Sunday, October 20, 2002

My little life philosophy tells me not to have the negative feelings like anger, hate and *envy*. But I can't hold it anymore. DAMN, HOW I ENVY ALL YOU PEOPLE WHO WATCHED EXECUTIVE COMMITTEE OAV!!!!!!!!!!! >_<

Astarise enlightened the world @ 03:23 p.m.

Saturday, October 19, 2002

You're Shizuka no Umi de!

You're Shizuka no Umi de!

You're one of L'arc~en~Ciel's most experimental songs. Haunting and beautiful, you start off slow and quiet, showing off some of Hyde's higher range while still being very nice to listen to. But midway through, you become a stream of instrumentals, each one creating a calm, relaxed, heavenly effect. You're a song about love, and about waiting for your love, no matter what. You probably believe in fate, and your heart is truly beautiful.


What Little-Known L'arc~en~Ciel Song are You?



Need I say more?
Apparently I do^^. There was also Ibara no Namida and All Dead in the test results, and I like them much more than Shizuka no umi de. But I have a rule that I don't cheat ^_^

Astarise enlightened the world @ 01:43 p.m.

Friday, October 18, 2002

Not an interesting day today...

I re-read X14 a few times though ^____^

I think Gackt would be a good seiyuu *nodnod*.


Icchan-san!




Quiz time!:

Which Angel Sanctuary character are you? by Lyn



Hmm, this was one of my most pointless entries, ne-_-'

Astarise enlightened the world @ 04:39 p.m.

Thursday, October 17, 2002

Engrish - ROFL XDDDDDDDDDDDDDD This site goes immediately to my favourites. So damn funny - I love Japan even more (if it's possible)XDDD
Oh, my Net works again^^

Astarise enlightened the world @ 05:53 p.m.

Thursday, October 17, 2002

Umm, eto.. a little self-observation. Must I end every sentence with an emoticon? Ahaha, disturbing, ne^^;

Astarise enlightened the world @ 07:28 p.m.

Thursday, October 17, 2002

You know what? Faaku. Whole day yesterday I was Net-disconnected. It hppened just as I was about to post an entry >< !!I checked it today morning and still there was nothing .-. This is really not fair, because I pay for a permannent connetcion. So, just now I have an occasion to go on-line (I'm at school) ;_;

I had a very crazy/busy day and probably wouldn't have a chance to use my Compy-chan anyway... BUT!
I wanted to announce a very good news (for me anyway XD). I have over 1000 hits on my bloggie ^_____________________^!!!
Waii, "Ich bin so happy" in other words^^. And the lucky 1000th person who visited me is from the great Cox Communications Inc., United States! Sankyuu *bows* ^_^

Although this is not a birthday I decided to give myself a present. A new counter ^^ (I told you I'm obsessed^^;). It's not a new present but I needed it very much since the Dark Counter died (;_;). This one has a *major* advantage. I set it up that way that it won't count *my* visits as hits XDDD. This was very disturbing that when I wanted to check if everything is ok, maybe the gram/spell (uh.. I should do that more often^^;) or just simply look at my lovely creation it was counted as a visit. So, I was limiting my visits very much. But now I have freedom^^ *presses F5 on the blog maaany times acting like an immature child (that she guesses she really is)* Aghahahaa!

Uh... sorry, got a little carried away.

As I said before, I had a stupid, busy day. Not only my lectures lasted till 3p.m. (and I fell asleep on the last one--;) but after that I had to meet a friend to receive some papers, then another one whom I haven't seen for a long time and we went shopping. That's good, because I was planning to hunt some shoes ^____________^. And it was fruitful too, for I bought a pair of a very nice black boots ^__^. After that I had to visit my grandfather for the reasons unknown for me -_-;. And when I got back it was very late and still disconnect ;_;


Astarise enlightened the world @ 07:22 p.m.

Tuesday, October 15, 2002

Ahaha, another entry elaborating on my stupidity .-.

