Crimson Goodbyes
Aw!!! *sniff* I'm making my layout Live-Journal Style...This layout is a simple farewell layout to my so called highschool life...my friends...teachers...school...It's just so sad...I'm really gonna cherish my memories with them forever...*sniff* By the way, Here's our Batch Song...[Lyrics Courtesy Of Elca]

Dreamer's Journey
I.I am a wanderer searching for a dream
Someday I will fly as I look back to where I’ve been
I am a dreamer in my heart and mind it seems
Dreaming of the stars one day as I hope and pray

Refrain:
And now here comes the time my friend of waving goodbye
Tears may come into our eyes but the visions will never die
Those space and time we’ll be apart I know it’s not the last
Those memories we shared for years will always be in our hearts

Chorus:
Adieu my friend it’s time to say goodbye
All of us must take this journey in our lives
And though this journey that we know don’t have its end
I believe somehow that someday, we will meet again

II.We are all wanderers and we all have dreams
And once we promised to ourselves whatever fate may bring
Things maybe unnoticed, things of old and new
But even though I’m miles away I’ll always be with you

[Repeat refrain and chorus]

Bridge:
And each of us must have a step to make
For this is now our time the future now awaits
And each of us must have a breath to take
Our love will keep us all strong enough as faith…

[Repeat chorus]


