enlightenment v.20

Thursday, October 30, 2003
( Ż Merry - Tick-Tack )

Ah, I was wrong. So deliciously wrong^^ - it *was* a Dialogue Symphonie PV~~~ Only the sad thing is I got only 1,30 minutes of it *loser*. I will hunt it down whole eventually >:3 As for now, I didn't see anybody (Juka) there as it was full of stragne things like this. Anyway.

I read a very good Klaha/Gackt fanfic *_* Without any specific reason really, on today's lecture an idea appeared in my head that I'd really like to read them slashed together (it would be amusing). Then I went home and found only *one* fanfic on the net (must search for more - maybe I somehow missed them) but it was good. Ah~

I bought my Zara Woman perfume. Yay~~~ I missed that scent so much - I finished my last bottle this weekend *inhales it and dances around*. I also bought 'How to draw manga' volume 10 - Bishounen XDD Yay #2.

Again I have ten hours of classes tomorrow. Fortunately I'm supplied in 50 pages of fresh fanfics >XD

Astarise enlightened the world @ 10:32 p.m.
Wednesday, October 29, 2003
( Ż Vidoll - Agoraphobia )

There is an almost extinct race in my closet - t-shirts. I *detest* t-shirts. Yesterday (I stayed the whole day home. Woo-hoo, it's been a long time since I did this :D) I decided it's time to look through the stuff in my closet because lately it seemed to be er, overpacked. I threw out a good amount of clothes that I didn't remember the last time I wore them and I probably won't wear them anyway. Most of them were t-shirts. Big, sporty, stretchy t-shirts *shrugs*. Blah. I definitely prefer well-tailored blouses/shirts with buttons~~

Anyway~ Ahh! It's been over a month of Mu-chan as my layout boi! A month! Well, I *would* change the layout now but unfortunately I tend to loooove it and I don't really want to change it. But still... a month o.o' Agh! I hate such indecision! *jumps off a bridge*~

Speaking of which, I want to bungee jump! Haha! Not because I am in need of some extra adrenaline and such, but I would like to test my courage. Because right now I'm 99% sure I'd jump without any hesitation (provided all is safe). I talked about it with my friend who once was about to jump but she got scared in the last moment. Hm hm hm. I'll think about it in spring XD'

This song~~ is my song! Again I have this thing with mishearing the lyrics. Instead of 'astral relay' I hear 'astarise' X3 But it's a good thing to hear... I guess, no scratch that, I'm *positive* I am the only person in the wooorrld who hears it^^; It's a nice feeling~

Today

Saa...

First I thought I'd die because I realized I'll be 30 minutes late for a very important lecture (which I was absolutely not to skip T-T) and got somewhat stressed in the bus because it was riding so slooowly. I wanted to shout 'basu doraibaa-san, hayakuuuuu!', as he had the road all clear in front of him but was snailing all the way >_>. Then when I was speedwalking to school there was this guy who also seemed to be late and he was trying to outpace me. Bastard! Nobody dares to outpace Astarise-sama! So of course I wouldn't give up and we raced a little (not that we spoke to each other or such). Heh, it was funny. And I won! Yeah, I can walk *very* fast when I want to :D (Hm, but that's not something I should be proud of considering it's only from my experience with being late -.-)
So anyway, when I got to school, it appeared I've misunderstood the timetable and the lecture was 2 hours ahead of me meaning I was too early not too late. Then I thought I'd die again. Some other people from my group showed up too and then decided to go to a pub to wait. And made me go with them. So OOC of me. And here I was trying so hard to have an image of an antisocial freak in this school >.<. But hell, I've known them for over a year now and some of them are not *that* bad... Anyway, they were drinking and I wasn't :3 Then we all went for this lecture (and half of them were already drunk >_>). Then I hurried home and went for my French. It's cool - over an hour of cnstantly thinking really hard. So after I left I was like where am I and what's happened @_@~.

Ohoho. A very nice person from winmx is just letting me download a thing that is supposed to be a PV of Moi dix Mois' Dialogue Symphonie. Ara? Well, as far as I am informed they don't have a PV yet. But I may be wrong. Maybe it's some sort of a live thingy? Unfortunately I can't check what it really is because I have only 23% now >_> But if it's true - yaaaaaaay! A PV to my FAVORITE song!!! Juka *dies*! Because, some time ago I decided that if I were to choose my favorite song *ever*, that would be Dialogue Symphonie. I don't think I'll ever have enough of it ^_^
I also plan to karaoke it sometime (a technical plan for me to do it: have a cassette recorder ready, and then the normal (voice) version of it on my headphones playing simultaneously with the instrumental version in the background aloud) but I'm still hesitating because :
1) My voice is not as low/great/talented/sexxay as Juka's.
2) I'm afraid it would spoil my notion of the song.

I should change my blogging habits. I think it's better to blog more often but have less paragraphs/topics in one entry. I tend to do just the opposite -_-; It's just, hm, I've noticed I don't really have the motivation to write when my level of genkiness is below 150% XD' When it's higher it results in writing tonnns of ~~silly, useless~~ little paragraphs^^;~ So I think I'll try to change it. Starting tomorrow :B

Astarise enlightened the world @ 08:57 p.m.
Monday, October 27, 2003
( Ż ムック - 嘆き鳥と道化人 )

Omg! My computer! At last T_T My beloved Kami-kun, too long have we been separated. I shall never allow this to happen again. Erm, *cough* I'm exaggerating here - I just had a compyless Sunday and today, but right now I'm a geek and I like saying things like that, haha. XP

I've started an additional French course *dies*. I must learn it well by June x_X Anyway, there are only two other people in my group and they're more advanced than me so I really have to pay attention. A LOT of attention. But this way I'll learn faster ne.
Hm, now things don't look so good. I have English every day, German on Mondays, in my spare time I learn Japanese and now this intensive French twice a week. So it seems I have to... *gently pushes Norwegian away* Not now, dear ^^;

Speaking of Japanese - I finally got enlightened (<-irony -.-) by some heavenly forces as to how to write kanji here (without having the font installed). Yay. So, um. 漢字. *sweatdrops* I don't know what to write with it now. I think I'll be using the kanji to write songs' titles with, but that's only when I'm not lazy (<-and that rarely happens) and will be feeling a bit poser-ish XD

When I was walking home today, there were some police cars and an ambulance on the street and then I saw a big puddle of blood on the pavement/street. Somebody must have been hit by a car. And then, when they let the cars move again, I saw them riding through this blood, splattering it a bit and leaving bloody tire prints >.<; How nice, ne~ (<-heavy irony). Hm, I've never seen so much blood in one place. Should I be worried that this not at all grossed me? o_O
Sorry about being morbid, btw :P

Anyway, two things that rule. One is hail, because it's much more cooler than snow. It doesn't cling to me as it falls and it's just very pretty. Two is Sakigake Cromartie High (or whatever the spelling is), which is just so hilarious in its stupidity that it overshadows the unpretty graphics completely. (Besiiides... TAKAYA KURODA!! *falls down dead*) Haha, ok, I'll stop here. I'm not being very coherent~~~

Astarise enlightened the world @ 09:52 p.m.
Thursday, October 23, 2003
( Ż Enya - Pax Deorum )

'Don't be gay everyday~' is what I could swear the lyrics in this song are XD' Of course that's only me and my mind playing tricks on me because as I checked it, the real lyrics are 'Domineo veniteo', which means heavenly something. Haha. Great song anyway.

