i feel site: guest book hanson pride links: aud&yas yas ellie tresamigas kim seritage meg look back: january 2005 december 2004 november 2004 calender: 02/01:newlayout 02/02:gmasbday 02/11:kats18th 02/14:valentinesday 02/21:noschool 02/21:kims18th 02/22:my18thbday 02/22:laxtryouts! hearing: 02/28: hanson. 02/27: the oscars. 02/26: lifehouse. 02/25: hilary duff. 02/24: mmmbop. 02/20: the tv. 02/17: the apprentice. 02/16: american idol. 02/14: silence. 02/12: some design show. 02/09: the news. 02/06: satuday night live. 02/02: vanessa carlton. 02/01: american idol. quotes: kim: if there was a contest for best excuses you'd win. everytime. amy: you'll be the coolest not-yet-college student on facebook. amy: you should be an ambassador next year. the fronts of their shirts say "vcu" and the backs say, in the same font, "ambassadors"! me: haha uhh, okay. starbucks guy: what can i get for you? seritage: a tall...umm...umm...what's it called? hot chocolate! starbucks guy: okay, caramel machiatto and a umm, umm, umm... hold onto the ones who really care... in the end they'll be the only ones there. desperate housewives: you can't have sex, you're president of the abstinence club! seritage: i need to go pray. will it matter when you stop and smell the breeze & you dont have me? could it be that everything goes 'round by chance? / or only one way that it was always meant to be / you kill me, you always know the perfect thing to say / i know what i should do / but i just can't walk away... kim [3:26 PM]: its like your guys tension is like.. idk, a sandwhich. kim [3:26 PM]: a peanutbutter and fluff. kim [3:26 PM]: and u both wanna eat it cuz it tastes real good. kim [3:26 PM]: but you're hesitant. kim [3:27 PM]: cuz could peanut butter and fluff really be a good combination? me [5:46 PM]: i was gonna say, when was i ever a bitch to you??? connor [5:46 PM]: never. connor [5:46 PM]: except the time you puked on my sweatshirt. peter: If you could be stranded on a desert island with any woman in the world, who would it be? quagmire: taylor hanson. joe swanson: taylor hanson is a guy. quagmire: [laughs] you guys are yankin' me. "hey, let's put one over on quagmire." peter: no, he's actually a guy, quagmire. quagmire: what? that's insane. that's impossible. [pause] quagmire: oh god. oh my god. i've got all these magazines. oh god. barbie (snl): if you need me, i'll be in the camper. erin: maybe jesus multiplied them! and i know i'll never change my ways / if i don't give you up now / it's like i can't breathe / it's like i can't see anything / nothing but you / i'm addicted to you / it's like i can't think / without you interrupting me / in my thoughts / in my dreams / you've taken over me / it's like i'm not me... me [6:10 PM]: my mom told me not to flash anyone at the mardi gras dance. meg [6:11 PM]: omg your mom is so overprotective!

my ears hurt. i. am. so. bored. SHEESH! see? when do i ever say sheesh?! i've been in the house for two days thanks to a nice little sickness. blaaaaah. i'm even too bored to write in this. ::monday, february 28, 2005@08:13 p.m. why would i stop the fire that keeps me going on? it's so obvious. the question is... when are we going to admit it to ourselves? ::sunday, february 27, 2005@10:24 p.m. is it graduation yet? i was sick today. very sick, i woke up with one gland swollen like a golfball. seriously, stick my neck on a tee and grab tiger woods. still not as bad as that one time last year that i had mono. anyway, i called out sick for work and slept until noon-ish. at one point i got online and tiffany reminded me of something brilliant... we've been accepted & have chosen colleges. why is that brilliant? because for certain, wonderful schools, such as ours, once you've been accepted you can set up your school email account. okay, obviously what i'm getting at here is FACEBOOK. i am now a proud addict of facebook & ooh how cool it is. yesterday i worked and then got together with the one & the only bih. things are always exaggerated when we're together. i'll spare the details, but for a cliffnotes version pictures this: bih & i sitting in DD trying to have a conversation about a once-in-a-lifetime-happening surrounded by a family with two crazy kids, a birthday party of like ten 15-year-olds, a screaming baby, and two creepy guys. it's time to kick back and watch Chris rock the oscars (get the pun?). one other thing, being a copy-cat is about as old as the term "copy-cat" so do the world a favor & show some originality. here's to being hopeful for a 5 day weekend. ::sunday, february 27, 2005@07:57 p.m. 'cause i just wanna be here now... i am hanging on every word you're saying. even if you don't wanna speak tonight, that's alright with me. 