for the bloody longest time

Listening to Billy Joel's "The Longest Time" i love Billy Joel, his songs are so lovely. heheh.

Speaking of songs, i have put up a new themesong! Yes. I have gotten tired of lovesongs. Frankly, i think i have been all to obsessed. It's frightening. So anyway, Coldplay's latest song is just too lovely and...well...too ME to let go without using it like this.

Actually i have been downloading some music videos again. Harry Potter ones. Hehe.

Oh and someone used 'Clocks' on a Draco-centric video and thus my new obessesion with the song.

*looks at CD player* icky lovesong. *changes* Better.

OH shit. i was supposed to have a new banner eh? Shit. Buggah.

"Innocent Man" playing in player. Getting lyrics. Might make something for that tomorrow.

Finished downloading. See ya'all.

somethings...

Things to share...
Scales

don't stop me now...

Queen's Greatest Hits is on my CD player. Wowism.

Currently looking up Hope's suggestion. ...ick. Hope-y! I no like romantic stuffs like these...they make my skin crawl. *weak grin* sorry, relationship withdrawal still not over yet. DOntcha worry tho...

Changed CDS, and for the heck of it, chucked in my Spice Compedium. While looking at this. Gosh. There is SOMETHING wrong here, see if you can see.... But HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIEL RADCLIFFE kahit ano man. I think he would appreciate it despite...er the mistake.

Looking for nice PWP of Veela!Draco. No nice love things. Those thing currently rub me the wrong way and am staying away from those. Oh yes, to release (ooh!) this, i went and had a whackathon. Check here later to see the result.

you know i don't wanna know, don't wanna know about that love thing.

OH please read this....guess what, over half of my characters FAILED! *pales* SHit. i AM a bad fanfic writer! Shit shit shit.... MAybe "The Last Sentence" may very well be the last fanfiction i may write. This is mortifying... or maybe not...reading this...hm. Definitely skittish now. Hm...

Anyway, to any and all fiction writers, of HP and any other 'verse, i suggest The Prefects Bathroom for good ol learning!

Gotta split.

a day early but still...

Here it is! Quick and dirty and really simple because i really have no nice pictures of Daniel. Wah. Some of his smiles strike me as awfully..i dunno, pained is the only way i could describe them really. And this is one of the few natural smiles i found. I love his lips really.

here's the addy :
http://www.angelfire.com/moon/thedump/danbdayban.jpg

Okay? Please put up. Thanks.

Gotta run.

Oh yes, if anyone comes across a nice PWP of Veela-in-Heat!Draco i would ever be so grateful if you gave me the link. Thankies very muchlies.

god, it looks like Daniel...must be the clouds in my eyes...

Currently listening to "Daniel" by Elton John, thus the title line. Hehe. SO nice. And browsing around Dan's Page

Big Brother Ended today. ::: REGGIE RULES :::

HAHA! TOld you so!

Might want to get the Big Brother DVD as well, to see the hunky Homosexual Love God called Jamie. No, not the sk8r boi that i was hot for. This guy came in the middle of the show. Gawd was he hot! ANd Gay! Hot Gay Guy! Wait...lemme see if i can put up a picture of him here...

"Entertainer" by Billy Joel played. Wowisms. Love Billy Joel.

Did anyone notice that i am officially been off Philippine Soil for exactly one year this weekend? Whoa ey? I never thought it would come. We've come a long way baby.

Apparently i have lost friends and rediscovered old ones and made a handfull of friends along the way. It's inevitable.

But i haven't gotten a boyfriend yet (or a girlfriend for that matter). Can't see a solution to this problem as i am currently still chasing after Daniel Radcliffe Think i can still be cured? I hope so. Paedophilia doesn't become me.

Oh yeah, speaking of, i am working on the LAST ever RPF i will make. I mean it. This will be the last one. Entitled "A Closure of Sorts" (or a slight variation thereof) will star Elijah Wood, Daniel Radcliffe and Tom Felton. And mon character. Heheh. Wait for it. I am working onit.

But most of my intellectual (WHAT intellect?) prowess (*snort*) is poured into making (AND COMPLETING!) "The Last Sentence".

Anyway, laughed at this. V. Funny.

Ooh, Here are the pictures....

Ooh you sexy thang...!

Don't give me that innocent look...

ooh smile for me...

ooh Jaime (Sk8r boi) and Sexy Saxon in the shower...!

Guh.

Hm. Downloading Daniel pictures. Wowisms. Pretty little boy... *smirk*

Oh and its going to be his birthday on wednesday...i'm going to go make a banner...can you guys put it up? I'm going to host it in my dump and then you can just img src it up in yours. K? Thanks!

I'll put up the addy here later.

