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Real name: Sonya
Aka: Astarise, In_Assiah
Age: 19
Sign: Sagittarius/Piggy
Location: Poland (blah)
Is: A college student
Height: Sanzou>Hakkai
Hair: Watari/Yohji
Eyes: Tamahome._.'
Anime/Manga: Saiyuuki, Lodoss(OAV), Honoo no Mirage, X, Trigun, Hikaru no Go, Boogiepop Phantom, Fruits Basket, Gravitation
Biseinen: Ashram-sama, Fuuma Kotarou, Genjo Sanzou, Goujun, Kira Sakuya, Ishigami
Seiyuu: Seki Toshihiko©, Hayami Shou, Kamiya Akira, Ishida Akira, Okiyayu Ryoutarou, Inoue Kazuhiko (I also *love* Gackt and Hyde's voices)
Music: JRock, Tool, Dandy Warhols, Apocalyptica
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Wednesday, December 11, 2002
Music: Luna Sea - Wish (unplugged)
Irony. I decided to be a good girl today and go on one lecture that I haven't been on since a month or so (oopsie). At 8.15am -_-. Only it was cancelled today >_>. And of course nobody knew about it. Oookay, so that's how they treat *me*. And so I left the building and skipped the rest of classes >:P
Eh.. I've found another (better) free webhost and I'm moving my precious(bwahaha) stuff there. And working on a new layout I found that I have very few good fonts. So I searched for them. =_= Fascinating as hell. And I found a site with 1000 of them and I checked *all* @_@. At least once I wanted to be stubborn and not give up.. .
Never_again will I fontsearch. So pathetically boring =_=
Astarise enlightened the world @ 01:54 p.m.
Tuesday, December 10, 2002
Music: Silverchair - Anthem for the Year 2000
This is crazy *.* And scary too. I can't believe I scored 46 once... tehee~
OK, some tests:

What Angel Sanctuary Character are you?

this is my way to live
What about yours?
made by rav-chan
-edit-
Whooo, I played that game a few more times and scored 79! (now, is that good or bad ?_?)
Astarise enlightened the world @ 02:41 p.m.
Tuesday, December 10, 2002
Music: Glay - Winter Again
Ugh, a very apt song title. It's freaking -14C outside!! x_X
I have to put two sweaters on when I go outblah. And when I come home my face feels numb because it's frozen -_-. When I want to wince or move my nose I cant't tell whether I'm doing it or no >_>
Cool. Literally --;
Nonetheless I'm very happy now, because today's philosophy class was cancelled *sings*
Some of my referrers are starting to make me worry. Message for the person looking for gross snowmobile accident pictures: o_O;;
I'm also the only result for essay serie trigun and lodoss deedo nude (<- ._.')
But a querie japanese charaters for koi made me ralise that I did a typo :D Always more happy after I correct them^^
I want spring. Not only because I'm already sick of the temperature, but there are a few nice things then. First, in the end of February my Backgammon 2 arrives. The shop I ordered from had some problems and so I have to wait till February. Ah, better late than never. Second, there is a special convention in March which I want to go to very badly^^. An attempt to a yaoicon :3. Ghh, ever since I started to read blogs I've always wanted to go to a yaoicon myself... Ahh~ normal people to talk to ^______^ Maybe they'll invite some bishies too XDDD
Main thought of the day:
Why do all anime emoticons have the sweatdrop on the right side? I mean, it's always like ^^;, -_-;, ^^' and so. ;^^ looks bad. And from what I noticed characters sweatdrop everywhere, even in the middle of the face... Strange.
My life is fascinating ;P
Astarise enlightened the world @ 12:43 p.m.
Sunday, December 8, 2002
Music: Soil - Halo
Simple law of life:
A normal girl likes guys.
A yaoi fangirl likes guys twice as much.
Astarise enlightened the world @ 08:59 p.m.
Saturday, December 7, 2002
Music: Flytrap - Stitches
*clears throat*
Kyaaaaaaa!!
*insert more fangirlish squeals*
I've just adopted... Kotarou *.* Gods, I found a great Japanese site with Honoo no Mirage adoptees *.* I have Naoe and Takaya too~ ^______^
I can't help it, I'm too fangirlish when it comes to Kotarou (I checked the kanji for his name and it should end with an 'ou' so I'm changing the spelling^^) and don't intend to stop :P
Astarise enlightened the world @ 06:07 p.m.
