A new layout stands before You. Let it be joy to Your eyes and sorrow to your jealous hearts. I shall mend it from each side, add some twinkle twinkles, some friendly links and we'll be moving, YET AGAIN! OoO
~Making my mand a piece of Scrappyard~
08:36 p.m. - Tuesday, January 25, 2005
RAWR...I NEED A NEW LAYOUT. WILL POST WHEN A NEW LAYOUT BE OFFERED TO ZE GODS. LET JAPANESE BISHIES BE WITH YOU FOREVER.
ATAZURE
12:55 p.m. - Saturday, November 27, 2004
Japanese Otokotachi:
None, but one new sensei XD
I'm at school currently, not much've happening during those couple days of silence. Nothing with my "Agnes Soap opera" series at least.
As the title says I have a new sensei from Japanes and I must say that's he's one hell of a teacher. Not that he's really handsome or sth. He's just sooo good. I was a little bit behind because when I started to learn japanese two years ago, I joined my current group when they were already after 5 or 6 lessons. Because of that I missed all the basics and had some problems. But now I think I'll start to get much much better on japanese. The new teacher is really nice, he goes slow, and when we do sth new, he explains it from the basics, and so yesterday I got to understand all that adjective business I wasn't able to understand all this time. Yay!School school school, school is my love, and since love is pretty close to hate I must say that my love is very very strong, a lot stronger than the love between Romeo and Juliet. No really, I could literally DIE for school and I hope vice versa(although killing a building might stand a problem but HEY You never know until You try, right? :P). My problem is Chemistry. I like my teacher but the subject doesn't like me and no matter what I do it just doesn't want to go inside my head. Whata girl to do. So, last mondey I was writting an exam, and I failed, so the teacher told me to come and write it again. I came today, half past seven in the morning (Murderer!!!), and sat down and looked at my exam and...It was the same group as last week!!! The exact same group!!!! XO. I was overwhelmed with happiness and the thought that I'm oh so lucky and then it came to me that....I forgot how it was supposed to be done!!! *cries* I think I failed it again. Dammit! Just exacly HOW many times am I supposed to write it?! *looks at the sky waving her fists angrily* Chikushyooo!!!
I'm going on an Germish camp this summer to polish my pooor germish skillz. I wonder if it can help me, since three hours of Germish every week can almost kill a person, and on the camp I'm supposed to have three hours a DAY. A definite R.I.P Rightooo, I guess that's be it for todays rantings. Wish me luck!!
Sth happy as allways, didn't You just love last post happy thingie, didn'cha? Didn't cha?
~CryinG on the SofA? I don't think So!~
08:11 a.m. - Wednesday, May 19, 2004
I want to know the future that's yet unseen,
I want to believe it
I want to feel like it's a dream
eventhough I can see what's right in front of me
I can't see what lies ahead
Even though I waited for what's to come, for the answer
the vision never comes to me
if you're ok with that
if you're ok being heremada minu mirai wo shiritai shinjitai
yume mitai kanjitai kedo
me no mae ha mieteru no ni
saki no koto ha mienakute
kotae nado saki no koto nado mattetan jya
mietekonai sa
kimi ga sore de ii nara
kimi ga koko de ii nara
My mood's sth like that. I love. I really, really love H.Y. Their songs are really good and hyping up. I've come back from Vilno, where I've been for the last couple days. I'm happy I went there. It was a class trip so we sighteed a lot, but thanks to that I learned many interesting things and saw some pretty amazing things. I'm gonna post a scan of a really amazing cementary which made a really big impression on me. It was beautifoul, a little Tim Burtonish, mysterious and beautifoul. Still can't shake off that feeling. If I were to spend my eternity there, I'd be happy. Maybe I'll do that :P.I haven't been posting because of many reasons. Nothing serious thought, but I'm getting all sorts of things sorted out so there are big chances I'll start posting once again as often as I used to :]. All of You drama lovers here's another episode from "Agnes the young lover" story. It's also one of the reasons I'm writing today. Had to share. I went to Z. to get her notebook since tomorrow's a class test from math, and I needed examples. It started raining on my way back. I started running hoping I'd get home dry. Didn't