Wow

Well now you have to deal with the consequences. Although, I suppose I'm a bit braver because I am not hiding behind a lock. Or waiting for someone else to commment to back myself up.

I cry bullshit, and I will now pick points apart.
In January, said "Best friend" told me she couldn't believe my word. Last I checked best friends believed best friends. That started the wound, which never healed because we left it. Then there was the silence gap. Last I checked best friends talked to each other. Then there was HER mother calling me and telling me to fix things... And I'm the one who needs to make up my mind. Then there was the whole fighting with my other friend. He didn't move me away from you. You did it kindly on your own. I didn't appericate the bashing, and the being cold to him anytime you saw him. You want to be a diplomat, yet you can't even manage your own life. Then you got angry that I left you behind and I wasn't hanging out with you. Yet you made it impossible for me to say "hey guys lets hang out with *****".
Refresh my memory what I didn't believe. If I remember correctly this was a personal attack on me. Wasn't it. Mom didn't want to see any discord and so "fixed things" Just as you are hiding behind your own mother, mine took her own initiative. It takes time for me to confront someone and I would rather not do it while I am furious.
Excuse me, if this whole thing happened because I was worried about your well-being. Worried that you were kicked out of housing and then worried sick for you. Something I am sure that you would have appreciated.
As far as what happened between Mr. Munder and myself, that really isn't any of your buisness to be perfectly frank with you. But let me say what things I had against him, would not have been cleared like that.
Paragraph 3... I don't bring things to game. Once game is called life continues. And again it's still none of your buisness. With the game, I'm sure you'll understand what hole you dug with that one.
Paragrah 4 Now why didn't I tell you asap? Because you're difficult to talk to. Don't believe me? Look at you and him. That could have been solved so EASILY, he was willing to sit there and listen to you. But you made assumptions and refused to work it out. Friends always try to work it out. Yes he's not saint, but either are you. Here's another one. You and the Republican. You could have easily turned around and said "that's my decision to make if you'd be a good boyfriend." But instead you ran, and declared it over. And any advice I tried to give you to get him back you said "no." to. But then again, your mother said that's how you are and I need to learn to accept that. If that's the case, then you need to accept me how I am and the fact I don't like that.

Again let me reiterate, that I would have been fine with you getting a single. As far as myself being "hard to talk to" after talking it over with some people, they have all come to the unanimous conclusion that I am not hard to talk to. And one feels that I am the only one he has ever been able to talk frankly about and to confide in me. You could have averted this entire thing, if you, yourself have told me. And not finding out by getting a call at 9.30 at night from some person I don't even know.

Paragraph 6. I don't suppose asking people their opinons isn't in your own vocabulary. Confiding in friends my own problems and asking for their advice isn't something that you normally do. This was what I was doing. When I was worried that you were kicked off of Reslife housing I talked to people and asked their opinons. I asked friends what I should do. I guess you would have liked me to keep everything to myself. Like you do.

Paragraph 7. Wow, and you wouldn't have met Nej if it wasn't for me. And this is all I will say about that. And what my parent's see fit to let me do, where they let me go and the fact that they did NOT let me go that night. (And the excuse that I'm 20 years old and should be able to do things myself, is null and void. My parents control everything I do until I leave the house). Trust me, I would have gone would I had been able to go.

As far as being a friend is concerned I will go into the times where I have been a friend with you. Letting you confide in me the times that you hallucinated in your sleep, the times I would hang around and let you talk about your familial problems, your financial woes. And then most notably, I let you confide in me when your latest breakup with Tim, and I listened to you as you talked about various people that you had crushes in your life. I gave you a shoulder to cry on. I gave you an ear to tell things to. I was there when you needed me and you didn't take advantage for them. I let you consider CPD. I even helped you that night make feathers for your wings and stayed up with you so that you make them.

And you say I've done nothing. Absolutely nothing? I cry bullshit. The way I deal with problems are different than you should. As you should remember this could have been different should you have picked up the phone and wasn't "busy drinking." So, this is my response. I don't need a lock or a person on the sidelines more or less going "YEA! YEA! FIGHT!"