'cause i want nothing more than to sit outside your door, and listening to you breathing... that's where i wanna be. ::saturday, february 26, 2005@10:02 a.m. come on, raise your voice! snow day #2. after a half-sleepless night i awoke late and groggy, but ready for jam-packed day of money spending and laughter. got some cute new spring get-ups and some flip to the flops from the G-A-P. just an fyi, i think trevor's becoming a lumber jack, but i won't hold that against him ;) tonight's festivities included starbucks & a truely touching movie... "are you crying?" "no, we're just watching a touching movie." "really? which one?" "...raise your voice." "aaw is that sad?" "no." however, it was a laugh & a half. it's a heart-warming story of a girl who loses her too-close brother in a car accident, suffers from post-traumatic-stress-disorder, overcomes her sadness and goes to a prestigious summer music program because her brother thought she was "the best singer [he] ever heard," where she falls in love with a rufio (think "hook") look-a-like who she's afraid to kiss... "too fast?" "not ready..." my response? "FOR GODS SAKE! KISS HIM! HE'S NOT ASKING YOU TO SLEEP WITH HIM!" besides that, he was ugly. all ends well in a typical hilary-duff style ending. by the way, she can't sing OR act. well, that's about all i have to say about the evening. everything else is pretty much the same. oh yes, and completely confusing... i should just stop thinking about it, but nothing makes sense :( okay until next time remember to never give up on your dream, because you too could enter a summer music program when you have absolutely no singing talent what-so-ever. reach for the stars! ::friday, february 25, 2005@10:19 p.m. thinking on a snow day? okay so this conversation makes me look like an idiot, but i was really determined to figure this out & it being a snow day and all it seemed really important at the time. looking back, the convo makes me laugh so here ya go: me [4:22 PM]: sean... how many minutes are in a year? sean [4:23 PM]: a lot me [4:23 PM]: is it really 525,600? me [4:23 PM]: you're good at math, im not.. sean [4:23 PM]: haha sean [4:24 PM]: ok get a calculator me [4:24 PM]: okay sean [4:24 PM]: ok do sean [4:24 PM]: 60 times 60 sean [4:24 PM]: times 60 sean [4:24 PM]: times 24 sean [4:24 PM]: times 365 me [4:24 PM]: no that's wrong me [4:24 PM]: wouldnt it be 60 x 24 X 7 X 52? sean [4:24 PM]: no its not sean [4:25 PM]: 7 times 52 is what..... sean [4:25 PM]: 365 ;) me [4:25 PM]: hahahaha me [4:25 PM]: i told you i wasnt good at math. me [4:26 PM]: you did too many 60s me [4:26 PM]: 60 minutes in an hour... 24 hours in a day... 7 days a week... 52 weeks in a year me [4:27 PM]: 524,160 sean [4:27 PM]: well there's your answer me [4:27 PM]: so the rent song is off by 1440 minutes sean [4:27 PM]: haha sean [4:28 PM]: cause it differes on the amount of days in the year me [4:28 PM]: a leap year is only one day longer sean [4:28 PM]: and how many minutes are in a day.... me [4:29 PM]: woah! me [4:29 PM]: rent takes place during a leap year hahaha. sean [4:29 PM]: ;) hahaha... i knew he was good for something. ::thursday, february 24, 2005@04:46 p.m. you & i wouldn't change a thing. everything i know has let me down. so i will just let go. let you turn me inside out. 'cause i know i'm not sure... about anything. ::sunday, february 20, 2005@10:03 p.m. i feel so far from where i've been. "and you, maybe you will remember me. what i gave you is yours to keep." -vanessa carlton ::thursday, february 17, 2005@09:52 p.m. you won't see me wasting the best thing i ever had... i just have no idea. kim, you're probably right, but for the sake of me not getting hurt i'll just ignore it all i can. ::wednesday, february 16, 2005@08:55 p.m. i guess promises are better left unsaid... today, for the most part, was an excellent valentines day! i got two carnations, one from "sexy # 13" ;) and one from "trevor" which was actually from margie aka t-ra. haha, i did, however, ask trevor to be my valentine when i was at work getting my pez-a-licous gift from sheldon. that means absolutely nothing at all, but it made me laugh. i got chocolates from my mommy & daddy, too :) being at school as a single on valentines day has never been so good. i guess if you're single you just have to make it fun and see the silver lining (i'd like to dedicate that thought to the one & only MCP). i'm doing terrbile with school right now, i can't get myself to do any work. i need to remotivate myself. gaah. upstairs i go to RELAX. happy valentines day. ::monday, february 14, 2005@09:53 p.m. untitled. i couldn't think of a good title. hmm. well i worked tonight with some of the faves. everyone got a kick out of me telling sheldon no when he told me to go straighten men's clearance. i just flat out said "no!" and i didn't realize this until people started laughing. then he let me go home early. a big shout out to store #7716 for winning some competition that gave us money to buy food to stock up our fridge thus giving us the opportunity to totally pig out on junk food for free on our breaks. sheldy weldy let a bunch of us off about 20 minutes early because there was just nothing to do. wonderfulness :) during work chrissy & i started talking as i was sizing women's clearance (thanks, sheldon!) and we realized we really need to hang out more because we've found some basic grounds that we can really relate on, hahaha. so we planned a trip to walmart after work where we picked up the essentails... which i won't list here. okay, i'm having a deep conversation with a friend so i must depart. i can't wait for that 3 day weekend that's coming up. ::sunday, february 13, 2005@12:39 a.m. keeping the east coast hot... oooh saturday. how i love the weekends. senioritis has hit hard in the gloomy halls of LCHS as the seniors eagerly wait for the arrival of summertime. even sooner, spring sports! laxity lax in 10 days :) that makes britney spear's "toxic" and about every other song that reminds me of lax play in my head... all at once. last night when out for PB's birthday. (okay, if you're reading this, i know those initials make no sense to you.) first i went over to t-ra's place with shawna & becca for a little pregaming i guess one could say. let's just say t-ra has a bit of a psychotic cat. MEEOOWW. then they all piled into t-ra's hot & sexy van and i slid into my baby accord ("here. you take this present in your car."