August 27, 2007 Monday
Music: 143 ~YUKI's room~ - Bennie K
Koisuru for the day: ♥ jhee, mikeru, ron ♥
The green umbrella looks like leaves of a tree if I stay under it, wearing a brown shirt. Or it matches my green blouse, which are the leaves of a tree if I stand next to him wearing a brown shirt. We prefer to be under the rain.
Michael and I were left alone in Ron’s house, because Ron was out and we both waited for him to get back. For almost three hours together, I wasn’t bored at all nor there was a feeling of idleness in me or even the both of us. We talked a lot, about so many things and the conversation just flowed… just like that. Topic after topic, it just came and we spoke non-stop, which was surprising. We actually had a ‘pleasing decent’ talk because usually we just say things that annoy each other (separately we explained that it was a way to show our “constant affection” for each other).
And it was like when I was stuck with him for six hours in MOA during a drawing competition and we just talked and annoyed the hell out of each other but we we’re still smiling and laughing. This whole thing really shed some light on why “my” (yes, the possessive indication because it was agreed that we practically “own” each other BUT not in a lover-like sense) Mikeru was like that.
Ron came home at 4:30. I had to leave at 6. The three of us we’re somewhat disappointed but vent out that frustration at Kamen Rider Faiz Hyper Battle video, which we agreed that it was one of the cutest things we ever watched and we ended up with a LSS XD
I left my USB at Ron’s place and Michael insisted that since I have a valid reason to return, I SHOULD return. The idea that I proposed to them regarding not seeing each other for a whole week or so, will be fulfilled it seems. Mikeru said it was good, so that they could miss me and vice versa and so we could have a different kind of energy when we see each other.
They ‘hate’ Jiro, because he distracts me from them :P It’s all crazy love. It's just amazing.
She succumbed to Setsuna @ 11:03 p.m
August 27, 2007 Monday
Music: Overlap - Kimeru
Koisuru for the day: ♥ my jheeponpon ♥
Saturday: I spent the Saturday doing artsy stuff at Abbie’s place for her Psychology project. I got to bond with her and little Riza-chan once again because Riza-chan was going back to Japan on the next day (yesterday/ Sunday). I drew a lot and cut and pasted stuff while we watched the game of Ateneo versus FEU and at the same time we ate a lot of lasagna. And I pointed out to Riza-chan her Achi’s ‘suki na hito’ which was ‘player number ju-nana’ XD Riza-chan sai that Tiu apparently had a ‘kakoii kao’ that made her Achi go ‘dokidoki’. Wow, my Japanese knowledge was put to the test with her! Afterwards, we ended up watching Hairspray at Robinsons and had the best takoyaki ever! XD Amazing~!
Dear boy,
You never bore me. All those broken cassette tapes with your songs… It’s just that, sometimes, I think you’re not real enough for me. You constantly dance around my head and just STAY there. Like a dream. I wish to see you so much so I can really get over myself and the idea that you exist in this same plane of reality where I stand, you see the same sky that I’m seeing right now. That you bleed, breathe and your skin feels so real beyond what I see that seems to be waxen. Let me see your signs of aging, that you are a man who’s a victim of Time just like the rest of us.
I just have so many thoughts of you that I can’t contain anymore.
Waiting as always, R
She succumbed to Setsuna @ 11:13 a.m
August 23, 2007 Thursday
Music: Yumenori Riders - Core of Soul
Koisuru for the day: ♥ my jheeponpon ♥
The other night, I dreamed that Michael punched Jiro because Jiro was (unexpectedly) being possessive, unfair and inconsiderate towards me especially regarding my friendship with Ron and Michael. Michael punched darling’s face and Jhee just… scowled. DAMN~ And I told Jheepon that I can’t stay with him any more. DAMN~! Minsan na nga lang mapanaginipan si Jhee tapos ganyan pa ang ngyari sa aming dalawa! Kumusta naman yun diba?!
