right, i can sit down 4 a few mins at last! I'm just waitin 4 a fone call from Abz, 2 tell me if she's cummin round or not, she fukin best do cuz ive spent *ALLLLLLLL* day tidyin up. n now OMG ma room luks like *WOW* U walk in n ur like hhmm, u sure this is the same room as b4
wahooo i got steak chips n salad 4 tea, yyummmmmmmmmyyyyy!!!!!
So i'm off now!!! BYEEE!!!
+screams+ ma ppoorrr back (;_<) it fukkkiiin killin. Well i woz sat in the cinema seats 4 like 2 hours which r the most uncomfiest seats i eva sat on, then i been standin up 4 bout 1 hour n 30mins doin the ironing +screammssssssss+ Stress, bloody hell yea, stress. Where the FUK is every1 2nite. online theres 21 ppl that i dont fukin chat 2, oh n bout 5 of em r blocked. +sighs+
i just been thinkin i dont really write owt bout chris on here no more, which is a miricle, but pro cuz i no that he'll b sittin there readin it which aint 2 gud. Ok i spose ill say summit. I thought he woz gonna fall out wiv me last nite cuz i woz being a right bitch, as usual tho. N i woz like, oh so wot who gives a fuk im just gettin stressed wiv him now n gonna block him 4 2nite so i cant av a go at him n then he'll fall out wiv me even more innit. but i didnt say owt, i tried 2 keep ma gob shut 4 1nce n i did it. ok ill shut up bout chris now! ooohh 1 last thing, i got an excuse y i woz being all mardy n shit so HA!
ne wayz.....im fukin covered in iced bun n ma hands n face r all sticky +lafs+ i need a tablet. im gettin stressed of bloggin now.
+sucks lolly pop+ hhmm, nice (^_~) I wenna c Monster Inc. It woz kool! ma bro enjoyed it n all! hehe! I wanted a McDonalds tho... well... thinkin bout it Abz had one the otha day n she got food poisnin, ma poor ickle baby, awww! +crack+ opppss, woz that ma tooth crackin or woz it the lolly! Besta been the lolly. brrr it's bloody freezin. Wunda if every1s avin a gud time where eva they r. Normally more ppl online by now. fukin hell... only 7! thats rediculous. Oh well! Ive not got much 2 say which is unusual, so ill b off. BByyyeeee xxx
ma heads killin, the rooms spinnin, i cant think straight, i feel like cryin ma eyes out, im boiling hot, n then keep shiverin, thirsty but just drank 2 pints of vimto n starvin n many otha things.... +cries+
well... 2 things gud thats happened 2 day. 1. i dun sum kinda kool things on our group blog (^_^) 2. Abi it's MOST PROBALLY sleepin one day this week n she's bringin her dvd player ova +grinz+ (^_^) Im bored, goin now, bye
+coughs+ I feel terrible. Im sooooooooo bored. Im starving, wot shall i have, i wunda if theres ne beef in the bag in the freezer, they best b... hold on +eats food+ hootttt +licks lips+ Right, i had 6 smiley faces, 2 beef burgers n a beef in the bag. Now im goin 2 get a pint of vimto! (^_^) hmmm... food, yummy yummy. +sighs+ I just took a tablet 4 ma wrist that the luvly doctor gave me +lafs+ luvly doctor! ha! Oh god, i goes last jite 2 ma mom 'Oh god i cant eat another thing' afta i ate like loads n loads n loads n she goes 2 me, 'well u dont eat owt ALL week then u try shovel a 10 corse meal down ya neck'+lafs+ oh god, she makes me laf!
Hmmm, ma dad sayin bout washin i shud put a load of mine on... brb then! +shakes head!+ im alwayz goin sum where.. few +sighs+ im bak, most of my bloody washin consists of underwear n pjs, cuz thats basically wot i live in wen we have a week off skool, oh yea n ma 69 jacket n black jacket which just keeps ma arms warm! +lafs+
opsss.. dont think the keyboards 2 keen on vimto! I missed ma gob... (>_<) I have no idea how tho, cuz it's fukin big enuff! Oh Abz agrees n all! 'wont argue wiv u ther' iz wot she said! +lafs+ Bloody hell, ma bro n dad r playin footy in the living room, but like watch ma fukin head y dontcha! Wahhooo abz is uploadin sum lil buttons onto our site that *I* made +grinz+ There alright... i spose. Im goin, luv ya'll byeee
+scratches arm n sighs+ Im bored, i need a holiday, n i cud of gone on one... but... i cant now. Cuz i aint got no way of gettin there. I cudda gone 2 Wales, but there aint no room in the *FUKIN CAR*, i dunno y the fuk ma aunty uncle n grandad afta take ma gran down 2 Wales, when ma grans the only one thats stayin there. Fuk it tho, im goin down in the summer. i dont give a toss! I'll go on ma one if i afta innit.
Theres ABSOLUTLY noowwwttttt 2 do rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Oh yea u lot, luks like ill b goin town n cinema wiv ya on Thursday now. Hopefully it'll b gud, well it best b. +coughs+ I got a cold cummin. I slept funni last nite n all n woke up this morning at about 11:15am n i cunt move ma back! It kinda locked up bcuz of the way i had been sleeping!
Fukin hell like nearlly *ALL* day on Nick watch ur own week theres been Sabrina on, n ya no wot?! IVE SEEN THEM ALLLL B4 rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr IM FUKIN BORED! sooooo bored. God, im goin now, i mite av a shower, c if it makes me feel a lil less stressed n bored innit. Bye xxx
hmmmm... im still searchin about the web 2 find more about Vanilla Sky. All i can think of about what happened is this, but i keep changin my mind about what happens each day.
Everything up to the car crash is real, and thats when he dies or it cud b wen he over doses himself. he's then frozen and the rest of it is his dream, but it starts off bad and turns into a nightmear. then when he jumps of the building at the end is wen he wakes from his LD back to normal life. Actually thinking tho, right from the begining could b a dream, all of it cud have been a dream, and whn he jumps off the building he wakes from his dream into normal life.
