The times I slipped today:

01 grounds acknowledged

Chupa-Chups ARE dangerous! And not only to the person that eat's them. They are an actual treat to human society! Why, You ask? Well it's because of the way they're packed. I like lollipops, esspecialy Chups 'casue they're of a good quality (How professional did that sound?!). I bought one of them today and was walking down one of the subway stations and was trying to unpack it. I tried everything, the teeth technik, I tried the nail pinching, the pulling I even tried treatening and waving it around. In the end the ,using-all Your-strenght techniq worked. And here comes my theory about lollipops being a treat to society. You see when I pulled that friggin paper off the sweet I happened to hit a guy standing at that time next to me....*cough* Right. I answered with the stupidest answer You could answer with which was :" Ummm...I'm sorry it's the lollipop *smile**sweatdrop*" And the friggin Chupa-Chups wasn't even tasty!!!!!!

But nooo! Ofcourse that wasn't the last thing that happened to me today, that was actually the second. Before I got to the station I camed from that middle of nowhere where I'm staying currently by a bus, called proudly RoyBus (I've mentioned it before ;). The driver was the guy I don't like because he never answers to my "Thank You" & "Good Byes". Damn bastard, and today, on the fourth out of five stations when most of the ppl got off he turned around and looked at me. Not looked, he turned, looked than stared for a while. I stared back and asked confused "Am I supposed to get off too?" "No, why?" "Well because You're staring at me." "*snicker* I allways stare at pretty ladys*smile*" ?!?!?!?!?!?! "Khm..um..Thank You...*WTH?!?!*" I was shocked, I was pissed, annoyed. I don't even like that guy and he's like what 30 yrs older than me! I know my reaction is pretty extreme but a) nor am I as pretty as to hear such pick up lines b) nor am I as evil to be punished by God to pick such pick-up-lines c) Just what the hell was that supposed to be?!?!

I guess I should give a short explenation here. I'm really really REALLY bad at reacting to ANY kind of complements. And when I mean bad I MEAN IT. And I don't mean blushing. Blushing's a piece of cake. I tend to waver from growling, glaring or showing actual paine on my face to smile, laugh nervously, clear my throut and look away. Mainly look away or just glare. Yes, I need some resocialization. Sorry, not a good girlfriend material in me ^^''.

Happy, happy part of teh blog: Reading THEIR manga makes my life brighter Ushi

~CryinG on the SofA? I don't think So!~

O ho ho ho ho! Entertaining, really. What, You might think? Well the first thing I wrote about yesterday, You need to wait till the pictures are ready. The second thing? O ho ho ho! You see on tuesdays my last class is PO it's a lesson on which we learn about army stuff (No, I'm not going to become an army weman or anything, that's just something everyone learns here in high school)(and Polands not even a war country! Seriously! I bet we still use swords in that "army" of ours!). Not really patriotic am I? But hell! I don't even know how to spell that word!

Aaaaanyway, the things IS, I was supposed to prepare a project with two of my friends A. & Z. about bone fractures. Y'know, how to break yer leg or how to kill someone while pretending yer helping him. That kind of stuff. O.K. Seems cool, right? WRONG. It seemed, SEEMED cool BEFORE we actually started talking. I borrowed some doctor suits from meh moms company (she has a small clinic :P Not hers but her friends, bah), and they borrowed this little bone girl from the biology teacher. It was okay 'till. 'TILL I say! I was the first one to speak. I told my classmates about bone fractures in overall and all, and after that my friend Z. was supposed to say 'What do You do when You break yer arm.' She was supposed to say it, but she didn't. She just stood there smiling. I was like *whisper*Z. speak up*whisper* And she shook her head and said: "No it's not my turn, let's give them the test" Ah, yes. THE TEST. You see the plan was. We talk, and after that we give out a test for everyone and ask them Q about what we were talking about. But that was supposed to be AFTER our speech not DURING. Man. A. & Z. started fighting behind mine and bonygirl's back, and I was like "A ha ha ha, soooo let me tell You about..ho humm...what to do when You break yer collarbone." *wide smile* Class: *silence*........Ehhh oh well. The teacher was laughing at us, and so was the other ppl. Esspecialy when A. was sticking an umbrella to my leg, showing how You can stiff ones leg with some atypical objects. I just kept laughing when my friends whispered, "And what if the umbrella opens up?" lol. I was supposed to be in pain, dammit! Now everytime I'll try to help someone with a broken leg I'm gonna remember that!!! NOT funny!!

