August 11, 2007 Saturday
Music: We've only just begun - The Carpenters
Koisuru for the day: ♥ abarai ronji & mikeru ♥
It’s been too long. I’ve been seriously busy but many thanks to the typhoon for giving me a much deserved break. Last Thursday, I went to Abbie’s to hang-out and finally finish the damn Code Geass season 1, which has been eating me up lately~! Abbie and I we’re both “ogling” at the T.V while we watch Lelouch and Suzaku in their miserable lives and Abbie’s young half-Japanese cousin (named Riza) was there with us. Mini-Riza (that’s what we call her) was laughing at us, amused of our utter weirdness and fan girlishness. LOL. Little Riza is a sweet girl though… Today, I think I’ll be visiting Abbie again much later in the afternoon. She invited me to watch Rush Hour 3 with them (whilst we wait for Evan Almighty to open in theatres).
And yesterday:
It was a fun day yesterday :D Basically, Vincent didn’t come despite us calling him up to come over because he was beyond late of the designated time. Michael was the one who came, which was strangely better. We had ‘Toilet Man’ musings and the likes (watched Meteor Graden even~)… I was only joking when I said that the three of us should go for ice cream. Michael took it seriously (which was a good thing anyway ^__^) and insisted that he treats me and Ron out for ice cream. The three of us had ice cream at the Big Scoop (ice cream parlour near their houses): Ron had raspberry and orange sherbet; Michael had cookies and cream with rocky road and I had cookies and cream with chocolate.
YEY.
And I drew this on my journal several days ago:
♥♥♥
She succumbed to Setsuna @ 7:55 a.m
August 04, 2007 Saturday
Music: Distance - Hikaru Utada
Koisuru for the day: ♥ hwee ♥
[edit] A while ago, bobong said: “Sa TATSULOK, Kung ako ang leader tapos si Kuya Ron ang founder, sino ka?” Oo nga naman. I’m not the spokesperson because the three of us can perfectly do the talking on our own. Nor am I the P.R person… I told him that it’s simply because without me, there is no TATSULOK. The trio wouldn’t be the same. And first of all, TAO AKO. Does that answer your question, dear "sibling"?
| Your Psyche is Blue |
 By simply understanding other people, you are able to help them heal and let go. While you are a very deep and thoughtful person, you do have a very silly, superficial side. When you are too blue: the weight of the world's problems hangs over you When you don't have enough blue: you lack perspective and understanding |
Over due pics! This was taken last June 16 2007, the first day of the yearly Toy Convention held at SM Megamall Megatrade Hall. This was the pre-birthday celebration of my 17th birthday so the whole HS EndLess family and the GXU family were there, so really, I was so happy. These pics though are the GXU family, in general :D
Jaison, Oliver, Captain Jack Sparrow, Vicent, Ron & me :D Haha. Captain Jack is back from the seas!
Aimee, Ronji, Aimee's friend, Ryuk from Death Note, a very OT Rocky & me :P
Dadi, me, Ronji, Oliver, Combatron, Jaison & Aimee :D This is the first pic I have with dadi during a convention that's decent to look at. LOL. I dunno. I still think I look damn wasted.
Check out the rest at my Multiply account. Haha. Thanks to our very own Ultraman, Jaison, for the pictures :D
Mother is in the hospital and had her uterus taken out of her. We’ll be visitng her by tomorrow :D
She succumbed to Setsuna @ 8:35 p.m
July 29, 2007 Sunday
Music: SKY - Bennie K
Koisuru for the day: ♥ brian molko ♥
sukoshi hito to zuretatte
I don't care about it mou kore ijou jibun ni
risetto nante oshitakunai
yariba no nai ikari ya kanashimi wa koe totomo ni haretsu shite
katai kabe wo buchi kowasu sube to natte kyoukai sen wo hirogeteku
So just leave me alone, instead of strangling me
People are all a little bit different
I don't care about it, I don't want to
Reset myself anymore
There's no refuge, my anger and sadness expode together with my voice
Developing the skill to break down a solid wall just by hitting it, the boundary line expands
- SKY by Bennie K
Just to say for one last time: I’m so damn glad I’m free from ANATA. HAHA. I got over it *breathes a sigh of relief* The happiness I feel now (sorry to say) is much better (it’s not mostly superficial anymore) than before. It’s not really a ‘good riddance’ thing but (HAHA), thanks anyway. Like what Bennie K sings: I don’t want to reset myself anymore.
