JULY 9 2006 2006 @ 6:47 pm
Music: Sayounara no Hi - Pop Chocolat
Koi for the day: Death Ember Eyes
I’ve watched Green Day’s concert on Channel V for the nth time already and I’m currently watching it. And I still have a crush in Billy Joel, after all the years that passed ever since their song “Time Your of Your Life”… Their band is
amazing and just (sigh)~
We went to the Mall of Asia today with the family and the extended family. It was okay, and it made me forget what happened yesterday, which was a major throbbing situation in my head and it bothered for sometime until today. Of course we went to mass as always, and of all places where you’ll question your religion, why does it always happen in the church (for me)? It’s so ironic, and most often I’d think I’d be suddenly dead on the floor there, because I was being blasphemous or something. But then again… Never mind. And I take back on whatever I said regarding Death Ember Eyes for the past few days. He’s worth it :D Whopee! Today is stripes day because everyone including me and the Other of Death Ember Eyes was wearing stripes! It made me feel better simply knowing that it’s that way.
Ano naman? XD
I’ve been sarcastic lately but I’m thankful that my depressive sickness did not hit me hard especially during the summer, when I was all cranky and crap. Especially today, because I can’t stomach bratty kids who are showing early signs of being assholes and being pasaway to the nth level that it almost made me drive my brother’s head against the edge of the glass shelf at the department store at MOA. I wanted to push him and just laugh at him while he bleeds and yes, I’ll feel guilty about it but then I’d find myself satisfied by it and it would be worth it. The next time I’ll go to MOA, I’ll bring the people who’re tolerable.
I’m enjoying school. The people are OKAY and NICE, much better than what I expected. But you know, you still feel alone despite some circumstances.
Music Meme for the Day:
INSTRUCTIONS
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 10 people to play this game too.
How are you feeling today?
Are You Feeling Fine - L'Arc~en~ciel --> Ito ay benta! XDD
Will you get far in life?
FAITH - Hyde --> It's telling me to have more FAITH in myself, especially in fate itself XD
How do your friends see you?
I Know - Placebo--> I know they see me because I'm perfectly tangible!
Will you get married?
4ever - The Veronicas --> Urk... XDD really now?
What is your best friend's theme song?
Kiss Me - Sixpence None the Richer --> Yeah this is so true. Sher's such a romantic
What is the story of your life?
Dies Irae Requiem --> Ano ba, kanta itong pang patay eh T__T
What was high school like?
Shout at the Devil - L'Arc~en~ciel --> HAHAHAHA XD THE DEVIL!!!
How can you get ahead in life?
Mermaid - GLAY --> beocme a mermaid perhaps?
What is the best thing about your friends?
Dear Secret Lover - D'Arc~en~ciel --> so like, they can be considered as lovers now? XDD rolf
What is today going to be like?
The New Shit - Marilyn Manson--> yeah, you tell me
What is in store for this weekend?
Lover Boy - L'Arc~en~ciel -->
WTFFF?!!
What song describes you?
LIFE - YUI --> how simply put :D
To describe your grandparents?
Closing Time - Semisonic
How is your life going?
Yuuwaku (Temptation) - GLAY --> yeah i get tempted easily, and that's how i surivive and get by in life LOL
What song will they play at your funeral?
Adia - Sarah Mclachlan --> ganun? yet i LOVE this sonng~
How does the world see you?
Goodbye my Lover - James Blunt --> the world sees me as something to be rid of XD
Will you have a happy life?
Marmalade Chainsaw - Dir En Grey--> yeah coz this song is telling me Ill have my way if it means killing
What do your friends really think of you?
I'm so Happy - Janne De Arc --> :) this makes sense XDD
Do people secretly lust after you?
Billionaire Champagne Miles Away - GLAY --> could this song be a possible metaphor for the feelings of "lust" XDD???
How can I make myself happy?
Season's Call - Hyde --> follow your heart *nods nods*
What should you do with your life?
Drive - Incubus --> :) and it's telling me to learn how to drive a car anytime soon
Will you ever have children?
Time of Your Life - Green Day --> Ganun???? :D
Tag yourselves, like what I do most of the time. LOL!
JULY 6 2006 2006 @ 5:20 pm
Music: Who Knew - Pinkl
Koi for the day: you
We went home earlier than usual because prof for 2 hours of Botany Lab was out. Whoopee!!! :) Although I was feeling bummed earlier this morning because I came in later than usual and because of that, no library habit thingy. Yeah, I'm using the library for my own selfish purposes of "silay" XDD WTF. And that selfish purpose did not happen because I came in late. Tss tss tss. I'm in stalker mode recently XD Watch out people.
I brought
Smokes and Mirrors today at class for my own entertainment if ever our profs had those laziness whim again and we're left brainless for several hours but I do prefer them not attending class anyway, so there. This reminds me, I've been talking to
Stefu last night for an hour and a half because I was trying to find someone to talk to regarding the jealousy and missing sensation that was eating me up when I heard her and Louanne visit SPCP again. The bummer-ness that is my schedule >_< I miss the classrooms, the uniform, the people, the teachers! They told me Sir Bau had his hair cut and thinned down, while Sir Melo looks pretty much the same but I doubt it XD I want to see changes in him, but the good kind of change. I've been missing a lot of people recently~ T__T And Stefu said she'll tour me at Ateneo one day and smuggle me some books in their fine library :D And speaking of Smokes and Mirrors, their Lit class is something to be jealous about >_< I have no Lit Classes or Creative Writings, Arts whatever. They discussed
Snow Glass Apples in their Lit Class. Great.
WHY IS EATEN: SCENES FROM A MOVING PICTURE NOT AVAILABLE IN PRINTED EDITIONS??? It's like feeling deprived of something that sustains you. Damn.