Bah, it's not my fault. First Aicon and then I had to read 'Sir Gawain and the Green Knight' for my English literature class. And, as much as I am aware of the other meaning of the word 'gay', it is used at least once in every paragraph there! Really. So I couldn't help giggling all the time < /baka>. I also read 'Beowulf' and have to read 'Canterbury Tales' for Monday (umh, I haven't even started yet o.oV). Hm, and as for now, I don't find the classes boring~~

I often mishear things in the lyrics. Especially if they are in Engrish. Take Miyavi's 'Girls, be Ambitious' for example (I love the song, btw). When he sings 'girls, be ambitious' over and over, he pronounces the 'L' in such a dark way (<- I'm serious here. There are two types of 'L's. Dark and clear. Phonetics rules :3.), that it resembles Russian. So what did I hear? 'Galubye bishie' which could be translated as 'Blue bishies' (as in the plural of bish, a short from bishounen). The form 'galubyi bishounen' (as in one 'blue bish') is also possible. So~ *grins evilly* he's not singing about girls, he's singing about bishounen, muahaha!
Ok, I'll stop being silly here^^;

...

Or maybe not >:3
So. Today I bought... er, another pair of platform boots *hides*. Awww, I couldn't resist. And besides - it wasn't *me* who paid for them, it was my mom. We have a deal that she pays for all my basic stuff like coats and shoes, and I pay for all the extra. And I somehow convinced her that those are basic o_o'
Anway~~~ I named them Shinya XDDD Haha~ They're higher than my Toshiyas (knee-high) and much lighter, though the heel is only like 2 cm shorter. And finally, finally I found boots that aren't too wide in the ankle! All of mine, more or less, are too wide there and it doesn't look good if I wear a skirt >_>. Yay for my Shin-chans! Bwaha, ok, the next pair I'll buy - I'm naming them Die XD < /baka>.

Bhh. I'm tired. Everything's been so hectic lately. Most days this week I was always in a hurry (er, and late) everywhere and was literally running through the city. I detest running. It's embarrassing. And besides, if *I* run, my coats and other stuff billow in every direction and I look like a big black bat >.<' It was snowing today! Well, not much, but it was snow-chan nonetheless. And I didn't expect it to be so cold in the afternoon and was dressed too lightly. So I thought I'd freeze to death T_T And then I had to run. I also forgot to take my scarf and my neck was hellishly cold. I think I might come down with something at this rate, I don't know. I feel healthy as for now >D~

Don't be gay everyday. Be gay only on weekends. *dies of lameness*

Astarise enlightened the world @ 08:17 p.m.
Wednesday, October 22, 2003
( Ż Madeth Gray'll - Lucifer )

Ohoho. Here's another one of my weird ideas: I'M GONNA BE A TOURIST GUIDE!! XD Really. A guide of Warsaw's Royal Palace, to be exact. Isn't this just cool?!

Details =X

Yesterday I enrolled on a special course. It starts in November and ends in April with an exam. Only a few hours (less than 4) every Saturday. After this, I will have a diploma and will be able to take round various groups of tourists~~~ Ah, I'm so happy. The best part is that it will be *me* who decides when (and if) I want to work.

I had an interview about it yesterday too. Uh, it sucked. I was asked lots of things about the history of poland, which I must admit I don't know very well. Ok, so I know almost nothing - I always hated history at school; it made me sleepy. I don't know how I passed it all o_O' Anyway, here I guess I made a bit of an idiot of myself, as I misnamed some kings >_>; But they let me join the course because, as I was told, I have a good appearance and a convincing way of speaking. Uhhm, sure.

Anyway, I will most probably do tours for English-speaking people (maybe Russian too - but I'd have to *seriously* refresh my knowledge of the language for it...). So until that, I have to work on my speaking abilities and get rid of this evil polish accent I have T_T. I know how I shouldn't talk in theory, but when it comes to practice, that stupid accent always somehow slips in *kicks it*. But I'm not that bad, really, when compared to my classmates X3

Oooh, I want to guide Japanese tourists *____* I can't wait till Novemberrrrrrrr.

I'm also happy, because the history of the Royal Palace is finite. I always wanted to have a field of something that I would know thoroughly, as a sort of hobby even. Something like that. But if I took, for example, biology, the amount of information would be too wide for me and I'd have little chance to know everything about it. Biology is more or less infinite. With the Palace, it is just realistic for me to know it perfectly ^_^

Besides: it's a job! Job = money. And money = my happiness >D

Mari has a cute Setsuna layout. Huggable little angel ^_^~ ( I'd actually rather hug Lucifer or Kira ne... Ok, by 'hug' I mean molest, but don't mind me >D)

Aaannd, Mada und Beth, because I'm crazy, the next time we meet, I'll go as Akabane personally, because I don't have any photos to show T_T Maybe some other time we meet I will look normal x__X;

Ok, I shouldn't be writing this all, as I am in the middle of my graphic classes^^;

Astarise enlightened the world @ 03:53 p.m.
Tuesday, October 21, 2003
( Ż +D'espairsRay+ - Carnival )

Blllaaah. I think I'm disappointed. Well, I shouldn't be, as I told myself not to have any expectations from the convention. But still... All the conventions I've been to were hellishly disappointing anyway. And I guess it's only because of me and my prejudices against the other fans. I just can't associate with most of them because I find them uh, unworthy of it ^^;

Example. There was a Hellsing video to Smashing Pumpkins' Bullet With Butterfly Wings. Ok, so far everything is normal, I was watching it quietly. That is until I overheard a piece of conversation from behind:
- Say, who sings this song?
- Oh, it's hide.
Upon hearing this, yours truly instantly choked on her chewing gum (and then swallowed it ughuuuu =_=). Saa.

So Beth, don't have any regrets about not going ^_^; I also had problems with getting there as the tram lines were unexpectedly changed x_X; As a result I was 2 hours late (half an hour spent in the waiting line...). I didn't buy anything. Nothing there didn't even catch my attention *hugs the money she thus saved :3* THERE WAS NO JROCK WHATSOEVEEEERR *wails*!! Agh! Even all the music videos they played were pop *wails some more*. So as the first thing I did when I got back home (I was in need of decency) I played the Obscure PV because it's simply awesome XD~

But my cosplay ruled *modesty*. To be fully in character, when I got my ID, I even wrote 'Dr. Jackal' on it with red pen X3. I was the only cosplayed person who walked like that all the time so I attracted lots of attention. Mostly it was like this:

RandomPerson: You are a cosplayer, right? Who are you cosplayed as?
Me: Akabane Kuroudo desu *bows*
RandomPerson: Huh?... What series is this from?
Me: ... GetBackers.
RandomPerson: Huh? Never heard of ._.
Me: *sigh*

And *gasp* it was also the first time in my life I was asked what gender I am XDD' That's because I was bandaged flat (I read once it should hurt. x_O Well, it didn't hurt *me* at all. But that may be because I'm not Hevn...), had a tie~ and was tall (with small heels I was *exactly* as tall as him :3). うふふ~

It was fun walking as Akabane through the city. Hoho, did people keep *staring* at me XD. One kid on the bus stop was particularly irritating me with this. So as I was examining the state of my scalpels (which are plastic and blunt as hell, btw) I decided I've had enough and wanted to scare him. First I gave him some evil psycho looks (haha) and then I took one of my scalpels and licked the blade slowly all the time staring into the kid's eyes. It was fun watching his expression change from o_o to x_X then >_<; and then T_____T; and he ran away.
Muahahah XD'

I liked being Akabane very much. I do think I'll go somewhere again dressed like this (shopping maybe *dies laughing*). Weirdo desu, I know.

