INFO
Real name: Sonya
Aka: Astarise, In_Assiah
Age: Twenty
Sign: Sagittarius/Piggy
Location: Poland (blah)
Is: A college student
Height: 180cm
Hair: Blond/Red/Long/Wavy
Eyes: Gray/Blue/Green
FAVORITES
Music:
ムック, Moi dix Mois, Kagrra,, Pierrot, Merry, Duel Jewel, Malice Mizer, Plastic Tree, Schwarz Stein, - 雅 - Miyavi, 蜉蝣, Dir en Grey, Vidoll and so many more @_@~
Anime/Manga:
GetBackers, Saiyuuki, Yami no Matsuei, Record of Lodoss War (OAV), Honoo no Mirage, X/1999, Angel Sanctuary~
Love:
Ashram-sama, Akabane Kuroudo, Fuuma Kotarou, Genjou Sanzou, Amon, Kira Sakuya, Muraki Kazutaka, Darcia-sama
Jrockers:
Juka (Moi dix Mois), Tatsurou, Yukke (ムック), Kaoru, Toshiya (Dir en Grey), Kirito (Pierrot), Isshi (Kagrra,), Hayato (Duel Jewel), Hyde, Klaha, Gackt~
Other Bishies of Choice:
Monou Fuuma, Sakurazuka Seishirou, Watari Yutaka, Sha Gojyo, Cho Hakkai, Goujun, Hijikata Toshizo, Kamuro Ishigami, Nicholas D. Wolfwood, Kenren Taishou, Tenpou Gensui, Tatsumi Seiichirou, Miroku Natsuhiko, Fudou Takuma, Kagami Kyouji, Nobutsuna Naoe, D, Katou Yue, Yuki Eiri, Legato Bluesummers, Sohryuu (YnM), Tohda, Zakuro, Oshitari Yuushi, K, Hisoka (HxH), Allen Schezar (only the movie one), Katsu (Tsukioka Tsunan), Hiko Seijuro, Saitou Hajime (both RK and PmK^^), Hikitsu, Uriel, Nakago, Akutabi Gamma, Aakaado, Kigai Yuuto, Asagi Shougo, Treize Kusherenada, Milgazia, Fujiwara no Sai, Frey, Tieh, Sohma Shigure, Sohma Ayame, Kigai Yuuto, Tsuzuki Asato
Seiyuu:
Seki Toshihiko, Hayami Shou, Kamiya Akira, Ishida Akira, Okiayu Ryoutarou, Tobita Nobuo, Inoue Kazuhiko, Koyasu Takehito, Nakata Jouji, Suwabe Jun'ichi, Miki Shin'ichirou, Takaya Kuroda, Gackt XD
Reads/stalks:
~ Akarui
~ Arin
~ Beth
~ Corny
~ Doc
~ Dolores
~ Eline
~ Goldfish
~ Koji
~ Mada
~ Mari
~ Nadia
~ Nozomi
~ Sei
~ Set
~ Sf
~ Szyszka
~ WhiteCat
Layout:
Tatsurou, the vocalist of MUCC. I am currently very in love with his voice. It's so strong, powerful, dark, deep and husky ahhh *dies*. But I'd mostly call it powerful. It makes me want to take some perfect quality amplifiers, climb onto my roof and play MUCC songs so loud that the whole city would quake. Ahaha^^;
Archives:
01.02.02,5.03.04.05.06.07.08.09.10.11.12.13.14.15.16.17.18.19.20
Fanlistings etc~
TagBoard Pitas^^
LiveJournal: here
Email: here
AIM: Astarise (duh..)
Real name: Sonya
Aka: Astarise, In_Assiah
Age: Twenty
Sign: Sagittarius/Piggy
Location: Poland (blah)
Is: A college student
Height: 180cm
Hair: Blond/Red/Long/Wavy
Eyes: Gray/Blue/Green
FAVORITES
Music:
ムック, Moi dix Mois, Kagrra,, Pierrot, Merry, Duel Jewel, Malice Mizer, Plastic Tree, Schwarz Stein, - 雅 - Miyavi, 蜉蝣, Dir en Grey, Vidoll and so many more @_@~
Anime/Manga:
GetBackers, Saiyuuki, Yami no Matsuei, Record of Lodoss War (OAV), Honoo no Mirage, X/1999, Angel Sanctuary~
Love:
Ashram-sama, Akabane Kuroudo, Fuuma Kotarou, Genjou Sanzou, Amon, Kira Sakuya, Muraki Kazutaka, Darcia-sama
Jrockers:
Juka (Moi dix Mois), Tatsurou, Yukke (ムック), Kaoru, Toshiya (Dir en Grey), Kirito (Pierrot), Isshi (Kagrra,), Hayato (Duel Jewel), Hyde, Klaha, Gackt~
Other Bishies of Choice:
Monou Fuuma, Sakurazuka Seishirou, Watari Yutaka, Sha Gojyo, Cho Hakkai, Goujun, Hijikata Toshizo, Kamuro Ishigami, Nicholas D. Wolfwood, Kenren Taishou, Tenpou Gensui, Tatsumi Seiichirou, Miroku Natsuhiko, Fudou Takuma, Kagami Kyouji, Nobutsuna Naoe, D, Katou Yue, Yuki Eiri, Legato Bluesummers, Sohryuu (YnM), Tohda, Zakuro, Oshitari Yuushi, K, Hisoka (HxH), Allen Schezar (only the movie one), Katsu (Tsukioka Tsunan), Hiko Seijuro, Saitou Hajime (both RK and PmK^^), Hikitsu, Uriel, Nakago, Akutabi Gamma, Aakaado, Kigai Yuuto, Asagi Shougo, Treize Kusherenada, Milgazia, Fujiwara no Sai, Frey, Tieh, Sohma Shigure, Sohma Ayame, Kigai Yuuto, Tsuzuki Asato
Seiyuu:
Seki Toshihiko, Hayami Shou, Kamiya Akira, Ishida Akira, Okiayu Ryoutarou, Tobita Nobuo, Inoue Kazuhiko, Koyasu Takehito, Nakata Jouji, Suwabe Jun'ichi, Miki Shin'ichirou, Takaya Kuroda, Gackt XD
Reads/stalks:
~ Akarui
~ Arin
~ Beth
~ Corny
~ Doc
~ Dolores
~ Eline
~ Goldfish
~ Koji
~ Mada
~ Mari
~ Nadia
~ Nozomi
~ Sei
~ Set
~ Sf
~ Szyszka
~ WhiteCat
Layout:
Tatsurou, the vocalist of MUCC. I am currently very in love with his voice. It's so strong, powerful, dark, deep and husky ahhh *dies*. But I'd mostly call it powerful. It makes me want to take some perfect quality amplifiers, climb onto my roof and play MUCC songs so loud that the whole city would quake. Ahaha^^;
Archives:
Fanlistings etc~
LiveJournal: here
Email: here
AIM: Astarise (duh..)
Saturday, December 27, 2003
¯ Duel Jewel - Chaste Sin
¯ Duel Jewel - Chaste Sin
Ohoho, I've been so hermitish lately. Today's the third day I'm spending all at home. A strange but not unpleasant feeling^^;
And during that time... I managed to sew a shirt XD. And completely from scratch too. Mwaaaahh I'm such a genius ^____^
A few days ago I found a piece of a good quality black fabric at my grandmother's and decided to make something from it. And wow, this is my first real/serious article of clothing I've made X3. Before I only based on already made things and just changed them a little. Or just made simple and not complicated things. I'm surprised that the shirt is quite wearable for my first thing like that. Sewing/cutting the sleeves was just awful. But I made them a little too tight in one place so I won't be able to lift my hands high. Ah, that's not a big problem ^^;
Here is a crappy sketch/project of it.