I decided to join Brett's idea, and being HAPPY most of the time! No matter what happens! Laugh makes you healthy! Hell, here's sth that makes me happy, happy! Share, guys! Let's start an overworld 'Happy campaign'!! Dun dun duuun! Another thing to go onto the "Things to do in life!' list. Come on ppl! Join! Let's make it big XD.

Here's the HappyHappy adres for today: Penny-Arcade

~CryinG on the SofA? I don't think So!~

Thanks all of You. I feel better, and beside I thought that feeling sad is not enough so there's just one more target on my 'Things to do in life' list.

Also I did this nice 'lil test that I saw on Kaychanne's blogg. Look and read how I uncover my biggest secrets in front of yer all:

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	High
Schizoid:	High
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Moderate
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	Low
Narcissistic:	Moderate
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

From yesterday I'm staying with my mom for two weeks. In the morning*snicker* we were trying to get out to the main street but unfortunately the streets around my house didn't have enough sand to make our car move...Actually they had no sand at all. During the time I was waiting for our car to move two meters to get throught the gate(It was like 5cm a minute or so), I got to listen to Madonnas "Holywood" and Queen "We will rock You". I saw the guard guy, looking at us annoyed from that little hut of his, waiting to close the gate. *sigh* when we got out of that little nowhere of ours, I went to the doctors with meh mom. They were supposed to take something from my throut. I was feeling pretty uneasy, I don't really like strangers sticking ear-cleaner like sticks into my mouth, but than again who does(..Right?).

My Polish teacher was mad at me (he allways is :P), and didn't allow me to speak up during the class...Great, just great!

I've been playing RO this couple days and MAN is that game good. Even thought it seems like I'm the slowest one to evolve my character, but hey someone famous said "Our brains are all the same, some just work faster.". I want to believe that.

After feeling down, sad and down once again I'm looking really forward till tomorrow. And why You ask? Well there's a REALLY simple reason for that but THAT reason will be kept secret until I upload some photos of what's going to happen tomorrow.

Thanks everyone. Yer my lil treasures ;]

~CryinG on the SofA? I don't think So!~

I've seen a very very sad photo. It was from the subway terrorist attack in Moskov. I had a great, a really great humour but now all of a sudden I feel really, really sad. It's just too easy. Too easy.

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Okay I REALLY should be doing something tottaly different right now. I should be studying polish. And studying it hard but....ah screw it, I'm gonna study lateeer~~~(I really really really shouldn't be saying this ;]).

Monday was one hell of a day. On hell of a FUN day even *evil grin* You see, I've just came back from a winter break(two weeks).As I was writing earlier, the first week was kind of a hell (because of the children), the second week was kind of a bore (because of my sickness and me staying home). BUT, there was one day, that made mine coming back to school one hell of a party! And that was FRIDAY! Now, for everyone to understand this I shall say a tale of two weeks ago, of a meeting, a conversation and a fate no one could stop (i.e. ME). And so, our story begins....

On Thirsday 30th of January, there was a parent meeting at my school. I never go to those things. Well that's obvious since I'm not a parent nor a middle schooler( when I was we all tended to go to those meetings and have fun in the empty school), but that day was different. I went in with my mom because we were supposed to go home after that together. She went into the classroom and I stayed outside. While looking around I spotted a guy from my class, Radek, standing out of a unfamiliar (i.e. classroom I never been too, not like nonexsistant till that day)(is there even a word like that?!)classroom. I came up to him and saw couple of my other fellow classppl inside. They were saying works of talented ppl from our school. I went in, started exploring, joking and at one moment I stopped in front of a manga drawing of one of our school students. When my friend, Sebastian *snicker*, saw that he told me that he saw a very similar picture of her's(the authors), and was very disturbed by it(I need to say here that my friend is a REAL newbie in manga fandom, the only anime he watched is GITS the movie and Eva, and Miyazaki, and that's all). I asked 'Why is that?' 'Well,'he answered' You see this guy and girl hugging in this pic?' 'Yea' 'Well in that other picture she didn't bring was a guy and a really girly GUY hugging each other.' He looked at me, apperantly waiting for something like 'NO WAY!', and when I just kept on waiting for something more surprising he was like. ' I mean, the guy had like, really long hair, and looked like, like tottaly girly, but..but he was flat. Like, guy flat.' I looked at him and laughed. And laughed some more seeing how he got angry and suddenly I saw a light. A light that said 'BIG FUNNY IDEA'. And my idea was:

Getting into his locker during winter break and filling it with many, many, many, MANY yaoi pictures.