+sighs+ well... i dont know. +lafs+ I just membad in the cinema wen we went, i put ma coat round me cuz i woz cold n put ma fury hood up n abi whispered 2 me 'is is rainin lauz?' n i bursed out lafin n *EVERY1* in the cinema turned around n luked at me! n it woz like a full cinema nearlly. (>_<) hehe, oh well. Im kinda bored n dunno wotta do wiv ma self! I got *TONS* of hwk 2 do, but 2 tell u the trust i REAALLLLLYYYY cant b arsed wiv it all. I just keep thinkin oh fuk it. N then on friday ill b goin oh shit ive only got a week end 2 do it all. I got graphics, maths, english, science (thank god only 1 science) french ummm... oh yea n Loads of art. OOOOhhhhh i 4got 2 say last nite, i got sum snoopy thongs! +giggles+ They right kool. Ya no snoopy innit? That cartoon that used 2 b on wiv the lil dog! awww they luvly! Omg, i used 2 watch this program ma brothers watchin wen i woz lil! Bless.
Wheres the sun gone?! It luks like it's gonna piss it down now. +scratches head+ RRRR, im so bored. I think i mite go now n do sum hwk n tidyin up, cuz i got nuff stuff 2 tidy up. Gotta do the ironin n then put it all away, emtpy the cupboard thingy, tidy ma room n i bet ma dad will make me hoover. Sad life hay! Oh well...at least im gettin muny 4 doin it, not much tho, but it all adds up at the end of the month wen i get ma cash (£_£)
+hugz+ Laurie xxxx
Im bored so im bloggin! Im actually searchin on the net at this minute 4 'what happened in Vanilla Sky and how do u explain it?'
'I can't seem to decide if I liked it or not. I think I went in expecting one thing and then ended up with something completely different....'
'....Maybe I got frustrated with the mind games, but at the end, it just blew me away. Every person I went with had a different interpretation of what happened, even though we went to see the same movie.'
I think thats wicked, n it's *sooo* true +concentraits hard n nibbles on lip+
'Everything up to the scene where he passed out on the pavement is "real". In "real" life he didn't walk home with Sofia, he walked home alone, as we find out in the end. When in "real" life he learned of L.E., he signed the contract, and for a little extra more, he got the "LUCID-DREAM" package. What that means, is while he is frozen, he can live a fake life until he is unfrozen, rather than just be "dead." In his "fake" life, he an Sofia grow close, his face get's fixed, and everything is going pretty well. Until his dream turns into a nightmare. Then in his "fake" life, he learns about L.E., and then is told about what exactly happened to him. When he gets to teh top of the building, and he jumps off, he is waking up from his dream, and getting unfrozen, to live his "real" life again.'
That gud n me g2g now bye...
im fukin knackered. I just got bak from town. Been there bout 6 hours, well been out the house 6 hours (-_-) ive like *VERY* tired, n so's ma wrist. Right, ill tell ya wot i got (^_~)
A pin stipe lilac shirt (sounds nasty but it luvly) n it got them hook n eyes all the way up! so i can undo in how much i want, hehe (^_^) a pin stipe pair of *BLACK* trousers (omg i said i brought a pair of black trousers!) n they fukin luvly n all n then a low v-neck jumper wiv one of them shirts unda! that wot clothes i got, n then i got a new chain wiv a big L on it (an intial thingy) n then a groovy sovereign! ooohh n a +cough+ book... (>_<) +lafs+ a fukin book!!!!!! Im crazy! i got a choco chip muffin thingy n got a free hot chocolate wiv it which i burnt ma tounge on, so that wernt 2 gud!
Sam picked all ma clothes, n i luv em! (^_^) so thanxs sam, luv ya loads. Now i want a black pair of boots n a lil cute black jacket 2 go wiv ma shirt n pin stripe trousers. Kool hay!?
Ne wayz, im off now 2 get sum food n fone ma mom cuz i want a McDonalds. Blog l8a n tell u who won Pop Idol 'CUM ON GARETH!!! WE LOVE YA!!!'
Luv ya'll loads +hugz n kisses+ From 1 Hapi Laurie xxxxx
owcchhh - the doctor at the hospital 5 x-rays l8a said 'u've badley bruised the bone n sprained ur wrist' n the doctor handed me a prescription 4 84 tablets! +sighs+ oh well.
still...2day aint been 2bad. actually it woz kinda groovy! ^_^ i woz workin really gud in science, but ma wrist been playin up all day. ma mom goin 2 wash ma hair 4 me +lafs+ blog l8a
+cries+ ma wrist iz killin, im bored, gonna fall asleep in a min and just sad! oh well ill live not i i spose, i mote cum off ere n go do sum corse work 4 art again. i wanna chat 2 chris, me sad ^_; oh god i did this math challenge 2day, fukin hard or wot. it dont count 2wards owt tho thanx fuk! if it did then i wud fail deffy! u just get a certificate at the end of it! i just took sum paracetomal 4 ma army n wristy. cant wait till i go 2 the fukin doctors. ha! fanny justed txted me wiv her *new* mobile wahho! dont go drop it in the sea again tho luvie! that woz juts funi 'oh shit, ma fone i just droped it'
Me: lafs at fanny 'yea alright then'
fanny: pulls her wet fone outs the sea
me: pissin ma self 'oh shit! i dint think u really did!
