hepatica__kos-mos: to sleep, to dream, maybe to be forgotten

Cyn went home early today, she wasn't feeling well so was quite lonely during class. Sat with Kiwi, Sab and Hui Ting during a math instead. ;____________; I wrote only 3.5+ pages for lit test,not enough time.... >.> I forgot to add my feelings after the 3rd paragraph for the first question, I'm screwed. Muuu~<3 I hope she's feeling better.

Officially stepped down yesterday. It was rather funny, the graduating seniors were playing lame games, like the ones I played in Yunnan last year. ^^V

Was thinking, what kind of person am I? As in the way like sea-ish, or land-ish or sky-ish. I suppose I'm not really any of that yet since I really haven't thought about it much. I'm not even sure of what I will do, what I want, what I hope, what I become. I'm sort of at a transitional stage. Then I thought of the wind. At the back of the school, with the palm trees rustling. Footsteps to the school, dark with CG-like back light in the morning with the beautiful radianting azure sky. That's why I like taking bus. It's pretty to see silouttes of tree branches and leaves against the blue blue sky. It's the deep glowy blue that sis likes, but in the morning~ Oh, tried to tell cyn about the smell of rain. There's this specific smell of rain that I like, it's not the dusty type. I don't know how to express it but it's the one when the winds blow strongly, the clouds come just before or only when it's raining lightly. Sometimes the smell is there after the rain.

Ame

Now it reminds me of Haruki Murakami's Dance Dance Dance. I feel like reading it Ame and Yuki

Bennie K - Disco senpai plays~ The ultimate crack song!

maybe tomorrow
03:57 p.m., Tuesday, August 1, 2006
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The sun is out. It was raining, more like pouring though.

My a math is getting rusty, need to practice more. Started revising population for human geography. Watched Hana and Alice.

It was so whacked. And not to mention pretty.

It's about time to go for mass

I feel, sleepy

maybe tomorrow
04:56 p.m., Sunday, July 30, 2006
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~~'Should both parties be punished in a conflict?' Discuss.~~

In light of the 'Head-butt' incident during the FIFA World cup, both Zidane and Materazzi were punished by FIFA under the circumstances of media spotlight consequently receiving match bans and fines of respectively. However, many stand by FIFA's decision of punishing both Zidane and Materazzi as it displays consideration of both parties involve. Similarly, it also serves as a warning to other professional footballers to restrain from such acts.

Even as such, many still think that Zidane should have been dealt with a harsher punishment as his head-butt is considered an act of violence witnessed by many spectators and audiences. Zidane is a renowed footballer who is idolised by many fans which has severe repercussions as he has considerable influence of them, of which some are children. They feel that the fine is relatively insignificant compared to and the three-match ban which is equilavent to a red card on field, a player can get for a tackle on another player while trying to intercept the ball however Zidane's action against Materazzi was a personal attack in rage which should have been done off-field and not in front of so many people. This backfires FIFA's punishment as people can instead take it the wrong way and repeat such acts since they feel that the punishment is no big deal.

~~Alternatively, the claims of Materazzi provoking Zidane by insulting his sister...~~

~~to be continued...~~

Goddamnable 1000-1500 word essay. It's awful :P

maybe tomorrow
01:01 a.m., Friday, July 28, 2006
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'Should both parties be punished in a conflict?' Discuss.

Alternatively, the claims of Materazzi provoking Zidane by insulting his sister...

to be continued...

Goddamnable 1000-1500 word essay

maybe tomorrow
01:01 a.m., Friday, July 28, 2006
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I sort of officially stepped down yesterday.

*sign* I'm relieved

Strangely, I got back my yura and ta-da! Tsu helped a bit <3 Made a layout in one evening! Not much has changed in school: work, study, test, listen, ABSORB, ~~sleep~~, walk about, ~~stone~~... I look forward to chinese. Haha. Watching some Korean Movie, it's rather amusing but Bayside Shakedown will forever be my favourite comedy/crack movie. The internet has been rather slow lately. Not too sure why but it's not like I should be on the comp all the time yes?

Went home soon after school, saw a few classmates/schoolmates at the bus stop. It was well, weird. As much as I talk a lot, I didn't really said much. Just 'hi' sort of thing. Saw Jessica, Stefanie and Caroline walking over and waving then thought, 'are they waving to me?' The person next to me started waving, but even after she waved, they continued to wave then I was like, 'ooooh..' Slow reaction? Yeah, I think too much about these wu liao things. Saw a pair of bright orange neon slippers by the drain, it was somehow, lonely. I don't know but it felt like it had been abadoned yet it was brightly coloured, ah well. I think they pruned the trees last week (at the junction of malcom road) Quite sad. I don't see the pretty shadows the cast in the evening with the quiet streaks of sun reflected on the windows.

It's ghost festival as I smelt burning incense wafting as I walked into the school. The red deocrations along the coffeeshops and shophouses, what a constrast to the school's national day decor. It's actually quite unsettling, I'm now thinking of not going for night study anymore. I think it'll be better to stay home instead...

About national day, I suddenly thought of the MOE survey which was well, alright I suppose. Tried to be as impartial and honest as I could muster. XD Worried about my upcoming O Level EL orals, I'm so worried that it's not good enough, it's not intelligent enough, it's not logical enough, it's not detailed enough, it's not descriptive enough...eek. I NEED TO GET 8 points. My orals will help me get an A1 for EL which I need very badly and haven't gotten since the year I had Mrs Stephen.

~~I would like to play Xenosaga EP III~~ No, don't think about it, O's first. I can do whatever after O's. Oh and prelims. Don't get me started on prelims. Need to go finish up physics tuition homework for tomorrow and do some research for EL.

I was scared as
I watched myself bare pain
I saw, I listened, and now I sleep
Every day I see
Every day I decide
The day when I'll rest is far away
A marionette
~hepatica (KOS-MOS) plays

maybe tomorrow
04:48 p.m., Tuesday, July 25, 2006
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