Anyway, if I went there and had absolutely nobody to talk to, I think I'd die from boredom. 3 people I expected to show up did *not*. Fortunately one did, yay. And later he dressed up as Ban so wet matched each other. But me being a complete idiot forgot to take my camera T___T

I slept only an hour, as all through the night I was too lazy to crawl out of the anime room and be social XP. All the anime aired there I've seen already but eh... When I woke after an hour, the first thing I saw was a close-up of two guys kissing (on the screen). Niiice XD

I've made a resolution about conventions. I won't ever go on a con that is held in another city. Even if it's a yaoi one like this. Since all of them are hopeless anyway, I won't spend money just to see some people, buy nothing, see not interesting anime and grumble about the rest of people and about the local fandom. Eh~

Astarise enlightened the world @ 11:54 a.m.
Thursday, October 16, 2003
( Ż +D'espairsRay+ - Tatoeba Kimi ga Shindara )

Oh wow. I'd never thought hatmaking could be such an amusing/entertaining activity. Too bad it's over ;P. I'm very proud of the result, regardless of a few of its erm, a little unsymmetrical parts haha.

A thought: No specific reason, actually, but I think I've lost all my interest in Prince of Tennis. Not that there's been much of it from the start, mind you. I watched almost all episodes and it's just so dull. Yeah, sure, one can turn a blind eye to this and say that it's the fun that's the most important there... I've somehow stopped seeing the fun and it's just dullness now. Bah.

I need a new obsession. I thrive on obsessions. I still love GB, Akabane and all, but when it all ended I feel like there's no fuel for my interest in it and it just stays on a relatively moderate level. Like it's with Saiyuuki. I have a big sentiment for the series, as it was my first real fandom I felt a part of. I still do, but I just do not have that inner need to squeal about it at all. I like to squeal. When I don't - I go all serious like now. o_O;

Astarise enlightened the world @ 04:30 p.m.
Tuesday, October 14, 2003
( Ż Dir en Grey - Zomboid )

Meh, I've changed my mind about that costume. About my hat, to be exact. Alright, so it's wide and black, but somehow it's not as Akabaneish as I would like it to be. And it doesn't have the slit...
So I decided - I'll make a perfect one. I already have the project in my mind. Wish me good luck - I'm making a hat from: two plastic portfolios, some wires, tape, thread and needle and 2 m² of black cotton material. XD. It's going to be waterproof too! Go go my cerativity~ I only wonder if the result is going to be enough Akabaneish and wearable (<- word formation, yay :D)

Astarise enlightened the world @ 09:16 p.m.
Tuesday, October 14, 2003
( Ż Wail - Yourself )

I have 748 *incomplete* files in my winmx shared folder o_O' And they take up more than 1GB. Eh~

Speaking of numbers, yesterday my blog had its 15,000th hit. Yay ^_^~ But it makes me wonder. It took me almost a year to have 10,000. And then, after nearly three months I have 150%. Acceleration, ワィィワィィ :3

This song I'm listening to right now is so beautiful~~~ It really makes me happy. But I know absolutely nothing about the band o.o' Must prowl around the net to do something about it after posting this entry ne.

While poking around livejournal I found that this Wonderful Person does the translations of Gackt's autobiography ^_____^

I noticed there are two words which I just cannot spell right (not because of my knowledge. It has to do something with my fingers I guess): 'character' and 'first'. Almost always when I write them, I unconsciously make typos x_X;

RL blah blahs

Aicon is this weekend, oh joy. I can't wait. *All* my anime-interested friends will be there ^_^ And it's my first time to go cosplayed to a convention too~. Speaking of which, even though I find my costume ready, it still needs some finishing touches. I need to model the hair, do something about the gloves (they're too wide in the wrists) and make a pocket in my pants. Because... I don't have any pants with pockets -_-. ほんとぅに. Well, that's excluding my two pairs of black jeans, but I hate jeans so I never wear them. But Akabane *must* pose with a hand in his pocket ne~

Astarise enlightened the world @ 06:50 p.m.
Sunday, October 12, 2003
( Ż Baroque - Shashara )

-I want a new color cartridge for my printer.
-I want a white lipstick.
-I want MUCC's Zekuu, DeG's Vulgar, Merry's Gendai Stoic, Moi dix Mois' Dix Infernal etc etc ETC! Arggh *dies*!
-I want a big pizza with onions and olives.
-I want a long black wig.
-I want a short brown wig.
-I want a short white wig *_*
-I want a new bottle of my Zara perfume (the current one is almost empty).
-I want a digicam.
-I want Saiyuuki Reload 3 and Yami no Matsuei 12 (even though they're not out yet).
-I want Kaoru. Dressed like this.
-I want a new watch.
-I want a better (faster) Internet provider.
-I want an original cameo broche *_*.
-I want money.
-I want a pair of Mana-like black lace gloves.
-I want an innumerable amount of manga/anime/jrock merchandise (my my, how imprecise we are ~_~;).
-I want an mp3 player.
-I want a plushie owl (003) for my Watari cosplay.
-I want some more lace-trimmed shirts (there's never too many of those).
-I want some curtains to hang around my bed (and thus make a canopy *_*).
-I want a cool pencil.
-I want a plane ticket to Tokyo (and lots of money to do some shopping there).
-I want a big Norwegian/polish dictionary...

(I'm positive I forgot to list 643879 things here...) So~. Is anyone of my fans out there willing to give/buy me something from this list? My birthday is in less than two months >D (ok, kidding).

Astarise enlightened the world @ 10:58 p.m.
Saturday, October 11, 2003
( Ż Nightmare - Dogma )

(Uh, sorry for my last post's typos - it was done in a hurry.)

Peacemaker looks cool naa. And guess whaaaat... I love Hijikata~~~~! He's so my type of a bish~ Voiced by Nakata Jouji~ And that swishy hair~
Hm, but I somehow can't get rid of Kenshin and Gohatto's influences when there is something about the Shinsengumi mentioned. For example: that Tetsu guy (is extremely annoying but eh) looks to me like Kenshin and Yahiko's lovechild (And thus an image of K/Y appeared in my head. Which is horrible T_T), haha.

Saiyuuki Reload 2 was.. er... Not very ambitious ne. And the next episode's preview might indicate that with the current plot flow, they'll do Against the Stream. Wohooo, I want Against the Stream so much *_*~

I invented a cute way how to say ムック. Only it's in polish -_-. And I once told myself never to use that language on my blog... But it won't sound that way in English on the other hand >_<.
Anyway, it's 'Muczątko' and I'm very proud of this name *^^*. Awww~ It's something like 'MUCC-chan' or 'MUCClet' in the meaning. Yay for Muczątko! *^^*

Astarise enlightened the world @ 08:30 p.m.
Thursday, October 9, 2003
( Ż MUCC - 9gatsu 3ka no Kokuin )

The almighty Pitas works again so I can blog >:3

I saw a Norwegian movie yesterday which I could sum up in two words: very nice ^_^. And that'll be the end of watching movies for some time for me. Some people probably won't understand this, but actually I don't really like movies~

I also discovered that (transparent) black lipstick goes pretty well with my wig. Mwaargh~ *scares little kids away with it*. Ok, kidding, actually I don't look scary at all. Kind of gothy yes, but not scary/vulgar at all =X So~ It gave me some ideas and...