Friday, December 6, 2002
Music: Him - When Love and Death Embrace
Gyahah! I'm on coffee-high ^0^ Being on a coffee-high is *so* much better than being drunk^^
Fun with alphabet stolen from Nadia-san (BTW, Your little oekakis are just too cute *^_^*):
A ~ Astarise (ha!)
B ~ black/blog/bishounen
C ~ chocolate/compy-chan/coffee-sama
D ~ debris/diadem/dragon
E ~ existence/enthral
G ~ genki/grasshopper
F ~ Fuuma
H ~ horizon/hyper
I ~ inexplicable
J ~ jrock/jasmine
K ~ knight/Kotarou/keeper
L ~ Laruku
M ~ manga/Marmo
N ~ nowhere
O ~ oath/orb
P ~ photocopy
Q ~ quietude
R ~ rainy/reminiscence
S ~ strength/snow/soul/Saiyuuki/soil
T ~ trigger/tranquility/Toshihiko/trench-coat
U ~ uke
V ~ velocity/vanilla
W ~ wagtail/winamp/Watari
X ~ X/1999 (how original--;)
Y ~ yaoi/yearn
Z ~ zest
^^
Hmmm, so many things for me to do today (on my Compy-chan that is):
-Create Photoshop 'sketches' for a few layouts (those multi-layer sketches, as I call them, are much more fun to make, because there is no html in them :P).
-Search(find!) for 'when love and death embrace' - other version than the live one I have. I just love that song...
-Try to make a chibi Evergreen-Haido adoption *^^*
-Write two emails.
-Summon a Saiyuuki WAFF-y plot bunny.
-Fight the present evil/thoroughly stupid plot bunny. Because. There is. No way. In hell. I'm writing that stuff^^; (well, at least it's not sick or a MS ^.~)
-Restrain myself from visiting ff.net. My printer was taken away to be repaired and thus I'd start reading fics from the screen (takes too much time)
Uh~ that all is going to take me some time, especially the layouts. I found a few pics lately with which I can 'see' the potential layouts. For example I *really* had to try to 'see' it with this version... but the pic was too pretty to just leave it. Some pics are layoutish and some are not. Ende^^
I get a lot of referrers lately. Fortunately they're not sick (maybe because I don't swear on my blog?). Just weird sometimes...
Astarise enlightened the world @ 02:39 p.m.
Thursday, December 5, 2002
Music: Noir - Salva Nos
Thursdays... nice lessons but I leave school at 4pm ._. which is not good at all. The longer I go to that school the faster the days/weeks go by. I mean, for exmple, I remember Friday as if it was just yesterday.
Anyway^^
Old lady me thanks everybody for the wishes ^____^ Actually I'll start calling my self 'old' when I'll be over 20 ^.~
Noir soundrack is great *nodnod*, eventhough I've never seen the anime and I really don't intend to [female *detectives*! Bleaargh! (<-not that I have something about women being detectives. It's just that I don't like when there are *both* of these in anime I choose to watch.)]. On the other hand, I heard somewhere that Seki Toshihiko appeares around ep 11 *.* And that casts great doubt over my notion of Noir. Knowing me, I'll watch only the 'around ep 11' someday if I have the chance :P
*looks through the window* Right now I would like nothing else than just to brush Ashram-sama's hair. Uh-huh *.*. If only He would let me...
Brush His long beautiful raven-black silky hair... *siiiiiiggghhhhh*
Yes, I've been daydreaming a lot today (as I always do^^) especially when I was stuck in a traffic jam in the bus for an *hour* ><;;
I. Hate. Buses/Public Transport.
But I won't ride nothing else. I'm ecological and don't want to have a car (though I want a driving licence^^;)
Lookie, *points to the bottom of the left blog table* I have AIM now ^o^. Finally installed it yesterday. So~, if anyone would be so kind to say a few words to me, I'd be more than highly grateful *hinthint* ^_^
I passed the ugly/sadistic grammar test from last week ^_______^.
Come to think about it... Since October I haven't failed ANY test oO; That compared to my high school grades is very strange. But good^^
Astarise enlightened the world @ 06:22 p.m.
Wednesday, December 4, 2002
Music: Luna Sea - Gravity
A hypothetical situation:
If a lesbian woman fell in love with a gay man because she found him very womanly, and he reciprocated her feelings because he found her very manly, could that be fully considered as het?
(answer: I have too much spare time._.')