Now, just GUESS what I did on Friday Feburary 13th *evil grin*. My plan was a SUCCESS. Mua ha ha ha ha ha ha!!!!! Well not entirley, because I planned on coming to school earlier than him and taping his reaction but he came in first...*grumble* Well ppl that saw his reaction said that it was nothing big, so I just taped how he was throwing everything I and my friend Kate, pasted in his locker. We had so much fun during the taping, and even more watching it over and over at home... Ahhhh that was really some uphyping event ;].

Well that's not all, the other thing is (maybe not as big), while warming a soup for myself, when I took the pot off the fire and was feeling my plate with the pots contest I felt that the cooking glove I'm wearing is strangely hot. I ignored it for a while, but after I put the pot back I thought I saw something flickering on the glove. Yes. It was on fire. And, the stupid me, instead of trying to put the fire out did these things as follow: 1) *stare*, 2) stare* Huh? Is this fire? 3) Fire...*brain starting to work* 4) Damn! It's on fire!!! 5) Not it!!1 I'm on fire!!! what to do what to do! 6) *noticing that I'm holding the plate with meh soup with the burning glove* Nooo the plate!!!! 7) Nooo the plate, what to do with the plate!!!!! 8) Just put it down, You fool! *puts it down* Now, fire, put it out! *puts it out under the tap* 9) Is it just me or does it smell in here? *opens the window* 10) Dinner, dinner.

They call me a fool, a damn damn fool.

There was one more thing I did yesterday. I made a present for my friends 18th bd. A hanmade present that took me 6h, 6 Gerbers (I'm dyinggggg!!! No more Gerbers for life!)(actually three of them are still avilable in my refrigerator one apple, one william pear, and one I don't remember *dizzy*), hot water, cocoa, skeetels, some nice paper, some not so nice paper, some ugly paper, old not-really-safe glue, one chinese chopstick, chocolate mouthfillers (y'know those things that make your mouth unable to move for some times and You can only go like *chew**chew**chew*), one hair dryer(DON'T ASK), and a LOT of energy.

~CryinG on the SofA? I don't think So!~

I went shopping today and, boy, am I tired! I hate hate haaate shopping. I mean it. All my gal friends love running around shops, mand, they even like window shopping! Horrible. Well ok, saying that I hate all types of shopping would be a lie. I like buying books. Books and games actually. So today was half bad half good. The bad half was the 'shopping part' I somehow escaped trying on most of the stuff because it looked good, or I could put it on right away so I was quite happy because trying things on is another thing I dislike about shopping. The happy part is, Ja jaaaan! I bought FRUITS!!! Which I was wanting to buy for some time now, and I have it, have it have it! Let there be joy! Oh, and all of You that don't know what FRUITYS is, go here . I'm sooo happy I finally got my hands on it. It's just soo cute!

Added a new blogg to the list it's Kaychanne! Go and read her blog. One, awesome gal ;].

Ahhh right, I've totally forgot. Today's...Valentines. Yay! Well I'm not saying, 'Yay' because I'm a fan of 'em. Actually I'm not anyone, when it comes to Valentines. That's probably because I've never seriously been in love, and Valentine's more of a 'God, why are there so many couples out there today? Ahh, right it's THAT day again..." thing. But, aaaanyway I wish all those in love, lots of happines, and all those lovers-to-be lots of luck! Hang in there guys!

~CryinG on the SofA? I don't think So!~

Changed the quote for Feburary. I even wanted to move current rants into the archive but I thought it would be too lonely, so from now on, I'm gonna change it every two-three months (eh, the lazy me;]).

