Todd just left after a wonderful night. I had a good time.

Saturday, January 12, 2002 04:57 p.m.
I saw Lord of The Rings with my parents and I liked it- but not like I loved Harry Potter. Todd is coming over after dinner, but my stomach hurts so badly. Oy.

Saturday, January 12, 2002 11:03 a.m.
Thank goodness for Kazaa. I'm downloading some awesome songs. Boys II Men, Michael Jackson, etc. I love this crap.

Saturday, January 12, 2002 10:50 a.m.
Nasty Man! Aaaah I downloaded Wonder Boy by Tenacious D and I'm so happy. I've missed music so much on my computer. It sounds stupid, but this is the calmest I've felt in a few days.

Saturday, January 12, 2002 09:53 a.m.
Why does pitas hate my HTML so?

Saturday, January 12, 2002 09:53 a.m.
Why does pitas hate my HTML so?

Saturday, January 12, 2002 09:08 a.m.
Lisa came over last night and we talked a lot and it was good. And we ate Oreos which was bad.

Friday, January 11, 2002 10:58 p.m.
Why doesn't my stuff show up? Is anybody else having pita problems?

Friday, January 11, 2002 07:16 a.m.
I have the layout perfectly done and ready on all pages but this blog. All the HTML is exactly the same as every other page of mine, but the second I add the little 2 word code to add the entries to this page, all the links and everything disappear on the right. Somebody tell me what's going on. To see all the rest of my content, click here.

Thursday, January 10, 2002 02:21 p.m.
Trying to get the layout to work! Damn you pitas, Damn you!

Thursday, January 10, 2002 10:03 a.m.
Home sick today.

Wednesday, January 9, 2002 07:09 a.m.
Pitas worked! Oh my god! I didn't get an error page or anything. I'm just sorry I haven't been updating as of late, but like I said in one of my other entries (which I haven't seen if it showed up or not), pitas hasn't been cooperating even though I do update every day. And, I'm working on a new layout. It'll be nice and simple and a total rip off of Harry Potter, you shall see.

Wednesday, January 9, 2002 07:08 a.m.
I'm so tired. Oh so tired. Not getting enough sleep.

Tuesday, January 8, 2002 09:02 p.m.
Pitas please work. I need to scream.

Tuesday, January 8, 2002 02:58 p.m.
I got a 100 on my physics test, a 100 on a math test, and a 100 on a history test in the past two days. Sorry I haven't been able to update for about a week, but every time I do write something and click the "done" button on pitas, the entry doesnt show up. Stupid pitas.

Monday, January 7, 2002 06:05 p.m.
Testing testing.

Sunday, January 6, 2002 10:01 p.m.
Testing. Testing.

Thursday, January 3, 2002 07:16 a.m.
I've been typing out all of my entries... every day for the past three days... and every time I go to "save", I end up losing my entry. I'm sick of it. And I have to go to school to retake a test. Ugh.

Wednesday, January 2, 2002 07:07 p.m.
This was supposed to be yesterday's entry, but pitas wasn't cooperating (again):
Today was really quite awesome. Woke up after an interesting New Year, had breakfast. Jaime, Marcy, Phil, and Jason had slept over. Jaime and I, after eating, went to Toys R Us and Target to look for the Harry Potter Trading Game which I got her addicted to. It wasn't in either store, but we bought the booster packs (although Jaime had yet to even buy the game starter pack thing). Then Jaime, Jason, and I went to see Harry Potter at the local theater. Then we went to the other Toys R Us (after going home for a bit) and Jaime finally got the game. They stayed for a few hours longer. Lisa is home now (woohoo!) from her vacation out in Mexico. On Friday I'm going out with Bri. Those are my only definite plans that I can think of as of now.

Today was alright I guess. I went back to school. Poop. Now I'm doing my English essay on Ethan Frome. Oy vey. Due tomorrow and I just started. Have to call the boy and have to shower. Lots to do, little time.

Monday, December 31, 2001 03:16 p.m.
Just got back from shoppin' and playint Tony Hawk with the boy, and soon Jaime and her family will be here. Happy New Year! And Happy birthday to Brianna.

Sunday, December 30, 2001 11:45 a.m.
Stupid pitas didn't update what I wrote yesterday. But I had a great night with the boy- we went to Houlihans and Sam Goody and then back to my house. Today, I'm finally going to get my Paint Shop Pro 7, even though we probably won't have my computer back for another 235723890752 days. It's been in the friggin Gateway Shop for 12 days and they *still* haven't fixed it. All we needed them to do was uninstall and reinstall the programs. That's *all*. Nothing else. Stupid Gateway.

Saturday, December 29, 2001 10:51 a.m.
I saw Not Another Teen Movie with Bri and Kerry last night. Oy vey.... that's all I can say. It was funny as hell, but I was cringing half the time. The boy got in trouble last night, so we couldn't hang out. Today I'm doing some shopping with my parents and I hope at some point in the day I can hang out with Todd. That is all.

Friday, December 28, 2001 05:26 p.m.
I worked 25 hours over the past 2 weeks, oy vey. So I should be gettin 'bout 200 bucks which is good 'cause I need it. Bri invited me to go to the movies with her and Kerry, but I'm going to be with the boy tonight. Bri and I still have to watch Ethan Frome, though.

Thursday, December 27, 2001 02:28 p.m.
I worked a lot today. I feel skanky. I had an awesome night with the boy last night. Indeed.

Wednesday, December 26, 2001 01:19 p.m.
My cousins are over now, and it shall be a hella hectic day. And to Bri- it's all good- it was from a while back.

Tuesday, December 25, 2001 09:26 a.m.
Have a good Christmas and all!
Today, I'm going with my family to spend the day with our family friends. It should be very cool. We're leaving at around 11:30 or 12:00. A little early for my liking, but what the hey. So- to Todd-o: if we don't get to talk today, I'll definitely give you a call tomorrow.

Monday, December 24, 2001 01:57 p.m.
I'm going to give Emma her X-mas gift today. Woohooo. Work gave me a headache, then I went to Lisa's (briefly) and I saw my Chanukkah gift. Hahahaha. It was beautiful. And...... later on I'm going to see Gabi and Leo. A jam packed day.

Sunday, December 23, 2001 11:32 p.m.
Happy nine months (of non officialness but togetherness)!

Sunday, December 23, 2001 10:17 a.m.
So last night with Todd was one of the best ever. We made up and everything and it was just really good. One problem- we both fell asleep...... oy vey. But it turned out okay, he didn't get in trouble.

Saturday, December 22, 2001 06:18 p.m.
I saw Harry Potter for the *second* time with Bri and my sister, Emily. Woohooo, you really pick up on things the second time in watching.

Friday, December 21, 2001 07:22 a.m.
Last night... just... I can't even describe it, and I don't even think I shall begin to. I'm still feeling' kinda weird, but better. It's just so weird.

Thursday, December 20, 2001 07:26 a.m.
Last night was rough. A big thank you to Li for dealing with me.

Wednesday, December 19, 2001 06:13 p.m.
So tonight I have to go 45 minutes with my family to go eat Japanese food. On a Wednesday. Why?

Wednesday, December 19, 2001 07:22 a.m.
Work today. Ugh.

Tuesday, December 18, 2001 10:44 p.m.
So I'm incapable of communication.

Tuesday, December 18, 2001 07:17 a.m.
I don't want to go to school today. Stupid phsyics test. I really failed already, I always fail the test and then make it up to a 70 something. That's the way it works.

Monday, December 17, 2001 07:04 a.m.
Today will be incredibly busy. I have school, then I have pictures after school with 4 of the other girls who got 1st team, 2nd team, and honorable mention for volleyball this year, then I'm going to work to make up some time that I lost when I was sick last week, then I have volleyball at 8. Bah. We'll see if I can squeeze some homework into there.

Sunday, December 16, 2001 10:51 p.m.
Emma: theres also
Emma: "the invention of homosexuality"
Emma: maybe edison invented it
Emma: "ah yes a lightbulb...AH YES...A LESBIAN"
Emma: :sigh:
Lisa: aaaaahahahaha

Hahaha oooooh lordy, Emma is a funny one. We were discussing courses at a school. That's about it.

Sunday, December 16, 2001 08:50 p.m.
A bee-yoo-tiful night with the boy. I helped to decorate his Christmas tree and then we ordered pizza with his dad. It was a wonderful thing.

Go visit Amanda, she got her domain up! It's gorgeous.

Sunday, December 16, 2001 12:29 a.m.
I had a really good time at Jaime's house today. Or actually yesterday... you know.. Saturday. It basically consisted of eating The Captains Booty (hahahaa.... it's like popcorn but not really 'cause it's rice), building a gorgeous house (yes, almost all by myself) on the Sims, and watching Shrek. I love that movie. That's what she got me for Chanukkah. I love it.

Saturday, December 15, 2001 12:27 a.m.
Everything about tonight was absolutely wonderful. Todd-o came and picked me up at around 6:30-ish I guess, and we went to Pizzeria Uno for dinner. Yum yum. Then we came back to my house briefly just so I could change and blah blah blah. We then went to the little benefit concert at my school where I saw Emma and her band perform- and Emma made a mini speech before her performance and I was so close to tears.... me loves my Emma. After their performance, Todd and I went back to his house and played Roller Coaster Tycoon, and then came back to my house and watched So I Married an Axe Murderer, and then he went home just now. Lots of driving. Love that boy.

Friday, December 14, 2001 01:29 p.m.
Cannot wait for school to be over. I have a doctor's appointment after... at 4. Woo, maybe they can explain my headaches.

Friday, December 14, 2001 07:15 a.m.
I bought the wrong size clothing for the little girl.... crap. 5T not 3T. Uuuuuuuugh

Thursday, December 13, 2001 04:25 p.m.
I didn't go to work.

Thursday, December 13, 2001 11:14 a.m.
I actually went to school today even though I *still* have a headache. What a pain. Literally. Woo. I have work today. That should suck, but at least I get my paycheck.

Wednesday, December 12, 2001 07:37 a.m.
Staying home again. My headache continues, so again- after this message, I say goodbye probably for the day. I hope my head stops hurting later so I can do the Latin homework I didn't do yesterday- but he's gotta understand if I couldn't do it because I couldn't even look at the words without feeling like I was gonna hurl or fall over. Yes.

Tuesday, December 11, 2001 10:02 a.m.
I stayed home from school today. I don't feel well at all... headache... bad. I am probably getting off in a minute anyways 'cause the computer is killing me. And by the way, I have the sweetest boyfriend... ever. Gotta love him.

Monday, December 10, 2001 03:31 p.m.
Today sucked butt. Big butt. But yesterday was awesome when Todd came over and he had Chanukkah dinner with us. Wooo.

Monday, December 10, 2001 07:28 a.m.
I had such a nice day yesterday, even though I had (and still have) a cold. I shall write about it more later. But oy, I *really* don't want to go to school today.

Sunday, December 9, 2001 10:29 a.m.
The girl... I babysat for last night... had a screaming fit. Oooooh the headache is still here.

Saturday, December 8, 2001 09:17 a.m.
I can't fall back asleep. And I don't know if pitas updated what I wrote last night.... but if it didn't, cause I don't feel like checking my page right now- I had an absolutely wonderful night.

Saturday, December 8, 2001 12:46 a.m.
I just had a wonderful night with the boy I love. For Hanukkah/ 7 month anniversary gift, he bought me a white gold necklace with diamonds. Can you believe that?! Lei helped him pick it out, and I must say- good taste on both parts. I just had a wonderful evening... and if you're reading this, Li- *please* go check your e-mail.

Friday, December 7, 2001 07:09 a.m.
It's bridge breaking day in physics. Yesss, and we're ordering Domino's. Me excited.

Thursday, December 6, 2001 10:35 p.m.
My sister is funny. I love the girl. Aaaand I can't wait for tomorrow night! Woohooo.

Thursday, December 6, 2001 06:57 p.m.
It's been seven months of the boy and I. Just wow.

Thursday, December 6, 2001 07:08 a.m.
I finished my bridge for physics last night. What a piece. We'll see how much it can hold tomorrow. Tomorrow will be gooooood.

Wednesday, December 5, 2001 07:33 p.m.
this is he - im NOT mad at you. i repeat im NOT mad at you...i just have my phone off the hook because im writing a paper and i dont wanna procrastinate any longer.

Wednesday, December 5, 2001 06:58 p.m.
He's mad at me. I'm sorry.

Wednesday, December 5, 2001 06:58 p.m.
He's mad at me. I'm sorry.

Wednesday, December 5, 2001 07:13 a.m.
Don't want to go anywhere today. Would like to just relax at home and not be around everyone in my school.

Tuesday, December 4, 2001 07:52 p.m.
I feel stuuuuuuupid. I feel stuuuuuuuuuuupid. I'm gonna stop complaining now.

Tuesday, December 4, 2001 07:03 p.m.
Did I forget to say screw college apps?

Tuesday, December 4, 2001 05:33 p.m.
I'm sick of school. I'm sick of a lot of things. Gah.

Tuesday, December 4, 2001 01:38 p.m.
So far, today has sucked. Everything is *really* pissing me off, and I mean everything. I'm sick of it. Truly sick of it.

Tuesday, December 4, 2001 07:08 a.m.
I'm on my good computer now, which is still not so good since the only thing that really works on here that I use is internet explorer. Can't use aol up here. Bah. Gotta do Latin Club today after school.... and here's what sucks- if I want to send out my college apps to the two colleges I might want to send them to, I have to get all my written stuff into my high school by Friday. I have no essays written. This really sucks.

Monday, December 3, 2001 07:49 a.m.
I'm so tired. Oh so tired. But I did go to sleep at around 945 last night. Woohoo.

Sunday, December 2, 2001 03:43 p.m.
I finally saw the Harry Potter movie. I am the happiest girl in the world right now. It was so so so so so oh so good. I loved it.

Sunday, December 2, 2001 08:58 a.m.
I love Steve Martin with a burning passion. There's something about him on Comedy Central now. He makes me happy. He's probably one of my favorite comedians if not my favorite. Also, I'm so excited- I'm going to see Harry Potter with my mommy, Lisa, and her mommy! Teeeeehehehehe.

Sunday, December 2, 2001 12:02 a.m.
Those kids were seriously angels. They were wonderful. I really liked babysitting for them. The girl was sweet and adorable, and the boy was funny and nice. I'm gonna 'sit for them on Saturday again. I got paid 35 bucks tonight. Woohooo.

Saturday, December 1, 2001 05:29 p.m.
I'm watching the end of Ghostbusters II. I like the first one better, but this one is good too. Gabi and Leo will be here in a bit. Woohoo!

Saturday, December 1, 2001 12:57 p.m.
AOL wasn't connecting this morning 'cause I forgot they changed to 10 number phone numbers. Bah humbug. Me done with work. Eeee.

Saturday, December 1, 2001 12:27 a.m.
He just left. Bah. Work in 8 hours.

Friday, November 30, 2001 05:21 p.m.
I only worked for an hour and a half. Eeeeeee. Now I'm going out to dinner with Todd.

Friday, November 30, 2001 07:15 a.m.
I'm gonna pick up Bri in a little bit, but first I have to make a 7-11 run to get some gum or something... I'm out of Binacca! Aaaaaah.

Thursday, November 29, 2001 07:09 p.m.
I'm tired. Work is boring. I go to the office near Target tomorrow. Work from 3-6, and on Saturday from 830-1130 or so, and then babysit that night. Mooooooooooooooney.

Thursday, November 29, 2001 07:19 a.m.
I actually don't have anything to say, as usual. Inadequate.

Wednesday, November 28, 2001 07:54 p.m.
My work was beyond incredibly boring, indeed. But hey- I made 24 bucks for three hours. Not so bad I guess. I want to finance a car eventually. But, that will take a while- I just think it would be prime since financing is at 0% now. Otherwise..... yep. I'm pooped and the parents are gonna make me go out and deliver volleyball clothes to people. No.

Wednesday, November 28, 2001 07:12 a.m.
Today is my first day of work, wish me luck!

Tuesday, November 27, 2001 07:09 p.m.
My computer hates me a lot.

Tuesday, November 27, 2001 06:53 p.m.
Today was really a bad day for all- I feel bad for everybody. Indeed.

Tuesday, November 27, 2001 07:12 a.m.
He's upset with me. I wish he wasn't but he is. But, on a good note- had lots of fun with Bri last night at volleyball. Very nifty.

Monday, November 26, 2001 03:50 p.m.
I am literally and officially the fattest I have ever been in my entire life. It's time to lose 10 pounds. As I have said before, it must be done. Just how to do it is the problem. Yes, and pitas is really acting up lately.

Monday, November 26, 2001 07:17 a.m.
Aaaah my belly hurts. Big Latin test today- I'm screwed. It's probably the only one in the second marking period. I studied a bit- will it help? Nono. Todd called me back last night when I was sleeping- I feel asleep at 10, and he called at 10:40. To him- sorry I was out of it. Me be tired.

Sunday, November 25, 2001 08:57 p.m.
Me be full. Yes yes. I had a good day, but my tummy hurts.

Sunday, November 25, 2001 01:30 p.m.
We're going to leave for my cousins in about half an hour or an hour or so. I wanted to go see Harry Potter so badly with Lisa today, which is what we had planned- I even told my mom and she agreed today would be great. It would have worked out perfectly- BUT my mom made plans to go see my cousins FORGETTING that we already had plans. I really wanted to do this today, so I'm kinda mad. I know she didn't mean to make plans over what we were going to do, but I'm upset. It would have been awesome. On a good note- I finished my Daisy Miller essay, and Min is going to print it out for me, 'cause she's a doll. Hehe. And Todd is online, but not answering me- I think he's not at the computer or something. Indeed.

Sunday, November 25, 2001 09:32 a.m.
I'm hungry. We have this really good zucchini bread- I'd like to go get some, but I'm too lazy to move. I forgot to say that yesterday, when Bri and I went to do our holiday shoppin', we tried on these beautiful white gold diamond engagement rings. Ooooooooh lordy, it was beautiful.

Sunday, November 25, 2001 01:05 a.m.
He just left, bah.

Saturday, November 24, 2001 10:30 p.m.
Pitas is FINALLY working after being a dork all day. Todd is over now. I went out to dinner with him and his family- I had a good time hehehe. Then we hung out at my house for a little bit and then he took me out to Starbucks and I had some good drinks. Mmmmmmmmm. Now we're hanging out and he's making silly faces at me. He's so cute. Eeeee. I finished all my holiday shopping today, but I still have to do one more things for Todd's present. Then I'm DONE. I'm excited.

Friday, November 23, 2001 04:09 p.m.
Me be bored now. I dunno what to doooooooooo. Me want my cable modem back.

Friday, November 23, 2001 12:23 p.m.
My cousins just left. Bah humbug. I love it when they're here, so I wish they didn't have to go. Now I'm home alone. I might try and do some homework in a bit. And now I'm talking to the boy. That's about all for now.

Thursday, November 22, 2001 07:07 p.m.
I'm at my cousin Marion, Irv, Mike, and Rachel's house now watching Braveheart in the basement with the dad, Andrew, and Mike. I love my family very much, cheesy as that sounds. They make me happy. But, I am full. Oooooh the stomach aches to follow tomorrow.

Thursday, November 22, 2001 12:18 p.m.
I'm on the downstairs computer with a modem that connects even slower than my old one. But hey, it's a computer with internet. I love it. Happy Turkey Day to all!

Thursday, November 22, 2001 12:07 p.m.
well since lisa doesnt have a computer, i, todd, will be updating for her. lucky lisa.....happy thanksgiving to all. i dont know where she is or what she is doing for thanksgiving because i have talked to her for literally 5 minutes in the past 2 days. but yeah, enjoy your day.

Wednesday, November 21, 2001 07:51 p.m.
So I won't have a computer for- oh.... 10 DAYS or so. Aaaah ::rips hair out:: I don't really have much to update about. I love my boy, I love my friends, and I'm tired. I hope that my dad will hook up the internet to the computer downstairs. Yes yes.. tateta.

Tuesday, November 20, 2001 05:40 p.m.
this is todd again, lisa wants me to update again. lets see, she went to bed last night at 1130, woke up, and she wnet to school and she ate food and shes sorting money. 100 dollars of change. now shes talking to me and then shes going to kerrys house later and thats it. so yes, shes calling me at 730. yay! shes only going out with me so i can update her pita when her computer is broken. what a sweet thing of her to say.

Monday, November 19, 2001 05:58 p.m.
its toddo, lisa told me to update for her. she is on like on a high right now. she played harry potter today and shes happy. and she made high honor roll. and shes out of money. but i love her anyway. she got a 100 in phys ed. 96 in precalc, 87+7 in english, and a bunch of other crap. ans she got volleyball pictures. but yeah thats about it. im outta here.

Monday, November 19, 2001 07:48 a.m.
My dad is getting the computer fixed today, so I probably won't have access to one all day (except in school). Bah, I can't have a good day without my computer (generally). Yes, and good morning.

Sunday, November 18, 2001 06:10 p.m.
Yes yes, so I am at Todd's house now listening to God knows what on his computer. Yes yes, he made dinner- burgers. Yummy. Leaving in about 15 minutes or so. Yes, sounds about right.

Sunday, November 18, 2001 11:28 a.m.
We're going to work on the v-ball thing at Katie's house at 1! I can't wait. And later on tonight, la familia and I will watch "The Mexican". And I hope to see the boy sometime in the day.

Sunday, November 18, 2001 10:25 a.m.
This clock is wrong. Bah humbug. My belly hurts, and I don't know when the v-ball seniors and I will get together. Hopefully soon. I hate my keyboard.

Saturday, November 17, 2001 07:15 a.m.
The first weekend after volleyball is officially over, you'd think I would sleep late- nope. Bat Miztvah. Todd and I decided that last night was weird- very much so.

Friday, November 16, 2001 04:28 p.m.
My computer is running out of space. Fancy that.

Friday, November 16, 2001 01:52 p.m.
I'm tired, school is oh so close to being finished, and then I have to go and return my v-ball uniform and other stuff. That will be very sad. I'm gonna see the boy later. So yeaa. Aaaand, that's about it for now. Thank goodness for Friday.