Some more weirdness ensued.

I found a very entertaining little game thanks to which I wasted half of my afternoon (<-exaggerating). Basically you are Klaha and walk around in the maze searching for puddings (and trying to eat them) while the other members of Malice Mizer are chasing you. It's soooooooo cute. And all in SD. Unfortunately it reminds me why I don't play computer games. You see, I got this nasty habit of *talking* aloud to various electronic devices, computers mainly. And when I play a *game*, well~ then I talk really a lot. Non-stop. Example: 'Aaahhh, Mana is after me! Go away go away-- ooh, a pudding is here. No, wait, turn LEFT! Left, Klaha damnit! Noooo, watch out for Kozi! Aaaa, go here now. Good, good-- yes! Pudding! Now quickly, go here and-- nooo, Mana why are you here O.O? Run run--- nooooo, I bumped into Yu~ki T________T'. And it's a little disturbing when I'm not alone XD' Besides, all computer games bore me very quickly~

Ugh, I have 10 hours of classes tomorrow. 10! From 8am to 6pm T_T Well, I can complain, but that's for having Tuesdays off and every other Friday I finish at 11am^^~
So I think I'd better go to sleep soon ne.

Astarise enlightened the world @ 10:52 p.m.
Tuesday, October 7, 2003
( Ż Malice Mizer - Baroque Gackt version )

I think I'm being influended by some Gackt-obsessed people lately. So excuse me while I squeal a little:
キャァァァ~, I found Gackt singing Baroque~ (and Kioku to Sora too!) One of my favorite MM songs~ Too bad it's a live version, ne. The quality...

I watched two Japanese movies today, as a part of the film festival thingy going on this week. The first one was Umi wa Miteita and was about XIX century's Japanese prostitutes and had a very annoying main female character XP. The second, Kofuku no Kane, was more amusing, I liked it very much, but it was very wierd. Or actually it was not weird. It was pretty normal. I really don't know @_@. But it had a cute WAFFy ending ^_^

And after that, I went for a long walk because it was raining heavily. I love rain. Even when it's a cold one like this. When it rains, all the fumes and other pollutions disappear from the air and I can finally breathe something fresh even when I'm not in the park XD~ So I walked and walked with a huge smile on my face until I realized my boots are all wet inside as they're made from material. I should have worn my Toshiyas >_< The whole week is supposed to be rainy so I'll have my chance anyway <3

Astarise enlightened the world @ 07:50 p.m.
Monday, October 6, 2003
( Ż Pierrot - ECO=System )

おほほほほほほ~~~~~ Look, I can write in hiragana!! Well, in katakana too. ワ~ィィ!
I do not have the Japanese font installed though, so I can't *write* the kanji yet. Pah. For the kana I just write various numeric symbols and it works <3 Now my fangirlish Japanese will look more professional here, tehee >D
ヤホオ~ アスタライスです. みなさんゲンキか~~~?
Uh, ごめんね, I can't write intelligent things with my ニホンご yet~

Speaking of languages, I had my very first German lesson today. Ah, it was fun. Buchstabiertafel! Buchstabiertafel! Haha, take that~! *tries to say it sounding scary*

And on my way home I saw a shop with a big 'LUBE over' written all over the windows as its name. I swear. It was a kitchen accessories shop, btw. And it made me stupidly snicker all the rest of the way. People XD'

ふふふ, this reminds me. Look at the last new pairing I added on the left here :3 And I'm serious - I fully support them and they don't squick me. Yet~

Eventhough I *still* have my mailbox not working, life is nice. The best part is that tomorrow I have a day off and am planning to go to the cinema. ニャ :D

Astarise enlightened the world @ 07:06 p.m.
Sunday, October 5, 2003
( Ż Merry - Yasashisa Kid )

Hm, I wonder. This song has probably the catchiest chorus I've ever heard. It's evil. It's so freaking catchy I just can't get it out of my head @_@. Ya-sa-shi-sa ha-i-sen-su~. I am *so* getting Merry's cd soon *nods*. But first I must buy MUCC. But before that I must get rid of my debts, ohohoho XD'

And now, please let me rant a little:

Saiyuuki Reload

Yes, I know I seem to be late with writing about it, but hey.
Well, I watched the anime. Two times. First time I watched it normally. Then I took the manga and read it simultaneously with the anime. It was like a script @_@. Honestly, I've never met an anime that was so very much based on the manga. All the dialogues were the same. Most shots were exactly like in the manga, only in color. And even some pictures from the opening were just animated versions of Minekura-sensei's work. Now, I'm not saying it's bad. It was just weird.
Hm, but judging from what will be in the next episode things are going to change.
But, waaaah, no Kami-sama arc. Or so it seems. One might never know what they'll do with the anime plot but I dearly hope they'll animate it. And plot-wise, I very disliked the first chapter of Reload >_>; It reminds me of the beginnings of the previous anime *shrugs*.
Yay for Seki Toshihiko <3 <3 <3 And finally the anime has decent (looking more natural) colors, not so plastic like before. Ah, and I must check the official site for the seiyuu, because *if* there's going to be Zakuro (<3 Zakuro), I *must* know his seiyuu~
Uh, I'm starting to fangirl here. But I can't help it - I love Saiyuuki. It was my first real fandom too~

I can't open my mailbox AGAIN. Ugh, Yahoo is not being friendly here~ Damn, and I need to send an email noww~~~~ *runs around in circles*. I already have it written, I just need to send it! Oh the drama, itami, kutsuu, zetsubou, kurushimi -- Ah, what's this? New fanlistings for me to join? Waii~ *is immediately distracted*

Astarise enlightened the world @ 05:52 p.m.
Thursday, October 2, 2003
( Ż Nightmare - Jiyanizumu )

Aaaahh! Saiyuuki Reload anime! And I have only 11 paasento T__T Can't wait so long~

Uh, anyway. I *did* have classes today~. On one we listened to a text read in old English (XIV century) and the only thing I understood from it was "his father" -_-' Cool as it sounded, I'm kind of happy I don't have to learn it.

