Real name: Sonya
Aka: Astarise, In_Assiah
Age: Nineteen
Sign: Sagittarius/Piggy
Location: Poland (blah)
Is: A college student
Height: Sanzou>Hakkai
Hair: Watari/Yohji
Eyes: Tamahome._.'

Anime/Manga:
GetBackers, Saiyuuki, Yami no Matsuei, Record of Lodoss War (OAV), Honoo no Mirage, X, Fruits Basket, Angel Sanctuary~

Love:
Ashram-sama, Akabane Kuroudo, Fuuma Kotarou, Genjou Sanzou, Amon, Kira Sakuya, Muraki Kazutaka, Darcia-sama

Other Bishies of Choice:
Monou Fuuma, Sakurazuka Seishirou, Watari Yutaka, Sha Gojyo, Cho Hakkai, Goujun, Kamuro Ishigami, Nicholas D. Wolfwood, Kenren Taishou, Tenpou Gensui, Tatsumi Seiichirou, Miroku Natsuhiko, Fudou Takuma, Kagami Kyouji, Nobutsuna Naoe, D, Katou Yue, Yuki Eiri, Legato Bluesummers, Sohryuu (YnM), Tohda, Zakuro, Oshitari Yuushi, K, Hisoka (HxH), Allen Schezar (only the movie one), Katsu (Tsukioka Tsunan), Hiko Seijuro, Saitou Hajime, Hikitsu, Uriel, Nakago, Akutabi Gamma, Aakaado, Kigai Yuuto, Asagi Shougo, Treize Kusherenada, Milgazia, Fujiwara no Sai, Frey, Tieh, Sohma Shigure, Sohma Ayame, Kigai Yuuto, Tsuzuki Asato

Pairings:
Gojyo/Sanzou, Gojyo/Hakkai, Kenren/Tenpou, Fuuma/Kamui, Yuuto/Shougo, Naoe/Takaya, Sanosuke/Katsu, Treize/Zechs, Fuuma/Seishirou, Tatsumi/Watari, Sirius/Snape, Lucius/Snape, Remus/Snape, Sirius/James, Sirius/Remus,
Ban/Ginji,
Juubei/Kazuki, Akabane/Ban

Seiyuu:
Seki Toshihiko, Hayami Shou, Kamiya Akira, Ishida Akira, Okiayu Ryoutarou, Tobita Nobuo, Inoue Kazuhiko, Koyasu Takehito, Nakata Jouji, Miki Shin'ichirou, Takaya Kuroda (I also just *love* Gackt and Hyde's voices)

Music:
MUCC, Kagrra, Moi dix Mois, Pierrot, Duel Jewel, Malice Mizer, Plastic Tree, Miyavi, Apocalyptica, Gackt, X-Japan, Laruku, Luna Sea, Dir en Grey, and many more~

Languages:
Polish, English, Russian. Japanese and French in progress, German in the future, Nowegian just started XDD

Reads/stalks:

  ~ Akarui
  ~ Beth
  ~ Corny
  ~ Doc
  ~ Eline
  ~ Goldfish
  ~ Koji
  ~ Mada
  ~ Mari
  ~ Nadia
  ~ Nozomi
  ~ Sei
  ~ Set
  ~ Sf
  ~ Szyszka
  ~ WhiteCat

Layout:
Ban and Ginji from GetBackers. Image taken from Animage magazine, scanned and edited by moi ^^. The phrases in engrish are also from Animage: 'Profound bonds tie him to him', 'He is tied to him by profound bonds' and 'We'll GET down and talk tonight!'. They're just too damn cute/gay/funny. The fully edited image, in colors, can be found here in a form of a wallpaper.

Archives:
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Tuesday, September 30, 2003
< * ¯Schwarz Stein - Succubus *>

  I'm a scary Astarise in the mornings. In the half-conscious way. After I got up, I wanted to make some coffee-sama. So I zombied my way to the kitchen to pour the water into the pot. Only after a few seconds I realized I was pouring it all on the floor. And zombie!Astarise found it very amusing and didn't intend to stop. Ehhhhhh.