Thursday, November 15, 2001 07:53 p.m.
Today was just friggin spantastic. Let me tell you. School was fine (we had a field trip in AP English). Get back to school after 2, blah blah. We lost our volleyball game- great. My mom had to go to the hospital because of a reaction to chemo- so she and my dad weren't at the game, and I felt so bad- I want my mommy to be okay- and I *don't* want the season to be over- but those things that I want.... just the opposite.

Wednesday, November 14, 2001 07:55 p.m.
Can guys and girls JUST be friends? The question that Lisa is asking me for her sociolgy project. If anybody from my school actually reads my pita- come to our volleyball game tomorrow- home at 4:30. Be there or be square.

Wednesday, November 14, 2001 08:03 a.m.
There are 3 grandparents in my house at once. Oh goodness.

Tuesday, November 13, 2001 05:59 p.m.
We won! Aaaaaaaaahhahaha we won! Thank you to all the people who came to support the team, and thank you sooooo much, Todd for taking off of work tocome watch. Love you.

Tuesday, November 13, 2001 07:15 a.m.
I have this really weird pain in my left leg. It woke me up in the middle of the night. It was like a horrible cramp- it's still kind of sore. It better not affect me today. State game. Wish us luck.

Monday, November 12, 2001 07:03 p.m.
When I heard about the plane crash in Queens, I was very scared- that's where my Aunt Carol, and cousins Matt and Andrew live. I was so scared. But they're okay. Otherwise, my day was spantastic. I have a 96 average in pre calc for the marking period. Yeaaa.

Monday, November 12, 2001 07:16 a.m.
I went to sleep at 10 o'clock last night after talking with the boy. Now.... today.... I don't want to go to school. Nono. I relly have 4 days this week (one day is a field trip so I don't count it) and 2.5 days next week because of Thanksgiving. I love vacations.

Sunday, November 11, 2001 07:42 p.m.
Todd took me out to dinner tonight where Bri works. It was cool. Now he's here talking to all his little buddies. Oh so cute. Or not. Haha ::points and laughs::

Sunday, November 11, 2001 12:03 p.m.
Woke up at 10 today. Yeaaa for sleeping late. Finished Daisy Miller (very bad book). I don't *think* I have any more homework.... I don't want to do anymore. Indeed not.

Sunday, November 11, 2001 12:38 a.m.
I love you so much. We had a really awesome night. Indeed.

Saturday, November 10, 2001 03:39 p.m.
Had so much fun hanging out with the v-ball girls at Katie's house. Ate lots of food, made posters, and Christine read "99 things to do to a naked man" from Cosmopolitan magazine. It was funny. Now the boy is here. Yippers. I dunno what we shall do, buuuuuuuuuh. Yerp.

Saturday, November 10, 2001 09:34 a.m.
Had a great night with
Went out to breakfast with Bri, Min, Andy, and Keith. Boys are rude, but funny funny funny. Good eats and a good time. And now I'm working on getting the tables right for the new layout, but THEY'RE NOT WORKING. ::sigh::

Friday, November 9, 2001 08:41 a.m.
My grandma woke me up at 8:30. I.... am so mad. I... am so mad. I need NOT to be woken up because I'M EXAUSTED FROM SCHOOL. God, can't she just leave me alone sometimes?!

Thursday, November 8, 2001 10:08 p.m.
What?! Pitas works FINALLY?! Oy vey. I had a beautiful night with Todd. And a great day otherwise. Went to see my cousin play in her states volleyball game. I went with Bri, and Katie, Caitlin, and Missy from volleyball. It was an awesome game. And now, I'm talking to my boy, Lisa, and Zach. Wee! Layout on the way (I believe.... maybe)

Wednesday, November 7, 2001 07:16 a.m.
The toilet is runnin' (water) and I don't know how to stop it! Aaaaah, the parents are away for a few days- it's gonna be so expensive. Paaaaah. I swear that thing is broken. It happens just about every other day. Piece.

Tuesday, November 6, 2001 01:26 p.m.
Yeaa for graphic arts teachers who let you use the internet. Day... almost... over. I can't wait to see my boy. Kerr is slap happy today. Indeed.

Tuesday, November 6, 2001 07:15 a.m.
Happy six month anniversary, Todd. I love you!

Monday, November 5, 2001 10:56 p.m.
Today- a very very very good day. Let me update you. School went fine, blah blah blah. Volleyball game- we crushed the other team. JV won too!! And to my surprise, the oh so wonderful Todd showed up. Seriously, that made me the happiest girl in the world. I was so happy he came, because he knew it was an important day for me- he even cut work early to come. So after the varsity and JV games were over, it was time for the senior's thing. My goodness... coaches made their speeches about each and every one of the seniors (Katie, Jessie, Kerr, Bri, and myself). I was first. We each got a bouquet of flowers. Then the JV (whom I honestly could not adore any more than I already do) gave all the seniors a single carnation with some baby's breath, a little poem, a little puppy stuffed animal named Spike (get it.. hehe), and a card with notes from everybody. I was almost in tears. I didn't cry, but I was on the brink of it. Then we took a whoooooole bunch of pictures and such. I was happy my parents could be there, and also that my sweetie was there. That meant the world to me. After that, went home, didn't have any homework- went to play volleyball at an elementary school and Bri came too! That's it. Now I'm on the phone with the boy.... so yeaaaa. I love you. Happy 6 month anniversary tomorrow.

Monday, November 5, 2001 07:55 a.m.
Matt from Oklahoma called this morning. I haven't talked to him in ages, it was good to hear from him. Today is our last home game- senior's day.

Sunday, November 4, 2001 10:46 a.m.
I woke up at 10:00 this morning, and I could have sworn it was only 7. Oh how I was pleasantly surprised. I believe I'm going out to lunch with Lei later to Charlie Brown's or something! Woo! Otherwise, I think I'm just gonna hang around at home. I started work on a new layout (finally) but it looks oh so bare. I'll see how things go with that one. Until then, deal with this crap.

Sunday, November 4, 2001 12:27 a.m.
Todd just left after one of the best evenings yet. We went out to Pizzeria Uno with his parents, then to see Monsters Inc. with mine. Yes yes, dorky indeed, but you gotta love it. We watched a video that he and Chris made and it was funny as anything. I *loved* the Bippy the Clown joke. Hehehe. Yes yes, that is all for now.

Saturday, November 3, 2001 08:33 a.m.
I can't think of a new layout for the life of me. I'm uncreative.

Saturday, November 3, 2001 08:11 a.m.
Practice wasn't that bad today, I was just so incredibly tired. Yes indeed. Monday is our last official home game of the year- meaning that it's also seniors day. All the seniors of the team sit in front of all the parents (who are on the bleachers) and coaches say things about us... I wonder if they'll actually have anything decent to say about me. I have a feeling that coach dislikes me for some reason. Beats me. Anyways... yea. That's about it. Oh, and I was walking home from practice (my mom took the car for errands while I was at practice... bah) and the leaves on the ground were the most beautiful colors. Oy, gorgeous. And I'm really in the mood to watch The Sound of Music. I love that movie.

Friday, November 2, 2001 10:09 p.m.
Thanks to Emma, I downloaded "Bizarre Love Triangle" (a song that I love but never knew the name of) by New Order. We lost the county finals. I didn't cry. We played probably *the best* game we have ever played, but we just couldn't do it. They won in two games, but let me tell you- they were oh so close. Im proud of my team. And I want to say that we had so many supportive fans there.. it was the sweetest thing. The parents, the friends, and of course- the JV (whom I love to death... they're wonderful). Tomorrow is a new day- and it's me and Todd day. Eeee!

Friday, November 2, 2001 02:09 p.m.
Me= so incredibly nervous.

Friday, November 2, 2001 05:48 a.m.
Here is the shirt (sorry the image is so fuzzy).

Friday, November 2, 2001 05:42 a.m.
Okay.... county finals tonight.... I'm so incredibly nervous, but excited. This game is *huge*. If we win tonight (please please please I hope I hope I hope), coach will shave his head!!! That's incentive enough. I just hope we play an absolutely awesome game, no matter what the turn out. I'll show you the shirts we made.... one second...

Thursday, November 1, 2001 08:43 p.m.
The pasta party after the game (which we won) was so much fun. We made t-shirts for the entire varsity team and some JV which we're going to wear to school tomorrow. They're wife beaters (I'm wearing another tank top underneath of course). And we also made t-shirts for our parents to wear!! Aaaah, they're so cute. I have so much fun at the pasta parties- they're always a good spirit lifter. And speaking of good things, I got a few e-mails from my Todd. That's always a day lifter, too! Eeee.... county finals tomorrow night. We'll need all the luck we can get. ::bites lip::

Thursday, November 1, 2001 06:14 a.m.
Todd and I are not in a fight any longer. He called last night at around 10:30 and we talked. I'm glad he called. Yes yes. I'm gonna pick up Bri in about 20-30 minutes, cause I guess she doesn't have a car. That's about it. Game today. Hope we do well! The county finals are tomorrow night. I'm nervous.

Wednesday, October 31, 2001 08:20 p.m.
The boy is very mad with me. Oh so mad. I'm in the doghouse. Yep.

Wednesday, October 31, 2001 06:25 a.m.
Happy Halloween! Now.... I am a baby. When I go to school, Kerr is going to put my hair into pigtails to complete the effect. I've got an old blue t-shirt, pajama pants with sleeping teddy bears, and of course- the obligatory fuzzy Eeyore slippers. I love it. Today we have another game (bah) but hopefully we'll beat them handily- we did last time. Todd is coming over afterwards, probably. I don't know if I'm trick or treating, probably not.

Tuesday, October 30, 2001 09:07 p.m.
Oh, and how my prophecy came true. Practice today *SUCKED* and I'm going to emphasize that SUCKED. Coaches got on me so badly today, and eventually I just broke down. Well not yet- actually here is what happened: I was having a bad practice, I wasn't my normal "positive and happy" self. I guess I had a bad attitude or something, just not into it. Coaches got on me REALLY bad today. Really bad. After we finished with one of the freeball rotate drills, coaches ask me to come aside with them (although it's not *really* aside, kind of in front of everybody, but whatever). They asked me what was wrong, and I broke down crying (not badly... just crying). I told them that my mom had started chemo to treat her breast cancer. It's just been really upsetting. Not good lately. Super stressed, all my friends are super stressed, my parents are stressed, I hate school and can't stand it, I can't wait for volleyball season to end... (of course the only thing I told them was about the chemo). Anyways- that's what happened. Practice continued to suck, and I didn't get home til about 6:45 (after I dropped off Kerr and Jessie). I had a little time to eat dinner and do my homework, no time to shower. Then I went to my therapy appointment in which I got a lot of stuff out in the open... didn't really dig into specifics, but it was just a good experience. Drive home, take a shower, come online. That's about it so far...

Tuesday, October 30, 2001 01:37 p.m.
In art class now. Oh so close to finishing up that awesome project. Today has been quite crappy, indeed. Chances are- it can only get worse. I don't have much time for homework tonight because I have practice (volleyball) til' who knows when, then a therapy appointment at 8 or something. Oy.

Tuesday, October 30, 2001 06:55 a.m.
Last night at 8 o'clock, I went to play some rec volleyball with the dad over at one of the elementary schools. It was cool, but after I was dog tired. Now- I'm doing a lil homework which isn't due til tomorrow, and that be that.

Monday, October 29, 2001 04:53 p.m.
We won! Woo. My project in graphic arts is coming out very very good! It's gonna be the best thing there- not really.... but it's cool anyways.

Monday, October 29, 2001 07:54 a.m.
Came into Latin class with the teacher to work on the Latin site (under construction) and I realized that I had already finished with the input of the information. Now I am bored. Probably should be studying for math... but do I study- nonono.

Monday, October 29, 2001 06:03 a.m.
Home game today. Thaaaaaaaank goodness. I hope we kick some major butt. My computer has been *really* slow lately... ::sigh:: It's okay. I'm listening to the Vast CD that Emma burned for me. I gave her Video Audio Sensory Theater to burn... so now we both have both CD's. Woo! Todd gets out early from school today... bah. Lucky boy.

Sunday, October 28, 2001 08:11 p.m.
My printer..... is evil. It likes to run out of ink at KEY moments. Good printer ::kick::

Sunday, October 28, 2001 07:18 p.m.
Sarah asked me to do a panel for this thing, and I dunno! Bah. I finished my essay. Good movies on tonight. Got to watch Coming to America. Yes.

Sunday, October 28, 2001 10:13 a.m.
Yes, so it has been determined that nobody in the AP English 12 classes know exactly what to do for the review. This is my quality opening sentence:
The Wide Sargasso Sea is an excellent portrayal of the struggles and tribulations endured by a beautiful, young woman coming of age in a difficult time in the history of her island.
Beautiful, aye? Yes yes, pulled straight from the butt. Indeed.

Sunday, October 28, 2001 08:43 a.m.
I hate this review- I hate it. Stupid essay. If the teacher were any more vague on directions, I wouldn't know I had to write a review in the first place. I dunno what I'm supposed to do! Stupid. Stupid stupid stupid.

Saturday, October 27, 2001 11:35 p.m.
Why are essays so difficult to write? Bah humbug. I was at Todd's house tonight- he kicked my ass in all sorts of Dreamcast games. I was sad. Not really, 'cause I actually had a really nice time. We watched Hollow Man. Scary scary movie. Lots of unnecessary body shots ::shudder:: Now I'm home. Tomorrow is me and Emma day... after I finish my essay of course. DANG YOU ESSAY!

Saturday, October 27, 2001 04:09 p.m.
Finished the project in a mere 2 hours or so with Andy, Todd, and Tristan- keep in mind Todd goes to a different school. It will be an educational experience for all- the video we made sets a new standard for quality in education. Indeed.

Saturday, October 27, 2001 12:31 a.m.
We beat 'em! We're in the county finals. Gosh, it's next friday and I hope we win against the other team- of course, my cousin Rachel just so happens to be on the other team in the finals. Todd waited while I went out with the girls for just a little bit after the game, then he came to my house. My parents.... weird, but good for a laugh. Practice in about 7+ hours.

Friday, October 26, 2001 03:53 p.m.
Game tonight at 7. Wish us luck!

Friday, October 26, 2001 07:19 a.m.
New layout on the way within a week or so (I believe). Todd came over last night 'cause I was really really really really super pissed (as you probably could tell from reading my entries of the day). It was the sweetest thing of him to do. Uno problemo- I frustrate him (I know I do). I don't mean to do it or anything, don't mean to piss him off, don't want to do anything like that. It happens though. Bah. Don't want to piss 'em off.

Thursday, October 25, 2001 05:48 p.m.
Yea, let me tell you that today was span-friggin-tastic. Oh yea. Sure. So along with getting my first positive C ever in Latin (which, as said before, counts for friggin 1/3 of my entire grade), volleyball sucked so badly. Coaches pissed me off SO badly. They can never give a compliment. Ever. They were so rough on Bri too. God... and I got a friggin 1160 on my SAT's. Combining my highest scores on this test with my highest scores from the first time I took them, I only have an 1170. I really suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. Did I tell you that I friggin suck? Screw school, screw the SAT's, screw it.

Thursday, October 25, 2001 02:10 p.m.
So I woke up at 7:30 in the morning and I was in school approximately 10 minutes later. Pretty good, eh? Yes yes, I know. I'm tired, I didn't study much for my Latin test, and I honestly think I got my first C ever in that class. I'm talking to the teacher after school. That test is 1/3 of our grade- I'm screwed. Yes indeed. I find out my SAT scores tonight at 4 or so. Yessss.

Wednesday, October 24, 2001 04:45 p.m.
We kicked absolute BUTT in our game today. I'm just so happy we had a great game today. Every girl on the team did wonderfully. If we played as well as we did today, we can have a great rest of the season- for as long as that may be. And I can't wait to hear from my boy. Tonight, I have an appointment. I need it. Woo! Also, I get my SAT scores tomorrow. Thaaaaank goodness. I want to know right now.

Wednesday, October 24, 2001 06:54 a.m.
I really don't want to do badly on my physics test today. But here's what seems to be the routine set in stone. I take the test/quiz. Get my grade back, its not good. I retake it and get some fantastic score (meaning had I gotten this score the first time, I would have gotten an 80/90 for a grade) but the highest I can get with this score is a 71 or so. Sucks.

Tuesday, October 23, 2001 08:32 p.m.
We won today. Good good game. Hopefully tomorrow we will come out as victors again. Let it be known, that although I don't dislike my coaches (I actually like them as people), as coaches they can be pure A-HOLES. Yes yes, indeed.

Tuesday, October 23, 2001 01:22 p.m.
In school now, and my tummy hurts a whole bunch. Bah, all I want to do is go home. Indeed. But good news- I got 2 100's on physics homework assignments, and a 100 on my math test. Bahhaha. Good good. That is all.

Tuesday, October 23, 2001 07:06 a.m.
I'm listening to "Praise Chorus" by Jimmy Eat World- he made me download it. And speaking of the boy, today is our seven month anniversary (we began "seeing" each other march 23rd). Oy, it's a long time.

Monday, October 22, 2001 07:20 a.m.
My hair is NOT agreeing with me this morning. I shall show it who is boss. ::grumbles:: And to my boy, today will be better.

Sunday, October 21, 2001 08:32 p.m.
Today... was a nice day. Woke up at about 945 or so. Very very good. Went out with Li to the mall to buy her some black pants for her new job (mission completed). Then we went to Toys R Us and she got this gigantic puppy dog stuffed animal, and I got the Harry Potter trading card game. I'm so happy! Later on, Todd came over. That also made me quite the happy girl. We went to Mickey D's for dinner. Yes yes, good good. BUT, next weekend, one day is reserved for Emma. We haven't hung out in a really long time, and I miss just sitting on the computer with her finding good songs to download and writing songs ourselves. Flip flop f*ck a duck kick the can, I look like a moose I like jelly and jam. Yes yes. Good times.

Sunday, October 21, 2001 11:18 a.m.
I actually slept late today. I'm all proud of me. Good job, me. (Just joshing). I'm going with Li to buy some black pants with her- she's starting her job at Kings. She doesn't want to work there, but her parents are making her. Aaah well... after that, I MIGHT hang out with Todd. Yes yes, indeed. I finished my homework (didn't have much) so I'm very happy about that. My parents come home from their weekend away tonight. They went to NYC to stay at a nice hotel for their anniversary. It was indeed a peaceful weekend without them. And on a side not, I really want to lose 5-10 pounds. Yes yes, that would make me oh so happy.

Saturday, October 20, 2001 10:34 a.m.
This morning we went in early to take pictures of the volleyball team. We were outside, in the 50 (or less) degree weather in our volleyball sleeveless shirts and spandex shorts. Gosh, it was a tid bit nippy out there, indeed.

Saturday, October 20, 2001 07:12 a.m.
Didn't get to sleep until about 12:30. Now I'm up. Bah. Volleyball practice. My parents are gone for the weekend for their anniversary, so it's just me and the grams this weekend. She's so cute.

Friday, October 19, 2001 01:39 p.m.
I'm working on a sign for my art teacher while she is helping everybody else. Tonight, I'm so unsure of my plans. At least I was unsure. Now, I'm pretty positive I WILL be hangin out with Bri and maybe a few other people which might include Todd. We shall see. Wish me luck for the game today. It's a biggie.

Friday, October 19, 2001 07:14 a.m.
Downloading a lot of music now. We beat the other team yesterday (it was a double header). So now we have two more wins under our belt. We must play our best today against the other team. I will not lose to them.

Thursday, October 18, 2001 01:32 p.m.
I can't wait for school to end, and I can't wait until volleyball is over. I just want to kick their butts and get out of there.

Thursday, October 18, 2001 06:29 a.m.
My God. It's only Thursday. I need Saturday. I need this weekend very badly. I seriously feel that at times I might just CRACK. I don't think anybody understands how much I HATE this year. God, how I hate this year so badly. I need to not be at school now... it's only friggin Thursday.

Wednesday, October 17, 2001 09:40 p.m.
Today.... my goodness. Let me just say I got out a lot of feelings talking to my parents (not bad things about them or anything like that... just how I have been doing lately). And my old friend Chris called today and left a message. I called him back after I showered- he's moving to Colorado. I can't believe it. I really can't. I'm still in shock. And to my sweetie- I'm sorry we didn't get to talk tonight. We shall most certainly talk tomorrow and I love you.

Wednesday, October 17, 2001 06:55 a.m.
My tummy hurts. I have to make up a physics quiz (actually retake it...I'm stupid). Bah, it brought my average from a 93 to an 83, and I didn't even do THAT badly!! I don't get it.

Tuesday, October 16, 2001 08:25 p.m.
I'm talking to my boy now and he's feeling icky. I'm sorry, hun. But I'm talking to Mike now (with whom I have not spoken for aaaaaages), and he's a funny boy who loves Harry Potter- therefor he rocks. Yes yes. And we lost today against the same team we lost to. Thats two losses for us, but we're gonna pull through the rest of the season with no more upsets. That's my goal. I know we can accomplish it.

Tuesday, October 16, 2001 01:47 p.m.
I'd like to say thank you to my boy for bringing me lunch today and spotting me because for breakfast 'cause my wallet was at home. I love ya, even when you're mucho sick and such. And yes, I'm in my art class now.

Tuesday, October 16, 2001 07:59 a.m.
I'm making a poster for my locker buddy. Yes yes. All good fun. Todd will be here soon and we will be going to IHOP for breakfast with that group I mentioned last night. All good fun.

Monday, October 15, 2001 09:57 p.m.
Sarah IM's me out of nowhere- I forgot how funny she was. Hehehe.

Monday, October 15, 2001 09:51 p.m.
So for some reason, pitas wasn't working this morning so I was unable to update. Today was alright. The pasta party after practice was so much fun. The girls ate most of the food (we all have very healthy appetites). We made about 29572309570239 (minus a few) posters for tomorrow's game. It's a big important one. I hope we kick their butts. I'm gonna try my hardest to play my best game. Yes yes. And tomorrow, I'm going out to breakfast with Todd, Bri, Min, Andy, Andie girl, Jessie, Kerr, and I believe a few other people. Yes yes. It will be good fun. I love my boy.