I bought Naruto, vol 2. No Orochimaru though, buaaa. Fortunately there is wet!Kakashi casting droolsome looks here and there :3

And a little thing I've noticed. Looking through my manga I came across a similarity. Lets compare the cover of GetBackers volume 13 with the cover of Loveholic, a BeBoy yaoi/shounen ai:

Haha, similar positions, aren't they? >D'

Astarise enlightened the world @ 09:18 p.m.
Wednesday, October 1, 2003
( Ż Aushvitz - Homurabi )

First day of school, waii~ Aw, man. I love my school^^. One huge chaos/mess. And it's perfectly alright with me. I almost forgot how I love to find out that my classes have been cancelled XD'
So. On the first day of school I was of course late *dies*. When I arrived I was informed that our two lectures in a row have been cancelled. Yayness. I had other classes but they were later and I had 3 hours of free time so I went back home XD' At home I was lazing around too much which resulted in going out too late AGAIN. So when I arrived late again, I found the class empty and the professor telling me:
1) There are only 12 people in my group. O_O! Last year there were 40 people. Kowai.
2) From those 12 people only 5 showed up an hour ago (because the classes were supposed to start then - I misinterpretated the timetable ._.) and decided that because it's so few of them they will all go home.
So as a result I had *no* classes whatsoever today *bounces around* ^^;

Ohoho, I found a lovely Akabane fanart. Kyaa~

Mada, I've already sent You the email with the script ^_^~

Speaking of which, I'm going to use it on some pointless, yet longish surveys. YAY FOR TIME FILLERS XD' Taken from... uh, many many people^^;

Survey 1

5- things you're looking forward to?
1- GetBackers OAVs?
2- Buying all the cds/mangas I want to.
3- Finding love and my purpose in life~
4- Aicon and thus cosplaying Akabane.
5- June.

5 things you love to do?
1- Listen to music.
2- Read fics/watch anime/read manga/drool/be online/make layouts/
3- Create things/dress up.
4- Shock people :3
5- Shop.

7 things that annoy you?
1- SCANLATIONS! Rawr! *kill*
2- Poland.
3- Girls/women who smoke.
4- Average-ness.
5- Television/cell phones/audio cassettes.
6- When somebody is bossing over me.
7- Um. Bad Hair Days XD

6 things you touch everyday?
1- Keyboard/mouse/compy
2- Cds/cd player
3- Bathroom, kitchen and other rooms XD'
4- Clothes
5- Floor. Puahaha.
6- My Nii Bunny coffee cup.

4 things you do everyday?
1- Chores.
2- Things on the compy.
3- Sleep (ok, that was lame).
4- Listen to music.

Survey 2

A - Age: 19.
B - Best Quality: Uh.. Eternal Optimism^^?
C - Choice Of Meat: Vegetarian desu ._.
D - Dream Date: Don't know~
E - Ex (most recent): You want me to give names? Haha, never ;P
F - Favorite Food: Fruits. Mango to be exact. I could eat only this *_*
G - Greatest Accomplishment: I woke up today (kidding)
H - Happiest Day of Your Life: When I was through with high school XD
I - Internal conflicts: None?
K - Kool-Aid: Nani kore o_o?
L - Love: (in no order) Bishies, slash, jrock, seiyuu.
M - Most Valued Thing I Own: Naw. I don't know ._.
N - Name: Astarise :P
O - Outfit You Love: My supersupercool Safari!Akabane black Hat <3. The second thing would be a black knee-long sleeveless long tunic (it's a dress in fact) with 976989 buttons which I wear as a coat or as a vest buttoned or not <3
P - Pizza Toppings: Extra cheese, green &black olives~
Q - Question you want to ask: Why RL men cannot impress me.
S - Sport To Watch: None >_>
T - Television Show: None >_>
U - Unique habit: Um. I talk in specific way. My vocabulary consists of many words made up by me, fangirlish Japanese and tons of English.
W - Winter: I wuv it.
Y - Year Born: '83.
Z - Zodiac Sign: Sagittarius.

Survey 3

?? HAVE YOU EVER

1. Kissed your cousin: I have only one cousin whom I've seen like 2 times in my life. So no..
2. Ran away: From home? No, why would I?
3. Pictured your crush naked: Hai.
4. Actually seen your crush naked: Hai.
5. Broken someone's heart: Yes >_<
6. Been in love: In real *real* love, I guess not.
7. Cried when someone died: No. Noone whom I know has died yet^^;
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: Sure. A bishounen for example.
9. Broken a bone: Nope.
10. Drank alcohol: Sure.
11. Lied: Sure. Ehehe~
12. Cried in school: No. Laughed a lot though.

?? WHICH IS BETTER

13. COKE OR PEPSI: CHERRY COKE, MAN! Well, vanilla coke too, but Cherry just rules *_*
14. SPRITE OR 7UP: Bwah. Neither.
15. GIRLS OR GUYS: Guys. Definitely guys.
16. FLOWERS OR CANDY: Flowers.
17. SCRUFF OR CLEAN SHAVEN: Clean~
18. QUIET OR LOUD: Quiet~
19. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES: Dark, definitely dark. Black most preferably.
21. TALL OR SHORT: Tall. Very tall XP
22. PANTS OR SHORTS: Pants.

?? WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX

23. WHAT DO YOU NOTICE FIRST: How tall they are. Then how long the hair is :3
24. LAST PERSON YOU SLOW DANCED WITH: Agh, a long time ago it was o_O
25. WORST QUESTION TO ASK: Don't have one in my mind right now.

?? THE LAST TIME

26. SHOWERED: This morning.
27. HAD SEX: Saa.
28. HAD A GREAT TIME WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX: Saa.

?? WHAT IS

29. YOUR GOOD LUCK CHARM: Don't have one because I don't need it. I'm lucky myself.
30. PERSON YOU HATE MOST: Noone ^_^
31. THE BEST THING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO YOU TODAY: I woke up XD'

?? FAVORITES

32. COLOR: For clothes - black. For the rest it's violet/lavender and dark red/plum
33. MOVIE: Don't have one.
34. BOOK: Don't have one.
35. SUBJECT IN SCHOOL: Hehe. Don't have one (ok, kidding. English & Russian)
36. JUICE: All :3
37. CARS: Don't have one.
38. ICE CREAM: Coffee/cappuccino/expresso and so~
39. HOLIDAY: Summer ones and Christmas.
40. SEASON: Autumn/winter/spring
41. BREAKFAST FOOD: Grapes + coffee-sama + yogurt/pudding + pita with blue cheese and tomatoes <3
42. PLACE TO GO WITH YOUR HONEY: It doesn't matter actually. Somewhere not crowded.

?? WHO

43. MAKES YOU LAUGH THE MOST: Well actualllllllly.... It would be myself.
44. MAKES YOU SMILE: Most people I know.
45. GIVES YOU A FUNNY FEELING WHEN YOU SEE THEM: One of my male friends because I used to make yaoi jokes about him with my other friend ._.;
46. HAS A CRUSH ON YOU: I don't know~
47. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON: Nobody.
48. CAN MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER NO MATTER WHAT: My sis.
49. HAS IT EASIER GUYS OR GIRLS: Guys~

?? DO YOU EVER

50. SIT BY THE PHONE WAITING FOR A PHONE CALL ALL NIGHT: All night? No. But I've waited all day once (and he called <3).
51. SAVE AOL CONVERSATIONS: o_O No.
52. SAVE E-MAILS: Very rarely.
53. WISH YOU WERE SOMEONE ELSE: Not often.
54. WISH YOU WERE A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX: Oooh, yeah. But only like for a week or so. Not permanently o_o Then I'd be a perfect guy... And probably I'd be gay too >_>~
55. CRIED BECAUSE OF SOMEONE'S MEAN WORDS: If so, I don't remember it now.