Okay~As usual me and Ghrayce were together while we went home. We ended up staying at Megamall a little longer so she can meet up with her boyfriend JR who's a real nice guy. We were all talking as we were going to Powerbooks and suddenly this freakish fat man comes up to me and says "Hi Miss what's your course?" in a freaky voice (we were wearing our school uniforms including JR) and then he ends up tugging Ghrayce sleeves and we were all freaked out and rushed immediately inside the store. Gawd. He was like gross and I think he has a few screws loose in his head O____O Freakish. He was also asking us "Where are you going" and shit. Ugh O___O We ended up going home immediately after I tried to find the new gay book that was recently released. All in all, today was satisfactory :D Except... You, yes you!
In safe seclusion of one of my first loves, there I sat where you sat earlier. And I looked back to where I sat at the moment you were sitting... You could barely see me that time but i could see you. What games have we been playing? I started to dance, in this music you've been playing and what will become of this? When will become something other than polar opposites, or is it just that this dichotomy is an illusion, my dear YOU?
Hooohumm~ More quizzes me lovies~
| You Should Be a Science Fiction Writer |
Your ideas are very strange, and people often wonder what planet you're from.
And while you may have some problems being "normal," you'll have no problems writing sci-fi.
Whether it's epic films, important novels, or vivid comics...
Your own little universe could leave an important mark on the world! |
| Your Birth Month is June |
Peaceful and harmonious, you seek the gentle side of life.
Your warmth and consideration touches many.
Your soul reflects: Friendship, love, and beauty
Your gemstone: Pearl
Your flower: Rose
Your colors: Light blue, white, and cream |
JULY 2 2006 2006 @ 6:40 pm
Music: Sweet Dreams - Core of Soul
Koi for the day: ...
Where were you, Death Ember Eyes? I missed to be drunk with dread and inspiration whilst you look and I dare peer to your eyes, your lips...
It was horrid, it was ugly! The feeling was completely out of place and the more guilty I felt when I should be focused on the mass. Stupid, stupid, stupid! I apologized, of course in prayers for the act of distraction and internal turmoil once I realized that Model No. 84844746 with Ember Eyes that kill, was not going to be there. Or it's just me that thinks about it? Perhaps my skills of being a bishounen hunter has failed me that I did not sense that the cause of this frustration was there all along, playing mind games with me. Here comes a tinge of excitement and annoyance for my part, what about yours, Death Ember Eyes? But mind you, I did listen to the gospel. Somehow. Ugh, bad habits of Catholicism~
SEE?! There is an obsessive quality about a crush. And I just noticed I haven't blogged this way in the longest time, almost vocal about what goes on in my life? Most especially these things? Hmm, nevermind.
I accomplished plenty today:
-fixed my room, especially my bed where my textbooks and other stuff are dumped over it
-fixed my overly stacked book shelves
-downloaded and for the first time, i downloaded several oldies :DD
-finished notes in History
-finished notes in Botany lecture
-finished homework in Botany Lecture and Social Arts (tweaking for this essay)
-read 2 new stories and still I am reading another only this time it's another HP Lovecraft creation.
Surprisingly
Powerbooks has a book written by
Theodora Gross when I checked it last week with Grace O___O And I was practically \(^o^)/ cheering for joy when I saw this. It's expensive though, 1,300+ for a single book but I think it'll be worth it. It's the only copy I saw, or they're keeping more at the back. It's very pretty, a hard bound white book. I had access only to Theodora Gross' online through her website and online science fiction-fantasy magazines. And they're very pretty, simple use of words but they certainly affirmed several images in my head. If ever I'm going to buy this, I'll have to save again, again and again because my funds are for that anthology of fantasy stories in National Bookstore Warehouse in Cubao, which costs around 800+ and another book in
Fully Booked. I should check if they also have other goodies they're not showing... is Ursula LeGuin's "The Wind's Twelve Quarters" available here???
And yeah on that same date (last week Thursday)
I saw Raimund Marasigan with wifey Mirene Academia at SM Megamall, shopping magazines together in the third floor I think, at the magazine stand right in front of... hm... Dulcinea I think? I wanted to approach them for an autograph but I was too shy XDD Grace was completely oblivious who they were XP
I'm so bored! Earlier this morning, I put bright red nail polish on both of my middle fingers to have a sarcastic say to a person I'm annoyed with. Red is bright, so when you see my hand, it gives the illusion that you'll only notice my middle finger right in your face. My brother even noticed it XDD
Last night I can't sleep and I ended up reading Neil's Smokes and Mirrors for the hundredth time and I ended up reading the whole book. It makes me think when WILL he come back here? And on the other side of these ramblings, I amused myself with several quizzes I happened to pick up on the net:
| You Are 80% Indie |
You're a very indie person, and admit it, you look down a little on people who strive to be normal.
You'll indulge in a little mainstream pop culture every now and then. But for you, anything not indie is a guilty pleasure! |
| You are 87% Gemini |
 |
| You Are a Natural Flirt |
Believe it or not, you're a really effective flirt.
And you're so good, you hardly notice that you're flirting.
Your attitude and confidence make you a natural flirt.
And the fact that you don't know it is just that more attractive! |
--> Seriously? XDD I DON'T notice it? Huwa?? These things get more funnier.
| Your Brain is 60% Female, 40% Male |
Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female
You are both sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve |
--> Aha. This reminds me, shall I ask my uncle to download Orlando for me? Or he'll be shocked by the movie's story with the gender bending love of mine on screen?
I should've bought that book as a gift for STFN. I miss our book transactions T__T
JUNE 28 2006 2006 @ 6:40 pm
Music: Way of Difference- GLAY
Koi for the day: the person I saw earlier
Suppose that you will be mine and I shall be yours… What happens before that, dear?
I read a wonderful author’s blog and she was sharing about what her mother said between love and a crush. Her mother said:
“But there's that obsessive quality to a crush. Because all you can see is the nymph. And then you move in with the nymph and she turns you into a tree”. Really now? Will he turn to a tree when he plants the seal to me?
Perhaps it depends on what kind of nymph he really is. I saw him again today and I’m happy :D And tomorrow I shall see him again, first thing in the morning. I already regret that I didn’t smile that day. There must be a certain circumstance that one of us will talk to one another… I told Richelle earlier about how fond I was of him, the nymph glamour only but what about what he has? But I don’t know; do the eyes really tell what is going on?