| You Are a Roller Coaster |
 Nothing is better than feeling you're truly alive, and you're willing to take risks to feel this way. In relationships, people often feel a bit nervous about what they're getting into... But generally, everyone enjoys the wild ride you take them on. Unless they stay with you too long - then they're apt to feel a bit nauseous! Your life has more low points and high points than most people's lives. But that's okay - you love them. You figure that a smooth ride is boring! Besides, you know that super high highs only come from knowing super low lows. You cherish every emotion you feel and feel it fully. Why deny what life is truly about? At your best, you are loving life and sharing your wild times with everyone you know. You are able to open your friends up to a whole new world of experiences. At your worst, you feel extremely disoriented and even a bit dizzy. There's only so much intensity a human (even you!) can take. |
She succumbed to Setsuna @ 12:00 p.m
August 20, 2007 Monday
Music: ASH - Ellegarden
Koisuru for the day: ♥ DAITA ♥
Wasted once again. But definitely much love from me to Ron, Michael, Aimee and Edzel. I met a new person today and his name is Alec. Michael and I made a clothespin sculpture, which we simply called “SIPIT SCULPTURE” out of our sheer randomness. In fact it was so good that we both ‘insisted’ that it could be taken to Paris, France, the artsy-est place in the world. Though Edzel said it looked like a big mosquito :P
Ron is planning to have a hamster as pet. I agreed; Michael also said it was a good idea though he proposed it would be our “baby” together. WHUT? It was just too random to hear it from him and both Ron and him we’re entertaining the idea. Though it is a cute proposal… LOL. Semi-conjugal property, if you will. Pwede na rin. Both of them already reserved Monday for another hang-out moment. LOL.
Anyway, advance happy birthday to Patty dearest!
She succumbed to Setsuna @ 11:59 p.m
August 18, 2007 Saturday
Music: Kaze Ga Fuku Hi - Maaya Sakamoto
Koisuru for the day: ♥ abarai ronji & mikeru ♥
Today went surprisingly great. Ron, Michael and me were ‘negated’ (the tropa’s popular term, which I missed using with them) from our supposedly movie date at Gateway today because the ‘meeting’ got held back. And it was also because the meeting was the main priority here, to clear things out finally. But really, it feels so good to hang-out with them all over again because for a month, I haven’t spent much time with them (Ron, Michael and I we’re having our own ‘dates’ for various reasons that involves the rest). Rocky’s house and everything that went on there today feels so nostalgic, especially when we always end up scrambling on our feet when JINZO (Rocky’s father) arrives. We were petrified of the thought of being ‘negated’… XD
The compound where Rocky lived was noisy again and people we’re looking like us like we’re a suspicious bunch, plotting crazy stuff. Jaison is the new moderator, the ULTRAMAN of the group (HAHA XD private joke~) Everything went well, but we were concerned about Jorrence’s behaviour today. Surprisingly, he was way out of it… Personal problems, mainly. As of now, we can’t really move to help Jorrence easily because of delicate matters involved. But I really wish he’d be back to normal. SM Centerpoint feels welcoming as well…
I just WISH that my parents would allow me to sleep over that a friend’s house, particularly a male friend. Obviously it’s just not me and Ron (for the matter) but it includes Aimee, Jaison, Michael and the rest. Personally it’s a not a big deal and I KNOW these people I’m spending most of my time with (obviously). Hopefully they could trust me and most especially them. I JUST WISH. I mean, I know I would be allowed to do so when I’m already 18 but can’t it be sooner? It’s just that tonight, as much as Michael and Ron would want to, I can’t stay over and talk about stuff. Michael was already sending me home because it’s already late tonight (Ron said Michael was worried of me, but he really doesn’t admit it :P). And that boy is depressed (well, it’s just that he broke up with his girlfriend last week and this is the time we’ve only gotten to talk about it).
The three of us made a deal that Monday would be another senti talk (with me included) and the movie date.
I wish I hugged him before I rode the bus :P I mean, I KNEW he really felt bad but a while ago, he was like his usual self so technically I brushed it away :P Maling timing naman yung pagka-ilang ko Nyeks. In a way, I suddenly felt kinda useless.
She succumbed to Setsuna @ 11:35 p.m
August 14, 2007 Tuesday
Music: Conversation - rie Fu
Koisuru for the day: ♥ abarai ronji & mikeru ♥
| What Your Pizza Reveals |
 You are a very picky pizza eater. Not any pizza will do. You fit in best in the Northeast part of the US. You like food that's traditional and well crafted. You aren't impressed with "gourmet" foods. You are generous, outgoing, and considerate with your choices. You are cultured and intellectual. You should consider traveling to Vienna. The stereotype that best fits you is geek. You're the type most likely to order pizza to avoid leaving your computer. |
| You Are a Cookie-Browine-Sundae |
 You are a total glutton for... everything! |
"I was walking around in my footsteps, and no one’s there
The sun has come up but you’re lying there
You gotta swallow it up, once you see the dish of 2 sides in 1
Melting on my face, my ears, my eyes, and everything that I see
Melting on my ears, my eyes, and everything that I see
I was walking around in my footsteps
The sun has come up but you’re lying there
How do you find when you just don’t know?