I think it's really cool and I'm extremely proud of it. Haha, how many of *you* can sew a shirt?! >XDDD
Eh. I'm sorry for this outburst, but I really like sewing. And when I look at my finished masterpiece I feel really proud of myself - two days ago it was just a piece of flat, useless fabric and now it's a shirt that will probably become one of my favorites ^_^
Other than that, I'm watching Naruto anime (I'm on episode 30-something now). Ghh. It's quite boring but I think it's one of those anime one just should know. Besides there's Orochimaru. Orochimaru. Orochachamaru X3' (<- aghu, I know it's extremely lame but I just had to^^;).
But I barely see any slash there. Maybe it's something with me, naa... I must watch more anime. More slashy anime *goes off to watch good old Peacemaker*~
Astarise enlightened the world @ 10:54 p.m.
Juka and Kaya dressed in schoolgirl uniforms fanservicing a la Tatu?! WTH? I mean WTH?!?! Uhhh *brain fries*. And Mana with a big plastic hammer?! And and... other THINGS?! Oh god. I so need to see that @___@~
But seriously, Juka in a schoolgirl uniform is *not* something I can imagine. No matter how hard I try x_X;
It's things like these that make me want to go out and kick the nearest building/bench in frustration that I don't live in Japan.
Tuesday, December 23, 2003
¯ MUCC - Kurutta Kajitsu (wara) <3
¯ MUCC - Kurutta Kajitsu (wara) <3
Juka and Kaya dressed in schoolgirl uniforms fanservicing a la Tatu?! WTH? I mean WTH?!?! Uhhh *brain fries*. And Mana with a big plastic hammer?! And and... other THINGS?! Oh god. I so need to see that @___@~
But seriously, Juka in a schoolgirl uniform is *not* something I can imagine. No matter how hard I try x_X;
It's things like these that make me want to go out and kick the nearest building/bench in frustration that I don't live in Japan.
Astarise enlightened the world @ 03:43 p.m.
Christmas break - woo hoo~! This means two weeks of not having to do anything >:3 Maybe I'll finally clean my room o_O? I really should. I realized it when I tripped and fell down because my feet got entangled in a shirt x_x. And I bruised my knee ow oww.
Yesterday I watched Dark Water. ....... ..... ... .. .
What's with you people?! It's not *that* scary. Humph. Everyone who's already seen it kept telling me how terribly scary the movie is and that I'll have a trauma after it and such. >__>. Maybe it's something with me then, but I didn't find it overly scary naa. But all this talking resulted in me being scared before the movie even started XD'
Ohoho, but Dark Water gave me an idea how to scare some people by playing silly pranks on them.
Randomness of the day: Isshi - ,((._.)),
Damn this backwards country, really. Can someone please tell me where can I buy a white lipstick?! I searched and searched and found none. I'm getting sick of using my makeshift lipstick which is a combination of a white eyeshadow and lipgloss >_> I think I could buy it in one shop with theatrical accessories, but going there would be a little dangerous for me (my wallet to be exact >_>;) as I'd surely see some cool wig or such and be longing to buy it^^;
Sunday, December 21, 2003
¯ HIM - Gone with the Sin
¯ HIM - Gone with the Sin
Christmas break - woo hoo~! This means two weeks of not having to do anything >:3 Maybe I'll finally clean my room o_O? I really should. I realized it when I tripped and fell down because my feet got entangled in a shirt x_x. And I bruised my knee ow oww.
Yesterday I watched Dark Water. ....... ..... ... .. .
What's with you people?! It's not *that* scary. Humph. Everyone who's already seen it kept telling me how terribly scary the movie is and that I'll have a trauma after it and such. >__>. Maybe it's something with me then, but I didn't find it overly scary naa. But all this talking resulted in me being scared before the movie even started XD'
Ohoho, but Dark Water gave me an idea how to scare some people by playing silly pranks on them.
Idea 1 (Dark Water)
This would be directed at my imouto-kun, who has seen DW and, well... likes to be scared.
I'd just take a few hairs of my Akabane wig (long and black) and surreptitiously put them into her glass of water. That's all. She'd freak out. Bu~~t I don't think I'll do it. It would be really a really really mean/downright nasty thing and I'm not sure if I'm that evil. I'd have to be very angry with her to do it first. Ehhh and I don't remember the last time I was =X'
I'd just take a few hairs of my Akabane wig (long and black) and surreptitiously put them into her glass of water. That's all. She'd freak out. Bu~~t I don't think I'll do it. It would be really a really really mean/downright nasty thing and I'm not sure if I'm that evil. I'd have to be very angry with her to do it first. Ehhh and I don't remember the last time I was =X'
Idea 2 (The Ring)
Zan PV. It's extremely Ringish (I mean that it resembles the film on the tape), isn't it? So~ After a little modification (cutting out the DeG boys because cool/hot/pretty/cute things are not supposed to be in such tape, cutting out the sound and then recording it all on a tape), I could *cough* incidentally give (put into a bag or on a doorstep) it to somebody. But it would require some work so I also don't think I'll do it XP
Randomness of the day: Isshi - ,((._.)),
Damn this backwards country, really. Can someone please tell me where can I buy a white lipstick?! I searched and searched and found none. I'm getting sick of using my makeshift lipstick which is a combination of a white eyeshadow and lipgloss >_> I think I could buy it in one shop with theatrical accessories, but going there would be a little dangerous for me (my wallet to be exact >_>;) as I'd surely see some cool wig or such and be longing to buy it^^;
Astarise enlightened the world @ 08:57 p.m.
OMG, I cut my hair O_O! Haha... Only it's like 4 cm so there's hardly any difference XD. But I had to. Split ends yo >_> *cough* Anyway~
I downloaded this thing where Gackt sings something and looks like a Neo-wannabe: dark hair, no makeup and a long black very very Neo coat. Only he had no sunglasses. Saa~
Today (the rest of it) and tomorrow are not going to be pleasant for me. I will have to *study* >.<; You see, in October when I started school I came up with a little self-challenge. And it's a really stupid one. And definitely NOT recommended when you're NOT a student of philology in my school. After one year I got to know how the school's mechanism works and what to do to pass all the exams putting in as little work as possible >D' With experience like that, I decided to see how long I will last without ever once studying at home (touching the books/notes etc). And up till now I managed quite well with it. 'Up till now' because unfortunately I must give it up, as I have to write an essay for Friday. Ugh. I still haven't even thought about it... And I was informed about the deadline in October~
When it comes to my studies I am just so irresponsible and light-headed x_X; Bad example for my imouto naa... But there's nothing to worry - I will pass finals and everything. That I am sure of ^.^
-edit 21:49-
Um! How I want this calendar~. Especially the July/August part naa...
Ok back to writing *groans overdramatically*
Wednesday, December 17, 2003
¯ Shazna - Pink XD
¯ Shazna - Pink XD
OMG, I cut my hair O_O! Haha... Only it's like 4 cm so there's hardly any difference XD. But I had to. Split ends yo >_> *cough* Anyway~
I downloaded this thing where Gackt sings something and looks like a Neo-wannabe: dark hair, no makeup and a long black very very Neo coat. Only he had no sunglasses. Saa~
Today (the rest of it) and tomorrow are not going to be pleasant for me. I will have to *study* >.<; You see, in October when I started school I came up with a little self-challenge. And it's a really stupid one. And definitely NOT recommended when you're NOT a student of philology in my school. After one year I got to know how the school's mechanism works and what to do to pass all the exams putting in as little work as possible >D' With experience like that, I decided to see how long I will last without ever once studying at home (touching the books/notes etc). And up till now I managed quite well with it. 'Up till now' because unfortunately I must give it up, as I have to write an essay for Friday. Ugh. I still haven't even thought about it... And I was informed about the deadline in October~
When it comes to my studies I am just so irresponsible and light-headed x_X; Bad example for my imouto naa... But there's nothing to worry - I will pass finals and everything. That I am sure of ^.^
-edit 21:49-
Um! How I want this calendar~. Especially the July/August part naa...