Even though the library at the school sucks, I enjoy the feeling of being at THE library. I miss going to the library, I habit I developed early in elementary up to high school, after considering the books as a loving companion to me and my mind.
Dwight lent me his CD, which was full of new underground rock music he introduced to me. He’s a fun Phi. Sci 11 companion and makes me laugh, just as Zyron whose mind is in his poetry because he’s in love with a classmate of mine. School is okay, it’s what I consider a happy tolerable place and so many new interesting things!
I miss Jhi
©©© and hopefully he's fine. I always bid him to take care and be in good health. Good thing he doesn't smoke :D Death Ember Eyes and that person at school keeps my head full these days, other than my nonsense other things. I've been so bored lately that there's always a new update on my
Friedster account
JUNE 26 2006 2006 @ 6:40 pm
Music: Happy Drive ~Test Your Stuff~ by Bennie K
Koi for the day: some person I don't know
Today was another satisfactory day at school. I was really pissed by the mounting practical exam in Botany Lab yesterday. I mean, at least give us a millisecond to actually move the damn thing and just add another 10 seconds! Please, light varies from the effing placement of the microscope there for do not expect us to find the proper light source in 30 seconds! Tsss…
I got like an 80% equivalent in my first test in Filipino and I was worked up about it. How can I be so stupid? And I have a classmate Mico who is also worked up about it because obviously he is not used to deal with scores such as those. High expectations to himself of course and goal ridden-ness is a good thing. Fine, I must study more. I definitely know I am more than this and practically, it’s an insult to me. BUT I guess the adjustment period in terms of scholastic subjects needs further adjusting and I sucked at English reporting and it was the worst thing! Ugh, battered sounding English was what I sounded. I probably need to start more reading again… And having more oral English thingies that actually work. I haven’t done any personal analysis so far with regards to Belinda. It’s a personal, more like worship-essay but not biased comparative analysis of Belinda to Lolita.
Lolita is still for me one of the best love stories ever made. And I will scream my love to ‘girl-love’! And during religion, I was itching to tell my Religion teacher that Lilith is the first wife of Adam and blah, and this and blah and there was 3 angels involved in the exile of Adam and Eve that were also the angels who drove Lilith away and I am a Lilith believer and blah.
I’ve started to doodle again. Another chain of long, long doodles~! I haven't been updating my DA account... I guess I should because my drawing lately consists of the fey.
I WANT TO WEAR NAIL POLISH >_< Ugh, I can’t stand it anymore! Nail polish is forbidden in school, how unfortunate. I can’t wait for our so called ‘Laundry Day’ where we are allowed to wear the school shirt and some other thing to go with it.
I have a crush at school. He wears glasses and I think is an upperclassman and he has a nice smile
Quiz in History tomorrow and blasted Botany. No biggie, I finished studying. I hate reading lessons before going to sleep. And God, I am so satisfied with my autobiography written for Social Arts class! I'll just have to print it much later. And just a random thought:
MY GRAMMAR IS FAILING ME! And I'm starting to miss someone and his books and his smile and kindness :( I wnat to tell him what recent discoveries I have made like what I told him about Nikolai Gogol :3 So far, my favorite subjects are English and Filipino and Botany Lecture.
Ang bitchy ko ngayon. Kulang lang siguro ako sa anime at sa fandom ko like yaoi and fanfics and my friends :c
WOULD SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT IS NOW GOING ON IN BLEACH????!!! And here are some random quizzes because I'm bored:
|
Your Seduction Style: The Dandy
|
You're a non-traditionalist, not limited by gender roles or expectations.
Your sexuality is more fluid than that - and you defy labels or categories.
It's hard to pin you down, and that's what's fascinating about you.
You have the psychology of both a male and a female, and you can relate to anyone.
|
- Would this explain Gabriel? XDD
| Your Eyes Should Be Hazel |
Your eyes reflect: Intellect and sensuality
What's hidden behind your eyes: Subtle manipulation |
- I grin at this.
JUNE 25 2006 2006 @ 3:10 pm
Music: The Domestic Fucker Family - Dir En Grey
Koi for the day: Death Ember Eyes
I haven’t updated in the longest period of time here Mostly I was in Livejournal updating because some of the past entries require a “Friends Only” filter especially with regards to my first days in the university. I just don’t want just anybody to see those entries.
What have I been to for the past few weeks and days?
I celebrated my birthday last Monday, my 16th birthday, where Diane said so many unexplainable things happen in a girl’s life. Yes, I know and I could feel them and observe them already in the most interesting and depressing fashion. I only have gifts to myself, because I’m not really much of a material girl (okay, I do admit I am most of the time because of my fandom) but I am contented last Monday. I am finally 16 years old, although I feel I am much older than that T__T Probably because of some stressful and annoying events that happened for the past 3 years of my life, including this year.
And would it be possible at 16 years old you are married? Yes, of course. I love my Jhi so much, that is was funny that I even prayed for him other than myself on my birthday XDD
I had Tiramisu cake, which apparently had plenty of rum but it was love! Red Ribbon rocks and their icing is not oily as compared to another bakeshop >_< And I am on a diet apparently! Wohoo! For the first time in my life I am on a diet! I’m trying to eat less carbs to stop my arms from getting bigger! I AM SO FAT NOW o__O
Today is a happy day, because for me Sunday is always a happy day. Weird logic XDD It is because I saw Death Ember Eyes again and I always lose to him; the first to always look away is me! I am so weak against him! XDD What total crap is that? Seriously, Je l'aime vraiment ! J'ai des rêves de lui et me, ensemble et il est naturellement adorable bien que je ne peux pas dire que sa personnalité est. Mais le problème est je ne suis pas sûr si je suis tombé dans l'amour avec Jek
©©© ou l'autre frère, parce qu'ils sont des jumeaux pour la bonté › les bien !
“I wanted to pull his eyes from the sockets, keep them with me and carefully taking care of it, so that the lustre would never ever fade.”
This is what I want to do, although there may be much gore in this or something else. These are the opening lines for my latest story, which I am currently working on. It is not themed by ‘girl-love’ like DollHouse, which I haven’t finished by the way. And one day we shall speak. I promised myself that one day, I will get what I want.