+shakes head!+ dint work again afta that >_< oh im fukin goin in a min! i cant b arsed 2 type no more, doin ma head in. Luv ya'll byeeeee, Laurie +hugz n kisses+
rrrr, me typin wiv 1 hand cuz ma wrist is worser than yesterday +cringes+ i can hardly move ma hand >_< i think it's fractured but ma mom cant b arsed 2 take me 2 hospital 2nite! Great a! i really cant b arsed 2 type. but hay.. wut the fuk i spose i will. adam n claire omg, ur fukin made 4 each othaz! babez just ask him out! if u aint already cuz i no summits goin on between yaz! ^_~ even if ya think i dont +giggles+ n ads best fukin get her a valeintines day card, fuk ma spellin now! +sighs+ i bet i not get ne cards ne wayz >_< +sniff+ haha! 2day been kinda shit, the best lesson ma arm started killin me n i woz at the office most of the time. me lug art... >_< not fair is it? rrrr... me getin pissed off typin... bye xxx
poor wrist >_< i fell ova +lafs+ in pe n badly bruised n sprained ma wrist +sniffs+ me not avin a gud time so far. Well friday, saturday, sunday, monday, tuesday n now 2day summit bads happened every day. I dont think i shud go town on saturday 4 fear that summits gonna happen, now it's gone onto me hurtin ma self... +touches wood+ dd says y dont i go hospital, but i dont think it's that bad. I no wot they'll say so there aint no point, they'll just say rest it 4 a few days n shit.
it killin now tho +cries+ i can only type wid one hand now cuz it hurting so much +scratches head+ i feel like drawin.
i cant b arsed 2 type no more, it takin da piss badly! Love ya'll loads. Laurie xxx +hugz n kisses+
+sighs+ i just been told ma gran has like 8 months 2 live... +takes a deep breath...+ she got cancer n it's all spread so thats y. It's the same again, im goin thru it ALL again, n it's horrid. 'im that star up in the sky... im that lil bit of hope...' +sings+ oh well... I'll just afta make the most of it not i. Im so tired 2day n i dunno y. Im bloody sittin here in ma PJ's! ^_^ ma new sheepy onez i got 4 ma b-day. +lafs+
ma dad on about if he gets this new job we mite b movin house... but i dont think he'll get it. It's at a prison near arnold, but i wunt wanna move really. i love it around here. It's kool, i'd miss ma mates 2 much, speshy fanny. Dont like where im livin now tho, i h8 it. It just dont feel like my home, i loved Ladbrooke, it woz well kool, n i wish we hadn't of moved. Every1 movin tho now from my area, they all goin up Aspley n think prennie is goin up Kimberly ^_; so me gonna b down Cinderhill all on me one. Prennie dont wanna move tho, but fanny duz.
Oh i've had a groovy day 2 day ^_^ +smiles+ i aint stopped lafin all day, untill like 30mins ago wen ma dad told me about ma gran n then it brought me down 2 earth n ive gone all quite n not say much. Actually i aint been feelin 2well this week-end, probally just cuz i've had a *REALLY* bad weekend. >_< im goin now... me 2 sad, bringin bak 2 many memories...
Laurie xxx
Well, i aint blogged 4 a long time, n now chris reads it i thought i mite start bloggin again so... Hi Chris ^_^ +lafs+ I dont feel the same writin this now bcuz i no he's readin it.. oh well. The only reason i aint blogged 4 time is bcuz i been doin out group blog, but 2day i had a go at Abi, 4 reasons i dont wish 2 say +raises eye brows+ n i dont think she's gonna make up wiv me just yet... I neva wanted 2 fall out wiv her, just kinda tell her straight that i dint like wot she did. I love her 2 bitz n dont wanna fall out wiv her... -_- +sighs n sings+ the thing really is i cant live wiv out her, she pulls me up wen im fallin down, helps me wen im sad, shares my happiness wiv me and is a great m8. Right im gonna text her.
Oh yea, it's ma brithday 2day, n how great its been +sarcastically lafs+ yea right +sighs+ it's been fukin awful. Woke up n dint even reaslise it woz ma b-day, luked in the mirror n nearlly died, i swear i luked worse 2day on purpose... then i fukin eat 2 much chocolate n feel sick. +shakes head n tries not 2 cry+ i dont wanna blog no more... i think ive said enuff..... +sniffs+ bye
+shivers+ im downloadin Puff daddy, 112 adn Faith Evans - I'll Be Missing you. hehe, how sad?! n sooo old 'Every step i take, every make i make, every single day, every time i pray i'll b missin u' +yawns+ it takin ages 2 download, actually it woz, it speeded up +touchs wood+ best still b goin fast tho ^_^ +yawns again+ >_; I goin cinema on Saturday wiv um... Me, Abi, Dd (mayb), Nicki, Cd n Kelly. I invited Prennie but she goin London >_< +cries+ N Fanny, but she not cum cuz she said Dd woz cummin +giggles+ n then Sam aint goin cuz her luvly *PERFECT* boyfriend +sticks nose in air n lafs+ oh well... i practically begged Cd n Kelly 2 cum, cuz Kelly woz um-in n r-in oh well +sighs+ -_- omg, ma dad so stresses ma head +screams+ I had Puff daddy, 112 and Faith Evans - I'll Be Missing you on repeat 4 the
4th time n he starts goin mad 'If u dont fukin switch that off them im gonna swing 4 ya n delete all of em off the computer' me 'Omg, wut ya on about, just cuz i got it on repeat ya go n av a stress attack +lafs at him+' fukin *DICK* i wanna run away so bad, that sounds really kiddy-ish n i spose it iz really, but i just wanna get away on ma own 4 sum time... explore sum place a bit. Thats y i want a car... cant wait till im 17. yea +smiles+ i'm gonna fukin save up now so i can buy one wen i turn 17. I want a Yellow soft top. Then wen i get pissed off i can just drive round wiv ma music blarin out +sighs+ wud b nice a... +cries eyes out+ y the fuk am i cryin.. i gotta stop now cuz ma mom n dad r bak... +sighs+ ................................................................. me need a piss.... I been fukin bloggin since bout 4pm! n now it's 6:42pm. I tend 2 blog all nite really, im just weird. I get more out n memba more stuff. But i fink i mite go now.... Lug ya'll +kisses+
+sigh+ i got this sudden urge 2 cry, but then i find it pointless cuz i aint got nowt 2 cry about, well my lifes kinda a mess, but i spose only two things mean a lot 2 me at the moment... skool - doin well in life and Friends - cuz i dunno wot id do wiv out them. Even tho my mom sumtimes says 'friends come and go, u shouldn't rely on them so much to stick up for u and help u out, cuz one day u'll turn round n they not b there' but im positive that 3 of my friends wud b there 4 sure... Fanny, Prennie and Abi. i dunno bout the othas, cuz i dont think they'd proper stick up 4 me and get in trouble 4 me, well sayin that i wunt 4 them eitha, but i wud 4 Fanny, Prennie and Abi. There the best even tho sumtimes i dont show i love em 2 bits, deep down i do and i alwayz will. +eyes fill up wiv tears and she tries 2 blink them away+ that thing chris said 2 me... i cant get it outa ma head, i been waitin 4 the day that he wud say it.. prennie just gave a gud thing of how i feel, a depcription?...