But the main point of this entry is chigai ne. It's Orochimaru. I know my knowledge of Naruto is very poor (4 eps of anime and vol 1 of the manga), mainly because as much as the kyasuto is wonderful (TOBITA NOBUO *dies*, Seki Toshihiko, Miki Shin'ichirou, Inoue Kazuhiko, Ishida Akira etc), I've never been much interested in it. But~ Please tell me if I'm wrong, but is Orochimaru, a supercool black haired extremely powerful/strong evil evil villain biseinen with a sword???! *_*~ From what I know, it looks like he is. Kyaa~ I must get the anime then (manga is published locally, vol 1 as for now). Hehehe~

Ok, I'm genki again. I'll go and try to code something very predictable now =X

Astarise enlightened the world @ 09:54 a.m.
Monday, September 29, 2003
< * ¯Raphael - Sakura *>

  Ohoho, it's been a while, ne~. I'm lazy that's all. Also some stuff kept me busy^^; Annnd I've been reading a fanfic consisting of 37 extremely long chapters o_O' How wordy, those AU writers are~ It wasn't an extremely interesting fic, but I HAD to read it all out of sheer stubbornness and some curiosity too.

First, a new very important link - Szyszka-chan~~~! *hugs* Fangirl powahh! Yay, now I can finally social blog to You~ And a little belated 'welcome to blogland and enjoy Your stay' :3

So~. I've been to my school today to find out how the timetable looks like and when I'm supposed to start classes. I HAVE ALL TUESDAYS OFF, woo-hoo! The rest is nice too. I have lots of computer graphic classes which make me <3 <3 at the very thought because I wuuuuuv graphics. I can't imagine living without Photoshop~
I was also very surprised to find that all the buildings had been repaired. Now the interior is so sickeningly white x-x'

I'm happy school starts (on Wednesday). The lack of its routine, which lasted for almost 3 months, and the fact that during that time I was mostly doing nothing made me weirder and weirder.
Today's example:

I went to a wig shop to buy pieces of artificial hair needed for my Akabane cosplay. Ok, so far it's normal.
I found what I was looking for, bought it, and ok. But the whole shop was tempting. You know, all kinds of wigs here and there. So I thought I could try on something just for fun. The shop assistant was nice and it ended with me trying on half of the shop XD It's really fun!
And... Ok, shoot me. Shoot me now:

I bought myself a wig >___>;

I couldn't resist. Couldn't couldn't couldn't! Aghh! Do you have any idea how extremely fun/amusing is seeing yourself in a COMPLETELY different hair style and color?! Damn. So I chose exactly the opposite of my hair - short and black XP And very surprisingly, I look ok in it. I have a very pale complexion and gray/blue eyes, so after kohling my eyebrows black I can pretend it's my natural color~ And finally I can wear dark lipstick muahaha.

I plan on going to school like this once or twice. I wonder if someone would recognize me then XD~

Ehhhhhh. I'm really getting weirder. I really need to start the school routine because at this rate, I don't know, I'll buy artificial eyelashes, a corset or something worse even x_X?

It's because of the preparing for the cosplay, I tell you. It gives one weird ideas (Like now, with this wig I can cosplay, for example, Seishirou! Yeah! I'll only need the glasses and that's all. For Subaru I'd just need to attach the eartails. I'd do Sorata well too. And Kamui. And Sanosuke... etc etc) Or maybe it's because lately I've been influenced by Jrock more and mooooore? Hm, I've always loved Jrock, but when normally its level in my head was, let's say, 100% - now it's 900% or higher >_>'

Mwaaaaaaaaaaaaahh. I want green tea. And some nice anime to watch (some Loki probably but I have no idea as to where I've put cds with it O_o~). My hands are cold. I can't check my mailbox because it's currently unavailable. I miss GetBackers~. And it's raining, yay yayay! ^_^

Astarise enlightened the world @ 10:25 p.m.
Thursday, September 25, 2003
< * ¯hide - In Motion *>