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March 20,2005
CEU na tlga bgsak q...hay sayang....namiss q kc ang interview q sa UST eh...hay ok lang atleast si kristle andun...hay...Bad3p tlga mga taong d marunong umintindi...A friend of my forum-mate chatted me and said that i should be taking some UPCAT reviews...I said na di q na kailangan ng gnun...D naman aq gnun kabobo eh...At di naman aq magiinquire sa mga bigating skul na tulad ng La Salle,Ateneo or UP so why aq magrereview d bah? Then he said na di daw kc kaya ng capacity ng utak q ang ust blah blah...Duh! Di nya ba maintdhan na pasado aq?! At kailangan q lang ay interview kso namiss q ang interview?! Tpos isasagot nya skin Hu Cares?! The nerve! Sobrang skit ng ulo tlga bnbgay ng mga forum mates qng un...At e2 pah...that forum mate of mine [not his friend] nkastealth settings skin...but Lyza made a conference at andun xa...ang bstos q naman kung aalis aq d bah...So dun lang aq...Then we were talking about the next layout for the forum...At ung forum mate qng un at ung cousin nya kung makautos akala mo sila ang admin! Duh! I'm the admin kya aq ang masusunod kung anong layout ang gs2 q...Oo, pde cla magsuggest but demanding me that i must feature this i must feature that is too much...Tpos ung cousin nya nakaaway pa ung isang newbie sa forum dahil pinipilit nya ung pairing na gs2 nya...I said "Quit it" tpos inulit q "Alam nyo ung Quit it?!" Then he answered "Hindi q alam, ano ba un?!" Duh!!! Ewan q kung tanga or nagtatangatangahan then this forum mate na kinaiinisan q bglang cnabi na "Wag ka ngang magulo" So aq pa ang magulo? Eh cla nga ang sobrang gulo... Then i replied in a size 72 font AQ PA ANG MAGULO! ANG KAPAL MO!!!!!!!! then i left the conference...Lyza talked to me at pinapabalik nya aq...Sbi nya wag q na dw pancnin...So pumasok ulit aq...Then e2 nanaman xa...He was comparing me to this anime character, Pirika...That Pirika is cuter and aq dw pasaway c pirika inde...That was too much..Too much RP! wala na sa lugar na nakakainsulto ng ewan...grrrrrrrr... No wonder wla xang kaibigan... So immature! I'm not always Jeanne-chan..When I RP nsa lugar... Bsta... Aion..He really ruined my day...Anyway i'm gonna narrate what happened during the gradball! Good thing I was early kc humahaba na ung pila sa photo shoot and corsage... I was kinda nervous...Ang taas ng hagdan...Kinakabahan aq umakyat magisa...I was waiting for a classm8 na pde qng kasabay...Then I saw Vanessa! Sbay na kami...Hehe... Then after registering Pia came...Tpos nagreserve na kaming upuan...Due to public demmand instead of seating w/ Ishin Shishi...napaupo aq sa tabi ni Aldrich...Mejo kilig pero wlang nagbalik...Aion...Nakakatuwa...my 3 kming pics na mgkasama...hehe...Ung food auz lng nags2han q ung soup...at dessert...hehe...Then here's the climax...We have to write our name and section in a small piece of paper given to us pra sa raffle...Puro tga sylvester ang nanalo...when suddenly sbi nung emcee "Monica Carulla of St. Stephen" Monica Carulla! Nice one! I was shy to go on stage alone... Then ung mga katropa ni drich cnasabi "Samahan mo naman" when suddenly Aldrich Kin Orfila naman ang tnawag! OMG! Is this real? Sabay pa kami...Sabay dn kmi pumunta sa stage...Then kinuha namin ung prize...Nkakatuwa ung umiilaw na spongebob...hehe...Kso di na xa umiilaw ngaun...>_< So aion...Naubos ang oras sa mga games and programs tpos Sayawan na...Dun sa mabibilis nagsayaw aq...pero nung slow na...Nagbutas aq ng bangko! haha! Bryan and Kat also went to the dancefloor! Pia and Junielle is not around (?) hehe...Nakakaingit mga magsyota...Kya hangang nood lang kmi ni Lizet...Hehe...Then nung patapos na...Awarding na..one of my friends, Michael Lorbes won the best in attire! Then Jeneil Ang for the girls...Muntik na cla mgkapareho ng gown ni lizet... May Fashion show pa...Neil and the girl in yellow won...Sayang c Chua....Di nanalo...Naka"Usher" Look pa naman sha [bka ma misundertood nyo...Chua-Look Alike ni Usher...But he's not the Usher in my past updates] The king and queen and lovers in new world was Ian and Aika tpos ikaw ba yan award goes to Erlyn! haha! LMAO! XD then the prince and princess was David Sarain and Joyce Dela Vega... David looked funny with a crown...hehe...Then there was a tie Monique and Peach won...and so is my clasm8 lord...Di q alam kung ano napanalunan nila...hehe...tpos e2 nanaman c simpleng "K" pno ba naman kc... she was supposed to be one of the nominees pra dun sa napanalunan ni monique and peach...Kso dw di daw xa binot ng mom nya kc bka magalit xa...Then pinakita nya pa ung text nya...She's so conceited tlga...Ewan q bah...Nkakainis..hayyy..tpos nung pauwi na ksama q cla maricon,lizet,kathryn,alex,bryan and michael papuntang blue wave...drinive kmi ng dad q...bsta ang saya...pero may isang ngyari dun sa ball na nagpalungkot skin...bsta un na un...hehe btw here are the pics from my cel...ung pics sa digicam q sa nxt update q na lang...^-^ mE...
mE,ChUa,KaT,BrY,MiCHaEl,lIZeT,nInA AnD MaRIcON
mE AnD My PrIzE!!!!
mE AnD PiA
mE AnD PiA AgAiN
mE AnD ChARlIE'S AngEl'S [wLa Si vAnEsSa]
mE AgAIn!
mE AnD VaNeSsA
tHE SuPpOsEd To Be PricElEsS MoMeNT
GrUp PiC UlEt...
mE W/ UsHeR EsTe ChUA lIZeT AnD KaT
sUfFeRiNg FrOM BoReDoM
FuGlY Me...
lIZeT NaGFeFeelInG...HEHE
mE...KaT AnD lIZet