I don’t why it’s called ‘TATSULOK’, but really, I don’t damn care. HAHA. Yesterday Ron said we should include Jaison to the three of us (me, Michael and Ron) so we could be PARISUKAT. Then Michael said ‘Then we won’t have a theme song anymore!’ (yes, yes, we HAVE a theme song! can you believe it?!) The three of us got thinking again and decided the three of us would just be fine. Yes, yes, I’d rather have the three of us. Ibang level na ng friendship ito, mehn~! Parang for 4 days magkasama kami (well during the 2 days, ang magkasama talaga si bobs at si Ron and my voice over the telephone makes up for my presence) :P
Benta talaga mehn~ Nakakalugaw kasama yung dalawang yun. But in a very good way :)
| Your Inner Muse is Urania |
 Your head is in the stars, and you look to the future. You give off a heavenly, mysterious vibe. And you're not too bad at predicting the future. |
She succumbed to Setsuna @ 4:30 p.m
July 24, 2007 Tuesday
Music: Special Needs - placebo
Koisuru for the day:
| You Are Strawberry Kiss Lip Gloss |
 The best clothes, the best friends, the best guy - and you usually get all three. You impress most people you meet with your genuine class and style Strawberry is a classic, admired flavor that goes with many things. Sound familar? |
I’m trying to repress something that obviously shouldn’t be. I’m at loss. I need a hug.
Todomaru koto nai kimochi ga afureru toki mune ga itai
Now I think about it, I’ve been watching you – for how long?
My heart aches as it overflows with a feeling that knows no bounds
“Suki" to ienai konna ni suki na no ni
Puppet Master has exited. I love my self TOO much for that. I’d rather be with myself.
She succumbed to Setsuna @ 11:40 p.m
July 21, 2007 Sunday
Music:
Koisuru for the day: Johnny Yong Bosch~<3
Come let us be random:
1. It’s raining~! YEY~! I thought I was going to die of heatstroke a while ago. Still, my head is throbbing because of the heat… Is the rain that would signal the start of the storms? Hopefully~
2. I watched Mighty Morphin’ Power Ranger: The Movie and Power Rangers: Turbo the movie. It brings back a lot of memories from long before, especially my crush for Johnny Yong Bosch and my fondness for TommyXKimberly pairing~ Tee hee. Everyone is so cute and it made me realize that no matter how cheesy the lines are and how funny the action was, it’s still one of the best. Their kicks and punches and random ‘HYAHS~’ still get to me. The Power Rangers saga would always be a classic favourite to me…
3. I have a new phone: 6101~ HAHA
4. Yesterday, I was with Michael-bobs and Ron… I missed them both XD Really, even that idiot-of-a-‘brother’ of mine~ HAHA~ Nag-away ulit kami ni bobs. It’s becoming too much of a habit already :P Jeez~ It was quite a yellow day: both of their shirts were yellow and my nail polish for my hands was a very bright yellow :D I like being with them (hey, this is not sarcastic)~
And now, I’m off to review. The prelims make me strangely nervous. BLEAH~
| You Are a Cappuccino |
 However, you tend to have strong opinions on what you like. You are a total girly girly at heart - and prefer your coffee with good conversation. You're the type that seems complex to outsiders, but in reality, you are easy to please |
| Your Toes Should Be White |
 Your ideal guy: A witty brainiac with hottie potential Stay away from: Overly dorky guys who become obsessed with you |
She succumbed to Setsuna @ 5:10 p.m
July 15, 2007 Sunday
Music: Doomsday Clock - The Smashing Pumpkins
Koisuru for the day: TOMA IKUTA~
Thanks to Ate Ana, I'm back in Toma-mode once again. Jheeponpon, I know I’m still bound to you but gods, Toma Ikuta is like… HATSU KOI~! And people labelled as ‘hatsu-kois’ are hard to get over with. Gods, Ikuta-sama is such a talented person and he’s probably the only one in JE that I ever liked and took seriously~! The others didn’t have such a lasting impression on me unlike HIM. Just watching Hana Kimi drives me damn crazy and makes me teary-eyed for no clear reason at all. Let me write here again my edited entry regarding him that I wrote on my LJ days ago:
I just started watching HANA KIMI and OMG~ My fandom for TOMA IKUTA rose up like crazy~!
Watching him back at AKIHABARA@DEEP and Hana Yori Dango as Junpei felt like crushing my heart because the memories of watching Shounen Club at NHK every Saturday night at 9pm for the past three years of my HS life and the endless nights of surfing the net through Thai, Indonesian, Korean, Japanese, Chinese, etc. fan sites and forums all dedicated to him, came back all at once and that shitty nostalgic feeling came. I could only cry~!