In other words, I involuntarily missed today's philosophy lecture. I simply believed that it starts at 11.40 whereas in fact it starts at 9.55! Hilfe! I don't know why I'd thought so. Maybe it's because I don't have the timeteble *written* anywhere. I just depended on my memory what in this case was a bad idea -_-;
And I happily wandered through the building (it was too early) just to see my group mates (<-eh, me and the words I make up...) walking in another direction (I was going *to* the class). When I asked them where are they going, they said that home, because philosophy just ended 0-0 WTF?! And I stood there with my jaw on the floor. One part of my mind is very happy to miss the hated lecture, but on the other hand I promised myself that, because I hate it, I'll probably have problems with the exams and that way I have to go to every lecture.

This action was *so* typical me. So 100% me. Sonya no baka!!!*smacks forehead* itee..

Aaanyway.
Sankyuu for mentioning me in No Angels (ahaha, now I'm famous)*beams* ^______________________^
And the Sanzou+Goku thing... I'm *very* impressed *.*. I normally don't support that pairing much, because the (5)18 year old Goku is... just too... naive and um.. innocent. OOC. And the Sanzou-bastardisation is getting on my nerves too. And You invented the simple fantastic way not to make it OOC. Older Goku. Yay! That's brilliant! And fluuuuuuuuuffffffff~~~ ^_____^ As much as I like angst, it always loses with um.. general fluff^^

And I read it while riding the bus and only after finishing I noticed that a really cute guy was sitting beside me. Woohoo, really bishie-like! He was tall, had long brown tied-back hair and glasses and I was very *^^* all the way. Honestly, what this country needs is bishounen. There are so few of them hereee~~ ;_;. Anyway, my stop was inevitable and when I was leaving he smiled beautifully to me *^^*. And again when I was outside the bus *^^*. I had an urge to catch a taxi and do a movie-like "follow that bus!" scene *^^*. Nah, but it was nice to sit beside him anyway *^^*

I feel un-blah (<-ahaha) today, but had to wear this *big* black fluffy scarf around my neck. I hadn't left home since Friday, and it feels kind of strange^^;

BGM - Don't ask. I'm still on an Illuminati-trance ^_________________^

Astarise enlightened the world @ 01:49 p.m.

Monday, October 14, 2002

One thing: Malice Mizer - Illuminati is suuuuuuuuuuuuuch a good song *.* I couldn't help but play it over and over non-stop for... an hour. A whole *hour* of one song @_@. I like it so muuch^^

Astarise enlightened the world @ 07:45 p.m.

Monday, October 14, 2002

How many times must I remind myself NOT to read fics that sound extremely crappy just in the title/description. Ahhh! I shouldn't!! In other words - oh, how cruel can an author be. "Smith and Wetsen" - crueeeeelll ;_;



Funny - I don't know much about Bakuretsu Hunters. But *he* has long_black_hair, so ^_^

BGM: A - Nothing (yay!)

Astarise enlightened the world @ 03:48 p.m.

Monday, October 14, 2002

I. Feel. Blah.

But not as much blah as I was feeling yesterday (ugh, my sis told me I looked like Kakyou -_-;). And, ahaha, I'm not at school today. That doesn't make me happy because I missed English phonetics, which I find (tadamm) very interesting. But, unfortunately I'll be there tomorrow on the lovely philosophy lecture. Oh, the happiness and how I love philosophy! (*shrugs* somebody shoot me)

What surprised me is that I had so much referrer hits since last evening. Some of them were somehow reasonable (haha, "Gojyo Yohji") but this one rules:
"Marilyn Manson is wearing arm warmers" *dies laughing*

And a thing that noticed. Whenever I hear X Japan's Un-finished, when he sings "no need to be" - I hear "lonely tv". Really. Listen to it closely and it really sounds like lonely tv ^0^

Because I spent the weekend (and today) at home, out of sheer boredom I started to read the first volume of Angelic Layer that my sister bought ("Because it's CLAMP, duh.."). Pokemon-y as it is, I'd never survive reading the whole book if it wasn't for Icchan-san. ^0^. Hee~~~~ this guy rules! Only a shame that it was German edition and they changed his name into "Onkelchen"(sp?) *sweatdrop*. Anyway, he's the best. I'm even considering watching the anime, but as far as I know, in the anime when people are in SD they don't have those cool squiddly-tentacle looks (OK, I know how it sounded). Booo. So what, they concentrate on fighting? Anyway, I'll watch it someday. To see Icchan-san ^_^

Astarise enlightened the world @ 01:02 p.m.

