INFO
Real name: Sonya
Aka: Astarise, In_Assiah
Age: Twenty
Sign: Sagittarius/Piggy
Location: Poland (blah)
Is: A college student
Height: 180cm
Hair: Blond/Red/Long/Wavy
Eyes: Gray/Blue/Green
FAVORITES
Music:
ムック, Moi dix Mois, Kagrra,, Pierrot, Merry, Duel Jewel, Malice Mizer, Plastic Tree, Schwarz Stein, - 雅 - Miyavi, 蜉蝣, Dir en Grey, Vidoll and so many more @_@~
Anime/Manga:
GetBackers, Saiyuuki, Yami no Matsuei, Record of Lodoss War (OAV), Honoo no Mirage, X/1999, Angel Sanctuary~
Love:
Ashram-sama, Akabane Kuroudo, Fuuma Kotarou, Genjou Sanzou, Amon, Kira Sakuya, Muraki Kazutaka, Darcia-sama
Jrockers:
Juka (Moi dix Mois), Tatsurou, Yukke (ムック), Kaoru, Toshiya (Dir en Grey), Kirito (Pierrot), Isshi (Kagrra,), Hayato (Duel Jewel), Hyde, Klaha, Gackt~
Other Bishies of Choice:
Monou Fuuma, Sakurazuka Seishirou, Watari Yutaka, Sha Gojyo, Cho Hakkai, Goujun, Hijikata Toshizo, Kamuro Ishigami, Nicholas D. Wolfwood, Kenren Taishou, Tenpou Gensui, Tatsumi Seiichirou, Miroku Natsuhiko, Fudou Takuma, Kagami Kyouji, Nobutsuna Naoe, D, Katou Yue, Yuki Eiri, Legato Bluesummers, Sohryuu (YnM), Tohda, Zakuro, Oshitari Yuushi, K, Hisoka (HxH), Allen Schezar (only the movie one), Katsu (Tsukioka Tsunan), Hiko Seijuro, Saitou Hajime (both RK and PmK^^), Hikitsu, Uriel, Nakago, Akutabi Gamma, Aakaado, Kigai Yuuto, Asagi Shougo, Treize Kusherenada, Milgazia, Fujiwara no Sai, Frey, Tieh, Sohma Shigure, Sohma Ayame, Kigai Yuuto, Tsuzuki Asato
Seiyuu:
Seki Toshihiko, Hayami Shou, Kamiya Akira, Ishida Akira, Okiayu Ryoutarou, Tobita Nobuo, Inoue Kazuhiko, Koyasu Takehito, Nakata Jouji, Suwabe Jun'ichi, Miki Shin'ichirou, Takaya Kuroda, Gackt XD
Reads/stalks:
~ Akarui
~ Arin
~ Beth
~ Corny
~ Doc
~ Dolores
~ Eline
~ Goldfish
~ Koji
~ Mada
~ Mari
~ Nadia
~ Nozomi
~ Sei
~ Set
~ Sf
~ Szyszka
~ WhiteCat
Layout:
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Archives:
01.02.02,5.03.04.05.06.07.08.09.10.11.12.13.14.15.16.17.18.19.20.21
Fanlistings etc~
TagBoard Pitas^^
LiveJournal: here
Email: here
AIM: Astarise (duh..)
Real name: Sonya
Aka: Astarise, In_Assiah
Age: Twenty
Sign: Sagittarius/Piggy
Location: Poland (blah)
Is: A college student
Height: 180cm
Hair: Blond/Red/Long/Wavy
Eyes: Gray/Blue/Green
FAVORITES
Music:
ムック, Moi dix Mois, Kagrra,, Pierrot, Merry, Duel Jewel, Malice Mizer, Plastic Tree, Schwarz Stein, - 雅 - Miyavi, 蜉蝣, Dir en Grey, Vidoll and so many more @_@~
Anime/Manga:
GetBackers, Saiyuuki, Yami no Matsuei, Record of Lodoss War (OAV), Honoo no Mirage, X/1999, Angel Sanctuary~
Love:
Ashram-sama, Akabane Kuroudo, Fuuma Kotarou, Genjou Sanzou, Amon, Kira Sakuya, Muraki Kazutaka, Darcia-sama
Jrockers:
Juka (Moi dix Mois), Tatsurou, Yukke (ムック), Kaoru, Toshiya (Dir en Grey), Kirito (Pierrot), Isshi (Kagrra,), Hayato (Duel Jewel), Hyde, Klaha, Gackt~
Other Bishies of Choice:
Monou Fuuma, Sakurazuka Seishirou, Watari Yutaka, Sha Gojyo, Cho Hakkai, Goujun, Hijikata Toshizo, Kamuro Ishigami, Nicholas D. Wolfwood, Kenren Taishou, Tenpou Gensui, Tatsumi Seiichirou, Miroku Natsuhiko, Fudou Takuma, Kagami Kyouji, Nobutsuna Naoe, D, Katou Yue, Yuki Eiri, Legato Bluesummers, Sohryuu (YnM), Tohda, Zakuro, Oshitari Yuushi, K, Hisoka (HxH), Allen Schezar (only the movie one), Katsu (Tsukioka Tsunan), Hiko Seijuro, Saitou Hajime (both RK and PmK^^), Hikitsu, Uriel, Nakago, Akutabi Gamma, Aakaado, Kigai Yuuto, Asagi Shougo, Treize Kusherenada, Milgazia, Fujiwara no Sai, Frey, Tieh, Sohma Shigure, Sohma Ayame, Kigai Yuuto, Tsuzuki Asato
Seiyuu:
Seki Toshihiko, Hayami Shou, Kamiya Akira, Ishida Akira, Okiayu Ryoutarou, Tobita Nobuo, Inoue Kazuhiko, Koyasu Takehito, Nakata Jouji, Suwabe Jun'ichi, Miki Shin'ichirou, Takaya Kuroda, Gackt XD
Reads/stalks:
~ Akarui
~ Arin
~ Beth
~ Corny
~ Doc
~ Dolores
~ Eline
~ Goldfish
~ Koji
~ Mada
~ Mari
~ Nadia
~ Nozomi
~ Sei
~ Set
~ Sf
~ Szyszka
~ WhiteCat
Layout:
Közi, the angsty vampire from Bara no Konrei. Or, Közi, the ex-guitarist of Malice Mizer, currently happily (I hope^^) working with Eve of Destiny~
Archives:
Fanlistings etc~
LiveJournal: here
Email: here
AIM: Astarise (duh..)
Friday, January 23, 2004
¯ Blood Stain Child - Be in for Killing Myself
¯ Blood Stain Child - Be in for Killing Myself
*_____* I am way too much in love with this song. It's so brilliant I just can't get it off of repeat. Only hm, *drums her fingers against the desk* I don't know if the vocalist
Speaking of screaming (^^;), Moi dix Mois (here I go about m10m again ~_~v) taught me something~! Um there's this new song of theirs - Vizard (in which Juka doesn't sing - he roars. Wahhh how wonderful *faints*), which is very cool, and at first I was convinced that its title was just a very cute way of spelling 'wizard' and even made fun of it ('I'll play it on Vinamp then!') until something told me to actually look it up. I'm glad I did so. And I call myself a philology student, baaaka.