It was like back at 1st year HS and I was practically controlling my fan girl outbursts regarding his certain member of the now disbanded FOUR TOPS of the Johnny’s Juniors because no one knew him and I was practically determined to spread the Toma Ikuta love to everyone and I carried it with me until now but I can’t deny to myself that the certain ‘passion’ for that J-Idol wasn’t the same anymore~
Toma Ikuta is like the absolute awesomeness and even though people would say he’s just a pretty face, mind you he can dance as well as those acrobatic freaks and he’s a versatile actor from a little innocent boy, to a man out for vengeance (in HANA YORI where was practically too much to take~) to an art geek whose afraid of women~ T___T He’s not pa-cute or whatever and I do believe that he takes his acting career seriously being in a number of successful stage productions in Japan (which before I wished to attend even more than the Bleach Musicals~) Toma’s very courteous with people as an idol unlike SOME J-Idols that I know who make dry and nasty comments on air that are abrasive (but fans just don’t give a damn about that because they care more about the pretty boy). He’s also very sweet especially to the younger ones (ah~ the days of gaging at the TV screen while watching Shounen Club because he IS the egao no oujisama).
Still, I absolutely LOATHE the man who manages the Johnny’s Entertainment~ *damn pervert that he is* I mean, why can’t he see Ikuta-san and all the effort he’s been showing and exerting! It’s practically been years and honestly, I think Toma has given up the dream on debuting as a Johnny’s idol and he just focused on his own talents, without the help of that big freaking company~
Toma proved himself to his fans that he’s not some clingy teenager who depended on his others to get to the place where he is right now. I can’t help but feel happy for Toma that he’s doing fairly well on his acting career and he’s definitely a promising one! It’s was TOTALLY unfair that Johnny’s didn’t let him debut years ago~ But now, he’s getting there but for me, he’s earned his name in the industry. He just needs a little more push~
WAH~ I feel so nostalgic talking about him. I remember, back in second year I had this dream to write a fan letter to him. It was a week of an endless search of the OFFICIAL mailing address of the Johnny’s Juniors. I found it luckily after a week (on some forum and I had my aunt translate the NHK address they show during the end of each Shokura episode XD) and sent an e-mail to my aunt in Japan that contains my letter for him and I had it translated to Nihonggo XD I mailed it immediately. After 2 months, my letter was not returned to me XD So it’s most likely it reached the destination~ But I doubt he read it. Fan letters are segregated and most j-idols (according to a fan who sent several letters) mostly receive mails from their Japanese fans. Only 10% or less comprise the fan letters the fans from overseas sent.
Sending the fan letter gave me a sense of closure somehow. It feels good remembering those days :D And for now and always, ganbatte Toma Ikuta
She succumbed to Setsuna @ 7:34 p.m
July 14, 2007 Saturday
Music: The Light Before We Land - The Delgados
Koisuru for the day: ~
| The Part of You That No One Sees |
 You have an outrageous personality... And you secretly resent anyone who makes you tone it down. Underneath it all, you are driven by your need for attention and acceptance. You need to feel special at all times. You are secretly jealous and occasionally insecure. |
| You Are the Ego |
 You definitely aren't afraid to act out on your desires - even crazy ones. But you usually think first. Morals drive you as much as hedonism does. You've been able to live a life of pleasure... without living a life of excess. |
It felt like it’s been YEARS since I last saw Stef and we both welcomed the idea that I go to her house yesterday for a house visit. Definitely, it’s been like years and it felt nostalgic to see her again and her colored nails. Lookie, lookie:
Stanley Kubrick's Lolita (from the Stanley Kubrick Collection)
Based on Vladimir Nabokov's "Lolita"
WAHAHA~ I practically spazzed when she handed this to me. The supposedly movie date (featuring this film) was held back for month and has been accomplished only yesterday. See, this is Stef’s supposedly advance birthday gift for me and since we only saw each other yesterday, it turned to be a belated birthday gift. But nevertheless, I enjoyed watching this with her (along with Brooklyn pizza, a constant movie companion)~
And the others she gave me were three books. Well technically they are books but mostly anthologies of stories, poems, essays and art by young writers in ADMU. They’re very interesting to read actually and there are a notable good selections :D
This is one of the three books and the pretty cover was designed by dear Stefu herself :)
