March 6, 2007 Tuesday
Music: Breathing - Lifehouse
Koi for the Day:
Yeah, I’ve been that busy for the past few weeks hence no updates, until this entry of course.
This is similar to a disease or perhaps even worse because it seeps into the soul and the worse part is, I didn’t see it coming and brought about the feelings of being “human” again, which is something positive. Ah… Honestly, I’m quite disoriented but I DO NOT hate this process or emotional rapture (as one may put it) that I’ve been feeling for the past few weeks. Rather, it’s been helpful and though I may seem more detached than usual, it kept my feet on the ground.
However I could not also deny how I lost it as well.
To know and be with THATPERSON whose not even provoking you to be frustrated at him/her/it, it is a feat as THATPERSON’s mere presence disturbs me too much in a way THATPERSON would be my train of thought for the longest period, until now. More so when THATPERSON struck a nerve as I was reminded of something that was depressing (and it is something that will come in due time and I’d be wretched). And I was this close to dissecting the person.
But it proved to be that all I needed were possessive hugs, kisses, words and THATPERSON’s face; all’s right with my World. And this is a FACT! I do not know whether to be mortified, horrified or mellowed down regarding this because I could no imagine myself spoiled by these actions, by this commonplace things that bring so much joy. I wonder…
“How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?”
Yeah, that pretty much summarizes it.
And how long can I resist? And I’m learning despite all of these…
I’m still confused but…
“Could you tell me how could it be any better than this?”
February 18, 2007 Sunday
Music: Konoko Nanatsu no Owaini - Asaki
Koi for the Day: you
I feel like I got an unnecessary tan today. I don’t know. Maybe it’s just me being paranoid about my skin or it’s just the lighting in my room but when I passed by my mirror, I looked… darker? Erm, never mind. Onto the past few days agenda (which I feel has been tiring and amusing as ever, as if the world didn’t run out of things to amuse me with):
Friday: Lo and behold people, no classes! MWAHAHA~! The next day, I know I have a reporting about the Endocrine System in Zoology but my lazy self took over me again. Or rather my brain switched to “procrastinate mode” AGAIN because I was too distracted by the fact I shall go out today and meet up with those people (yeah, the usual). Snce our Valentines date (me, daddy and ron-jii) was cancelled, we decided to continue it today (along with Jilayne, Patty and Junie).
SM Sta. Mesa with Daddy, Ron-jii, Kuya Jett and Jorrence and then we met up with Rocky, then Patty then eventually Kuya Sonny came. Everything that happened was something messy or rather there were so many things happening at once (like some gay men walking around in buffed up bodies and miniskirts and daddy stealing my bag). Nyaho~! And we are freaking PDA-ers… well, technically that’s just me and Laynie (since we became lovers that day XDD Haha~) and hugs with beshie and tdaddy hugging me, vice versa as I tried to gorge his eyes out as well. I ended up going home early anyway… I didn’t get to eat pancit canton that night.
Fear me and my pokes.
Selos ka, no? :p
Saturday: I was pissed as I realize something even though my report went well, per se. Childishness gets you nowhere and you won’t have anything else if you continue that, girl.
Today: Happy Chinese New Year! Daddy wanted to come with us and that’s why he was forcing us to go yesterday but nope. It seemed like it has to be now so he wasn't with us~ Ron-jii introduced me to Ate Joy, his schoolmate back in college and she chronicled to us about her sucky morning regarding the jeepney she rode in that was hold-upped. Damn, lucky her and thank gods she’s fine since the crooks had a knife and went away with 2 celphones and a watch… To cut it short on what happened today, we got lost in Chinatown looking for the place where Ron-jii, her along with Daddy and a friend ate FIVE YEARS AGO. WOW~ It’s something I couldn’t even describe on what happened earlier… but we found it and our tired, sweaty efforts were rewarded by amazing food and funny conversations. Yes, Ongpin street has LOTS of very good food~ Ron-jii, Ate Joy and I promised to go back next Chinse New Year instead of returning after five years like what they did. And this time, we’d bring more people. Ate Joy is cool and sweet… so much “ate-material” :D This day is unforgettable, definitely~♥♥♥
Seeing them together as friends who haven’t seen each other in years, it makes me think what else is there for me and my lovelies for the next years? And I wore my favourite shirt today! Isn’t it cute? NYAHO~!
| Your Inner Blood Type is Type A |
 You are highly driven and a perfectionist, but that's a side you keep to yourself. Creative and artistic, you are a very unique person who doesn't quite fit in. People accept you more than you realize, seeing you as trustworthy and loyal. You are most compatible with: A and AB Famous Type A's: Britney Spears and Hilter |
| You Are 40% Boyish and 60% Girlish |
|
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be. |
| What Joy Means |
 O is for Only Love Y is for Yes Bear |
Thanks to beshie and Ate Joy for today ♥♥♥
She remembered Johnny @ 11:01 p.m
February 14, 2007 Wednesday
Music: Addicted - Ellegarden
Koi for the Day: you
Happy Hearts Day!♥♥♥ Spread the Evil so you can spread more Love as well.