Sunday, October 14, 2001 06:38 p.m.
My Todd is here. We went to Ruby Tuesday's and he paid. hahahaha. Sweet sweet boy. Anyhoo, dinner was good, got back to my house chilled a little, now we're here downloading music. Kinda dorky, but aah yes, it's a must. He's trying to find Jimmy Eat World for me, but has done so to no avail. Bastard Kazaa.

Sunday, October 14, 2001 01:05 p.m.
I woke up at 7:40 this morning. Bah humbug, I was hoping to get lots of good sleep. Well, I decided to read some of The Wide Sargasso Sea, and I'm very near to be finished. I did all my homework, went food shopping with the parents, and now I am here, finally relaxing. Just got home about five minutes ago and all I want to do is plop. Yes. That be all.

Saturday, October 13, 2001 04:56 p.m.
I took the SAT's. We'll see how that went in two weeks time. We played a v-ball game- we won. Bri and I had about 20 minutes between the time we got home from the SAT's until we had to be at the high school. What a royal pain. I just cleaned up my room, and I'm waiting for Li to get back from the mall- we're going to Todd's house and Chris will be there. Yes yes. That is all for now.

Saturday, October 13, 2001 07:04 a.m.
Yea... so I have to go take my damned SAT's in a bit. I'm really dreading this actually. Just want to say good luck to all my friends who are taking it, and anybody else too. This is gonna blow.

Friday, October 12, 2001 07:19 p.m.
Today just sucked. No doubt about it, today really sucked. Yea, we won our game and I got to see Lisa, Damaris, and Jean- but today was just horrible. I played horribly. I'm stressed out, my boy is stressed out, everybody is. I have the SAT's tomorrow from 8-12 or so. I get home let's say 12:15 (after dropping Li off). Bri and I are going to rush back to my house, get changed into our volleyball clothes, and go to the high school- AT 1:00. Can you believe that?! We're going to a place about 40 minutes away in a bad neighborhood to play a volleyball match which was scheduled to be in OUR gym at 4:30. I'm just so stressed now. So stressed.

Friday, October 12, 2001 07:08 a.m.
I'm so tired. Yes yes, I was talking to Todd until about 11:15 last night, and I'm just pooped out. Gotta love the kid. Anyways, my dad is in the latrine, and therefor I cannot go brush my teeth, put in my contacts, etc etc. What a pain. Bah.

Thursday, October 11, 2001 08:09 p.m.
My services were not needed as a Latin peer tutor. More personal time for me, I'm not complaining.

Thursday, October 11, 2001 07:00 a.m.
We're out of women's deodorant in my house. This.... is not good.

Wednesday, October 10, 2001 07:21 p.m.
Good news- we CRUSHED the other team in volleyball today. Yes yes, I had a good day, the team had a good day. Bad news- Lisa's accident... the total damages: $3600. Damn. I love my boy.

Wednesday, October 10, 2001 07:07 a.m.
It's all I needed
It's all I ever needed
Until the world is gone
Take me how I am
Cause you know I'll never change
I was born to stare
And who stares back at me
If I make it up
To that big show in the sky
All I really want
Is my TV and you
It's all I needed
It's all I ever needed
Until the world is gone.

God how I love Vast with a burning passion.

Tuesday, October 9, 2001 10:39 p.m.
We had an AWESOME volleyball day- beat the other team quite handily. And I heard Todd actually cheer for me. I was all proud. I just finished writing my essay about Jane Eyre and Pride and Prejudice. I don't think it's that good, but it's the best it's going to be at this point. Had the dad read over it and all. I'm tired. Yes yes.

Tuesday, October 9, 2001 07:19 a.m.
Our game is at seven tonight. I'm mad. And it's cooooooold outside. That's no good!

Monday, October 8, 2001 06:13 p.m.
I have so much crap to do between tonight and tomorrow, homework wise. Oy vey, it's gonna be hectic. We have a game that is timed quite weird tomorrow. We won today. My boy was at the game today, so yeaaaa for him! That's about it. Oh yea, and I handed in my accident report to the police.

Monday, October 8, 2001 06:19 a.m.
I just cleaned out my purse. I feel that I have a purpose in life.

Sunday, October 7, 2001 09:52 p.m.
My boy came over tonight and I was much-o happy.

Sunday, October 7, 2001 06:02 p.m.
Lisa and I just got into a car accident. She was driving her car back from the mall (I was in the passenger's seat) when this girl made this left turn without yielding to us (we didn't have a stop sign or anything). Lisa was and I'm sure still is really upset, but this was NOT her fault. I'm still kinda sorta really shaky, but I know it will all be good. Her car isn't in that bad shape though (Lisa's I mean). And we weren't hurt. Thank goodness.

Sunday, October 7, 2001 12:16 p.m.
I woke up at 10:30 today. Just finished my homework. I still have to start a paper for English which is due Wednesday- not exactly looking forward to that. Seriously, all I want to do today is relax. I've been really tired lately. Last night, I feel asleep again while I was with Todd (for about the 1,253,209th time). It's not because of him, I just plop and my eyes get heavy and I'm tired. It's horrible.

Saturday, October 6, 2001 10:17 p.m.
this is todd, you probably wont see this. but i LOVE YOU SOOOOOO MUCH!!

Saturday, October 6, 2001 04:37 p.m.
I have only two things to say at this point: Todd is the sweetest boy ever and I love him so much. And we played hella good at our v-ball tournament today (which my boy attended). Woo!!!

Saturday, October 6, 2001 07:17 a.m.
Just.. look. Off to the volleyball tournament soon, and my boy will be there. Bri and some of the girls are going to get bagels and we're going to have a little tail gate type thing. Woo!

Friday, October 5, 2001 07:03 p.m.
We won our game today! That's a big plus. Bri had a wonderful setting day. The ball that we used today at the other school really sucked. I don't think it was a regulation volleyball. It was soft. It barely bounced off your arms. Bah. I'm going to go out with Todd in a little bit, but I'm not entirely sure what I am doing. Tomorrow- a v-ball tournament, so I won't really update much probably. Yep.

Friday, October 5, 2001 01:37 p.m.
I'm in my graphic arts class right now, and I should be working on my project and studyin for a history test next period, but no. I am bored. Must not continue with boring things. I don't feel well at all now- cramps galore! I have a game in just a few short hours. I hope it goes by quickly with us as the victors. That is all.

Friday, October 5, 2001 07:17 a.m.
Things are kind of smoothed over, I think. I'm upset, I'm sure he's still upset. I just want this day to end quickly. I just want to relax this weekend. But noooo, I have to go to a volleyball tournament on Saturday. Next Saturday are the SAT's which I'm retaking although I really don't have to anymore. There's really no friggin point anyway. I'm probably going where I got accepted, and there's not many other choices for me because of current situations. It's a bitch.

Thursday, October 4, 2001 09:59 p.m.
I've been trying to get through to you for over ten minutes, and the line is busy. All I want to do is smooth things over now... that's what I need to do.

Thursday, October 4, 2001 06:57 a.m.
Looking for Drain STH on Kazaa. Must find!! Not looking forward to going to school today at all. I'm sick of my classes, I'm sick of school and it's still early in the year. Bah.

Wednesday, October 3, 2001 10:51 p.m.
God.. my goodness how I love Vast and the lyrics to the songs:

Somewhere Else to Be
Every time that I cry out
no one ever comes to me
Every time that I reach out
No one ever rescues me
I wish I could hide from everyone
Is there somewhere else to be
Is there somewhere else to be
Take me in
I want out
That's all I need
I wish I could run from everything

Wednesday, October 3, 2001 10:20 p.m.
It's practices like today that make me realize how much coach can be an asshole. He's a good guy, but he can just be a downright jerk, too. And then it's pasta parties like the one tonight that make me love the volleyball team.

Wednesday, October 3, 2001 07:05 a.m.
We have a practice today- a very needed practice. We don't have many between now and the end of the season. I hope all goes well today. Saturday is Todd and my five month anniversary. Oy vey. It seems like longer, but just- dang. I'm gonna pick up Bri to go to school in a little bit! Yep yep.

Tuesday, October 2, 2001 10:48 p.m.
To my boy- sorry I was a big fat grump on the phone. I don't know why I was, it just happened. So I sooooooooooorry. I still love ya (duh).

Tuesday, October 2, 2001 08:09 a.m.
I'm actually in my Latin classroom right now! Aaah, my grandparents left today and I think I'll actually miss them a lot. Yes yes, I will. That's about all I have time for now- I hope we do well today.

Monday, October 1, 2001 08:04 p.m.
Lots of good news and bad news for today. I'll start out with the good- I got an 84 on my first pre-calc test quiz thing, I have a 93 average in physics (I got a 14/13 on a test today- yeaaaa for extra credit). And I had a generally good day otherwise! Then comes volleyball- today we lost our first game in who knows how long- four years I believe. We played a GREAT game though, brought the other team to 3 games. I personally had a pretty damn good day- didn't miss a serve and served very well in fact, had a few digs, a pretty good pass recieve day. I was content. Tomorrow we play a home game, and we WILL triumph! Woo. I'm gonna take a shower soon, and then call my sweetie. That is my night, cause I finished homework. Yesss.

Sunday, September 30, 2001 08:27 p.m.
Today was just very nice. Yes yes, especially tonight. I got home and I am talking with Todd, Bri, Jason, and Vaishali. All very different conversations, but wonderful none-the-less. I am content. I love my boy so much.

Sunday, September 30, 2001 03:27 p.m.
A whole bunch of cousins just left, seven to be exact. Oy vey, does it get noisy in my house when family is over. Now I have decided to just relax. My mom just said that we're going out for dinner tonight- but I don't want to because I know I'll eat a lot. I know people are probably sick of hearing this from me, but I'm sick of gaining weight. Since my freshman year, I have gained about ten pounds or so, and I'd like to lose it again. Every fargin pound I gain just makes me feel more and more uncomfortable. Ugh. Gosh poop it!

Sunday, September 30, 2001 10:21 a.m.
Last night with my boy was just really wonderful. We fell asleep on my couch, and woke up to The Three Amigos (one of my favorite movies). He had to go 'cause it was 12, but it was a wonderful night. His foot is hurt pretty badly, and he's going for an x-ray (I really hope it turns out okay). That about sums it up.

Saturday, September 29, 2001 07:22 p.m.
I'm downloading some quality, wonderful music. I had the sudden urge- please don't ask- Area Codes, What It Is, One Minute Man, How Many Licks. I dunno what's happening to me- my taste in music is expanding! ::head explodes:: I love Todd- he makes me so incredibly happy- bah.

Saturday, September 29, 2001 06:07 p.m.
I am trying to teach Lisa how to transfer files from Kazaa to another music source, and I believe that it was a mass success. So I think things are good. This is much better.

Saturday, September 29, 2001 08:54 a.m.
Sorry I didn't update yesterday. Oy vey, getting to our volleyball game was a MESS. The bus that was supposed to pick us up at 3, didn't pick us up at all, and one of the teachers at our school (Gary) took me all the varsity team to the game. The JV joined us later after the bus finally showed up. So anyways, we ended up winning the game, we played VERY well and I hope we always play up to that calibur or higher. Then Todd came over and we had a wonderful wonderful night. I was so glad that he came over- he left around 11:45 or so. It was just really nice. That's all. Another v-ball game today, wish us luck.

Thursday, September 27, 2001 10:08 p.m.
I broke fast at my cousin's- bagels, egg salad, cookies, brownies. I watched TV. That is the life. I'm tired.

Thursday, September 27, 2001 04:37 p.m.
I just woke up from a short nap, I'm listening to a beautiful song by Vast, and I'm talking to my sweetie. I think this is the first time I have felt peaceful for quite a while. Truly.

Thursday, September 27, 2001 11:35 a.m.
So I thought that I would go to Bri's house tonight and have some Domino's and watch Friends (although I don't watch that show). My mom said that it would be okay. But, she forgot that we were breaking fast tonight at my cousin's, so now I can't go even though I really really really want to! jhetoiepaw?! AAAAH. And I'm hungry.

Thursday, September 27, 2001 10:26 a.m.
I'm sooooooooo hungry. Just so incredibly hungry. I want to eat a big fat calzone right now, that would be ideal. But I can't eat until tonight. This is gonna be tough.

Wednesday, September 26, 2001 06:00 p.m.
Let me tell you, today has been one fucking hell of a day. I find it impossible to focus on many things, to deal with people, and just to function. Last night made things worse because my boy thought I was mad at him when I wrote something here, when it wasn't about him at all. So I IM'd him saying specifically not to be upset because what I had written was NOT about him, but he never got that IM. He IM's me, and I never get his IM. So last night was kind of a big mixup. And that was not good. I don't know what else to say... my sister just left to go home (by train) although I don't want her to go. I really just need her here now, but she has school. This blows.

Tuesday, September 25, 2001 10:50 p.m.
God. Just dear sweet lord. I can't take any more of this. You're fed up with me, and I'm just fed up period.

Tuesday, September 25, 2001 07:34 p.m.
Todd gave me his permission and blessings to say bad things about him, although I won't 'cause he was a good boy and came to my volleyball game today (which, in fact, we won..woot woot). Aaaand, I have an 86 or so in physics and a great gread in history in the 90's I believe. Aaaand, what else what else. Yom Kippur starts tomorrow which basically means that I won't be able to eat and I'm gonna cry. Bah. That's all.

Monday, September 24, 2001 09:13 p.m.
Tonight is one big fucking mess.

Monday, September 24, 2001 07:39 p.m.
Today seemed like an endless day. I got a few class averages, and they're better than I thought. Yeaa for me! So school- just not a good day. Not a good beginning of my senior year. Not at all. Practice seemed endless today, I didn't get home til after six, we had Gabi and her daughters Gabriella and Nelia come over. I had to start a landry, eat dinner, take a shower, do my homework, and entertain guests. Oy vey! And now I'm... I'm bored.

Monday, September 24, 2001 04:27 p.m.
its todd again. lisa thinks she was a bitch to me last night and i will say she was none of that. she was great as she always is and i love her. and that is all.

Sunday, September 23, 2001 10:16 p.m.
I'm glad that Todd came over tonight, 'cause this weekend has been shitty. This whole beginning of my senior year has sucked so badly, I can't even put it into words. This is just bad.

Sunday, September 23, 2001 09:31 a.m.
Last night was just plain weird. I fell asleep at nine or so, and Li calls me at 11:30. We talk for a bit, although I'm half out of it, and I didn't know exactly what to make of the situation. Then Todd calls me after 12 (after I had fallen back asleep). We end up talking until 2 in the morning about topics all over the board. I dunno, but I just liked talking to him. Today- homework day.

Saturday, September 22, 2001 11:50 a.m.
Practice... was so bad today. I just had a horrible horrible volleyball day. I'm going to the football game with Li in about half an hour, so that will be cool! And my sister comes home tonight. Yeaaa!

Saturday, September 22, 2001 12:01 a.m.
Soooo. Todd just left after a most wonderful night. I showered, got ready, and he came and picked me up. I knew we were going out to dinner, but he wanted to surprise me as to where! So I have my eyes closed the whole way over, and he takes me to one of my favorite delis- Harold's. Oy, what a meal! That was the sweetest thing for him to do. I enjoyed it so much. Then we picked up a movie at Blockbuster, Snatch, and we used Andy's card (which happened to have a $5+ late fee on it). We "watch" it back at my house. I had just the most wonderful and relaxing night with him. I fell asleep cuddling with him on the couch. It was just wonderful. And now he's gone, and I must go to sleep for practice tomorrow. Fare thee well.

Friday, September 21, 2001 06:38 p.m.
We won our second game today! We're 2 for 2. Woo! I'm gonna go out to dinner with Todd after I shower, I'm just waiting for him to call me back cause he's at Andy's. Yerp. I shall update later tonight if I'm not tired.

Friday, September 21, 2001 06:51 a.m.
We have our egg drop contest in physics today. I think my contraption is gonna keep my egg safe and sound. Woo!

Thursday, September 20, 2001 10:20 p.m.
We beat the other volleyball team! Wooooooo! And my mommy came to the game. Yeaa for mom!

Thursday, September 20, 2001 07:05 a.m.
I'm listening to Deep Purple. I downloaded a few songs last night... I got bored. Today- our first volleyball game. I hope we do well!

Wednesday, September 19, 2001 08:38 p.m.
I just got back from tutoring Rob's younger brother, Mike, in Latin. I'm a bad tutor. I can teach young kids, but not teens. Oy. I'm talking to my boy so this is..a good thing. AND I'm talking to Li and my Brizels. It doesn't get much better than this. Now, if only I had a calzone, this would be the perfect moment ::drools::

Wednesday, September 19, 2001 07:11 p.m.
My mom told me to leave the kitchen table at dinner because I was making her miserable. Yep. That's me! A miserable wretch.

Wednesday, September 19, 2001 02:00 p.m.
Shan has an awesome site. Oy, it's vunderbar!

Wednesday, September 19, 2001 09:43 a.m.
This is the first year ever that my parents gave me the choice of if I would like to go to temple or not. I chose not to- I have homework, and I don't like how most of what the temple does is in Hebrew. I like to hear and speak English so I know what I'm saying. When I say this prayers in Hebrew and don't know what I'm saying, they honestly mean nothing to me. Nothing. I told my mom, last night, what I knew to be my personal religious beliefs- I basically said that I do believe in God, I pray by myself, but I don't like temple, partly because of the reason above. For other reasons too, but I am positive that our conservative temple is most certainly NOT for me.

Tuesday, September 18, 2001 08:45 p.m.
Didn't eat much at my cousin's house, but oy am I full. Yep, and I must speak with the boy because of what I read in his pita.

Tuesday, September 18, 2001 03:36 p.m.
My parents should be home from the doctor in about half an hour, then we're off to my cousin's house in the next town over for some hella big feasting. If I eat any more, I won't even be able to fit into my fat pants (which I'm wearing now- they're a little tight). I'm sad.

Tuesday, September 18, 2001 01:39 p.m.
Haha. I love Bryan
Bryan: how was school today, did you learn about anything neato?
Me: well i dont have school today silly head
Bryan: why not... rosh shshasyvgagsa!?
Me: exactly ::wink wink::

He's a good one.

Tuesday, September 18, 2001 11:58 a.m.
Yaay. I'm off from school, and ever since 9 this morning I've been reading my book for AP English 12, Jane Eyre. Of course, I've been taking breaks and all, but I'm now a good way into the novel. My cousins are eating brunch now (they just woke up). I'm just gonna lounge here for a while I guess.

Monday, September 17, 2001 10:00 p.m.
Blah. I should probably be reading my book now, but I'm just not in the mood yet. I'll probably end up reading it for about ten minutes and then fall asleep. Oy, need to read!

Monday, September 17, 2001 08:35 p.m.
My cousins Andrew and Matt are here now with Aunt Carol. We had this huuuuuuuge dinner and I'm filled to capacity. I even turned down dessert. Just...wow.

Monday, September 17, 2001 07:08 a.m.
Dum de dum. I have to go take a US history quiz early today...I finally read the unit this weekend. I'll still fail it anyways. Woo!

Sunday, September 16, 2001 09:15 p.m.
Tonight- was veeeeeeery nice. Todd came over- we watched Galaxy Quest and he ate matzah ball soup for the first time ever! I was so impressed and proud. So tonight was just really wonderful and I'm glad he came over. Also, I finished my homework a whiiiiiiiiiiiiile ago, like early afternoon. Woo! And Bri got home from the Firemen's Convention. Welcome home, me dear.

Sunday, September 16, 2001 04:34 p.m.
I really like Angel's site. It's really nifty. And yea for posting at Sexy Nerds. The best place on the 'net.

Sunday, September 16, 2001 01:23 p.m.
My mom is finally home- thank goodness. It just doesn't look like her. It's just so weird. I'm just happy she's home.

Sunday, September 16, 2001 07:56 a.m.
Why did I get up so early today??? I fell asleep last night at about 10:30, thank goodness. But I was hoping to sleep until at least 11. I really need to catch up on my sleep, since I haven't gotten much since Tuesday. Well, not enough to keep me "properly working". I'm almost done with homework- gotta read some history, do my math, and maybe read some of Jane Eyre. I should really get a start on that book, maybe I'll get the books on tape. Yea, because the print in the book gives me such a headache- very small. Anyways, I dunno what's happening today at all (except that I'm finishing homework), but hopefully I'll see Todd.

Saturday, September 15, 2001 10:29 p.m.
Li came over tonight, and it was just really awesome. We watched American Pie and brushed each other's hair (how girly). But it was just funny and relaxing. These are some of the greatest types of nights there are.

Saturday, September 15, 2001 04:55 p.m.
Oh my god... I was looking at Jana's site and she linked Bob the Builder. I have never seen something so wonderful in my entire life. Go. Play!

Saturday, September 15, 2001 03:05 p.m.
The tournament was....well. We played teams that are better than us by far. But we put up a good fight against them. Coaches were pissing us off a lot today. Said some very mean and hurtful things. I guess they just don't realize it, so we have to point these things out to him constantly. Bah. I'm gonna get a start on my homework soon.

Saturday, September 15, 2001 05:58 a.m.
Yep, I'm off to go pick up four people and then go to the tournament in about ten minutes. ::sigh:: I'm so tired. Not much sleep in the past few days. Ugh.

Friday, September 14, 2001 09:31 p.m.
I had a really awesome night with Lisa tonight. We went to a diner in the next town over- I had an apple turnover and she had strawberry cheese cake. Then we ended up driving to a soccer field and we just parked her car and talked for about an hour. I think it was the most wonderful thing. I was just so happy to be able to talk, and I listened to what she said and I dunno. We just talked about lots of stuff. Thank you, Lisa for takin' me out tonight, because I really needed it! And tomorrow, I get to wake up at 5:53 AM to go pick up Bri, Ker, Lex, and Leanne. Oy vey, all over town. Then we're gonna pick up bagels at one of the local stores, and then go to the high school to take an hour trip to our tournament. Hopefully after the tourny, I'll get to see my mom and/or see Todd. Aaah, but he's working tomororw so probably no. Bah humbug. Lots of homework. Lots and lots. I guess Sunday is my day for that. Too much to do.

Friday, September 14, 2001 06:51 p.m.
Today just seemed so incredibly long. The minutes ticked by just so slowly. Oy, what a day. I just got back from v-ball practice with Bri and the girls, and tonight I'm gonna go out with Li. I definitely need a night out. And hopefully, I will be able to see Todd some time this weekend, although it will be tough. Bah humbug.