Speaking of philology, today I realized I have a Really Nasty And Important Exam next Wednesday x__X! I completely forgot about that. And its nastiness is very simple: it's history of Britain! Woo! <-irony. Over 2000 years of a country with very complicated and rich history with 455899764 monarchs leading 898272095639 wars, not to mention the colonies and such . I'm going to die. And I'm only on late Middle Ages as for now XD'
Astarise enlightened the world @ 07:10 p.m.
My blog is silly. Not stupid but just silly. My blogging is silly. That does not mean I myself am silly^^;. Looking through my entries I notice how I have developed this particular (silly) style of writing that just won't go away regardless of what I write about. Maybe it's because I can't angst here. It's not that I'm a totally angstless person, though I usually do consider myself so, it's because I just don't feel the need to write about my real problems on the blog. And that has highly contributed to my style of writing, which, I must add, sometimes surprises me in its silliness. Eh, anyway.
Rant ahead! I'm not in the best of moods right now because I still feel disturbed by reading this one fanfic a few hours ago. Now don't get me wrong - it's very hard to really gross me out or make me feel disturbed. I usually just laugh at things like that. This fic though was not at all gross in this sense of meaning. The pairing also was not one of the wrong ones. What disturbed me was the way the angst in it was presented. It was one big heavy load of angst but it wasn't like in normal fics (I have nothing against normal or even heavy angst in general) (at least I think so) where there is more focus on words and feelings. No no, this one here had just plain action. And the action was irrational. Originally, the two characters (both of which I like very much) are good friends, some yaoi hints are between them alright, but there's absolutely no place for the inexplicable hatred like in this fic. At one point one of them simply (<- there's little/no focus on their feelings/motives) decides to kill another. I thought he wouldn't do this so I kept on reading. But he did.
Bah, I'm not usually sad at deathfics. I almost never feel seriously disturbed and I've read some reeeeeally awful things in my life. But this fic was just evil. I really don't know what was the writer's concept there. Just sick and irrational angst.
Bah, my words here are insufficient to write about it. I'll stop then. And go look through my gallery of images of the murdered one. He's not really dead, Astarise, he's not ;_;
Brighter side: I made a new layout for my LiveJournal!
I don't do this normally (advertise my layouts^^;) but I'm particularly fond of this one. Especially of the colors: black and dark violet mixed with pale and dark olive. Mmmm. Ok, I'm actually in love with the colors there^^V And it also features Kozi because I thought it would be a nice idea to have both my Pitas and LJ layouts sharing the same theme.
Oh, and kill me for this. It's one of my really lame jokes. It's so lame that it even surprises me. But I'll die if I don't post it anywhere. After reading this you'll be sure to say '-_-; ... Astarise, that was just SO dumb *more sweatdropping*' but I don't really care (some MUCC knowledge needed):
Thursday, January 22, 2004
¯ +D'espairsRay+ - Valentine
¯ +D'espairsRay+ - Valentine
My blog is silly. Not stupid but just silly. My blogging is silly. That does not mean I myself am silly^^;. Looking through my entries I notice how I have developed this particular (silly) style of writing that just won't go away regardless of what I write about. Maybe it's because I can't angst here. It's not that I'm a totally angstless person, though I usually do consider myself so, it's because I just don't feel the need to write about my real problems on the blog. And that has highly contributed to my style of writing, which, I must add, sometimes surprises me in its silliness. Eh, anyway.
Rant ahead! I'm not in the best of moods right now because I still feel disturbed by reading this one fanfic a few hours ago. Now don't get me wrong - it's very hard to really gross me out or make me feel disturbed. I usually just laugh at things like that. This fic though was not at all gross in this sense of meaning. The pairing also was not one of the wrong ones. What disturbed me was the way the angst in it was presented. It was one big heavy load of angst but it wasn't like in normal fics (I have nothing against normal or even heavy angst in general) (at least I think so) where there is more focus on words and feelings. No no, this one here had just plain action. And the action was irrational. Originally, the two characters (both of which I like very much) are good friends, some yaoi hints are between them alright, but there's absolutely no place for the inexplicable hatred like in this fic. At one point one of them simply (<- there's little/no focus on their feelings/motives) decides to kill another. I thought he wouldn't do this so I kept on reading. But he did.
Bah, I'm not usually sad at deathfics. I almost never feel seriously disturbed and I've read some reeeeeally awful things in my life. But this fic was just evil. I really don't know what was the writer's concept there. Just sick and irrational angst.
Bah, my words here are insufficient to write about it. I'll stop then. And go look through my gallery of images of the murdered one. He's not really dead, Astarise, he's not ;_;
Brighter side: I made a new layout for my LiveJournal!
I don't do this normally (advertise my layouts^^;) but I'm particularly fond of this one. Especially of the colors: black and dark violet mixed with pale and dark olive. Mmmm. Ok, I'm actually in love with the colors there^^V And it also features Kozi because I thought it would be a nice idea to have both my Pitas and LJ layouts sharing the same theme.Oh, and kill me for this. It's one of my really lame jokes. It's so lame that it even surprises me. But I'll die if I don't post it anywhere. After reading this you'll be sure to say '-_-; ... Astarise, that was just SO dumb *more sweatdropping*' but I don't really care (some MUCC knowledge needed):
It's hidden of course.
So. My cellphone's name is Homura-kun, ne? (the name has over a year now) So what should its ring tone's name be?
Homurauta.
Puahahahahaaa a-- *gets shot*
^^;
Homurauta.
Puahahahahaaa a-- *gets shot*
Astarise enlightened the world @ 11:54 p.m.
Ok I know what some people think about Moi dix Mois; that it's cheesy and such. But (even though I don't call myself a Mana fan) I'll continue liking it for one simple reason - Juka's voice. It rules and I have no better words for it. I've just watched some of their new lives and in one song ('Perish') he goes all 'rawwr' thus making me feel dizzy <3. Kazuno is cute no matter if he tries to look scary. And Mana was wearing this long white dress that not only looked *exactly* like my favorite nightgown (XD') but what he didn't (I think) plan was that it was all see-through when he was in front of the scene lights^^;;; Lol, anyway.
I have a wisdom tooth growing~! I've always heard it hurts like hell but in my case it doesn't. Weird >_> I can *feel* it but it doesn't hurt. Eh because of this I feel so adult. And so human x_X;
I shall now write a little about anime because it's been a long time since I did so. First:
I watched the preview of Le Portrait de Petit Cossette and it looked really cool. I can't wait to see the whole anime.