Saturday, October 12, 2002

Yesss! Look what's first when searching for "Ashram-sama"!!
I'm so proud of myself~~~. I love that search engine!
So, nothing more to say I guess... Oh, I downloaded the song from Kenshin OAV video. Vast - Touched. It's brilliant, really it is... The video too. I'm listening to it all the time now ^_^

Astarise enlightened the world @ 07:54 p.m.

Saturday, October 12, 2002

Find your inner random object! by Emily


Demo... there is no spoon oO;

Astarise enlightened the world @ 04:58 p.m.

Saturday, October 12, 2002

I've been doing a stupid thing lately.
As I said earlier, it's very windy here. *Very* windy. And I wear my long black coat now. But I started to wear it unzipped with hands in my pockets and allowed it to billow prettily on the wind. It was really fun because I felt like Seishirou (though mine is not trench). In other words I enjoied being Sei-san too much and now I'm starting to have a cold _-_. And *me* having a cold is a very rare phenomenon. So blah. I'll have to eat leeks, because Fruits Basket has tought me so. On the other hand it reminds me of one sweet fic about Ashram-sama (it was untitled) where He had a cold ^_^
Good thing that I'll be staying home practically the whole weekend. I can sleep, sleep, sleep ^0^

Glad to hear that I'm not the only one who has little knowledge about Yami no Matsuei^^; I have only one vloume of the manga and seen 2 episodes. Probably I'll have more of them soon. But I find it interesting anyway^^

Astarise enlightened the world @ 03:42 p.m.

Friday, October 11, 2002

Look! Look at what I just created!!:

It's Ashram-samaaaa~~!

Finally I have Him adopted on my bloggie^^. I made it by myseee~lf and I'm so proud of it. My very first chibi.

You know what I like the most about my school? The fact that I have only one lecture on Friday and it starts at 11.40. Wheee~~~~ The same situation on Tuesday ^_^

Astarise enlightened the world @ 10:23 a.m.

Thursday, October 10, 2002

I just broke my favourite white coffee cup!! It was half full with coffee too, and made a mess on the floor ><. It's not entirely broken but the ear is destroyed. It looks *so* ugly now T-T
Damn you, world!!
I really need that Nii-like cup. I'm too lazy to find/make a picture of the Bunny though. But now I guess I'll have to think about it seriously...
Also:


Yami No Matsuei (find out more)

Find out What Anime Best Suits You by taking the quiz yourself!


Mmm - Yami, yami, yami, yummy ^^

Astarise enlightened the world @ 06:04 p.m.

Thursday, October 10, 2002

Yay, school blogging^^
Hmm, after reading tones of Saiyuuki fics I noticeed that the theme of 'let's play Truth or Dare' is very popular among them. And it's always Gojyo who proposes it. Not that I mind though... It's just the little thing I noticed^^


Astarise enlightened the world @ 06:56 p.m.

Thursday, October 10, 2002

Mmm, just read another chpter of Gojyo Sanzou hint-ish fic. The more I read, the more interesting it gets^^

Oh, and I realised a terrible thing. Why aren't there any Yuuto/Shougo (uh... Shougo/Yuuto? It's confuuusing @_@)? I like those two! I *would* like those two together! even with all this Yuuto straightness!
And Shougo is really a very unappreciated character. Just because he's in Kakyou's place in the movie doesn't make him unimportant *waves shyly an "I support Shougo" flag*.

Astarise enlightened the world @ 08:34 a.m.

Tuesday, October 8, 2002

Ghh.. I'm really stupid sometimes. Today I was in such a hurry not to miss the bus (as it happened yesterday. As a result I had to change buses _3_ times and still was late. I hate to commute ><) that I didn't check the temperature and I've been happily wearing a short skirt all day. Ahaha, but there were 5 f%^&*#$g degrees C outside, plus some kind of tornado (ok, it was just *very* windy) and a little rainy. So, our extremely clever authoress of this blog was so terribly cold that her teeth were chattering ><. And I had to do the shopping after school. Bleh. As much as I love autumn, I hate such situations...