Friday, September 14, 2001 07:10 a.m.
I don't want to be in school today- it's the last place I want to be. I want to be with my mom and dad. I'm just so tired, just..unbelievable.

Thursday, September 13, 2001 10:37 p.m.
Steve (from Cape May last year) IM's me out of nowhere, and it's just really nice to talk to him again. Kinda weird after not having talked for over six months, but nonetheless very cool. Lifts my spirts a little.

Thursday, September 13, 2001 10:10 p.m.
I was up at 5 this morning. I got home half an hour ago. I'm tired, but I won't be able to fall asleep. I'm worried and I won't be able to concentrate. I can't even write what I want to write on here because I'm not allowed to say anything specific and it kills me. One of my true venting places, and I can't even write. Sorry if this makes no sense.

Wednesday, September 12, 2001 06:47 p.m.
Today was just another hectic day. My thoughts weren't really focused on school, but on the events that happened and the things that will happen (with my mom). I dunno, I'm just so nervous and so scared that I really can't think very well at all. I dunno, I just wish that there wasn't so much shit going on in my life, and other's lives.

Wednesday, September 12, 2001 05:22 p.m.
hey, me again.....lisas been good through all of this....i just hope she is not scarred by it. i think the images ive seen will never leave me. i saw it first hand, not just on tv and its still weird. on a bright note....erin has been found. shes ok. she turned up today and just thank god cuz i know my sister would have been hysterical. just keep strong people, especially you lisa. stay strong and real and i will be here if you need me.

Wednesday, September 12, 2001 07:27 a.m.
I wrote a letter to Katie who owns ack.nu and what she wrote back is really helpin' me, and I'd like to say here go give your support to her. She needs it now.

Tuesday, September 11, 2001 10:00 p.m.
Well what Todd wrote was sweet.. I'm just happy he's okay. Two people he knows are missing, so...just.. ye know... and just every time I see the footage of the person who jumped out of the building and just kept falling- and then disappeared behind a building, I just break down and cry. Gosh.. there's just no words. None. To describe this. None.

Tuesday, September 11, 2001 08:22 p.m.
toddo again....lisa updated on my page so i figured i hafta do it again. lets just say days like today make me thank god that i have this girl named lisa robin. i am scared about all this terrorism crap. i mean 6 miles from my school 2 of the worlds largest buildings were destroyed. but i dont know, i havent been in her arms yet, but i know her voice made me feel kinda secure with things. pray for erin. shes still missing. you rawk.

Tuesday, September 11, 2001 03:47 p.m.
I can't believe everything that has happened. I don't even have words to describe anything that I'm feeling right now. My mom could have been killed, my Aunt Carol, my cousins Andrew and Matthew. Richard, and all of Matt's friends. Their families. I thought my sister was on a plane to come home, which would arrive at the airport, but thank goodness I found out she would have come in tomorrow- but now she can't. This.... I'm just so sorry and so messed up. I can't describe it. My Aunt Carol saw the towers collapse from her conference room where she works. I'm just speechless.

Tuesday, September 11, 2001 07:20 a.m.
Yea, so on the day I'm going to go in early to school, my alarm doesn't go off. AND I had to register for the SAT's (to take it for the second time). HEWIOTHPEWA. Gah.

Monday, September 10, 2001 10:26 p.m.
I just noticed Todd's guest entry (after he pointed it out to me). What a sweetie.

Monday, September 10, 2001 10:10 p.m.
Today...was an evil day. All because of the dreaded Latin Club meeting. I went through my normal boring school day, blah blah blah. Got a 90 (along with the rest of the class) on our first physics lab. Bah. So school was done, I went to volleyball- that was fine. We got out new spandex shorts and dang- they're weird. Practice went fine though, but it didn't end until 610 or so. So I went to drive Bri home, and then I went right back to the high school for a most pointless Latin Club meeting. It went from 630 until 9. Can you believe that? I didn't get home until 915 because I had to drop Doug off, then I got home, sat down, did my homework, ate dinner, and I just got out of the shower five minutes ago. Today was just too hectic, and I don't like it. I don't like the leader of the Latin Club because he's annoying, quiet, and doesn't know how to talk to people. At all. No, I don't hate him- I just don't like how he rambles about the same things over and over again. tioewhtpwea. But Todd had a good day- and that's good!

Monday, September 10, 2001 09:38 p.m.
guest typer. toddo. lisas gonna KILL me for logging onto this without her permission. that is if she even notices this post here. well i just wanted to tell you all how wonderful lisa is. i havent been the happiest person of late, just being all down and in pain from the surgery. well shes stuck with me through it all, and i really thank her for that. im not sure if she realizes that a simple "hi" from her can make the whole day worthwhile. shes my best friend on top of hte greatest love ever. im pathetic i know, but its true. and i think she needs to know that. i know i frustrate you a whole lot, and i guess its just cuz im a man, and thats what men are on this earth for. i dont know why you put up with it, but it means the world to me that you do.....have a great night and i'll be there at 4 tomorrow.

Monday, September 10, 2001 07:04 a.m.
Oy, I'm so happy- I'm going all comfy to school! Weee, my nice sweat shorts and an old comfy t-shirt. There's nothing better in the entire world. I'm not going to be home until about 9 tonight, because right after school I have volleyball until about 615, and then at 630 there's a mandatory latin club meeting that will last until 9. I'm mad. Very mad. I won't have any time for homework, and knowing my luck- I'll get a bunch.

Sunday, September 9, 2001 07:33 p.m.
Too much damned cleaning today. Had to clean my basement- we dusted a whole bunch and now I have a killer headache. I feel fat from dinner, I bought new clothes. hwiothpoewa. Todd and I talked today about what happened last night. I'm glad we talked things out- I'm still a little "weird" now, but it's okay. I'm going to hang out with Li in about 45 minutes for a little bit. Woo.

Sunday, September 9, 2001 02:11 a.m.
Today... actually yesterday... was just interesting. A big weird day. When I'm not so tired, I might type it all out.

Saturday, September 8, 2001 10:21 p.m.
He wasn't having such a good day today. And to Li: I'm sorry that I didn't call, but I had to be with him tonight- not a good night.

Saturday, September 8, 2001 06:10 p.m.
Blah, I'm so bored. I just downloaded a song and music video on Kazaa which happens to be wonderful. Yeaaa for Kazaa! Aaaand, I can't wait 'til my boy gets back.

Saturday, September 8, 2001 02:31 p.m.
The scrimmage went very well today! We beat the other team all 5 games (20 minutes each or so). It was fun. Todd came to watch, and it was the sweetest thing. After the game, we went back to my house. I took a shower, he hung out with my mom, then we went out to Indian food. Mmmmm. And tonight, the v-ball girls and I are going to toilet paper our coach's house! I can't wait til Bri gives the call for us to start picking people up! wooo.

Friday, September 7, 2001 10:40 p.m.
After this crappy crappy day, the ever so wonderful Todd showed up. I bitched at him about my coaches and stuff for about 7 minutes, and after that....it was all good. Just being with him calms me down more than anything in the world. It's a good feelin'.

Friday, September 7, 2001 06:57 p.m.
Practice was REALLY bad today. If coaches had pissed me off just a little bit more, I think I would have been pushed over the border into insanity. REOHTPAEWHTOI UUUUUUUUUGH. I HATE the way that they talk to us in such a demeaning tone. They wonder why we get so defensive.

Friday, September 7, 2001 06:55 a.m.
Today is Todd's first day of school. Lucky boy- he even gets out May 3rd and only has to come back for finals a few weeks later. Bah humbug. Thank goodness it's Friday, I am really looking forward to the weekend- although we have a home scrimmage tomorrow. Oy vey, I just want to sleeeeeeep.

Thursday, September 6, 2001 09:08 p.m.
Our scrimmage went fairly well today, I think. I think we have a lot to improve on as an entire team- working together, diving, going for balls, etc. But I had a great serving day (along with the rest of the team). I didn't miss a serve, had a few digs, and a few good passes. Not exactly a good pass recieving day for me, but that's the way things go. Bri did a great job setting. And happy four month (again) to my boy!

Thursday, September 6, 2001 07:00 a.m.
Two big things. One- today is our first volleyball scrimmage. I hope that we do decent enough. A lot of the teams there will be much better than us, but it's good for competition. Yerp. Aaaaaaand...today is Todd and my four month anniversary. Wooooooo!!!!

Wednesday, September 5, 2001 10:11 p.m.
Things are all good and peaceful in the land of me.

Wednesday, September 5, 2001 06:46 p.m.
Alright- here's today and other stuff in a nutshell (I have to do Latin homework and get notebooks and stuff like that). Bri and I went into school together today...I drove. My classes are really evil and I don't like them. I don't like my schedule, but I'm not about to change it. I think things between Li and I are okay, unless I'm retarted. Volleyball practice was weird today... I felt bad 'cause Shannon might be quitting the team. Oy. Aaaaaand... to my boy- I'll try and give you a buzz later after all this stuff is taken care of ::grin::

Wednesday, September 5, 2001 07:07 a.m.
First day of school- wish me luck! I'm gonna go pick up Bri around 7:40 and we'll go together (cause we're dorks). That be that.

Tuesday, September 4, 2001 09:07 p.m.
And a new saga begins. I don't want to be in a fight with you, Li. I don't know where this came from. I don't know anything right now, and I think this is ridiculous, but I just want it to get better. That's all.

Tuesday, September 4, 2001 07:20 p.m.
Volleyball practice was veeeeery interesting. I did a lot of setting and spiking. I'm not setting material as of this point... I dunno, but I had to set because Bri couldn't practice again today. Bah humbug. But anyways, coach had PMS or something today. Oy vey. And Todd is goin' out with the boys tonight, so have tons o' fun! That means I can watch Real World (hehehe). And Li is upset for a reason unknown to me...I said I'd talk to her in a few minutes, but when I got back she signed off. I dunno...but now I'm talking to Jes and we're gonna see each other in school tomorrow (that's so scary). But I haven't seen her in a while so I can't wait!!!! Woo. And I forgot to mention that Min got some hella good Disney estimates for the end of this year.

Tuesday, September 4, 2001 09:55 a.m.
I'm wearing my "Michigan Nurses Never Rub You the Wrong Way" shirt... gosh I love it. Weeee!

Tuesday, September 4, 2001 08:22 a.m.
I HATE TELEMARKETERS. 8:30 in the morning, I'm still sleeping- I'm tired. I HATE these people.

Monday, September 3, 2001 07:38 p.m.
My computer is just SPAZZING OUT ON ME! Everything I do gives me an illegal operation. What a pain in my BUTT.

Monday, September 3, 2001 06:28 p.m.
My tummy huuuuuuuurts a bunch. Oy vey, I feel so bad 'cause I kind of rushed Todd out the door (although he had to leave anyways). That's what my evil stomach does to me- believe me, it's evil.

Monday, September 3, 2001 11:45 a.m.
I just found out that my mom actually reads my journal...if you read this message, please stop reading my journal. No offense, but I curse here, I get mad here, I get upset here, and I don't want you to hear it. You'd get mad at me for it, and I don't want that.

Monday, September 3, 2001 08:43 a.m.
Happy birthday to my mommy!!!!!

Sunday, September 2, 2001 10:55 p.m.
I miss Todd.

Sunday, September 2, 2001 10:17 p.m.
The NEW and improved Depeche Mode layout is now up (I'm just gonna do the index page now). Yesssssss. So much nice than the other one.

Sunday, September 2, 2001 08:12 p.m.
New layout featuring Depeche Mode. ::sigh of relief::

Sunday, September 2, 2001 04:36 p.m.
Li and I went to Ikea today to return a shelf that she bought. Oy vey, let me tell you- an absolute zoo there. We then went to Toys R Us and I got my mommy a stuffed animal as a second half to her birthday present. I also bought Rugrats wrapping paper and a Tommy Pickles picture cover card to match. How cute....I know.

Sunday, September 2, 2001 09:01 a.m.
I just absolutely adore waking up to the pleasurable sounds of woodpeckers in the morning ::flutters eyelashes:: Yea...no. But I DO love and adore Sexy Nerds.

Saturday, September 1, 2001 11:10 p.m.
Todd just left but five minutes ago after such a wonderful night (again). Let me do a rewind. Todd and Lisa both showed up just seconds apart at my house. We all go to my basement and just watch some TV for about half an hour when all of a sudden Andy shows up. He dances around the basement and steals an Italian ice, and I forgot to mention that the boy brought over white chocolated covered Flipz. So Andy leaves after a while to go pick up Andie girl, to go see Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back with a few friends, leaving just the three of us again. Lisa decides that she wants to see Empire Records, so she leaves to go rent it at Blockbuster. The boy and I were there in my basement for ten minutes when she calls saying that the line is ridiculous at Blockbuster, so she didn't rent anything. She came back and we all ended up watching When Harry Met Sally. After that, Lisa left and so Todd and I are alone. From this point on, it's just pure peacefulness and all sorts of wonderful. I love being with him, and I love him very much. That's all I can say.

Saturday, September 1, 2001 06:19 p.m.
I had the most wonderful afternoon with the boy. We went to the Thai food place and had a FANTASTIC meal (which he paid for hehehe). Then he took me to go buy my CD (Vast- Visual Audio Sensory Theater) and then we bought my mommy her b-day present. Then we went to the football scrimmage with Li and the boy left, so it was just Li and I after that. They're both coming over tonight and I think we'll watch a movie or something! Woo.

Saturday, September 1, 2001 10:27 a.m.
Some bad fortune in volleyball today- Bri twisted her ankle a little bit, and she is our setter for the varsity team. She's definitely going to be fine, but practice just wasn't the same, ye know? Lex and I had to set. Lex doesn't have so much control all the time, and I'm not exactly trained to be a setter. So you can just use your imagination. And I'm pretty sure that my boy and I are going out to lunch today at the most delicious Thai food restaurant. Weeee! Also have to get a birthday gift for the mom. Her birthday is in two days.

Friday, August 31, 2001 11:01 p.m.
I am totally finished with my journals for the books Dracula and Pride and Prejudice. I finished all of P & P today in about an hour and a half. I'm all proud of myself. Now I just have to find a critique of a Victorian era poem. Anybody know where to find that stuff??? And Todd came over tonight, and it was just so peaceful and wonderful. Just how I like it. He wasn't feeling so well at the end, so hun- I hope you're feeling better!!!

Friday, August 31, 2001 11:19 a.m.
Volleyball practice= mucho tiring. In a bit, Bri and I are going to go to Shop Rite, pick up some salads and mozzarella, head back to her house and watch the six hour movie Pride and Prejudice. Min will be making a guest appearance later in the day. Aaaaaand hopefully Todd and I can get together after this movie! Weeeee.

Thursday, August 30, 2001 11:17 p.m.
Things between Todd and I are good. Better than good, they're great! I'm so glad that he came over tonight..it just ended perfectly. So thank you to my good friends who listen to me bitch and moan and such...and just for being there. Thank you.

Thursday, August 30, 2001 03:22 p.m.
I'm at Lisa's right now. This is wonderful, we both really needed a big old laugh. And to my boy- we shall definitely talk later! Peacefully.

Wednesday, August 29, 2001 10:51 p.m.
Hun, don't be mad at me. Please.

Wednesday, August 29, 2001 09:07 p.m.
Todd was the sweetest guy today, and made a surprise visit to me after I got back from my college application thing. It just feels so nice to cuddle with him on my couch and just sit there with our heads resting on each other. I love it. And I really want to say thank you to Bri and Emma for being so good to me. I really would. And give my Lisa some loving, she needs some.

Wednesday, August 29, 2001 04:07 p.m.
I was accepted into the college ::grin:: I think I might end up going there- it's my perfect fit.

Wednesday, August 29, 2001 06:57 a.m.
Leaving at 8 o-clock for the college. I'm not nervous...but I'm tired. And a little distraught.

Tuesday, August 28, 2001 10:19 p.m.
I saw my Todd tonight after volleyball and Friendly's. He was here with Andaroo, and I was just glad to have them here. We watched some of the movie Ready to Rumble (I think that's what it's called). The boy wasn't feeling so well, but he still made me happy.

Tuesday, August 28, 2001 05:05 p.m.
I am crazily addicted to Sexy nerds. Oh gosh....I love it there. And I think I MIGHT see the boy later, but that's very much undecided. Wish me luck for applying to college tomorrow (the on site application thing). I know I'll get in, but I'd like you to wish me luck anyways, heh.

Tuesday, August 28, 2001 07:37 a.m.
tiewohtpwae I don't have a car today and I'm a little upset about that. Of course on the days which would be most convenient for me to have a car- nope. None. Just not possible. It's so frustrating, 'cause Todd can't drive until later this week, and I just want to go see him, even if just for a little bit. But nooooo car for meeeee.

Monday, August 27, 2001 10:32 p.m.
Today...aah yes today. Give me a moment to think back upon this long, long day. About half an hour after I got home from my morning volleyball practice, I took a niiiice little shower and Lisa and I went to Harold's deli. She ordered egg salad on a sandwich, and I ordered chicken fingers. We then split a seven layer chocolate cake and finished approximately half of it. let me tell you, this thing was HUGE. Everything at Harold's is absolutely gigantic and just....wow. But I'm really glad we went there 'cause I always have fun just chillin' with the girl. Then we went to her house for a bit, and then went to look for picture frames and candles. Went to Linens N' Things, then to the mall. Had a nice time doing that- we saw some really cool shit at the mall that I wish I could buy if I weren't so broke. So she dropped me off and then pretty soon after that I had the night volleyball practice. Did that, got really tired, then Bri drove me back to my house and we picked up my car (now we had three cars between her, Katie, and myself) and we drove the varisty team and some of the JV over to TCBY. We saw Emma there and I was veeeeeery happy. I love my Emmers and my Brizels. They make me happy. I also pretty much finished my college essay and it's like a huge burden has been lifted from my shoulders!!! Now I just have a little bit of summer homework left which I think I can get done in 2-3 days of lazy work, and then I be DONE. My parents also rented Father of the Bride and Father of the Bride 2 for me! Eeeeee I love those movies. They also bought me the TI-83 + calculator, 'cause my old one is kinda broken. So thanks to the parents for that one. Now I'm just waiting for the boy to come on so we can talk. And that about sums up my night- oh yea...and I have a huge headache. So why am I online...aah yes....waiting for him.

Monday, August 27, 2001 11:37 a.m.
I'm really mad about volleyball, but I'm too lazy to type now. I will later when I feel like it. And thanks to Bri for givin' my lazy ass a ride home. I might go out to lunch with Lisa after I shower, and I'm talkin to my boy now, and I read his pita and it says he's not in pain anymore! Weeeeeee!!!!

Monday, August 27, 2001 07:42 a.m.
Volleyball...few minutes...tired...no car. Bah humbug.

Sunday, August 26, 2001 09:50 p.m.
I had an absolutely beautiful night with my boy. If every night could be like that, I think I would die a happy woman.

Sunday, August 26, 2001 09:56 a.m.
I'm listening to my ever so wonderful band Vast and it just puts a smile on my face. Not that it's necessarily the happy go lucky type music, I just love the sound and feel and words to the music. The most interesting combinations of sounds and instruments..I love it. Today I'm going to try finishing all my college stuff so I am free from it until Wednesday when I actually go to apply on site. (Wish me luck). Aaaaaaand...I think I'll see the boy later if all goes as planned. That be it. Oh yea, and the family picnic was actually really fun! Woo.

Saturday, August 25, 2001 01:12 p.m.
I have to go to a family picnic like thing (mom's side of the family). Lord, give me strength.

Saturday, August 25, 2001 11:06 a.m.
Pratice today- oy. I hurt the thumb that I sprained last year and it's a little bit swollen and it hurts quite a bit. I was really pissed. So yea, I gave Bri a ride to practice today, so of course I knew I would give her a ride home. But right before pratice ends THREE other people jump on me to give them a ride home. I can't say no, but I was frustrated (I didn't show it). So I have to drive all over town to drop everybody off- first Shannon, then my Brizels, then Leanne, then Kerry. So I call my mom in the car 'cause Kerry has a cell phone and I tell her that I had to drop like 2057392 (4) people off and I should be home in a few minutes. So I drop Kerry off, and go home. The SECOND I step in the door, my dad says "Don't get TOO comfortable." He tells me that they tried calling me on my cellphone (which I left at home) so I can pick up my mom some fucking coffee at Dunkin Donuts. So I have to go out again when all I want to do is take a shower and rest, because I'm hurtin!!! But nooooooo, my mom could have told me when I called her to pick her up some coffee, but I guess she FORGOT. So I'm really pissed, have to go out of my way again and get a fucking cup of coffee for my mom. I was mad. They couldn't do it themselves?? My dad laughed at me when I threw a fit in which I yelled at him that I hurt my thumb again and my thighs and legs were hurting like a bitch from practicing dive rolls for most of volleyball practice. I FUCKING HURT NOW AND MY PARENTS DON'T GIVE A FUCK. Ugh, I know it's stupid to bitch about, but I'm just not in the mood to do anything extra right now. Not in the mood at all.

Friday, August 24, 2001 08:21 p.m.
Things between Todd and I are better. Thank goodness. Woo.

Friday, August 24, 2001 05:06 p.m.
I would really like to thank my two best friends- Bri and Lisa for being there for me (and always having been there). I'm getting all sentimental and cheesy, but you will never know how much I appreciate everything. Thank you!

Friday, August 24, 2001 11:43 a.m.
WHY DO THINGS HAVE TO BE SO FUCKING COMPLICATED?! I DON'T FUCKING GET THIS!!! I WASN'T MAD BEFORE, AND NOW I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO FUCKING DO. I CAN'T DO ANYTHING. NOTHING. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!

Friday, August 24, 2001 07:57 a.m.
The one day I actually need the fucking car, my mom takes it. Now I don't know what to do. This is gonna be a big mess. Big big mess. I need my own fucking car.

Thursday, August 23, 2001 08:25 p.m.
I'm so frustrated right now. WEHTOIHEWPAOTWA FUCK

Thursday, August 23, 2001 03:15 p.m.
Definitely PMS'ing today and really really sore. Does not make for a good combination. I'm working on my English homework and also on my essay. Hopefully I'll finish my Dracula journal today so I can move onto finishing my college shizznit, and then I'll do my Pride and Prejudice journal. Woo. I was a bitch to Todd, but he thought he was an asshole to me- it all balanced out. Lisa cracks me up.