Astarise enlightened the world @ 07:12 p.m.
Wednesday, December 4, 2002
Music: To Destination - Eden
Whee~ today is Asuka Sohryuu Langley's birthday!!
Well, *cough* *shyly* and mine too~ I've just turned nineteen ^_^ The very last year of being a teen in my life. Sounds kinda frightening... I'm getting old >.>
I didn't get any presents yet, but I got some money (yessss! *blissful smile*).
Hahoho, Sagittarius power!
Astarise enlightened the world @ 02:25 p.m.
Tuesday, December 3, 2002
Music: Luna Sea - Rosier (very, very loud XDD)
Happy me, I don't have my hair burned! Now I look something like Rociel/Blurry Eyes Hyde (forgot in which volume Rociel looked like that and I'm too lazy to go to the other room where AS manga is to check it^^;;;;). Hey, looking like Rociel is a good thing! But unfortunately I have shorter hair now. Before they were elbow-long and now they're almost *ALMOST* almost elbow-long^^;
Damn, hair are such an important (if not the most oO;) part of appearance^^
Bad thing: I had to spend 2 hours having some kind of acid on my head and listening to the radio. And the rrraddiioo *shrughs* was playing non-stop pop music x_X. Astarise hates western pop music.(hoho, as well as lots of other types of music: hip hop, soul, techno, dance, disco, country, etc. but mostly pop because it's everywhere ><; Every shop I go into plays some britneys, shakiras or other crap >E)
I've just wrote a *big* email-rant elaborating on why I don't like Miyazaki. I'd put it this way: I don't like Miyazaki/Ghibli as well as I don't like Disney. Only the latter one has bigger disadvantage: is not Japanese XDDD And both have ugly chara designs :P
I fell asleep on a lecture AGAIN. Nothing special, but this time the teacher caught me :O! I woke up because of some noise and noticed everybody staring at me ><;;;;;;
Waahhh -///-!
Joined some fanlistings/cliques/rings yesterday. Yayfun^^; I really don't know why. Black fanlisting! Sugoi! XDD Really, with all those things I guess the only reasons I join them is because
-they just are
-other people joined them
Ende^^
My printer has reached its critical point. Now it really refuses to work. Damn, I want to read fics! I dont know, I just *can't* read them from the screen, not printed out ><;
So, today a specialist (lalala, koi ni shibarareta speciali- *smacks herself* - stop with this lyrics inserting already! --;;) comes to see it. It's just the plug's fault I guess so nothing serious *hugs printer* (<-yes, I'm strange ;P)
Be careful of the bee! XDDDDDD
Astarise enlightened the world @ 02:51 p.m.
Monday, December 2, 2002
Music: Apocalyptica - Kaamos
Today after classes I'm going to get a perm *nodnod*. No big deal but... I'm scared. Well, I'm rather nervous that something would go wrong and I'd end up with my hair burned or just lacking their shine. Or I'd have to cut them short (<- anything but that @_X)
I've never had a perm before. But I want to ><. I'm sick of my hair being so... lanky. They are simply too straight. And I just know that I'll be even more scared later. Ghhh~! I hate that feeling! I should be never scared T-T. I want a bishie to hug me ><. Sai!!
< /my life problems>
I want to watch With Hunter Robin. And *cough* really not because there is a *coughcough* really droolsome gorgeous black-haired stone-faced cool bishie who wears a black coat *kyaafaints*. It's because it's a really interesting serie, I think...
*crickets*
OK, ok, it's because of that bishie, I admit it!! ><;;;; (yeah, go me--;;)
It's still aired in Japan, I think, and I'll be able only to get 9 episodes *cries*. Anyway^^;
Oooh, I found a popping chocolate, yum ^__^
I can't draw hair (well, the rest isn't good too but the hair >.>). And I really should draw more often - I really like to do it but I guess I'm too lazy or just keep forgetting about it. And this is ugly^^; I don't usually draw eyes that way and it's a perfect exaple of lamehairstylemadebyme-_-; (BTW, I'd dare to say that that face is kind of Sanzouish^^;)
*moment of realisation* - I've never drew a Saiyuuki/Minekura-sensei fanart. o_O?
Behold my hand! Tehee~ , one's own left hand is the best model^^;
Astarise enlightened the world @ 11:05 a.m.