?? BEST

56. COLOGNE: Don't know.
57. PERFUME: Zara Woman <3 <3
58. KISS: A long one ^_^
59. ROMANTIC MEMORY: I have a few :P
60. MOST RECENT ADVICE GIVEN TO YOU: 'try adding more salt when you boil the pasta' >____>;;

?? HAVE YOU:

61. Fallen for your best friend?: No^^
62. Made out w/ JUST a friend?: No^^
63. Been rejected?: Hm. No ^_^
64. Been in love?: Not *really*
65. Been in lust?: Hehe XD
66. Used someone?: Yeah. For helping me that is :3
67. Been used?: If so, I'm unaware of it >_>
68. Cheated on someone?: Nah, not really.
69. Been cheated on?: No.
70. Been kissed?: Yes.
71. Done something you regret?: I try not to^^

Who was the last person...

72. You touched?: I kicked my sistah >D'
73. You talked to?: Some girl called 5 minutes ago but it was a mistake.
74. You hugged?: Um.. Etto. Don't remember.
75. You instant messaged?: Szyszka-channn~
76. You kissed?: Saa.
77. You had sex with?: Saa.
78. You yelled at?: I don't yell.
79. You laughed with?: Myself. I made up a stupid joke on my way home and giggled uncontrollably. But it's a really dumb one so I'm not telling XP'
80. Who broke your heart?: Nobody.
81. Who told you they loved you?: Parents.

Do you..

82. Color your hair? No!! Never <3
83. Have tattoos? Nope. Nor do I want to.
84. Have piercings? Nope. Nor do I want to.
85. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both? No I don't ;_;
86. Own a webcam? No~
87. Own a thong? Heh *cough*
88. Ever get off the damn computer? Sure >_>
89. Sprechen sie deutsche? Yaha~ I'll start on Monday <3
90. Habla espanol? No. Nor do I want to.
91. Quack? Saa ne..

Have you / do you / are you...

92. Stolen anything? No.
93. Smoke? I don't because it doesn't go with my style, fufufu.
94. Schizophrenic? No.
95. Obsessive? Ehehe. I'd say 'sometimes' but it would be an euphemism^^;
96. Compulsive? No?
97. Obsessive compulsive? No?
98. Panic? Never XD
99. Anxiety? Bah. Never.
100. Depressed? Bah, bah bah. Never never never.
101. Suicidal? No, never. (Gods, who made this questions? A 12yr old pseudogoth?)
102. Obsessed with hate? I don't feel hate.
103. Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore? No >___> I'm a happy creature, you know? H-A-P-P-Y.
104. Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? *sighs in defeat*
105. If you could be anywhere, where would you be? Tokyo/Paris <3
106. Can you do anything freakish with your body? I can fold my tongue in half. Vertical half.
107. What facial feature do you find the most attractive on others? Hair. Oh, wait, it's not entirely facial. Lips then :3
108. Would you vote for a woman candidate for president?: I'll never vote, regardless whether it's a woman or a man.
109. Would you marry for money?: No. Wait. Maybe XD
110. Have you had braces?: Nope.
111. Do you pluck your eyebrows?: Hey, they look fine that way!
112. Do you like hairy backs?: Bwaahh. No.
113. When was the last time you had a hickey?: Don't remember.
114. Could you live without a computer?: I could but it would be a sad life XD
115. Do you use ICQ, AOL Buddy list etc...?: AIM.
116. If so, how many people are on your list(s)?: Fewwwwww.
117. If you could live in any past, where would it be? Present is fine.
119. Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off?: Take off immediately.
120. What is your favorite fruit?: Mango.
121. Do you eat wheat bread or white?: Wheat one and it's blah. I don't really like bread. (Wait. I have a deja vu. Haven't I already answered this part of this survey once? o_O;)
122. What is your favorite place to visit?: If there was a manga/jrock/japanese stuff shop in this stupid city then it would be it. But there isn't so I guess it goes for the mall XD
123. What is the last movie you saw?: Pirates of the Caribbean.
124. Do you kiss on the first date?: Depends.
125. Are you photogenic?: Not really^^;
126. Do you dream in color or black and white?: Always in color (but BW dreams muse be cool naaa)
127. Are you wearing fingernail polish?: Yeah!
128. Is it chipped or fresh? Fresh <3
129. Do you have any dimples?: I do. I guess I do anyway o_O;
130. Do you remember being born?: No.
131. Why do you take surveys?: When there is nothing interesting to blog about, a survey makes a nice filler.
132. Do you drink alcohol? Sometimes.
133. Did you like or do you like high school?: It was fun.
134. What is the best accent? Japanese^^
135. Who do you want to kiss? I won't tell *^^*
136. Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most?: Sunsets~
137. Do you want to live to be 100?: No. Hell no.
138. Is a flat stomach important to you?: Depends whose XP
139. Do you or have you played with a ouija board?: No?
140. Are you loyal?: I guess.
141. Are you tolerant of other peoples beliefs?: Sure.
142. When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off?: What movies? XD.
143. Do you have nightmares frequently?: No, never actually.
144. Do you like your nose?: I wuv it.
145. Do you think you can draw well?: Ummm. I *can* draw, but how well it's hard for *me* to tell.
146. At what age did you find out that Santa Clause wasn't real?: 8 I guess.
147. How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet?: Don't make me count them. I'm too lazy to get up. Let's say many^^;
148. Do you like to wear the same shoes everyday or do you like a variety? Variety <3
149. Do you write poetry?: No, never o_O
150. Do you snore?: If so, nobody's told me yet x_X
151. Do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides?: Back and sides.
152. Dog/cat? Goat :P
153. Do you lick stamps?: Eww, no. I once read what they add to this glue. You don't wnat me to tell you, really ._.
154. Do you use an electric can opener?: No. Don't like cans.
155. Have you ridden in a hotair balloon?: No~~~ ;_;
156. Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?: Emotional I guess.
157. Favorite TV show?: None. TV sucks~
158. Do you know anyone who is clinically depressed?: No.
159. Do you prefer a piano or a violin?: Cello XD.
160. Are you a sex addict?: Saa...
161. Do you know someone who has cancer?: No.
162. Do you like to argue?: Bah. I don't.
163. Do you hunt?: x_X That's sick.
164. Do you like fast food joints, or expensive restaurants?: Restaurants~
165. Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum?: Museum.
166. Do you have a middle name? Yes but I don't like it.
167. Are you basically a happy person? VERY happy, if you haven't noticed by now.
168. Are you tired?: Not really.
169. Did you drink anything with caffeine in it today?: Sure. Caffeine, good good~
170. Have you ever met anyone off the internet?: Hai~
171. How many phones do you have in your house?: Two and two cell ones.
172. How long is your hair?: Soon it'll reach my elbows if it won't fall out before x_X;
173. Do you get along with your parents?: Yeah.
174. What color of eyes do you prefer?: Violet or black *_*~
176. Were you named after anyone? Nope.
177. Do you wish on stars? Er?
178. Which finger is your favorite? ._.? I wuv them all.
179. When did you last cry? Heh. Don't remember.
181. Do you like your handwriting? Bwaaaaaaa, no!
182. Who do you admire? In RL? Very few people actually...
183. What is the #1 priority in your life? To be happy.
184. What is your favorite lunchmeat? -
185. Any bad habits? Being messy? Ok, very messy.
186. What is your most embarrassing CD? Linkin Park. Am going to throw it out anyway.
187. If you were another person, would you be friends with yourself? Of course.
188. Are you a daredevil? Naah^^;
189. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell? Yeah.
190. Have you ever stolen anything? No.
191. Do looks matter? Yes they do. Who denies it is a hypocrite.
192. Have you ever misused a word and it sounded absolutely stupid? It happens to me quite often^^;;;;;
193. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? Ara?
194. Do fish have feelings? Of course!
195. Are you trendy? I have my own style.
196. How do you release anger? I... don't ._.
197. Where is your second home? My blog? *geek*
198. Do you trust others easily? Actually, no.
199. What was your favorite toy as a child? Barbie dolls >_>
200. What class in school do you think is totally useless? Polish. Grrrrrrr!
201. Do you like sappy love songs? Umf. Yeah.
202. Have you ever been on radio or television? No~ And I don't want to~
203. Do you have a journal? Wahaha. Two even :3
204. Do you use sarcasm a lot? Who, me? Noooo~
205. Have you ever been in another country?: Yes.
206. What do you look for in a guy/girl? Must impress me. Like HELLISHLY impress me. Plus must be very original.
207. What is your nickname? Astarise ^_^
208. Would you bungee jump? Yeah! I want to I want to XD
209. Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off? Naw. I hate that. I got zippers you know~
210. What are you worried about right now? I wouldn't mind having more money.
211. Do you ever wear overalls? No.
212. Do you think you are strong? Unfortunately yes.
215. What's your least favorite thing in the world? Pessimism/depression.
216. How many wisdom teeth do you have? Gah, I don't even know if I have any o_O;
217. Do you have anything pierced? No.
218. Do you have any tattoos? No >D
219. What would you change about yourself? I'd like to be timely. Or at least be late only 5 minutes. Something decent. Oh, and I'd like to have smaller feet too~
220. Who is most likely to respond to this first? No idea.
221. Who are the people you care most about? Friends/family.
222. I see: The screen.
223. I need: Cherry coke.
224. I find: Um. Nice things? -_-
225. I want: Money.
226. I have: No money T_T
227. I wish: To emigrate.
228. I love: The world.
229. I hate: Nothing.
230. I miss: GetBackers XD'
231. I fear: Big spiders.
232. I feel: Indifferent o_O;
233. I hear: Kagrra.
234. I smell: Fresh air (the window's open XD)
235. I wonder: What to do with my life...
236. I regret: Not knowing the above.

