To Call Home.

Yay~! Kor is coming home tomorrow~ Went to Mos with Sak and Mon after helping Esther and Karina with the CNY deco. I think school is great! Just that classes are pretty boring~ I'm looking forward for stuff like CME and Chinese. I kinda feel bad for not really helping in the deco.....-_____-''' even though y'know.

I cut my hair really really short~ okay, a lot shorter than usual.

I still feel lazeeeeeeeeeeeeeee........... *bleh*
Got to start studying for the CAs.

I'm going to change layout soon
Aya
Gundam SEED Destiny- Life goes on plays~

A plcae in time...at road's end...to call home 06:29 p.m. Monday, January 31, 2005
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It's been rather hot these days.
I made chocolates for the Fantansia performers. Mon went home immediately after the guitar club performance. Went around hugging and giving people stuff during the intermission. It was actually quite fun~ The storyline thingy was actually rather lame......

Had Ms Ving tuition and all. Was fun too~ I love doing linear inequalities. I'm still terrible at doing log. >.<
I feel lazeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee to type some more...

I am going to cut my hair!
Aya
Naruto- Haruka Kanata, Suikoden- Currents(Orrizonte)plays~

A plcae in time...at road's end...to call home 09:53 a.m. Sunday, January 30, 2005
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Well. The sky is blue. There's fluffy clouds everywhere. It's really nice weather.
Got Mon to start playing CoM. Hahaha~ I'm currently addicted to playing RR.

Got to miss the last 5 minutes of Bio and the first period of Physics. Mr Yap speaks like he is six-feet under. No offence. I just think he is boring. Lessons are getting more and more monotonus. Even Chem. Yup. I just said Chem. Can you believe it? Even Chem is boring. I'm actually looking forward to PE and Social Studies. OMG. Yup. *thwacks self*

Was online looking at El Buili. Fish. Fish. Fish. Fish. I mean fish eggs! I think I'll be a chef. Whether they like it or not. And a doctor. Sort of. I am going to get a cookbook. Yup. All they cookbooks I have are not paid by me. They were given. On my birthday, I'm going to get 'thee' cookbook. Specifically The French Laundry Cookbook by Thomas Keller one of the gurus of the foodie world. I'll hell go get it. As well as the El Buili, Les Halles and Gordon Ramsay's just desserts.
The BLACK HOLE
Darn. >.< *snffle*

Have to go.

Aya
~Chikyuu Shoujo Arjuna- Cloe, Blink 182- I miss you~

A plcae in time...at road's end...to call home 06:35 p.m. Monday, January 24, 2005
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Yay~!
Yay!Yay!Yay!Yay!Yay!Yay!Yay!Yay!Yay!Yay!Yay!Yay! Yay!Yay!Yay!Yay!Yay!Yay!Yay!Yay!Yay!

I have complete KH:CoM~! Marluxia's life is far too long. Aww.. The ending was so sappy. I kinda like Namine more than Kairi. In the first place I'm Anti-Kairi anyway.

I'm now playing Riku Mode. Finally~~ So he's on my VBA window. wOOt~! I'm such a fangirl (did I just say fangirl?)

Came back from Ms Ving tuition. Did Math and I am VERY bad at Log. Log doesn't have anything to do with trees. The only thing that they have in common is when you do log, you did lots of paper. Was feeling rather sick since yesterday. Got a very bad flu and a slight cough. >.< *sniffle*

Qiyi, Sabrina, Fifi and Mai are coming over for project coz we need use the comp~
I need to run a virus scan...
After playing a wee bit more KH

Aya
Yoko Kanno- Monochrome, Green Day- Boulevard of Broken Dreams~

A plcae in time...at road's end...to call home 04:00 p.m. Friday, January 21, 2005
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I love the new GSeed Destiny ending.
What's with me and endings?

I'm stuck at the final door.Again!Why? Now I haven't got a 3 green Map card now. >.< I hate it.

Anyway, school's getting better, I must admit. I just came back from CJC hostel. We went there for project work because Mai forgot to bring the proposal and we all went. Saw Esther as well and some of the other scholars. It was quite fun~ Fifi secretly took photos of us.

I have a sore back
No offence to -not that I like her- Ms Teo but really. I know it's good for us whatever whatever. Umm...Carrying canteen benches? It's a bit odd. But anyways, it was -kinda- amusing.