Also~ I think I've decided who would be my all favorite female anime character (there's so few of those who I tolerate not to mention actually like^^;; Maybe I'm prejudiced but female anime characters are all so annoying)
- it's the Countess of Werdenberg aka Hakushaku Fujin aka Kageyama Hiroko aka Hiroko-chan from Gilgamesh! (<- I think I forgot to mention that I follow Gilgamesh since its beginning. It's weird but I've gotten used to it.). When I'll be old(er) I want to be like her. She's so sophisticated and always composed *admires*. And I love the way she dresses (well, being a widow means black and that's veeeery good^^). Unfortunately she suffers from Tatsuya-kon, but everyone there seems to have it^^;;;
If she doesn't do anything stupid or OOC later (I'm on episode 13) in the series, and I seriously doubt she will, she's definitely going to stay my favorite character.
Tuesday, January 20, 2004
¯ BLOOD - Kanaria
¯ BLOOD - Kanaria
Ok I know what some people think about Moi dix Mois; that it's cheesy and such. But (even though I don't call myself a Mana fan) I'll continue liking it for one simple reason - Juka's voice. It rules and I have no better words for it. I've just watched some of their new lives and in one song ('Perish') he goes all 'rawwr' thus making me feel dizzy <3. Kazuno is cute no matter if he tries to look scary. And Mana was wearing this long white dress that not only looked *exactly* like my favorite nightgown (XD') but what he didn't (I think) plan was that it was all see-through when he was in front of the scene lights^^;;; Lol, anyway.
I have a wisdom tooth growing~! I've always heard it hurts like hell but in my case it doesn't. Weird >_> I can *feel* it but it doesn't hurt. Eh because of this I feel so adult. And so human x_X;
I shall now write a little about anime because it's been a long time since I did so. First:
Anime Characters Survey!
Who are your favorite characters?
I'll limit myself to 2 because it would take up too much space other way.
1) Ashram-sama (Record of Lodoss War OAV)
2) Akabane Kuroudo (GetBackers)
Where did you first see this character? (ep, volume, place, doujinshi, etc.)
1) On German tv. It was so long ago that I did not understand any Japanese and it was with German subs (I didn't understand German also then) so I was very lost and confused with the plot^^; He appeared only in episode 3 and saved the show because 1 and 2 were boring.
2) On a convention last year. He appeared in episode 3 (coincidence?) walking through the forest and scaring a random snake away, lol.
What's your first impression?
1) "OMFG!! <3 *nosebleeds/dies*"
2) "That voice *___*"
When did you know it was love?
(Ara? I never said it was. I may admire the characters or drool over them but whenever I say I 'love' them, I don't really mean it. It's more of an irony. Being *in love* with an *anime character* is simply sad. Anyway^^;)
1) When he first spoke ('Heika...').
2) When I saw the coolness that is the long black coat. And The Hat.
What's the coolest [canon] scene involving your favorite?
1) Wahh, episode 11 where (spoiler) Pirotess protected him from the flames and then died in his arms (<- *envy*). And Ashram-sama stayed with her when everything was crumbling down. Damn, that scene was so freaking sad I actually wanted to quit watching Lodoss. Good thing I did not.
2) Whenever he meets Ginji ^_^ (Akabane/Ginji *is* canon! >3)
What's your favorite thing about your favorite?
1) Everything, duh. I'm not kidding here^^; Ok: His voice (Kamiya Akira). Cold and contemptuous. And the special sound of it. I can't really name it but that *thing* in it makes me weak in the knees. Very few other people I've heard who have the similar sound (actually, it's only Hayato, Juka and Kaya *wuvs the vocalists*). Next are the looks, which greatly (wholly^^;) contributed to my vision of an ideal man: his height, his gorgeous long black hair, pale complexion, wonderful narrow cold grey eyes, yummy black armor plus the cool ClassicVillain Coat. And the Soul Crusher. The very fact that he's a *Black Knight*. His seme-ness. Even though he looks 100% straight, hypothetically, in all anime world there is no one who'd be a bigger seme than he. Also, his behavior, his strength... The list is long >D
2) His voice (Tobita Nobuo). Yes, I have a voice fetish, shoo. Hm but back to Akabane. I love his clothes too. And his profile. Plus he's kinda evil/insane and I have a thing for characters like that *coughpointsupcough*. I also love the way he moves, speaks, fights, walks, whatever. He does everything with so much grace, lol. He's wonderfully polite and formal (in his behavior). And then there's the humor side of him hm it's hard to explain it to someone who has no idea what GB is about...
So... 'ship your favorite with anyone in particular?
1) Not much choice here. I'd like him to finally *kill* Parn, but that's not a pairing. Anyway, I'll go canon and say Pirotess.
2) Fudou >D (I'm serious here^^;)
I'll limit myself to 2 because it would take up too much space other way.
1) Ashram-sama (Record of Lodoss War OAV)
2) Akabane Kuroudo (GetBackers)
Where did you first see this character? (ep, volume, place, doujinshi, etc.)
1) On German tv. It was so long ago that I did not understand any Japanese and it was with German subs (I didn't understand German also then) so I was very lost and confused with the plot^^; He appeared only in episode 3 and saved the show because 1 and 2 were boring.
2) On a convention last year. He appeared in episode 3 (coincidence?) walking through the forest and scaring a random snake away, lol.
What's your first impression?
1) "OMFG!! <3 *nosebleeds/dies*"
2) "That voice *___*"
When did you know it was love?
(Ara? I never said it was. I may admire the characters or drool over them but whenever I say I 'love' them, I don't really mean it. It's more of an irony. Being *in love* with an *anime character* is simply sad. Anyway^^;)
1) When he first spoke ('Heika...').
2) When I saw the coolness that is the long black coat. And The Hat.
What's the coolest [canon] scene involving your favorite?
1) Wahh, episode 11 where (spoiler) Pirotess protected him from the flames and then died in his arms (<- *envy*). And Ashram-sama stayed with her when everything was crumbling down. Damn, that scene was so freaking sad I actually wanted to quit watching Lodoss. Good thing I did not.
2) Whenever he meets Ginji ^_^ (Akabane/Ginji *is* canon! >3)
What's your favorite thing about your favorite?
1) Everything, duh. I'm not kidding here^^; Ok: His voice (Kamiya Akira). Cold and contemptuous. And the special sound of it. I can't really name it but that *thing* in it makes me weak in the knees. Very few other people I've heard who have the similar sound (actually, it's only Hayato, Juka and Kaya *wuvs the vocalists*). Next are the looks, which greatly (wholly^^;) contributed to my vision of an ideal man: his height, his gorgeous long black hair, pale complexion, wonderful narrow cold grey eyes, yummy black armor plus the cool ClassicVillain Coat. And the Soul Crusher. The very fact that he's a *Black Knight*. His seme-ness. Even though he looks 100% straight, hypothetically, in all anime world there is no one who'd be a bigger seme than he. Also, his behavior, his strength... The list is long >D
2) His voice (Tobita Nobuo). Yes, I have a voice fetish, shoo. Hm but back to Akabane. I love his clothes too. And his profile. Plus he's kinda evil/insane and I have a thing for characters like that *coughpointsupcough*. I also love the way he moves, speaks, fights, walks, whatever. He does everything with so much grace, lol. He's wonderfully polite and formal (in his behavior). And then there's the humor side of him hm it's hard to explain it to someone who has no idea what GB is about...