Ok back to writing *groans overdramatically*
Astarise enlightened the world @ 04:01 p.m.
Humph. I was going to write a normal entori but unfortunately I don't think I'll be able to do it now. Please forgive me the excessive use of caps, emoticons, incoherency and fangirlism >_>;
I'VE JUST SEEN BARA NO KONREI!!! Bara no Kooooonreeeeeiii!!! Gyah I feel so high from it *_* That movie just rocked. And it wasn't cheesy. Um, it wasn't *that* cheesy I mean. Unfortunately *in my opinion* anything concerning vampires is inevitably cheesy *gets lapidated by Anne Rice fans*. Ouchies x_X That's only what *I* think at least.
But Bara no Konrei was so much fuuun~ And everyone looked so pretty *__* I was torn between drooling over Klaha [and Klaha's pretty clothes - man, I really think he (in the MM era) is one of the best dressed Jrockers (excluding Gardenia haha) ever] and Kozi. Wow, Kozi's so hot and I notice it only now x_X?. Mana was cute in his own Mana way^^; Oh and Yu~ki was cool too - Count Dra-- Er, that would be the EARL OF DRACULA as they put it^^ How shweet. The Engrish in the subs was just LETHAL. I really did not get some scenes because of it... And there was Kotori-- I mean Klaha in his dream fufufu XD
I'm in a very Malice Mizer mood right now. Waiii~ And IT WASN'T CHEESY - IT WAS COOL >P. I'm off to watch it again (third time today haha XD)
Saturday, December 13, 2003
¯ メトロノーム - 三つ数える
¯ メトロノーム - 三つ数える
Humph. I was going to write a normal entori but unfortunately I don't think I'll be able to do it now. Please forgive me the excessive use of caps, emoticons, incoherency and fangirlism >_>;
I'VE JUST SEEN BARA NO KONREI!!! Bara no Kooooonreeeeeiii!!! Gyah I feel so high from it *_* That movie just rocked. And it wasn't cheesy. Um, it wasn't *that* cheesy I mean. Unfortunately *in my opinion* anything concerning vampires is inevitably cheesy *gets lapidated by Anne Rice fans*. Ouchies x_X That's only what *I* think at least.
But Bara no Konrei was so much fuuun~ And everyone looked so pretty *__* I was torn between drooling over Klaha [and Klaha's pretty clothes - man, I really think he (in the MM era) is one of the best dressed Jrockers (excluding Gardenia haha) ever] and Kozi. Wow, Kozi's so hot and I notice it only now x_X?. Mana was cute in his own Mana way^^; Oh and Yu~ki was cool too - Count Dra-- Er, that would be the EARL OF DRACULA as they put it^^ How shweet. The Engrish in the subs was just LETHAL. I really did not get some scenes because of it... And there was Kotori-- I mean Klaha in his dream fufufu XD
I'm in a very Malice Mizer mood right now. Waiii~ And IT WASN'T CHEESY - IT WAS COOL >P. I'm off to watch it again (third time today haha XD)
Astarise enlightened the world @ 04:28 p.m.
Mein Gott, this song is just so awesome *_* I completely lack the words to describe its greatness. Ten no michi. Hito no michi. *chants it like a madwoman* @_@
Other than that - mwyhyyhy, my evil plan has finally succeeded >D (well it wasn't 'evil' actually but it sounds cool XD'). My family decided not to watch television anymore and we put the tv set into the basement >DDD Well that's because I generally hate television and don't watch it at all (<- people don't believe me when I tell them this T_T) for over a year or so (during that time there were only 2 exceptions in form of some movies) and whenever somebody was watching something (the news most likely) I persistently complained, whined and so~ And I succeeded. Now I can proudly say that there's no tv set in my house >D
Randomnessity (<- is that a word?) ahead:
I made an Akira collar, yay~
You have a レター sent to You ^^~~ *waves with all the hands she has (<- o_O;)* Tell me when You get it, ok?
Aw *hugs You back* (because You're also sort of 'back' ne^^). And Saiyuuki layouts forever! *plans to make one soon*
Mada, this shea butter lip balm is fantastic *_* I want to eat it x.x You sure it's not edible? XD' Thanks again anyway^^
Wednesday, December 10, 2003
¯ Guruguru Eigakan - Bonjin no Susume
¯ Guruguru Eigakan - Bonjin no Susume
Mein Gott, this song is just so awesome *_* I completely lack the words to describe its greatness. Ten no michi. Hito no michi. *chants it like a madwoman* @_@
Other than that - mwyhyyhy, my evil plan has finally succeeded >D (well it wasn't 'evil' actually but it sounds cool XD'). My family decided not to watch television anymore and we put the tv set into the basement >DDD Well that's because I generally hate television and don't watch it at all (<- people don't believe me when I tell them this T_T) for over a year or so (during that time there were only 2 exceptions in form of some movies) and whenever somebody was watching something (the news most likely) I persistently complained, whined and so~ And I succeeded. Now I can proudly say that there's no tv set in my house >D
Randomnessity (<- is that a word?) ahead:
I made an Akira collar, yay~
You have a レター sent to You ^^~~ *waves with all the hands she has (<- o_O;)* Tell me when You get it, ok?
Aw *hugs You back* (because You're also sort of 'back' ne^^). And Saiyuuki layouts forever! *plans to make one soon*
Mada, this shea butter lip balm is fantastic *_* I want to eat it x.x You sure it's not edible? XD' Thanks again anyway^^
Astarise enlightened the world @ 05:30 p.m.
I think I have a mental illness. It's about being late. And I'm serious now - it's not just another complaining in a funny way. For the past two months I was *not* late for school only three times T______T It's really sad. I don't know how it happens. I try to be timely, I really do. But regardless of what I do, in the end things turn out so nastily that I dash out of the house always after the time I should have. I just CANNOT make it on time no matter what I do T_T; Now even all the teachers have gotten used to me coming to classes 15 minutes late T_T
And what heavy and evil irony today happened - I woke up extremely early (x_@~) and was very happy when I was waiting for the tram because according to my calculations (<- yes I do make calculations about things like that^^;) I would not be late. But I waited and waited... And you know what? It appeared that one tram broke down a few stops before me and thus stopped the traffic completely x_X!!!
Anyway^^;
Thank You everybody for the b-day wishes so much *hugs you all* <3 <3 <3~~~~~~~~!
Ah, and a little explanation - what this creature meant by 'happy birthday, kisama' was not to offend me^^; It's a sort of inside joke ne. Does anyone here watch Sakigake Cromartie High? No? Then you should and I really mean it >D Anyway, there was this part when they sang 'happy birthday, kisama~' or 'happy birthday, omae~'. So because it was kinda appropriate, my sister was singing this to me all day^^;
So much for the explanation har har~
Randomness: The Dialogue Symphonie PV about which I wrote some time ago is not an original thing. It's a fan-made. So I was right by thinking that MdM don't have a PV yet~
Mnnn. An awful thing happened to me a few hours ago. I swallowed my chewing gum x________X. AGAIN (this happens to me quite often >.<;). Damn, it feels so gross~
I can feel it... stuck... in my oesophagus... slowly mowing down... to my stomach x.x Augh it's so awful. Like a menthol/eucalytpus alien o_O~ Wahhhh, I want to dieee~~ >.<
On the other hand - I feel so Christmasy ^_^~!