Thursday, August 23, 2001 11:19 a.m.
Volleyball practice was tiring (as usual and as expected). I really have to learn to get my sets higher. I know I can do well, I just get nervous and tense up and make dumb mistakes. But hey, that's me. Now I'm going to work on my college essay. I honestly think I'm going to do it about the night I saw Penn and Teller. I'm sure it could be an interesting essay. Anybody have any other topic suggestions, 'cause I'm fresh out of 'em.

Wednesday, August 22, 2001 10:36 p.m.
Practice was really really fun tonight. We played continuous v-ball for the last hour and a half of practice and I think it rocked. Bri and I walked out together with Kerry after practice and we were all just really happy that it we did so well. We're not fantastic, but we're going to be better than we thought (I hope). Bri and I also decided to just have a veggie/movie night early next week and I'm really looking forward to it. We always have fun just relaxin'. Anyways, so then I came home, took a shower (a niiiiiice one) and then Lisa came over. We started to watch Down to Earth, but it sucked so we decided to go to Friendly's. That was really cool, yo. I picked up the tab because she had paid for the chocolate chip cookies this afternoon. And it was cool just having girl time and such. I needed that. And now I'm talking to Todd. He was in a lot of pain today from the eye operation, and I can't tell you how horrible I feel. That's the last thing I want. I think I'll go visit the boy tomorrow and hopefully cheer him up!

Wednesday, August 22, 2001 02:52 p.m.
After a really REALLY tiring volleyball practice, I came home, took a shower, Lisa called and we ended up going to Shop Rite and picking up salads for lunch and chunky chocolate chip cookies for dessert (nice and balanced haha). So I had fun and we just talked for most of the time (and watched Ricki Lake), and it's good that I did. I haven't hung out with her since before I left for my vacation, and I think we both just needed a little bit of "girl time". So I think we're also going to hang out tonight and watch a movie or something- she'll come to my house and all after my volleyball practice and another shower. Yeaa! And now I'm talking to my sweetie so I be content and happy! He can always put a smile on my face.

Wednesday, August 22, 2001 07:16 a.m.
I got up really early this morning and I have no clue why. So I decided to do something very useful, so I went online and found Sparknotes for Dracula and Pride and Prejudice. I have to keep a journal on them for AP English 12, so I figured I'd use the notes to help me write it. I've read all of Dracula, I've read about half of Pride and Prejudice (but I plan to watch the movie at Bri's house). Now all I have to do is keep little journals on them, and I'm done. Then I have to find a Victorian poem and some critiques of it or something. Oy vey. Volleyball sooooooon. Ugh.

Tuesday, August 21, 2001 10:58 p.m.
Volleyball was fun tonight. Bri gave me a ride home from the high school 'cause I'm a lazy bastard. Thaaaaaank you. And I'm finally talking to my Lizers for the first time since I left. Weeee. I saw Todd tonight again...it was just so nice to be alone with him and just cuddle on his couch. I think it probably had to be one of the best feelings in the world.

Tuesday, August 21, 2001 11:53 a.m.
I'm on the phone with the boy now- he's doing alright after the surgery, but he's in a little pain....yea. I think I'll go to visit him soon. Just got back from volleyball with my Brizels, tired as hell- got my transcript from the guidance office. Then I'm going to the boy's house, then I'll leave for volleyball. Yerp.

Monday, August 20, 2001 09:00 p.m.
Got back from ye old volleyball practice (sweat like a bitch, but I had a good time). Took my shower and I'm cleaaaaaan. I called my boy, but either he's not home from the hospital (for his eye operation) yet, he's sleeping, or he is unable to pick up the phone. I just hope so much that everything came out okay. I can't imagine how nervous he must have been- so Todd is my little trooper, heh. And...umm...aah yes! Katy got her absolutely awesome layout up at geekstar. She be veeeeeeeery talented. And also, she is in love with Vast and Orgy- she's a woman after my own heart. I have to unpack- bah. And hopefully tomorrow I'll see my boy.

Monday, August 20, 2001 03:36 p.m.
School schedule (I forgot to put it up):
1-2 Pre Calc
3-4 English 12 AP
5-6 Latin 4
7-8 Gym
9-10 Physics
11 Physics Lab (Mon. & Wed.)
11 Open Mod (Tues. Thurs. Fri.)
12 Open Mod
13-14 Drawing/Painting/Design
15-16 U.S. History 2
Latin Club Instructor
That's it!

Monday, August 20, 2001 03:22 p.m.
Just got back from spending 23470572095720 days in Florida, and let me tell you- too much travel for meeeee. Flew down to Orlando- stayed overnight. Next morning- drove 3+ hours to Ft. Lauderdale area to stay for the weekend. Drove back up to Orlando and stayed there for about a week (Disney and such). Packed up a rented big SUV thing and my sister's car to move her from Orlando to the college in Gainesville. In Orlando, she lived on the third floor...moved furniture and heavy boxes to car. Anyways, from Orlando to Gainesville was 2+ hours. Unpacked both cars- she moved into the third floor of her new apartment- no elevtaors in Orlando in Gainesville. All stairs. Stayed overnight. Wake up at 6:30 in morning (now up to August 20th), take shower- drive back to Orlando in 2+ hours to fly back home. ::wipes face:: HOW YOU LIKE THAT?! I'm tired and I have volleyball tonight from 6-8 ::sob:: Todd is so sweet...gave me a little package. haha. But he went in for his eye surgery today at 12:30, and I hope- I really hope that everything goes well. That's all. Hello.

Monday, August 20, 2001 02:59 p.m.
I'm baaaaack ::evil grin:: More later.

Thursday, August 9, 2001 04:06 p.m.
Todd just left, and I was so happy to see him again before I left. Yes. I'll miss him thiiiiiiis much. And also, this will probably be my last post (or one of them). Yes, it's my last post- I'm MAKING it. Sooooo, people- this important message for you :

I will not be here after 6:15 PM on August 9th. I'm going to Florida, and I will not be returning until August 20th. Expect no updates until then, 'cause I don't think I'm going to have access to a computer. Sooooo, I'll miss you all and I'll miss posting, and have a great week +

Sexy Nerds...my savior.

Thursday, August 9, 2001 01:09 p.m.
Min joined Sexy Nerds! Yaaaaaaaaaaaay for Min!

Thursday, August 9, 2001 11:34 a.m.
I'm addicted to Sexy Nerds, and it just sucks because I'll be gone until August 20th and I won't be able to post! ::sob:: Blah! It's so incredibly awesome there...people can be funny. And I dunno if I will see Todd today, but we shall see what happens. Aaaah I'm gonna be gone for sooooo long!

Wednesday, August 8, 2001 11:25 p.m.
Todd just left. We had the most amazing night and I'm so glad I could see him for the short while that I did. I'm gonna miss him so much when I'm gone, but I know I'll be able to deal- Disney will be a good distraction- but I'll still miss him so much.

Wednesday, August 8, 2001 08:43 p.m.
Just got back from going out to yet another meal...I restrained myself, I guess. Didn't do so badly- most of the stuff I had was veggies anyways. Todd is dropping by later, I believe. Yes. I will be leaving for Florida tomorrow night at 6:15 (leaving my house) and I'll be back August 20th! That's a loooooooong time. No computer, no boyfriend, no friends. Ugh.

Wednesday, August 8, 2001 06:27 p.m.
I signed up for the Sexy Nerds Forum and I think I really like it there. Go look at the place, it's very cool.

Wednesday, August 8, 2001 04:44 p.m.
I was just trying on all of my pants (to see if I need to buy any new ones for the school year), and let me tell you- it's probably one of the most depressing things for me, since I am shallow, self conscious, and just lacking any self confidence with my body. MOST of my pants still fit me (although they're getting to be a little bit snug), and it's just horrible to see yourself getting fatter and fatter and fatter until...oy...I don't want to know. Lots of water, little fatty foods, less food...Yes. I am going to get back to 110-115 pounds God damn it. I refuse to let myself get fat. I will NOT go over 120. I will not settle for anything more than 115 pounds. Nothing more. That's it.

Wednesday, August 8, 2001 12:08 p.m.
My cousin Myra and great aunt Sylvia are here! They brought candy ::sigh:: Must.... resist..... powers .... of.... candy! And today, I think I'm going to see the boy and give him his birthday present. DON'T FORGET EVERYBODY- TODD'S BIRTHDAY IS AUGUST 10TH! SEND HIM LOVING. Weeee.

Wednesday, August 8, 2001 12:35 a.m.
I had...just THE best time tonight. The mom, sister, and I all headed over to Brooke's sister's house to see the new baby. Brooke is my sister's best friend, and we've known her and her family for 2357320752093 years. Anyways, we saw Traci's baby, named Colin, and he is the SWEETEST little thing you ever saw. He spit up on my sister too. HAHAHAHHAAH. That was cute. We were there for about an hour and a half talking about the most random things- and I loved it. I had such a good time. On the way home, we decided to order some Sushi! So we order that, drop mom off at home, then Ems and I go to Blockbuster and rent Family Man (which was alright). We came back- mom, Ems, and I ate up all of our food, then we all went to watch the movie- even my dad! After the movie, the sister and I went psycho- bit each others heads, running around like lizards. Insane, you had to be there I guess. But I laughed more tonight than I have in a really long time. It was awesome. And I shall see Todd tomorrow.

Tuesday, August 7, 2001 09:41 p.m.
Brad also saw the porn pop up! Why is that?! WHY IS THERE STILL PORN AT MY SITE. I don't promote it. I don't watch it. What the crap?!

Tuesday, August 7, 2001 03:39 p.m.
Blah. I'm really bored right now. Today was ENTIRELY uneventful. Just about 40 minutes ago, I took a shower and got dressed. I'm a lazy bastard. No denying that.

Tuesday, August 7, 2001 10:14 a.m.
Last night turned out to be better than expected. I had a great time going out with Jen, even though it was for just a short while. Let me tell you- I really think I just needed to get out for a while or I was going to go insane- I was halfway there already, believe me. So later on that night, at 8, Todd comes over and he, my family, and I all go to see Rush Hour 2. It was sooooooo funny, and I loved it. I gave Todd a three month anniversary card, which he probably didn't expect because of our then situation. I was in a pretty good mood last night, and things were just working out well. After the movie, we came back to my house for an hour or so. It was good. That's all. But I'm having ooooooooone little problem, I shall not further go into. I'll just tease you with that thought.

Monday, August 6, 2001 02:40 p.m.
I just realized that today is Todd and my 3 month anniversary (of officialness), and we just so happen to be in a strange and not entirely good predicament...

Monday, August 6, 2001 10:24 a.m.
The ever so lovely Min has just informed me that whenever she goes to my pita (bobisers.pitas.com), a porn ad pops up! WHY IS THERE PORN SHOWING UP ON MY SITE?! If anybody else sees this, I'm begging you, PLEASE e-mail me.

Monday, August 6, 2001 10:06 a.m.
So we went to my cousins' house yesterday. Saw Andrew, Matt, and of course my aunt Carol. We watched some of Young Frankenstein (PUTTIN ON THE RIIIIIIIIIITZ) and then went out to eat. I wasn't that hungry so I had some bread and portabello mushroom. We then went home, although I didn't want to, because my sister's stomach hurt. And since I forgot to mention it, I had to sit bitch both to Queens and back because there were 5 of us in the car (mom, dad, sister, grandma, and I). I was really mad about that, because out of all five people in the car, I have the second longest legs (after my dad who is over six feet tall and driving). But of course, the girl who needs the most room gets stuck with the LEAST. That's me just bitching again. Yep, bitch bitch bitch bitch. Then my sister went straight to sleep at fucking 7:30 at night and I couldnt' get on the computer and I was mad. So now I'm on and feeding the addiction. Todd said that he had a GREAT time at Warped Tour yesterday, but you can go read his pita thing to get the details. And Lisa called me last night at 10, and we just talked and stuff and it was cool. I forgot to mention, that a few days Bri called from Cape May and she said she's having a great time! It was really good to hear from her, although I was at Andy's house when she called, so she wasn't exactly calling me anyways. Hmmm... Might hang out with Jen today, I sure hope so. We have really drifted apart since the middle school, and I wish we hadn't- but we did. I actually really miss just hanging out with the girl, she's so sweet and funny and we always play basketball and rolly polly and look at her fish and I miss that. So I hope to see her today. That would really make me happy. Tis all for now, more bitching to come later, I guarantee it ::thumbs up::

Sunday, August 5, 2001 12:30 p.m.
Off to the cousins house in just a few minutes! Yesssss I can't wait to see them. My hair looks like shit, but it smells perty!

Saturday, August 4, 2001 10:45 p.m.
Tonight...was very cool. Lisa was gracious enough to drop me off at Min's house at around 8:30, where Todd, Andy, Andie girl, Andy's cousin Eric (Erik), and later little Matt were waiting! Stayed there for a while, the boy and I talked something out and I feel much better. All but Min ended up driving around in Andy's car and it was just the best. Drove all over, music blasting, yelling at people in their cars and such (not me though) and it was just such an awesome time. Todd sat right next to me and it was sweet. Towards the end of the car ride, we were listening to Weezer (Blue Album) and it was just perfect. Everybody was singing and it just rocked my socks off to no end. So they dropped me off at my house, and Todd walked me to my door. They left poor Todd who had to go back to Andy's anyways. Me and Todd just made out in front of my front door until they came back...it was so sweet and nice and I loved it. That's it. Now all those kids I mentioned before (not Lisa though) are going to Warped Tour tomorrow and I hope they have a GREAT time. Weeee!

Saturday, August 4, 2001 07:33 p.m.
I'm at Lisa's house right now, just chillin while she is in the shower. Let me tell you, we had a veeeeeeeeeeery scary experience. Her parents went out to dinner in Newark, and decided to take their Ford and NOT the Lexus. That means the parents are gone leaving Lei and I with the Lexus. She wanted to take it out, so we took out the beaaaaaaaautiful car for a little drive. Drove to a few different places, and after 30 minutes decided we should get back, just to be extra safe. As we were driving down this road getting closer to her house, this total asshole skipped out on his stop sign and goes right through the intersection. We miss hitting him, in the Lexus, by about 1 or 2 inches. We pulled over to the side of the road just so she could calm down for a second (she was okay) and to double check that the car was okay. The breaks took a mighty beating, but served well. Just.....damn. Scary. Stupid fucker out there driving. The message of THIS story- HEED TRAFFIC SIGNS AND SIGNALS.

Saturday, August 4, 2001 01:20 p.m.
Just got back from eating at the Pancake house with tons of people including Todd, Min, Adrienne, Andy boy, Andie girl, Andy boy's cousin Eric (Erik), little Matt, Digise, and Chris L. It was pretty cool, but a lot of us got gipped out of some cash when paying the final bill. Bah. But I had fun. And let me just tell you this- this particular group of people is quite a rowdy bunch! You can only imagine how lunch was......haha. Yea, I got strawberries and whipped cream. Sweet, sexual strawberries and whipped cream. Mmmmm, just joshin. But it was hella yummy!

Saturday, August 4, 2001 09:02 a.m.
Please, just for a moment, close your eyes and imagine; imagine a young girl of seventeen (whose name just so happens to be Lisa) sleeping soundly in her wonderfully comfortable sheets in the perfect, most comfortable position ever. She sleeps soundly, without a care in the world, just dreaming her little dreams! Isn't that nice and peaceful sounding. Yesssss...keep your eyes closed still (although your reading this, hush don't argue with me). This girl is still sleeping soundly- RING RING RING RING! Bam, she's up and pissed. The fucking tree guy calls at 8:30 in the morning. Nobody is picking up the phone, so I fall out of bed, out of comfort, out of sleep and run to the phone. I don't understand a word the guy is saying. Then my sister picks up. I hang up because I don't care. I'm mad. I go back to my bed and get under those lovely sheets in hope that I may actually, for once, be able to fall back asleep. I am there for oh- five minutes. RING RING RING RING. There is a call for my sister on my phone- my sister has my phone in her room, but the base is ringing in my room. I am quite upset. You can just imagine how PISSED I was knowing that I wouldn't be able to fall back asleep. Then I ate breakfast. You ask the moral of the story, kiddies- well here it is. Phones are the spawn of Satan. THE END ::mumbles under breath::

Friday, August 3, 2001 04:27 p.m.
Todd is doing something he shouldn't be doing right now, but I shall not further say what he is doing as not to disgust all you fine people who actually read what I write. He is being very very evil and I can't wait to kick his ass. As he sits there laughing unknowingly, I scheme some evil plots in my head. ::evil laugh inside:: Muaaaaaahahahahahaha. Yes. And he stopped. hahahahahahahhaa. Fucker.

Friday, August 3, 2001 03:49 p.m.
Todd actually came over! Weeee. Eating some triscuits, and better put them away before I over do it. Yerp.

Friday, August 3, 2001 12:42 p.m.
Today was my last day of work, and right now- I'm really wishing that it wasn't. I really love those kids, they're so sweet and cute. Bratty, but cute. I took an entire roll of pictures of them. I hope they came out alright, cause I'm a shitty photographer. If I get some good ones, I might post them so you can see how cute and sweet these kids really are. Brett and Ian and Joelle all gave me a big hug when they were leaving and I just wanted to take them home with me. Aaaah. And my mom decided to take the car today, so my sweet sweet Todd and his sister graciously picked me up and took me home. Hopefully I'll see the boy later on tonight, before I go out to dinner with my family, aunt, and uncle. That's it.

Thursday, August 2, 2001 05:10 p.m.
Todd is coming over for diner tonight. This should be an adventure.

Thursday, August 2, 2001 03:27 p.m.
Have a bastard of a headache. My mom and sister decided to go somewhere without telling me. My mom was like, "Emmy, I'll be waiting in the car for you listening to my tape." My sister says, "Alright, mom. I'll be down in two minutes." Meanwhile, I'm just watching TV in my parent's bedroom and what the hell can I say...nothing. I give my family my fucking permission to go anywhere they please without me, 'cause it's not like they'd ask me to come anyways. Just give me a fucking clue, people. Maybe I just need to hear it from my family: "We don't really want you to come because you're a miserable wretch. You've been acting like a bitch lately and we'd honestly just prefer to be without your company for the next few...weeks or years or whatever." That's all.

Thursday, August 2, 2001 12:03 p.m.
I'm downloading a whoooooooole bunch of songs now. Whole bunch I had totally forgotten about for the past 37507320 seconds of my existance. My sister JUST woke up, so now I can just get on the computer. Oy vey. My boy is coming over for dinner tonight (possibly) cause my sister is cooking up a storm! Yep.

Wednesday, August 1, 2001 10:58 p.m.
Had a niiice evening. Todd came back over after he ate dinner and we ended up "watching" some of Sister Act until Andy boy showed up! Then we went back to his house and chilled there and it was cool. But my tummy hurt, and Todd has been a trooper through all of my bitching.

Wednesday, August 1, 2001 06:58 p.m.
Todd, my sister (Emily), and I just finished watching "Miss Congeniality". I love that movie. Made the poor boy sit through it. Haha, sorry hun. Dinner soon- I'm not hungry.

Wednesday, August 1, 2001 08:12 a.m.
My head still hurts, but not nearly as much as yesterday, and my runny nose is pretty much gone (at least I hope it is). I still feel like shit, I look horrible, and I'm off to work. Maybe the kids will be good today- I can only hope!

Tuesday, July 31, 2001 10:23 p.m.
I LOVE how my family loves to include me in EVERYTHING whenever my sister comes home Last night, my mom asked my sister to go to some exercise classes right during dinner. My entire family was sitting there and she goes, "Emmy, want to come to the community center with me tomorrow night?" If my mom had any common courtesy or gave a fuck about how I felt, she would have asked me too. All she had to do was bring it up to me and I wouldnt have been hurt- but I guess she just didn't want me around. Tonight, I'm upstairs just chillin, and I look downstairs and there are my mom, dad, and sister all watching this comedy show together on TV. Nobody asks me if I would like to join them or sit with them. Nothing. Bastards don't give a fuck what I do. I'm sick of this shit- it may seem small and stupid to you, but it really fucking hurts when nobody gives a damn. And sometimes I just feel really used, and this is a totally different subject having NOTHING to do with my family. I'm not going to go into it with anybody, so don't fucking ask. My head hurts. Good bye.

Tuesday, July 31, 2001 07:08 p.m.
Just popped out of the shower, put on a face mask and that should come off in about 8 minutes. My face is all green and scary! Waaaah. My head still hurts like a bitch, so I don't know why I decide to remain online. Go figure. I'm sorry that I couldn't see you tonight hun, but I really don't want to get you sick. Miss you.

Tuesday, July 31, 2001 05:55 p.m.
If you got any sweeter...oh lord. I dunno what to do with you!

Tuesday, July 31, 2001 10:21 a.m.
Todd is a funny, silly boy.

Tuesday, July 31, 2001 09:57 a.m.
I strongly suggest you download the song "I'm Dying (Overdog Remix)" by Vast. It's quickly become one of my favorites. Vast is wonderful. Give them love.

Tuesday, July 31, 2001 09:40 a.m.
So I found out how much I'm worth; $1,947,198.00. I feel so cheap! Higher than average...but...I mean. Haha. It's the big disappointment of my life! It's pretty funny though, check it out. And I'm officially sick- I have an ugly cold. My throat hurts, nose is hella runny, and I have an icky headache. Bah humbug.

Monday, July 30, 2001 05:04 p.m.
Just got back from spending about four hours with my sister, it was fun. We went to get my senior pictures taken again (like I said I would) and I think that these ones came out muuuuuuch better. If i like any of em, maybe I'll scan them at a later date. Anyways, I have so much fun with my sister! We just drove around looking for this restaurant, and we never found it- we ended up just driving around for about 2 hours. Woooo! And that's it. I think that Todd needs some hugs. Yes.