When was the last time I ...

237. Smiled?: A few minutes ago.
238. Laughed?: A few minutes ago (found a funny fanfic^^)
239. Cried?: Don't remember.
240. Bought something?: A pack of chewing gum today :3
241. Danced?: Friday >_>
242. Were sarcastic?: I don't know~
243. Kissed someone?: Yesterday.
244. Talked to an ex?: Waha. Don't remember >D
245. Watched your favorite movie?: Don't like movies. I watched some TeniPuri yesterday though.
246. Do you own any plaid clothing?: I think not...
247. Do you own Converse shoes?: No. I don't want to.
248. Do you own Saucony shoes?: No. I don't want to.
249. Do you own old school Nikes?: No.
250. Do you wear tight pants?: Umm. I guess they could be called that way >>;
251. Is there more than one zipper in your pants?: No~

In the last day:

252. Worn a skirt: No~
253. Been mean: Sure >D
254. Been sarcastic: No~
255. Met someone new: No~
256. Talked to someone you have a crush on: No~
257. Missed someone: No~
258. Hugged someone: Yes.
259. Fought with your parents: No~
260. Wished upon a star: No~
261. Laughed until you cried: Yeah XD
262. Played Truth or Dare: No~
263. Watched a sunrise/sunset: No~
264. Went to the beach at night: No~ (beach? here? puahaha)
265. Spent quality time alone: Yup~
266. Read a book for fun: Fanfics, man.
267. Are you lonely: No but I'm alone right now.
268. Are you wearing your pajamas: No~
269. Are you talking to someone online: No~

About My Ideal Of Guy

270. Boxers or Briefs: Boxers~
271. Long or Short hair: Long *_* The longer the better >D
272. Tall or Short: Tall *_* The taller the better >D
273. Six pack or Muscular arms: Not very muscular.
274. Good or Bad guy: Eeeeeeeeviieeeeeel.
275. Tan or Fair: Fair.
276. Smart or not all there: Sharp minded.
277. Shaves (face) or no: Shaves.
278. Athletic or Nerdy: Both, actually.
279. How long did this survey take you: No idea XD

Survey 4

- Full name: Astarise :P
- Sex: Female
- Birthday: December 4th
- Height: 180 cm.
- Weight: Actually I don't know.
- Describe your hair: Fudou *dies laughing* XD
- Eye color: Grayish blue/green.
- Birthplace: Paris.
- Hometown: Warsaw -_-V
- Sibling(s): Sister - Set.
- Animal: Guinea pig Adolf <3
- Day of the week: Now it's Tuesday >D
- Color: For clothes - black. For the rest it's violet/lavender and dark red/plum
- Food: Fruits. Mango to be exact. I could eat only this *_*
- Ice cream flavor: coffee~
- Names you like: Names without the letters: p, b, u, w, o because those are ugly. The nice ones are: a, i, s, n, l, t, m, z, f.
- Cartoon: Uh. Dexter's Lab?
- Scent: Zara Woman <3
- Are you Hetero-/Homo-/Bi-sexual?: Hetero.
- Are you in love?: No.
- Are you in a relationship?: No.
- Do you have a crush?: No.
- Would/did you have sex before marriage?: I don't want to get married.
- Do you believe in love at first sight?: Yes.
- Do you believe in true love?: Yes.
- Have you ever been in love?: Something like that but not really.
- Have you ever broken someone's heart?: Saa..
- Have you ever had a crush on a teacher?: No. Nononono >_>
- Have/would you ever see(n) an X-rated movie?: Yes.
- Would you (honestly) sacrifice your life for your beloved?: Honestly: Of course.
- What do you look for in a lover (physically)?: Taller than me with a deep voice and long hair~
- What do you look for in love (mentally/emotionally)?: Strong, silent, very original~
- Have you ever had your heart broken?: No.
- Would you commit suicide?: No, never.
- Have you ever tried to commit suicide?: No, never.
- Are you attracted to people with accents?: They're cool (heh, I can count myself among them actually ^^;).
- Is there a certain smell, sight, sound, or taste that reminds you of a lover?: Hehe. Yes :3
- Do you enjoy living in your town?: No, I detest it. I'm moving out asap.
- Do you smoke?: No. Not my style.
- Do you drink?: Sometimes.
- Are you trustworthy?: Yes if my procrastinating won't show up.
- Do you dye your hair?: No, never.
- Do you wear makeup?: Yaha. I wuv makeup XD
- Are you a person who lies a lot?: Naah.
- What religion do you practice, if any?: None/My own.
- Do you like high heels?: I look ridiculous in them *hugs her Toshiyas anyway*
- Are you homophobic?: No, but I don't like yuri.
- Do you enjoy having your picture taken?: When I'm fully makeupped and prepared - yes^^;.
- Do you keep your room/apartment/dorm clean?: Hell no.
- Have you ever performed in public?: I once played an angel in a christmas school play >_>
- Do you have any piercings?: None.
- Do you have any health problems?: None ^_^
- Are you a vegetarian?: Yup ^_^
- Have you ever been in a crash?: No~
- Have you ever had a near-death experience?: I almost drowned once^^;
- Have you ever won anything?: A set of bags and a mascara >__>;
- Do you play a musical instrument?: No, baaah.
- Have you ever broken a bone?: No.
- Do you have any scars?: A few but nothing major.
- Have you ever had major surgery?: No, never been in the hospital.
- What is your earliest memory?: Don't remember when I started remembering things ^_^;;
- What is your dream job?: I DON'T KNOW YET. Aghh!
- Do you plan on having kids?: No. Not under 30 that is~
- Have you meet/do you know anyone famous?: 'Famous' for me means a Jrocker. No I haven't T_T
- Have you ever baby-sat?: No >:3
- Have you ever fallen asleep on someone else's bed?: Yes.
- Have you ever fallen asleep on someone else?: Yes^^;
- Do you cry?: No, I hate crying.
- Do you believe in fate?: Yes *_*
- Do you believe in yourself?: Sure. I rule.
- What languages do you know?: Polish, English and Russian. Still a long way ahead of me in learning Japanese, French and Norwegian though but I work hard.
- Have you ever visited another country?: Yes.
- Do you consider yourself organized?: Hell no :3
- Do you wear a watch?: Yes <3
- Do you wear any jewelry?: Very rarely.
- Did you enjoy climbing trees when you were younger?: No. I liked dollies XD'
- Do you have pictures around the frame of your mirror?: No. That's cheesy >_>
- Have you ever fainted?: Yes. My first time was quite recently. Interesting experience~