Soooo _lead_ You wanna hear some of the jokes? I don't remember all of 'em ofcourse, since I didn't really listen, but here ou have two I remembered because I THINK I was paying attention....Or maybe nothing interesting happened on the street. Here they are:

Anna , worred because of some strange noises coming from her neigbhours house, asks:"What's goin' on at yer house, mate?" "Ah, it's nothing. My mother-in-law sings a song to her grandchildren." "Thank Godness! I thought one of Your pigs was dying!"

and the other one

Two friends, talking: "Where were You?" "In a beauty parlour," "It was closed?!"

Every time I remember that "date" one song comes to my mind:

Killing me softly...

~CryinG on the SofA? I don't think So!~

*sough* Yes. It certainly WAS a long time. But hey! Normal ppl don't have to take care of middle school children, stop them from biting each others heads off or biting strangers. Oh and You don't have to stop YOURSELFS from breaking their necks....I did, and I WON'T do it ever again. I mean, WHO made those children into things that DONT listen? Why do they go left when You clearly say RIGHT?! *sigh* I think I never was THAT much of a problem. Now, was I?

It's winter break and I have some free time. Started playing Primal for PS2 still waiting for "Kingdom of Hearts". Cool. I really like the Primal game althought it's NOT as good as "Beyond good and evil." When I was playing it for the first time I couldn't see anything because everythings kept in a very dark atmosphere. The musics metal and hard rock most of the time so I get to laugh whenever I fight since I don't really like that type of music :d.

I came back to my dad today. I'm pissed (I'm allways pissed on the day of my movings from one house to the other), but also a little glad because my moms comp was attacked by that bastard virus. Dammit! My Neopet is probably dead by now....Bad master, bad master *feels ashamed*. And I'm worried. I left my mom with the challenge of sending a package to my British host family and since she's really similar to me (or is it the reverse?), I think she won't send it anyway....Oh well, I'll do it in two week's when I'll go back to hers.

I was wondering. I REALLY am strange. My friend introduced me to a guy and said, "You should be interested in him, he's really FUN." He wasn't. So when he was telling all of those "jokes" of his. I was nodding, sometimes laughing because I didn't want to be rude. They weren't really funny. Anyway, at one moment he said to me, "Y'know, You're not really my type, but it was nice speaking with You. When do You wanna meet?" He took me by surprise and I..kinf of, said something like " I don't really want to meet You again." More or less. Yah. I know I shouldn't have said that but it just, kind of, jumped out of my mouth! Well, he said "Oh. I'm relieved because I thought the same thing." Payed and left. My friend said that I probably scared away the only guy on the planet that would be interested in going out with me. Awwww, BUMMER. :]

~CryinG on the SofA? I don't think So!~

I'm dying...What am I doing here at this time?! It's 1 a.m. and I'm doing my Polish homework and I sTILL have to study for chemytsry. This is my second day in which I'll probably sleep four or three hours. GOD, why am I writing this when I need to do my homewrok??!

~CryinG on the SofA? I don't think So!~

Today I wondered into the beautifoul realm of buses and city transportation. It may sound strange because most of us use buses and such to travel through our citys. Yes, I am not different, there's just this one detail. I use that stuff during summer, aside from the subway I ride with one of my parents or with my brother. Today was supposed to be different. I was late for the private line bus that goes from my mom's house to Wilanowska subway station I had to use the normal line. Everything would be ok if it wasn't so damn cold, and if it wasn't the first time in a bus with all the windows covered with ice. When my mom called and asked; "So where are You? Do You want me to come out and get You?" I was:" Uh, sure just wait a moment*scratch**scratch**scratch*Um...Well I THINK I might be somewhere near my stop but....Oh wait something yellow just went by! Isn't there a yellow house on the way?" "....Um, I'm not sure. WHERE are You?" "I don't know! *whine*" Yes, I had NO idea where I was because I couldn't SEE and the damn ice didn't want to come off off the window!! I think I became a bus-entertainment-person since everyone were staring at me and: laughing, frowning, whispering etc. Dammit! I like winter it's really pretty and all that but WHY, WHY does it have to make my life so HARD? At least tomorrow I'll be going ice skating with my class. Yay!!

~CryinG on the SofA? I don't think So!~

*chants*I'm getting healthy, I'm getting healthy, U'm getting healthy, I'm getting healthy...Yes, I think I actually am, I mean after all those days, weeks! of being sick I may actually be becoming healthier. I shal say 'Yay!'