Monday, July 30, 2001 12:58 p.m.
Got back from work, got my paycheck which has less money than it should- Joan (the woman who runs it) said that it happened to everybody who works there because some other idiot did them, and that's why we got less money than we should. It will be added to our final paycheck which I'll either get this coming Friday or the next (I'm assuming the following Friday). So I took a shower, got dressed up real pretty, and in an hour and forty five minutes I'm retaking my senior pictures- I looked like shit in the first batch, maybe we'll find a semi decent one in here! I can only pray. That's all for now, I'm hoping that my boy will meet my sister today, but we shall see!

Monday, July 30, 2001 08:24 a.m.
My sister came home last night about 15 minutes after I signed offline. She ended up sleeping in my room 'cause we have a wasp nest buliding in the roof over her room. What a crock of shit. We gotta call the exterminators. Off to work soon, and you know what- THIS IS MY LAST 3 DAYS OF WORK. Hahaha. But after Friday, that means I'm shit poor. Oh well, that's what goes with the territory.

Monday, July 30, 2001 12:10 a.m.
My tummy hurts, and I just got finished with a conversation with the ever so funny Brad. He's a hoot.

Sunday, July 29, 2001 10:53 p.m.
Todd just left about 5 minutes ago, and it was a looooovely night. Came over at around 8, we watched Ferris Bueler, Andy and Andie came over to watch with us, and that's about it. Oh yea, and I got accepted into MOM. It's a worthy cause, and...just look. Baah, I had a really nice night. Todd makes me smile.

Sunday, July 29, 2001 06:45 p.m.
Today has been pretty cool. The mom, dad, and I went to Liberty Science Center today because we thought that my dad's company had sponsored something there and we could get in for free- but it turns out that this is for next Sunday. So within 10 minutes we were on our way into NYC. We went to Soho and I had a great time. Went to a lot of stores and such. I got two t-shirts at H & M for a grand total of $16.50 which I think is hella good. I love the shirts, they make me happy. Tried on some other awesome clothes that actually looked nice, but waaaaaay too expensive. Damn city stores, DAMN THEM TO HELL! ::boo hiss:: Anyways, Brad has a rad new layout up, and he's the man, so go spread some love over his way! Yep, I think I'm seeing my boy tonight. Yesssssss.

Sunday, July 29, 2001 09:40 a.m.
Bah, I wish I could have slept later. Just woke up about five minutes ago. Yep. Had a pretty good sleep though, and I read some more of Dracula. I like that book. I also took a test to see what type of political party I would most likely belong to, and here are my results:
# 1 Democratic Socialist
# 2 Progressive
# 3 Bookchinite
# 4 Libertarian Socialist
# 5 Anarchist
# 6 Shachtmanite
# 7 Christian Socialist
# 8 Democratic Marxist
# 9 Social Democrat
# 10 DeLeonist
# 11 Leninist-Trotskyist
# 12 Castroist
# 13 Kimist
# 14 Stalinist/Maoist
Hey, go figure. To see what these results mean, go see the definition of each group here.

Saturday, July 28, 2001 11:36 p.m.
So I finally said it to Todd. I told him that I love him. Gosh, it seriously just felt so good and right to say it, and now I have butterflies all in my stomach. It's weird, but a good weird. Aaah yes.

Saturday, July 28, 2001 10:20 p.m.
I feel like shit right now, my stomach is hurting me. I ate too much food today. I have no self control. This is bad. I don't want to gain any more weight, I want to lose it! Lose it damn it! Now I actually dread going out to eat with people, because I know I can't stop eating. It's so horrible. Yea, so I don't feel well at all. And I wish I could talk to Todd right now, but...ye know. Blah.

Saturday, July 28, 2001 08:17 p.m.
My Todd is home! Ahwetihewpot! Yesssss, oh gosh I missed him so incredibly much and all I want to do right now is cuddle up in his arms and hear his voice, stupid as that sounds. He's hanging out with Min right now, and I don't think I want to disturb that 'cause they're good friends and I'd just feel weird interrupting whatever they're doing! Oh gosh, I just can't wait to see him, I've missed him so incredibly much. Aaaah! Hun, if you read this before we talk- caaaaaaall me!

Saturday, July 28, 2001 09:57 a.m.
Woke up about 40 minutes ago, I fell asleep watching TV in my grammy's sitting room type thing. It's an icky day out, and I might go hang out with Lisa later and watch Mallrats. Yes, my Mallrats tape is still missing....communistic BASTARDS. Just joshin, but that sucks because I miss my movie. Anyways, Bri leaves today for her three week stay at Cape May. Lucky girl. That's about it.

Friday, July 27, 2001 10:56 p.m.
Went to Lisa's house tonight. Had a veeeeeeery lazy night with some interesting conversations, I don't dare repeat what was said. Hah. Yea, not I'm pooped, just ate graham crackers, and I'm soo full from a huge dinner I had tonight consisting of sausage and peppers.

Friday, July 27, 2001 05:21 p.m.
Today sucked big time. Didn't have much energy because of yesterday (many many hours of volleyball). I'm sooooo sore from all that volleyball that it hurts to walk. Get up at 8, get to work by 8:45. Today, the kids were HORRIBLE. Not all of them, but three of the boys just would not listen. I gave about 237503275092 time outs, and I was shaking I was so mad and frustrated from everything building up. It wasn't just the kids, it's just everything. I'm so angry and I don't know why. So yea, RIGHT after work I have to go to volleyball for about four hours, and gosh did I just not want to be there. The coaches pissed me off so much I could see myself kicking the volleyball into their faces. More one coach than the other. Anyways, didn't have what I would call a great volleyball day, and I felt bad for Kerry because her boyfriend dumped her today. Oh gosh, just not a good day. I was so frustrated I was on the verge of tears, and was temped to just walk out. But I didn't. Drove home and kinda raced (haha) Bri. It lasted all of 20 seconds. It was cool. I got home, ate some junk (canteloupe) and little snicker kudos bars. They're yummy. I checked my answering machine and my boy Todd left a message. I can't wait to see him, but he comes home the same day my sister comes home from Florida, so I doubt I'll see him. Ugh. I miss him so much, and I can't wait to see him- but I also want to see my sister who I only see a few times a year. Ugh. I'm done.

Thursday, July 26, 2001 05:45 p.m.
I had another not so great day at volleyball- parents and grandma woke me up from being so loud at 6:55 in the morning, stayed in bed trying to sleep, got up at 7:20, was picked up at 8 by Bri, had trouble getting to volleyball cause we had to wait for certain people to get picked up (too confusing to try to tell), went to volleyball- did crappy, tired as fucking hell. It went from about 8:45 or 9 until about 5. I'm tired, smelly, and I want to bash my head into a wall. Finis.

Thursday, July 26, 2001 07:39 a.m.
Definitely feel like shit today. We'll see what happens. Leaving in about 20 minutes to go to volleyball for...oooh...seven and a half hours. Gosh.

Wednesday, July 25, 2001 06:11 p.m.
I vented a little bit today- thanks Lei. Volleyball tomorrow with Bri and a few other girls from the team. I feel like shit, so we'll see how that goes. I'll be my normal complaining and annoying self tomorrow, there to bug everybody. Yep.

Wednesday, July 25, 2001 04:16 p.m.
When did I become such a bitter and cold person? I have no patience for my family anymore, and my patience with my friends is certainly dwindling with each passing day, and I'm not 100% sure why. Fucked up, and I feel horrible about it, but I can't help feeling this way. Right now I just need a break from everybody and everybody needs a big break from me, that's for sure.

Wednesday, July 25, 2001 03:33 p.m.
Right now I want to smack my head into a wall. Aaah yes, what bliss that would be. Pure ecstacy. I wish I could make private entries on here, cause there are a few things I'd like to say, and just write out on here, but not have anybody read. Yep.

Wednesday, July 25, 2001 08:17 a.m.
My tummy hurts again. Bah. Tomorrow I do the volleyball camp from 9-4:30. I'll be POOPED by the end of the day, oy vey. This is gonna...oy. Need...sleep. Bri got in trouble last night, an I'm sorry!!! Not a good day yesterday, I guess.

Tuesday, July 24, 2001 09:39 p.m.
Had a HORRIBLE day at volleyball. I was so frustrated and sweaty and gross. Bad day. Not happy today. Hung out with Bri today when we went to the mall and picked out the cutest clothes for her sister, Gianna. Got my sister a Harry Potter b-day card (although her birthday ain't 'til November 6th), went back to her house and it was cool. Min dropped by with her new haircut, and it looks cute. Then came the horrible-ness of volleyball, then came the refreshing shower, then came the phone call from my Todd (I was so happy to hear his voice, I miss him so much). Then I uploaded a million more pictures to the "cam pictures" section. I have a bunch of goofy ones with Bri which I MIGHT post, but not today. Too many to have to make little pages for. So there are approximately 130 webcam pictures up on my site. Oy vey. Me in the same 5 poses in a few different outfits. Don't jump out of your site with excitement. And I realized this- I don't hate my face which is why I don't mind posting all the cam pictures, it's my body that I dislike. I've come to terms with my face, and it's not horrible. I don't love it, but it's not horrible. It's my body that I loathe. That's why I don't mind taking cam pictures! It's genius. And that's all. I'm tired. Lisa is a sweetie.

Tuesday, July 24, 2001 10:16 a.m.
I don't feel so well right now. For some reason, there's this spot on my head where it feels like I got hit, and it really hurts. Especially when you touch it (which I'm avoiding). And my throat hurts. Bah humbug. I'm tired. I've been so tired lately. I'm listening to Weird Al right now...Gump. Beautiful. "Went to the White House showed LBJ his butt..."

Monday, July 23, 2001 07:55 p.m.
So much for trying to lose weight. This morning- 117 lbs. I can't believe this. This is truly ridiculous. I am the laziest shit around.

Monday, July 23, 2001 04:56 p.m.
Jon is my hero. His page is NOT done yet, so give it time. But let me tell you, it will be a beauty! And right now, all I really wanna do is hear Todd's voice....phone will suit me fine! But I miss him.

Monday, July 23, 2001 03:22 p.m.
Added even MORE pictures to the "cam pictures" section. I really need to get out more.

Monday, July 23, 2001 12:51 p.m.
I'm home, I'm tired, and I'm watching the Aerosmith videos that I downloaded. Oh what bliss.

Monday, July 23, 2001 08:23 a.m.
My tummy hurts and I have to leave in about fifteen minutes. Oy. Going allll comfy today in my Tattoo the Earth t-shirt which Matt gave me for my b-day and long shorts. I look like a dork. Yesssss.

Sunday, July 22, 2001 10:08 p.m.
I just added a section (you can find it under the navigation area to your right) with cam pictures! I've captured quite a few pictures of me with my lovely lovely webcam. I look goofy, serious, boring, happy, smiley! It's all over the place. I even made a fansign for Sarah if you can find it! Hahahahaha.

Sunday, July 22, 2001 08:00 p.m.
I love my webcam and I miss Todd. He was home today until five, and I left to go out at 12:15, so I missed seeing him. I was out with my bud Lisa. Went to the mall, Sears, Walgreens, Kings, and back to her house. Twas cool! But I still miss my boy.

Sunday, July 22, 2001 11:01 a.m.
Woke up at 10:15 when I know I could have slept later, therefor I am still half asleep. Had froot loops for breakfast. What joy, what bliss!!!

Sunday, July 22, 2001 01:43 a.m.
Blah. Not...falling....asleep. Must feed online addiction! Just joshin, just can't fall asleep now. Maybe if I got off the computer it would help, aye?

Saturday, July 21, 2001 11:45 p.m.
My Brizels is home!!!

Saturday, July 21, 2001 09:48 p.m.
Just got back from the picnic and I had a great time- played tons and tons of volleyball (but I felt like I was playing gym volleyball...aaaaaaaah no) but it was still fun! And I have to take a shower, but I'm too lazy to move. Maybe in a few minutes....

Saturday, July 21, 2001 10:10 a.m.
Going to a picnic with my parents today. It's with all of the people my mom used to work with, and I always have a great time there. I can't wait to go! And, my Todd is gone. Bah.

Saturday, July 21, 2001 01:25 a.m.
So my webcam is getting pretty popular! Weeeeeee! That rocks my world- the only problem is that is slows down my computer soooooooo much. What a pain in the ass. Otherwise- a beautiful thing. And I'm talking to Todd right now. Go read his journal to see why he's on now. It's the sweetest thing ever. And I'm also talking to my boy Jon. Take a swig!

Friday, July 20, 2001 11:38 p.m.
I say, don't see Jurassic Park 3. Save your money, the movie stunk. Oy, seriously- if you want to see it so badly, wait til you can rent it. It's not worth paying all the money to see it in a theater. Todd, have a safe and fun trip. I'll miss you so much.

Friday, July 20, 2001 08:31 p.m.
So I went to Todd's house today, and I'm really glad that I did. I was happy to see him before he left for a week, and we worked things out. We're doing okay now. Just fine. And hun, I'll miss you! Anyways, I just got off the phone with my sister after talking with her for a good forty five minutes. It's great, at the end of our convo she said "Ya know, Leesey (my nickname)...it's cool that we talk like buds now." And I most certainly agree. I love my sister to pieces.

Friday, July 20, 2001 12:59 p.m.
Just got back from work. I'm so glad I went today, because it really got my mind off of a lot of things. It was nice to just be with the kids. One of the girls, Olivia, would not let go of my hand when I had to go. It was so sweet, I just wanted to give her a big hug. I'm going to see Todd later on. We shall see what happens. Hopefully good things. I know we're going to be okay.

Friday, July 20, 2001 08:19 a.m.
I'm really pissed right now. Last night was a little upsetting for both Todd and I. We got into a fight. We talked it out (thank goodness, or I would have never been able to go to sleep), but we both feel we need to talk some more. I'd prefer not to go into the details of the fight, just know that I didn't get much sleep, and I dunno if he did either. I fell asleep at around 2 or 2:30. At 7:30 in the fucking morning, I hear the fucking vacuum cleaner go off downstairs- the cleaning ladies are here. Since when have they started at 7:30 in the fucking morning. So I'm in a really bad mood right now. So Todd and I made plans to get together today to talk. Then my grandma fucking comes out of nowhere "I need a ride to my dentist tomorrow at 2." So after I come back from work, I waste an hour at home, take my grandma to her God damned dentist, go home and wait for her to call me, go and pick her up, THEN go see Todd at who knows what time. I love how my grandma automatically assumes that I don't have anything that I think is important that I need to do. It sounds selfish...really selfish...but all I want to do right now is talk with Todd, and NOT take my grandma to her damned dentist. Yea, I'm a selfish bitch, get over it.

Friday, July 20, 2001 01:11 a.m.
Jon was my saving grace tonight. Thank you so much, I appreciate this so much.

Friday, July 20, 2001 12:45 a.m.
I don't think I'll be getting too much sleep tonight.

Thursday, July 19, 2001 10:21 p.m.
Sorry that I haven't updated pretty much all day, but for some reason, my cable modem wouldn't connect me to the 'net. It's fixed now (hopefully for good). My webcam might be the cause for the problem with my modem, although I don't understand why. Maybe too much going on at once? Beats me...I dunno. But I have a number to call now, so that is good. Knock on wood...I hope nothing else goes wrong.

Thursday, July 19, 2001 10:49 a.m.
My webcam is up and ready to go! I was able to set it up this morning, althought the quality is kinda shitty, I plan to improve on that! So go check out my webcam here.

Thursday, July 19, 2001 08:47 a.m.
My nose is a little bit stuffed. Bah. I tried setting up my cam last night (by myself) and I got a little message, and I hate messages so I stopped. Maybe I'll try again today! I got the Creative Web Cam GO PC Camera. Weeeeee.

Wednesday, July 18, 2001 10:29 p.m.
I'm beginning to feel like Todd deserves something better than me. He does so many good things for me...always compliments me, listens to me, talks to me, he's seriously the best boyfriend and friend I could ask for (cheesy as that sounds...yes...cheese). But seriously, I don't do anything for him at all. Ever. I'm a psycho bitch who doesn't know how to give a compliment for her life and who can't express what they're feeling in words. I just think that Todd can do better than me, and I dunno. He's wonderful.

Wednesday, July 18, 2001 10:12 p.m.
Guess who got a webcam/digital camera????? MEEEEEEEEEEE. It will be up and ready to go by this weekend. Thank goodness. And great news- chances are that Todd does NOT have mono. And he's feeling much better, so yeaaaa to that. I went to pick up the web camera thing with Andy (who drove), and Min. She bought a digital answering machine. Hell yea.

Wednesday, July 18, 2001 07:26 p.m.
So tonight, Matt, Andy, and I are going to Circuit City to look for web cams for me. Hopefully they're open until 9 or 10. So tonight I MIGHT get my webcam!! Weeee. I'll tell you all later if I get it, and if I get it set up tonight, I'll give you all the address, cause I'll set it up at camarades.com or whatever it is.

Wednesday, July 18, 2001 04:16 p.m.
So I just downloaded about fifteen songs today ::big grin:: I loooooove cable. Oooooh! I visited Lisa at her camp today, for the first time ever! There was a little show going on there to entertain the kiddies- two acrobats. It was cute. Then I left. And now I'm here. I want my web caaaaaam. Maybe I'll go out and buy it tonight when my parents get home ::wink wink:: I waaaant I waaaaaant. I'm sounding bitchy. Weee.

Wednesday, July 18, 2001 01:01 p.m.
So work today...oy vey. Let me tell you, that was quite the treat. The kids did not listen to a word Joan and I said (she is the person I work with). They made a huge mess, would not clean up, etc. They got better towards the middle of their stay, and from then on were little angels. One of the girls, Joelle, was crying when I went in to go change one of the boys, Liam, because she wanted to stay with me. I felt so bad. Awww. Anyways, so Liam had the grossest diaper ever. I almost hurled. Oy, I don't think I'm cut out for this stuff. And I hope that Todd feels better!

Wednesday, July 18, 2001 08:25 a.m.
Aaaaah. So I got a really good night's sleep. I feel very much refreshed. In bed at 11, read til 11:30, slept until 8. Pretty good, pretty good. What I really want is a biiiiiiig old 11 hour sleep. That would be choice!!! Sarah is Tarzan, and I am Jane and the vine that Tarzan (Sarah) swings on! IT'S GENIUS!

Tuesday, July 17, 2001 11:04 p.m.
Yea, so you actually CAN e-mail me at boothlisa@aol.com. Fuck bobisers@geekstar.org and geekstar@geekstar.org. Send me mail! All to boothlisa@aol.com. HAHAHAHAHAHHA.

Tuesday, July 17, 2001 09:33 p.m.
So tonight was pretty good. Hooters was alright, I don't need to go back there, though. A whoooooole bunch of people were there, it was weird to see that many. I dunno. But I hope that Lisa enjoyed it! Yep.

Tuesday, July 17, 2001 04:37 p.m.
The guy to put in the cable modem is STILL not here. Fuck. I need to take a shower for when I go out later, but I can't until the guy gets to work. He has 23 minutes.

Tuesday, July 17, 2001 02:23 p.m.
Some really great news and some really shitty news, but I will give you the fantabulous news first:
1. Lisa got her license! She got it! And it's her birthday, so again I say- Happy Happy Happy Birthday!!
2. Sarah put up the most beautiful thing ever- a fire hydrant layout. I almost cried when I saw the beauty of this masterpiece. Sarah, I bow down to you.
3. I got an e-mail from Bri yesterday about Vegas and she's doing really well, so that...is good!
4. The cable modem is getting installed really really soon, like within a few hours. ::does a dance::
5. I'm talking to my Emma, and it makes me really happy. We're talking about dinosaurs. RAWR.
And now for the bad news:
Todd is really really sick. He can't go out for a few days, and he has a really bad infection in his head. It's not good. So I hope you feel better, sweetie.
And that is today's news. Over and out.

Tuesday, July 17, 2001 08:39 a.m.
So AOL goes bye bye today. To anybody who e-mails me:
Do NOT e-mail me at boothlisa@aol.com anymore, e-mail me at bobisers@geekstar.org. Again, no more boothlisa@aol.com.
My cable modem is coooooooooooming. I can't wait, I'll be downloading mad crazy songs at high high speeds and I'm so happy. Weeeeee! And I'm hoping to see the boy later on today. I'm positive I will, I just don't know when. And also, today is Lisa's birthday! Happy birthday, me dear!

Monday, July 16, 2001 11:25 p.m.
So Todd just left after the most wonderful evening. It all started out when I drove to Andy's house. He was outside mowing he lawn, and So Todd was inside, so obviously I went inside. We chilled for a bit until Andy "walked in on us" (no sex people, NO SEX). Then we chilled for a bit, watched a little bit of porn (oy vey). After that we (as in Andy and I) went to Blockbuster to drop a movie off. We then went to Min's house, and Todd met us there a few minutes later. We all chilled at the house for a few hours. I know I had a good time, cause I saw the new dog! Oh so cute. And also, I might be buying Min's car when she buys a new one. Yesssssss. But we had fun just chillin. Then Todd came back to my house (naturally). We just cuddled and stayed in each others arms, and we didn't talk at all. We just smiled. It was the most peaceful feeling I've ever felt. Seriously, I enjoyed every single minute of it. He massaged my head because I had and still have a pretty bad headache. Made me feel good. And...well... he said the "L" word. And I know he meant it, and seriously- it felt so good to hear it. I just don't know how to react... I'm not very good at "expressing my feelings in words". That's not me. I show it in actions or writing I guess. I don't know, but that put a big old smile on my face, and he looked relieved to have gotten that off his chest. And it was a perfect end to a wonderful night.

Monday, July 16, 2001 04:53 p.m.
My Emmers is going away on vacation soon. Bah humbug. She also ordered Radiohead tickets online, but they didn't process or something, and now Ticketmaster says she didn't buy them. She's really upset because Radiohead is her favorite...absolute favorite band. I don't want to see her sad. Hhpthtiowetjoap. And I talked to Todd. We'll get together later on.

Monday, July 16, 2001 08:28 a.m.
Soooooo tired. Didn't get that much sleep this weekend, and I'm just flat out pooped. Today will be a long long day. Work...will feel like five hours. Oy vey. Lisa's b-day is tomorrow! We're going to Hooters. Hahaha. Can't wait. Talked to Todd last night, so that was a nice way to come back. That's it!