So... 'ship your favorite with anyone in particular?
1) Not much choice here. I'd like him to finally *kill* Parn, but that's not a pairing. Anyway, I'll go canon and say Pirotess.
2) Fudou >D (I'm serious here^^;)
I watched the preview of Le Portrait de Petit Cossette and it looked really cool. I can't wait to see the whole anime.
Also~ I think I've decided who would be my all favorite female anime character (there's so few of those who I tolerate not to mention actually like^^;; Maybe I'm prejudiced but female anime characters are all so annoying)
- it's the Countess of Werdenberg aka Hakushaku Fujin aka Kageyama Hiroko aka Hiroko-chan from Gilgamesh! (<- I think I forgot to mention that I follow Gilgamesh since its beginning. It's weird but I've gotten used to it.). When I'll be old(er) I want to be like her. She's so sophisticated and always composed *admires*. And I love the way she dresses (well, being a widow means black and that's veeeery good^^). Unfortunately she suffers from Tatsuya-kon, but everyone there seems to have it^^;;;If she doesn't do anything stupid or OOC later (I'm on episode 13) in the series, and I seriously doubt she will, she's definitely going to stay my favorite character.
Astarise enlightened the world @ 08:04 p.m.
Today Set and I made sushi ^_^~! And it was quite good too. Not as good as in the restaurants perhaps, but that's because it wasn't purozushi, ne. We plan to seriously introduce sushi to the normal daily diet. Like sushi for breakfast for example~. There's still many things to be bought though - we don't have wasabi and those cool Japanese plates yet. Oh, and I came up with an own idea for the filling (because we've used only cucumber so far): black olives (<- *hears the Japanese groan at this and ignores them*) and they're yummy^^
Brief social thingy:
Thank You~ And it's good to see You blogging again - I must admit I started to miss it^^;
*updates link and congratulates the new place* ^_^
And a big, wholehearted Good Luck on finals to You, You and You. And to You too, but You finally should start studying, You lazy snail, You~
Saturday, January 17, 2004
¯ - 雅 - Miyavi - 常勝街道
¯ - 雅 - Miyavi - 常勝街道
Today Set and I made sushi ^_^~! And it was quite good too. Not as good as in the restaurants perhaps, but that's because it wasn't purozushi, ne. We plan to seriously introduce sushi to the normal daily diet. Like sushi for breakfast for example~. There's still many things to be bought though - we don't have wasabi and those cool Japanese plates yet. Oh, and I came up with an own idea for the filling (because we've used only cucumber so far): black olives (<- *hears the Japanese groan at this and ignores them*) and they're yummy^^
Brief social thingy:
Thank You~ And it's good to see You blogging again - I must admit I started to miss it^^;
*updates link and congratulates the new place* ^_^
And a big, wholehearted Good Luck on finals to You, You and You. And to You too, but You finally should start studying, You lazy snail, You~
Astarise enlightened the world @ 11:33 p.m.
I'm contemplating changing my hairstyle so that I would have a fringe. Not a straight/even one, but something anime-like with bangs in the eyes and so on. Only having a fringe with my hair would mean that if I tied it into a ponytail, it would be even thinner than it already is. Like a 0,5 cm diameter o_O; But I don't wear ponytails anyway so I feel very tempted.
I changed the answering machine in Homura-kun (my cell phone). Again. Now it says 'Gitaa no Mana desu'. Lol. I have 9483506099 more silly ideas what things to use next so I guess I'll change it again soon. So! If anyone wants to hear Mana's voice, just call me :3 (preferably at night, then Homura-kun is turned off thus I won't answer the call).
< randomness>
I want to be an opera singer. < /randomness>
Oh! And I've learned of an interesting thing. My former Internet providing company (<- that's the last time I'm mentioning them o my blog I swearrr) was illegal *dies*. Great. And I was paying them for nearly two years. Gods, such things can happen only in poland ne *stabs the country with some sharp stick*.
Thursday, January 15, 2004
¯ ムック - 儚くとも
¯ ムック - 儚くとも
I'm contemplating changing my hairstyle so that I would have a fringe. Not a straight/even one, but something anime-like with bangs in the eyes and so on. Only having a fringe with my hair would mean that if I tied it into a ponytail, it would be even thinner than it already is. Like a 0,5 cm diameter o_O; But I don't wear ponytails anyway so I feel very tempted.
A survey about 2003
1. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before?
Talked in English casually. With Frenchmen XD'
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
Naww, resolutions are not me. Maybe, as I mentioned two entries ago, I'll learn to play an instrument though?
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Nein.
4. Did anyone close to you die?
Nein.
5. What countries did you visit?
Furansu.
6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003?
MONEYYYYYY!!!!!11!!!111!!! *dies*
7. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
Don't know o_O;
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Finally having an idea as to what will my future profession look like >_>. Also, cosplaying Akabane and Fudou.
9. What was your biggest failure?
Not finding a job (well that's because I haven't searched really XP) and not buying awesome things even though they were just in front of my nose (G&L Bibles and Jrock magazines). I feel like shooting myself for the latter.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Just the usual - bruises or cuts caused by the clumsiness of mine.
11. What was the best thing you bought?
Akabaneish hat, short black wig and a pair of Toshiyas ^_^. And lots of manga.
12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
Mine?
13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
Nobody's.
14. Where did most of your money go?
Oh god I do not know~~ @_@?
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Akabane. And going to Junku *_*
16. What song will always remind you of 2003?
Dialogue Symphonie! And 7097457 MUCC songs.
17. Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?
Happier.
ii. thinner or fatter?
Thinner. I think.
iii. richer or poorer?
Broke as always.
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Learn more French.
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Being lazy? I don't know~
20. How did you spend Christmas?
Sewing The Shirt.
22. Did you fall in love in 2003?
Nein.
23. How many one night stands?
None.
24. What was your favourite TV programme?
テレビ?何それ?
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Nope. I don't hate anyone.
26. What was the best book you read?
Ummm I don't know. Maybe something by Haruki Murakami...
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
MUCC!!! ムック!!!!! MUUUKKUUUUUUUUUUUUUU *dies* !!!!!!!!! Oh, and Moi dix Mois ^_^
28. What did you want and get?
New compy.
29. What did you want and not get?
More money, as usual^^;
30. What was your favourite film of this year?
Bara no Konrei X3 (And GetBackers as my fav anime)
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
Walked around being happy that I turned 20 and am not a teenager anymore.
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Shopping in Tokyo (materialistic me, haha)
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003?