Laters.

the lights are on, but you're not home...

Addicted to love, thats what i am.

You'd like to pretend that you're immune to these stuff, oh yeah. But it's closer to the truth that you can't get enough of it, you're gonna have to face it : you're addicted to love.

Well i am! Dammit. IS there a cure? You know "Love-Junkies Anonymous" where we go, 'Hello, i am so and so. And i am addicted to love.' 'hello so and so' 'YEs, i am addicted to love but i have seen the light!'.

Hey Lanny, pahiram ng line.

Supposed former infatuation junkie!

Ugh.

Anyway, i finished the Slytherin colors scarf today. Yowza. Should have measured more accurately becuase it is WAY long. Anyway, am starting on the Gryffindor-centric one now, for Pickles.

gah. Sleepy already.

Good night all.

kissing you....

Thats the song playing in the radio right now. *wince*

Anyway... i am supposed to work on one of my fic ideas tonight and also, i will be putting up a teaser of sorts. Of all the HP things i have bouncing back and forth in my mental tennis court, i have decided to work on something called (For now, a working title) "The Last Sentence". It's a bit of a self-insert (ooh!) and a rather big rip off of book 2 but i rather like the idea i came up with. Hehe. YOu'll see.

Anyway...

Cher,
je parle pas von parle. Tellement, je devex partir faire cette seul. Je devez partir gerder cette secret gagner un choisir pue de amis. Un secret. Je suis mourir interier. Cette doiy le dernier tempes je jamais parle de cette. Je suis espoir cette vou prendre la touche et peut-etre aider, mais cette espoir trop beaucoup. Je aime mon ange, mon deesse qui je perdu. Mais aucun de vou devoir savoir sauf mon secret-gardien. Et le dou leur etre extraire de tresor pave e que il etr tout je avoir gauche. Je pensee vou etre mon amis.

And that, my friends, is that. Ha! Don't ask. Won't tell!

Got something from Rosh today, it's so cute :

How To Install Love !!!!
Customer Service (CS) Rep. : "Yes, Ma'am, how may I help you today?"
Customer: "Well, after much consideration, I've decided to install LOVE. Can you guide me through the process?"
CS Rep. : "Yes, I can help you. Are you ready to proceed?"
Customer: "Well, I'm not very technical, but I think I'm ready to install now. What do I do first?"
CS Rep. : "The first step is to open your HEART. Have you located your HEART ma'am?"
Customer: "Yes I have, but there are several other programs running right now. Is it okay to install while they are running?"
CS Rep. : "What programs are running ma'am?"
Customer: "Let's see, I have PAST-HURT.EXE, LOW ESTEEM.EXE, GRUDGE.EXE, and RESENTMENT.COM running right now."
CS Rep. : "No problem. LOVE will gradually erase PAST-HURT.EXE from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory, but it will no longer disrupt other programs. LOVE will eventually overwrite LOW-ESTEEM.EXE with a module of its own called HIGH-ESTEEM.EXE. However, you have to completely turn off GRUDGE.EXE and RESENTMENT.COM. Those programs prevent LOVE from being properly installed. Can you turn those off ma'am?"
Customer: "I don't know how to turn them off. Can you tell me how?"
CS Rep. : "My pleasure. Go to your Start menu and invoke FORGIVENESS.EXE. Do this as many times as necessary until GRUDGE.EXE and RESENTMENT.COM have been completely erased."
Customer: "Okay, done. LOVE has started installing itself automatically. Is that normal?"
Cs Rep. : "Yes. You should receive a message that says it will reinstall for the life of your HEART. Do you see that message?"
Customer: "Yes I do. Is it completely installed?"
Cs Rep. : "Yes, but remember that you have only the base program. You need to begin connecting to other HEARTS in order to get the upgrades."
Customer: "Oops. I have an error message already. What should I do?"
Cs Rep. : "What does the message say?"
Customer: "It says "ERROR 412 - PROGRAM NOT RUN ON INTERNAL COMPONENTS. What does that mean?"
Cs Rep. : "Don't worry ma'am, that's a common problem. It means that the LOVE program is set up to run on external HEARTS but has not yet been run on your HEART. It is one of those complicated programming things, but in nontechnical terms it means you have to "LOVE" your own machine before it can "LOVE" others."
Customer: "So what should I do?"
Cs Rep. : "Can you pull down the directory called"SELFACCEPTANCE"?"
Customer: "Yes, I have it."
Cs Rep. : " Excellent. You're getting good at this."
Customer: "Thank you."
Cs Rep. : "You're welcome. Click on the following files and then copy them to the "MYHEART" directory: FORGIVE-SELF.DOC, REALIZE-WORTH.TXT, and ACKNOWLEDGE-LIMITATIONS.DOC. The system will overwrite any conflicting files and begin patching any faulty programming. Also, you need to delete VERBOSE-SELF-CRITIC.EXE from all directories, and then empty your recycle bin afterwards to make sure it is completely and permanently gone erased."
Customer: "Got it. Hey! My HEART is filling up with new files. SMILE.MPG is playing on my monitor right now and it shows that PEACE.EXE, and CONTENTMENT.COM are copying themselves all over my HEART. Is this normal?"
Cs Rep. : "Sometimes. For others it takes a while, but eventually everything gets downloaded at the proper time. So, LOVE is installed and running. You should be able to handle it from here. One more thing before I go."
Customer: "Yes?"
Cs Rep. : "LOVE is freeware. Be sure to give it and its various modules to everybody you meet. They will share it with other people and then return some similarly sacred modules back to you."
Customer: "I will. Thanks for your help. By the way, what's your name?"
Cs Rep. : " You may call me the Divine Cardiologist, also known as The Great Physician, but most call me God. Many people feel all they need is an annual checkup to stay heart-healthy, but the Manufacturer suggests a schedule of daily maintenance for maximum efficiency. Put another way, keep in touch . . ."

