Happy Birthday Faye!!! :):):) hope you read this. Happy birthday!!! Happy birthday!!! Happy birthday!!! :):):)
270803 4:19pm
thursday
haiya... i should have called michelle earlier then don't have to do the lit crap... going to hand up on monday :) argh. could have studied maths... anywae that wasn't the point of blogging...
haha... what i really wanted to say was
today i was reminded of how much i love my parents. it's the first time that thought kept appearing in my mind... and i guess they really sacrificed alot of us and i really love them no matter what. i'll never trade them for anybody else's parents. yupz.
and argh. charissa just told me that nandita's nick saez the thing is due on monday! damnit. and i was online. why didn't i pay attention?!?! could have been studying math!!! screw them man... ahhhhhhhh!!!!
210803 9:51pm
wednesday
hahahahaha.... finished IRS finally. oh.. ya... still got print out reflections lah... but ya.... supposed to meet michelle at 3... ooops... haha... should go home... why am i blogging? haha... im going to be reallie glad when this week is over... :) sure fail maths test.. should go home and study today... ya... haha... okay... im nuts haha... lalalala...
200803 2:29pm
monday
i've reached a crossroad
just another fork in life
which path should i take
one path leads to forgiveness
a retrived friendship
another leads to grudge
a lifelong regret
you look on
easy choice right?
then why am i finding it so hard?
i don't want to regret
please teach me
tell me what to do
i'm afraid to reach out
don't want to get hurt again
i'm waiting for the scar to heal
how long will it take
i'm waiting...
for an angel to take my hand
guide me along the path...
silently waiting...
hoping...
praying...
take my hand...
saturday
omg... i can't believe i miss them so much.
i cry just reading people's blog entries about them.
i wish i wouldn't cry so easily.
but i really can't help it.
never thought i was so emotional.
maybe i haven't been until i joined RGGSB.
it taught me so many things.
love.
trust.
respect.
bond.
and not to mention.
friendliness.
humility.
responsibility.
[reminded of interview]
and so much more.
i really wish i can be good enough to make them proud.
make her proud.
miss them.
160803 10:44pm
tuesday
haha... having com studies now... don't have that horrid woman anymore its the nice guy again.. haha... he's sooo nice can... i sound like i crush him but haha... he lets us do anything... yay... he's even nicer than roy tan...
120803 10:45am
saturday
haha... eliza says i should have a shoutout... wanted to get one long ago... but haloscan was down so i kinda forgot about it... so yupz... i shall try... hopefully it works...
doesn't workkkk.... ahhh...
090806 10:36pm
thursday
haish~... how come i don't ever seem to be able to express myself properly... and when i read other people's entries i just cry because i can actually feel the gan qing flowing through... argh... anywae... i sorta agree with venetia about the sec4s and 3s thingy, although i never reallie thought about it before... and yeah...
and lord of the dance is so NOT fast at all sia... not fast at all... woah... so slow... arghhhhhhh.... damnit... im going to screw up both speech day and open house. argh!!!
070803 10:16pm
wednesday
i didn't go for rehearsal today... i don't know... i don't exactly miss it. i keep feeling that percussion don't belong. not percussion. just percussion in our batch. meaning me and yin rui. like hello? it's not funny when people mention the woodwinds and brasses and miss out percussion kae. it's NOT funny. i don't see what's there to joke about lor. it HURTS.
i used to feel left out ... but not when there's band prac coz my seniors were there... now what... just plyaing with our batch. like they give a damn as to what we feel. i'm sorry... perhaps im making some false accusations about some of you... but ask yourselves... all of you just admire the seniors... respect them... crush them... whatever... you like the stuff they do because it's THEM. what about when we ask you'll to help move percussion instruments? how many of you actually care.
i wish i could just be having band prac. set up... play ... feel the music... i wish...
and don't say you understand coz you all DONT. you never put yourselves in our shoes to think about our positions. instruments all over the place and we're expected to move instruments. whoaaaa.... so EASY you know...
forget it. don't even know why i'm bothering.
and if you're asking why i'm not telling you all straight to your face. it's because you all won't listen anyway.
060803 10:27pm
tuesday
today we had our first band prac without the sec4s... ahhh... they were up there... but they disappeared once band prac ended... it felt weird... at least we were playing march spirit... imgaine if we played GR? and li ching was playing the snare? and lee ying was playing the timpani? omg... ahhh... yeah... and so i guess we've decided on Backdraft for open house... haiz... whatever man... and i can't believe she was sooo nice... ahhh... :)
050803 9:55pm
monday
omg... i can't believe i miss them so much. but i guess feelings will fade and i was just thinking... i never want my love for RGSSB to fade... or my love for the seniors... if one day, i become immune to them... to the band... i seriously don't know what i'll do. i never want to lose this feeling.
040803 4:41pm
saturday
do you hear RGS Band
playing the song of victory
it is the night of presentation
when we will win the best band
when the beating of our songs
echoes the beating of our hearts
we will shake VCH
and walk off the stage with pride!
-dum de dum-
may we hand in hand face this challenge
and walk through it as one
for no band in the world can
stop us from reaching our goal [GOLD]
so join in the fight and we'll show them what we have got!
do you hear RGS Band
playing the song of victory
it is the night of presentation
when we will win the best band
when the beating of our songs
echoes the beating of our hearts
we will shake VCH
and walk off the stage with pride!
-dum de dum-
i love you RGSSB.
saturday
OMG. i just lost my entry. three entries. so irritating.
farewell's over.
we love you sec 4s.
we'll miss you. so much.
now that they aren't here anymore... we've gotta stand on our feet... no more counting on the seniors to guide us and be there helping us always... we can do it. our batch can. we can.
to shunling and nicole... thanks for the wonderful notes. it was reallie touching. reallie.
Percussion '03
-Nicole (SL)
-Isabel (ASL)
-Shunling
-Clara
-Lee Ying
-Li Ching
-Yi Hong
-Yin Rui
-Gek Leng
love you all.
oh and jas? congrats :) and to think that we thought it would be... ya... haha...
020803 1:00am