And bad news for me - I will be having *philosophy* classes. Yay -_-. I don't know if there is a subject that I hate more than that. And the very thought of an exam makes me go blah all day. Luckily it's only during the first year. But for now I'm x_X

I noted that after I saw that Kotori-girl I started to look at people in that school in a different way. Today I found one girl who looks like... Aya. Yes, Aya. The hair style and color was just the_same. And she was dressed in a black coat^^ (but it would be better if she was a guy, at least someone who could be close to drool at. Compared to the real guys there... -_-).
Hm, after I wrote what kind of bishies I like, somebody could say that I like Aya. No such thing. Aya is a very um.. artificial (and not appealing) character and all his Imouto/Takatori talks are really annoying. So in other words - I don't like Aya. I like his voice though (the great Koyasu) but he speaks too little (like in ep5 he said *only one* thing: "He's troublesome." _-_!).

Sf, You are a benefactress with those scans. Thank You^^. My jaw was on the floor as I watched them. And there was Goujun ^_^
So, I'll take my trusty kanji dictionary (it rules!) and try to check some parts^^

Astarise enlightened the world @ 02:18 p.m.

Monday, October 7, 2002

Two things for now:
Agh! How I envy You that Zero-Summmmm!!!
600 pages *dies of heart attack* _-_!

And whee~, there is a *new* chapter of Through the Northland Snows the very best Fushigi Yuugi (a little note that I'm not interested in FY anymore) fic out there(I already wrote a big entry on it^^;).
So off I go to read it~ ^0^

Astarise enlightened the world @ 05:53 p.m.

Monday, October 7, 2002

Oh yay, look what clique I've just joined ^____^;;;;
I would write some more, but I have very little time now and probably shouldn't write the things that I'm writing now. In other words, I'm probably already late for school X_X...

Astarise enlightened the world @ 10:39 a.m.

Sunday, October 6, 2002

You know, You should see Russian scanlations then. Now *that* is fun (especially when you can perfectly understand them *grins*). It's a good site BTW, though the only thing I'm interested in there is Record of Lodoss War manga which I already own (same goes for Wish) ^0^

Astarise enlightened the world @ 05:05 a.m.

Sunday, October 6, 2002

Mnnn, it's 04:39 am -_-
I'm still hanging. I did a brake earlier to watch Alien 4, because it was on tv. Don't laugh, I used to like the Alien saga (yeah, and when somebody said 'anime' the *only* thing that came to my mind was Sailor Moon. Scary, but that's the past). I've even read the book for part 4. Beh, not scary. Gross, yeah. Like the ending scene when one ugly_guy kissed the other ugly_guy. If they were bishounen I'd be happy, but they weren't so blah.

I joined some cliques things tonight. I'm now a proud keeper of Sanzou's 'Hn's (oooh, I just love them^^), his Arm Warmers (cool, I really want them) and his jeans ^^;;(his 56cm-waist jeans *grumble*). I wanted Jiipu's sounds (I stick to the theory that they're 'kyuu's), but they were already taken^_^

Oh, while I'm on that subject. Yay, there is Jiipu discussion on SaiyukiML! Hmm, I clearly believe that he really is Goujun. There is just no_other_way. I wuv them both. Am I the only Goujun fan around here? He's really a bishounen *.*. And that's that main kind of bishounen I like. You, know that "calm, cold, composed, confident, collected, seems unemotional, angsty, solumn, never in SD, cool, proud, strong, has a big sense of honour, doesn't laugh, stone-faced, reliable, extremely droolsome..." (*cough* I think I've just listed most of Ashram-sama's features, hee~) My type in other words... *.*
The kind that is just *impossible* to imagine laughing and dancing cross-dressed (sth like that)
I like others too, but I just unconsciously fall for that types (newest discovery: Ishigami)

I'm also looking for a decent Jiipu/Goujun pic. It's not like I'm too lazy to search it by myself, but believe me, I visited *many* Saiyuuki sites, and have very little pics of them. And they aren't really 'decent'.

*looks through the window* It's still dark. I want my sunrise ><

Astarise enlightened the world @ 04:51 a.m.

Saturday, October 5, 2002

Ugh, someone after reading what I just wrote may say to me Well, look at your problems... Chill out... (I would say sth like that anyway...) and I'd reply to him that those are my little problems and its's good enough that I generally don't angst or bore people with my real life problems on my blog, ne^^
I don't have problems BTW. I'm a happy little optimistic creature. And I can't remember the last time I cried ^0^
(that of course does not mean that life is so nice to me. It's just my way...) So, please don't take that fandom rant too seriously.