  I've just eaten a bar of chocolate (a small one fortunately). Bah. The only way to make me eat sweets is to give them to me directly. I myself won't ever buy chocolate in a shop because I simply don't need it. Bah anyway^^;

I installed a new script/code I got from Set. It's something very similar to a LiveJournal cut which I find a very good/logical solution sometimes. Click for the link-looking words to unfold the text/images/stuff hidden under it. To fold it back - just refresh the page^^~. It will keep my blog more aesthetic. So, an example after the first image:

...You're Satochi. What MUCC member are you like?
brought to you by Quizilla


(Wai~ Satochi is cool. And the image matches my layout colors)

More quizzies

(I only hope it won't interfere with my other scripts as I have a ton of those DIVs already^^;)

Beth, danke for posting the movie list. I've watched only 60% of it ^^V But still, for *me* it's a success. I will watch them all someday *shakes her fist dramatically*~

I've named my boots Toshiya (Left Toshiya and Right Toshiya). Just because I think that name suits them (and Toshiya himself is cute).
XD' Imagine somebody writes a fanfic about me:
...and then Astarise grecafully put her foot into her Left Toshiya and zipped it. Heh. Heh heh--
Eeeeeeeh *dies of lameness*
The Hat I've named Akabane obviously, btw. OK, and I admit those the only pieces of clothing I've named. I'm not all that pathetic~

Astarise enlightened the world @ 10:36 a.m.
Tuesday, September 23, 2003
< * ¯Kagrra - Amafurase Tanmaina *>

  It seems as though I'm on a shopping high lately. Which is bad as it resulted in me being broke once again -.-' Buu~t! This time (among other things) I bought myself a pair of.... platform boots. Knee-high black platforms. And their heel is freaking 11 centimeters high *dies*. I'm happy as they fit me very good. It's very hard for me to find decent large-sized shoes. But wow that is a strange thing - *me* wearing them. The best part is that now my head touches the doorframe x__X; Fortunately I didn't hit myself~
I feel like a real giant. I'm much taller than Akabane in them (and... almost as tall as Fudou *dies again*). But yay, now my legs are 11cm longer~ And a second yay - now I can cosplay a Jrocker! I don't know whom yet, but boots like this are a must.
(And no, I do not care what people will think about me when they see me like this. I've always been/looked like somewhat of a weirdo so I'm used to the stares. And lately I find them very amusing and even enjoyable XP)

Amafurase tanmaina, amafurase tanmaina, amafurase tanmaina *chants*. Hey, what the hell does amafurase tanmaina mean anyway o_O?! Ah well. Cool song. No, scratch that. BRILLIANT song.

Oh, I too go freaky while listening to Vanilla. I'm not able to sit quietly and listen to it, I must siiiiiiiing~ it along with Gakuto-san which can be a little embarrassing when somebody is listening too, especially the 'Kami-sama...' part XD'
And when I read on Your journal about GodChild ending and such, my sister (she's a megafan) went into a spoiler search and found that *spoiler* has died. Which is sad. I want volume 7 to come out asap~

Hm, is it normal for me to be already fed up with this layout and *really* want to load another? After only a week? o_o;

Astarise enlightened the world @ 09:52 p.m.
Sunday, September 21, 2003
< * ¯Pierrot - Neogrotesque *>

  So~ I do think this'll be the last time in a while I'm writing about GetBackers and obsess over the new episodes. As everyone, I think, knows - 49 was the last one. Bwaaa. Aw, actually I'm not sad because I believe in a next part or a movie or some OAVs :3

(spoilers?)
I did *not* like what they did to the ending and how they solved all the new Mugenjou arc problems. The whole arc was a bad/cheesy idea itself. It was like 'oooh, so the first one was a huge success so we'll make a sequel, add some more angst, throw in Kagami and Fudou and it'll be even bigger success *.*'. Well, er. No, it wasn't. Masaki sucks. As well as what Kagami did to Fudou (T_T), what Ban did to Akabane and what Ban did to Kagami (<- Ban, I really don't like you after this. You only have the looks that save you. That's the reason you're on my layout.). Ah well. The ending sequence was great though. We had Akabane walking down the street (<3 <3 <3) and Ban and Ginji trying to make out hugging in the car. < edit> And Maguruma-san too~! < /edit> Yay.