No Gololo I still can't see Your damn blog....I wanna read it but I can't....And that's really strange because I can't see it on either of the three cops I have connection to...

Todays the day, yes sir, today will begin the last year of my childhood! Ahhh...I'm feeling kind of sad...18 what a beautifoul age, You get Your license and You can go to prison ahhh romanticu romanticu. Well anyway I wish all of You A Happy, HAPPY NEW YEAR 2004! Let it be 2003 times better than this one!!

~CryinG on the SofA? I don't think So!~

Christmas is scarry. It starts glaring at You around September/October, it literally growls at You in November and attacks You in December, nearly biting to death on the 24th til 26th and than, it disapears. I mean like, it's not even an *poof* it's like *tsk* shorter and faster. I found myself, after christmas eve playing "Beyond good and evil"(PS2), for the whoole night, while being knotted in some moments I thought 'Wow! I got presents this evening and now, it's morning of the 25th and that's like, after Christmas already!' And even thought after that I started thinking 'WHY is that monster biting me?' I think there's something reeeally wrong I found out with that thought, which is. CHRISTMAS IS WRONG. It makes ppl come home exhausted, bloodied for whole three months and after that it just bites of Your head and leaves You under the tree with a creepy smile, not really realising what happened! I need to do something about it! I need to talk to Santa! *sob*

Oh, and coming back to presents? I got lots of Mucha's this year! A cup with Mucha's paintings, an album with Mucha-like art, a pajama, and a mirror! The pajama and mirror doesn't have much to do with Mucha but they're nice so I thought I'd share. I might put up photos of those presents, just to make You all jealous ;].

A new fanlisting added. Ja ja jaaaan! Alphonse Mucha fan!

~CryinG on the SofA? I don't think So!~

It's Christmas, not much to say. Just be happy ^^! I wish You all very merry Christmas and a very fat Santa with his bag filled with very many puresentos!!

~~Attacking Santa!~~

Friday from 21:00 till 6:00 we've been watching Friends season 2. And do You know what sucks? That right now, inside of me, two forces are batteling, one; the 'friends-high' force, which is the fault of all those 24 eps and the second one; the tiredness...or HOWEVER You spell that.

~CryinG on the SofA? I don't think So!~

Snow! It's snow! It's friggin snowing!!!! Tomorrow! We need a big big BIG snowfight!!! Yessir! A big one! Like, like, like the one in LOTR but with snow, and without mud! Ahh!!! I'm soo sooo happy we have snow! I was praying for it and look what happens next! Snow is falling all around =^^=. Yay!

School was boring, so I only wana share, I got dun dun duuuun 4 from biology!!!!!Yaaay! Oh and 1 from Chemistry...Booo.Ya, that's it.

I need to buy my friend an jamaican flag for christmas....Damn and where the hell am I supposed to find an Jamaican flag in Warsaw? In the middle of winter (Yes, I like the way this sounds *evil grin*), on top of that in the middle of nowhere? Geez, gotta get to some kind of an ambassy, steal their flag, and steal some more so that I'll get the right colors and than cut it and sew it back into an Jamaican flag. Perfect!

Here You have some pictures taken from my balcony. You can't really see it, but there's supposedly a lot of snow on them. Ja, just imagine. IMAGINE.

~CryinG on the SofA? I don't think So!~

Woot! Well, I have two exams tomorrow so I guess I should NOT be doing what I'm doing right now, but still, can't stop myself.

Today on english we were talking about some situations, and since they were our homework we were supposed to be prepared. Well, I wasn't ^^'' BUT, thanks to this 'lil cute imagination of mine U fu fu fu fu fu! It was a full success ,after hearing the first question: Imagine You've just came back from a trip around the Europe, You have to say what were You traveling with (it can not be a car), where were You and what happened to You. I ended up saying I traveled by bicycle with a group of friends, was attacked by a boar in one of Germland woods, and saw three Santas in Finland. Yea.