Sunday, December 1, 2002
Music: X Japan - Endless Rain
When I woke up today morning *cough2pmcough* and looked out the window I found the whole world outside turned white^^. And my windows are overlooking half of the city (literally), so it really looked nice. That, plus a visit to my grandparents and a marathon of X Japan's songs has put me into a very kurisumasu mood ^____^
And again I dreamed about Subaru and Seishirou. Not that I'm complaining, but it's strange. I'm not even in X fandom. Not even in Clamp fandom^^;
Anyway, dreaming about bishies is a very nice thing^^
Astarise enlightened the world @ 09:06 p.m.
Friday, November 29, 2002
Music: Malice Mizer - Regret
Wow, I've been very OOC lately. There is something like a prebirthdayial depression and generally a decrease in one's psychic/humor that lasts from approx. 50 days till one's birthday, and I think it just got me o_o - my birthday is soon. No, I'm not depressed, that would be much more than OOC and I don't think I'm just capable of being depressed. I just started to think too much, had an attack of low self-esteem, attack of the sudden feeling of loneliness and mostly, attack of the realisation how deeply I don't belong where I live. I shouldn't have just a 'blah' next to the 'location' place on my bloggie. It should be more like "blaghbrghghsavemeorshootmenowghggh~" -_-
Also, I had a big 90-minutes test yesterday and it surely didn't help. I felt asleep for 30 minutes! During the test! XDDD! And I have another, today, 1,5 hour from now ._.
Plus, there wasn't a re-run of Gohatto yesterday T-T. No Okita-san T-T. So I went to see The Ring - american version. Which, compared to the Japanese version, sucked. It was less scary, more gross.
And I decided. There are two things that mostly make me happy. Money and Bishies XDD. And because currently I have none of those.. well... ><;;
But! I finally watched all my Yami no Matsuei episodes!!! Yes, I know what you're all thinking. It's like I said 'ooh, I've just watched Weiss/Kenshin/X or some other classic'. Everybody had their first time, so :P
Ooh, but it was good *nodnod*. It was very, very good *.*. *.*. *.*. And so many fantastic seiyuu *.*. So, a few impressions:
-I want the manga. Definitely. Uhuh, Must. Get. More. Manga ><
-Watari just rules. He's the best. There isn't much of him in the OAV but he's fantastic XD Plus - Toshihiko-sama^^
-Tatsumi. ^____________^
-Tatsumi/Tsuzuki ^_______________________________^
-Oriya *.* Oriya *.* Oriya *.* Oriya *.*
-Oriya voiced by Inoue Kazuhiko *dies*
-He reminded me of Hiko Seijuro a litte^^
-And a very short appearance. There must be more of him. Angsty past please? *mangamanga*
-Muraki.
-Voiced.
-By Hayami Shou.
-*faints*
-One little minus about him. His 'motivations'. And the cliche. Because no matter how much I loved the OAV, I couldn't help but groan watching Muraki in his secret lab, thundres outside and he looks at his creation and laughs maniacally. *sigh*
-Tsuzuki was cute.
-And I cried when there was his storytime T-T
-Muraki *.*
-Muraki/Tsuzuki *__________*
-You know, they reminded me a little of Nakago/Tamahome, S/S and Fuuma/Kamui's relationships (<-o_@) mixed ^.^
-I didn't particularly like Hisoka though. It's also because I generally *don't like* bishies voiced by women. Ehehe~
-Devil's Trill *Ich liebe*
-manga, manga, where is my manga? Oh, I forgot. I have only vol.1 *cries* ><
Ok, that was what *I* thought about it. Did I mention that I want the manga? *sigh* There are so many things I want...
And now, let's rejoice for today is Sanzou's birthday XDDDDD!! Otanjoubi omedetou!

Sanzou, who is my reason for being into Saiyuuki. Sanzou, whose character I thoroughly love. Sanzou whom I find the character with the most interesting personality. Sanzou, who isn't just a gun-wielding corrupted monk as many think. Sanzou, who is just something more. Sanzou, who is much more. Sanzou, who is so OOCed and bastardised in fanfics. Saznou, thanks to whom I acquired the *twitch* (it's not automatical yet, and I really love to do it). Sanzou who is wearing *black* under his robes (that's not a shallow argument in my case><). Sanzou, who was/is/will be my favourite Saiyuuki character. Sanzou who is just so perfect for layouts XD. Sanzou with his 56cm waist. Sanzou, whom no matter how much I love, I also like to see him injured/abused. Sanzou, who just asks for it, and that's why I love him even more. Sanzou and his fantastic short temper. Sanzou, who just rules ^_^
Speaking of him, waii, what a pretty new layout ^_____^ I even dare to say that it's my favourite so far ^_____^
BTW, I had a nice surprise today, somebody found my bloggie looking for 'sanzou birthday cake'. Now isn't that sweet? ^____^
I would write more, but I just realised that I have to leave the house in 30 minutes oO; in order not to be late, and I'm definitely *not ready* to leave ><
Astarise enlightened the world @ 10:29 a.m.