I think the only way for him to stop contaminating my dreams is to speak. Where is the other him anyway? It’s also funny though; there are two Death Ember Eyes that exists in this small world of mine XDD
I gave Gabriel, who was now a ‘her’ at this point, an incredulous look while she returned it with a hearty laugh. Dates with Gabriel are amusing, if not, frustrating. I remained patient being that I am, although as a teenager, insecurities fly high when her natural naïveté of the social world and her teasing comes. Her eyes travel of the curves of women, whilst I feel small being undeveloped and tell myself my beauty was a lie she told by her sweet tongue born from the fey heritage or something else. Gabriel is annoying, but I still love her being able to have intelligent and then non-sense conversations with her. But we did have our dull moments, when I was always the one who does not speak because I was too tired. When that happens, she takes me home.
Gabriel, sometimes, I think consumes the life out of me for her energy was too much to posses such little amounts of blood. But then, Gabriel does not need what I need; she only needs me to love her for that was what she tells me.
©©© Gabriel is love :3
I love this new project I'm working on lately! And school is satisfactory, m,ore unfortunately I do not have literaryure classes, which is my most favorite subject of all other things. English 11 is all about Grammar and it's okay but I would prefer literature over it. I'm jealous of my friend who're in UP!!! They have Art Studies and Comparative Literature. I actually was in the waiting list to apply for the next semester in UP Diliman because they sent me a letter last summer to get my transcript of records in the univeristy I'm currently in if I do well so I can go to Up next sem. However, I decided I need to take Med Tech first to earn money fast and to support the family. Math is okay for me, well, it's just starting. And mounting something on a microscope under 30 seconds is impossible, bitch. Please, we are not ALIENS and please consider the location of the microscopes that some are complicated to actually find the light source.
Yey! So many new graphic shirts and goodies! NEW BOOKS AS WELL! UMBERTO ECO RULES! Although it was costed a lot, his book "On Literature" provides me with so much more~! And Tito Neil, I'll be waiting for you if ever you decide on visiting the Philippines again! With so much love to you and your new projects!
JUNE 8 2006 2006 @ 4:50 pm
Music: I'm so Happy - Janne De Arc
Koi for the day: <3<3
5,880 (tax in)
10th Anniversary Year Final
GLAY Dome Tour 2005 "White Road" in Tokyo Dome
6,330 (tax in)
GLAY EXPO 2004 in Universal Studios Japan "The Frustrated"
5,040 yen (tax in)
L'Arc~en~ciel AWAKE Tour 2005
Here is what I'm going to ask beloved uncle to buy and I chose the GLAY Dome Tour 2005 :) I already watched the GLAY 2004 USJ Expo as well as some of the Awake Tour 2005 segments. But really now, it's expensive. I'll make it up to him, I swear.
What have I been up to and what has happened to me for the past few days.
1.
Book and clothes shopping with mother - The other day me and my mom went to Cubao and we commuted by riding the bus. I needed this to make me feel better after what happen (which will be narrated shortly). First off, we went to Megamall to buy things for school and I was able tp purchase one blouse. I went to Powerbooks to browse, still No Belinda and the 2 love books I've been eyeing on were still there tempting me. Then off to Cubao after that. I went to the NBS Warehouse, and died because of overwhleming fancy. I was supposed to buy 3 books but I decided to buy only one because the other two costs 500+ and I still had to buy clothes. But I promised that HP Lovecraft book I shall return for it. Then went to Gateway and purchased 2 shirts and mom bought one for herself as well. Then went to Fully Booked to browse more and hopefully find something else to buy. I ended up buying nothing because "The Mercy Room" costs so much.
Note to self: Save more money and go to Fully Book if you're going to buy graphic novels because they're much cheaper there I figured. The Sandman costs 700+ in Fully Booked and in Powerbooks it costs almost 1000. So there.
2.
Brother ruined my sketchpad- My brother spilled water on my new sketchpad with new draiwngs and it was now dissolved, with the ink running and shit. I went insane and tried hard not to rip my brother's face off. The sounds of their crying was rather satisfying for me but not enough for retribution.
3. I asked my uncle to buy me any GLAY concert or LIVE in DVD as well as their AWAKE TOUR 2005 DVD. Hopefully, he will buy along with magazines.
4.
< b>MAMATAY NA ATYONG LAHAT NANG MABUHAY SI JUNKI LEE SA MUNDO!!!! T__T Naiinsecure tuloy ako. There's a MAN WHO'S PRETTIER THAN ME!!!! But I still love him lots. Watch "My Girl". It's LOVE <3<3
5. Please do not further bother me on my college education because I'm the one who's studying and not you. Shit.
We look sweet don't we? XDD This is for my 16th birthday, the person says, and good gods, oh my~ XDD OH MY!!! And I have money again!
JUNE 1 2006 2006 @ 4:50 pm
Music: Drive -Incubus
Koi for the day: Aaron Stanford
GAAAAH, YM WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM??? I can go online because YM is being a retard and thus can't talk to my friends... Gah, Hanee~ I have lotsa news! X(
I never knew "dissecting" a big fresh and fragrant jackfruit with my mother is fun. She brought the huge thing from Cebu because we have several jackruit trees in the vacation house in the province, which is cool. And the smell wasn't so bad and when I pulled out the yellow flesh, it felt good to hold. I imagine myself as a nurse, doing this to my patients and imagine more gory and bloody things related to my fufture medical profession, but it didn't me any good because it made me sick. It was fun and it made me sort of work out because pulling the yellow flesh was HARD! And my hands are not sticky and still smell like langka, but I don't mind. Hehehe. My keyboard is covered in plastic anyway.