I'm really getting into my novel. And since Christmas is coming (Yay!!), I'lll have even more free time to write. Thank You Santa!...No wait, wring person. Thank You Lord! ;]

My winter wacations in Finland have been canceled...*sings* Don't cry for me Finlandiina!*sugh* I'll go there during my summer break, probably, well it all depends on Tiina's & her familys will*nudges Tiina**wink**wink*. Oh well, I'll have some time to spend on movie making than. :P

Christmas coming. 15 more days! Yes! Thank You! Thank You! I'm gonna be miss Santa during our classes Christmas party. I need to make an outfit for mr.Santa....hmmm...So many things to do, and such a small amout of time...Agh!!! What the hell!!Time for presents!Wahoo!!

Oh, and I think I've been kidnapped by UFO again, that, or my cat scrached me again during my sleep....

~CryinG on the SofA? I don't think So!~

Not too much to rant about today, just wanted to say that I changed Gololo's link, Gomen Gololo-kun for the past one. Oh, and Christmas is coming in 16 days so be prepared! Oh, and Kyaaaa! On friday is my moms nameday party and..and..*doki**doki* onto that party comes someone special*blush*. Kyaaaa!! I can't even think of it! Muyaaan!

~CryinG on the SofA? I don't think So!~

Since I'm living with my mom right now, I have some time to observe my cat. And I'm lucky I can, because something strange has happened to her. She became something, she was not made to became. She became a pet cat. I mean, we bought her (ahhh I can still remember that day so clearly...), thinking that, ofcourse she would be our pet, but from the first day ,she never seemed the PET time...creature. Up until now, every time you wanted to pat her, or scratch her she glared at you, hissed or just ran away. We felt really bad for saying to our guests "Awww, don't be scared she doesn't bite." And after hearing them scream in terror and cry in pain. "Oh dear...I guess she was in a bad moon..." So as I was saying, that...that mammal was NOT made to become a pet animal, but it somehow did. I swear, it seruiously freaks me out. She's lying around in the apartment acting like a friggin layabout, and purring, and waving her tail and smiling. Yes, SMILING, don't tell me it's impossible, it IS. She even slept next to me last night, purring and demanding to be scratched on her tummy, and when I stopped, she pinched me with her nails and looked at me in that sweet ,reassuring way which says "Can You see those cute little eyes? DO You want to SEE them tomorrow?" *sob*

Baka: I know that everyones situations are their own, but making You look pitiable and than telling someone that his situation is better is really stupid. There are many people who's situations are worse than mine and my friends and they don't try to make others see how pitiable they are by saying "You're lucky too blah blah"

~CryinG on the SofA? I don't think So!~

Ugh!! I'm mad. REALLY mad. I hate whining ppl. But I think that the ppl I hate even more, are the ones "You're not as pitiful as I am" or " You can never understand my pain". AGHHH!!! That makes me SOOO mad. And today, I met a person, an old friend of mine and after saying "hi" the first thing she says is; "Hey, y'know what? My family's broken. I mean my dad had an affair and my mom wants to divorce him blah blah blah." I was like "Oh, I'm so sorry, are You ok?" HER:"Yea, I'll survive, so what's new with You?" ME: "Ah You know, same old stuff, broken family, stupid father, annoying grandma, y'know, nothing new." HER:" Ah, but y'know, after all that happened at my family I think Your situation is pretty fortunate, I mean Your family is pretty rich..." ME:"My dad is, not my 'family'. HER:" Well, yea but still, and me? My family doesn't have much money, and You have such a great house, and on top of that you can leave with Your mum AND Your dad." That was the moment I left her. Oh, and yes I DID pay the bill. After all her family's poor, my 'familys' RICH, and even thought it's FU#%ING broken up, I should be happy, SHOULDN'T I?

~CryinG on the SofA? I don't think So!~

Gyah! Was some time from the last entry. Well there are reasons ,for example : a) I was sick; b) Since I was sick I need to get all the notes done from all the days I was absent c) I need to study. Yes Immortals like me ALSO need to study from time to time. Oh, wait, I already talked about studying many times didn't I? Well bah.

I've seen "Where's Nemo" Was funny but not oh-so, great. I mean there were some really funny moments, but there were also pretty boring moments. Is it the sign of me getting old?!?! Nuoooo!!!!

My nameday (18th of November), passed quietly. Halleluyah! Not many ppl knew I even HAD a nameday o ho ho ho which means, YES exacly! No wishes! >< I really really REALLLY don't like reciving wishes. They make me uncomortabl. Uneasy even, I never know what to say X'. And I'm really lucky, because I might be an actual one in the whole world Agnes whose nameday si on the 18th of November :j.