Tuesday, November 26, 2002
Music: Devil's Trill (version from Yami no Matsuei soundtrack)
Whee~, Nadia-san agrees with me about the wrongness of 89^^. *sigh* If only some authors could see it too... I don't read such fics but looking at the summaries... eh..
Well, I generally have a problem with Goku paired with anyone. I know, I know, there are Sanzou/Goku fans out there, but I'm just not one of them. I find Goku (and similar characters) just too childish to be paired. It would be just OOC. Bastard-Sanzou and weepy-uke-Goku. -_-. That does not appeal to me.
My opinion about the relationship between those two is just like it was said in one very good Gojyo/Sanzou (<- ^.^) fic. That Gojyo couldn't understand the bond between them and thought they were lovers but in fact they weren't.
Oh yes, while I'm on the subject of things that annoy me (^^;):
Plural forms of the Japanese words used in fangirlish Japanese. And how they're englished (<-Such word does not exist, I think. Gulp^^;).
In my opinion, the form 'bishounens' is wrong. It's like 'mens'. It just doesn't *look* good. I guess that 'bishounen' is uncountable. So I'd write 'I saw four bishounen yesterday'. Some words just shouldn't have englished plural forms. I know that it's informal/net language, but please. In one fic disclaimer there was 'I don't own any of the Saiyukis'. Am I the only one who that form makes twitch?
But there is also another thing. Plainly countable words like 'kimono' or 'katana'. Now in that case I would use a plural form. Example sentence: 'I own four kimonos and seven katanas'. Hmm, I guess that in this case *not* using a plural form would just sound wrong. At least for me :P
I don't know what do native English speakers think about it. *I* just don't like it. As for the 'bishounen' thing, I think that the form 'bishies' is OK^^
Hmm, I really find that subject interesting because I just love to mix languages^^.
About the overusing of the words 'bishounen' and 'yaoi' I'm going to rant next time ^o^
I had a 'speaking' test today. Nyaha, I got an A ^^! My first A! That doesn't mean that I got worse marks before, but some teachers use only the 'passed' thing^^; At the end of the test I've been told that I'm 'as cool as a cucumber' (<-because I was calm) @_@. Oookay. I really had to supress the urge to shout "not a cucumber! Plastic! Cool like plastic! Sonna kuuru na kimi wa purastiik!!". Yeah, I had too much Vanilla and Gackt lately...
I am *so* in love with the Devil's Trill *.*. *nodnod* Love it to bits/it rules. I wish Apocalyptica made their version of it^^.
Tehee~, I was looking at my cell phone yesterday and (I don't know really why) decided to name it 'Homura'. Maybe it's because it has some parts that have a color similar to his hair... Anyway, now there is a big 'HOMURA-KUN' written on it^^; Things like computers/phones shouldn't be unnamed^^;
Oooh, I've got more Yami no Matsuei episodes to watch, so I shouldn't really write. Watchwatchwatch~~
Astarise enlightened the world @ 06:41 p.m.
Monday, November 25, 2002
Music: Hyde - Evergreen
Hmmm... I'm watching Hyde's PV and there's one thought in my mind. How nice it would be to have a chibi-haido at home sitting in this his cute little cage, playing his chibi-guitar whenever I'd ask him to ^o^
I'd came home tired and it would be like 'hello Haido, play something for me, ne?' and he'd smile and sing beautifully ^___^. So cute. I know, I watched Evergreen one to many times^^;
A Saiyuuki testtt~ :
 Which Saiyuki Character are you? brought to you by Quizilla
Sanzou-samaaaa~
 Which Hunter x Hunter Character Are You? brought to you by Quizilla
OK, so I cheated :P I wuv Hiskoka^^
Astarise enlightened the world @ 10:53 a.m.