And listening to TVXQ/ Dong Bang Shin Gi songs makes me dance. I surprised myself by trying to imitate the gorgeous dancing from the Rising Sun MV and it made me realize I'm still on crack since yesterday (car rides will never be the same). And this reminds me, Changmin is so ready to screw. God, his dancing IS LIKE TO WORSHIP. Ate Cle was even giving us permission too screw her "Monmon" XDD And since he's up for grabs, she said I'm first in line to get some but I shall try to to go to YunHo. Someone will kill me XDD I WANT TO LOOSE THIS TUMMY and I AM GETTING EFFIN FAT O___o I must loose weight! @__@
And this is like my desperate attempt to get him and me together Xp I miss him so much <3<3 Haha, akala XDD Di nga, di ko na siya nakikita >_< Tis depressing pro okay lang. I have people here to entertain me.
YouTube is mean. It will not let me watch Hyde in Nazi uniform that's so hotter tha Hell itself. Damn you. Gaaaah. I shall try to rip the "TRUST" Awake 2005 Tour version >_< Tis so prettiful~
And because I have nothing else to do for the time being, I found these things highly amusing XD
Username: stroberi_arisa for my livejournal.
| stroberi_arisa may explode without warning |
M
EXPLOSIVE |
From
Go-Quiz.com
--> Ahahaha. This is SO true!
Username: arisfael for my pitas
| PARENTAL |
| ADVISORY |
ARISFAEL CONTAINS
EXPLICIT LYRICS |
From
Go-Quiz.com
--> And I DO contain explicit content XD
And my real name: riza
LOOK OUT!
ïòð |
| riza is a radioactive squirrel!! |
From
Go-Quiz.com
--> WTH? XD Damn, radioactive squirell XD
May 31 2006 2006 @ 1:49 pm
Music: Ocean - Pearl Jma
Koi for the day: Aaron Stanford
Wah, OMFG, the world is so not ready for the soon to be marriage of 2 people I know. And now I fully understand that person's true ambitious and may I say hard working air, to achieve the dream of being married to the person that he loves and in
Las Vegas. Gahhh. OMFGAAAAD!!!! It is so... explosive as well as controversial. And I love those kinds of dirt XDD I screamed after Stef called. Good gods, what will happen now?
Finally I bought my own copy of
Vanity Fair because I would not risk my eyes to read the e-book I downloaded and the novel is indeed pretty long. I’m going to read it after I finish the
H.P Lovecraft things I have. And I was really surprised to find a copy of Orlando by Virginia Woolf and I really did prefer it to be a DVD of the film version of
Orlando where Tilda was there. I’ve fallen in love with her all over again when I discovered one of my relatives have a VCD of The Beach, although she was a woman there and I really do prefer her to be an androgynous person in films. <3<3 I would certainly go for her, if my taste was really meant to go for both ways. She's a female Adonis, for goodness sakes!
I have to buy new sneakers. My white Kedz are so ratty and ugly already but I don’t have enough money to afford Chucks unlike some rich people out there. Or I was too busy spending my money on books, food and clothes. And that reminds me, on the day I bought the books in Megamall, I was looking for a new shirt and I ended up in the kids' section/ girls pre-teen wearbecause I found the clothes in the teens department too seasonal, too mainstream and too daring for my taste although there were a few exceptional ones. I found a cool shirt in the pre-teens section with a lovely graphic print, the ones that kind of said "things are sweet and happy so leave it that way". But I did not buy it because although it fitted me, I figured the fabric was too thin and other things that made me decide not to buy it. So I ended up buying that blouse with stripes that reminded me of strawberry-choco shortcakes, which is LOVE. But I need to find more t-shirts, so I need to go to Greenhills to scout.
Do not call me everyday because if you have more of me, you’d get bored with me but that is the last thing I want to happen. And the trouble is, I’m getting bored with you but I do not want to strike again some form of manipulation that will make you eat your heart out and will further succumb you into feeling more depressed than you already are. I’m not that evil to do that but I can and I would if I get more bored or caught me in the wrong mood.
And one day, I let someone get close to me like 3 inches for I did miss him and those days 3 years ago where things were much simpler and carefree and I was only 12 years old for goodness sakes. He said he prefer me wearing that certain earrings that made him reach for my cheeks and say how grown up I am now. And it made me think that is this the reason YOU would never approach me now? That I know more about that concern complicated emotions and I left you hanging, ALWAYS and now you don’t look at me. Of course, I was sweet, naïve and even rode the wagon of your feelings when I even felt nothing, to have someone 5 years older than me to be interested in me.
But it was the wrong person, at the wrong time. You told me that you were afraid that I changed and I did, for mostly the better so please.
“Maybe I’m better on my own; no one seems to understand me,” Hah. So EMO~ >_<
And I still want you here.
May 28 2006 2006 @ 11:49 pm
Music: Vivaldi
Koi for the day: Aaron Stanford
As written in my LJ:
OMG Haha. I wonder when will this fan girl-ism over Pyro wear off. The man was in my dreams O___O What an interesting wake up on boring Sunday mornings. Teehee. I still love his blonde dyed hair. He's so effin delicious to look at~!!!! And he's like 30+ WTFFFFFF??? Although it was interesting that they made Pyro a teen when he's really an older guy in the comics. Aaron is made for that role!!! I want another XMEN movie! It was just dissapointing really that Nightcrawler wasn't there anymore and hopefully they bring him back and more exposure on Jubilee and the show more evil mutants such as the Scarlet Witch and Destiny~ And will they ever include in the story that Mystique is the mother of Nightcrawler and foster mother to Rogue??????
I can't wait for a release of a DVD of this~!!
Here's the members of the Brotherhood: Multiple Man, Callisto, the gorgeous androgyn model Omaryah playing Arclight and of course, Papa-man
Aaron Stanford as
Pyro love!! He's really one of those people who grow much appealing as they age. And it was funny because when he was 20 something he starred in an indie movie where he played a 14 year old kid. Gwad, Aaron, what talent, seriously. He gave more depth into the character of Pyro really and I'm not saying this just because I have the hots for him but he really did potray an angsty kid who was really cocky and thinks he's the King of the World just because he's like Magneto's Right hand man. But really, Pyro was just a sad teen who's jealousy was shown at X2 when they went to Iceman's house T__T I will care for you, I'm telling you!