Nowwww that GB ended, I need a new obsession >D Ah, I got it. New Saiyuuki in a few days ne~~~ Can'twaitcan'twaitcan'twait.

*pokes winmx* Oi, act nicely, you. Obey your seme (me) XD'

Astarise enlightened the world @ 09:41 p.m.
Saturday, September 20, 2003
< * ¯X Japan - Silent Jealousy *>

  *looks at the previous entry*... Umhhh. It wasn't me? ^^;

Astarise enlightened the world @ 11:15 a.m.
Friday, September 19, 2003
< * ¯ Whiteberry - Natsu Matsuri XD' *>

  Oh my. FUCKING GOD!!! I've just bought an AKABANE HAT *diesdiesdies*! I can't believe it!
It's black and veeeeery wide. Well, it has something cowboy/safari-ish in it too (it had those strings attached originally. I cut them off immediately) , but it can clearly be called an Akabane Hat. I still cannot believe it x_@
It's perfect when it comes to proportions. Akabane has his hat slightly narrower than his shoulders. And because he has very broad shoulders, so is the hat. *I* don't have broad shoulders, but proportionally it's the same *__*

That's so great! Now that I have the hat, I only need the hair, some stuff to lengthen my coat and a black tie and my cosplay is compleeeeeted XDD I won't cut it - I will be the pre-Kagami Akabane!

But even leaving out the Akabane part, fuck! I look so fucking great in it!! Why the hell am not a model?! (because I don't weigh 50kg, I guess~). Wahh, I'm so beautiful (heh, I'm so conceited and insane too~)! It's the *best* thing I've EVER bought! I don't remember ever being equally obsessed/happy about an article of clothing.

And I found it completely by accident! In a second-hand shop! I was passing it, unaware of the shop's existence when something (My intuition? Yeah, go my intuition <3!) told me to look at the window and there IT was *__* You won't believe how cheap it was. Because it was unbelievably cheap. Hell, a price like that cannot even be called a price *dies*. I must visit that shop again, because now I was too absorbed by the hat that I even didn't look around~
I'm never going to take it off, haha =X

In other words - I've got happiness on my head.

Ok, I end it here. Please note it's the first time since I've had this blog (over a year now) that I cursed here. I don't know how else I could express my mental state right now *falls asleep/dead with The Hat on*

Astarise enlightened the world @ 09:28 p.m.
Friday, September 19, 2003
< * ¯ Dir en Grey - Mr. Newsman *>

  Aghh, I'm so stupid. I have Fruits Basket volumes 11 and 12 at home and I've realized it just now >_> And I've had them since... well, a long time. I haven't even touched them yet, not to mention reading them.
Shigure! Ayame! Hatori! Here I come :3

I went to see Pirates of the Caribbean again yesterday. Heh, someone has influenced me, I guess (btw, pervert ja nai yo~ >_< It's all Akabane's fault!)

Bah. I have to burn 9845783 cds now. But I don't really feel like doing it~ When I burn a cd, my compy works very hard and thus there are distortions in the music I play on winamp. Or sometimes it just stops playing. It really drives me mad :[ Saa... This procrastination will be the cause of my death someday, I tell you~

Astarise enlightened the world @ 04:20 p.m.
Wednesday, September 17, 2003
< * ¯ Aliene Ma'riage - Kourin *>

  New layout with the infamous Ban/Ginji in chains picture used^^; It's my first sepia layout too. Sowwy if the image loads too slow. I could have cut it into smaller ones, but when I did that something went wrong with the coding and it looked horribbblllle >_<

I also updated my LiveJournal with a pointless RL entori~. My new resolution is to take care of it :3

Myuu, and this I find very amusing ^_^

I had a dream which wasn't very yaoi-ish but still. It was Kagami/Muraki. Yes, Muraki was acting uke. And Kagami seme. The trauma. It was something about Muraki accidentally scratching Kagami's cheek and for that he was sort of cursed and Kagami followed him everywhere and molested him from time to time O_O. I was there too, trying to help Muraki to get rid of Kagami. I don't remember how, but we somehow succeded. Gah, Muraki as an uke on the verge of crying. Traumatic dream indeed x_@;