Monday, November 25, 2002
Music: Luna Sea - Rain
Surveys! Because they're taking so many space on my bloggie, I decided to have one survey per version (perversion XD). And because I'm a terrible stalker/lurker I stole this one from somewhereidontrememberwhere butihopethattheauthordoesntmind... :
+ your three best qualities - optimism, composure, sense of humor (-_-)
+ your three worst qualities - being late, being messy, being lazy
+ three things you are often complimented for - my eyes, my hair, my lips ^///^
+ a compliment you got that made you blush - I blush very easily...
+ you get embarrassed when - I'm in the center of attention when I don't want to
+ makes you happy - Bishies. Or just when I'm happy >D
+ upsets you - depressed people who don't want to stop ._.'
yes or no..
+ you keep a diary - Bloggie XD
+ you like to cook - Yup^^
+ you have a secret you have not shared with anyone - Of course^^;;;
+ you fold your underwear - No ._.
+ you talk in your sleep - No, guess not
+ you set your watch a few minutes ahead - OF COURSE!! 7 MINUTES! Only I always outsmart it because I know I have those 7 minutes left .-.!
+ you bite your fingernails - No, never
+ you believe in love - Yes
last...
x. movie you rented - Don't remember.. I don't like to rent movies
x. movie you bought - ~see above~
x. song you listened to - Shinwa by Malice Mizer
x. song that was stuck in your head - Gardenia.. so catchy...
x. song you've downloaded - Sugizo - Aquarius after the Le Fou
x. cd you bought - Dandy Warhols
x. cd you listened to - Burned one
x. person you've called - my mom
x. person that's called you - ~see above~
x. tv show you've watched - Ally McBeal... a month ago XD
x. person you were thinking of - Well, I was thinking about Shinji Takeda (Okita-san) and where I could find some pictures of him^0^
do...
x. you wish you could live somewhere else - HELL YES!!
x. you believe in online dating - Guess so..
x. others find you attractive - ^///^
x. you want more piercings - I don't want ANY
x. you want more tattoos - ~see above~
x. you drink - Sometimes
x. you do drugs - No
x. you smoke - No
x. you like cleaning - No. Wait... well, maybe when I'm on a Coffee-high XDDD
x. you like roller coasters - Like? Yes, I do
x. you write in cursive or print - I wouldn't call my writing style any of those XDD
x. you carry a donor card - No
have you...
x. ever cried over a boy/girl - Once (baka me)
x. ever lied to someone - Unfortunately yes...
x. ever been in a fist fight - NO! Damnit I want to fight somebody ;_;
x. ever been arrested - No
what...
x. shampoo do you use - Herbal Essences. Mmmmm~~
x. perfume do you use - Zara woman or Zen Shiseido
x. shoes do you wear - Mostly simple black boots
x. are you scared of - being invalid, Sadako, old people, big spiders, being weak
number...
x. of times I have been in love - Once, but I wouldn't exactly call it that way
x. of times I have had my heart broken - Zero
x. of hearts I have broken - Gulp. I don't think it was exactly a heart broke..
x. of girls I've kissed or who have kissed me? - Girls? No, I've never kissed a girl. Nor do I want to -_-
x. of people I've slept with - As in slept next to someone? In this case there were a few people (yeah, lame excuse for an answer, I know -_-')
x. of people I consider my enemies - Zero, and let it stay that way
x. of people from high school that I stayed in contact with - I keep in touch with some people
x. of cds that I own - Haha, counting them would be masochism... Let's just say... many XD
x. of times my name has appeared in the newspaper - Zero, and let it stay that way ^o^
x. of things in my past that I regret - Well, I did watch Gohatto, so I guess that there aren't any major things I regret^^
Tehee~
Astarise enlightened the world @ 10:22 a.m.
Sunday, November 24, 2002
Music: hide - scanner
I just realised how little I wrote about Gohatto. You know, I'm going to see it again if there will be a re-run next week^^. Okita-saaan~~. He was absolutely the best. Homophobic and yet so cool. The only one there who smiled so prettily. And so natural. Yup, I'm definitely going to see it again. The first time I watched it I was just concentrating on the plot and stuff. Now I'll go there with a very Okita-centric mind *^_________^*
Uh, I'm a little worried about the sudden wave of HakkaixGoku fics on ff.net. Guys, that pairing is just *sick*! Can't you see it?? Bleeaaggrrhh~
My family is stupid sometimes. I got woken up at 11am (!) - 'you're so tall, you're going to clean the windows' _-_! So, no sleep for me._. Of course nevermind that my sis is just 2 cm shorter than me >< And there was only 6 degrees C, so now I'm coldddd~
There is something blah/wrong with one of my printer's plugs. I have to hold it to print something. I need also new speakers, because they squick when I play something very loud. I can't burn cds because Nero started to be somehow strangely convinced that the kind of burner I have (LG something) does not exist (and it worked perfectly before). To make it nicer, all the burning programs I downloaded claim the same. My scanner scans one vertical half of the image good but the other in blue/white. That means I can scan only BW things now. I also have almost no free memory because I can't burn back-up cds. I can't play asf files. Can't create transparent gifs...