work out. And so I came back pretty wet. Uh wait. Not pretty, more like VERY wet. Because of this my shoes, which seem to be more of the inside, rather than the extreme-wet-weather type got slippery and wanting it or not I lost my footing getting onto my patio. Guess who saw me. That bitchy lady which was 'talking' with me about me & my dad *grin*. I got embarrassed which is rather strange 'cause I ussualy don't get embarassed because of things like that, and blushing stood up trying not to look at her. I passed her looking at the gound and guess what she did. She pushed me!!!! Ok she didn't literally push me, more like hit my arm with hers. I'm being bullied by my neighbours!! Can u believe that
?!? I was kind of disapointed because she didn't smile evily after she did that. They allways smile evily in mangas after an evil act. Buuu. She was like: Her: Oh, I'm sorry. Me: Uh...It's okay. *blink**blink* And she hit me again!!!! I got mad and made a fool out of myself!Me: What the hell is wrong with You?! Her: Please don't yell at me.*walks away ignoring me* Imagin how irked I am. IMAGINE!!! I feel better now, I went with my dad to the sushi bar that's near my house, for dinner, ate some good food and am feeling good. Although I'm still a little worried since I don't know what I might do the next time she's mean to me. I mean she has a family after all, ne? Agh. Who cares!!!I went to see Van Helsing yesterday. A little disappointed I shall say. There were some long moments, it wasn't a full action movie and, GOD, how could they destroy the ending? I now know that american ppl are as cheesy as Japan ppl. Sheesh. But still I had fun. I watched it with my mom and she kind of enjoyed it so I'm happy. Aight. Now, since I talked enough for now I shall depart. Watch this XD: You'll love this, I promiseOi! And go read Gololo's blogg!! It's back up again. Yatta!~CryinG on the SofA? I don't think So!~
03:39 p.m. - Sunday, May 9, 2004
Asian guys spotted:
One old and wrinkled T-T
Hmm...Do You remember that time of Your life when You were mistaken by Your fathers lover and had to quarrel Your way through a bunch of silly arguments saying that You only look a like because You sleep with him? No? Well I do. Actually I don't have to remember that, it happened to meet like, let's see...TODAY. The story goes: I come back from my chiropractor I walk up to my houses patio and see two ladys watching their kids playing. I want to say 'Morning' and I freeze, hearing one of them saying.
Did You see mister S.'s young lover?
I blink and think. "Mister S.? Isn't that my dad?" And listen on."Why yes, You mean that young blond girl leaving his house in the morning and coming back some time in the evening? Horrible isn't it?" And I boil. And I want to kill the both of them since they're really talking about me, but I see the kids. Their innocent faces and withraw and just walk up to the ladys and say 'Morning'. When they saw me they got startled, and I was quite happy since it was obvious I heard what they said. I thought they had enough, but no. Never nderstimate bored old ladys.Lady1: So, You're that girl.Me:?!?!?Excuse me?Lady2: You're mister S. *makes her voice quieter so the children won't hear.(They herad You the first time You stupid @#$%@W!1))* lover. Me:!.!.!.!*temper boiling up*Lady1: Feeling ashamed now won't change anything, and I would like You to know that we do not approve of such things.Me: Well, I don't give a damn about what You agree on and what You don't! And You know why? Because I'm his friggin daughter!!!!! Lady1:*silence*Lady2:*silence*My neighbour from the second floor: *clap**clap**clap*Me: I'm going to f*^%*^ kill someone one of this days!!
Ofcourse all that was just a short cut of our conversation. O short version and a censored one. I kind of lost my temper there since I wasn't feeling that good that day and really, I was on the verge so sth like that was just the thing I needed -_-.
Now, You guys might ask WHY those ladys thought I was who I wasn't? Well it's pretty simple, because of my parents separation I chose to live with them in a two-week rouitine. Two weeks with meh mom, then two with meh dad, then again two with meh mom and so on, and so on. And apperantly during one of those two weeks some new ppl moved into surrounding houses and didn't know me nor my father. Yeah. But still that doesn't mean You can accuse me of sth like that and get away!!! I don't even dress like a dating girl!!! And GOD my dad? MY dad?!?!