miseri sai mithi says:
i totally get ya, u really want it 2 happen but if it dus happen it'll get harder coz u'll want more and fall deeper in love
Yea she nos how i feel... fuk, im goin now... bye
+cries+ poor prennie +sighs+ me want more vimto, i gone mad on it. Ne wayz, i dunno y but Chris sprung into ma head all of a sudden. I'll kinda write sum stuff we woz on about here, but otha stuff i'll keep 2 ma self cuz i dont want no1 2 no +sniffs+ >_< He said 'It's 2 soon 2 meet yet cuz i hardly know u' rrrr +pulls a face+ hmmm.... n he also said 'we couldn't really have a relationship cuz we live 2 far away' +cries+ thats kinda wot i dint wanna say cuz i've kinda been foolin ma self, thinkin that we cud... but he says afta i went on one n started sayin shit like 'well i get the idea u dont wanna meet me, cuz if u dont i aint fussed' (YEA RIGHT) 'n i can stop ma self from really really likin ya' Which i cant do... but i dont wanna meet him tho, cuz i no once i met him once ill wanna carry on meetin him n then i'll get all mad about him, i just no, i can c it now. i no wot i'm like. n i cant stop ma self from goin mad on him +sighs+ I need help. I wish he lived in Nottingham. Even 30mins away wud b kool really. Sam (lucky bitch) and Richard live bout 2 hours away, n they been 2getha nearlly 1 year now. Check how mad they are bout each otha n all. There gonna get engaged l8a this year ^_^ N then Sam wants 2 get married wen she's bout 18, i've already invited ma self 2 her weddin. Me n Fanny'll go 2getha innit hehe ^_^ in ma groovy yellow soft top. +giggles+ I wish my life wud turn out how i want it 2 turn out. This is wot i want 2 happen... I get wicked GCSE's and go college n uni, bcum a vet n stay groovy matez wiv fanny n sam n prennie (lug ya'll) oh yea, n abi n cd, then i'll have loads of parties at ma big house wen im a vet n all rich, ill have a yellow soft top n b *REALLLLYYY* pretty. Then i'll meet that man of my dreams, but b4 that wen i finish uni i'll travel around the world wiv all ma mates n have the time of ma life, so yea... id meet the man of my dreams and we'd fall into *DEEP* llurrvv +sighs n thinks of tom+ "WTF" +screams+ tom? +luks confused... n then sighs+ then i'd have 2 gurls n 1 lad, n they'd b the cutest things i'd ever seen. Fanny, Prennie, Abi n who eva else will b god parents ^_^ then mine n all ma mates kids wud grow up wiv each otha n b best matez +sighs+ Then i'd grow old n wunt regret a bit of my life.. apart from a few inc lettin tom go +violently shakes thought out of head but it dont work.... yawns n thinks 4 a min+ 'Ha there are some ppl that just dont no wot im talkin about, but i no u understand, cuz i no u believe, baby i believe that you were ment for me, and if there's somebody then baby i believe that somebody is you and eveything you do cuz baby i belive i believe in you. I walk home alone, waitin by the telephone, all my girlfriends say give it up baby give it up, i no u can see, this is how it's ment to be, no more frequency cuz baby i believe, cum on...baby i believe that you were ment for me, and if there's somebody then baby i believe that somebody is you and eveything you do cuz baby i belive, i believe in you. yeaaaa yerrrrrrrr, yes i do, yes i do, no they dont understand, dreamin of the master plan, i no that you can, give it up baby give it up, and it's a simple no, you dont wanna play it kool, leave me like a fool cuz i believe in you. baby i believe that you were ment for me, and if there's somebody then baby i believe, that somebody is you and eveything you do cuz baby i belive, i believe in you. one love is to privacy, i believe it all came from the past and you came to me, cuz you set me free, sure is one and one is two, yea i believe in you, cuz thats wot i do, cuz i belive in you, and it seems so real, i woz dreamin did you com 2 me, hold me closer 4 eternity, i believe, baby i believe that you were ment for me, and if there's somebody then baby i believe that somebody is you and eveything you do cuz baby i belive, oh yeas i do, i believe in you. i walk thru the world and i see it all, i neva luked down incase, i fall im off the wall then i still believe, cuz baby i belive that somebody is you, yes i do, yes i do, i belive in youuuuu....' +sighs+ Thats ma fav song at the moment and i just wrote it all out fewwww +sighs n sings along+ dint really take me long tho cuz i no most of the words... I'm kinda sad likin that song tho! It's Bro'sis - I believe ^_^ +luks embarest+ Wunda where Chris iz 2nite, it's nearlly 8.. hay WTF im sure it woz 8:45 wen i luked a min ago, it aint even 8 yet... 10mins... hmm.. weird, ne wayz i think i wrote enuff 4 2nite, wot wiv all those bloody song words innit! +giggles n thinks of prennie+ hehe Lil Miss Giggles ^_~ ma hands r cold now, from typin 2 much n not stopin... byeeeee Lug Ya'll, speshy Prennie cuz she needs all the love she can at the moment innit babe, we all love ya n we'll b here you foreva, if u eva want me u no where i am n u just afta shout n ill b at ur service ^_^
hmm... yummy +munches on a pot noodle+ Oh god, on the way home me, Prennie N Fanny nearlly got blow ova >_< So we woz walkin wiv our arms around each otha n got sum right funi luks hehe! ^_~ oppppsss me goin 2 eat ma pot noodle now cuz im gettin it all in the key board which aint gud is it?! Right, im bak, howz 2day been then, hmmmm +thinks+ Well english this mornin woz shit, n then math woz alright really! Miss Dint get in class till bout 30mins l8a n then she had summit dun at the dentist n cunt talk, so we sat there chattin 4 the rest of the lesson which woz wicked ^_^ +sigh+ N also on Sat nite i got Chris' numba, wahooooooo +screams+ ^_^ +giggles+ Wicked innit! But i wanna fone him.. i dont dare 2 +luks ashamed+ Ne wayz i aint in the mood 4 bloggin so i'll blog sum otha time, Cyaz...