Fufufu. Well, I got hooked on EGA (Elegant Gothic Aristocrat). Very much~. I also began to sew clothes myself which is a wonderful thing to do^^. Description? Hm, I'd say the usual: black, unsporty, elegant and very formal but this year in a more EGA-ized way. I introduced some white elements. Most often I can be found wearing all black with the collar and cuffs white and with lace/ruffles. Lace rules and I wear lots of it. So do long black robes (the longer the better - they must billow dramatically in the wind X3) (but not long black skirts because I dislike them) and hats. Oooh, hats <3. I started wearing hats in 2003 too. And jabots. And fancy collars. And brooches. And lace-trimmed gloves. And fake lip rings *scares little kids away*. And-- ok, the list is very long^^;
34. What kept you sane?
Well, I don't consider myself entirely sane anyway, so.. XD'
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Hm. I'd say Tatsurou~
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
Politics, baaaaahh.
37. Who did you miss?
Don't know.
38. Who was the best new person you met?
Beth and Mada ^_^
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003.
Can't think of one now - am too tired and sleepy.
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
"Minna shinde shimatta" ... Ahaha ok kidding *points to the excuse above*
Talked in English casually. With Frenchmen XD'
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
Naww, resolutions are not me. Maybe, as I mentioned two entries ago, I'll learn to play an instrument though?
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Nein.
4. Did anyone close to you die?
Nein.
5. What countries did you visit?
Furansu.
6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003?
MONEYYYYYY!!!!!11!!!111!!! *dies*
7. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
Don't know o_O;
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Finally having an idea as to what will my future profession look like >_>. Also, cosplaying Akabane and Fudou.
9. What was your biggest failure?
Not finding a job (well that's because I haven't searched really XP) and not buying awesome things even though they were just in front of my nose (G&L Bibles and Jrock magazines). I feel like shooting myself for the latter.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Just the usual - bruises or cuts caused by the clumsiness of mine.
11. What was the best thing you bought?
Akabaneish hat, short black wig and a pair of Toshiyas ^_^. And lots of manga.
12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
Mine?
13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
Nobody's.
14. Where did most of your money go?
Oh god I do not know~~ @_@?
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Akabane. And going to Junku *_*
16. What song will always remind you of 2003?
Dialogue Symphonie! And 7097457 MUCC songs.
17. Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?
Happier.
ii. thinner or fatter?
Thinner. I think.
iii. richer or poorer?
Broke as always.
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Learn more French.
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Being lazy? I don't know~
20. How did you spend Christmas?
Sewing The Shirt.
22. Did you fall in love in 2003?
Nein.
23. How many one night stands?
None.
24. What was your favourite TV programme?
テレビ?何それ?
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Nope. I don't hate anyone.
26. What was the best book you read?
Ummm I don't know. Maybe something by Haruki Murakami...
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
MUCC!!! ムック!!!!! MUUUKKUUUUUUUUUUUUUU *dies* !!!!!!!!! Oh, and Moi dix Mois ^_^
28. What did you want and get?
New compy.
29. What did you want and not get?
More money, as usual^^;
30. What was your favourite film of this year?
Bara no Konrei X3 (And GetBackers as my fav anime)
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
Walked around being happy that I turned 20 and am not a teenager anymore.
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Shopping in Tokyo (materialistic me, haha)
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003?
Fufufu. Well, I got hooked on EGA (Elegant Gothic Aristocrat). Very much~. I also began to sew clothes myself which is a wonderful thing to do^^. Description? Hm, I'd say the usual: black, unsporty, elegant and very formal but this year in a more EGA-ized way. I introduced some white elements. Most often I can be found wearing all black with the collar and cuffs white and with lace/ruffles. Lace rules and I wear lots of it. So do long black robes (the longer the better - they must billow dramatically in the wind X3) (but not long black skirts because I dislike them) and hats. Oooh, hats <3. I started wearing hats in 2003 too. And jabots. And fancy collars. And brooches. And lace-trimmed gloves. And fake lip rings *scares little kids away*. And-- ok, the list is very long^^;
34. What kept you sane?
Well, I don't consider myself entirely sane anyway, so.. XD'
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Hm. I'd say Tatsurou~
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
Politics, baaaaahh.
37. Who did you miss?
Don't know.
38. Who was the best new person you met?
Beth and Mada ^_^
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003.
Can't think of one now - am too tired and sleepy.
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
"Minna shinde shimatta" ... Ahaha ok kidding *points to the excuse above*
I changed the answering machine in Homura-kun (my cell phone). Again. Now it says 'Gitaa no Mana desu'. Lol. I have 9483506099 more silly ideas what things to use next so I guess I'll change it again soon. So! If anyone wants to hear Mana's voice, just call me :3 (preferably at night, then Homura-kun is turned off thus I won't answer the call).
< randomness>
I want to be an opera singer. < /randomness>
Oh! And I've learned of an interesting thing. My former Internet providing company (<- that's the last time I'm mentioning them o my blog I swearrr) was illegal *dies*. Great. And I was paying them for nearly two years. Gods, such things can happen only in poland ne *stabs the country with some sharp stick*.
Astarise enlightened the world @ 11:55 p.m.
Fyuuunn~ I've been neglecting the poor bloggie, haven't I? T-T~ That's because I was kind of busy: had to read Frankenstein (which was quite cool), write one essay (bwaa how I hate any kind of homework T___T), and lastly I had to burn *all* my files onto cds because the whole hd had to be formatted or something ireallydon'tknowwhybutijusthadto. Aghu how annoying ~_~. Several dozens of gigabytes had to be copied onto 700MB cds. I really hope I didn't forget to save anything...
But the good thing is I *finally* found 我、在ルベキ場所 lyrics *loves the person who romanized them*! Waii~ Now I can sing it *properly* (because I already know it by heart, but the words were as I heard them and made little sense^^;)
Also, I got a hold of the Schwarz Stein's Voice Message. Oh mein Gott! Kaya's voice~ is so freaking cute *___* It's something completely different from what he sounds like when singing~! And from what he looks like >_> He's so shy and quiet there. And then he gently laughs *_*~. So CUTE! Wahh I want to kidnap him, take him home and brush his hair >D. But seriously, I'd never expect him to talk like that. Waii~ *listens to it for the nth time*
Jrockers' Messages rule. I love and collect them. Because they're so much fun~ Like ムック talking about Harry Potter XD. And the way Miyavi speaks. Wah I caught like only 5 words from it T_T; And I love the beginning of one of Gackt's messages: "Uhhhh..... .. Ore.... Gakuto....." XD
Lookie what a beautiful cross I bought for my(beautiful)self yesterday!
Tuesday, January 13, 2004
¯ 蜉蝣 - 迷走本能
¯ 蜉蝣 - 迷走本能
Fyuuunn~ I've been neglecting the poor bloggie, haven't I? T-T~ That's because I was kind of busy: had to read Frankenstein (which was quite cool), write one essay (bwaa how I hate any kind of homework T___T), and lastly I had to burn *all* my files onto cds because the whole hd had to be formatted or something ireallydon'tknowwhybutijusthadto. Aghu how annoying ~_~. Several dozens of gigabytes had to be copied onto 700MB cds. I really hope I didn't forget to save anything...