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March 18,2005
Finally Graduation Day has come... Well...It didnt had a good start bcoz umulan...Grabe after having my hair blow dryed in a parlor paglabas q umulan! my 150 php was wasted! Hay anywayz SI SIR CARREON DUMATING! Grabe...Saya...Khit dlwa ang saklay nya at may wheelchair pa xa...Triny nya prin dumating..Nkakat0uch...T_T Sbe nya nga sna skin na lang dw xa dpat bumili ng pocketbike...hehe...lolz...anyway ...The graduation was a total mess at first bcoz umulan nga and instead of having it on the quadrangle sa auditorium kmi nagmass...My mom cant go up until the 5th floor kya umuwi na lang xa...T_T But my dad came...We celebrated the mass in the auditorium [Sosi! Bishop Teodoro Bacani pa ang nagmisa!]... It was quite a surprise that the aircon is ON...For the 1st tym in the history of SMA! THE AIRCON WAS TURNED ON! Haha! Xempre may parents eh...At ang dali ng mass...I wonder kung bkit during the practices it turned out to be so tgal..ewan q bah Then we sang our batch song after the communion...At halos lahat naiyak na...Muntik na aq umiyak pero ayko kumalat ang make up q...haha...Then the rain suddenly stopped ang the admin decided to continue the Commencement Exercises in the Quadrangle [sayang nga naman ang mga preparations n0h!] Anyway... The graduation started...I was kinda nervous but maayos naman... Our adviser, Sir Carreon had a hard time in entering the stage bc0z of his pilay...But w/ the help of Sir. Azor and Sir Flores tnulungan xang umakyat ng stage...And After the distribution of diplomas of our section he said this very inspiring and heartwarming words [i dont know if this is the exact one bsta prang gnito] I'M PROUD TO PRESENT TO YOU THE VERY THOUGHTFUL,VERY RESPONSIBLE AND KIND HEARTED GRADUATES OF ST. STEPHEN" Awwwwwwwww!!!! Almost everyone cried! At ang dming humiyaw at pumalakpak...Grabe...Nkakat0uch tlga... Then after the awarding and everything the commentator suddenly announced "Due to insistent public demand the graduates will sing the batch song one last time" Then there was no time to sing...Lhat nagsilapit na sa mga frnds nila... I Hugged my bez...Hehe... Then maricon,lizet and kat...Then I travelled to st. timothy pra ihug naman sila kristle,renelynne,joy and cesca....Grabe...Naiyak na tlga aq... Ang hirap pag dlwa2 tropa eh n0h?! hehe...Then this was SOOOOO unexpected...Si aldrich nakipagkamay sken!!!!!! HUWAAAHHHHHHHH Lalo aqng naiyak...ever...hehe...tpos may farewell pic kmeng dlwa ni "Usher" sa cel q....hay bsta dming ngyaring nkakatouch...la lang...Actually sa dlwang bgay aq magpapaalam...Sa highschool life q at sa MULAWIN! haha...i'm a big fan of mulawin...ewan q bah... Mybe becoz of dennis trillo...hekhek...un lang...

