Music: HONEY - Tsukiko Amano
Koisuru for the day: you.

Today:
As planned, I went to Abish’s house because she needed to share those feelings of fulfillment and err, fan girl-ism to me regarding Death Note since she finished downloading the final episode from then torrent sites. And indeed, her prepared pack of tissues beside us came in handy because I ended up really crying after the episode was over and I was getting dizzy from the amusing, shocking and questionable facts presented. The second to the last episode was really a cliff hanger and is, one of the best ones in the series. Yes, I admit I really liked Teru Mikami and thought he was a really decent guy. But come on, an anime with themes like that, hardly any of the characters were decent even Matsuda! Teru is indeed a bish who works out; yes, I accepted how exaggerated he writes the names like he was impersonating Kenshin Himura or whatever! But gods, he was more screwed… Probably as screwed as Light and it was a complete turn-off when his ‘fan boy’ emotions got over him and really, it was disgusting. T.O basically and it was supposedly okay since he was flexible… EHEM EHEM. But yes, anyway, Death Note is over. The end definitely justified the means, in my humble opinion.

Shifted to Code Geass after. I like this anime, apart from the incest implications, the brother/sister complexes, the drama, the fan service, the yaoi, the yuri, the humor… Very socio-political. Makes me think of what happens after a few years under this constant state of our government. Besides, I realize I have so many rivals for Lelouch Lamperouge yet I won’t settle for Suzaku-kun. Scheneizer would do, I guess. The last episode bothered me. Nina is very friendly with the table. I was mortified, too mortified for words. But hwee, we love it!

Other than our fandom, we ate a lot. I think I gained a few pounds from what happened earlier. Abi’s mom gave us the test taste for several cupcakes they’re planning to sell at the restaurant. Devil’s Food Cake and the Peanut Butter were the best from the others. And the pistachio and the Moo ice cream was love!

After that, I was invited to watch a movie with her and her family. Roaming around Promenade Greenhills brought back a lot of memories, especially regarding a very respectable and lovely man named Neil Gaiman. Mental note: come back at Fully Booked armed with a thousand pesos to seize copies of Ava and Ardour by Vladimir Nabokov and the Science fiction anthology I just saw.

The Transformers movie was really awesome~! HAHA. Abi and I dubbed it a ‘hyper movie’ because it had everything in it. Shia really was into it… Loved the humor and the action of it; made us feel like we were in Rialto at EK but definitely much better. HAHA. One of the robots under Megatron resembled Knightmares from Code Geass because it had ‘rollerblades’. It was too cool for you to notice more than 2 hours has passed XD I think Optimus Prime’s name is redundant… Doesn’t it mean the same thing?

(as said in my LJ): I’m enjoying our NSTP classes because of Prof. Romanoff who apparently looks like Jack Nicholson in ‘The Shining’ when he smiles and laughs! I’m very, very amused. Philosophy class is great also! AHAHA :D No words are enough to describe Prof. Combes and his similarity with Yahoo! Audibles XD Though I have Saturday classes, which is Political Science and apparently, it’s a subject for seniors only O__O I really wasn’t informed but yeah, I’m still pursuing this class even though my classmates are all seniors.

I miss my best friend and our kulitan moments. Lately he’s been sick and probably would be confined to a hospital. And I’m practically worried especially how things are going. But somehow, there were things that were patched up. AHAHA. And I never thought that it would come like this regarding Patty. Nyehe. My best friend is so cool; he doesn’t realize it mostly. Go Ron-jii~!

I’m too wasted to type anymore. Tomorrow, I’ll blog again about what happened when dadi and I went out for the last time last Thursday, what happened to my birthday on the 19th and so on. But definitely I’m alive and breathing and still trying to win over myself with certain issues that are still left unresolved.

I’m doing my very best in my life. I hope you do too as well

She went to the café with Bou-kun @ 1:1o a.m.

June 7, 2007 Thursay

Music: I do - Ilaria Graziano
Koisuru for the day: you.

I'm on an indefinite hiatus depening on how long the computer gets fixed. I'm surviving. I'll be back with stories. Apparently, things are going pretty pretty great. LOL. Yeah, before this month ends hopefully.