hm.. thort i might blog cuz i aint 4 like hmm... 2 days i think. My life is goin kinda shit, i keep gettin these weird spell where i go really ill, n now ma moms gettin em n all +evil laf+ shes on the bed now avin a rest. Bloody hell, ma lips r so dry! +walks ova 2 coat and gets out Prennie Lip gloss+ hmm.. dats much much much betta ^_^ +smiles+ Im chattin 2 chris ^_^ +big smiles+ omg, the things me n bloody chris chat about it's kinda scary! +giggles+ me need a drink but cant b arsed 2 go get one, yay +lafs+ oh well +sighs+ i got nuff corsework 2 do >_< sum weeks i dont have ne, then all of a sudden i get *LOADS* +cries+ oh yea ne wayz... b4 about 2 lines up i said 'yay' n neva finished it off... well i said yay cuz i membad Club reps woz on +lafs+ how sad am i!? oh well, i just like summit gud 2 happen? wtf happen? i mean watch, cant u tell im not wiv it 2day, well, just 2nite really. +sighs a BIG sigh+ ne wayz, im goin now cuz i aint got no more shit 2 type 4 2nite, lug ya'll bye...
+cries+ i'm gonna cry ma eyez out ne minz now n i cant do can i. i got this *HUGE* feelin that chris is gonna find sum otha gurl... i gotta c him *NOW* +screams+ oh god, wot am i gonna do +sighs+ awww bless -Quote from Prennie-
Miseri Sai Mihtie says:
i can't wait till u meet him coz then u'll be super happy and then so will i!
bless n also i love this...
i wanna grow old with u i wanna die lying in ur arms i wanna b looking in ur eyes i wanna b there 4 u sharing everything u do
Me lug that i do, it made me cry AWWWW +smiles+ im pissin me self now so im ok! I just told Prennie summit that i cud imagine me doin, but it's kinda sad 2 right on here incase ne1 saw it >_< ne wayz me HAPIIIIII now lug ya'll byeeee +kiss+
Just gonna blog kinda quick n tell ya how 2day woz! +thinks+ In graphics i woz askin every1 on ma table apart from dee +mutters bitch+ 'If u really liked a lad, n he woz really fit wiv a REALLY gud personality, but then... he had BIG tabs, wud ya still like him or wot?' n then i pulled out the foto 2 show Nicki ^_^ n she goes 'WOW! keep him!' +grinz but then frowns n luks worrid+ but wot if he luks REALLY weird +lafs n puts hand ova eyes+ oh dear +sighs+ like DD said 'just dont take no notice of em them' +sticks out tounge+ mmmm, food, ma mom says i can have her beef n gravey wiv sum mash-potatoe n yorkshire puddins +licks lips+ yea... so 2day woz alright i spose, i just gotta get ma head down cuz speshy parents evenin last night, that TOTALLY crushed me, n i wanted 2 freeze time and cry ma eyes out n then un-freeze time n i'd b ok. Mr Cooper freaked me out the most, n i woz nearlly cryin +luks worrid+ that probally sounds really daft, but he just gets into ur head and makes u c things how they really r kinda thing, and makes u realise how shit u r n then he talks really calmly 2 ya, n it freaked me out. I had a lump in ma throat that i cunt swallow cuz i just wanted 2 cry +sighs+ n then wen i got out side wen it finished i just bursted into tears n woz goin 'im neva eva gonna get 2 b a vet, n i'll b summit really really shit, like work in a shop n thats wot i dunt wanna do' (no offence 2 all those ppl that do work in shops tho) +sighs again+ im hungry n i think i'll go now cuz that song 4 Fanny'z mom has nearlly finished so i can put it on a CD 4 the funeral +sniffs n shakes head+ i wanna cry now n i dunno y, i just wanna break down in tears, but then i want a hug off sum1.. +thinks+ n then 4 them 2 tell me everything will b alright n it will b, but that'll neva happen, cuz that certain sum1 is not here +sighs, thinks about if they were n smiles+ bye... +hugz every1 inc that certain sum1+ ^_~ If only...
Hmmm, well, i'm not at skool 2 day, i meen wot woz the point in goin!? I really cunt b arsed. Cant wait till i start college cuz every1 says it's hard work yea but it's really layed bak, and also sumtimes i just need a change of scenery. +sighs+ I need a piss n sum food. I've just drank 2 pints of Vimto. Oh shit, i need help +violently shakes head+ UURGHHHHH +screams+ I cant get Chris outa ma head, i seem 2 b thinkin about him all the time +cries+ n then that makes me want to meet him even more... no matta how worrid i am. But wot the fuk do i tell ma mom "Oh mom, im just nipping up 2 Manchester 2day"
Mom: "Y the hell r u goin up there?"