But the good thing is I *finally* found 我、在ルベキ場所 lyrics *loves the person who romanized them*! Waii~ Now I can sing it *properly* (because I already know it by heart, but the words were as I heard them and made little sense^^;)
Also, I got a hold of the Schwarz Stein's Voice Message. Oh mein Gott! Kaya's voice~ is so freaking cute *___* It's something completely different from what he sounds like when singing~! And from what he looks like >_> He's so shy and quiet there. And then he gently laughs *_*~. So CUTE! Wahh I want to kidnap him, take him home and brush his hair >D. But seriously, I'd never expect him to talk like that. Waii~ *listens to it for the nth time*
Jrockers' Messages rule. I love and collect them. Because they're so much fun~ Like ムック talking about Harry Potter XD. And the way Miyavi speaks. Wah I caught like only 5 words from it T_T; And I love the beginning of one of Gackt's messages: "Uhhhh..... .. Ore.... Gakuto....." XD
Lookie what a beautiful cross I bought for my(beautiful)self yesterday!
Astarise enlightened the world @ 02:42 p.m.
Damnittt~ Why is it that I don't play any instrument?! And why do I realize that only now, being already twenty years old?!
This sucks, it really does. It's not that I have tried and just *can't* play anything - I actually never even tried *dies*. I don't know why. I just never thought of myself playing something.
I can draw (sort of), I can sew (sort of, haha), I can even sing (sort of) (<-meaning I'm not musically deaf or something) but I can't play any instrument. Bhhh~
I want to play the bass guitar. Or the harp. Or the organ. XDDD. But the only things I have are an old ebony piano (in need of serious tuning), and two normal guitars (also in need of tuning and some new strings) and they're at my grandparents' place. Ehh. Maybe one of my new year resolutions will be learning to play something? Maybe. I'm not very good at keeping resolutions (for exemple every year I promise myself to be timely XD')..
I have over 20.000 hits now. It's so touching Y-Y~~ Thank You all my visitors *bows deeply*
Also~ I have a cold. Woo XD. That's because yesterday it was -12 degrees and snowing and I, happily oblivious to everything outside (as usual), was running around without a hat. As a result, my head got frozen so much it started to hurt x_X. Fortunately I didn't get any frostbites anywhere ^_^~ Ah but I'm not really upset by having a cold. I haven't had one since over a year now~
Tuesday, January 6, 2004
¯ Aliene Ma'riage - 絶命
¯ Aliene Ma'riage - 絶命
Damnittt~ Why is it that I don't play any instrument?! And why do I realize that only now, being already twenty years old?!
This sucks, it really does. It's not that I have tried and just *can't* play anything - I actually never even tried *dies*. I don't know why. I just never thought of myself playing something.
I can draw (sort of), I can sew (sort of, haha), I can even sing (sort of) (<-meaning I'm not musically deaf or something) but I can't play any instrument. Bhhh~
I want to play the bass guitar. Or the harp. Or the organ. XDDD. But the only things I have are an old ebony piano (in need of serious tuning), and two normal guitars (also in need of tuning and some new strings) and they're at my grandparents' place. Ehh. Maybe one of my new year resolutions will be learning to play something? Maybe. I'm not very good at keeping resolutions (for exemple every year I promise myself to be timely XD')..
I have over 20.000 hits now. It's so touching Y-Y~~ Thank You all my visitors *bows deeply*
Also~ I have a cold. Woo XD. That's because yesterday it was -12 degrees and snowing and I, happily oblivious to everything outside (as usual), was running around without a hat. As a result, my head got frozen so much it started to hurt x_X. Fortunately I didn't get any frostbites anywhere ^_^~ Ah but I'm not really upset by having a cold. I haven't had one since over a year now~
Astarise enlightened the world @ 03:49 p.m.
Uh-oh. I think I've ruined my sleeping pattern. Lately I stay up until 3 or 4 am, fall asleep around 5 and wake at 5 pm, which means I don't get to see any sun during the 'day'. Uh... And I start school on Monday so I better change this x_X;
Also, next week *finally* I'm changing the Internet providing company.
a) I am deprived of money,
b) I am deprived of coffee,
c) I am deprived of Internet/compy.
Changing the providers will eliminate part c thus lower the possibility of me getting angry. Which is good, because I hate being angry X3
I want to hear something by ∀ile≠de[Σ]. Because it's ∀ile≠de[Σ] XDD! Man, can someone possibly think of a cooler/more wicked band name? Lol. It really amuses/intrigues me ^_^ Unfortunately, hard as I tried, I found nothing~
Oh! And since it's a new year and all, I'd like to wish all the best things to.. Japan ^_^. So that there are no floods/tornados/soldiers getting killed in Iraq/earthquakes anymore~ And I'd like to wish them that one day *I* graced their land with my wonderful person XD'
Friday, January 2, 2004
¯ Art Marju Duchain - Demon est Deus Inversus
¯ Art Marju Duchain - Demon est Deus Inversus
Uh-oh. I think I've ruined my sleeping pattern. Lately I stay up until 3 or 4 am, fall asleep around 5 and wake at 5 pm, which means I don't get to see any sun during the 'day'. Uh... And I start school on Monday so I better change this x_X;
Also, next week *finally* I'm changing the Internet providing company.
whinewhinewhine
And that would mean a decent connection. At last T_T. Because it's getting worse and worse now. Internet comes and goes and it's extremely unpredictable. One minute you're online and the other off. On - off - on - off - on - off---- graaah @_@. This is sick. Seriously. I'm so happy to have found other providers~~
I'm a very peaceful person. I practically never get angry unlessa) I am deprived of money,
b) I am deprived of coffee,
c) I am deprived of Internet/compy.
Changing the providers will eliminate part c thus lower the possibility of me getting angry. Which is good, because I hate being angry X3
I want to hear something by ∀ile≠de[Σ]. Because it's ∀ile≠de[Σ] XDD! Man, can someone possibly think of a cooler/more wicked band name? Lol. It really amuses/intrigues me ^_^ Unfortunately, hard as I tried, I found nothing~
Oh! And since it's a new year and all, I'd like to wish all the best things to.. Japan ^_^. So that there are no floods/tornados/soldiers getting killed in Iraq/earthquakes anymore~ And I'd like to wish them that one day *I* graced their land with my wonderful person XD'
Astarise enlightened the world @ 08:28 p.m.
Uwaah, time flies so fast I simply forgot how long I've had the Tatsurou layout on~ Almost two months *dies*. Naw, it's nothing bad, really. Actually I was so in love with it that I was very reluctant to make any change. Ahhh, Tatsurou-sama, in my eyes you were the best layout I've ever created <3 <3
As for this one - Mwahah. I'm still on Bara no Konrei high ^_^ And generally on MM high too. Ahhh, good old Malice Mizer <3~
Hm, but there's this thing I noticed only now. On this picture Kozi is a vampire, ne? Then how come he has this weird light on his face that looks remarkably like morning sunlight (and the clouds in the background)? The rest of the light/clouds I added myself because I thought it would look good, but I didn't really think of the nonsense of it all. Ah well. So he's a Daylight no Vampire^^;
Mmm. I love the filters I used on my links. I think they will stay like that on all my future layouts but only with colors changed.