The month is ending :C Just thinking about THAT makes me depressed

She went to the café with Bou-kun @ 8:49 p.m.

June 4, 2007 Monday

Music: Bodaiju - Tsukiko Amano
Koisuru for the day: you.

This is officially the last week of a long and enjoyable summer. Next week by Wednesday, school starts and still the idea of a new school terrifies me. I’m getting all paranoid and crap that I might look at my schedule wrong, that I won’t please my new professors, that I’d slack and absolutely loose focus. Honestly, it would take about a whole semester before I could get adjusted to EVERYTHING, like what happened at my former university. For now, I could just encourage myself that I’d last… ヽ（￣￣∇￣￣）ノ ﾗﾝﾗﾝ♪

On the other news good people, I’m still not asleep and still getting a feel to my dinner. Yuri and I ate a lot at Jhuanna’s debut, which was enjoyable and rather a privilege as well to be present yesterday. It does seem like it really meant a lot for her. I wish though I could actually be with her after this, now that I’m changing schools and everything.

This year’s summer as was spent:

-Constantly thinking about what school to transfer to and what else am I going to do with my life after I find a university that accepts transferees for BS Nursing.

- With my GXU Family (love of my life and fellow adiks) on very random places and those places were mostly Ron-jii’s house, SM Sta. Mesa and Rocky’s house.

-More often than not, dadi and I go out, whether at the mall or his house or other places we’ve been to, it doesn’t really matter. Watashi-tachi wa ureshii desu~ ♪♪(⌒ｏ⌒)ｖ♪♪イエーイ

It was, I guess, 3 whole months of Yu-Gi-Oh training

- I practiced drawing, especially the ‘left-side’ of the human figure and water coloring. It was successful, though. Knowledge about the color wheel is definitely helpful in this case.

- The mall became a summer favourite other than the air condition. Free reading in bookstores is fun, so is looking for books. And Snowy and Dairy Queen ice cream cones were darling companions to my constant window shopping trips O（￣▽￣O）☆きゃっ♪

- Taking care of myself is no problem. However, father, aunt and uncle were a pain. Still, it was a “growing up” experience so, what-the-hey. (=￣▽￣=)Ｖ やったね

-WRITING. WRITING. WRITING. Wohoo~! ｖ（＞ｗ＜＊）ィエイ

I’ve read most of the books that I’ve put on hold for the school year. And I want MORE. I hope I have enough time this week to visit bookstores and hopefully have the money.

- FOOD. And extra pounds. Must check that off once the school year starts.

She went to the café with Bou-kun @ 2:39 p.m.

June 3, 2007 Sunday

Music: Seventh Heaven - L'arc en ciel
Koisuru for the day: you.

It’s officially Sunday and I’m still awake, as ever. I can’t really sleep and bummer that I can’t go on watching “Watashi no Ashinaga Ojiisan” or more commonly known to us as “Daddy Long Legs”. Judy Abbot X Jervis Pendleton PWNS! （≧∀≦） Trash the 13 year age difference as they’re meant for each other! AHAHA. Okay, so tomorrow morning I’m off to Mass as usual. Oh and speaking of ‘church-related’ things, I finally found out the name of ‘he-who-is-fairer-than-me’/ the male root of my insecurities/ the male Snow White and apparently he’s 4 years older than me, as speculated. Hmm… Though he doesn’t look like someone who’s older than me since he looks someone around my age.

Anyhoo~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY JHUANNA! Much later tonight, I’ll be getting some free food in her debut party XD That wouldn’t be a problem; and for now, I’m still not prepared for my speech as one of the 18th treasures. Free delicious food motivates me in very strange ways. ♪♪ｖ(⌒ｏ⌒)ｖ♪♪イエーイ

FOOD POST! Share my sickness of practically looking for any delicious image of food and torturing myself.

This is FRAN’s “Pie Snow” from Hokkaido, which is milk flavoured. I remember the FRAN my aunt sent me from Japan and practically, I almost dropped dead because of the excessive sinful strawberry-chocolate goodness it gave me. I should ask them for this next time.