Haha :) Random photo thing. I LOVE my Doraemon plushie keychain, as well as my school bag. Those drum sticks are the ones that Daddy me (Drummania, I shall befriend you :3 ) Everyone wants to kidnap Doraemon but nope, he's staying with me.
Today was fairly okay and the weather is getting more unpredictable. Not that I’m complaining or anything; I appreciate the hair-blowing wind that greets you despite the heat in the metropolis of Manila (more specifically Pasig and Makati). I was with my friends at school, which made the day feel like there was lots of loving.
So in short, it means I’m loosening up. I’m not being ridden by my pretentiousness or pride or whatever sucky thing eats me and prevents me from actually socializing, Misanthropy has left me (momentarily) and I’m not miserable without Her company.
The supposed date today with Daddy and Ron-jii was cancelled. Poverty is affecting us these days even though I keep on thinking that just being with each other, its fine. Somehow, we still can’t move without the appropriate money. Last night, I was thinking of treating them, but then I thought ‘never mind’ since we’ll be seeing each other in the weekends as usual (like last Saturday, which was something simple and phenomenal). We are all so cute together~♥♥♥
And I miss my friends. I miss my lovelies, my dearies, my shallow sleepers…
I don’t know really what I should feel right now. It’s kinda the “loneliness anxiety disorder” thingy again because of certain matters (that includes Ana-sempai, my most loved neighbour and friend leaving for Korea for a year) or if I should be overwhelmed because I have all of these wonderful people and sometimes, it seemed like it wasn’t enough… Sometimes I feel like a complete rotten idiot who’s absolutely CLUELESS on the things that pass by me. Or that’s just me; I’m pressuring myself too much when there isn’t anything actually to be pressured about.
School work, school friends and things keep me occupied and busy these days. And I like it that way.
| You Are 46% Misanthropic |
 There's a few people you like, and even them you like at a distance. |
| You Are 42% Borderline |
 If you feel like you're more than a little dramatic, you may want to investigate further. |
| How You Are In Love |
 You give and take equally in relationships. You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered. You're secretly hoping your partner will change for you. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. |
For you, Dear Boy:
Wherever you are, I hope you’re fine. Somehow, as much as I wanted it to, melancholy does not find itself in my heart when I think of you. Have I drifted too much? It is an exhausting thought for me to think that we may be looking at the same star and I do not know where you are now. But I am calm when I am reminded of you, as compared to my agonizing drama in the past. Happy Valentines Day. But I am not stopping this obsession. Daisuki dayo nee, koisuru?
And for you, dearest friend:
I love you now, I loved you before and tomorrow, despite the doubts, please understand and get it straight in your mind that I’ll still do. This is also a challenge for myself, as to see how much I shall grow when I am with you and how will I extend the limit I have. I’ll take care of things, including you, just like what I always said and promised (to you and to myself).
She remembered Johnny @ 10:57 pm.
February 1, 2007 Thursday
Music: Hiling - Paramita
Koi for the Day:
| Your Birthdate: June 19 |
 You've had some difficult experiences in your life, but you are wise from them. Having had to grow up quickly, you tend to discount the advice of others. You tend to be a loner, having learned that the only person you can depend on is yourself. Your strength: Well developed stability and confidence Your weakness: Suspicion of others Your power color: Eggplant Your power symbol: Spade Your power month: October |
Hugge de Watteu (Code name: Sword Dancer).He is part of the AX group (a Vatican group of Vampire exterminators). However he has his own reasons for fighting and thus he doesn't follow orders all the time. Characteristics:He fights for revenge and shows no mercy to his adversires. He is strong, fast, quiet and mysterious.Plus his swords skills are unbeatable.
Take this quiz!
Quizilla |
Join
| Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code
She remembered Johnny @ 7:51 a.m.
January 28, 2007, Sunday
Music: Wonderwall - Oasis
Koi for the Day:
“I’ll see you tomorrow Diana,” Laura paused, her jawline stiffening under the afternoon light. “My team and I are having an after party for the game,” Game? I seemed to look lost at the mere mentioning of the word that she supplied the other details. Laura replied in a breathless voice that the semi-championship games were won by the university, days ago.