I watched the movie last Thursday and really, Gail and my other friends were like keeping me still to avoid spazzing or rabid fan girl outbursts that may led to further embarassment. The movie was overwhelming! The drama and I felt really sad that i got teary eyed when the person I least expected to die .. well, died! I really felt sorry for the people who died. And I think there was some crossover with the character of the Scarlet Witch with the Dark Phoenix because I find certain similarities between the screen version of the Phoenix with the Scarlet witch but that's just me. And FYI from the comics: the Dark Phoenix and the Phoenix are different entities. The Dark Phoenix is the leader of some weird alien force that for some reason inhabited the body of Jean Grey and the Phoenix on the other hand is the name for Jean Grey's split personality, the darker one. And it was a good story to finally show that Storm is now the new leader.
And
WHERE THE EFFIN IS GAMBITTTTTTTT?!!! If they're planning to make another XMEN movie, include Gambit!! He's one of the important members of the XMEN mind you and he is really the actual love interest of Rogue
ALTHOUGH Iceman did date Rogue in some arc in the XMEN comic and Kitty Pride as well but Kitty Pride is with Colossus so that's that. What else? the fight scenes were awesome and I pretty was laughing and estatic when I watched Iceman and Pyro battle it out (go Pyro!!). And they could've done better if they given more chance for the younger mutants to make their "debut" more such as Colossus, Shadowcat, Jubilee, Nightcrawler etc... And was Siryn there????? the Brotherhood members were potrayed wonderfully especially Psylocke and Magneto of course.
The ending was good. There was ambuguity but it works for me. But according to my sources that's not the last time we'll probably see them. BUT if you think about it, if you try to make more XMEN movies that would go on forever because the XMEN comics go on forever!
the movie was great. I really recommend you to watch it XD
May 20 2006 2006 @ 12:59 pm
Music: Vivaldi
Koi for the day: Jun Matsumoto/ Shin Sawada
| You Are Lisa Simpson |
A total child prodigy and super genius, you have the mind for world domination.
But you prefer world peace, Buddhism, and tofu dogs.
You will be remembered for: all your academic accomplishments
Your life philosophy: "I refuse to believe that everybody refuses to believe the truth" |
I'm really tired >_< I finished doing the laundry and will cook dinner shortly for my dad and kid brothers. Gaaaaah >_< This sucks really and then I find out my mother is scheduled to go home this Saturday, which sucks more because my dad is scheduled to go back at the hospital for check-ups and I have to take him there because he can't drive properly. *bangs head at wall*
I do not resent taking care of him. It's just dad I really lack the patience to actually do it O____o But I do care of him of course. I'm just having a hard time to prevent myself from cussing all the time because of his annoying character. I shall be more patient and understanding then. Anyway, I'm running out of dinner ideas O__O Gaaah. We'll just probably eat out anyway. And I need money to buy new shirts and new sneakers. My white kedz are so ugly now~ And I realized that most of my wardrobe consists of sleeveless and tank tops so I need those new blouses bad.
What I really need now:
- New sneakers
- new books
- new shirts
- new blouses
- Jiro
- New multi- coloured pens
MATUSMOTO JUN/ SAWADA SHIN~!!! I LOVE YOU~ *spazz* Hahahahaha XD He's so dreamy~ <3<3 Gokusen live action ROCKSSSSSSSSSSSSS~ And the implied Yankumi-Shin pairing is love <3<3 teacher-student XDD Hahahaha. GAAAAAAAHHHH I will scan the hotness that is Matsumoto Jun wearing only a towel in the hot springs! Gahahahaha XDDD And really seeing Jon Johnson like that on MTV's Man Hunt is just ... *sigh* <3<3
Try to look for your name at
Googlism and see what the world thinks of you~ ahhehehe. I tried it using my name and I tried it using Jiro's name :DD
Googlism for: jiro
jiro is here ... with ME!!! XDD
jiro is not a ramen
jiro is here to help manage complex storage networks
jiro is a java
jiro is found floating down a river in a basket
jiro is having a hard time catching on
jiro is an open technology framework intended for use in heterogeneous storage
jiro is truly deemed to step into the major acting arena
jiro is an implementation of that architecture along with a set of tools and utilities to aid in the creation of management applications and components that
jiro is not intended to implement software that sits in the data path
jiro is unmasked by kumiko
jiro is implemented with the aid of some jini services;
jiro is very popular for being very fashionable --> Very True :D
jiro is famous as young mystery author -->Haha coolness!
jiro is taller than yukio
jiro is thirteen --> Jiro may act this way :D
jiro is dedicated to the tradition of superior service and high quality food that sarento's top of the "i" and nicholas nickolas
jiro is assumed to have been killed --> DAMN YOU!
jiro is damaged but cannot give up --> Fighting Spirit! :D
jiro is at high school
jiro is standing beside the line of people
jiro is looking at him with a face filled with horror
jiro is exposed as a robot and unable to defend himself verbally
jiro is injured after a bout with orange ant
jiro is the owner's name
jiro is a set of application program interfaces
jiro is used in a complex management domain; network programming with jiro
jiro is a student of the kozu sword school
jiro is voted "most wanted boyfriend" in a japanese magazine --> Actually this is a
FACT!
jiro is definitely in paralysis in his life and this chess game illustrates it beautifully
jiro is sun’s implementation of fma
jiro is designed to facilitate intelligent storage services over a network
jiro is but a young man --> He IS! (in my standards)
jiro is the boss in kyoto " is going round in not only kyoto but also japan
jiro is a latent
jiro is not here Not here with me!!! T__T
jiro is not far
jiro is seriously injured by him when he tries to save them
jiro is a witness to destiny when his master
jiro is striving to house a community for local learning pagans and improvise the practices of tradition magick to today's modern unconventional social system
jiro is the son of the sun god and all the evil oni's want him dead --> KAKOII!