Astarise enlightened the world @ 09:54 p.m.

Saturday, October 5, 2002

Starting with RL. So much for my manga plot dream. That girl is just my friend's friend as I remember now. Geez, I thought I have some sort of angsty amnesia and maybe it's something similar to Takaya's situation in ep4. Nothing like an ordinary school life with no superpowers -_- (Yes, I know that's childish. But I'm sure that *everybody* have dreams like that. I'm just not afraid to admit that I do >:)))

I really love that deer from the new Queens of the Stoneage video. The song is good too ^_^

And now, a wee bit of social blogging (can you believe that I used that term for the first time o.O):

What I've said about me potentially leaving the Saiyuuki fandom (ghhh, I'd have to be be really_insane to do this. I love Saiyuuki too much^_^ And besides, I have NO reasons to do that) is not to be taken literally. With that I just wanted to show the situation I'm in thanks to my pathetic national fandom (NF) (ha! It's so small that there is just *one* anime fandom. There's no fractions or smaller fandoms). I'm a very individualistic person and don't want to associate with them (why? They are pathetic. Believe me.). But it's *impossible* (at least for me) to just shut myself in the Net fandom and don't know *anything* about the one around you. When I somehow find a pl anime blog or a site where Saiyuuki is mentioned (there is *less* than ten of them - I counted), it gives me the creeps just looking at what they write about it. You might think that it shouldn't. But Saiyuuki for me is strictly connected with the kind of m/a that most of people here haven't heard of. It's like that:

somebody: So, what's your favoirite manga?
me: Saiyuuki.
somebody: o.O Right...

And I *do* want it to stay that way. However I'm currently enlightening one person with the Minekura-sensei wonderfulness. Fruitfully I might say^^

Aa, digressions. As I said before, not associating with those people would create the situation that if Saiyuuki actually *was* popular among them (and I angst about that it someday probably will be, because the fandom is by no means hermetic), I could not stand it. Because here, it was *I* who had discovered it. And with it I'm being very original. If there was Saiyuuki manga (BTW polish Saiyuuki is not interesting. It's scary^^; And I mean it. But, as I said before I't wooon't be published (it's just a stupid rumor after all). I'll make sure *very evil smile*) I couldn't stand the comments. I'm psycho, I know ^_^
And because in a way I am sadistic, I'll tell you the most scariest thought that haunts me: a polish Saiyuuki Sanzou x MS crappy fic. With positive feedback. Yyysh *shrugs*.
Elite? Hmm, in a way I can (oooh, my ego again) say that about myself (compared to the national fandom). And that thing makes me proud. That I'm interested in series that nobody has heard of. That I actually *don't* like dbz or oh my goddess like most of the people here do. I'm guessing that everybody finds being in some kind of elite nice.
And a title that begins to be accessible for masses (read: can be bought in a news-stand) automatically is not in the elite (could there be sth like an elite dbz fandom? Guess not)(well, theoretically it's possible but I don't think that it would happen here)
Oh, and I could compare this potential (let's not forget that it's potential) situation to Tolkien fandom (of which I know almost nothing, but I'm guessing). Releasing the super-popular movie and the flood of newbies made it popular among the masses.
I may seem kind of paranoid here but who said that I'm not >:)

Whoa, was this a little angsty? Strange thing for *me* to write. Hey, I actually said some of my opinions! That's strange too, considering that I'm kind of introvertic. I don't understand myself with that matter completely, so don't worry if it's a little tangled. And true Sf, the (immature) newbies in this fandom will mature someday. If not, they'll be battling over unimportant stuff and I won't interfere (as I do now. I seldom speak my opinion in MLs)

And about not liking the popular anime. I perceive that thing through the popularity a serie has in my NF. GW for example was just *not popular* (hard to believe but it really wasn't) before it was aired on tv. Oh, and speaking about Gundam, they stopped airing it after ep 29 (now there's Cowboy Bebop. Hooray *sarcasm*)! And I didn't even hear Treize's last words ;_; (yeah, I've already spoilered myself the fun with it)

So, that's the end (for now) of the really-hard-to-understand my notion of my NF and stuff. Gomen, I was feeling up to it^^