I was going home by bus, angsting about the gum in my oesophagus when I noticed all those Christmas lights and decorations spread around the city. Ok, I know they've been here longer but I somehow noticed it only today^^; It was dark already and all those lamps on the trees and buildings looked so pretty~ Made me feel so WAFFy ^__^~
Friday, December 5, 2003
¯ Gackt - Lust for Blood
¯ Gackt - Lust for Blood
I think I have a mental illness. It's about being late. And I'm serious now - it's not just another complaining in a funny way. For the past two months I was *not* late for school only three times T______T It's really sad. I don't know how it happens. I try to be timely, I really do. But regardless of what I do, in the end things turn out so nastily that I dash out of the house always after the time I should have. I just CANNOT make it on time no matter what I do T_T; Now even all the teachers have gotten used to me coming to classes 15 minutes late T_T
And what heavy and evil irony today happened - I woke up extremely early (x_@~) and was very happy when I was waiting for the tram because according to my calculations (<- yes I do make calculations about things like that^^;) I would not be late. But I waited and waited... And you know what? It appeared that one tram broke down a few stops before me and thus stopped the traffic completely x_X!!!
Anyway^^;
Thank You everybody for the b-day wishes so much *hugs you all* <3 <3 <3~~~~~~~~!
Ah, and a little explanation - what this creature meant by 'happy birthday, kisama' was not to offend me^^; It's a sort of inside joke ne. Does anyone here watch Sakigake Cromartie High? No? Then you should and I really mean it >D Anyway, there was this part when they sang 'happy birthday, kisama~' or 'happy birthday, omae~'. So because it was kinda appropriate, my sister was singing this to me all day^^;
So much for the explanation har har~
Randomness: The Dialogue Symphonie PV about which I wrote some time ago is not an original thing. It's a fan-made. So I was right by thinking that MdM don't have a PV yet~
Mnnn. An awful thing happened to me a few hours ago. I swallowed my chewing gum x________X. AGAIN (this happens to me quite often >.<;). Damn, it feels so gross~
I can feel it... stuck... in my oesophagus... slowly mowing down... to my stomach x.x Augh it's so awful. Like a menthol/eucalytpus alien o_O~ Wahhhh, I want to dieee~~ >.<
On the other hand - I feel so Christmasy ^_^~!
I was going home by bus, angsting about the gum in my oesophagus when I noticed all those Christmas lights and decorations spread around the city. Ok, I know they've been here longer but I somehow noticed it only today^^; It was dark already and all those lamps on the trees and buildings looked so pretty~ Made me feel so WAFFy ^__^~
Astarise enlightened the world @ 08:48 p.m.
Ekhm ekhm *officially (and ostentatiously) changes the 'NINETEEN' to 'TWENTY' in her info thingy* Thassright - I'M NOT A TEENAGER ANYMORREEEEEE!! Woohoo, now how cool is that XDDD Ahh I'm such an adult naa~~
Now I'll be often found saying things like "Ah, unfortunately I love to play music deafeningly loud, like a teenager" or "How teenager of you~" >DDD
One's own birthday is the best thing XD. I'm on a natural high because of it, I guess~
Thursday, December 4, 2003
¯ Nightmare - Jiyanizumu Tsu~ Shougai Minagoroshi
¯ Nightmare - Jiyanizumu Tsu~ Shougai Minagoroshi
Ekhm ekhm *officially (and ostentatiously) changes the 'NINETEEN' to 'TWENTY' in her info thingy* Thassright - I'M NOT A TEENAGER ANYMORREEEEEE!! Woohoo, now how cool is that XDDD Ahh I'm such an adult naa~~
Now I'll be often found saying things like "Ah, unfortunately I love to play music deafeningly loud, like a teenager" or "How teenager of you~" >DDD
One's own birthday is the best thing XD. I'm on a natural high because of it, I guess~
Astarise enlightened the world @ 05:26 p.m.
Yare yare. Where the hell has the 'old' me disappeared to? I mean... I realized it only today... two weeks ago it was the 23d of November - Akabane's birthday. And I missed it. And I don't feel bad about it *now*.
Being the me from half a year ago, no make it shorter, like 3 months, I would celebrate it in a very fangirlish way (<- euphemism). And now I'm like 'pfffffff, so what'. Good. This means I am officially over with my GetBackers obsession ^_^ Very good.
I'm linking back Arin-san because she's been kind enough to link me. Thank You <3~~~ And for the nice words too <3~~~ Aw, and don't envy me Angel Sanctuary. It's a rather popular title so I'm sure You'll be able to find the manga/anime somewhere soon^^ Ah I remember the time when *I* was dying to have it~ So I understand You very well ^_^
Oh yeah, *adds a ',' to 'Kagrra' on her music list* I should've done it earlier but I forgot^^; Woo, go Kagrra,! Go~! XD
Wednesday, December 3, 2003
¯ Syndrome - Fiction
¯ Syndrome - Fiction
Yare yare. Where the hell has the 'old' me disappeared to? I mean... I realized it only today... two weeks ago it was the 23d of November - Akabane's birthday. And I missed it. And I don't feel bad about it *now*.
Being the me from half a year ago, no make it shorter, like 3 months, I would celebrate it in a very fangirlish way (<- euphemism). And now I'm like 'pfffffff, so what'. Good. This means I am officially over with my GetBackers obsession ^_^ Very good.
I'm linking back Arin-san because she's been kind enough to link me. Thank You <3~~~ And for the nice words too <3~~~ Aw, and don't envy me Angel Sanctuary. It's a rather popular title so I'm sure You'll be able to find the manga/anime somewhere soon^^ Ah I remember the time when *I* was dying to have it~ So I understand You very well ^_^
Oh yeah, *adds a ',' to 'Kagrra' on her music list* I should've done it earlier but I forgot^^; Woo, go Kagrra,! Go~! XD
Astarise enlightened the world @ 08:01 p.m.
*yawns* アイム ベック。 Ahh, it's December already~. The coolest month of 'em all XDD
♥Hmm. I've noticed that, usually, after a break version people change their layouts. Well no such thing here as I am way too much in love with this one *hugs Tatsurou and the brushes* ^_^;
♥ I got Fruits Basket 4 and 5. Now I have the series more or less completed (half in French half in Japanese^^;). But... now my three long manga shelves are full~~~ I won't be able to fit in anything else there T_T~ No, that's not a bad thing actually *is proud of her collection*. I can always start a fourth one ne^^
♥ I made myself a couple of MUCC buttons/badges. You know, round pin-thingies with pictures. Ehhhh, badges are *so* not my style but I wear them anyway. Ok, so I wear only one, on my bag, and it's black and white so it's not so badly OOC. I feel so ムックed *^.^*~
♥ *snaps fingers* Yukke. And it even sorta matches *this* layout. I feel so ムックed *^.^*~ (I know I'm repeating myself here XP)
♥ Oooh, Miyavi *likes the layout very much*! And, omg, Your Friday entry! Those are so my opinions~! And *Moi dix Mois* Mana! And *Tatsurou*!! We must meet asap so I could finally bore somebody with my obsessions (<- how cruel of me^^;).
Because... *sniffs* I don't have anyone in RL to talk about jrock to T_T Well, I do talk to my sister nevertheless but she's only into Prince of Tennis/seiyuu from PoT *groans*. So there's not much understanding between us... Everyday situation:
Me: Ne, ne, ne! *wants to say something*
Sis: Is it something about jrock *again*? *rolls eyes*
But it's the same the other way round:
Sis: Ne, ne, ne! *wants to say something*
Me: Is it something about PoT *again*? *rolls eyes*
Ah world, world, you have too few decent people here naa.
♥ Just when I was beginning to think that Peacemaker is one of the best things out there, they came up with episode 8 and it was just too bleeeehhh >_O. I do hope the next ones will be as good as the previous. That means lots of Yoshida, Hijikata and Saitou~~~~~~!
