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Ugh. I'm such a freak.
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It's not like I can stay mad for long. I mean, what am I supposed to do? I guess I can say I was expecting it. I mean, it's happened before. So I dont understand why it was such a big deal to me. At least it wore off before the day was over. It's better off that way I guess.
Tina spilled her HEART out at 11:13 a.m.
I cant believe that she's this interested in water, soil and all of that crap. Everytime I'm in this class, I can feel myself falling asleep. And it's not like you can do anything good in this class because all the funny sites or the games are blocked. There's not really any point in this class because no one really learns anything. And I dont want to learn about water and soil anyway. I dont care as long as I'm not thirsty. Ugh. I hate this class.
Tina spilled her HEART out at 01:45 p.m.
Aaaaaaahiiii! After easter sales are fun. I got craploads of candy and a couple of stuffed animals. Including a sheep. A very cute sheep.
Well, yeah. That's all I did today. >___<
Tina spilled her HEART out at 01:43 p.m.
HE KNOWS. I'm sure of it. I know I shouldnt really care anyways, I guess its not that much of a big deal, but then I start thinking about it again and again, and I cant get it out of my goddamn head. It's really stupid of me, because I dont think it's ever going to happen. I keep telling myself that I'm just being overly-hopeful and naive, but nevertheless...it's still there. I mean, the chances of it happening are zero to nil. Even still, I dont think it's going to go away, not for a long time anyway. Just so you get an idea of how obsessed I am, I'm just going to say that I've been thinking about it since the vacation began. Yes. It's that bad. I think I should just go and kill myself. -____-;
EDIT: Ech. Now I need someone else's xanga to make the columns even. Blargh. I'm such a loser.
Tina spilled her HEART out at 08:16 p.m.
Hrm. I wonder what people in the future will think of the time we're living in today. You know those questions in the history books, that ask you, "what was the overall attitude of [insert people of region or time here] and why?" Wonder what the textbook's going to say about us...I know it's a real cheesy thought that's in my head, but nevertheless...
Ugh. I'm getting way too "philosophical" here. I think the horror of doing all of my homework on the last three days of vacation is starting to get to me. I shouldnt be typing this right now, instead I should be getting to the piles of researh lit, english, and math homework that I neglected for most of the vacation. I have this horrible picture of myself sitting on my desk at four in the morning still finishing up that lab report, which I havent even started. But I still dont wanna do it. -____-;
Tina spilled her HEART out at 02:28 p.m.
Ah, today was fun. Very fun. Tiring, yet fun. Went to the new QC today. Me & Billy tried forcing Jon into wearing pretty little skirts, while Bob went into claires and put on pink little fairy wings, those feathery things that go around your neck, and held a pink purse. But...we got kicked out after that. Still, it was hilarious.
There were a lot of funky stores that just opened there, like this shop where they sell pictures of naked men, dildos, and some punk stuff. Ah, the hilarity. Egh, not to mention a YRB with lots of sexy sexy stuff. And a very sexy sexy asian guy with a mohawk. Rawr. O__o;
It kind of sucked though, because not everyone was there. And to think, they missed Bob acting all faggoty...well, he always acts faggoty, but this time, he looked faggoty too. Rah!
Tina spilled her HEART out at 08:08 p.m.
I think things have started to simmer down a little. Everyone seems to be calm and all happy right now, but I cant tell. It's not like people tell me things anyway. Maybe I'm better off not knowing, if people are still feeling shitty it'll just make me feel worse than I'm already feeling.
With all that aside, happy news comes! Winnie got a new computer! It's about time already, I mean I've seen that thing, it's really sad to watch it start up. It seriously takes forever. Not to mention, I know she's feeling better, thanks to the good advice that I gave her. *winkwink* At least that puts some weight off my shoulders and should keep me happy for a least a couple of days.
Tina spilled her HEART out at 01:37 p.m.
I dont remember the last time I saw a happy face. All of you people are always mad about something these days. As soon as one person gets over it, something else happens and turns everyone sour. What's even worse is that none of us can do anything to cheer eachother up. When we do, someone always snaps back and says, "Shut the fuck up already, youre not making things better."
Gosh, what I'd do for the good old times, back when all of us used to smile. Back when we were able to laugh. But all that seems to be down the drain. You know, if I could I would just turn back time and make everything that ever made any of you guys cry just dissapear. But I know I cant do that. Even when we go out to have fun, something always gets screwed up so everyone gets all depressed again. Someone always has to go and ruin the day.
You know, I try to be happy, and I try to hold it all in. But that doesnt always work. At the beginning of march, everything started to decline, but you know, it wasnt that bad back then. It wasnt as bad as now. I could stand it, I didnt mind as much. Now its almost every single day. Every single day there's a reason to cry and yell. I cant stand it. I swear to god, if this doesnt stop, I'm going to fall apart.
Tina spilled her HEART out at 09:22 p.m.