I've noticed that You linked me, just today^^;;;;;
Thanks, really it's very nice. I'm linking You too, because to be honest, I'm reading Your blog^^ (and that Yohji pic... *.*. He's, along with Brad, my WK favourite^^) So ^_______________^

And thanks for the nice words about my layout. It may be childish but it's so niiiiiiiiiiiiice when somebody mentiones me, so yay^^

Ok, that'll be all. I'm having a Anime/Net night today, I wonder how long I will last. With my Coffe-sama and Cherry Coke (<- should add that one to my 'Addicted to:'. I don't like cola. It's the Cherry Coke that counts *.*) I guess it'll be long (you know, there's nothing like sitting in front of the screen and being warmed by the rays of sunrise. I did that twice ^_^). In other words I should stop worrying about my (short) sight when I use the computer so much.



What (yaoi) anime pairing are you?
this quiz was made by Eike and Mirai

Mmmmmm, nice ^_^ (though I wanted Gojyo and Sanzou, to be honest^^)

Long post ^^. BGM - Marilyn Manson - White coma, RHCP - Throw away your television (<- Why, I certainly would, because I'm *so* not used to watching tv that I've missed *two* episodes of Ally McBeal's third season, which I promised myself I'd watch. Two %$&@ing episodes. Ghhhh~~~)

Astarise enlightened the world @ 07:42 p.m.

Saturday, October 5, 2002

Thought of the day (morning-_-;):
I really don't like first person's POV fics.
Ende^^

Astarise enlightened the world @ 08:58 a.m.

Friday, October 4, 2002

While riding the bus today I saw an excavator on the street with a big name "KUBOTA" (really) on it XDDDD
I'm guessing that "KUBOTA" is the name of the company which has made it. Anyway, nothing like a nice Minekura-sensei accent after school^^

A strange thing happened to me. After classes one girl started to talk to me stuff like "hi, haven't seen you for a while. How's it going?". Well nice, except that I don't remember her. I mean I've seen her somewhere before, that's for sure. But where? And who is she (this is like a beginning of some manga plot and I immediately started to daydream that I have hidden powers and will have to protect the world and-...)? I'm going amnesiac ><

I had 'logics' today which surprisingly isn't as bad as it sounds... I'm still not used to my classmates and I'm a little antisocial. Those people are nice, but it's not the kind of people that I'm friendly to. Because the only thing I they can talk about is alcohol and parties and I just listen to it and sweatdrop. And they didn't know what the word 'blizzard' means _-_!!

Reading Rapunzel just makes me want Koori no Mamono Monogatari more and more... I think I'll go crazy with my manga wishlist O.O

I totally agree with You about the crowdness of Saiyuuki. It's disturbing for me too. Unfortunately it's that kind of series that just asks to be extra popular. Soon I think it really will be. Just look at the simple fact of the number of fics on ff.net. When I was a newbie there were only 97 *^.^*[yeah, I remember things like that *sigh*. There were 15 Lodoss fics for example (with Mihatenu Yume^^) when I was new to Lodoss^^;] And I've heard a deadly rumor that there is a chance of polish edition of the manga ><. Honestly, that would be THE WORST thing that could be done to Saiyuuki. So, I'm praying that it won't be (please, please, please don't do thissssss!). If it was, I'd immediately leave the fandom (but I won't give up. I'll force them not to publish it!!
(note to herself:
-Calm down. it's just a rumor from a really unreliable source-_-;
-What? Calm down? The very thought of it makes me sick!!><)]. I HATE it when a serie I like is popular, especially here. Damnit, Saiyuuki is so genius that it's meant to be popular ;_;
Makes me sad realising that...

Astarise enlightened the world @ 05:35 p.m.

Thursday, October 3, 2002

Waii, this is the first time I can say I'm blogging from school^^
I guess I'm the only one in my group who knows how to use the Internet-_-;;; Can you imagine? And a professor who will be teaching me English (listening) is wearing a harley davidson t-shirt. Yay,ne...
OK, I have a long e-mail to write, so I better start now...

Astarise enlightened the world @ 08:03 p.m.