- t-ra.) and it was off to PB's place to meet up & exchange gifts. i think my gift was by far the most creative. mini-manicure files that are in a matchbook type thing, lavender lotion (apparently her fave scent, damn i'm good!), a french journal, a "yoga for life" cd (i couldn't resist, it was too funny), and finally a magic cape. yes, a magic cape. everyone needs a magic cape by the time they're 18. i'm pretty sure that was her favorite part, haha. then it was off for some food and fun. although, the conversation was pretty dead at dinner. t-ra & i took that opportunity to slip off to the bathroom and create a creative do for my hair. man it looked hot! it was then too early to go off to the bowling alley, so we went back to PB's homestead. then her & a few others went upstairs, leaving the rest of us down in the living room to reminisce over the days of super nintendo & nija turtles. at this point, the pounding headache i'd started the night off with was in my teeth (gaaah) and i was pretty bored, so i slipped out to go home. however, i forgive PB for this because she let me stick my finger in her cake to have a taste, haha. right now i'm just hanging out waiting for nautica to run her way over to my house...literally. a two hour run - gotta have respect for that one. i might drive her home unless matty h. does. then it's off to work from 5-9 tonight with the don of shel. ohh what adventures that will bring! then maybe out, who knows? i need to make another note about the amazingness of kim & i. it may sound extrememly cocky of me, but one needs to be able to understand the true abilities we have. WOWZA! :) i wish i could go to her chuck-e-cheese bday... that's so hot! 9 days until her bday & 10 until mine. i'm off to work on her bday present until i have to get ready for work. sun, sand & more later. ::saturday, february 12, 2005@01:57 p.m. the place where the act becomes the art of growing up. it's quite obvious that i haven't updated in a while. why might this be? first i'd like to blame the spring-like weather. i should be spending my afternoons at the gym on the treadmill in preperation for lax tryouts, but instead i find myself driving the back roads with tbe sunroof open and the music blaring. ooh how i love warmth. school has been monsterous lately. i'm not sure why, but i seem to have a lot of work. i've fixed this problem this week by avoiding most of that work and procrostinating until the last minute. that's senioritis in its prime right there. once lacrosse starts i think i'll be invisable which i'm sure is fine to many. i really haven't had much to write about in here either. i try to write fun, positive, energetic stuff that one may actually be interested in reading (though i doubt that, because i find most online journals are really boring to read), but alas, things pretty much suck. i'm getting really distracted by IMs and this is taking me 20 minutes to write which is pathetic because i dont even have 20 minutes worth of stuff to say in here. kim is my friggin twin. i sware her & i live the same life and she's so awesome. i can't wait to see all my jersey girls in june :) okay enough of this, back to IMs from boys that are distracting. ::wednesday, february 9, 2005@06:40 p.m. everybody's changing & i don't feel the same... tonight sucked. that's all, goodnight. ::sunday, february 6, 2005@12:52 a.m. the sound rings out like the truth. i've been taking what you've given. now i'm thinkin' i've been livin' the fantasy of your sweet smile. sad as blue and blue as only, you can cast the color on me. can you see my fire rain? c'est la vie. c'est la vie here in my lonely. c'est la vie. c'est la vie here in my lonely without him. boy you swallow truth like honey, as you spew your lies upon me. sweet and smooth as it goes down. c'est la vie. c'est la vie here in my lonely. c'est la vie. c'est la vie here in my lonely without him. oh say you, say me. say always and forever, more i'll be, your perfect little sugar bride. oh if you could see, the truth within our perfect harmony. your melody is bringing me down. c'est la, c'est la vie. c'est la vie. c'est la vie. c'est la vie here in my lonely. c'est la vie. c'est la vie here in my lonely with out him. without him. boy you swallow truth like honey. -vaness carlton, "c'est la vie" ::wednesday, february 2, 2005@08:55 p.m. you're taking over me... happy february & new layout. 21 days until the big 18 (not to be confused with 18 days until the big 21). my parents are going out of town saturday which means i'm home by myself! all that truely means for me is i can play my music loudly and bang pots & pans along with it ;) yeaah. friday night, however is the mardi gras dance! hurray. i cannot wait to dance the night away. well, two hours of it away. we have a lacrosse coach! finally. i can't say who it is, because really i'm not supposed to know, but i'm very excited. i think we are going to have an AMAZING season. plus, we're getting new uniforms. hurray! that was pretty much the highlight of my day besides our "asylum talent night" skits in ap english. i'm not even going to waste my time writing about that other botherence (i think i just made that word up) of my time. i think i'm pretty ready for college. oh, congrats meg for your induction to the cult. wait, what? national honors society. yeah. ::tuesday, february 1, 2005@09:01 p.m.