Maths is finally improving. Finally. And tomorrow there's double chem! ^_____________________^ Aya
GSeed- Akatsuki no Kuruma~

A plcae in time...at road's end...to call home 06:31 p.m. Wednesday, January 19, 2005
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Well, It's another week gone.

I'm stuck at the last door of CoM. Why you ask? I haven't got a 1 blue map card. >.<
I still haven't finish my E math homework.

Yesterday attended the cheesy ceremony. It was just cheesy. And the speech. Do you really need a reason to help someone? I if you do, I'll feel sorry for you. I always had a thing against meritocracy. Well, it's currently the "fairest" decision way. Irregardless, there will always be someone at a disadvantage. Saw Germaine, I read A Cook's tour throughout the ceremony and then left. Aren't I rude? Yup. I was thinking what a horrible student I am. I doodle ,sleep ,eat, talk and -godknowswhat- in class and I never did my homework. Especially chinese. I think some of your know what kind of trouble I ran into with my chinese teacher. The only one who didn't have trouble with me was Lin Lao Shi(P6). Why? She was nice. And I did my homework + PSLE. I am an eptitome of bad class behaviour. When I was in P5 and 6 I used to get my friends and gang up on teachers, especially trainees. We were like the Mafia baby. And I was one of the ringleaders. It was fun. Actually, it was very fun ^-^. Yup. I'm horrible. Look was growing up does to you. Now that I think about it, I still do some of it but I miss the thrill. Except that I never did anything overboard. I always knew some things had to come to a stop. It was fun. Oh, I didn't like P4. Not because of the classmates. I didn't like the teachers, and I never really quite fit in.
Finished my math tuition today. Sak was late, AGAIN. Really, she should be on time for a change. Took a bus home. The weather was wonderful. The sky was really blue and the wind was strong. Really nice weather~

Aya
Red Hot Chilli Peppers- Fortune faded, The Killers- Somebody told me~

A plcae in time...at road's end...to call home 02:22 p.m. Sunday, January 16, 2005
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It was a so-so day. Yup. I didn't really like it, didn't really hate it... Like was the rest of the week. Some reason I always look forword to recess. Really got nothing much to say. Just very tired.

I want to get Chikyuu Shoujo Arjuna.
And I saw KH:CoM and FF: Dawn of Souls....
**Matantei Loki Ragnarok!

I feel broke already....

Aya
Xenosaga-...in this serenity plays~

A plcae in time...at road's end...to call home 05:44 p.m. Thursday, January 13, 2005
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It's already Sunday.

I haven't finished my math homework...
Anyway, went out with My Grandmother (father's side) and Dad. She may be the most irritating person but when ever I look into her eyes and always seem to see this lingering sadness and emptyness. They seem empty, lonely with a occasional spark of interest. I actually don't really hate her as much as my dad because there is always a spark of rebellion in her....

Well, I still can't defeat Riku IV....>.< I am level 55! And I still can't defeat him. Bloody Sleight, I hate his sleight Dark Aura. >.< I takes up 1/3 of my life. And I always seem to have too little 0 cards. I think I must change my deck as well as equip Vexen card.

........

I don't plan to tell anyone in 3/1 my blog add. So please don't give, I will appreciate it.

Now I really understand why I enjoy being uncontactable.
Aya
Blur- Out of Time, The Darkness- Love is only a feeling~

A plcae in time...at road's end...to call home 02:45 p.m. Sunday, January 9, 2005
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I AM ALIVE!
Only after one week of school. Oh well. I think I'll eventually drop bio maybe next year. I don't know. Christabelle is moving to Australia, yes, everybody say shit. Shit.

......
There has been some social progress. Yay. The scholars are really nice and I take the same buses as they do.
AA, there was some progress. I don't know. I really don't.