Sunday, July 15, 2001 08:31 p.m.
Blah. Just had a veal cutlet sandwich. I can't believe I ate that. I had so much food while I was in Atlantic City, and I really wish I hadn't. Gained a few pounds after I had gone back to normal. So I guess this means have to watch what I eat for the next few days or so until everything goes back to normal. Damn it. I hate when this happens cause it always gets me in a bad mood. But anyways, I hope to see Todd tomorrow or Tuesday, cause that would make me so happy. Tomorrow, after work, I'm going to the high school to see my Latin teacher, T-dawg (haha), concerning my recommendation. And I dunno what else I'll be doing after that. On Tuesday the cable modem is getting installed, so bye bye AOL and hello AIM. It also happens to be my bud Lisa's birthday! Wish her a happy one, alright.

Sunday, July 15, 2001 05:49 p.m.
Helloooo. I am back from Atlantic City, and let me tell you that for the most part- it SUCKED. My cousin Matt and I aren't old enough to gamble (me being 17 and him being 19). There was nothing...let me emphasize NOTHING to do at the hotel. The only good thing that happened was that I saw Penn and Teller (they signed a little picture of them for me, I'm so happy). They were absolutely amazing. I suggest that people should see them, because these guys are funny as hell and absolutely amazing. And I actually heard Teller talk! Woooooo! That's it. Oh yea, I got a 3 on my AP Bio exam (which means that I don't necessarily have to take this biology course in college cause I get credit for it already). So THAT makes my day. And also I got a letter from my school which was like "congratulations for being on honor roll/high honor roll for all four marking periods this year...blah blah blah." That was good. Two good news things in one day.

Friday, July 13, 2001 08:23 a.m.
So I guess this will be my last entry before I go to Atlantic City. Go figure. Cleaning ladies are here and the damned vacuum woke me up at 7:50 in the morning. 7:50!!! I wanted to scream. How can they get here this early. Oy. Alright, I'm heading off!! Really gonna miss the boy and the friends. And of course, writing in here will be missed.

Friday, July 13, 2001 12:01 a.m.
Probably my last entry until Sunday. I'm going to be in Atlantic City with absolutely no access to a computer. So I'm sorry if I don't update until I get home on Sunday night. Todd came over tonight, and that was really nice. I'm glad I got to see him before I leave for the weekend. I love seeing him. Aaah.

Thursday, July 12, 2001 05:41 p.m.
I made a new house that is up under the Lisa section of my page. Go look.

Thursday, July 12, 2001 04:53 p.m.
No Todd tonight. A family member of his passed away...soo.. I'm sorry sweetie.

Thursday, July 12, 2001 03:24 p.m.
Having my period= EVIL! EVIL! Todd is being a trooper. Hahahaha.

Thursday, July 12, 2001 09:32 a.m.
Bah. Not feeling so well today. I still hope to see Todd later on today, and then head out to volleyball later on tonight. That's gonna kill me. I leave for Atlantic City tomorrow immediately after I get home from work. My Aunt Carol is coming to pick me up on her way down, and Matt and Andrew will be in the car with her. Yeaaaa! This should prove to be a fun ride. So anyways, we're going to see Penn and Teller!!!! Can you believe it?! I love these guys so much, they're incredibly funny. I always crack up whenever I see their acts on TV. Oh my, I can't wait. But I'll miss everybody.

Wednesday, July 11, 2001 07:47 p.m.
I took that test that I found at Chelsea's site, and here are my results:
Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Moderate
Histrionic: Moderate
Narcissistic: Low
Avoidant: High
Dependent: Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive: High
To find out what this all means, go take the test for yourself.

Wednesday, July 11, 2001 07:34 p.m.
Thecounter.com officially sucks. They are charging money per year so we can get statistics. I'm really fucking mad. Why the fuck did they have to go off and do that?! Cheap bastards. If anybody knows of a place that I can go where there is a good counter, for free- no ads...please TELL ME!

Wednesday, July 11, 2001 06:37 p.m.
If my mom were any more fucking annoying, I swear, I might just have to beat the living crap out of her. She always fucking nags at me and gets on my fucking back at the wrong fucking times. She REALLY knows how to push my buttons and get on my bad fucking side. And my dad is really just not helping in this situation here. What a pain in my damned ass. I'm going to be spending three days with them in Atlantic City. I'm going to miss Todd, and I'm also missing a bbq with Lisa and the boys (Chris, Brian, Lawshe, Jason, etc.) At least I'm goin to be with my favorite cousins, Matt and Andrew. They will be my saving graces. Somebody...just help me.

Wednesday, July 11, 2001 12:47 p.m.
Todd and I are heading out to the mall in a while to pick up a present for his sister; it's her b-day today. Happy birthday to her! Wee. Just got an e-mail, from Bri saying that she updated her pita. So check it out.

Wednesday, July 11, 2001 08:38 a.m.
Today I go to the Turtleback Zoo with the kids that I watch at work. A lot of the childrens' mothers will be there, so that means I get paid my ten bucks an hour to have the parents watch their children. How great is that?! Weeee. And hopefully I'm going to see my boy later on today, but we shall see what happens.

Tuesday, July 10, 2001 11:27 p.m.
So tonight...was very interesting. Todd came to pick me up after volleyball practice. He showed up at around 8:30 or so. Andy and Min are in the back seat of his car. They all hav their bathing suits on. So the three of them are singing to some Thursday songs (which I'm not very familiar with), and somebody makes a comment about Todd's driving. He got a little upset, but everything seemed okay. We get to Min's house. The three of us get out of the car, but Todd does not get out. He ends up just taking a drive, and the rest of us go inside. Andy and I go into the pool for some swimmin. Todd comes back a little bit later and gets into a mini fight with Andy. It turns out alright, but only after Todd left for a bit. Matt and Chris were there, just to tell you. Todd eventually comes back, and things are better. So Todd, Min, and I are upstairs in her room now. We talk about college stuff, I cuddle up with my boy (which makes me the happiest girl in the world). I eventually go back downstairs to go swimming. Todd and Min end up talking about why he was upset today. Then I come back up, and things are good. Todd and I leave everybody at around 10:30, although we were the last to leave. We go back to my house, and talk a little bit. He told me something a little bit...upsetting. It had nothing to do with us, so don't go off getting any ideas. We're fine, we're good. But something that upset me. I've never cried in front of any of my friends before (except at funerals), and I actually cried in front of him. I think that was good. The rest of the night went without a hitch. He left my house at around 11:15 or so, and it took us so long to say goodbye...again. That's it! The night started out weird, but ended up absolutely wonderful. The way they always do.

Tuesday, July 10, 2001 01:58 p.m.
I'm eating a granny smith apple right now. Quite crunchy, I must say. I looooooove crunchy apples.

Tuesday, July 10, 2001 11:14 a.m.
I came across Jen's site after she signed my guestbook and linked me. Her site is really lovely, so I suggest you go look at it. Anyways, I slept until 11:06 today. I haven't slept that late. I needed the 11 hours of sleep that I got. I feel tired, but refreshed. Where is Todd?! He was on at like 9 this morning (I know because I read his pita). Bah. Oh well.

Monday, July 9, 2001 11:38 p.m.
So Todd just left after a wonderful night. We went bowling (one game) and I saw a group of kids from my school, that was nice. So he beat me- 101 to 87. I've been doing poorly lately, maybe I need to bowl more often. Anyways, we ended up at my house afterwards (what a shocker). We did our thang, and just...we were lying next to each other. It was wonderful. I couldn't have asked for a better night. I think it took us about fifteen minutes to say goodbye- oy vey. Haha. Buuuut, that's the way things go round here. Yerp.

Monday, July 9, 2001 06:40 p.m.
Blah de da. Bri leaves for Vegas in a few hours. I shall miss her...a little. Haha. Anyhoo, I'm bored- again. I was looking at webcams at Best Buy and Comp USA. The ones that I am lookin' at range from $79.99 to about $99.99. If anybody has a webcam that they are VERY pleased with, please don't hesitate to e-mail me or IM me. My screen name is boothlisa.

Monday, July 9, 2001 05:45 p.m.
Really really bored now. Ate too much food again, so I think I won't eat dinner tonight. I'm horrible. I eat when I'm not hungry. Does anybody have any suggestions to get me to stop eating so much damned food? I'd really appreciate the help. I want to lose 5-10 pounds...closer to 10 I think. I want to be about 110-112 pounds or so. That would be nice. I gotta do something bout this eating, it's ridiculous.

Monday, July 9, 2001 08:18 a.m.
So I'm off to work in a few minutes, the weekend passed by way too quickly. Eeeh, hopefully when I'm done, Todd and I will be getting together. That would make me happy, if not...it doesn't happen. Anyways, I'm tired as hell because I started reading Bram Stoker's Dracula last night for AP English 12 next year. So I read that for too long and now I'm pooped. Go figure.

Sunday, July 8, 2001 11:13 p.m.
I just got to see Todd for the first time since last Sunday. I was so happy to see him! Aaaah it just made my day. And also, Andy updatd for the first time in MONTHS. Go give him a pat on the back.

Sunday, July 8, 2001 03:23 p.m.
I just saw the movie Shrek with my mom and dad. I really liked the movie, it was cute. Kinda bored right now, but Amanda happens to love my toilets. Wee!

Sunday, July 8, 2001 09:52 a.m.
In the wise words of Lauren, "Todd ain't so bad on the eyes." How true, how true. HE COMES HOME TODAY! Aaaaaaaaaah!

Sunday, July 8, 2001 01:03 a.m.
Thanks to Jenny for suggesting Kazaa to me. It's just like Napster USED to be, but so much better. Believe me, it's worth the 3 minute d/l (and I even have a ghetto 56 K) For now anyways. We're getting a cable modem on July 17th, so my screen name will still be boothlisa (through AIM not AOL) and my e-mail will be bobisers@geekstar.org or geekstar@geekstar.org.

Sunday, July 8, 2001 12:34 a.m.
I added a handful of new pictures in the Lisa section. The pictures are of myself, Bri, Jes, and Min. Thank goodness for Bri's scanner, or you would not be able to see these lovely pictures. She has a hella good scanner, let me tell you. And I'm sorry if the page is slow to load, but I can't really help it. I'm a moron at condensing things. So be it. Todd is going to be back in about sixteen hours I hope. Oy! Can't wait. And I'm going running with Lisa in about nine hours. Oy, I need some sleep.

Saturday, July 7, 2001 08:17 p.m.
Sarah made me the best thing ever ::sigh:: You're my hero, me dear.

Saturday, July 7, 2001 01:42 p.m.
I'm super bored. Ack. I wish our company would get here so I might have an excuse to get off the computer. Gosh.

Saturday, July 7, 2001 10:19 a.m.
Alright, here's the deal:
Sarah is one of the funniest people that I talk to.
Dan is having a problem with a stalker down the shore- we are trying to come up with "solutions" to the problem.
Bri got picture back from Cape May trip (with Min, Jes, and myself). We're gonna look at them tomorrow or something.
Todd gets back from Vermont tomorrow and I get to go see him tomorrow night. Yesss.
Lisa got some last night. Hahaha.
Finis!

Friday, July 6, 2001 10:39 p.m.
Oooh. My new layout is up. Dedicated to DDD! Hope you enjoy it.

Friday, July 6, 2001 07:27 p.m.
I've just come to a conclusion- I won't be able to get into the colleges that have all the majors I want. I'm going to get stuck doing something shitty later on in life and I'm always going to regret it, because I can't get into any of the schools I want to. Of the list of colleges I plan to apply to, Ramapo is the only safe school I have. The rest are a fucking reach for me, when I know all of my god damned friends can get into the stuff that I can't. It's really upsetting. Syracuse and University of Florida at Gainesville are all "high competitive" schools. My chances of getting in there are so slim. Very slim. I'm also thinking of Universitiy of Boston- pretty much no chance of getting in there. Basically, this means I'm fucked. God fucking damn it. I'm not going to deny the fact that I'm not smart- not nearly as smart as my fucking friends. All of them are so much better than me at EVERYTHING I try to do. Honestly, when I think of the things I am capable of, one of my friends is 5X better at it than me. School, volleyball, web design. Everything. Doesn't that make you feel all tingly inside? I try to think of one thing that I have going for me. I'm not talking about anything like the fact that I have an absolutely wonderful boyfriend or anything like that... I'm saying I have nothing going for ME. If I could change this, I would in a heartbeat. Buuuuut. That's not the case. Somebody should just fuck me up the goat ass. Sorry, listened to some Adam Sandler shit last night. I really feel like just going on and on and being specific about things, but I don't want to bore you people to death. Alas, I shall continue.
Emily (my sister)- My parent's favorite child, always had 7503275032 guys flocking around her, super super smart, can and did get into the colleges I want to go to, my grandparent's favorite grandchild, etc etc.
Brianna- Extremely organized, perfect in school, always beats me in everything, wonderful at volleyball, etc. etc.
Lisa- Smart, great runner (athlete), hilarious, outgoing, great group of friends (other than our "common ones") and I'm jealous of her for it (not gonna deny that), etc. etc.
Min- Super super smart, wonderful at web design, outgoing, etc. etc.
My dad took the SAT one time and got something over a 1400. My mom skipped a grade or two in school. My sister, as aforementioned, is super smart and has capabilities of getting into schools that I don't have. My boyfriend is a super genius (damn you). And all my friends (and others I didn't mention) have all these qualities I'd kill to have. Wait, lest I forget the fact that I don't really truly like the way that I look. That rant shall be saved for another time. Let's just say I wish I had a prettier face and a slimmer body. Yes. That's all. Bitch mode is done for now. New layout coming soon I hope cause I'm beginning to hate this one with a burning passion.

Friday, July 6, 2001 03:55 p.m.
Todd just called all the way from Vermont. I think I am the happiest girl right now! You don't know how good it felt to hear his voice (I sound SUPER cheesy). Oh gosh, my face lit up the second I knew it was him. I just now realize how much I really do miss him.

Friday, July 6, 2001 01:29 p.m.
So I went to work today, and for the two hours that we had the kids inside, I think I was cleaning up after them for an hour and forty seven minutes. Oy vey. I'm so tired, and I can't wait for Todd to come home. I really miss him. Oy. I've gotta shut up. But anyways, Andy sent everybody pictures from about a week ago. He sent this picture of Todd in Min's sister's shorts. Dana (her sister) is a size one. hahahaha. Maybe I'll show you guys the picture, cause he looks sooooo funny. And cute. Oy.

Thursday, July 5, 2001 10:53 p.m.
Baaaah. I'm REALLY mad that I did not get to talk to Todd. To clear up any confusion about a previous entry where I said "screw that" when I talked about the message he left, I was just upset that I didn't catch him. Bah. I can't wait until he gets home. It will make me cheery! I had suuuuuch a good time with Lisa tonight. We talked about some very random things. Oy, lots of laughs.

Thursday, July 5, 2001 07:18 p.m.
I am home. Jaime, Jill, and I got semi-lost on the way home from Connecticut- multiple times. Haha. But it was a fun ride home. Now I'm gonna go take a shower and go to some MORE fireworks (baaaaaah lah blah). Todd called and left a message on my machine from Vermont, and I'm sorry I wasn't there to talk to him. Screw that.

Thursday, July 5, 2001 11:25 a.m.
So I was the first one up this morning out of Jaime, Jill, and myself. I'm sitting here with Jason right now, kinda chillin. Took my shower, so I'm happy. And I'm gonna show Jason some stuff about how to make web pages. Weee! I'll be home later tonight at around 6:00 I hope because I have to go to volleyball. I looooooooove volleyball.

Thursday, July 5, 2001 12:23 a.m.
At Jaime's house in Connecticut right now. Everybody's staring over my shoulder. Fireworks were pretty bad this year. Yerp, but better than the one's in Caldwell. I was a little disappointed. That's all. I'm done.

Wednesday, July 4, 2001 12:03 p.m.
So I tried writing an entry earlier this morning, but pitas was being a dumbass and wasn't working. Lost my entire entry. What a piece. Anyways, I'm off to go visit my friend Jaime and her family off in Connecticut. I haven't seen her in the longest time. It will be nice. A good way to spend the fourth of July. Happy fourth to everybody. Have fun, run a muck. Scream like wild banshees.

Tuesday, July 3, 2001 10:56 p.m.
I just watched the Real World (one of the few shows I actually watch on MTV) and it looks like it's going to be a hella good season. Oh my gosh, they showed kind of a preview of what to expect over the season... looks awesome! I really love the cast. Very cool.

Tuesday, July 3, 2001 08:22 p.m.
Just got back from playing volleyball. I had a really good day in passing. Definitely not a fantabulous spiker, but a fair passer/setter. I may be second setter on the varsity team for this coming year. Oy vey. But that felt great... to move. And I just got finished eating a little cup of ice cream- I'm horrible.

Tuesday, July 3, 2001 04:36 p.m.
Ever just want to hit the mirror when you look at it? That's what I thought.

Tuesday, July 3, 2001 04:13 p.m.
I'm so bored right now. I'm going to play volleyball later on tonight, at around 6:30. That will last until approximately 8:00. I need to exercise. All I do is eat and I just feel worse about myself. Damn this all to hell. Bah. Hmmm...maybe I'll go to the community center on Thursday morning, and then at night I play volleyball again at the high school. I need to get into healthy mode.

Tuesday, July 3, 2001 02:39 p.m.
I am the laziest shit around. I always complain about how I look, yet I don't do anything to change that. Why?! Gosh, I don't even know what to say. Moving on to another fucking topic. I made something for Sarah. Give it a looksie. We're into fighting hands.

Tuesday, July 3, 2001 10:29 a.m.
Last night..or actually this morning..was really weird and disturbing. At 1:00 in the morning (approximately) my personal phone line rang. I groggily pick up the phone and say hello. Some guy on the other line says his name is Mark (I think, I was tired) and that we had met like a week ago or something. Apparrently I had given him my phone number or something (which I honestly don't remember giving to anybody. I would NEVER give out my phone number to a guy, especially cause I have a boyfriend.) Well he said we had met a week ago, and wanted me to come to a party. I said I didn't remember him and that I couldn't. Then he asked if we could get together tomorrow (well really today now) and I said..eeeh... give me a call or something. Then we said goodbye. I was freaked out. I didn't know what to say! That was weird. Nobody has ever pranked me like that, and I really didn't like it. It really freaked me out. So to whoever the fuck did that- fuck you.

Monday, July 2, 2001 11:41 p.m.
I set up a new design for my friend Lisa's site. I like it much better than the one I made earlier today. Yes, looks very nice now, I think. Gosh, I sound conceited. Oy vey. I just did an Origins face mask. My face is all gross. Bah.

Monday, July 2, 2001 10:20 p.m.
Sarah cracks me up. Oy vey. I also got linked by Roxanne. Sweet deal, aye?

Monday, July 2, 2001 08:37 p.m.
I just designed a layout for Lisa's journal. I'm not exactly thrilled with it. I really don't like the way the picture came out. It's blah. But I'm having a creative block. Something good will come eventually. I hope so anyways.

Monday, July 2, 2001 02:53 p.m.
Okay, I just uploaded twelve- yes twelve new pictures of me (oy vey) in the Lisa section. If you decide to look at them, please give them time to load. I tried to make the files nice and small. Yea. And also, Bryan has a new, sexy layout up. Take a looksie. And also, Angel has HER new layout up. Look there too, wowsers. Lots of new layouts. Eeeee!

Monday, July 2, 2001 08:16 a.m.
Off to work in about ten minutes. Bah humbug. I'm not sure if I have to work on the 4th of July (Wednesday). We'll have to find out I guess. Gaah, my grammy is annoying me right now. It's too early to fuckin talk to me right now. And..ugh. This week is gonna go so slowly. I hope that Todd is having a good time in Vermont. Yes, yes I do.

Sunday, July 1, 2001 10:17 p.m.
It's so damned cold in my house my damned lips are damned blue. Damn it. I had a good time going out with Lisa today. Yes. Twas fun. Tomorrow- work. Then- who knows. Maybe I'll go to the community center and work off some food that I ate. Wow, I feel gross. Feelin a lil chubby. Hah.

Sunday, July 1, 2001 04:54 p.m.
I am at Lisa's house right now, and I decided it was time to update my damned pita. I know you missed me all day, so here I am. Me and Lis are "going out to dinner" in about half an hour. We ate too much shit over the course of the day, and we watched the movie Traffic. It was pretty good, but confusing. A good 2 and a half hours of confuddlement. Anyhoo, yea. I'm gonna go.

Sunday, July 1, 2001 11:20 a.m.
Look! Look! Ryan Shuck of one of my favorite bands, Orgy, has his new line of clothing, Replicant Clothing up on the web. Some of his stuff is also sold at Hot Topic. Go give the man some money and wear his awesome clothes. I love them.

Sunday, July 1, 2001 10:17 a.m.
Girlracer is my new found love. Go read what Alice has to say. She writes honestly and she has a rockin layout.

Sunday, July 1, 2001 08:58 a.m.
I woke up at 8:54 today. Oy. I'm tired as crap. But the cool thing is, I woke up to Robin Hood Men in Tights. I'm gonna go watch the last half of it in a few minutes. Todd is gone. He left for Vermont, and I'm going to miss him so incredibly much this week, and that's really going to be weird. I've seen him almost every single day for the past few weeks, and not seeing him for seven days straight is just gonna be so weird. Well, I'll be okay cause I have my friends, and I think I've probably neglected them a bit lately. So this will be my week with them. I feel bad. Anyways, today I'm hanging out with Lisa, I think I'll call her at around 11:00, cause I hate calling anybody earlier than that. Yes. Alright, tateta.

Sunday, July 1, 2001 12:06 a.m.
Silly me. When I put up the robot layout, I forgot to change everything on the survey page. So everything else was robots, and the survey was the pink layout. Oy, I'm a moron. Lisa said she's over Sebbie! That's a HUGE step for her, and that's great. Blaah, I wish Todd would come on, but he's probably sleeping for his trip. Be safe!!!