Wednesday, October 2, 2002

I just found out that there is a German edition of Stigma. About Saiyuuki I knew earlier. I know that it's format is comparable to Weiss' one and it's a semi-artbook. Because of it it's kind of expensive. When I did some counting (o.O) it appeared that if I wanted to order it from my national manga online shop (--;) it would cost me 20$. And it's only volume 1, and I already own that one *hugs manga* so maybe later... But Stigma? I want the Japanese version of course.. I don't know how much does Stigma cost.


Astarise enlightened the world @ 06:25 p.m.

Wednesday, October 2, 2002

I've been blogjumping a little and it just made me feel guilty about not having a Sanzou layout ><
Gomen Sanzou-sama! You're still my Saiyuuki number one!

And speaking of number ones...
One of the best Ashram Shrines has a few new galleries. What surprised me was the fact that I finally found an image of Ashram-sama that I don't own yet(the one with a dagger *.*). It was a screencap, so it's possible for me not to have a few. But I have over 520 Ashram-sama images. That may seem not many when compared to my other galleries (Saiyuuki one beats them all...), but there aren't many images of Him on the Net...
I was considering an Ashram-sama layout many times but I guess It'd be dangerous for my Compy-chan (well, I suppose I'd glomp him every time I'd see the layout) as well as for me(I'd get hypnotised). Ashram-samaaaaaaaaaaa!!! *.*

Astarise enlightened the world @ 03:47 p.m.

Wednesday, October 2, 2002

Yare yare... a thing like that is possible only with me...
I went to school today like I'm supposed to^^. My lecture was in the room 'B'. There was a crowd around it's door and I thought it's my group (though they were acting kind of strange, like they knew each other well... You know, 'hisashiburi's here and there... But I asked one girl if a lecture for those studying linguistics is supposed to be here and she said yes.). Then the teacher came and opened the door (to the room 'A') and *everybody* entered (so did I).

The subject was NOT about computers. It was 'psychology of human develompent' (translated by me^^). During the lecture I deduced that it definitely wasn't *mine* group. I'm on the first year and they were on second - linguistics and pedagiogics (<- not mine direction. Pedagogics. Blah. Being a teacher? Nooo, not me, thank you) I was surrounded by sempais^^; So, I realised that, and it was too late to leave. I've been sitting there, and to be unnoticed... took notes. Really. The subject wasn't so boring after all. At least I got to know what philogenesis is ^___^. The best part was when the guy, talking about something, asked (looking intently at me ><): Do you remember? We talked about it last year.
And I was like 'nod nod, professor-san'. Heee~~~
Anyway during the break I escaped the building, because my next class was at 11.40. So I had a lot of time and went home. But I got back to the school eventually. This time I was on the right lecture. Introduction to Linguistics. Yay!! And I'm very happy because the guy was talking only in English ^__^. That's a very good thing, considering that I'm very good with understanding English (well, writing is much worse as you may see^^;).

And in my group(there are many groups that I'm in. This one is general linguistics) there was a live version of Kotori Monou (damn, I want Fuuma instead^^;) O.O!!
Really, she is *so* like Kotori that if she wore a dress she'd be just *perfect* to crucify^^;;;;; I have to ask her if she has an older brother... But if she's still alive it means that her brother is not "Kamui" yet... Huumpf, but still it's Fuuma. Fuuuuuumaaa... *.*

Overall the group is nice, assuming from the people I talked to. On the way home I bought myself a big cream-chocolate cake -_-;;

Oh, and there was an YWAM update (I don't know *when* exactly did it happen but I read it only today). So full of Ethan, yay^^


Astarise enlightened the world @ 03:38 p.m.

Tuesday, October 1, 2002

XDDDDDDDD

Astarise enlightened the world @ 02:18 p.m.

Tuesday, October 1, 2002

My blog is *the first* result in searching for 'Goujun Kenren'!!
Kind of o.O


Astarise enlightened the world @ 02:12 p.m.