♥ And because of some wicked/sick idon'tknowwhat thing I just cannot download raw Saiyuuki Reload T_T Have to wait for the subs. Ahh, I so want book 3, btw~
That's it for now , I guess. It's nice to blog again but... I must admit I was tempted to make the hiatus last much much longer - a month or two. I have some issues about generally being a fan and am not happy because of them. Yeah yeah, I know I take it all too seriously >_>;
Tuesday, December 2, 2003
¯ Malice Mizer - 血塗られた果実
¯ Malice Mizer - 血塗られた果実
*yawns* アイム ベック。 Ahh, it's December already~. The coolest month of 'em all XDD
♥Hmm. I've noticed that, usually, after a break version people change their layouts. Well no such thing here as I am way too much in love with this one *hugs Tatsurou and the brushes* ^_^;
♥ I got Fruits Basket 4 and 5. Now I have the series more or less completed (half in French half in Japanese^^;). But... now my three long manga shelves are full~~~ I won't be able to fit in anything else there T_T~ No, that's not a bad thing actually *is proud of her collection*. I can always start a fourth one ne^^
♥ I made myself a couple of MUCC buttons/badges. You know, round pin-thingies with pictures. Ehhhh, badges are *so* not my style but I wear them anyway. Ok, so I wear only one, on my bag, and it's black and white so it's not so badly OOC. I feel so ムックed *^.^*~
♥ *snaps fingers* Yukke. And it even sorta matches *this* layout. I feel so ムックed *^.^*~ (I know I'm repeating myself here XP)
♥ Oooh, Miyavi *likes the layout very much*! And, omg, Your Friday entry! Those are so my opinions~! And *Moi dix Mois* Mana! And *Tatsurou*!! We must meet asap so I could finally bore somebody with my obsessions (<- how cruel of me^^;).
Because... *sniffs* I don't have anyone in RL to talk about jrock to T_T Well, I do talk to my sister nevertheless but she's only into Prince of Tennis/seiyuu from PoT *groans*. So there's not much understanding between us... Everyday situation:
Me: Ne, ne, ne! *wants to say something*
Sis: Is it something about jrock *again*? *rolls eyes*
But it's the same the other way round:
Sis: Ne, ne, ne! *wants to say something*
Me: Is it something about PoT *again*? *rolls eyes*
Ah world, world, you have too few decent people here naa.
♥ Just when I was beginning to think that Peacemaker is one of the best things out there, they came up with episode 8 and it was just too bleeeehhh >_O. I do hope the next ones will be as good as the previous. That means lots of Yoshida, Hijikata and Saitou~~~~~~!
♥ And because of some wicked/sick idon'tknowwhat thing I just cannot download raw Saiyuuki Reload T_T Have to wait for the subs. Ahh, I so want book 3, btw~
That's it for now , I guess. It's nice to blog again but... I must admit I was tempted to make the hiatus last much much longer - a month or two. I have some issues about generally being a fan and am not happy because of them. Yeah yeah, I know I take it all too seriously >_>;
Astarise enlightened the world @ 01:01 p.m.
A friend whom I haven't seen for two years spotted me in the bus. Only I was wearing my wig >_>; So I felt a bit awkward because she was convinced I had cut/dyed my hair, har har.
Look, a chibi Juka! I made him today <3
I sort of changed my main email to this one because I think it sounds cooler -.-. This doesn't mean I don't use my previous one though. So send me some fan mail, ne >D
So that would be all lately *dies randomly* XP'
Tuesday, November 18, 2003
¯ Dir en grey - The IIId Empire
¯ Dir en grey - The IIId Empire
A friend whom I haven't seen for two years spotted me in the bus. Only I was wearing my wig >_>; So I felt a bit awkward because she was convinced I had cut/dyed my hair, har har.
Look, a chibi Juka! I made him today <3
I sort of changed my main email to this one because I think it sounds cooler -.-. This doesn't mean I don't use my previous one though. So send me some fan mail, ne >D
So that would be all lately *dies randomly* XP'
Astarise enlightened the world @ 07:52 p.m.
Oookay, thassit. *takes out a handgun, poses dramatically and then shoots her Internet providers*
That's for Thursday, you bastards! And yesterday! And half of today!
Aghh. Why am I the only one who has such a sucky connection -__-? Unfortunately our building has only one Internet providing company (<- *shoots them some more*) and I don't want to use a modem. If there is one thing that really annoys me, this is it. Fdgfkskj.
"Total slaughter, total slaughter. I won't leave a single man alive~. Ladeedadeedide, genocide~. Ladeedadeedud, an ocean of blood. Let's begin the killing time~"
Haha. Anyone who guesses where the quote is from will get a cookie XD'
At least *now* I can finally start downloading Peacemaker 6. I read somewhere that Saitou is there, yay. Oh, and someone remind me one day to write a short rant about anime, nee *too lazy now*
On the other hand, being offline has some er, educational values... Like teaching my sister some basic Jrock things XD~ Well, Direngreyism - discerning the members for the start, because she's been recognizing only Kyo. She already knows a lot about MUCC (and thinks Yukke is extremely cute - which is so true) and knows that Moi dix Mois' vocalist is Juka, because I tend to fangirl over him a bit^^; ("Juka! Jukajukajukajuka~! <3 <3 <3"). But for some strange reasons she won't listen *about* Kagrra and (much to my great dismay) is somehow prejudiced against Kagerou (wth? How can she not like them x_X?)~ Eh. But generally I'm very happy about what I've tought her :D
I skipped some classes yesterday for the higher and more ambitious purpose that was... a tour around almost all second-hand shops known to me XD! Well, that's because I am looking for a Tatsurou-like bowling hat :3
Some time ago, a thought appeared in my head that a hat like that would be a cool thing to have. As simple as this. But since I don't know where to buy one, I thought that it might be available in some second-hand shop. Beh, I didn't find it today though, no matter how hard I was looking T__T Maybe some other time then. Anyway, I bought tons of other cool and unusual things that were so cheap that almost for free @_@~ I'm not going to list them here (too boring for some people, it would be), but the best thing is an attachable white lace jabot~~~~~! Omg, I am so in love with it <3. Wearing it I feel sort of like Klaha ^__^. Go go my super ega look^^;;;;
And now a month-thingy idea taken from Mari-chan~ (the striked things are not true, the striked and bold are *so* not true that the very idea just squeaks me out)
DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy.Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.
Haha XP
Saturday, November 15, 2003
¯ +D'espairsRay+ - Gothic
¯ +D'espairsRay+ - Gothic
Oookay, thassit. *takes out a handgun, poses dramatically and then shoots her Internet providers*
That's for Thursday, you bastards! And yesterday! And half of today!
Aghh. Why am I the only one who has such a sucky connection -__-? Unfortunately our building has only one Internet providing company (<- *shoots them some more*) and I don't want to use a modem. If there is one thing that really annoys me, this is it. Fdgfkskj.
"Total slaughter, total slaughter. I won't leave a single man alive~. Ladeedadeedide, genocide~. Ladeedadeedud, an ocean of blood. Let's begin the killing time~"
Haha. Anyone who guesses where the quote is from will get a cookie XD'
At least *now* I can finally start downloading Peacemaker 6. I read somewhere that Saitou is there, yay. Oh, and someone remind me one day to write a short rant about anime, nee *too lazy now*
On the other hand, being offline has some er, educational values... Like teaching my sister some basic Jrock things XD~ Well, Direngreyism - discerning the members for the start, because she's been recognizing only Kyo. She already knows a lot about MUCC (and thinks Yukke is extremely cute - which is so true) and knows that Moi dix Mois' vocalist is Juka, because I tend to fangirl over him a bit^^; ("Juka! Jukajukajukajuka~! <3 <3 <3"). But for some strange reasons she won't listen *about* Kagrra and (much to my great dismay) is somehow prejudiced against Kagerou (wth? How can she not like them x_X?)~ Eh. But generally I'm very happy about what I've tought her :D
I skipped some classes yesterday for the higher and more ambitious purpose that was... a tour around almost all second-hand shops known to me XD! Well, that's because I am looking for a Tatsurou-like bowling hat :3
Some time ago, a thought appeared in my head that a hat like that would be a cool thing to have. As simple as this. But since I don't know where to buy one, I thought that it might be available in some second-hand shop. Beh, I didn't find it today though, no matter how hard I was looking T__T Maybe some other time then. Anyway, I bought tons of other cool and unusual things that were so cheap that almost for free @_@~ I'm not going to list them here (too boring for some people, it would be), but the best thing is an attachable white lace jabot~~~~~! Omg, I am so in love with it <3. Wearing it I feel sort of like Klaha ^__^. Go go my super ega look^^;;;;
And now a month-thingy idea taken from Mari-chan~ (the striked things are not true, the striked and bold are *so* not true that the very idea just squeaks me out)
DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy.