I'm writing that novel of mine. The fantasy one and...well I'm really happy about it. It seems to go smooth, as for now although there are some of those every-writer-knows-what times, and I get REALLY annoyed & annoying because I can't find a way to overcome them. Thankfully I found some help in online galleries. The art sometimes gives me splendid ideas and since there's no limit to ideas that a human being can create ,let's look forward to the future! ;]

I've been pondering, my mom said that after You're 20 years old your grey cells begin to disappear. I don't wanna stop evolving after twenty! I mean, I'm gonna be the best director in the world!! How can that be?! Nuoo! I'm gonna fight my brain!

Oh and added a new motto for December.

~CryinG on the SofA? I don't think So!~

School's really tiring. I feel like my whole energy is just leaking out. I fell asleep on the bus home, I can't concentrate when I begin to study, no, not even when I begin when I want to study I can't MAKE myself study. It's like something's sqeezing all my energy out....And the worst of all is that I'm running low on sugar and my mood's been really really low this past few days....

~CryinG on the SofA? I don't think So!~

Ahhhh aki=autumn(in jap), has come....Time to relax...

I'm dead....50 laps around a school gym is MORE than a human can do, that's why we did 80 LAPS!!!!Ok, I know that some of us like tormenting ppl but isn't it much more fun after we end the torture to leave them alive and torture some time later? ISN'T IT?!?!? Nam wasn't there today on the kung-fu practice SO two of the best students led it....I thought I'm going to die...Well the rest of the practice was nothing compared to the warm up from hell but STILL.

This week and the last one seem like two weeks from hell. I had two exams today (Polish & Chemistry), there are two tomorrow (History & PO), there's one the day after tomorrow (Philozophy), I need to end my script for the movie workshops on thirsday and I have another exam on Friday (Physics), also need to write an essay about Poland on Jap, also Friday. Now, if anyone, ANYONE is gonna say that school is fun, he shall DIE.

Today something strange happened to me(aside from spilling a bottle of yohgurt on my friend during school...), When I went to my dad's home to get my medicines, a strange guy(i.e. stranger), asked me the way to a supermarket near by. I told him and he asked me if I'm going somewhere far. I said "Kind of" and he said "Let me walk You, than" "...?O...K.." So he started to walk with me (no he was NOT young and shexy, he was old and strange), and started talking around He: "Gold is silence, speach is Silver" Me:"...Excuse me?" He:" I think that it should be the other way around since word was first...and stuff" Me:" But wasn't there silence before the first word?" He:" Oh...well yea kind off" That's something about how our "conversation" looked like most of the time. he was talking about God and some strange, stuff. Well anyway, I ended up with his home address (He wanted MY home address but...well like I would give it to him)(Thought he knows where I live...That is if he thinks I showed him the right way to my home)(Maybe he'll stalk my dad..)(O ho ho ho ho ho ho)Oh and he said that there's no difference beetwen a guy who's single and a priest since both of them have to live the way God told them to. Oh and, as he said, it's written in the Bible that normal humans lifespan is around 120 years...Is that true?

~CryinG on the SofA? I don't think So!~

Just watched "Kings new groove" and I should say that this is by far, one of DA BEST Disney movies!! Seriously, I've seen it around eight times and still made me laugh! Sooo cool! And the idea, thought pretty old is made into a really funny, and new interpretation.=^^=

After watching it I thought about all the newest animation movies by Disney and other children companys and...not many of them have a charm, not like the old ones. When I went to see Sindbad, I had fun, but it was funny for ppl beetwen 13-17 who got the jokes. The older ones would probably be bored, or too cool tow atch stuff like that, and the youngers wouldn't get the gags...

Is it really true that our last hope, in the movies for children industry is Miyazaki-san? I don't mean that's bad. That's great because his movies have a lot more charm than most of Disney movies but...I heard his going to stop(I know he said that several times already), and even if he won't there's not enough original wroters like him), who'll create new, beautifoul stories instead of changing good 'ol fairytales.....

~CryinG on the SofA? I don't think So!~

Got some free time. But only some, again this week three exams + one project. Chemistry (I hate that!), Germish (So so), history (Bah....I like history but my teacher sucks) and an project from Geography. A project about the growth of population....Whatever that means. And she said it's supposed to take up the whole lesson!!!! Am I supposed to say about every single country?!?!