Tuesday, October 1, 2002

Well yay, I'm just back from my school and it appeared that there were classes today. How *NICE* that somebody had informed me. But I don't mind generally. After all today's lecture (of course I didn't know about it) was, according to the plan - English phonetics. Faaascinating -_-
But tomorrow the real thing starts. I have (among others which are later) one lecture about computers at 8.15 am. A *lecture*. What about practics??? I want them to teach me html, php and other stuff that I have no idea about >< !
And 8.15 -_-;;;
But the worst thing is, that to receive some bits of information about the timetable I had to visit 4 rooms. And I had to wait in lines to 2 of them. 4 rooms only to find that the timetable *is* on the wall in the other part of the building _-_!
And being me, I wandered around the building for a loooong time before finding it. There are 3 big buildings with a lot of strange numbering. I have a similar sense of space orientation to Ryoga's (but not that bad-_-). And to think that I used to be a girl-scout><

Going to school means less blogging and writing more about RL, gomen^^;

Astarise enlightened the world @ 01:47 p.m.

Tuesday, October 1, 2002

O M G! *dies*
Talk about droolsome layouts...

Astarise enlightened the world @ 10:48 a.m.

Tuesday, October 1, 2002

And I do realise that most of the leaves on this image are ginko biloba's, and in Autumn they certainly aren't orange/red but yellow. Bah, but it's my concept...

Astarise enlightened the world @ 10:28 a.m.

Tuesday, October 1, 2002

New layout!!!
New month - new layout.
Although I was convinced that my new layout would feature Sanzou-sama, this picture was too sweet not to make a layout from it^^
Is there somebody who doesn't like Gojyo and Hakkai?
Doubt it...
And look, I've improved in my html - I have that hover-thingie with the links. The image as usual takes some time to load but it's not mine but the host's fault.
I even started to angst about not having a layout idea oO. I have a few, but I'm not satisfied with any of them. And yesterday I just checked my big Saiyuuki image directory and found this one^^.
But I don't find it droolsome. It's fluffy and um, huggable. The kind that just makes you want to have tea and read the things that I write here >:)


Astarise enlightened the world @ 10:08 a.m.






Info:

Real name: Sonya
Aka: Astarise, In_Assiah
Age: 18
Height: Sanzou>Hakkai
Sign: Sagittarius/Piggy
Location: Poland (blah)

Anime/Manga:
Saiyuuki, Lodoss(OAV), Hikaru no Go, X, Trigun, Boogiepop Phantom,
Zombie Powder, Gravitation, Fruits Basket

Bishounen:
Ashram-sama
, Sanzou, Hakkai, Gojyou, Kami-sama, Goujun, Kenren, Tenpou, Wolfwood, Legato, Sai, K, Hisoka(HxH), Ishigami

Seiyuu:
Seki Toshihiko*hearts*, Hayami Shou, Kamiya Akira, Ishida Akira, Okiyayu Ryoutarou, Inoue Kazuhiko

Main Music
(I worship them):

Tool,
Dandy Warhols,
Apocalyptica
more

Addicted to:
Coffee-sama
Yogurts
My Compy-chan
Seki Toshihiko's voice
Saiyuuki
Mtv2

Languages:
Polish, English, Russian.
Japanese and French in progress,
German in the future

Blogs I read:
Akarui
Charmian
Doc
Goldfish
Joy
Koji
Nadia
Sf

Sites:
Anipike
Japanese English Dictionary
Maktos.com
Tomodachi Anime
Your Wings Are Mine
Hamlet the Manga
Anime Music Videos
Nitro
Lung Cancer
Journey To The Rest
Engrish.com

*My Site*

Archives:
v.01 Heather Spirit
v.02 Fade to Black
v.02,5 Fade to Black

Layout:
Behold the fluffiness!
This version features
Hakkai and Gojyo^^
They are so cute together!
This image reminds me of autumn, so it's rather appropriate...

Misc:
« # Saiyuki Yaoi Logs? »

I am so obsessed with Ashram, are you?
PS: And there are others.
«« Weapon || Ashram's || Soul Crusher »»

« seiyuu ¤ Seki Toshihiko »
*cough* :: Kubota
Goujun ♥squick♥ Kenren
I am the keeper of Sanzou's 'Hn's
I am the keeper of Sanzou's Arm Warmers
I am the keeper of Sanzou's Jeans

I'm a Saiyuuki Fan! Yup, definitely a Saiyuuki fan!
Ashram-sama. Mine, mine mine!!!


KatouMistaa K ^^
Legato. Legato Bluesummers.sweetall hail the great Kuroneko-sama!
K!Aya-san Gure-san
yay, tea!kanji

Warning:
I'm not a native English speaker >.<

Atashi no meeru


Pitas^^