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October 22, 2007 Monday

Music: Too Much Food - Jason Mraz
Koisuru for the day: ♥ JIRO ♥

LONG TIME NO UPDATE!

If money wasn’t an issue I’d buy:
-tons of Q-LIA notebooks because I’ve been obsessing over them for months now and I managed to only find one adorable letter set, which I already used! This is the cover of a notebook that I want:

-a CRAM CREAM organizer like this:

- NEW PENS! I need sharpies, new gel pens of all colors! *__*

-a new tote bag that I can use for absolutely anything for any trip :P I'm bored of my black bag and I need to go bag shopping for something like this:

- and a new school bag. my skull school bag is so overused already! I need something like these:

I NEED MONEY! It is indeed the semester break but alas, no MONEY! T____T

She Revolutionized @ 3:52 p.m

September 20, 2007 Thursday

Music: The Devil's Trill - Yami No Matsuei OST
Koisuru for the day: ♥ koi ♥

WOHOO~! NEW MANGAS~! Aunt came back to Manila unexpectedly and brought me goodies :D Two copies of Shounen Champion & 1 Shoujo Beat! Shounen Champion cates to a much older age range of male otakus and can be considered in this case as seinen. The only thing I found worth reading in these two is Mai-Hime. I would've preferred Shounen Jump but what the heck.

Obviously I'm happy with this! And it's in ENGLISH! WAHAHA. Anyway I've read it already in one sitting because everything was so pretty and it's in English XDD. It has NANA, Zettai Kareshi (Absolute Boyfriend), Backstage Prince, Baby & Me, Crimson Hero and Vampire Knight! I gagged :D I would very much like to have more of this~

This is only half of my bookcase. The other half contains my textbooks and notebooks. I need to do some organizing because GAAAH~ I admit it's an eyesore.

I LOVE NAIL POLISH~ Isn't it obvious???

Let Friday come! I haven't seen Mikeru & Ron for two weeks now :C Friday we're going to watch Kamen Rider Kabuto~ HAHAHA I'm getting into this Kamen Rider fandom already and try watching super sentai stuff. I'd recommend Mahou Senati Magiranger~! :D

She Revolutionized @ 7:02 a.m

September 15, 2007 Saturday

Music: Tsuki - Amano Tsukiko
Koisuru for the day: ♥ koi ♥

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY LOUANNE~ Sana makita na kita kasi miss na kita at ang pag-poke sa iyo~ haha and your new hair cut by the way :D

You Are From Uranus

You shine with brilliant creativity, and you're more than a little eccentric.
You love everything unusual and shocking. You're one far-out chick or dude.
Anything unconventional excites you - and you have genius potential.
Just don't let your rebel side get the best of you, or else you'll alienate everyone.
Your original thinking and funky attitude is all you need to be you.

What Planet Are You From?

Loser Yuganda kokoro no hida ni fukaku sasatta tsuki
Watashi wo semereba ii
Glaring Kajikamu yubi wo kuwaete tsume wo kamitsuzuketa
Watashi wo oboete ite

Loser I wish the moon, stuck in the folds of my distorted heart
Would berate me
Glaring I put my numb fingers in my mouth and kept biting my nails
Remember me

She Revolutionized @ 7:32 p.m

September 13, 2007 Thursday

Music: Kimi Ni Fureru Dakede
Koisuru for the day: ♥ koi ♥

Random update my dears:

-School is BLAH, as always. Abee, Jinx and some friends just make it tolerable. I’m still not relieved actually, still being rattled by my grades. My Philosophy midterms, turned out quite well. The highest one got 72 in the exams over 80 items; I got a 63 and the highest in my class. Fair enough. In Health Ethics class, only two of us passed the exam and I’m the highest in that class. GAH ∠( ﾟдﾟ)/ ｢え｣

-My grandfather, Jose Compra died from bone cancer last Sunday morning. So mother, Tate and my youngest brother went to Cebu last Monday to attend the funeral. It was all sudden yet it was something that mom and her siblings already anticipated (but not so soon!). He’s the only grandfather I’ve known in my whole life (my dad’s father died way before I was born) so it was really depressing. Lolo Jose went to a better place now. Thanks a lot, Lo! You’ll be missed and I’ll be seeing you very soon!