My whole mood has lighten, a bit. I am worried about coping with all my subjects. You know what? SCREW! I DON'T CARE! Everyone else can be competitive and over-achievers. I don't give a frikkin' damm. I've never been able to fit to the 'over-achieving' clique and I will never. So you know what? I'm just going to be happy with what I have now and cherish that. Watch out because guess what? I'm just going to enjoy my Sec 3 year doing my best, even if it means failing. I don't think any of them will be able to understand my situation. I have been worrying and worrying. It's getting tiring but I still do it. I need to stop. Worry when it is necessary. I just realise, why I also feel so different around them. I'm not aiming to rule the world or be the best at everything. Not only that, I'm probably the only pisces I with half of my signs to be aquarian. I don't feel comfortable around them. Not at all. Suddenly, I feel that voicing my opinion to them is a waste of my breathe, like as if they still think I was that trouble-maker I was in primary school. It's something they will never understand unless you were in my situation. I still think that some of them are still quite elitist and I can't stand Ms Ng's class. Ugh. I think I'll drop bio. Well, it's week 1. I don't know, I really know. I had a disturbing dream lately. I shan't talk about it. Well, at least there's Sak and Mon. Maybe if I can't cope with bio, they'll help me and I'll help them in chem. Can't say the people in my class are very empathic.

Well, it was okay week.

Went to The Canteen for Mom's birthday. It was quite fun~

Aya

A plcae in time...at road's end...to call home 06:20 p.m. Friday, January 7, 2005
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Well, New layout, as you can see.

First Day of School.
Was very sombre. The morning was cold, like the rest of the day. Eventually, the sun came out.Woke up at about 6-ish, didn't bathe, I usually do, I was freezing. Gave my brother a shock.

Got to school, it wasn't raining. Actually it was very nice. Went to 3/1. Saw Sak, Mon and Kiwi. Then saw Sabrina. Actually it wasn't too bad. Sat next to Inka, an Indonesian Scholar, she's very nice, cheerful disposition. Like everyelse, bloody brilliant. Well, I'll try. Keyword: -TRY- Ms Ng is okay I suppose, she doesn't seem that bad. I will be looking forward to double chem tomorrow. Half the the class is scholars, I don't really feel comfortable in class. I don't know. Intution: Grey. I hate that feeling. It's that same feeling I had when I came to 1/3. Ironic? 1/3, 3/1? Forget it. It's just that I find (currently) the people is my class are quite elitist, especially with 2/2 '04 people. It's just the impression and they don't seem very feeling. Seriously, I highly think they are going to find me weird, no really! Not Sak's cute and adorable weird or Kiwi's intelligent weird, I mean weird weird! I mean, I'm domesticated! I hardly think any of them know about food, nor are they interested in gaming or anything along that line. But we'll see. Hopefully it'll change. At least there's Sak, Kiwi and Moony. Oh! Moony is class chairperson of 3/4~ It's cool. It's good she gets a chance to do it.

Was quite my typical melancholic self as my sis calls it, or actually, sulky. Not really though. Just quiet. Very. I lot of people ask me why I said "yes" to transferring. Well, here's the answer. I don't know. I wanted to try, try to do it, try to believe that I can do it by doing it, try, really try. Maybe I wanted to get out of my comfort zone. Doing something different, and there some kind of satisfaction in telling that man that I want to be a doctor, I am taking the first step to doing it, so I am not going to be some chemical-engineer in the bloody family business! Yup. I felt horrible being the only one in 3/3 for chinese. It's not very comforting either. Well, I did say I was horrible at chinese.

Oh right, teachers.
Form teacher/ Biology : Ms Yvonne Ng
English : Ms Nicole Teo~
A/E Maths : Mr Eric Tan
Chinese : Xie Lao Shi aka Mrs Julie Leong
Chemistry : Mrs Tay It Ming~~
Physics : Mr Francis Yap
Literature Elective : Mr Richard Armstrong
Social Studies : Mrs Val Fam
Geography : Also Mrs Val Fam~

Mrs Fam seems quite good actually. The sharp and intelligent look. I think she's a Scopio. *shrugs* Very happy I got Mrs Tay though. I don't really know about the rest.

Oh, I nearly forgot. School ends at 2.30+ except Wednesdays. Great...

Well, I got to get use to it right? Try to settle down.

I've got a dental appointment tomorrow and the day after we're going to Les Amis for Mom's birthday.

After school we stuck our posters around the school. AA Monster Cat eats ARC crows.Muahahahaha... Anti-B&W posters!!

Aya
U2-The Sweetest Thing~

A plcae in time...at road's end...to call home 09:23 p.m. Monday, January 3, 2005
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