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Aum Domestic
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Frustrat`edu Irely Orders
ration of pause
Print Screen (asneverseenastoacrossword)
oggknows
cremedecksofdrem
ArtIculture
missing knots
A Gain?
The Lines Inside My Head
If A Tree fell on my head would I hear it?

Modesty in Moderation

a work in progress



Monday, December 5, 2011    11:08 p.m.
Muah!

Saturday, November 19, 2011    12:50 a.m.
They talked through the labor
and sounds were made as a
shovel against concrete; up
on the hill w/ the road's end

They dreamed of being alright
whispering and forcing dry
moans of cadence the disparation
mulching into their reasons

Fixedly searching for the best
they stretch and occurance breaches
the overtion from the sight of
progress and goal.


Wednesday, October 12, 2011    02:48 p.m.
... and since I was in the family truck,
a small thing that drove as if it were on four or three cylinders,
on my own to work. Glancing @ the speedometer,
it read sixes and fives,
split up to avoid a miscommunication in iconography.
Finally tuning into the noise on the radio, the news.
Tuning in finally to emotions only scornfully recognized,
that I had already decided to emote, but broken up by cathartic releasings.


Sunday, September 18, 2011    03:00 p.m.
an illicit reaction:
sex as decision making
though incursive: ridicule
and beautiful

entering on this and that:
so that i can get better
as it is: adolesence

grim
bundled up with emotions
on high ground: not to look
at, upon, or in...
an inane: aptitude of illicitness

awoken

AnAn illicit romance flutters in my eye."

Sunday, August 28, 2011    07:35 p.m.
you'll be primarily dealing
w/ somebody else.
a non compliance treaty;
brains to stand on.
ordered around by questions;
the prod and prick of my sustainability.
What is modern psychoanalysis?
encouragements by murmur
striking on the plausible
stinking superstition
That time caresses and carouses,
w/ superseding involuntary action,
the deepening uncanny soggy visionary.

Saturday, July 30, 2011    11:23 p.m.
to be called:


Begin a fight upon one person, beat across (the and-) around (the and-) beyond the lined tables in a room.

That this act of violence was against
but w/o a title the vision of strong is untold...

w/o trial the incident is viewed by the victims whose choke is forgiveness



Tuesday, June 21, 2011    01:21 a.m.
One to Zero


0, 3, 2, 0; 00:32


w/o want of relationship; i may find a lifestyle.
While the easy vision of secondary channels progress responses to paranoia; refuted in ancient numerical inquiries. Encourances of employ, rigid minded determinism argues, forth expressionism:
By fire,
on time and immediacy,
and numbers

Deepening expossion wormingly ______. As vigorously wearing one's self down; first an intellectual suicide followed by the physical repor`; virtue as that of vigor.
Vertigo or ramification within activity and sport. Then what is to come as old ages to a hollow sounded ideology of mysterious longevity? As the religious inscription finds worth upon the everlasting moralities finally: Secondary spirit is code of alm, or might ove- instantaneous dualities, or

Wednesday, May 18, 2011    12:27 a.m.
my mother
she understands, i try to tell her,
to the understanding of witchery
to the displeasure of strong figures in society
finally to self help; finding known or unrelenting
attitudes
truths for altruistic-



"an odd feeling
put to motions unfelt
                        as cinematography"

rushing moments are, from wrenching sets of ideals apart to the display of attitude by differences

-groups
of people

but then i started to think of this's that are and
true that "two-word"
completely ignorant
it's something impossible
that that was aum domestic

"redesigned amplitude"

Thursday, March 31, 2011    11:47 p.m.
Respondence Recess
As every pivotal line is cut from it's place and put to a new end; w/in elsewhere s.

Day 1
Enacting redress to thought
Day 2
Nighttime endeavor to fulfillment
Day 3
Wine (Picnic)
Day 4

Day 5

As this month is fixed by five days the incurrent wait out is poised in discourses of calamity career affixed of the imagery that magics up and wells down the drain.

To Pamphlets made to Flier Fly...


Respondence Recourse
Rsp>pnd>nc


There seems to be what   Ii
Can we get back to U.


It is easier
to understand that you face
competition
than obsolesce

                      *** *
and that gravitational moon was
so close; by the lamp a window
reflecting white light from the
white bulb as the white moon may
loose some of it's luster
on a visually white day as

as plausistic followings on written
reputations whose emphasis on larger
shrinks book sizes too

Thursday, March 17, 2011    01:03 a.m.
On Firstly
personal nature of
secrets and initiative.
On Secondly
dismissal of
project or goals.
Tercicary:
Vague apprehensions as
viewed from authority.
Fourthly
Distancing understanding a
unviable precusor to apprehensions
of changing life-styles.


Comparing oneself to the unlikely
Derisive fruition of excellence,
Apathetic, only form of inquiry
A "Fight!" becoming more obscure
Resistance, and a theory shrunken as silent;
Vision as near-completed
Removal of re-guard
or indications towards peaceful understood
incidents of optimism dismissed


Thursday, February 10, 2011    12:39 a.m.

2x2
Projects

Nuance
/IDEAL
Co-orespondent

Other correspondents
respondence specifics


ab+cd
ac+bd
bc+ad or cd+ab
ba+dc   ca+b or d   db+ac
Strctr o!f eM
to proportionate towards
and daringly approach
further intricacies arrive w/ though they flavor w/ repitition
finally to conclude the subject matter could end:
with subject matter "D" followed by "A"
~or~
"B" facets or descriptors   preludes   the dense findings within "C"


((writing importantly for Other's voice))
((amounts to importance for voices o!)f other)



An interest, "I won't because she's lonely."

As interests the precipice of darkness prepared for the worst of delusions: musical relevances that desire themselves, coordination of misuses that prepare the war-machine as natural elegances, and satire within visions unsupposed and thought as well-bred sophistication. The compliment reaches on duty, or the insult holds it's breath to hyperinflation, and well before the plastic mold broke and dice rolled so- finally (finally!) I couldn't say "Nope, can't blow on them....."
I rally fervid upon inexactitudes, as though i could beat the transience, that gather up among my sense of direction. I had so prized the open faced tragedy as I turned away from the group and fell to the exact cause of the nonexistent trail. I had so delved into those who kept up with appearances and had not focused on what other calling was theirs and sunk with all I had done.
So- Unsurpassed sportsmanship is met without any grudging infinitives, but with the balls of your feet that one is staying on; that has a third option, or another course of action, or an alive inexplicable thing wriggling in one's lap; that this as a simple directive as the moon or as the flow canonizing the brain into society to forever change it.

Wednesday, January 12, 2011    04:18 p.m.



While at a particular curve in the trail at the park
It was snowing
it is that the snow could not make it through the trees
finally a space between darting eyes between snow,
remembering he gave a thought to science,

made me believe in dark matter and space w/o a definition




previous entry on January 12, 2011 is part of Aum Domestic.

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