ME: "umm... I aint sure!"
Mom: "Well u aint goin then!"
Me: +cries+
+giggles, me wathcin 'My Wife and Kids' Back soon... im bak peepz ^_^ me got a craving for jaffa cakes n they aint none left now +cries+ I ate like um... 2 packs >_< but now i kinda *REALLY* fancy a bananna ^_~ hehe, but not like that tho! +grinz+ got parents evening tonight, bloody thing +pulls a face+ im gonna go n search 4 sum more biccys n do ma self sum pasta while watchin 'Cruel Winter'! In a bit duckys, lug ya'll
+sighs then bursts into tears+ oohhh goddd +wails, freezez and stares into space 4 a few mins+ "Oh god"... I feel the WHOLE world is against me and out to get me, well they are really aint they, and also i think life is one *BIG* game, and each time something bad happens that was a bad roll of the dice and you landed on a bad space, and when summit gud happens you rolled the dice well and landed on a gud space. The dice will know your whole future and what it will hold. +cringes+ Im beging to sound slightly like one of those mad phsyco people that believe in all that freaky shit really. +shakes head n evily looks around the room as if someone if spying on her+ Aha, my brother... he's watchin me. +narrows eyes and looks at her brother with great anger and spite+ oh well... im boilin up in the living room... cyaz
+scratches head n scowls+ yea.. +snorts like a bull+ fukin thing... +scowls sum more n punches herself+ bye...
OOOOOMMMMGGGGGGG SSSSTTTTRRREEESSSSSSSS AAATTTTCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKK KKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK KKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK KKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK BLOODY HELL I just wrote like a WHOLE entrie, then them key board short cuts, i pressed on of them n it shut the window down... OMG STRESS.... lemmi start again then. Do ya like ma music, it's groovy innit +sings+ msn has fuked up AGAIN n all, so im just gonna log of n go do ma maths hwk. I think im in the mood 4 writin, im in the mood 4 sittin being REALLY quite n listenin 2 music singin away. But then i got a feelin i mite start goin boo hoo boo hoo... +luks worrid+ Ive broke out in LOADS of spots, n it int funi. +cries+ They nearlly all went n prennie said "ur complextion looks real better" I just start 2 get rid of ma spots then they ALL cum bak again n it duz ma head in. +cries n shakes head+ Ne wayz.. i cant b arsed 2 type no more cuz i just typed a hole entrie n fuked it up big time, so i'll b off now n go do sum work... well actually, i mite chat 2 Chris 4 a lil bit longa... BYEEEE lug ya'll +hugz+
Me just bloggin while i wait 4 ma mom 2 cum out the shower cuz i need one ^_^ then im gonna get redi av ma tea, cum on ere 4 sum more then b off out. Hopefully ppl will b out 2 nite tho, n if they aint im gonna cry cuz i aint freezin ma butt off again 4 no reason innit! I kinda REALLY wanna do it, which sounds proper freaky cuz every1's like no ya not tho... but i just REALLY wanna all of a sudden but im fukin scared, i just gotta think prennie, she can do it the so can i +takes a deep breath n tilts head 2 one side+ omg, prennie 2 busy chattin 2 Lover Boy 2 do ne of her blog, i mean she cudda at least wrote one in from Wednesday cuz that woz a REALLY SPEACIAL NIGHT +grinz her biggest grin eva+ me eyes r itchin n so's ma fore head, it's really hot, i think ill put a face mask on 2 nite 2 cool ma skin down a bit. +scratches head+ ewwww, ma hair is SSOOOO greasy n feels all dirty n shit, it's makin ma head itch n all it's like stuck 2 ma head n the brush wont go thru it... ewww... sounds nasty innit. oh well really... thank god im avin a shower in a min innit tho... feewwwww +sighs n scratches head AGAIN+ no i aint got nits or owt +lafs+ ma heads just got sooooo much crap on it. ne wayz... i think me'll b off now cuz i need a piss then fuk no's wot ill do +lafs+ so blog sooooonnnnn... byeeeeeee lug ya'll loadz, a BIG well done 2 prennie, lug ya babes ^_^ +waves bye n put's on Savage Garden - Truley, Madley, Deeply+
hmm... me feel terrible +cries+ Ma belly killin n gone all bloated n horrid then i feel like im gonna b sick ewwww... nasty +beathes REALLY deeply+ me n chris askin each otha questions again... +burps+ yuck... karbab (how eva ya spell it) made ma mouth taste nasty n all... i aint eatin it again *NEVA* nope..... +scratches neck+ oh well.... ill b ok. urgghhh, i just has 2 load the dishwasher, n all the nasty dinna plates... eww... +thinks of prennie n giggles+ Wunda how she got on 2nite a!? +giggles+ ne wayz ma moms screamin at me 2 cum off n of clean the bloody bath cuz i messed it all up afta she cleaned it... rrr... +pulls a face+ >_< so blog soon, take care all, byeeeee