Today I went to Promenade because there’s a sale at all Fully Booked outlets. HWEE~ And it was purely coincidental that Abi-San and I saw each other XD Wah~ Of all places to see each other~ HAHA :D Even her mother was surprised when she saw me. LOL. Abi-San purchased a Death Note manga and she only lacks 3 more volumes to complete the whole set. While me, on the other hand, purchased this (after months of practically looking for a living copy of this):
Opening the mere package itself was startling~ WAH~ The book is finally in my fan girl-y hands~ XD This would be included in my Nabokov collection as well as for the ‘erotique’ catergory. BWAH~ Now I can rest in peace and save for another book. Tee hee. And because we are such book hungry people, Abi and I are going to Serendra again to linger at the magnificent Fully Book building there~
She succumbed to Setsuna @ 5:44 p.m
July 8, 2007 Sunday
Music: Replica - Ilaria Graziano
Koisuru for the day: ~
| You Are Winter! |
 Serious Cozy Calm Shy |
| Dark Purple |
 In truth, you are just a very unique person who doesn't care what others think. And you really enjoy your offbeat interests and friends. You've decided that life is about living for yourself - simple as that. |
She succumbed to Setsuna @ 10:34 p.m
July 7, 2007 Saturday
Music: Fast Car - Tracy Chapman
Koisuru for the day: he-who-must-not-be-named
The speed so fast I felt like I was drunk
City lights lay out before us
And your arm felt nice wrapped round my shoulder
And I had a feeling that I belonged
And I had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone"
I knew that you took notice of the city lights blurring on the windows and the whole clash of colours seem to melt that the drops of the gentle rain outside. You prefer it that way than to look ahead of us, than to look at anything. It’s strange that your pulse feels so close when I brush my palm against yours and I’d think of nothing else and stare and sigh helplessly. I could feel your teeth move as your cheek against my bony, sensitive shoulder. And there was always a flutter here and there, a faint gasp and small firm smiles and most often than not, giggles with our warm breaths brushing against each other that made my pale cheeks burn every time. And to fall asleep against each other and to close our eyes because it feels that the space around us feels so small and we are the ones ONLY suspended in that small space and nothing else.
I felt like I belonged and I was someone. And I still do. It sends me a prick sometimes, to recall how that feeling of that enclosing space for the both of us, won’t be the same.The space around me feels so wide and hollow.
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It’s been too long since I went to Rocky’s house for a Yu-Gi-Oh tournament. And I missed being there, with everyone and how it felt to be there. Besh, Aimee, Rocky, Patty, Edzel, Oliver, Jorrence, Jaison and the rest… We didn’t eat for today and instead we just sorted out the problems (again). HWEE~ Shared some laughs and the duel between Aimee and me lasted for an hour XD She won over me but it’s okay… Makes me think about what else I can do. I like rain, though I don’t like muddy rain water getting in my feet (I wore sandals today)~ And I went home alone. Basically, a boring bus ride but it I have to get used to it for a while… Funny, the thought feels that it’s too much.
| Your Lucky Love Color is Black |
 You are alluring and sexy, but you have a dark, dangerous side that you don't hide. And just like your color suggests, you are sophisticated and wise - especially when it comes to men. Your heart is hard to win over. You don't fall in love easily... or often. |
| Your Androgynous Name Is: |
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She succumbed to Setsuna @ 9:37 a.m
July 6, 2007 Friday
Music: Sasahara - Shoji Meguro
Koisuru for the day: ~
There is so much injustice in the world. I get an 8 in a quiz because it was indeed from my own efforts, from my own damn memory and understanding and some people get a perfect score because they changed their answers. Fuck.
I’m busy for the past few days thus the lack of updates. I haven’t been on the telephone as well… And I think I should cut the phone conversations. Our examinations are next, next week so definitely next week would be filled with a lot of long tests and activities. And the idea of having an impromptu speech in English class still petrifies me~ I still can’t get over my stage fright and I just… fall all over the place when I talk in front of a lot of people. Well, at least I don’t throw up because of nervousness or whatever.
And just to say, I do miss dadi. It’s been only a week and the fact that he’s away (as in, gone to a state where we can’t even communicate) is grating and makes me filled with a sense of ire. However, it is clear that I’m not being driven mad by this nor I’m being weighed down by this fact. Somehow, everything right now gives me a kind of closure that I know how capable we are by ourselves and there’s a whole world beyond us that needs our existence and we can’t be bound from doing what we can. Though now that I think about it, two years is LONG. And that, I think, would be enough for personal improvements.