Yes my good people, STRAWBERRY MEIJI BARS! ヾ(〃^∇^)ﾉわぁい♪ I went crazy after seeing this photo and the label says that it contains 70% strawberries. Christ, why can’t we have these things available HERE?!

400g of instant caramel pudding MUST become available here, in the Philippines, RIGHT NOW. I’m practically dying of jealousy because, where else in the world is instant pudding available on your local grocery?! And 400g is very, very satisfying.

Yes, because it’s made in Japan, the Kit-Kat branch there seemed to have incorporated the Japanese culture to the generic Kit-Kat bar, making them GREEN TEA FLAVORED KIT-KAT BARS with MILK! I’m practically amazed. The feedback I’ve heard is that this thing is actually very delicious.

If biscuits were like these, I'd definitely have a pack with me always.

And of course, who could forget about the infamous strawberry cakes the Japanese people make. It’s so damn annoying how they make it look really perfect like you don’t wanna cut it up or eat it but it tempts you at the same time. This is bad. Just thinking about all thee makes me insanely hungry. Spare me from food-dominating dreams. Gods, help me. (。>_<。) えーん

She went to the café with Bou-kun @ 12:43 p.m.

June 1, 2007 Friday

Music: Koe - Tsukiko Amano
Koisuru for the day: you.

Wednesday: went to his place that day because there was nothing better to do and I’m to meet up with his cousins and his cousins’ friends for a duel. Unfortunately those challengers couldn’t arrive and we were both stuck together and opted to watch movies. dadi and I watched Ghost Rider, which I haven’t watched. Turns out the phasing of the movie is quite draggy and we preferred not to finish it and put on “Meet the Fockers” instead. I was fed a lot, we laughed a lot, he insisted I looked like ‘Violet’ played by Milla Jovovich in the movie ‘Ultraviolet’ and talked-ate some more. It was the first time dadi didn’t take me to the FX terminal at Market. I kinda missed that, for some reason. We’re not going to be together for two years, so, yeah…

Thursday: ENROLLMENT IS A DRAG. I’m rather petrified by the thought of a new school and all of those people around me. They look so… I can’t explain it. Somehow, I’m starting to feel like I don’t really belong to the circle of the students that exist studying in my new school. Hopefully the subjects would be interesting enough to keep me distracted.

Things are going great, so far. And I hope it’ll remain that way for a while.

She went to the café with Bou-kun @ 3:23 p.m.

May 27, 2007 Sunday

Music: Glamorous Sky - NANA starring Mika Nakashima
Koisuru for the day: you.

Your Score: The Idealist

You scored 47 Extroversion, 60 Intuition, 58 Emotional, and 61 Spontaneity!

INFP

INFPs are quiet, creative, sensitive and perceptive souls who often strike others as shy, reserved and cool. These folks have a rare capacity for deep caring and commitment--both to the people and causes they idealize. INFPs guide their behavior by a strong inner sense of values, rather than by conventional logic and reason. Forced to cope with this facts-and-figures "real" world we inhabit, INFPs may appear to have been imported from another galaxy! They gravitate toward creative or human service careers which allow them to use their instinctive sens of empathy and remarkable communication skills. Strongly religious, spiritual or philosophical people, INFPs may see the purpose of their lives as an inner journey, quest or personal unfolding. More practical or rational types may tend to discredit the INFP's sources of understanding as mystical. The search for a soulmate is a preoccupation for many INFPs, who must balance their need for privacy and peace with their yearning for human connection. If there seems to be an air of sadness in the INFP's spirit, blame it on this type's longing for the perfect in all things.

Relationships
INFPs present a calm, pleasant face to the world. They appear to be tranquil and peaceful to others, with simple desires. In fact, the INFP internally feels his or her life intensely. In the relationship arena, this causes them to have a very deep capacity for love and caring which is not frequently found with such intensity in the other types. The INFP does not devote their intense feelings towards just anyone, and are relatively reserved about expressing their inner-most feelings. They reserve their deepest love and caring for a select few who are closest to them. INFPs are generally laid-back, supportive and nurturing in their close relationships. With Introverted Feeling dominating their personality, they're very sensitive and in-tune with people's feelings, and feel genuine concern and caring for others. Slow to trust others and cautious in the beginning of a relationship, an INFP will be fiercely loyal once they are committed. With their strong inner core of values, they are intense individuals who value depth and authenticity in their relationships, and hold those who understand and accept the INFP's perspectives in especially high regard. INFPs are usually adaptable and congenial, unless one of their ruling principles has been violated, in which case they stop adapting and become staunch defenders of their values. They will be uncharacteristically harsh and rigid in such a situation.