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March 17,2005
45 excuses to break up...
1. "I just realized, I don't want to be attached." 2. "I'm confused and I need some time out to find myself!!!" 3. "Maybe this is not the right time for us." 4. "Di kita maalagaan ng tulad ng ineexpect mo. You deserve someone better. That's not me." 5. "Lasing lang ako kagabi. Sorry." 6. "We are too different from each other." 7. "We have to meet other people to see what it's like to be with someone else. I'm giving you that choice. if you come back to me, we'll both be better from having chosen freely." 8. "Someday, hahanapin kita, when we're both ready. When we don't care about the odds. Kung tayo talaga, tayo rin in the end, di ba?" 9. "I really think that we should break up." "Why?" "Because I don't know if I still love you." 10. "I just realized I haven't had time to walk my dog..." 11. "It's not you, it's me..." 12. "Talagang kapatid/kaibigan lang ang turing ko sa'yo, e. Let's keep it that way." 13. "We are not growing anymore." 14. "I don't have feelings for you anymore." 15. "I need space..." 16. "Mahahanap mo rin ang para sa iyo. Good luck na lang." 17. "We don't fit in together." 18. "Sorry kisses, di ka gusto ng mama ko" 19. "Sorry, I just realized mas gusto ko sa lalake " 20. "Let's call it QUITS! " 21. "Pupunta na ako sa America and I won't come back. Don't follow me there, please." 22. " Na Realize ko mahal ko pa pala Ex ko " 23. " Masyado kang Bata " 24. " Kung talagang tayo kahit saang sulok ng mundo magtatagpo tayo" 25. "It was not meant to be ... so honey i am setting you free to look for your destiny" 26. "Our time together was beautiful ... but i realized that there are still things i like to discover so ..." 27. "You are too immature for me..." 28. "It seems that we are not compatible with each other." 29. "Tama na. Ayoko na. " 30. "I've decided to move on with my life... " 31. "DI NA KITA MAHAL?" 32. "I think this would be better for both of us... just take care of yourself always..." 33."Hindi na kita mahal, pwede wag mo na kasi ako mahalin?,," 34. "Pwede wag ka nang magdradrama jan..tapos na eh..ako, over nako sayo..kaya pwede tama na iyak mo jan..o sya na padating na nililigawan ko.. 35. "You're too damn good for me..." 36. "We had the right love at the wrong time..." 37. "Friends naman tayo di ba?" 38. "Kung wala kang pambigay ng load... kalimutan na din tayo! hehe" 39. "I'm entering the convent..." 40. "Noon akala ko kaya kitang mahalin... ngayon, nalaman kong HANGGANG AKALA LANG PALA TALAGA. pasencya kna..." 41. "Wala ka na maririnig sken,,pabayaan m nko.." 42. "Happy hunting!" 43. "Pagod nko,,give me a break.," 44. "I think its goin no where,,so we better stop this now!" 45. "I think it's for ur own good...it is hard for me...yet i have to do it...bye..."
You maybe asking why am I posting this? Well, I have no idea either...^^

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March 16,2005
General Rehearsal ngaun...Last na 2...hay...la lang...btw...Bad news! Our adviser isn’t going to attend our Graduation and GradBall! >.< Maybe he’s still in the hospital recovering from his motorbike crash…Hay….Nakakalungkot naman…Khit madalas aqng pag3pan nun… [like saying na magpapamisa dw xa pag nagging deportment awardee aq,aq lang dw ang di gragraduate tpos sinusuntok aq ng boxing gloves…] Hay…I still don’t get the realization na gragraduate na aq…ewan q bah…Oh by the way…I don’t know if this is a joke but _______’s asking me if I already have a partner in the Gradball! Weeeeeeeeeee!!!! XD Well it doesn’t mean that I still have feelings for him. It’s just definitely a kilig moment for the Gradball! For the fun of it lang un! And to retain the title of St. Andrew’s loveteam of the year! Haha…lol… Isa xa sa mga gs2 mging kapartner sa gradball…the other one was my ex bez… well usher was not part of my plan…Ayko tlga xa mkprtner….ewan q kung bkit…cge hangang d2 na lang…hehe…

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March 14,2005
Nothing much happened today but I just want to narrate my last days in my beloved alma mater... Hehe.. Our practice starts at 1 o clock. I'm hapi coz I dont need to wake up very early in the morning anymore...Pia went to our house early coz we need to interview my lola for our project...The practice was boring as usual...One of the teachers were asking us why are we having a grad practice... They say because we can be ready for the actual graduation...And that the graduation is not a right but prerogative blah blah...But for me we practice coz we're OBLIGED to do so...>.< But the funny part during the practice was my classmates were distinguishing who are the virgins and who are not in out batch by the way they bow...hehe...lol...By the way, Usher's not coming in the Grad Ball...Really shocking...But I doubt that he wont c0me... He's reason? No money...Aw! Poor Guy... Anyway I want a summer job...In a computer shop...As a typist... La lang...3p lang...hehe...I remembered when I was in 3rd year I made projects for my classm8s for 100 php...Hehe...La lang...Oh and lastly...It's JM's bday t0morr0w...Hapi Bday KUYA! haha...LMAO...bleh..=p

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March 15,2005
Whew! Another tiring day..We went home late bcoz of a very funny litany from our principal..Funny bcoz of her grammatical errors,mispronounced words...[e.g. shoes-isyus interlude-enterlude] and redundant phrases. Nadapa pa nga xa eh...It should have been left unnoticed if the commentator didnt reacted..Napa"ay sister!" xa...kya nagtnginan kami sa baba ng stage kung san xa nadapa...I couldnt help but laugh..Call me mean or whatever but she deserves it...^-^ Well...It's called karma...and it goes around...LOL...Btw our gradball has this program a fashion show...tpos dun pipiliin ung best in attire tpos kailangan pa magregister...hay...sali dpat aq pero [not bad for a nominee of a best in outfit]nkakahiya naman sumali..they should have done it randomly na lang...Uhmmm...It's confirmed that Usher isnt going at the gradball...D dw pnayagan...at magche2ckin dw clang pamilya sa ibang hotel...Un lang...