Saturday, June 30, 2001 11:41 p.m.
I just got back from spending my evening with Todd. I honestly think that this has been the best night that we've had together. I came to his house at around 8:00 and FINALLY met his parents- yes people, they do exist. We went into his basement (basements seem to be our place) and listened to the Thursday CD that Andy burned for him. We did our thing, and then went to Blockbuster- we rented Dude Where's My Car- don't see it. Bad movie. We actually watched the whole thing though, no joke. I was impressed. Anyways, RIGHT after the movie ended Todd gets a phone call. Andy is on the phone. Then the doorbell rings, and wouldn't you know it- Andy and Matt come barging in. I was really upset by this. I love them to death, although Matt is pissing me off lately by constantly making fun of me when there's sooooo much I am just wanting to say right back in his face to shut him the fuck up...anyways. So they come over and start doing stupid things. I honestly don't mind if every once in a while Andy and other people surprise Todd and I. But in the past, ooooh, 3 weeks(?) we have been interrupted by a barge of people all but once! And the first time was just a few days ago. That really upsets me. Todd is leaving for an entire week tomorrow, and all I wanted to do was have a niec quiet time to say goodbye to him. That's obviously not possible. But after they left, I vented for about five minutes, and I had to go home. The end of the night was perfect, though. Really perfect. Todd's mom wanted him to walk me to my car, so obviously he did. As we walked out of his door it started to drizzle, and as we kept walking down the stairs in the front of his house, it began to pour. Todd and I are saying goodbye, and kissing a lot and it was really sweet. And we were just out there in the rain for about five minutes kissing and saying good bye and I think it was the sweetest most wonderful thing, and I'm sounding all cheesy- but if you had been in the same situation, you would have felt the same way that I do now. I couldn't have asked for a better time. And now Todd is going away for an entire week, from tomorrow until the next Sunday. I'll miss him a lot, but being apart might be good. It will make the time when he gets back that much cooler. And that....was my night.

Saturday, June 30, 2001 07:11 p.m.
104 hits today! And it's not done yet. It may not seem like a lot to many sites out there, but hell...that's a lot for me! I just made something for Todd. I hope he likes it.

Saturday, June 30, 2001 06:32 p.m.
I love Ash's site wish a burning passion. The design is vunderbar!!! Also, to anybody I was talking with online at around 3:00, I'm sorry if I didn't respond- my Latin teacher called me and we ended up talking for a good hour +. So I'm sorry if I didn't respond, I wasn't ignoring you!

Saturday, June 30, 2001 01:49 p.m.
Go visit Tracy. She's the sweetest girl, and she has a lovely site. Oy, Go! Go ! Go!!

Saturday, June 30, 2001 09:58 a.m.
For Todd: I'm still really sorry. I feel horrible, still but I'm really glad that we talked.
For everybody else: The phone woke me up at 9:30 in the morning...nobody was on the other side. I was mad.

Saturday, June 30, 2001 12:29 a.m.
James is truly a sweetheart. Go visit him and tell him how much you love his site, cause I know that I do. And God damn it, if you don't love it also...well...I pity the foo'. Also, I went bowling with Todd, Min, Dan, and Andy. I don't think that was such a great experience... but in the end, everything turned out alright. The end of the night was much better than the beginning, and it just all worked out. Yeaa. I had a great time.

Friday, June 29, 2001 06:36 p.m.
Amanda got her site up at geekstar.org. Go check it out, it's lookin pretty darned good. Anyhoo, I can't wait until we all go out tonight, because I'm bored as hell. My parents just left for the weekend (partay..just kiddin). I just asked Andy when we are leaving, and he said that Min hasn't talked to Dan yet. BAAAAH! I WANT TO GO OOOOOOOOOUT.

Friday, June 29, 2001 04:32 p.m.
Hah. Go visit Jess and give her some love. She's a hella cool girl. And I'm sorry I got rid of the pink! I needed something different. So now it's off from blinding pink to hardcore yellow. Hell yea. Andy just called me, and we're all going out tonight to go bowling and swimming in Min's pool. I hope the boys don't get naked ::wink wink:: Just kidding. I'm listening to DEPECHE MODE. I'm done.

Friday, June 29, 2001 04:22 p.m.
Hell yes, layout 44 is up! Do you like? I like it, I think it's cute and simple and blah. And to Todd, you be a wonderful boyfriend, so hush up! You're too good to me, and I'll miss you when you leave on Sunday. And now, look at the grades I got. I made high honor roll for the 4th marking period (I just got my report card) and I typed up all my grades for the entire year. So look at them in this neat little chart:

CLICK CLICK CLICK, YO.
Lovely, aye? Except that 57 for the AP Bio 2 midterm, and 79 for Algebra 2 Final...otherwise- pretty good.

Friday, June 29, 2001 01:13 p.m.
I got my paycheck today. $94.41. Helllll yea. I'm not sure if that's for 2 or 3 days of work, but let's hope it's only two ::wink wink:: Anyways, so I went to the Depeche Mode concert last night with Emma and even my mom came. It was cute. First off, the seats that we got were AMAZING. It was at madison Square Garden. If you're looking at the stage, we were to the right and up a tier. Wonderful wonderful seats. Poe opened up for the concert. She played for about half an hour and let me tell you, she has an absolutely beautiful voice. She had this amazing stage presence. She even ran off stage and into the crowd all the way in the back of the stadium. I liked her so much, that Emma is burning me a CD of hers. Moving on- it took the crew about twenty minutes to set up for Depeche Mode. Oooooh and then my DM came on. All I can say is- wow. Their performance was so energetic and wonderful and beautiful. I was just swaying and smiling and singing along with the songs the entire two hours they played. They played a lot of songs from their album Violator (which happens to be my favorite album). I can't really remember all the songs that they played, but they did perform Clean, Enjoy the Silence, Waiting for the Night to Fall, Personal Jesus, Halo, and a few others I think from Violator. They also played one of my four favorite songs- Never Let Me Down Again. What else did they play? Aaah yes, Try Walking in My Shoes, Home, Dream on, a few new ones, and...just some I don't know. I'm gonna talk to Emma later to ask her what other songs she remembers and I'll try and give you a more complete list. But believe me when I say that it was an absolutely fantastical concert. I wish I could relive that entire night. My beloved Depeche Mode...aaaah!!!!!!

Friday, June 29, 2001 12:38 a.m.
Wow. I just got back from the Depeche Mode concert. All I can say is...wow. It was so amazing. The show.. I was up the whole time singing along with most of their songs. I had such a good time, I'll tell you more about it later. I have to go to work in about seven and a half hours...my mom has decided she needs the car, which means I have to get dropped off at work by like 8:15. Work starts at 9. Then I have to figure out how the fuck to get home, I HATE buses, I've only been on the bus two times, never by myself. I don't even know where a fucking bus stop is near where I work. HWITOHPEWAHTOWEAHP. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. Oy.

Thursday, June 28, 2001 04:51 p.m.
So Emma is over here now. I am eating her popcorn shizznit, and drinking her coke slurpy, which tastes surprisingly like the real thing ::wink wink:: We missed the 425 bus to go see Depeche Mode, so we're gonna get the 525. Hell yea. And I am .... I am done.

Thursday, June 28, 2001 12:14 p.m.
Please go to this site. Oy! It's a masterpiece I tell you.

Thursday, June 28, 2001 10:14 a.m.
Gaaaah! I'm listening to DEPECHE MODE right now, and I'm going to see their concert in just a matter of hours. Approximately ten hours until it begins. I'm going with Emma, and I can't wait- cause I know she'll be just as excited as I am. We're taking the bus in and meeting my mom there who also wanted to see them (haha how cute). Oh my gosh...after I see DM tonight, I will have seen three of my four favorite bands and some of my best liked bands also. I've seen my favorites- Orgy, Drain STH, and Depeche Mode tonight. I've also seen Pushmonkey, Vast, Staind, and many others who I love very very much- especially Pushmonkey and Vast. Wow. Amazing live, every single one of them. Absolutely wonderful. AHAHAH. Anyways, I'm going to see Todd tonight. Is anybody shocked? I think not. Heh. That's all. No, it's not. Kinsey is starting a new clique. I shall tell you all when it's up.

Wednesday, June 27, 2001 10:21 p.m.
Go visit her because I like her site, and she happened to link my domain (geekstar.org). Hell yea. I'm bored. Very very bored.

Wednesday, June 27, 2001 07:26 p.m.
The ever so wonderful and funny Kinsey just showed me the funniest thing. Oy vey, please go look!

Wednesday, June 27, 2001 06:49 p.m.
Todd sent me the sweetest e-mail. Oy vey, he's cute. And Bri decided to be a dork and call me in the middle of the day about volleyball. Haha, you ARE a dork. Finis.

Wednesday, June 27, 2001 03:05 p.m.
Todd is over here right now. I'm squishing him on my computer chair (woot woot). And that's that. I met his sister for about two seconds today. And I had to go to work and I'm hella tired. I think I'm hanging out with Sue-bert tonight. That should be cool- if we hang out, we're going to watch What Lies Beneath. Never saw it, would very much like to. And Dude Where's My Car is out! Aaaah. Hardcore. That's all, yah.

Wednesday, June 27, 2001 08:17 a.m.
Off to work and I don't even feel so hot. Oy vey. I hope today goes by quickly.

Tuesday, June 26, 2001 11:32 p.m.
Todd just left my house. Gaah, he's such a cool kid. And I played some hardcore volleyball with Bri at our high school with a few people. Hell yea. Gotta go to sleep soon- work tomorrow.

Tuesday, June 26, 2001 05:52 p.m.
Off to volleyball with Bri in just a few minutes. I can't wait. I've come to love working out and exercising. Oy vey. Yess.

Tuesday, June 26, 2001 11:41 a.m.
Look! Look! My domain, geekstar.org, and this (my personal site) were linked here. Ooooh goodies! And also, geekstar.org was linked here by Azura. Ooooh goodies.

Tuesday, June 26, 2001 11:13 a.m.
I just took a personality test that I found at Lise's site, and here is what it said (and it pretty much rang true ... I'm a dork ... I was bored):

Your view on yourself

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girl/boyfriend you are looking for.

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship.

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love.

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you.

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important; find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success?

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of?

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self?

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

Hardcore, aye? And yes, I think I am hanging out with Todd today, again. And tonight I am playing volleyball at the high school! Yessss. Thursday is DEPECHE MODE CONCERT. ::laughs madly:: That is all.

Monday, June 25, 2001 11:12 p.m.
Every time I'm with Todd I'm just so happy and at peace. I can't stop laughing and smiling, or just being flat out relaxed when I'm with him. I love it. But one thing that does bother me (that is NOT his fault) is when Digise decides to publically announce certain things that are NONE of his business. It really gets to me, gets on my last nerve. First off, it's NONE of his business (as aforementioned), secondly, it's nobody else's business but Todd and my own, third, it's embarassing the way he makes what Todd and I do known to all people. I don't appreciate it, and sometimes I just want to kick him in the junk and make it hurt really badly. But Todd makes it better. Tomorrow night, I go out with Bri to play some volleyball at our high school. And also, go check out Dan-o's site, because he finally updated! Good boy. That be that, yo.

Monday, June 25, 2001 05:26 p.m.
I just got back from dropping Todd of at his house. Yessss. I made it home without getting lost at all. Wee for meeee. The second I signed on I saw that he had signed off. Oy. I'm gonna go watch HBO.

Monday, June 25, 2001 02:09 p.m.
Todd is over here now. Yess. We just got back from a romantic lunch at McDonald's. Mine cost $1.06. I am a Jew. Todd had a big greasy burger and I swear he will die if he keeps eating the way he does. It's all good though. Aaaaaand, my first day on the job was pretty good. The kids actually seemed to like me, go figure. Four hours= forty bucks in my pocket, minus taxes. I wish it were under the table instead of on the books. Baah. That's all, tateta.

Sunday, June 24, 2001 08:43 p.m.
I'm talking to Todd now, just got back from visiting the cousins. Took us 2 hours to get home from the city. Crock of shit I tell you. I start work tomorrow. Boo hoo. Aaaaand, eeh. What did I want to say? Oh yea! Out of the blue, Jon im'd me, so that is cool.

Sunday, June 24, 2001 12:42 p.m.
I'm talking to Brooke. She is my new stalker. Beat that. Haha.

Sunday, June 24, 2001 11:19 a.m.
Everybody should own a Dammit Doll to alleviate any stress you may have. Here is the poem that accompanies that wonderful little doll:

If you feel that you could climb the walls
Or stand right up and shout,
Here's a little dammit doll you cannot do without.
Just grab it firmly by the legs and find a place to slam it
And as you whack the stuffing out, yell
DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT.

::bows::

Sunday, June 24, 2001 11:03 a.m.
My loud parents woke me up at 10:30. Oy, I'm tired (tired of playing the game, ain't it a crying shame, I'm...sooo...tired). Yes, that's from Blazing Saddles which happened to be on TV last night. It's the Madeline Kahn song. She cracks me up. I love that movie, I really do. Kinsey has a brandy new layout up with chromeless window frame thingies! It's nifty. I hope Todd is in better spirits today. Nothing makes me happier than knowing he's alright and happy and well! Cheesy as that sounds, oy I'm getting soft hearted. Anyhoo, that's it. Might go out to eat with my cousin Matt and Aunt Carol tonight. I love them so incredibly much, you have no idea. They're the greatest, funniest, coolest people in the world. So I think I WILL go out to Queens tonight to see them. Yesssss.

Sunday, June 24, 2001 12:23 a.m.
So my boy just left me. I had a great time with him tonight. He's been kinda down lately, although I wish he wouldn't be...aaah. He still makes me happy.

Saturday, June 23, 2001 07:00 p.m.
Jess has a new layout up which I happen think is very cool, although she seems not to like it. Go over there and give her words of encouragement! Chelsea also has a fairly new layout up, and she doesn't like her own either! What's up with all these people?! And yes, I am going to be with Todd tonight. Yeaa.

Saturday, June 23, 2001 02:22 p.m.
I just got back from actually working out. This is the first time ever really working out. On the bike type machine (not the regular bicycle machine you may be thinking) I did about 9 miles total, and walked 1+ miles on the treadmill. Now I'm feeling good about it. I want to lose a few pounds, maybe five or so. Just a few. I'll feel much better about myself. I want to tone my tummy and legs and arms and I want to look beeeeeeeeeeeautiful! Yes, cause right now I don't feel so hot about myself. Oy. Yes, my goal is about 110 pounds. That's sick, aye? Yes. So yea, that's five pounds to get rid of and I'll be content. Woot woot! I'm going to chill with Lisa in about half an hour and see Todd tonight (I think) so that will be cool. Yeaa!

Saturday, June 23, 2001 10:07 a.m.
Alright, Lisa is having some beefage with the boys (not bad beefage, just..troubles), Todd is upset and I don't know what to do! Aaah, all I want to do is try to help and make him happy, but I don't even know what to do or where to start. Oy...

Saturday, June 23, 2001 12:50 a.m.
Has everybody seen Paige's new, beautiful layout along with Angel's? Must....go....see.....both! That's an order.

Saturday, June 23, 2001 12:25 a.m.
Todd just left after an uneventful evening. I was just happy to see him. I'm talking to Lisa and Matt now, so that's cool. And little Matt (a different one never mentioned before) got dumped by Nicole tonight. I felt so horrible...

Friday, June 22, 2001 05:58 p.m.
I'm trying again to add an entry to my page, cause apparently, what I wrote about the shore does not show up on anybody else's computer. What the crap!!!

Friday, June 22, 2001 05:55 p.m.
Just got back from the shore with Bri, Min, and Jes. We had a blast. We all got a little bit burnt, but Jes got it baaaaaaad. Oy, you should see the redness. I got a weird tanline around my legs because I wore a 2 piece bathing suit where the bottoms were shorts. So I have a white line a few inches under my butt, then redness. We got pictures of this line and Jes's butt line. It's funny, maybe I'll post them if they're not too scary, and no you don't see our actual butts...thats gross. It was beautiful the entire time, I slept well, got some cool stuff down at the shore. Everything was awesome. On the way back home, there was this car full of a guys that pulled up next to us and started smiling and waving. So all of us catch up to them in Min's car, and we are fucking with them, and we take a picture of them and they take one of us, and we're kind of playing "tag" I guess. Funny as hell. They keep smiling at us, and then they make a motion like they're lifting up their shirts- they wanted us to flash them. We used better judgement and decided not to. That was the end of that. Now I'm talking to Todd now. And that's all. Maybe I'll go into detail later. Yep. I'm home!

Friday, June 22, 2001 05:26 p.m.
I love the layout at Mike's site. Oy, he's a Jersey boy! Hell yea. I hope to go out with Todd later on tonight. I'd be happy.

Wednesday, June 20, 2001 09:25 a.m.
Bri, Min, Jes and I are off in just a few hours, like I said before, and each minute I get more excited! Got some waaaaaaters and stuff to bring down with us (haha waaaaaater). And I'm talking to Richard now who I haven't spoken with in 2375032750932 years. It's cool.

Wednesday, June 20, 2001 08:46 a.m.
Kinsey has got to be the sweetest person ever. Oy. And I'm back from school, got all my grades!!!! Here they are:
AP BIO 4th MP: 93/ Overall Year: 85/ Final Exam: 88
MATH 4th MP: 87/ Overall Year: 84/ Final Exam: 79 (oy)
LATIN 4th MP: 94/ Overall Year: 91/ Final Exam: 90
ENGLISH 4th MP: 92/ Overall Year: 92/ Final Exam: 90
HISTORY 4th MP: 95/ Overall Year: 93/ Final Exam: 87
That be it, yo!

Wednesday, June 20, 2001 07:00 a.m.
Countdown til Cape May...five hours. Oy! Going to school for a bit to get some grades, then I'm off! And I'll miss my friends and my boy Todd. I'll see ya'll in a few days! PROBABLY my last entry for a while. Tateta. SIGN MY GBOOK.

Tuesday, June 19, 2001 09:57 p.m.
Alright, volleyball was pretty cool, except..THEY DIDN'T HAVE NETS. Stupid people I tell you. But I was still hitting the ball around and playing a wee bit of basketball. I had a good time...until I drank all that water. Oy...I feel like crap now. And I dunno if I'll be updating between tomorrow and Friday night, because as I said, I'm heading to Cape May. Sooooooo....don't expect much or (yes or) anything over the next few days! Adios.

Tuesday, June 19, 2001 06:09 p.m.
Going to volleyball tonight with the dad and Bri, and I can't wait. Me and Bri have an awesome time when we play. PANCAKES. Hehehehehe. And McGarrity and Smitty wrote the sweetest things in my yearbook. Haha, bah.

Tuesday, June 19, 2001 05:57 p.m.
I just got back from dropping Todd of at home...oy, did I have a great time getting back home. Going onto Route 23, I was going to fast around this killer curve and almost lost control of my car...so close. So that shook me up. Then I took route 80 instead of 46 east...and I had to figure my way out home...thank goodness for womanly intuition. I got home in about he same time as it would have taken had I gone the normal way. Woot woot. And Todd made me smile a lot, as usual, and I'm talking to him now. Yeaaaa Todd-o!

Tuesday, June 19, 2001 12:44 p.m.
Just got back from lunch with Todd-o and now he's here trying to learn how the crap to do a link. Good boy. Alright, that's it.

Tuesday, June 19, 2001 12:44 p.m.
Just got back from lunch with Todd-o and now he's here trying to learn how the crap to do a link. Good boy. Alright, that's it.

Tuesday, June 19, 2001 06:40 a.m.
Hahahah. Go read Bri's pita. I made her day. Oy, that's classic. She cracks me up.

Tuesday, June 19, 2001 06:37 a.m.
My last final. Oh thank goodness. It's gonna be the Latin final, and Latin is always very difficult, but I know I can do well in it. And I get to see Todd a few hours after that. Aaaaaaahahaha. Lisa is TOTALLY done with school because she doesn't take a language final. Bah to all those people who are done and have been exempt. But I'm so close....so close.

Monday, June 18, 2001 09:38 p.m.
I'm on the phone with Todd and he's being weird. Hah. His brother is home. I'm gonna see him tomooooooorrow.

Monday, June 18, 2001 06:32 p.m.
Todd said that he didn't mind if I linked his pita. So everybody go visit Todd. I did the design ::bows:: Nice and simple for the boy. Yea, so like I said go visit Todd because I think that Todd would like it, just because Todd is a sociable boy. Yep, that's Todd for you. Yeaa Todd-o!

Monday, June 18, 2001 06:21 p.m.
Haha...I'm trying to help Todd figure out some html...you know. The basics. Like linking, pictures, etc. I hope he can figure it out, he's a smart smart boy. I'm going to play volleyball with my dad tomorrow night at 8:30 at the new community center in town. I'm so excited! I haven't played a volleyball game in who knows how long. I don't think anybody knows how much of a stress relief that will be. My final exam will be over and done with, I'll have seen my boy (which believe me is the greatest stress relief), and be playing the sport I love. Aaaaaah, it's all too wonderful. And I can't forget the fact that on Wednesday I'M OFF TO CAPE MAY! Woot woot.

Monday, June 18, 2001 06:14 p.m.
Blah, my page looks so empty without my 2509720580392 entries since December up on here. Oy. I guess I'll have to start from scratch. I feel the need to fill up a lot of space, so I will be saying much meaningless stuff. But anyways, please go visit these people's sites: Kate Bri Paige Evan Dan Laura. Yes, that is the only thing to do- go check out those sites and make my day. I'm also talking to the Todd boy right now and...just yay! I can't wait to go to his house tomorrow, it will be the first time that I am there for over ten minutes. The excitement! What joy...what bliss. Oy.

Monday, June 18, 2001 06:07 p.m.
God damned indexed pages. This is REALLY pissing me off. If anybody knows how to un-index all my entries, please e-mail me ASAP.

Monday, June 18, 2001 05:45 p.m.
Alright, today has been stressful. I think I had more road rage today than ever...I had to pay fuggin 10 bucks on gas, and believe me, I have no money. I was driving all over the place today, I have one more fucking final and I just want to GET IT OVER WITH. WILL SOMEBODY STOP MY INSANITY! Jesus fucking Christ. Oy. I'm done. And how the fuck do I fix this indexed page?! I don't want it! IUTHPEWA. Ugh, at least I see Todd tomorrow. And I hung out with Lisa today, she witnessed my rage...she can attest to that.

Monday, June 18, 2001 06:44 a.m.
Gaaaaah, I indexed my pita, and now I have about 2 entries showing up on my page. Eventually, I'll get all of the older ones back, fear not. Gaah, this is so annoying. By the way, the new layout is up. Pink, I know. But I like it.

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