I took a break last night in the form of talking with Ron. Another debate ensued, because we didn’t want to get wasted by talking about serious stuff. We debated how Michael-bobs and I look alike (apart from already considering ourselves ‘siblings’) and how he says that it’s cute that bobs and I freak out at the idea ε-(´・｀) sigh~ And he said the both of us are so similar, like how bobs insults me when he’s annoyed at the idea that we look alike and it’s also similar with me.
Is it even possible for someone to say that when he’s with bobs, it’s like being with me and if he’s with me, it’s also like being with bobs?! I suddenly feel frustrated that seems like I was robbed of my ‘unique identity’~ 。゜（＞д＜）゜。
I still think that Shirley Manson is one of those women who are like God-given gifts to the toxic world and her existence makes it more interesting. I was reliving my Garbage fandom because it’s really been years since I raved about them though they still belong to the list of my favourite bands, EVER~ She still has those pretty gray-blue-green eyes that are just so… I don’t know! It makes me fall in love with her all over again with her cherry lips~
"Boys in the girls room
Girls in the men's room
You free your mind in your androgyny
Boys in the parlor
They're getting harder
I'll free your mind and your androgyny"
- Androgyny; Garbage
I remembering marveling at the video of this song when I was around 10 years old or something~ Shirley Manson, you speak the words right off my mouth~
(⌒▽⌒)ノ＿彡☆HAVE A POCKY-FILLED DAY EVERYONE！
She succumbed to Setsuna @ 8:57 a.m
July 2, 2007 Monday
Music: HELLO - HYDE
Koisuru for the day: Lelouch Lamperouge
KUROICHI IS FIXED~! OH YEAH~! OHRAIT! *does the victory dance* WOHOO~! *throws random confetti* ♪(⌒ｰ⌒)o∠★:ﾟ*' おめでとぉ♪
POCKY FROM SENSEI~! (feat Kuya Rav & Kuya Ge)
Yesterday my best friend Ron-jii, Kuya Ravage and Kuya Gerald came here at our house to hang-out~! HWEE~! It was fun n__n Yesterday was Ron’s first time to visit our house and enter my room; for Kuya Rav and Kuya Ge, it’s already their second time because the two went to my house two weeks ago. We had spaghetti again and as much as I wanted them to stay longer, the strict policy about male friends inside the house is implemented and my aunt was watching an eye over them. But generally, mother and father didn’t mind at all and I was very glad they didn’t terrorize my male friends (knowing them). HAHA. Those boxes of POCKY they’re holding are two of the many boxes of Pocky I have collected. Their enthusiasm was mainly caused by the parallel snack shown in their recent fandom, ONEGAI SENSEI~ XD
Prof. Romanoff was late… He arrived 30 minutes before classes ended. PFFT. Anyway, Abi and I were mostly sharing our airs about some dysfunctional schoolmates of ours and the dysfunctional school but mainly it’s the insensitive, lazy-assed, leeching schoolmates. Pathetic people. It’s not really that we’re sounding too pretentious but it’s true; we’re both the ones getting into trouble because of their insignificant incompetence and whatknot. I’d NEVER associate myself with THOSE kind of people. Stop being mindless losers and get over your lousy charms and STUDY for the love of the gods below!
Last Thursday was the last time dadi and I went out. It was the usual meeting at Market! and we took a picture together and mainly talked and duel against each other while we had a chance. He bought a bigger version of BAD (a black devil stuff toy), which he let me carry the whole time because he was taking BAD with him, wherever he was going. We didn’t talk about those things that mattered and I realized it was something regretful… Or rather not, in a certain sense. We let the day pass doing something together because the next time we’ll be able to go out again would be for another 700+ days. Yes, my good friends, another 700+ days till we see each other again. It was depressing though really, I didn’t want the hollow feeling my tummy consume me and get all teary-eyed (that is so not sophisticated :P) about it. I gave him a letter, because I know there’s a lot of things I need for him to know and understand. Fortunately though, he finally met my parents who were practically wondering who he was since I was spending a lot of time with him. Both sides were glad; I’m glad.