How do you search when you just don’t know?
How do you love when you just don’t know?"
- They Always Talk About - Rie Fu
She succumbed to Setsuna @ 12:22 a.m
August 12, 2007 Sunday
Music: Brighter - Paramore
Koisuru for the day: ♥ abarai ronji & mikeru ♥
Yesterday was one of the best days ever. Abbie was successful in pursuing me to spend some time with her at home XD They even picked me up here at home so I could go to their place. We had the best bopis for lunch (it was too spicy and we couldn’t really stop despite the extra kick it had) and I was able to taste some fresh home cooked gyoza (a Japanese dumpling) that Abbie’s aunt cooked. Plenty of things happened and once again, it seemed that I was an extended family member of theirs :P And little Riza (Abbie’s half-Japanese cousin) is too cute~ HAHA. One thing they have in common is that they don’t really like having their pictures taken :P
Okay, random:
1. Saturday would come soon. I’m just praying that the whole matter would be over because it’s affecting the group in many ways. And people are constantly being beat down… Sure, we can’t bring back those days during the summer vacation but we can still have it and so much better! My only concern is that hopefully, this time, no one would beat around the bush and make this burden last long. I just don’t see the logic on how can you consider yourself a friend of someone if you aren’t honest with them, especially regarding topics that really put a rift in your relationship. And Jaison, yes, we miss you~ Just a little more time. We’ll make you proud that you can’t help but transform into Ultraman (haha ngeh, ano konek?) XD
2. Sucks to be that Michael doesn’t have a landline phone at home or a computer. I’m just worried because of what happened… I wish Friday would come then the three of us could see each other again :)
I’ll face reality tomorrow. The only thing I’m looking forward to tomorrow is Abbie, Jinky, our Philosophy class where we’ll watch a film adaptation of Umberto Eco’s “the Name of the Rose” and the fact that tomorrow would end and bring me a few days closer to Friday and Saturday (yeah! Movie date with Michael, Ron, Aimee & Jaison~)
negaitai yorokobi o sekaijuu no uta atsumete sing like this
I want to wish for your happiness by gathering songs from throughout the world that sing like this
She succumbed to Setsuna @ 10:22 p.m
August 11, 2007 Saturday
Music: We've only just begun - The Carpenters
Koisuru for the day: ♥ abarai ronji & mikeru ♥
It’s been too long. I’ve been seriously busy but many thanks to the typhoon for giving me a much deserved break. Last Thursday, I went to Abbie’s to hang-out and finally finish the damn Code Geass season 1, which has been eating me up lately~! Abbie and I we’re both “ogling” at the T.V while we watch Lelouch and Suzaku in their miserable lives and Abbie’s young half-Japanese cousin (named Riza) was there with us. Mini-Riza (that’s what we call her) was laughing at us, amused of our utter weirdness and fan girlishness. LOL. Little Riza is a sweet girl though… Today, I think I’ll be visiting Abbie again much later in the afternoon. She invited me to watch Rush Hour 3 with them (whilst we wait for Evan Almighty to open in theatres).
And yesterday:
It was a fun day yesterday :D Basically, Vincent didn’t come despite us calling him up to come over because he was beyond late of the designated time. Michael was the one who came, which was strangely better. We had ‘Toilet Man’ musings and the likes (watched Meteor Graden even~)… I was only joking when I said that the three of us should go for ice cream. Michael took it seriously (which was a good thing anyway ^__^) and insisted that he treats me and Ron out for ice cream. The three of us had ice cream at the Big Scoop (ice cream parlour near their houses): Ron had raspberry and orange sherbet; Michael had cookies and cream with rocky road and I had cookies and cream with chocolate.
YEY.
And I drew this on my journal several days ago:
♥♥♥
She succumbed to Setsuna @ 7:55 a.m
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