I've thrown out Ban of my bishlist. I don't like him anymore ._. Well, certainly not after he caught Akabane's scalpels flying towards him and threw them contemptously on the floor and broke Akabane's Bloody Sword. Bastard :[ . I could also complain how he destroyed the back of Akabane's coat, but I was actually glad he did that. The less clothes on Akabane, the better :3 And fortunately he has a tendency to have his coats destroyed. His first one was burned along with his hat and shirt, Then his hat was split by Kagami, then in the first fight with Ban he acquired a gash and the front of the coat was cut open, then Ban tore off the piece on his arm revealing the tattoo (*_*) and now the whole back (which was miraculously repaired in the next scene). Yare yare. What a walking fanservice. I bet in the next fight he'll lose his pants =X

Astarise enlightened the world @ 01:48 p.m.
Tuesday, September 16, 2003
<* ¯ Gackt - Lu:Na *>

  I'm back. Well, sort of. I didn't go anywhere >_<

So. Life is good, life is boring, the weather is beautiful and I'm on a slight coffee-high. Watched Gettobakkaazu 48, the episode I've longed to watch so much. Because it had the Akabane/Ban fight. Which turned out to be a Ban/Akabane fight eventually, and I did *not* like that. Akabane, however, uttered some lovely lovely lovely gasps/groans and I won't lie if I say that it made me very a happy fangirl. A very happy fangirl ineed. Hell, hear it yourself! It doesn't sound like a fight at all, ne~ < /ecchi>.

I also watched PoT 99. Just because. Silly as it was, the episode contained some explicit Skeleton/Kaidou scenes. Yes, that's the correct order. The skeleton wasn't even alive. Anyway, who has seen it will get what I mean.

By accident I scratched my cheek with my nail. Strange too, as I have very short nails now (and it feels terrible). It's not something big like Gojyo has, for example, but it's enough to make me jump around saying 'Nooo! My eien no utsukushisa has been scarred!' (<- caused by the Too Much Coffee syndrom). Ok, so it will heal in no time. I just don't know what to write about^^;

Oh, I had some time and a pencil so being a hopelessly obsessed Astarise that I am, I did this, which is a little fanart of a happy/smiley Akabane. The scalpels are formed in a 'peace' sign. Or at least I tried to make the that way o_O; I'll go and make some layouts now <3

Astarise enlightened the world @ 02:34 p.m.
Friday, September 12, 2003
<* ¯ MUCC- Futashin no Koe *>

  Not nice things are happening in Astarise land lately. 'Not nice' meaning they don't allow me to be online as much as I'd want to^^;;

I've taken up a sort of job - as an editor/helper of the one of the books my grandfather writes (war and historical stuff, not fiction -_-;) that needs to be reedited. The deadline is close so I'm kind of busy with it all. I mostly edit stuff on his compy, check if there are no typos or stylistic mistakes and correct it, write a lot of things (because I type fast), scan and adjust photos and other things like that.
It's quite a nice job actually ^_^ And I'm being paid for it :3 But it takes me a lot of time to do this all, and when I come home it's already late and I'm tired. And if that wasn't enough, yesterday, when I came back much earlier, my connection just died on me ._.'

But it's all good because I was almost broke after my August shopping (-_-;) and now I can save money for the new MUCC album *_* Because, gods, that song I'm listening to now, is one of the best things I've ever heard *______*

Furthermore, I need money for the upcoming yaoi convention in October~ Yayyayayay! I'm *so* happily looking forward to it. I'm cosplaying Akabane~~! As for now, I only have the scalpels ready, 8 of them (they're not real scalpels though^^;), and white gloves which I bought yesterday XD~ Fantastic thing is that the con is in my city so I finally won't have to travel far. I'll only need to take one bus and I'm there ^_^

Astarise enlightened the world @ 01:16 p.m.