That was just so cute. Off i go to work on my fic. Oh by the way, critique the teaser for "The Last Sentence" Please! Thanks!

there are worse things i could do....

Title for something i was thinking up awhile ago.

Okay...! I was supposed to make kwento..! I was typing this out last night but the fuse went pop! and i lost thething i was typing. Damn stupid house.

#1 = We have a new car! It's a toyota Starlet, teeny tiny thing, so small in fact, that sometimes i feel like when we climb out of it (its small AND low) we would look like those circus clowns that are all stuffed into this tiny toy car. Hehe. But it's silver and lovely and i love it. I love driving it around.

#2 = I am almost finished with the muffler. Only 2 more levels and then it's officially finished. And then i can go on to pickle's gryffindor version. Heheh.

Quiz Interlude:

my style of love is:

PRAGMA

I think love is logical and has to make sense. Partners have similar backgrounds and seem compatible.

what's your style of love? | mewing.net. where love goes to die.

How bloody true.

# 3 = I am going to go take up Nursing. *pained sigh* stop snickering for a while and read. I am simply sick and tired of not doing proper schooling. So i am dumping my correspondence course (though i will continue with the french tho) once the Dept of Education verifies my education and so i can enroll into the local university for NUrsing. The reason for choosing nursing, of all the possible courses, is that its the only course that offers you to work while you're studying. And i still need the job. SO thats that. even if i have NO interest whatsoever in nursing, i'm taking it up. Not like i have much of a choice anyway. Things are like that lately. I'm trying not too brood overmuch.

Another quiz interlude :

You represent... angst. You have an extremely cynical outlook on just about
everything. It's okay to sulk and be
depressed, but life is short, and you only get
one. It's only what you make it, and only you
can make it improve.

What feeling do you represent?
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Suits me doncha think?

# 4 = am currently obsessed with flannelette (?) pajamas, or jammies. Heheh. I bought myself a dark blue one with snowflakes on it. When dad saw it, he said it suited me, the ice queen. I laughed but i agreed. Anyway, i might buy two more or something. Dad said that they were so british. that was the point actually. heheh.

Annunaki: The Malefactors The Malefactors are the artisans among the fallen,
once given charge of the earth and all that
lies within it. These demons are cunning,
patient and thoughtful, using their powers of
creation to turn the most mundane items into
wondrous gifts that ultimately corrupt the
recipient.

Choose your Place in Hell.
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And i love technology... knowledge is power. absolute knowledge is aboslute power. absolute power corrupts absolutely. therefore, knowledge corrupts. Heheh. Dontcha just love it when i use logic to make sense out of senseless things? hehehe.

I love my jammies.

Whatelse...hm i have lots of story ideas but i haven't the time to work on them all. i will tho, work on something in particular first, because of certain...developments.

And i need to update my bloody banner as well. This has been, what, two weeks up here. I need a new banner! And i have a great idea as to what it can be, i just need pictures and stuff.

Here's an idea : HP people doing Grease. Sorry. Just finished watching it. Had fun with pickles imagining the HP people as the Grease Characters. So far, we only agreed on one thing, Danny Zuko is SO going to be Draco Malfoy and Sandy is going to be Harry. ^_^ Evil? YEs we are.

Internet connection doing the fritz thing again, i have to fix.

Laters all.

walk away because you're breaking up the girl

currently reading this. So i have to tear myself away for a few so i can type down something here!

Uh...

never mind someother day. Not in the mood for blogging eversince i rediscovered my abandoned Journal.