Eh.. My hands look awful. Not only do I have numerous needle stabs on my fingers (from all this sewing), but I cut my finger a few moments ago T-T The damned thing doesn't want to stop bleeding too. Gross. I don't really like blood. Um! *waves the finger before the layout* Yohooo, セクシー バンパイアさん, look, it's blood~~~~.
*no reaction*. Geh, that's because he's a weird vampire^^;
There's smoke coming out from the window two floors below me. It doesn't look very scary, but it's a fire for sure. And fire always goes up. Up = me. So if I don't bleed myself to death from the finger cut, I'll probably die in a fire XD'
*randomly falls asleep*
Tuesday, December 30, 2003
¯ Malice Mizer - 聖なる刻永遠の祈り
¯ Malice Mizer - 聖なる刻永遠の祈り
Uwaah, time flies so fast I simply forgot how long I've had the Tatsurou layout on~ Almost two months *dies*. Naw, it's nothing bad, really. Actually I was so in love with it that I was very reluctant to make any change. Ahhh, Tatsurou-sama, in my eyes you were the best layout I've ever created <3 <3
As for this one - Mwahah. I'm still on Bara no Konrei high ^_^ And generally on MM high too. Ahhh, good old Malice Mizer <3~
Hm, but there's this thing I noticed only now. On this picture Kozi is a vampire, ne? Then how come he has this weird light on his face that looks remarkably like morning sunlight (and the clouds in the background)? The rest of the light/clouds I added myself because I thought it would look good, but I didn't really think of the nonsense of it all. Ah well. So he's a Daylight no Vampire^^;
Mmm. I love the filters I used on my links. I think they will stay like that on all my future layouts but only with colors changed.
Some more words about The Shirt blah blah
I added a tag on it that says 'Made by Astarise' >D. Yes I know it's silly but um.. yeah^^;;
And, the geeky side of me scanned the lace I used for the trimming. It isn't of best quality, but I think it's my favorite^^ It reminds me of a stained glass~~ so I call it like that.
Me: *kicks the door open and enters the shop* Yoshaaa~! 10 meters of Stained Glass no Lace wo kudasai! >D
SalesPerson: x_X Gehu?
And, the geeky side of me scanned the lace I used for the trimming. It isn't of best quality, but I think it's my favorite^^ It reminds me of a stained glass~~ so I call it like that.
Me: *kicks the door open and enters the shop* Yoshaaa~! 10 meters of Stained Glass no Lace wo kudasai! >D
SalesPerson: x_X Gehu?
Eh.. My hands look awful. Not only do I have numerous needle stabs on my fingers (from all this sewing), but I cut my finger a few moments ago T-T The damned thing doesn't want to stop bleeding too. Gross. I don't really like blood. Um! *waves the finger before the layout* Yohooo, セクシー バンパイアさん, look, it's blood~~~~.
*no reaction*. Geh, that's because he's a weird vampire^^;
There's smoke coming out from the window two floors below me. It doesn't look very scary, but it's a fire for sure. And fire always goes up. Up = me. So if I don't bleed myself to death from the finger cut, I'll probably die in a fire XD'
*randomly falls asleep*
Astarise enlightened the world @ 10:19 p.m.
Ohoho, I've been so hermitish lately. Today's the third day I'm spending all at home. A strange but not unpleasant feeling^^;
And during that time... I managed to sew a shirt XD. And completely from scratch too. Mwaaaahh I'm such a genius ^____^
A few days ago I found a piece of a good quality black fabric at my grandmother's and decided to make something from it. And wow, this is my first real/serious article of clothing I've made X3. Before I only based on already made things and just changed them a little. Or just made simple and not complicated things. I'm surprised that the shirt is quite wearable for my first thing like that. Sewing/cutting the sleeves was just awful. But I made them a little too tight in one place so I won't be able to lift my hands high. Ah, that's not a big problem ^^;
Here is a crappy sketch/project of it.
I think it's really cool and I'm extremely proud of it. Haha, how many of *you* can sew a shirt?! >XDDD
Eh. I'm sorry for this outburst, but I really like sewing. And when I look at my finished masterpiece I feel really proud of myself - two days ago it was just a piece of flat, useless fabric and now it's a shirt that will probably become one of my favorites ^_^
Other than that, I'm watching Naruto anime (I'm on episode 30-something now). Ghh. It's quite boring but I think it's one of those anime one just should know. Besides there's Orochimaru. Orochimaru. Orochachamaru X3' (<- aghu, I know it's extremely lame but I just had to^^;).
But I barely see any slash there. Maybe it's something with me, naa... I must watch more anime. More slashy anime *goes off to watch good old Peacemaker*~
Saturday, December 27, 2003
¯Duel Jewel - Chaste Sin
¯Duel Jewel - Chaste Sin
Ohoho, I've been so hermitish lately. Today's the third day I'm spending all at home. A strange but not unpleasant feeling^^;
And during that time... I managed to sew a shirt XD. And completely from scratch too. Mwaaaahh I'm such a genius ^____^
A few days ago I found a piece of a good quality black fabric at my grandmother's and decided to make something from it. And wow, this is my first real/serious article of clothing I've made X3. Before I only based on already made things and just changed them a little. Or just made simple and not complicated things. I'm surprised that the shirt is quite wearable for my first thing like that. Sewing/cutting the sleeves was just awful. But I made them a little too tight in one place so I won't be able to lift my hands high. Ah, that's not a big problem ^^;
Here is a crappy sketch/project of it.
I think it's really cool and I'm extremely proud of it. Haha, how many of *you* can sew a shirt?! >XDDD
Eh. I'm sorry for this outburst, but I really like sewing. And when I look at my finished masterpiece I feel really proud of myself - two days ago it was just a piece of flat, useless fabric and now it's a shirt that will probably become one of my favorites ^_^
Other than that, I'm watching Naruto anime (I'm on episode 30-something now). Ghh. It's quite boring but I think it's one of those anime one just should know. Besides there's Orochimaru. Orochimaru. Orochachamaru X3' (<- aghu, I know it's extremely lame but I just had to^^;).
But I barely see any slash there. Maybe it's something with me, naa... I must watch more anime. More slashy anime *goes off to watch good old Peacemaker*~
Astarise enlightened the world @ 10:54 p.m.
Juka and Kaya dressed in schoolgirl uniforms fanservicing a la Tatu?! WTH? I mean WTH?!?! Uhhh *brain fries*. And Mana with a big plastic hammer?! And and... other THINGS?! Oh god. I so need to see that @___@~
But seriously, Juka in a schoolgirl uniform is *not* something I can imagine. No matter how hard I try x_X;
It's things like these that make me want to go out and kick the nearest building/bench in frustration that I don't live in Japan.