Survey 5

[[ Birthday ]] - December 4th
[[ Age ]] - 19
[[ Astrological sign? ]] - Sagittarius
[[ Location ]] - Warsaw, poland
[[ Sexual Preference ]] - Male (I'd say biseinen to be exact XD)
[[ Marital Status ]] - Gwahaha.
[[ Current Hair color ]] - Blond/red/honey o_O?
[[ Eyecolor ]] - Greyish blue/green
[[ Parents still together? ]] - No^^;
[[ Pets? ]] - Adorufu-kun, my guinea piggy~
[[ In school/graduated? ]] - College XD
[[ What do you do for work? ]] - Nothing. Absolutely nothing.
[[How much do you make? ]] - Deducing from above - I don't work XP

Preferences
[[ Black/White ]] - Black~!
[[ Red/Blue ]] - Violet XD
[[ Dogs/Cats ]] - Goats ;P
[[ Roses/Daisies ]] - Magnolia~
[[ Hair: Short/Long ]] - Very long.
[[ Boots/Shoes ]] - Boots.
[[ Dark/Light ]] - Dark.
[[ Day/Night ]] - Evening XD'
[[ City/Country ]] - City.

Favorites
[[ Color ]] - Black, lavender, puce...
[[ Animal ]] - Guinea pig.
[[ Soda ]] - Cherry Coke.
[[ Food ]] - Yogurts/puddings.
[[ Bands ]] - MUCC, Kagrra, Moi dix Mois, Pierrot, Duel Jewel, Malice Mizer, Merry, Schwarz Stein, Plastic Tree, Apocalyptica, X Japan, Laruku, Luna Sea, Dir en Grey, and so on nya nya nya~

[[ Movie ]] - --- (maybe Gohatto)
[[ Have tattoos? ]] - No.
[[ Piercings]] - Nooone~
[[ Have a boyfriend/girlfriend ]] - Nein.

Have you...
[[ Stolen anything? ]] - No.
[[ Smoked? ]] - Once or twice XD'
[[ Pot? ]] - No.
[[ Crack? ]] - No.
[[ Drank? ]] - Yes.
[[ Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name? ]] - No.
[[ Considered being a hooker? ]] - No.
[[ Maybe a pimp? ]] - No.
[[ Cheated on someone? ]] - Uh.., no.
[[ Been married? ]] - No.
[[ Been divorced? ]] - No.
[[ Are you psycho? ]] - I'm obsessed.
[[ Split personalities? ]] - Not really...
[[ Schizophrenic? ]] - No.
[[ Obsessive? ]] - Ah ha ha.
[[ Compulsive? ]] - No?
[[ Obsessive Compulsive? ]] - No??
[[ Anxiety? ]] - No ^__^
[[ Depressed? ]] -No ^_______^
[[ Suicidal? ]] - No ^________________^
[[ Homicidal? ]] - No ^_______________________^

Survey 6

HAVE YOU EVER...
*Kissed someone of the same sex: Does a goodbye peck on the cheek count?
*Been in love: Sth like that, but not really.
*Been so drunk you blacked out: Nein.
*Kept a secret from everyone: Ahaha.
*Set a body part on fire: LOL. Actually I tried lighting a tip of my nail once^^;;;;;
*Had an imaginary friend: Friend as such - no. I had tons of other imaginary beings though...
*Called or seen a psychic: No.
*Ever cried at a chick flick: No.
*Had a crush on a teacher: No >_<
*Found a cartoon character attractive: Cartoon - no. Anime - uh well...... DUH. Of course.
*Ever at anytime owned a New Kids on the block tape: No *is proud*
*Prank called someone: It used to be my hobby (but for a month only^^;)
*Wear eye shadow: Hai~ White and frosty black<3
*Have a dog: My grandparents have.
*Want a tattoo: No~
*have any regrets: No~
*Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: No~
*Have a crush on someone: No~
*Do you have a best friend: No~
*Who knows all your secrets?: Me. Muahahahah~
*Who do you cry with: I don't cry.

RANDOM QUESTIONS:
[what are you wearing] - A black shirt with its collar and cuffs made of lace, black pants and socks. Uh, also black.
[where do you buy your clothes] - Don't have one favorite place.
[what are you listening to] - Kagrrrrrrrrraaaaaaaa XDD
[where do you wish you were right now] - In my bed, sleeping.

Astarise enlightened the world @ 08:56 p.m.
Tuesday, September 30, 2003
( Ż Merry - Violent Harenchi )

Ghh~ *nosebleeds at her new layout*

Astarise enlightened the world @ 12:13 p.m.
Tuesday, September 30, 2003
( Ż Schwarz Stein - Succubus )

I'm a scary Astarise in the mornings. In the half-conscious way. After I got up, I wanted to make some coffee-sama. So I zombied my way to the kitchen to pour the water into the pot. Only after a few seconds I realized I was pouring it all on the floor. And zombie!Astarise found it very amusing and didn't intend to stop. Ehhhhhh.

But the main point of this entry is chigai ne. It's Orochimaru. I know my knowledge of Naruto is very poor (4 eps of anime and vol 1 of the manga), mainly because as much as the kyasuto is wonderful (TOBITA NOBUO *dies*, Seki Toshihiko, Miki Shin'ichirou, Inoue Kazuhiko, Ishida Akira etc), I've never been much interested in it. But~ Please tell me if I'm wrong, but is Orochimaru, a supercool black haired extremely powerful/strong evil evil villain biseinen with a sword???! *_*~ From what I know, it looks like he is. Kyaa~ I must get the anime then (manga is published locally, vol 1 as for now). Hehehe~

Ok, I'm genki again. I'll go and try to code something very predictable now =X

Astarise enlightened the world @ 09:54 a.m.