I bade him ‘see you next 2 years’ and that was it. We left each other just a kiss, a mere flutter filled with well-wishes and tons of GOOD LUCK (he’s going to need it, believe me). A lot of things can happen in those 2 years…
I bought two new books again. Well, technically they’re not NEW but second-hand ones. But still, lovely. One of those old school paperbacks that are practically extinct and the newer editions are mostly found on Amazon. I got a horror anthology one, which is really good and I just finished reading it tonight after a week. The other, I forgot the title, but I’ve seen the first few pages and reminds me of Umberto Eco. The other is a newer one: The Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants and I finished it the night that I bought it. HAHA. And now, I’m saving a brand new Nabokov book! YEY! Abi and I are planning to go shopping at Serendra one random school day~
School is getting hectic and I’m super glad that it’s turning out that way! It really beats the bad, rotting idle feeling!
She succumbed to Setsuna @ 7:30 p.m
June 30, 2007 Saturday
Music: HONEY - Tsukiko Amano
Koisuru for the day: you.
Today:
As planned, I went to Abish’s house because she needed to share those feelings of fulfillment and err, fan girl-ism to me regarding Death Note since she finished downloading the final episode from then torrent sites. And indeed, her prepared pack of tissues beside us came in handy because I ended up really crying after the episode was over and I was getting dizzy from the amusing, shocking and questionable facts presented. The second to the last episode was really a cliff hanger and is, one of the best ones in the series. Yes, I admit I really liked Teru Mikami and thought he was a really decent guy. But come on, an anime with themes like that, hardly any of the characters were decent even Matsuda! Teru is indeed a bish who works out; yes, I accepted how exaggerated he writes the names like he was impersonating Kenshin Himura or whatever! But gods, he was more screwed… Probably as screwed as Light and it was a complete turn-off when his ‘fan boy’ emotions got over him and really, it was disgusting. T.O basically and it was supposedly okay since he was flexible… EHEM EHEM. But yes, anyway, Death Note is over. The end definitely justified the means, in my humble opinion.
Shifted to Code Geass after. I like this anime, apart from the incest implications, the brother/sister complexes, the drama, the fan service, the yaoi, the yuri, the humor… Very socio-political. Makes me think of what happens after a few years under this constant state of our government. Besides, I realize I have so many rivals for Lelouch Lamperouge yet I won’t settle for Suzaku-kun. Scheneizer would do, I guess. The last episode bothered me. Nina is very friendly with the table. I was mortified, too mortified for words. But hwee, we love it!
Other than our fandom, we ate a lot. I think I gained a few pounds from what happened earlier. Abi’s mom gave us the test taste for several cupcakes they’re planning to sell at the restaurant. Devil’s Food Cake and the Peanut Butter were the best from the others. And the pistachio and the Moo ice cream was love!
After that, I was invited to watch a movie with her and her family. Roaming around Promenade Greenhills brought back a lot of memories, especially regarding a very respectable and lovely man named Neil Gaiman. Mental note: come back at Fully Booked armed with a thousand pesos to seize copies of Ava and Ardour by Vladimir Nabokov and the Science fiction anthology I just saw.
The Transformers movie was really awesome~! HAHA. Abi and I dubbed it a ‘hyper movie’ because it had everything in it. Shia really was into it… Loved the humor and the action of it; made us feel like we were in Rialto at EK but definitely much better. HAHA. One of the robots under Megatron resembled Knightmares from Code Geass because it had ‘rollerblades’. It was too cool for you to notice more than 2 hours has passed XD I think Optimus Prime’s name is redundant… Doesn’t it mean the same thing?
(as said in my LJ): I’m enjoying our NSTP classes because of Prof. Romanoff who apparently looks like Jack Nicholson in ‘The Shining’ when he smiles and laughs! I’m very, very amused. Philosophy class is great also! AHAHA :D No words are enough to describe Prof. Combes and his similarity with Yahoo! Audibles XD Though I have Saturday classes, which is Political Science and apparently, it’s a subject for seniors only O__O I really wasn’t informed but yeah, I’m still pursuing this class even though my classmates are all seniors.
I miss my best friend and our kulitan moments. Lately he’s been sick and probably would be confined to a hospital. And I’m practically worried especially how things are going. But somehow, there were things that were patched up. AHAHA. And I never thought that it would come like this regarding Patty. Nyehe. My best friend is so cool; he doesn’t realize it mostly. Go Ron-jii~!
I’m too wasted to type anymore. Tomorrow, I’ll blog again about what happened when dadi and I went out for the last time last Thursday, what happened to my birthday on the 19th and so on. But definitely I’m alive and breathing and still trying to win over myself with certain issues that are still left unresolved.
I’m doing my very best in my life. I hope you do too as well
She succumbed to Setsuna @ 1:10 a.m
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