Haha XP
Astarise enlightened the world @ 06:47 p.m.
Fanlistings are a bad thing. But this is only when you join more than enough of them, like me for example. Now there are *so many* fanlistings - almost everything has its own. And I like many things. So I join fanlistings. But I forget to join some, or just it so happens that I'm not a part of one. Now that fact started to give me weird ideas that I'm not a fan of something unless I join its fanlisting >_>; You know, I joined the fanlisting of A but I forgot/did not join B so this automatically means I do not like B. Ehhhh. Yes, I know, I don't have bigger problems^^; I'll go and join some things now XP
Btw, look what a lovely referrer I got: pink+fluffy+world+of+jrock Awwww. So cute~
Tuesday, November 11, 2003
¯ Nightmare - Muzzle muzzle muzzle
¯ Nightmare - Muzzle muzzle muzzle
Fanlistings are a bad thing. But this is only when you join more than enough of them, like me for example. Now there are *so many* fanlistings - almost everything has its own. And I like many things. So I join fanlistings. But I forget to join some, or just it so happens that I'm not a part of one. Now that fact started to give me weird ideas that I'm not a fan of something unless I join its fanlisting >_>; You know, I joined the fanlisting of A but I forgot/did not join B so this automatically means I do not like B. Ehhhh. Yes, I know, I don't have bigger problems^^; I'll go and join some things now XP
Btw, look what a lovely referrer I got: pink+fluffy+world+of+jrock Awwww. So cute~
Astarise enlightened the world @ 09:25 p.m.
Today I had the first classes of my Royal Castle Guide course~~~~! It wasn't as boring as I thought it would be. But it was in the morning... and I uncontrollably dozed off for a few minutes. Nooo! Why, oh why, must I fall asleep so often on lectures?! Who am I, Kyo or something? Gyaaah -_-. And at school nobody else *really* sleeps but me T-T;;
The positive side of it is that when I feel sleepy it doesn't allow me to listen, but if I actually sleep, even for a minute or two, after that I'm already sort of genki. Ok, since now I will be always supplied with coffee candy -_-V
But anywayyy! They gave me an ID allowing me to enter the Castle for free whenever I want. Meaning they soon will have Astarise prowling around here and there (the Castle is hellishly big)~~ A shame only that I'm there kind of lonely, as I don't know anybody and all the other people look too old and boring to talk to >_<~
As for now, it all looks fine and after 20 meetings (and an exam >_>) I shall be the official tourist guide there ^__^ On the other hand I keep thinking what the hell made me take part in it, with my antipatriotism and all x_X?
Thanks to the kindness of Mada-chan, who provided me with the オカルトプロポーズ PV, I am now on a huge Vidoll-high *___* Igyaaaa~
And! I made myself my first Elegant Gothic Lolita top! It was so simple >_> I just took a normal black shirt, modeled it a bit here and there and added a few good meters of white lace (3 types) and some black ribbons. Now it's so beautiful *__*
But as I don't really like the EGL style as a whole (The skirts particularly annoy me. Besides for someone who is 6 feet tall like me, it would look just plain ridiculous.), I'm going to wear it with normal black pants ^___^~~
Well, Dr. Jackal. You enjoy scalpels don't you? And not to use them for good either. Maybe you should take up cooking...it would be a lot safer for all of us.
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Ohoho. It's been a long time since he was mentioned on my blog <3
Saturday, November 8, 2003
¯ Vidoll - Occult Propose
¯ Vidoll - Occult Propose
Today I had the first classes of my Royal Castle Guide course~~~~! It wasn't as boring as I thought it would be. But it was in the morning... and I uncontrollably dozed off for a few minutes. Nooo! Why, oh why, must I fall asleep so often on lectures?! Who am I, Kyo or something? Gyaaah -_-. And at school nobody else *really* sleeps but me T-T;;
The positive side of it is that when I feel sleepy it doesn't allow me to listen, but if I actually sleep, even for a minute or two, after that I'm already sort of genki. Ok, since now I will be always supplied with coffee candy -_-V
But anywayyy! They gave me an ID allowing me to enter the Castle for free whenever I want. Meaning they soon will have Astarise prowling around here and there (the Castle is hellishly big)~~ A shame only that I'm there kind of lonely, as I don't know anybody and all the other people look too old and boring to talk to >_<~
As for now, it all looks fine and after 20 meetings (and an exam >_>) I shall be the official tourist guide there ^__^ On the other hand I keep thinking what the hell made me take part in it, with my antipatriotism and all x_X?
Thanks to the kindness of Mada-chan, who provided me with the オカルトプロポーズ PV, I am now on a huge Vidoll-high *___* Igyaaaa~
And! I made myself my first Elegant Gothic Lolita top! It was so simple >_> I just took a normal black shirt, modeled it a bit here and there and added a few good meters of white lace (3 types) and some black ribbons. Now it's so beautiful *__*
But as I don't really like the EGL style as a whole (The skirts particularly annoy me. Besides for someone who is 6 feet tall like me, it would look just plain ridiculous.), I'm going to wear it with normal black pants ^___^~~
Well, Dr. Jackal. You enjoy scalpels don't you? And not to use them for good either. Maybe you should take up cooking...it would be a lot safer for all of us.
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Astarise enlightened the world @ 11:03 p.m.
Yes yes yesss!! School is cancelled today! ヘピです! And I don't even know why XD' I just went there and they were like "uh.. whatareyoudoinghere, thereisnoschooltoday -_-;;". It's been a long time since the last cancellation though... And there is some kind of a holiday on Monday so it's free also. And thanks to my wonderful timetable I have no classes on Tuesdays, and on Wednesday I have only one lecture on which do not really plan to attend to anyway^^; So I have almost a week off! Man, my college is just *the best* XDDD
I watched Matrix Revolutions with Beth and Mada yesterday. わぁぁぃ~! And Beth told me I looked like Lestat, haha XD.
But, as much as I loved the Neo/Smith final fight in the rain (XD) and The Swishy Coat, it was all so predicable. Like who'll live and who'll die -_-
Neo was so Juubei. And Smith was so Fudou. And Fuuma XD' And I saw slash everywhere but it's just me >_>;; I have a theory about it: it's ok for me to perceive everything in a slash fangirlish way as long as I don't do something about it. Like write a fic or something. Because slash is very debatable and not everyone (euphemism) likes it. Thinking about slashiness and actually slashing are two different things. Ende, にゃ.
Friday, November 7, 2003
¯ GO!GO!7188 - Aa Seishun
¯ GO!GO!7188 - Aa Seishun
Yes yes yesss!! School is cancelled today! ヘピです! And I don't even know why XD' I just went there and they were like "uh.. whatareyoudoinghere, thereisnoschooltoday -_-;;". It's been a long time since the last cancellation though... And there is some kind of a holiday on Monday so it's free also. And thanks to my wonderful timetable I have no classes on Tuesdays, and on Wednesday I have only one lecture on which do not really plan to attend to anyway^^; So I have almost a week off! Man, my college is just *the best* XDDD
I watched Matrix Revolutions with Beth and Mada yesterday. わぁぁぃ~! And Beth told me I looked like Lestat, haha XD.