Be happy! *glare* B E H A P P Y ! ! ! !~CryinG on the SofA? I don't think So!~
11:24 p.m. - Thursday, April 15, 2004
I'm BACK, on TRACK! Woooot! YEs, certainly, YES. If You were wondering WHY I wasn't here, well, I was being overcomed by a game I bought recently. U fu fu fu fu fu...YES YES YES!!!! Kingdom Hearts!!! Adlast!!!!!!!!!!!YES!!!! I was playing it and playing and couldn't get a hold of myslef. Ofcourse life's never easy, so there's a catch. The games in Italian and I understand from it like...hmm nothing? Ok, the movie dialogues are in English, that's cool, but aside from that everythings in Italian ;_;. It's not that bad because I can get a hold of the main meaning but still....*sigh* Anyway let's not get myself down!! I wanted to play that game for so long I might as well be happy with it. Yay! School was painful, so I'm not gonna talk about that. Yesterday I understood how unlucky I can get. I broke two mirrors. I tell 'ya when I do it, I do it big. SO, it made me think is bad luck something that really exists or is it...Yes, just WHAT is bad luck? I can't think of anything so I'll leave it at that. Heh.Easter, easter, easter....Nice, really nice all the eggs, the chicks, the bunnys and lambs. All nice and pretty but behind....Yes something EVIL's hiding. Trust me. I'm waling down the street on Friday and what do I see? A big ballon which is shaped like a big chick. I think, "Hmmm cute, I wonder what are they going to do with it." I come back from shopping and what do I see? A big ballon chick flowing my way, ppl shouting and other ppl laughing. Yes, I was hit with a big ballon chick. Horaaah! And so, I'll tell You all this, Dn't trust big ballon chicks!!! Never! You don't even know what they're capable of!!! Today was short, new thought for April, You'll find that on the right, and a new think to make Y'all happy.
*exhales* GOD was that an ass like week. And the next ones not gonna be any better. BUT nothings gonna make me down next week because, BECAUSE I'm gonna watch Yamato!!!! Gya ha ha ha ha!!! Silly mortals! YAMATO, yes the great drummer band like play. I'm totally happy, and me english is bad because that XD.I've been having fun today. We went to Graffiti workshops with our Polish teacher. It was fun. We got to draw an graffiti that didn't really look like we wanted it to look but still that was fun and new. Nyom. Oh. My fingers are still dirty with teh paint. Woooo X]. Something sad will happen today. My Nihongo no sensei is leaving today for two years in Japan. I mean I'm really happy for her but it's kind of sad. She was my teacher for two years already and I got used to her and now there's gonna be a new teacher, her friend from Uni *sniffles* I dun wanna her to leave. Sensei!!!! Don't goo!!!!*sniff**sniff* I bought her a book. I hope she'll like it.Since what happened in Madrit there have been many prank calls to all importnant places everywhere. For example my friend was supposed to get to a Limp Bizkit concert in a city 2/3 hours away from Warsaw and when she got there and stood two hours waiting for the concert some freaking guy came onto the stage and said that the leader of Limp Bizkit was hospitilized and that the concert's not gonna happen. Bull, actually. The next morning everyone knew the truth that it was a bomb call. Pfff and the funny thing is that all the people stood from 20:00 till 22:20 waiting for the concert and the call was made around 20:00. Wooo, think what would have happened if the bomb was actually there. *shudders* Well there are some funny aspects of that, like my friend printed around 30 pages of forum logs talking about what happened. She gave them to me and when I was looking through them I saw some words underlined. I almost bursted out laughing, I think she's mad at me ^^''.Plugger, plugger Now, I really, really, really like this. Some of them are really funny, some are really stupid, but the amount of funny ones is bigger. Go and grab some!!~CryinG on the SofA? I don't think So!~
03:52 p.m. - Friday, March 26, 2004
Gomen, gomen everyone, but I need to put the blogg on a itsy-bitsy kind-of-a hiatus thingie. It's just that I'm not sure if I'll be able to update till Friday, and since I didn't for like ,what, a week and something, I just don't want You all to think that meh blog has been abandoned. I promise I'll get back on that wicked track of mine, at the end of this week :P. And the pictures might go down because there were some probs with the serv I have them on. Sorry bout that.~CryinG on the SofA? I don't think So!~
06:57 p.m. - Monday, March 22, 2004
No place for words. I'm with You Gololo, with You, and everyone.
For certain is death for the born
And certain is birth for the dead;
Therefore over the inevitable
Thou shouldst not grieve.
Bhagavad Gita (250 BC - 250 AD), Chapter 2
01:59 p.m. - Saturday, March 13, 2004
You're not really one to think ahead, which causes you to get into alot of trouble! You have a firey attitude but you are feircely loyal to your friends. You have enough sense to know right from wrong, and you are always there to help out. What Fushigi Yuugi character are You?