I ' M GOING TO FINLANDDDDDD!!!! This winter break!! Yes! My friend who leaves near Helsinki said I can stay with her family! Mo ho ho ho!! Two weeks with Finland my dear friends! Nga ha ha ha ha!!! How great can THAT be?It's gonna be so much fun. Oh and here's a message from my friends to Tiina "Beware" ;].

I've seen "Kill Bill" yesterday...hmmm hard to say. I think I liked that movie a lot BUT there's this little 'but' that stops me from saying "Wow! Great! Awesome!" and instead I have to say "Hmmm...I THINK it was good...". I mean Tarantino's movies are seriously strange. Or rather they're different. It's ,like, I didn't even care for all the blood (my bro's friend who went there with us said that it's the bloodies movie made by Tarantino), becouse it didn't really bother me. Dunno why...WA!! I know what was bothering me! When I saw the movie I was thinking "Is it a parody of all the old movies?" Because there are scenes that are too real for XXth century cinema. The audience is not prepared, or rather the taste is different. For example a beautifoul fight beetwen The Bride and O-Ren, ends kind of...Yah. If You've seen the movie You'll know what I mean. *nods* Strange, really strange, but still the little voice will yell "Awesome! Awesome!"

~CryinG on the SofA? I don't think So!~

Okay, pitas.com server's been acting up lately and it seems they lost two or three of my posts, but that's OK. I mean that's okay unless they're gonna lose everything Ihave, now THAN I would get mad. Anyway, school exams have ended (for this week atleast), and my english teacher has made me comete in an english competition. It sucks becouse if You win You'll be able to get into any uni in Poland...Shucks! They gave me something to work hard for! I dun wanna!! Dammit! Why are You DOING this to me?! WHY?!

I'm feeling really, really tired and disapointed..I was studying for meh biology exam (which was today), and I studiedreally hard wich isn't THAT often with me and what happened?! I totally, utterly @$$#% it....Nuooo I wanted to get an B from it...And now? Stupid biology teacher! It's allways like that! You have to write his EXACT words or else, You won't pass! AND on top of that! When he comments all the questions it only get's more complicated! Like today? 'Since y'all a humanist class not a biology class don't write me all the details just random, random' Excuse me?! What the hell is that supposed to mean?! Oh and when we asked, becouse some of the ppl wrote things a little more detailed he was like, well since You wrote one thing detailed You should have wrote everything else detailed as well. It's one for all and one for all. No other way." ?!?!?!?!

~CryinG on the SofA? I don't think So!

I think I have a flue or something...Dammit. And to tip me off, I was late for my bus home so I had to walk 3 km becouse that's the distance from the place where the normal busses stop. AND I was feeling sick all day AND when I came home ,mom, told me to clean the aquarium, I did, and than ,when I put new stones into it, they happened to be dirty SO I had to clean it again!! And guess what happened!!! I broke the aquarium!!!! It went BOOOM!! And all the bathrooms floor filled with water and stones!!! YAAARGH!! And on top of that, just to make my day, my dad said some stuff to my mom, AGAIN!! Is this the beginning of agnesses bad mondays?!?!?!?!

~CryinG on the SofA? I don't think So!

Ziiiiped the old updates to Prehistory, so go and check 'em out if You haven't already read them :d.

Today I'm going back to my mom's place. Yay! There's 15 GB to fill by me there! O ho ho ho ho!! Ack! Ofcourse I'm not going back for teh computer or anything :P. I'll see meh cat adlast! And meh fishes! I hope Hitomi and Van2 are living happily =^^=.

Been playing Grand Theft Auto: Vice City. Guuuush! So fun! Although all that killing and hit-and-run is pretty disturbing but You can get used to it....I guess...Well anyway in about a week or so my bro's gonna give Collin Macrae Rally 3 back and we'll get Kingdom Hearts OR Devil May Cry 2 Mua ha ha ha ha!!! Fear me ppl of teh world! FEAR ME!!!

And also! Added two new fanlists! Jhonny Depp's *heart* fanlist AND Elizabeth's I *saluts*. Go and check 'em out! Wooo!

~CryinG on the SofA? I don't think So!~