Strengths
Warmly concerned and caring towards others
Sensitive and perceptive about what others are feeling
Loyal and committed - they want lifelong relationships
Deep capacity for love and caring
Driven to meet other's needs
Strive for "win-win" situations
Nurturing, supportive and encouraging
Likely to recognize and appreciate other's need for space
Able to express themselves well
Flexible and diverse

Link: The Ultra Ultimate Personality Test written by zip_adeedoodah on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

NO DRAMA. Pfft. Must avoid getting frustrated over things such as those. I can't take it.

She went to the café with Bou-kun @ 6:23 p.m.

May 26, 2007 Saturday

Music: Every You Every Me - Placebo
Koisuru for the day: you.

Carve your name into my arm.
Instead of stressed, I lie here charmed.
Cuz there's nothing else to do,
Every me and every you.

Isn’t so awkward to admit that you are ragingly, jealous most especially if you’re a girl and you’re admitting it to a clueless, idiot? Apparently, it’s making me feel frustrated and I CAN’T stand it that I can’t TELL it (because obviously, it’s embarrassing and it may be understood in the ‘wrong’ way)! Why can’t it be easier to tell you that I’m jealous of certain people over certain things in relation to you. But I can’t because I don’t own you.

UGH. It’s even manifesting itself in my dreams. It’s annoying how I’m forced to bear it. Yes, technically I’m forcing myself to bear it.

Saturday fun fun :D Though we weren’t really complete today. HAHA. Still, it was enjoyable. dadi and I got stranded in the rain （￣～￣;） And given the weather, the bus ride was too comfortable especially with the air-condition and all that. And my mother is too suspicious of me… HMM HMM. Sometimes the answer “we are just fond of each other” is not enough for her （￣ー￣）

In the shape of things to come.
Too much poison come undone.
Cuz there's nothing else to do,
Every me and every you.
Every me and every you,
Every Me...he

Sucker love is known to swing.
Prone to cling and waste these things.
Pucker up for heavens sake.
There's never been so much at stake.

She went to the café with Bou-kun @ 10:57 p.m.

May 22, 2007 Tuesday

Music: Let This Go - Paramore
Koisuru for the day: TAO TAO TAO~!

Your Score: Cat Burglar

You scored 79% Subtlety, 50% Leadership, and 86% Forethought!

Brilliant. You're the subtle type, and you know what you're dealing with (more often than not, anyway). Keep it under the radar, and you'll come out of it all one smiling bastard. Make sure to trust your gut, because with the knowledge you've developed, it's a bad move to go against it.
You work alone, and it's not bad to stay that way. A mildly paranoid thief is a thief who gets out alive and uncaught. Two pieces of advice: 1. Never go unprepared; working alone means you've got to be perfect, all by yourself. and 2. Never attach yourself to anything you can't walk away from in 30 seconds or less.

Ideal Targets: Rich houses. Yummy.
Ideal Heists: Burglary- How sweet it is!
Movies: To Catch A Thief, The Pink Panther

Please rate this well.

Link: The Thief Type Test written by Ragman on OkCupid, home of the The Dating Persona Test

I LOST TO AN ALIEN DECK~! PFFT~! (-_-;)

He asked me to come to the mall to meet and duel with certain challengers. It was all good. Bummer that I lost and didn’t even make the semi-finals. But it was an experience to duel with new faces of those kids. Then right after we finished duelling, dadi immediately used the money we got from those participants for the both of us to eat a very delicious dinner at TOKYO TOKYO XD That, my friends, is basically money laundering (*≧▽≦)

What an amusing day. o(^^o)(o^^)o

She went to the café with Bou-kun @ 9:10 p.m.

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