Right +lafs+ b4 i blog im just gonna nip and get a drink cuz ma throats a wee bit dry +grinz 2 herself n skips into the kitchen!+ argh, there we go! Got a drink, a cadburys caramel and sum short bread biccys +nodd head n duz a fake grin+ I think im gonna have 10 showers a day! Cuz it *REALLY* clears my head, it's weird. But i luk a mess, but not as bad as earlier and i woz in public then uurrghhh +cringes+ +screams at her brother n dad sticks up 4 Laura+ WAHHOO +lafs+ "ur the one thats gonna b a dumbo, who do u think wants 2 learn 2 read me or you?" Steven: "Me" Dad: "exactly.." blar blar blar as he gets a lecture! +lafs 2 herself not outloud cuz then she'll get told off+ actually it's kinda sad, cuz my dad judges my bro against me wen i woz 7, cuz i used 2 b *REALLY* clever, but fuk knows wot happened 2 me, it's kinda scary really! n cuz my bro aint as clever as me ma dad starts sayin stuff 2 him tho... hmm.. +sighs then giggles+ Yea well b4 all this crap i luk a right mess now! honest i do umm... y?! i aint got no shit on ma face n i let ma hair dry naturally so it's gone all frizzy n wavey urgghhh +pulls a face+ n then i got HUGE black bags unda ma eyes cuz im knackered n got a christmas pj's on! (i just cum outa the shower, i dont normally get redi 4 bed this early +lafs+) ... But... at skool OMG +screams+ I had black marker all ova ma face, ma trousers were filthy, ma hair OMG! ma face woz a *REAL* mess! n i STANK of orange n woz drenched in it +lafs n scratches head+ Oh well it aint like there are ne fit lads at skool innit! n OMG i wud have cried if there was! +chuckles+ Ne wayz theres absolutly NO1 online out of the umm... peepz that r online, which is yea... pretty sad dontcha think cuz i do! OH i took this typing test in geo, cuz we were on the comps n we dint have no teach n i woz like OMG this is so kool, no teacher all lesson! n i got 47 WPM, sad, i typed in at the start i wanted to do 50 WPM, but i dint quite do it n also every1 kept watchin me which freaks me out cuz i lose wot im doin! +lafs+ Oh gud i got a mate now... kirsty! she's chattin 2 me bless her! she's askin me y i woz unhappy in the first place! but i dont wanna memba that, i just gotta 4get it innit n hope nowt like that will happen again. the best lesson 2 day woz Art, i think thats the only lesson summit dint happen in! cuz i woz lukin at chris's piccy *ALL* lesson! +lafs n runs fingers thru hair+ ne wayz, im gonna b off now cuz Chris is online ^_^ cyazzz lug ya'll
The WORST day of the week eva... >_< +cries+ I got beat wiv a ruler, glued, drawn all ova wiv permanent marker(ma face n hair) drenched wiv sum orange, lost ma art folder, dint do ne of ma maths test n Adam B ripped ma piccy of Chris +cries even more+ Guess wot?! +sighs+ Im sooo sad, but hey... I'm drawin Chris 4 ma art work! +lafs+ Well... y not? I aint got no1 else 2 draw have i? no. oh well. I aint really got much 2 say 2day, oh yea, i burnt ma tounge on ma pot noodle +sniff+ ne wayz, me gonna b off now cuz i aint got owt else ta say, Lug ya'll +kiss+
Hay peepz, Me listenin 2 Gabrielle's - Dreams Can Come true Greatest Hits Vol 1 ^_^ +smiles+ It's kinda sad, but then again it's happy, but i like the lyrics in it... I think im ova Paul now, im onto *SCREAMS* CHRISSSSSSSSSS YYAAYYYYYYYYYYY! OMG.... he is fit! But every1 callin him at skool >_< +cries+ they all said he got 'weird' ears.. +sniff+ nasty mates innit. Cuz he's LUVLY ^_^ +grinz like prennie+ go on prennie tho innit... U shud do, n i think u kinda do innit really... Well, u'll afta ask... IT! soz +lafs+ n also yea sam... i am 2 'paranoid' +sighs+ Im tryin 2 ova cum my paranoia... Not that im gonna tell u wot im paranoid of tho... ^_~ 2 day has been umm.... alright i spose, english woz gud cuz i dint do much YAY! +lafs+ sir wernt here thank fuk cuz we had 2 lessons n all... bloody stupid. YAY! Prennie well dun 4 gettin ur mate into Pitas, cuz it's GREAT! N i got Prennie 2 sign up n all +big smile+ Ne wayz im gonna b on ma way now, luv n leave ya all, take care blog soon... BYYEEEE +hugz+
"I wanna stand with u on a mountain, i wanna bathe wiv u in the sea, i wanna lay like this foreva untill the sky falls down on me" +sigh+ Omg, i'm soooo sad! I need a piccy right 4 ma newspaper, n i used one of *CHRIS* OMGGGGGGGGGGG...... IM ON CLOUD 9.... +screams at chris+ omg.... im gonna cry wiv lafter +crys wiv lafter+ Im hapi at last! +giggles a lil kids giggle+ AAAARGGGHHHHH +screams+ i dunno y im so hyper, probally just cuz i found a *FIIITTTTTTTT* lad +gasps 4 air+ awwww, prenny, im sure he aint blocked ya luvly... +smiles a lil smile then frowns+ Chris..... omg... sorry +rubs head+ im sorry.... REALLY sorry, i just go on n on about lads 2 much, untill every1 screams at me 2 fuk off, oh dear.... +sighs n shakes head+ im gonna go now cuz i gotta wright ma newspaper thingy up... +kisses every1 readin blog n scratches head+ Luv ya'll, bye....