But, as much as I loved the Neo/Smith final fight in the rain (XD) and The Swishy Coat, it was all so predicable. Like who'll live and who'll die -_-
Neo was so Juubei. And Smith was so Fudou. And Fuuma XD' And I saw slash everywhere but it's just me >_>;; I have a theory about it: it's ok for me to perceive everything in a slash fangirlish way as long as I don't do something about it. Like write a fic or something. Because slash is very debatable and not everyone (euphemism) likes it. Thinking about slashiness and actually slashing are two different things. Ende, にゃ.
Astarise enlightened the world @ 11:05 a.m.
It's aliiiiiveee, it's alive~~ >D
After loading the blog layout yesterday, I was feeling a bit generous so I thought I might finally make my LJ look somewhat decent (because as it was before, I didn't really want to write there). But it has taken me most of today to do it because there were (still are) problems with my connection and everything worked so slow *kicks something*
So let's see. I have one Jrocker here and (sort of) two here. Yay. What more can I want from life -_-
So now, if you'll excuse me *falls down dead/asleep*
Tuesday, November 4, 2003
¯ Raphael - Hana Saku Inochi Aru Kagiri
¯ Raphael - Hana Saku Inochi Aru Kagiri
It's aliiiiiveee, it's alive~~ >D
After loading the blog layout yesterday, I was feeling a bit generous so I thought I might finally make my LJ look somewhat decent (because as it was before, I didn't really want to write there). But it has taken me most of today to do it because there were (still are) problems with my connection and everything worked so slow *kicks something*
So let's see. I have one Jrocker here and (sort of) two here. Yay. What more can I want from life -_-
So now, if you'll excuse me *falls down dead/asleep*
Astarise enlightened the world @ 07:50 p.m.
Hm hm. What a dark & chaotic new layout I have ^_^. Yay for Tatsurou *waves flags*. It's a little Halloweenish, I think, so it's even appropriate now (erm, it *was* anyway^^;). It's because.. *dies* Tatsurou reminds me of a Halloween pumpkin^^; (the way he wears his lipstick)
Oh, and I'm such a loser. I wanted to be nice and ask for permission to use this pic, but the site I took it from seems to be down -_-;
And if someone wonders (though I seriously doubt that), among the various brushes here I mixed in a scanned postcard of some trees in Latvia XDDD'
I suspect it doesn't look perfect in 1024 resolution, though. I'll check it personally on Thursday on a school compy. So until now, those who find it blurry/small/hard to read - don't complain please XP
I skipped a few classes today because 1) They were boring, 2) I wanted to load this layout already. But then I just fell asleep. And my family is evil - they didn't do anything about it. So when I woke up, it appeared that I have 2 minutes until my French starts -_-;;;;;;;;;; Good thing that it takes me only 2 minutes to get there...
Ahh, my life is so fascinating XD'
Saa. Cherry flavored Pepsi is one of the yuckiest things I've ever drunk. It's so gross >_> I looove Cherry Coke so I thought I'd try this just once. Ghh. It's not cherry, it's.. it's some chemical almond poison-thingy @_@. Maybe that made me sleep so suddenly today...
Waaah, I miss You too! Jump on on AIM someday so we can chat~ (although it rather reffers to *me*, as I've been on very rarely lately^^;)
< little rant-chan>
Why are mailing lists so dumb? Or more precisely, why do people post such dumb messages? I'm talking about YahooGroups here. I mean, is it so hard to think a little before posting another 'newbie hi' for example? Is it really necessary to flood somebody's mailbox with that? Gah.
On the other hand - I love LiveJournal communities. Maybe it's because people there aren't so anonymous as on the MLs. LJ communities are so much more... cultural. More informative, more aesthetic and easy to browse. Anyway, I am a leech and I join the YGs only to check the goodies in the files/photos folders and convert them to non-email mode >D
< /little rant-chan>
Monday, November 3, 2003
¯ Merry - Ve-doro
¯ Merry - Ve-doro
Hm hm. What a dark & chaotic new layout I have ^_^. Yay for Tatsurou *waves flags*. It's a little Halloweenish, I think, so it's even appropriate now (erm, it *was* anyway^^;). It's because.. *dies* Tatsurou reminds me of a Halloween pumpkin^^; (the way he wears his lipstick)
Oh, and I'm such a loser. I wanted to be nice and ask for permission to use this pic, but the site I took it from seems to be down -_-;
And if someone wonders (though I seriously doubt that), among the various brushes here I mixed in a scanned postcard of some trees in Latvia XDDD'
I suspect it doesn't look perfect in 1024 resolution, though. I'll check it personally on Thursday on a school compy. So until now, those who find it blurry/small/hard to read - don't complain please XP
I skipped a few classes today because 1) They were boring, 2) I wanted to load this layout already. But then I just fell asleep. And my family is evil - they didn't do anything about it. So when I woke up, it appeared that I have 2 minutes until my French starts -_-;;;;;;;;;; Good thing that it takes me only 2 minutes to get there...
Ahh, my life is so fascinating XD'
Saa. Cherry flavored Pepsi is one of the yuckiest things I've ever drunk. It's so gross >_> I looove Cherry Coke so I thought I'd try this just once. Ghh. It's not cherry, it's.. it's some chemical almond poison-thingy @_@. Maybe that made me sleep so suddenly today...
Waaah, I miss You too! Jump on on AIM someday so we can chat~ (although it rather reffers to *me*, as I've been on very rarely lately^^;)
< little rant-chan>
Why are mailing lists so dumb? Or more precisely, why do people post such dumb messages? I'm talking about YahooGroups here. I mean, is it so hard to think a little before posting another 'newbie hi' for example? Is it really necessary to flood somebody's mailbox with that? Gah.
On the other hand - I love LiveJournal communities. Maybe it's because people there aren't so anonymous as on the MLs. LJ communities are so much more... cultural. More informative, more aesthetic and easy to browse. Anyway, I am a leech and I join the YGs only to check the goodies in the files/photos folders and convert them to non-email mode >D
< /little rant-chan>
Astarise enlightened the world @ 08:49 p.m.
Ah, I was wrong. So deliciously wrong^^ - it *was* a Dialogue Symphonie PV~~~ Only the sad thing is I got only 1,30 minutes of it *loser*. I will hunt it down whole eventually >:3 As for now, I didn't see anybody (Juka) there as it was full of stragne things like this. Anyway.
I read a very good Klaha/Gackt fanfic *_* Without any specific reason really, on today's lecture an idea appeared in my head that I'd really like to read them slashed together (it would be amusing). Then I went home and found only *one* fanfic on the net (must search for more - maybe I somehow missed them) but it was good. Ah~
I bought my Zara Woman perfume. Yay~~~ I missed that scent so much - I finished my last bottle this weekend *inhales it and dances around*. I also bought 'How to draw manga' volume 10 - Bishounen XDD Yay #2.