Asian guys spotted:
Null, 0 0 0 0, Null T_T
It huuurts.What hurts? My SPINE, or back, or call it however You want. Why does it hurt? Well, because yesterday there were some guys moving things around our attic. hey were supposed to prepare it because my dad's gonna look for someone to uhhh forgot the english word...Damn, well anyone's gonna live in it, paying us. Yea. And those guys were supposed to move things around. My dad told them thatw e have a lot of heavy furniture up there, and it seems they okeyed it. Okeyed my ASS. three ppl came. THREE!! Who sends three ppl to move heav ass things?! Well, anyway that's how I ended up helping them. I was an 'Extra hand' or a 'Lass with pants' or 'Girl You've got some muscles!' =_=. I heard those things all the time, and I just kept on smiling and swearing I'm gonna kill them first thing they end the job. I didn't, but that's only because I was dead myself. Moving furniture that weights 5 times Your weight with only the help of some old geezer, to whom You have to politely explain, swallowing up Your fury, that, "Pushing the chest will hurt the floor, and we don't want that, now do we?" is not the best thing You can do....So yea, I ended up tired, but I would never think I would end up in the doctors today. I woke up in the morning feeling my muscles and wanted to move. PUNCH! is what I felt. It was as if someone punched my back, and seening me falling down, kicked me and rolled around on some kinda rocky hill.....Or something close to that. My dad freaked out, and clamed down only after I proved to him that I CAN move my arms and legs and explained for the 10th time that, "No I did NOT break my spine." We called my mom, she called some kinda doctor and THAT's when all the fun started.
Doctor: So, does it hurt? Me: Yes Doctor:Hmmmm, well we can't do much.Me:O_oWHAT?
Doctor:Well, Your spine got a little overweighted (or sth like that), and the only thing we can do about the pain is for You to take some pain-killers
Me:Aaaand....?
Doctor:And You should go to the swimming pool at least two times a week.
Me:.....O...kay, is that all?
Doctor:Yes, that's about all You can do. Remember. Swimming-poool~~~~~~
Me:Swimming-pool *dies*Or something similar. So now You have me, everything hurts, I curse a lot, can't really find much things to do aside from playing Ragnarok Online over and over again...Oh! And ofcourse, listen to some old J-pop anime ops and endings (Dragon BALL and SLayers once mainly). Those ones have some groovy style, me likes 'em.Being happy, makes the world happy. Be happy and listen to some old J-pop Openings. Esspecialy Dragon Half one! Thinking 'bout Dragon Half is good too. Makes on giggle. *cough**cough*~CryinG on the SofA? I don't think So!~
04:09 p.m. - Thursday, March 11, 2004
Asian Guys Spotted:
0nin....Booo
It's Monday. I never know how to think about Mondays. Sometimes I like 'em, sometimes I hate 'em and sometimes I just don't care. Actually what I ahve noticed it's not Monday that is to blame. It's Sunday and Tuseday, the two days beside it, that make our life....let's just say, hard. For example, this Sunday, I was moving from my mom's apartment to my dad's. You thought everything could go peacifuly? You thought WRONG. I just ALWAYS, always ALWAYS have to get myself injured. Yesterday, my mom called me from the kitchen. I thought she wanted to show me something so I came up to her, and before I knew it I had a cupboard door handle, pressed against my forehead. Mum, You see, didn't notice me and opened the cupboard strongly being mad at it, since it did not want to open sooner. So now, I ended up with a bleeding nose (not broken luckily), a small red scar near my mouth that will disapear in teh near five days if I'm lucky, and a laughing mother on the floor. *annoyed* Ofcourse I DID kind of drop my bag on my leg *#%#$^@$^#$^!%* and trip at the same time. That was sunday. Tuseday, even thought it did not come as of YET, will be an entertaining day also. I have an exam from History which I never really like to study. I prefer listening to other ppl talking 'bout it, or watching discovery and travel channels progs about it. I also need to study to Chemistry which is on Wensday, Math, which is on Wnsday and Geographyw hich is dun dun duuun just guess!!! Yes, You guessed correctly, 'ON WENSDAY'. Oh, and how could I forget, I also have this itsy-bitsy contest. I need to say a friggin poem about some kind of a friggin country side! Meh...I need to do some kinda test, and then study....Mu...st...be...happyOkay, You watch this and not be happy, You be strange.~CryinG on the SofA? I don't think So!~
07:12 p.m. - Monday, March 8, 2004
Asian guys spotted:
3nin