-Since mother left, she asked me to stay put in the house. I’m basically not allowed to ‘roam’ around until they get back. And now, I miss Ron & Mikeru~! (Partida, wala pang isang linggo ang lumipas since last naming magkita!)… I just feel tired and I HATE COMMUTING! I ranted to Mikeru last night about this~ Being stuck in 1 and a half hour in traffic at C5 to Pasig is the WORSE. I wish I could really, really drive. But first of all the car comes first!

-Lookie here! Abee (my lesbo lover) gave me her advance (super advanced) Christmas presents! WAHAHA! These are limited editions ones, so she bought it for me already when we made a random visit at Fully Booked, Serendra~ Oh chuuu~ I spazzed! She also has these books and yeyness, we could read it at the same time~ （*´▽｀*）プッ

-The other day was the crappiest day ever. But I’m fine now. HAHAHA. Somehow I find the whole thing funny (despite me feeling BLAH about it). You said it hurts you to see or even hear the ones you love cry—what would you do if you found out you made me cry the other day (for the first time pa?) Sucks to be, talaga (ノ_・、)　グスングスン ngeeeh nag-drama pa

but.stil.i.lab.koi.so.mats. (o^−^o)

-WAHAHAHA michael/ mikeru/ bobong is SICK~ aww and has a very very kawaii voice when his nose is all stuffed up ♥ nyaha :3

She Revolutionized @ 7:06 a.m

September 02, 2007 Sunday

Music: STAY - Lisa Loeb
Koisuru for the day: ♥ :) ♥

[edit @ 9:25 pm]

“Kung pwede lang na tayong tatlo na lang,” – M

Oh but that would be amazing. I don’t mind. We talk a lot and we listen to what the other has to say. We get angry, overly worried and possessive but we just CAN’T be like that so easily because we compromise and we understand, first of all because that’s how we ‘love’. There’s always an easy air around us and we know how to make each other laugh. And there’s so many things to explain that… it just can’t be explained because it may sound wrong and it would only ruin the mere essence of it and it’s best to understand and know it by FEELING it.

Read between the lines. In this case our own words: random jokes that really we’re prayers of devotion and loyalty in this relation; dreams and silent mutters regarding our dread for this love’s destruction.

We are fools. And for tomorrow’s exams, I carry this and my intellectual pride. Shiest, must review more…

+++++

Mikeru is amazing. He made me more fond of him :D HAHA. It was unexpected but it really was good timing. I really REALLY appreciated what he did. He made me feel much better :)

School is not really a pain. It’s just Political Science… I’m kinda pressuring myself as well to do well, for reasons other than academic recognition. HAHA. It’s for someone with a very cool name. I’m thinking of making his name one of the names of my characters in my stories. His name is really striking that it makes me feel giddy thinking about it! (●⌒∇⌒●) わーい

Ooops. May mag seselos v(。・・。)イエィッ♪

She Revolutionized @ 12:03 n.n

August 30, 2007 Thursday

Music: 143 Over the Rainbow - The TRAX
Koisuru for the day: ♥ jhee, mikeru, ron ♥

This is interesting :)

"At this time you are feeling 'uptight' and you are urgently in need of rest and relaxation; but perhaps even more than that you need to overcome that feeling that you have been 'hard done by' and treated with a complete lack of consideration. Maybe you have, but whatever may have been the cause of your inherent anxiety, you regard the situation as intolerable. Your are, however, sufficiently competent to turn that situation around - you have overcome similar problems in the past, and really this one isn't too different.

You enjoy taking part in anything that may constitute fun and excitement. You need to be stimulated and need to feel that 'Life is worth living' and you are awaiting that stimulation and you don't particularly care where it comes from!

All the problems that you have been experiencing of late seem to have become a part of your life and there is little that can be done to change the situation. Your emotions run high - but even though you feel as if at times you are about to burst this situation will pass. Try to release your pent-up emotions by participating in some extra physical activities like running, swimming, whatever. There must be some favourite pastime, not necessarily strenuous, that can help you to relax.