Again I have ten hours of classes tomorrow. Fortunately I'm supplied in 50 pages of fresh fanfics >XD
There is an almost extinct race in my closet - t-shirts. I *detest* t-shirts. Yesterday (I stayed the whole day home. Woo-hoo, it's been a long time since I did this :D) I decided it's time to look through the stuff in my closet because lately it seemed to be er, overpacked. I threw out a good amount of clothes that I didn't remember the last time I wore them and I probably won't wear them anyway. Most of them were t-shirts. Big, sporty, stretchy t-shirts *shrugs*. Blah. I definitely prefer well-tailored blouses/shirts with buttons~~
Anyway~ Ahh! It's been over a month of Mu-chan as my layout boi! A month! Well, I *would* change the layout now but unfortunately I tend to loooove it and I don't really want to change it. But still... a month o.o' Agh! I hate such indecision! *jumps off a bridge*~
Speaking of which, I want to bungee jump! Haha! Not because I am in need of some extra adrenaline and such, but I would like to test my courage. Because right now I'm 99% sure I'd jump without any hesitation (provided all is safe). I talked about it with my friend who once was about to jump but she got scared in the last moment. Hm hm hm. I'll think about it in spring XD'
This song~~ is my song! Again I have this thing with mishearing the lyrics. Instead of 'astral relay' I hear 'astarise' X3 But it's a good thing to hear... I guess, no scratch that, I'm *positive* I am the only person in the wooorrld who hears it^^; It's a nice feeling~
Today
Ohoho. A very nice person from winmx is just letting me download a thing that is supposed to be a PV of Moi dix Mois' Dialogue Symphonie. Ara? Well, as far as I am informed they don't have a PV yet. But I may be wrong. Maybe it's some sort of a live thingy? Unfortunately I can't check what it really is because I have only 23% now >_> But if it's true - yaaaaaaay! A PV to my FAVORITE song!!! Juka *dies*! Because, some time ago I decided that if I were to choose my favorite song *ever*, that would be Dialogue Symphonie. I don't think I'll ever have enough of it ^_^
I also plan to karaoke it sometime (a technical plan for me to do it: have a cassette recorder ready, and then the normal (voice) version of it on my headphones playing simultaneously with the instrumental version in the background aloud) but I'm still hesitating because :
1) My voice is not as low/great/talented/sexxay as Juka's.
2) I'm afraid it would spoil my notion of the song.
I should change my blogging habits. I think it's better to blog more often but have less paragraphs/topics in one entry. I tend to do just the opposite -_-; It's just, hm, I've noticed I don't really have the motivation to write when my level of genkiness is below 150% XD' When it's higher it results in writing tonnns ofsilly, useless little paragraphs^^;~ So I think I'll try to change it. Starting tomorrow :B
Tuesday, October 30, 2003
¯ Merry - Tick-Tack
¯ Merry - Tick-Tack
Ah, I was wrong. So deliciously wrong^^ - it *was* a Dialogue Symphonie PV~~~ Only the sad thing is I got only 1,30 minutes of it *loser*. I will hunt it down whole eventually >:3 As for now, I didn't see anybody (Juka) there as it was full of stragne things like this. Anyway.
I read a very good Klaha/Gackt fanfic *_* Without any specific reason really, on today's lecture an idea appeared in my head that I'd really like to read them slashed together (it would be amusing). Then I went home and found only *one* fanfic on the net (must search for more - maybe I somehow missed them) but it was good. Ah~
I bought my Zara Woman perfume. Yay~~~ I missed that scent so much - I finished my last bottle this weekend *inhales it and dances around*. I also bought 'How to draw manga' volume 10 - Bishounen XDD Yay #2.
Again I have ten hours of classes tomorrow. Fortunately I'm supplied in 50 pages of fresh fanfics >XD
Astarise enlightened the world @ 10:32 p.m.
Wednesday, October 29, 2003
¯ Vidoll - Agoraphobia
Wednesday, October 29, 2003
¯ Vidoll - Agoraphobia
There is an almost extinct race in my closet - t-shirts. I *detest* t-shirts. Yesterday (I stayed the whole day home. Woo-hoo, it's been a long time since I did this :D) I decided it's time to look through the stuff in my closet because lately it seemed to be er, overpacked. I threw out a good amount of clothes that I didn't remember the last time I wore them and I probably won't wear them anyway. Most of them were t-shirts. Big, sporty, stretchy t-shirts *shrugs*. Blah. I definitely prefer well-tailored blouses/shirts with buttons~~
Anyway~ Ahh! It's been over a month of Mu-chan as my layout boi! A month! Well, I *would* change the layout now but unfortunately I tend to loooove it and I don't really want to change it. But still... a month o.o' Agh! I hate such indecision! *jumps off a bridge*~
Speaking of which, I want to bungee jump! Haha! Not because I am in need of some extra adrenaline and such, but I would like to test my courage. Because right now I'm 99% sure I'd jump without any hesitation (provided all is safe). I talked about it with my friend who once was about to jump but she got scared in the last moment. Hm hm hm. I'll think about it in spring XD'
This song~~ is my song! Again I have this thing with mishearing the lyrics. Instead of 'astral relay' I hear 'astarise' X3 But it's a good thing to hear... I guess, no scratch that, I'm *positive* I am the only person in the wooorrld who hears it^^; It's a nice feeling~
Today
Saa...
First I thought I'd die because I realized I'll be 30 minutes late for a very important lecture (which I was absolutely not to skip T-T) and got somewhat stressed in the bus because it was riding so slooowly. I wanted to shout 'basu doraibaa-san, hayakuuuuu!', as he had the road all clear in front of him but was snailing all the way >_>. Then when I was speedwalking to school there was this guy who also seemed to be late and he was trying to outpace me. Bastard! Nobody dares to outpace Astarise-sama! So of course I wouldn't give up and we raced a little (not that we spoke to each other or such). Heh, it was funny. And I won! Yeah, I can walk *very* fast when I want to :D (Hm, but that's not something I should be proud of considering it's only from my experience with being late -.-)
So anyway, when I got to school, it appeared I've misunderstood the timetable and the lecture was 2 hours ahead of me meaning I was too early not too late. Then I thought I'd die again. Some other people from my group showed up too and then decided to go to a pub to wait. And made me go with them. So OOC of me. And here I was trying so hard to have an image of an antisocial freak in this school >.<. But hell, I've known them for over a year now and some of them are not *that* bad... Anyway, they were drinking and I wasn't :3 Then we all went for this lecture (and half of them were already drunk >_>). Then I hurried home and went for my French. It's cool - over an hour of cnstantly thinking really hard. So after I left I was like where am I and what's happened @_@~.
So anyway, when I got to school, it appeared I've misunderstood the timetable and the lecture was 2 hours ahead of me meaning I was too early not too late. Then I thought I'd die again. Some other people from my group showed up too and then decided to go to a pub to wait. And made me go with them. So OOC of me. And here I was trying so hard to have an image of an antisocial freak in this school >.<. But hell, I've known them for over a year now and some of them are not *that* bad... Anyway, they were drinking and I wasn't :3 Then we all went for this lecture (and half of them were already drunk >_>). Then I hurried home and went for my French. It's cool - over an hour of cnstantly thinking really hard. So after I left I was like where am I and what's happened @_@~.
Ohoho. A very nice person from winmx is just letting me download a thing that is supposed to be a PV of Moi dix Mois' Dialogue Symphonie. Ara? Well, as far as I am informed they don't have a PV yet. But I may be wrong. Maybe it's some sort of a live thingy? Unfortunately I can't check what it really is because I have only 23% now >_> But if it's true - yaaaaaaay! A PV to my FAVORITE song!!! Juka *dies*! Because, some time ago I decided that if I were to choose my favorite song *ever*, that would be Dialogue Symphonie. I don't think I'll ever have enough of it ^_^
I also plan to karaoke it sometime (a technical plan for me to do it: have a cassette recorder ready, and then the normal (voice) version of it on my headphones playing simultaneously with the instrumental version in the background aloud) but I'm still hesitating because :
1) My voice is not as low/great/talented/sexxay as Juka's.
2) I'm afraid it would spoil my notion of the song.
I should change my blogging habits. I think it's better to blog more often but have less paragraphs/topics in one entry. I tend to do just the opposite -_-; It's just, hm, I've noticed I don't really have the motivation to write when my level of genkiness is below 150% XD' When it's higher it results in writing tonnns of
Astarise enlightened the world @ 08:57 p.m.