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March 13,2005
You Are a Life Blogger!

Your blog is the story of your life - a living diary. If it happens, you blog it. And make it as entertaining as possible.

Hay...Finally new layout's finished...I'm kinda poor in tables that's why I had a hard time studying and editing this... Well, you cant blame me for having a veryyyy b0ring computer teacher with the abnormal case of everyday PMS...haha...So wasted... If only I paid attention way back 2nd year and 3rd year in computer I should have been the Best In Computer. I realized my love for computer and html only this 4th year...Anyway... I'm sooooo addicted to the song "Too Crazy by South Border. I saw it in myx and I remembered that I had an mp3 of southborder... My CD rack is a mess >.< I had a hard time finding the cd... But fortunately that incident forced me to fix my cd rack bcoz most of the cds are misplaced and has no covers... I'm practicing my stilletoes...[isnt it TOO obvious that i'm TOO excited w/ the gradball] then w/ my daily internet surfing I found my 1st blog! The one in mindsay... It's very funny coz I saw how much I was obsessed to Aldrich before...Haha...Very funny and pathetic...>.< The blog contained my ramblings when I was at third year...Our fieldtrip,stageplay and mny more...It's reallly fun to look back at those memories...I can compare myself before from what I am now and I realized that I was too immature before...and very "Tanga" [w/ things concerning lovelyf]...Well that's all..wAfak!
Additional: I realized that the background of this layout is from a hentai CG game...>.< I just discovered it a while ago...Well you cant blame me coz I cant understand those japanese characters...hehe...Well anyway..I'm currently bugged by a forum mate...Feeling close...Asking my landline? Duh! D dw kc aq nagrereply s knya...How can I reply to someone who keeps asking senseless questions...I'm getting so irritated...He's the reason why some of the members doesnt like to post in my site anymore bcoz he always gets off-t0pic...Grrrrr! Damn it! >.<

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The Graduating Student
Name:Monica Carullo
Alma Mater:St. Mary's Academy Iso blah blah...Paascu blah blah...
Batch:2004-2005
Sections:(from kinder to 4th year) Catleya,Aurora,Dahlia,Pakwan,St. Lucy,St. Luke,St. Benedict,St. John Baptist,St. Frances,St. Calixtus,St. Andrew and St. Stephen
Awards:Loyalty Award? haha!
Clubs:Science Club,Girl Scout,Graders Barangayette,Sports Club,Maryan Publication,Earth Savers Society(tama ba?),Badminton Club,Recreational Math Club and Maryan Post
Fave Teachers:Ms. Macaranas..and Sir Daliva <3 and All The History Teachers...Especially Sir Azor...^^
fave Subjects: History and Filipino and Science!
Hated Subjects: MATH! TRIGO! GEOMETRY! PHYSICS! CHEMISTRY! ALGEBRA!
L i N k S
ShAmAn kInG fOrUmS, Heavenly Smiles, My Former Blog...^-^, HP Forums, Dakkanya Forums, Hokage Temple,Bloody Hogwarts (nEw!)
Friends
KUja, nAi_sHi, Dawyl, Dee, Issa, sUdOy, AoiNeko, SoPhiA, MokU, LyZa, Ellimac, Elca, Thea ,2ngaw
A r C h i V e S
Bloody Confessions
Emerald Serenity
CuRsEd....
As The Music Plays....
Last Breath
If I Aint Got You
Loveless
MaYfLy
Beyond Beauty
Boulevard Of Broken Dreams
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