Stresses resulting from a recent disappointment have led to considerable trepidation. It would seem that there seems to be so much left undone. Everything surrounds you with that air of uncertainty. You badly need to feel a sense of security and whatever it takes to protect you against further disappointment. At this particular time you doubt that things could be any better in the future but you are sticking to your guns and refusing to take advice from any source.

Since in the recent past all of your hopes and aspirations have been denied you, you are now convinced that the future will hold nothing but anxiety so therefore 'why bother?' You would love to get away from it all, to escape from the trials and tribulations of this mundane existence and fall into a peaceful and harmonious relationship, which will protect you from the lack of appreciation and give you the chance to start afresh."

PARTLY correct. Especially the bold text :P This is from here: COLORGENICS TEST

She Revolutionized @ 8:53 a.m

August 27, 2007 Monday

Music: 143 ~YUKI's room~ - Bennie K
Koisuru for the day: ♥ jhee, mikeru, ron ♥

The green umbrella looks like leaves of a tree if I stay under it, wearing a brown shirt. Or it matches my green blouse, which are the leaves of a tree if I stand next to him wearing a brown shirt. We prefer to be under the rain.

Michael and I were left alone in Ron’s house, because Ron was out and we both waited for him to get back. For almost three hours together, I wasn’t bored at all nor there was a feeling of idleness in me or even the both of us. We talked a lot, about so many things and the conversation just flowed… just like that. Topic after topic, it just came and we spoke non-stop, which was surprising. We actually had a ‘pleasing decent’ talk because usually we just say things that annoy each other (separately we explained that it was a way to show our “constant affection” for each other).

And it was like when I was stuck with him for six hours in MOA during a drawing competition and we just talked and annoyed the hell out of each other but we we’re still smiling and laughing. This whole thing really shed some light on why “my” (yes, the possessive indication because it was agreed that we practically “own” each other BUT not in a lover-like sense) Mikeru was like that.

Ron came home at 4:30. I had to leave at 6. The three of us we’re somewhat disappointed but vent out that frustration at Kamen Rider Faiz Hyper Battle video, which we agreed that it was one of the cutest things we ever watched and we ended up with a LSS XD

I left my USB at Ron’s place and Michael insisted that since I have a valid reason to return, I SHOULD return. The idea that I proposed to them regarding not seeing each other for a whole week or so, will be fulfilled it seems. Mikeru said it was good, so that they could miss me and vice versa and so we could have a different kind of energy when we see each other.

They ‘hate’ Jiro, because he distracts me from them :P It’s all crazy love. It's just amazing.

She Revolutionized @ 11:03 p.m

August 27, 2007 Monday

Music: Overlap - Kimeru
Koisuru for the day: ♥ my jheeponpon ♥

Saturday: I spent the Saturday doing artsy stuff at Abbie’s place for her Psychology project. I got to bond with her and little Riza-chan once again because Riza-chan was going back to Japan on the next day (yesterday/ Sunday). I drew a lot and cut and pasted stuff while we watched the game of Ateneo versus FEU and at the same time we ate a lot of lasagna. And I pointed out to Riza-chan her Achi’s ‘suki na hito’ which was ‘player number ju-nana’ XD Riza-chan sai that Tiu apparently had a ‘kakoii kao’ that made her Achi go ‘dokidoki’. Wow, my Japanese knowledge was put to the test with her! Afterwards, we ended up watching Hairspray at Robinsons and had the best takoyaki ever! XD Amazing~!

Dear boy,

You never bore me. All those broken cassette tapes with your songs… It’s just that, sometimes, I think you’re not real enough for me. You constantly dance around my head and just STAY there. Like a dream. I wish to see you so much so I can really get over myself and the idea that you exist in this same plane of reality where I stand, you see the same sky that I’m seeing right now. That you bleed, breathe and your skin feels so real beyond what I see that seems to be waxen. Let me see your signs of aging, that you are a man who’s a victim of Time just like the rest of us.

I just have so many thoughts of you that I can’t contain anymore.

Waiting as always, R

She Revolutionized @ 11:13 a.m

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