So, I ask myself - how does the rest work? I've no idea but it does. I need a new Compy-chan *nodnod*.
Astarise enlightened the world @ 02:37 p.m.
Friday, November 22, 2002
Music: Tetsu 69 - Tightrope
Heingh... I reall don't like it when I have a crazy/busy day, and have no time to go online ><. I had the chance, however, while working on a school computer, but we had to do some graph-like thingies on Word (Yes. It's scary. I have the whole subject about Word. But that will probably be changed soon. How long can one master that stupid program?!) that were eating much time._.
I saw Gohatto! *Finally* @_@!!!
Actually, the thing I regreted the most in my life (my *sin*) is that... Gohatto was aired in our cinemas in spring and I *really* wanted to watch it but... somehow didn't. I don't know why. I was planning it many times but it just happened. And one day I realised that it's not in the cinemas anymore ;_;. It may sound strange but I act like that many times. Eh... It was even in one cinema that was... 200m from my house><. It was all because I was busy pretending I'm studying for my final exams :P (well, I started studying a week before them).
And I was serious. I don't regret many things. Well, maybe some small things. Actually, one of my life-mottos is to act the way that there is nothing to regret or to be ashamed of.
OK, enough showing my stupidity. About Gohatto!
Okita-san ruled, yeah ^_^ Hehee, he was really sweet^^. IMHO he was more bishy than the main bishie^^;
Oooh, and a thing about Kano. He was wearing that fringe-thingie (and makeup^^), and I was immediately like 'Aaah, Samurai-Gackt no copy-cat!!' Hehe~ Only Gackuto-san looked better :P
And a propos him XD! I found an interview with him and Hyde yesterday morning. It lasted *38* minutes. Guess who was purposely late for school XDDDD. What? I couldn't just simply *stop* that thing :P It was so nice to hear so much of the blessed language in my house... and those voices >< *inhale, exhale* *caaalm*. Yeah, and because I'm a little (world: 'a *little*??!') crazy, I started to talk with them-_-;;; It was fun. Ahh, Gackuto-san no koe--
OK, I'll stop. I'm going fangirlish. *pauses* Gods, I *am* fangirlish ><. Noo~
I must stop. My blog is too 'drool this, drool that'-like already. I need some deep, existential rants here. I do rant, almost all the time, but only in my head. Writing it is much more harder. And I'm not talking about translation, because since I have this blog, I *think* in English XDDDDDD. Really! Yeah, with all my grammar mistakes (ghh~ I suck at tenses... and there is one big tense-test coming><)!
Chieru: Sure, I'll link You. But You could write some more on Your bloggie, ne^^? Wow, You really read my blog every day?
(Attention,this part is powered by the low self-esteemed part of me. I have also another part with a big EGO ^^;)
Does this mean I have stalkers? I somehow can't believe it^^; I mean I *see* that some people visit me regularely (yeah, go my trackers -_-. I'm pathetically obsessed about my bloggie, I told you. Sad, sad Astarise who keeps saying that she has no life. Don't really believe her ;P) but it's so *nice* when somebody tells you that reads your blog every day. This means that I really write something worthy here ^.~ It's really nice, because it was always *me* who was the stalker ><. I really want to estabilish some kind of position in the Net fandom, simply because the pl one just suuuucks. It's a simple rule: in RL, I look down to most (bcause there are EXCEPTIONS. Every exception confirms the rule after all^^;) of anime ppl. They really aren't into it and I have to explain things to them_-_! Here in blogland I simply look up to almost all people. Everyone whom I linked I admire in a way ^o^
OK, ende^^;
I'm into movies or something lately? Eh.. I don't really like movies so much.. I'm going however to watch the Ameriacan version of The Ring, just out of sheer curiosity. I saw the kid that played Yoichi in that version ~_~. Uh, how could they do that?! Yoichi was so kawaii, and that kid is just scary><
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Uh, that was a long entry, go me^^;;
Astarise enlightened the world @ 10:04 a.m.