Tuesday, December 23, 2003
¯ MUCC - Kurutta Kajitsu (wara) <3
¯ MUCC - Kurutta Kajitsu (wara) <3
Juka and Kaya dressed in schoolgirl uniforms fanservicing a la Tatu?! WTH? I mean WTH?!?! Uhhh *brain fries*. And Mana with a big plastic hammer?! And and... other THINGS?! Oh god. I so need to see that @___@~
But seriously, Juka in a schoolgirl uniform is *not* something I can imagine. No matter how hard I try x_X;
It's things like these that make me want to go out and kick the nearest building/bench in frustration that I don't live in Japan.
Astarise enlightened the world @ 03:43 p.m.
Christmas break - woo hoo~! This means two weeks of not having to do anything >:3 Maybe I'll finally clean my room o_O? I really should. I realized it when I tripped and fell down because my feet got entangled in a shirt x_x. And I bruised my knee ow oww.
Yesterday I watched Dark Water. ....... ..... ... .. .
What's with you people?! It's not *that* scary. Humph. Everyone who's already seen it kept telling me how terribly scary the movie is and that I'll have a trauma after it and such. >__>. Maybe it's something with me then, but I didn't find it overly scary naa. But all this talking resulted in me being scared before the movie even started XD'
Ohoho, but Dark Water gave me an idea how to scare some people by playing silly pranks on them.
Randomness of the day: Isshi - ,((._.)),
Damn this backwards country, really. Can someone please tell me where can I buy a white lipstick?! I searched and searched and found none. I'm getting sick of using my makeshift lipstick which is a combination of a white eyeshadow and lipgloss >_> I think I could buy it in one shop with theatrical accessories, but going there would be a little dangerous for me (my wallet to be exact >_>;) as I'd surely see some cool wig or such and be longing to buy it^^;
Sunday, December 21, 2003
¯HIM - Gone with the Sin
¯HIM - Gone with the Sin
Christmas break - woo hoo~! This means two weeks of not having to do anything >:3 Maybe I'll finally clean my room o_O? I really should. I realized it when I tripped and fell down because my feet got entangled in a shirt x_x. And I bruised my knee ow oww.
Yesterday I watched Dark Water. ....... ..... ... .. .
What's with you people?! It's not *that* scary. Humph. Everyone who's already seen it kept telling me how terribly scary the movie is and that I'll have a trauma after it and such. >__>. Maybe it's something with me then, but I didn't find it overly scary naa. But all this talking resulted in me being scared before the movie even started XD'
Ohoho, but Dark Water gave me an idea how to scare some people by playing silly pranks on them.
Idea 1 (Dark Water)
This would be directed at my imouto-kun, who has seen DW and, well... likes to be scared.
I'd just take a few hairs of my Akabane wig (long and black) and surreptitiously put them into her glass of water. That's all. She'd freak out. Bu~~t I don't think I'll do it. It would be really a really really mean/downright nasty thing and I'm not sure if I'm that evil. I'd have to be very angry with her to do it first. Ehhh and I don't remember the last time I was =X'
I'd just take a few hairs of my Akabane wig (long and black) and surreptitiously put them into her glass of water. That's all. She'd freak out. Bu~~t I don't think I'll do it. It would be really a really really mean/downright nasty thing and I'm not sure if I'm that evil. I'd have to be very angry with her to do it first. Ehhh and I don't remember the last time I was =X'
Idea 2 (The Ring)
Zan PV. It's extremely Ringish (I mean that it resembles the film on the tape), isn't it? So~ After a little modification (cutting out the DeG boys because cool/hot/pretty/cute things are not supposed to be in such tape, cutting out the sound and then recording it all on a tape), I could *cough* incidentally give (put into a bag or on a doorstep) it to somebody. But it would require some work so I also don't think I'll do it XP
Randomness of the day: Isshi - ,((._.)),
Damn this backwards country, really. Can someone please tell me where can I buy a white lipstick?! I searched and searched and found none. I'm getting sick of using my makeshift lipstick which is a combination of a white eyeshadow and lipgloss >_> I think I could buy it in one shop with theatrical accessories, but going there would be a little dangerous for me (my wallet to be exact >_>;) as I'd surely see some cool wig or such and be longing to buy it^^;
Astarise enlightened the world @ 08:57 p.m.
OMG, I cut my hair O_O! Haha... Only it's like 4 cm so there's hardly any difference XD. But I had to. Split ends yo >_> *cough* Anyway~
I downloaded this thing where Gackt sings something and looks like a Neo-wannabe: dark hair, no makeup and a long black very very Neo coat. Only he had no sunglasses. Saa~
Today (the rest of it) and tomorrow are not going to be pleasant for me. I will have to *study* >.<; You see, in October when I started school I came up with a little self-challenge. And it's a really stupid one. And definitely NOT recommended when you're NOT a student of philology in my school. After one year I got to know how the school's mechanism works and what to do to pass all the exams putting in as little work as possible >D' With experience like that, I decided to see how long I will last without ever once studying at home (touching the books/notes etc). And up till now I managed quite well with it. 'Up till now' because unfortunately I must give it up, as I have to write an essay for Friday. Ugh. I still haven't even thought about it... And I was informed about the deadline in October~
When it comes to my studies I am just so irresponsible and light-headed x_X; Bad example for my imouto naa... But there's nothing to worry - I will pass finals and everything. That I am sure of ^.^
-edit 21:49-
Um! How I want this calendar~. Especially the July/August part naa...
Ok back to writing *groans overdramatically*
Wednesday, December 17, 2003
¯ Shazna - Pink XD
¯ Shazna - Pink XD
OMG, I cut my hair O_O! Haha... Only it's like 4 cm so there's hardly any difference XD. But I had to. Split ends yo >_> *cough* Anyway~
I downloaded this thing where Gackt sings something and looks like a Neo-wannabe: dark hair, no makeup and a long black very very Neo coat. Only he had no sunglasses. Saa~
Today (the rest of it) and tomorrow are not going to be pleasant for me. I will have to *study* >.<; You see, in October when I started school I came up with a little self-challenge. And it's a really stupid one. And definitely NOT recommended when you're NOT a student of philology in my school. After one year I got to know how the school's mechanism works and what to do to pass all the exams putting in as little work as possible >D' With experience like that, I decided to see how long I will last without ever once studying at home (touching the books/notes etc). And up till now I managed quite well with it. 'Up till now' because unfortunately I must give it up, as I have to write an essay for Friday. Ugh. I still haven't even thought about it... And I was informed about the deadline in October~
When it comes to my studies I am just so irresponsible and light-headed x_X; Bad example for my imouto naa... But there's nothing to worry - I will pass finals and everything. That I am sure of ^.^
-edit 21:49-
Um! How I want this calendar~. Especially the July/August part naa...
Ok back to writing *groans overdramatically*
Astarise enlightened the world @ 04:01 p.m.