Pffffff...Life is hard. I had four exams this week, some more waiting in the upcoming...-_- *hums* Well school is fun, studying is fun but as they saaay too much fun in Your life is NOT good for teh body, I guess it means I should stop for awhile with the fun stuff and do something more....unpleasant..Hmmm maybe I should play some games? Yes, that's painful enough.Yesterday and on Friday I took part in a Highschool's and Univeritys EXPO. Was fun, we got to dress up as 16th century ppl and tell ppl about our highschool. I really enjoyed it, although yesterday was really tiring since it was saturday and a LOT more ppl came so we had our hands full. Ofcourse I don't have to say how ANNOYING it got at times, because almost EVERYNE asked about the same friggin THING! 'How many points do I have to have to get into your highschool?' Gyaaaah!!! Come ON! What is WRONG with You ppl. You just need to STUDY, than You won't have to worry about points and stuf! (Look who's talking....*blush*) Anyway I had lots of fun, bought a book with informations about Universitys ANd saw like three cute Asian guys! Yaaay!Also yesterday I watched this show I like. If I remember correctly it's on BBC. They take a person that's too shy, or ummm closed in oneself and has problems starting a relationship or even meeting up, with ppl and they change them during 6 weeks into ppl sure of themselves that know how to dress good. Yesterday there was a super shy guy and I have to admit, I didn't know he would change so much. At the beginning he couldn't even talk loud or anything, but when they completed their project he, I mean HE, was giving advices to a girl he was with on a date. she said that she only went abroda once, and that it was to Spain, and he, HE said that, "Don't say 'Only' You need to look at life more optimistic." I was like, NO WAY. It might seem not so interesting to the ppl that didn't actually see it, but the point is, that changing while letting others help You might not be 'oh, so hard' when You look at it. Ofcourse I mean GOOD ppl not ppl that THINK they're able to change them. I'm ending Primal, and NOW I want to get my hands on Kingdom of Hearts, but I can't seem to find that f@$@#% game. Aghhh the pain, I bet I'll find it after I'll complete Final Fantasy VII. Dammit. The 'Be Happy' project continues!! The happy wannabes go and fetch one of this books. Go! Now!~CryinG on the SofA? I don't think So!~
12:39 p.m. - Sunday, March 7, 2004
Times I slipped:
Null, None, Zero
Zip zip zipped the old messages into the Prehistory. Quo quo quoooted the new quote*points to yer left**nudge**nudge* Y'know ya wanna read it, go on, go on :j. And now, after all those months You can actually BREATHE here. Ahhh, yes....so much space to fill with new rants...Yesh. That's the way life should beee. I've been doing stuff I should have done a long time a go, for the last couple days. I've called an old friend whose email was lost, I've messaged an old old old oooold kindergarden school friend whose number I got recently. I've written a letter to an old friend. I think it's a big, BIG step forward, esspecialy since I've been enjoying studying for the time being *shrieks*. I know I know it's scarry, but it's new to me. I've never been the study-study type. Now I know what I lost *sigh* But than again, let's get back on the subject. I've been pondering about all the stuff ppl write and talk about, the 'Things that should have been done'. You know, old letters, emails, phone calls, books that You allways wanted to read. Hey now! Come back here 'tis ain't no chain letter!!*sigh* Anyway, I just wanted to share my opinion that it's a great thing to do something You wanted for a very very very long time and couldn't because, let's be honest, were too lazy. I got B (4), from Chemistry!!! Ya ha ha ha ha! AND I think I'll get a good grade from the math exam I had! The only thing I'm not happy about is Polish which, as allways, we'll probably go really really bad :P.March, march, march. The beginning of a new season. Ahhh, and I got a letter from a Japanese friend. YES, the goddess of spring is come, the season of love is coming. Let's share the joy and be happy! And today's recipe for being happy IS: Do something You wanted to do for a very very very long time!Plug, plug, plug ;]. First time I do this and I LIKE it :P~CryinG on the SofA? I don't think So!~
Atazure's the master almighty of this cutely designed (not by her ofcourse, she's a stupid dimwit) blog. She was born in a country where there is more cows then in Your country. She was born in 1986 in August and so, being a Lion is, a pain in the ass to be close with. Even so, from time to time, there appears an idiot who likely befriends her (ppl like that can be found under "Friends" category down there).
Ata about
She has a soft spot for japanese men, for manga and Gilmore Girls. If You'll ever want to date her fidding her Tiramisu or Tomato Soup would be a good idea. She LOVES amusement parks, festivals and movies. From time to time there's a movie night at her house so don't hestitate to come. Unless yer a weirdo.
Atazure's the master almighty of this cutely designed (not by her ofcourse, she's a stupid dimwit) blog. She was born in a country where there is more cows then in Your country. She was born in 1986 in August and so, being a Lion is, a pain in the ass to be close with. Even so, from time to time, there appears an idiot who likely befriends her (ppl like that can be found under "Friends" category down there).
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