Wednesday, November 20, 2002
Music: Malice Mizer - Color Me Blood Red
Somebody found my bloggie searching for 'Seki Toshihiko' (yay!), and that reminded me that I wanted to whine a little about the lack of his clique/fanlisting. I'd create it myself but my site url is just *ugly* and it's a free one :P. It could be called, like sf once beautifully said, "Seki Virus". Ahh~
Another thing. "Kurenai Dancemix". Is scary. Is evil. Kowaii yo ~_~. It shows perfectly how a remix can totally destroy a great (my *favourite* X Japan) song ><. It sounded like something my classmates listen to ><
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I want 'Metal Gear Solid', whatever it is. I can say only one thing. Ads with Gackt are extremely efficient in my case. Gods, the way he said 'kore no sekai no kihon desu'*.* Kyaa~ Gackuto-san no koe wa... *faints* *melts* *dies*.
I even bought Fuji films even though Kodak is much better, lol. I'm totally head over heels with his voice^^
Astarise enlightened the world @ 03:56 p.m.
Tuesday, November 19, 2002
Music: Gackt - Vanilla (live XD)
FAIRY TALE nce upon a time there was a young YOUKAI named HAKKAI. He was QUIETLY DRINKING TEA in the GREEN forest when he met HYPER GOJYO, a run-away KAPPA from the EVIL Queen GOUJUN.
HAKKAI could see that HYPER GOJYO was hungry so he reached into his BOTTLE and give him his GOLDEN BEER. HYPER GOJYO was thankful for HAKKAI's BEER, so he told HAKKAI a very WEIRD story about Queen GOUJUN's daughter SANZOU. How her mother, the EVIL Queen GOUJUN, kept her locked away in a TEMPLE protected by a gigantic WHITE DRAGON, because SANZOU was so DANGEROUS. HAKKAI SQUEALED. He vowed to HYPER GOJYO the KAPPA that he would save the DANGEROUS SANZOU. He would EAT the WHITE DRAGON, and take SANZOU far away from her evil mother, the EVIL Queen GOUJUN, and HUG her. Then, all of the sudden, there was a STRANGE NOISE and HYPER GOJYO the KAPPA began to laugh. With a puff of smoke he turned into the gigantic WHITE DRAGON from his story. EVIL Queen GOUJUN JUMPED out from behind a PAPER FAN and struck HAKKAI dead. In the far off TEMPLE you could hear a 'URUSAI'. THE END. Make your own Fairy Tale at fuali.com
I just *had* to post this >D
Astarise enlightened the world @ 07:43 p.m.
Tuesday, November 19, 2002
Music: Gackt - Vanilla
Waii, new layout ^o^
It took me so long to make it because I wanted it to be somehow elaborated and hopefully it works good on 1024x728. I'll go to the cafe today tomorrow to check it^^;
I love this Sanzou pic so much... He looks like an Angel/JRocker, ne^^
I did some changes too. Linked Mari-san because I really like to read her blog ^_^ Changed my Bishlist. And I have a tagboard!
I'm not fully satisfied with the layout, I guess, so there is a possibility of changing it.
Potential Readers: Gaasp!
A few thoughts of the day:
-People look strangely at my Sanzou-gloves >.> It's annoying. And they aren't even leather!
-On today's logics we talked about the 'relations' (<-or sth like that). Various possibilities of AxA, AxB, BxA, BxB. With my slashy thoughts I had a *lot* of funyay!
-I want to watch Pretear. Ende.
Tohru is like Miaka?! Nonono. She's not MS-ish. Well, maybe in the first few eps ;P You'll see, she's actually a very likable character. And this words are coming from *me*, who detests 80% of anime female characters >:) Her eyes, yes I agree. Scary at the beginning, but after some time I got used to them. Heh, and as I said (probably many times) Shigure and Ayame - they just rule ^_^
That reminds me. I want eps 21-26 -_- (*ShigurexAkito* is there!)
Spice Girls nothing. I used to like *Michael Jackson* :P. Yes, and I'm not ashamed to admit that. I was only 11 then... tehee~
There was something else that I wanted to write about but... ano... I forgot ._.'
Astarise enlightened the world @ 07:15 p.m.
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