jiro is the ultimate warrior
jiro is tricked into killing his own
jiro is logically above the resource tier
jiro is defined in the federated management architecture specification
jiro is chased from the village as a parent
jiro is more important than a dead leaf? read ?otaka
jiro is also responsible for bringing the lovely keiko lee to my attention
jiro is a technology
jiro is my boyfriend --> TRUE <3<3
jiro is cuter --> Than ALL of you! HAHAHAHAHA
jiro is a tigerlike creature conceived by benesse as a principal character in its preschool correspondence courses
jiro is not too clever
jiro is friendly
jiro is a sexy beast and i bid on three jiro items on ebay and now im screwed oh wait nevermind i babysit tonight so i...
jiro is becoming a man
jiro is a graduate of the university of maryland with a bachelor of science degree in accounting
jiro is a monkey which is well known for his acts of mischief and cute poses --> The only thing that isn't true about this is that Jiro is a monkey!
jiro is automated network management software
jiro is stuck on earth because of shuuta and now he can't go to heaven
jiro is the head of wado ryu renmi
jiro is the captain of a college
jiro is around as he always shoves her out of the way
jiro is just a skinny older japanese man now
jiro is pursued by minions of the evil tenkai as he races from japan to the american old west and back again
jiro is certainly taken aback
jiro is in kikaida form
jiro is going to remove a whole level of tedious and frustrating administration
jiro is reared by a kind woman away from his mother
May 20 2006 2006 @ 12:59 pm
Music: bird twittering on my window
Koi for the day: Aaron Stanford
I made a Jiro doll because he's so cute~ hahahaha XD
Teehee. I'm having fun with elouai :D Haha. Jiro is fun to make because he is adorable :) And I feel happy and frustrated over this news that:
New Single Announced! GLAY will be releasing a new single, "G4," on 7.12!
Track listing:
1. ROCK'N'ROLL SWINDLE
2. Dareka no Tame ni Ikiru
3. Koi
4. LAYLA
Price: 1260JPY ($11.50USD)
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"GLAY IN BUDOKAN 2006 ROCK'N'ROLL SWINDLE," shown on WOWOW in February, will be broadcasted again, with a documentary included. It will be on air 6.16 (Fri), from 6:40-10:10pm (210 minutes): the two and a half hour live plus the one hour documentary.
DAMN YOU DESTINY CABLE FOR TAKING WOWOW JAPAN AWAY! I demand that you bring it back because it is very entertaining even though it's in JAPANESE and PEOPLE DO WATCH IT IF YOU DON'T KNOW! READ THIS~ Gaaaah >_< I miss them especially JIRO~ I wanna see them again on TV! Urk someow Youtube doesn't offer much satisfaction in watching lives such as this but that's just me. I prefer it on TV. Like the GLAY EXPO 2004 which WOWOW brodcasted live from the actual event...
I WAS ONLY AN EFFIN TV AWAY FROM THEM!~ It just hurts. And the latest single is cheaper. Aha, as compared to my Blue Jean single which costs 1500 Yen.
I tried reading
The Prince by Nicolo Machiavelli and it was political considering it was written sometime in the Renaissance era where government structures are rigid and mostly focused on Europe. The later chapters are already... confusing. They book mentioned Francesco Sforza and it reminded me of
Trinity Blood (hahaha, sudden anime cross over). Catherine Sforza was based on the real Catherine Sforza who I think is the sibling of this person and was the Duchess of Milan such as in the anime XD But then again, who cares XD Benta lang talaga. The things you learn... Gah. It somehow disturbed me to find most Catholic Church leaders were taking young male lovers are slaves, finding it ironic at the same time considering that it was the Renaissance age when ethics was rigid. But then when you look at it everything is IRONIC when the whole universe started anyway. What a summer of self-study and hours in front of the computer screen and eating @__@ And I still have to finished writing a story o___O Gah I already missed the deadline.
Philosophy is fun~
©©© And I'm starting to miss so many people >_<
And let me just day again~
DAMN YOU DESTINY CABLE FOR TAKING WOWOW JAPAN AWAY! I demand that you bring it back because it is very entertaining even though it's in JAPANESE and PEOPLE DO WATCH IT IF YOU DON'T KNOW! READ THIS~ I swear, people will praise you for it and not just little old ME okay?! So why don't you just reaplce BS2 on Channel 71, which is not even working because everything is a fuzz in that channel and replace it with WOWOW!!! Or replace WINS~
May 19 2006 2006 @ 1:09 pm
Music: Hard to Beat - Hi-Fi
Koi for the day: Tilda Swinton (YOU ARE SO HOOOOOT) <3
AARON STANFORD I LOVE YOU! Bwahahaha. I shall swoon in the movie seats as I watch him as the literally hot Papa Pyro in X3. Gahahahaha. Oh I am so fan girl-y. BURN ME!~ *goes insane* *spazz* Oooh, I shall ask relatives to buy me or rather search for an "Orlando" DVD. Squee~ For Tilda~ <3<3 She is the most handsome woman ever and it can also be the other way around, which is he is the most beautiful man ever~ Hah! I am enjoying Gokusen sa channel 12. Benta talaga siya~ HOHOHO >_< Bat ganun, mahal na ang series DVD kung bibili ka sa Greenhills.
DI KO PA TAPOS ANG BLEACH~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!
My mother and my youngest brother has left me in this house with another younger brother and my dad and our extended family, that is my uncle and aunt, for vacation in our province Cebu. Great. I'm stuck with three senior citizens with a kid brother >_< And they will nag and nag me about so many things and such and
I HATE NOISE! It drives me really crazy and then I'd really be nagging by the end of the day. And my dad really made those stupid remarks the other day about the guy whose attempting to climb Mt. Everest. Mind your own business. Probably because you have no idea what self-fulfillment is and the era in which most you spent your lifetime in does not approve of liberal thinking.
Anyhoo, what a big joke that they rated the Da Vinci Code R18, which means I won't be able to watch it because I won't be turning 18 for the next 3 years. And it sucks because I've been looking forward to it since last year and they just really have to do it rating it that even though there wasn't even blood or gore or sex in the book. They are running the so-called "conservative Filipino way of thinking"? Gaaaaah.
And let me just say being with the year book people is
FUN~ <3 Hwee! Let's get high with helium and paint fumes! I love them all. I guess when the year book is finished I would really miss their company. And I'm really really really HAPPY now (oh no I'm not being sarcastic)~ I dunno. I just feel better for some reason.