Cya.

a strange mix of just about everything

i have tons of news but i haven't the time to type this all down. Tomorrow, i would be able to sleep in again so i might type it all up tomorrow and then post it up tomorrow evening.

If anyone still reads this page. But that's cool. I'm alive.

In the meantime i am hopelessly obsessed about this. Thank you Hope! This is so... wow.

Catch y'all laters.

Stuff.

Thought up a lot of ideas for stories today. Will try to put some out.

my right ear is...hm...

just something while reading this.

how do i know if a story literally turns me on? My right ear throbs like hell. It's weird but true.

Sorry. Reading smut is the only thing that consists my sex life lately. Sheesh. Pathetic ne?

Oh you wanker.

I like insults like that.

Anyway, i just felt like sharing an epiphany to the world which reads my posts (which is very very small, if not non-existent).

I have created a monster.

i am talking about my sister. I had gotten her...er...interested in Slash. But now... *shudder* she is totally fascinated by Snape. Now this is disturbing in itself, but it has manifested into her liking... *pulls face into expression not too unlike the ones on the Gryffindor Trio's when they drank the Polyjuice potion* ... ugh... *turns vaguely green and whispers* snape/harry. *runs to wash mouth* OOOH the horrors.

can someone help her? and me? because she's definitly squicky. erg.

Oh, and when she copies Ron's lines from the movies she looks like him. Creepily enough. All this done with that Snape hairdo (minus the grease) that she finagled mom to give her.

and it doesn't help that, as i have now partially converted dad into at least chuckling happily with Harry Potter Movies (How do i know i have converted him? He was taking the movie seriously and was asking about plot points. THat's how he takes things seriously) i was hit by an idea one boring night to put my glasses on him, to see if he looked like Harry in them...and i succeeded in making him look like the guy who played James in the movie. It was very frightening.

i should have remembered the Vegeta episode. *sigh*

So...i had the mistake of telling him so. And he had this really weird light in his eyes...and from then on he had taken on the fact that he looked like James Potter...so he MUST BE James Potter. ...and officially christened me Harry. *hangs head* I KNOW he is only doing it because he KNOWS it infuriates me. But fercrinowtlawd!If i get called HARRY one more time i'll...i'll... EXPLODE! I-AM-NOT-HARRY-FUCKING-POTTER! *takes deep breath* i really should tell that to dad.

Can't wait until he gets over it.

Thats all for now i guess. I have 'Rescue Me' By Madonna playing on the CD player so i just might make a fic about that.

oh and if anyone is still interested. I still am going to write a letter to Daniel Radcliffe. *mad grin* Am nutz eh? Hehe.

Night for now.

oh HOPE!

all Sirius fans! Lookie HERE!!! you'll have to flounder around the Japanese kana for a while but there are really NICE looking Sirius pics in here.

i have been reading too much

and this is one thing that has gotten me really awake. With my ears thudding.

I was laughing so damn hard. And really enjoyed this one.

Something stupid

Well, not as stupid as saying 'i love you' i guess. but stupid nontheless.I am planning on snail mailing Daniel Radcliffe. Yes. Something that i didn't do with Elijah WOod...i will do with Daniel Radcliffe. AM currently looking for his mailing addy. or rather, the mailing addy of his agent or something. I dunno.

It would be nice to write to someone and finally be able NOT to expect anything back.

Much nicer.

hello fucked up mood.

Mom's birthday today. hm.

Am not happy today, for many reasons. As usual self inflicted. Then again, all the pain in the world is self inflicted. i let other people hurt me and therefore i get hurt. Once i find out that secret of fully shutting off all of that out, i will be stronger.

or something. i am babbling.

I need a hug.

actually, i need to be screwed senseless so that i will stop being so damn neurotic.

i need to write.

oh. if anyone gives a shit, i,m getting published by a UK publishing house. Just one of my stupid poems. I wonder what those idiots were snorting to actually want to print my crap. Must have been random selection.

who the fuck am i fooling? i'm not a writer. I'm nothing.

who cares. definitely not you.

and not me either.

ooh!

Sorry just logged on again to share with everyone this lovely piece of fluff.

Squee!

Been cleaning again

all old entries in the archive. It's there in the side bar. i forgot what i called it. Just look around and see which one goes to the archive page if you wanna see the past.

Took quizez off Hope's page.

Evil Incarnate (...Just Make Me Bad...)

What Type of Slytherin Are You?
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Am i evil? Oh yes. Oh fucking yes i AM.

Hehe.

Hope : Love can be painful when it has to leave. But what cannot kill us can make us stronger. ANd i know that you are one of the strongest people i know. Love always.

*sigh* i am so fucking old.

See yeh.