Right... hmm.. Im alright now i think! +lafs+ just need a piss... hehe ^_~ aint chattin 2 no1 now +shakes head n sighs+ I think i blocked nearlly every1 online tho cuz they woz pissin ma off n doin ma head in innit tho. Went town 2 day wiv Abi n got a new *BLACK* polo neck n a new *BLACK* United Colors of Benton top yay +grinz a Abi grin+ I want sum more ice cream +chuckles+ wiv chocolate syrup on yummmyy +licks lips+ Im goin 2 get sum hold on... +runs into kitchen+ back ^_~ ma moms doin it 4 ma yay +lafs+ Cuz umm... i dunno, she said she dint want me in the kitchen or summit cuz "It aint big enuff 2 swing a cat in it" +lafs+ Bloody cat, i let it out of the kitchen n it runs straight upstairs, i afta go get it n bring it down ne wayz so theres no bloody point! WAHOOO +screams+ God... is online! +raises eye brows n grinz+ I woz chattin ta Dawns Cuzin bless his lil heart awww, he woz tellin me all about his luv life n shit! Aint got no msgs on fp yet eitha, bloody thing! Right im goin 2 find that songs sheet of fannys cuz the songs seem 2 be goin quite fast yay! +runs upstairs+ WAHHOOOO +screams+ i found it YAY! So hopefully ill have both cd's dun 4 her 4 monday innit, cuz i got like 13 cd's 2 copy 2moz as well, god! it stresses ma head copyin all these cd's +lafs+ Oh well, the more cd's i copy the betta cuz the more music i got n the more muny i make hehe ^_^ ne wayz, dunno wot else 2 say, well yea i do, but i cant b arsed 2 type no more, got otha shit 2 do... blogg 2moz, byeeeeeeeeeeee
hmmmm.. +sighs+ Im bored, oppsss, 4got 2 write out the thank-you cards 4 ma relatives, n im gettin stressed, i not b able 2 sleep AGAIN cuz i got 2 much on ma mind... life, mates, skool n shit... +sighs outloud again+ ma throats killin ma... Stressssss +creams n bangs head on keyboard+ uhhbfduhushuuu <--- c... +cries+ i wanna BIG hug off God! (Chris) omg... he's luvly. if only he lived in Nottingham omg, that wud b wunderful... Abi's the only decent person online 2 talk 2, well... have a decent convo wiv yea! Im havin sum ice cream 2 tri help ma throat, dought it will tho. Ill grab sum medicine n all... no1's msgin me on fp 2nite... +cries+ I got ma ice cream now +slight smile forms on her face as she shovles ice cream into her gob n licks lips+ owchhh.. ma teeth! i want sum1 gud 2 txt ma, like ummm.... CHRIS! He got ma numba but i aint got his cuz he says like he neva gives it out first of all cuz ya neva no who i am n i mite b a weirdo kinda thing, but thats all kool! he's deffy the best lukin lad on faceparty tho... ^_^ deffy! +lafs+ goin town 2moz wiv Abi innit, shud b alright i spose. Still got £40 of ma chrimbo muny left, oh yea, n ma moms got £30 of it ^_^ +giggles while swallowin her coldddd ice cream+ Ne wayz, i mite go now n type ma english work up innit! Ive just realised ive got so used to this keyboard aint i! +lafs+ well not that u will know if i have or not but u no wot i meen innit! i think... I bet if i go on the otha one upstairs it will b REALLY weird, n then ill afta swap em around again cuz i like that one betta +lafs n shakes her head+ u probally aint got the slightest clue wot im goin on bout but hay... who gives a fuk! Bye ^_~
OMG, u dont no how stressed im gettin wiv my computer, it keeps cuttin ma off every 10mins, n now it not sign me into msn... RRRRRR, im gonna scream... ive also gotta download 34 songs, do both ma newspapers, revise, do ma french hwk, get loads more sleep n do 2 thingys of ironin 4 Monday... god... sum1 help me. I dont mind doin cd 2 cd, but downloadin 34 songs off Morpheus is soooo annoyin, speshy wen it slows down ma comp, n the ones off the actual cd's aint copyin as 128kbps like i need em 2, there fukin copyin at 64kbps DUZ MA HEAD IN +stresses out+ im gonna c if it'll sign me in wen im not connected 2 Morpheus... It best do, but i think ma connections fuked ne wayz... GREAT +sighs+ im gonna r/c again n c if that duz owt. Ne wayz... Last nite, omg did i hav fun +smiles+ I woz chattin 2 GGGOOOD! +screams+ Boy is he fit +sighs n shakes head+ Lei n Kirsty had a fight 2day... Lei's nose woz fuked up a bit, but Kirsty came up behind her or summit n got her on the floor >_< +shakes head+ I think i best get writin up ma english work while no1's online 2 chat 2, no1 gud ne wayz out of the bloody ummm... 13 ppl online +sighs+ I think ill wait 4 2moz tho, it's easier, cuz i aint got shit 2 do n i can sit down n do all ma work innit ^_~ hehe! I wanna do more on ma blog cuz it just luks really um... simple n borin. Ne wayz, ill b off now n blog bak if summit *EXCITING* Happens... tut, as if... Bye
Tired, bored n cant b arsed 2 type talk chat or stay awake. Think ill go bed 4 a bit then watch sum tv then go bed again n wake up in the mornin in ma luvly warm bed. Sleeps been catchin up on ma, n im knackered now... 2 knackered tho. Im constantly yawnin like now +yawns+ Im bloody freezin n all. Howz 2 day been then, lemmo think n write it all in ma *NEW* blog, gotta mess about wiv the HTML n all, if i can actually b arsed 2, n that lad best not hack into Pauls account again n call ma mom, cuz if i eva find out who it is wooahh! Ill go mad. It's eitha gotta b Carls mate, or sum1 the knows me Carl n Paul... So thats y i dont believe Carl that it wernt his mate. I sujest he just tells me who it is tho, if it woz his mate. +yawns again+ bloody freezin... Most of the lessons 2 day were ok, it int 2 bad skool i spose... French woz alright cuz i just sat there tryin 2 do ma corse work, but it duz ma head in sum times, kinda piss easy tho! N Science woz alright, got ma coat took of ma tho cuz i woz pretendin 2 b bat man +cries+ sad teacher, well i sat there 4 the rest of the lesson singin Post Man Pat, Rainbow and more kids program theme songs! English woz shit as usual, but at least i finished of ma broadsheet artical, just gotta do the actual front cover now tho aint i >_< Then wot i have... Geo n art they woz wicked, sat there in Geo drawin ma mates on paint! N in Art sat there lukin at a magazine n eatin sweets ^_^ wicked! Ne wayz, im off nowm blog soon n gonna do sum HTML now, byeeee
New Blog now... Bloody hell, dunno y, got fed up of the old one n wanted 2 start out all *fresh* lmao... ne wayz, ill get pissin bout wid the html n colors now n blog more n shit 2moz Cyaz