1. Put your birth month in an entry.
2. Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
3. Bold all that apply most to you.
4. Put all twelve months under a journal
JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.
FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
MARCH:
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.
MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive.
Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke.
Good debating skills. Talkative.
Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up.
Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.
SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive.Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.
NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.
DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Takes high pride in one's self. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.
| You scored as Unipolar Depression. Congraulations! You are depressed! You know just how it feels to bear all the world's burdens, and the value of a 19-hour night's sleep. And you really hate that circle-guy thing on your Zoloft pill packets.
Unipolar Depression | | 75% | Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder | | 50% | Borderline Personality Disorder | | 50% | Antisocial Personality Disorder | | 42% | Schizophrenia | | 42% | Eating Disorders | | 8% |
Which mental disorder do you have?
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May 15 2006 2006 @ 3:09 pm
Music: Goodbye my lover - James Blunt
Koi for the day: STFN
I am officially a student of CEU Makati taking Medical technology. Hell, seriously, I can't imagine myself as THAT and the head who interviewed me a while ago said it's a tough course, which is actually a pre-med. Okaaay, I can do this! I can really do this! (Good gods help me~) And I have Botany classes as well as Social Arts. Great >_< And we're wearing shorts for our PE, which I am uncomfortable with because for vanity reasons. Hah~
I was at school (SPCP) a while ago and everyone was talking about new crushes and what happened during their orientation and such and counting how many gay blockmates do they have. The La Sallian friends of mine already met their blockmates, so did my UP friends while I haven't met anyone of my blockmates except those other new freshmen girls who are very catty and urk, the people I don't think I can get along with. They were parading with their boyfriends and the boys I've seen so far are not really the boys I find interesting. Or I am just being such a big air head judgemental person.
I DON'T KNOW!!!!!!! It's pre-college jitters~ and it feels uncomfortable. Wish me goodluck and yeah, break a leg O___O
May 14 2006 2006 @ 3:09 pm
Music: Sing - Dresden Dolls
WHY TO DO HAUNT ME IN DREAMS?? This morning's dream was the weirdest so far O__O It sucks...
Oh yes, it's mother's day! I gave my mom presents and hugged her :D Haha. I love my mom very much and I just can't imagine myself without her guidance and everything <3<3
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOTHERS!
I just got back yesterday from the sleepover at Abish's house and I had a nice time! Wohoo~ Well except from the cramps half of my body expirienced because of the cool atmosphere and I think my muscles got frozen up that cut off my blood circulation. Haha. The pain just went away after this morning. So what did we do? We played Tekken 5, Kingdom Hearts 2, Silent Hill 1 to 3 though Elmo was the only one who did actually play it because we were too freaked out. We swam in their swimming pool last Thursday and ate a LOT~ We also went to Tiendesitas and Metrowalk that day. And Last Friday night Abish, Elmo, Val, Chris and me went to watch Reincarnation and Abish's family went to watch Poseidon. And we watched the Nun, Scary Movie 4 and V for Vendetta on DVD! Haha~! Hugo Weaving was so hot~ *squee* We were all pretty giddy especially Val~ V was so charming~
Will buy new shoelaces eventually and go to Cubao to hunt for books~! Hm... My head hurts. Got a migraine from last night's sleep and I'm feeling a little groggy. I have to sleep for now~
May 5 2006 2006 @ 12:09 pm
Music: I'm in Love - GLAY
Koi for the day: Milord STFN
Last Monday, I went out with Elmo to watch “Silent Hill” and we wanted to see how it differs from the game. The movie was okay all in all and the special effects were okay especially how they made the monsters really gory and the whole town of Silent Hill.
I
HATE those screaming mutated babies. I HATE the sound that they make.
And yesterday I went to Megamall again with Ama and then Elmo and we went to Powerbooks to look for anything interesting and to satisfy my craving for new books but alas, I didn’t have enough money, as always. They’re currently selling those thick classic literature books and I saw one from Percy Byshee Shelley! OMG! It was his complete works and it only costs around 370+! Wah, it’s hard to find his works even on the net especially when you have to download ebooks and most ebooks are not for free mind you.
Unexpectedly, we saw Corina there who was waiting for a friend. Haha! It was nice to see her again since I haven’t talked to her for the longest time and we just talked about college and what courses and what are our schedules. Hwee~ Because of that I’m also thinking about what I’m going to do after this medical course. I’m just doing this course for the money and after I graduate, I’ll be 18 at that time and for sure I’ll study again. Comparative Literature or Art Studies in UP perhaps or maybe study film making for our indie movie. And then I’m going to travel the world! WAHAHAHA!
The weather gets to me and causes my depression, again. It seems like bumming around the house for the longest time makes me really irritable and it’s hot and I have nothing else to do. I’ve re-read all my books and my eyes hurt from editing my drawings to post on my Deviantart. Uh, I’m just sad for some reason I don’t know.
And then here comes the news I heard from Krinkle about our beloved teachers leaving. And then another one was added to the list.
Sir Louie… Sir Melo… SIR MELO RESIGNED!
I got hit hard. I did not expect more teachers will leave especially
HIM of all people. I just don’t know. Sir David left for Australia and so did my former teachers who were the best and those that I liked. But good gods! Save me from the melancholy of it! It sucks. But then I just don’t care much because I’m not studying in St. Paul anyway. I’m just wondering what will happen after 5 years.
I will miss Sir Melo. I will miss his low husky voice, I will miss his laugh, I will miss his perfect circles that I only saw a few times but left me in awe and that includes the way he does it, I will miss his cool shirts, his hands, his drawing prowess, his random comments, his gentleman-ly and
very very kind ways, and …
Gah…
Damn. I’m just utterly speechless T_________________T
Et je devine mon souhait s'est réalisé que je serais le premier et le dernier, que je serais le seul l'un qui peut être comme ça. Et alors, il n'a pas été la façon que j'ai comptée cet être. Et regarder Jiro à son moment, il ne pourrait pas fournir me réconforte.
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