Her feet turned away from me and ran after the rest donned in purple jerseys. She waved back, bidding me ‘bye’. It assured me somehow that my nightmare didn’t happen or manifest itself in the waking world (even though I still knew it was impossible but these days, everything was far from impossible) and she showed me no signs of wounds. But instead, I felt somewhat offended by how she moved away, how meagre were her words for me unlike they used to be. Yet to call her back would increase the pressure, the stinging eyes and voices of everyone else and I found it troublesome to converse with her, in the moment. Laura, where are you going this time? (I want to come with you, if you’d allow me to)
Though once again, I was left to look for her silhouette. But she was fast and was gone.
It won’t be long until I can write something regarding loneliness again. I would fully reciprocate the feelings, soon and obviously I’ll be pouring my heart out on the future chapters of this story that’s been on hold for months now. Despite being cheesy or overly dramatic, it’s an evitable thing for all of us. Melancholy exists so that we know at least what makes up saner and happier as the days go by until we’ll be finally breathing our last breath.
I’m not feeling well; I made myself this way AGAIN. HUWAY must it be so that I make my own blood and feelings be curdle and distorted like some work by Pollock (no offence meant or anything). I’m not pissed. I’m just… confused. Where is Morgan when I need her to provide me with my inner-child-whims to make me less stressed? Where’s Reighne (oh dear killer, I don’t blame you)?!
How come it’s so easy to shift the feelings from yesterday?!
The exams are probably getting into me. And I haven’t been studying.
Before I forget, a BIG CONGRATULATIONS TO MY BEST FRIENDS LOUANNE AND ELMO FOR PASSING THE EXAMS!♥♥♥ We need to see ach other soon :D We need a date :D I love you both.
I love you~ So muchel I thenke upon thee
[edited at 10:47 p.m]
I'm okay now :) Thanks to you beshie Ron-jii and for the helpful conclusions we have realized today~! And thanks to you too Daddy <3~ *hugs* I'm not going anywhere so please, keep that murderous smile on your face plastered, okay? :)
She remembered Johnny @ 2:02 p.m.
January 27, 2007, Saturday
Music: Where are you npow? - Michelle Branch
Koi for the Day: :D
After pinning down the Zoology Lab examinations for today, I feel like I can take on the next set of exams for Monday to Wednesday. Seriously and I’m not being cynical about the whole examination thing! I really DO think I can conquer whatever hand of a god would dare choke me as the exam is set before me. I rule, you see XD Besides, I need to maintain my grades if ever I want to keep myself from getting grounded.
I’m okay now; I just had my “brain rest” at beshie Ron-jii’s house as it seemed like we aren’t allowed to go to Rocky’s house for a while. So I was with them of course♥♥♥; what better to loose excess brain baggage than being with them? oh crap, my brain is on fie and feels like mush at the same time! XD
Daddy had some errands to do with his brother today therefore he said beforehand we couldn’t meet (he slept over at beshie’s house, as the usual routine every Friday) today. BUT, surprise, surprise from him! Daddy ended up waiting for me to get at beshie’s for an hour and we got to be together for an hour (too fast~! Too FAST T_T)♥♥♥. He left us at 2:30. Wuv yoo Daddy :D Damn that freaking meanie XD No wonder he’s like that now (oh demented and all that, just like me so what the heck). Surprisingly, one of his hobbies were “blending” things on the blender. Err, correction; not “things” but “breathing living things” as well (poor lizards~!) Wag ka nang maluluha sa jeep (ditto lang ako) :) *hug*kiss*poke* ♥♥♥
Then Rocky, Patty and Jorrence came. LOL~ I missed those guys (HAHA weird, I just spent the last Saturday afternoon with them)♥♥♥. Then Kuya Jett came along as well. I was practically in awe of the complete set of Sailor Moon computer games beshie has. GODS, he has WEDDING PEACH and MIRACLE GIRLS XD It’s all made by KONAMI and man, I was pretty amazed. Old school video games rock my world you see.
Had a somewhat serious conversation with them earlier but whatever, it turned into something indiscernible anyway~ LOL~ Knowing us, it’ll end in something with frozen jaws and stomach aches (gods, it’s like a laughing gas disease). Conclusion formed as well: don’t let Rocky and Patty stay in the same room if ever you want to see Rocky in one piece XD And Jorrence still is afraid of me(he doesn’t want me to poke him XD). Am I THAT disturbing?!
Special thanks again to Bernard-san for the treat and for saving our stomachs and wallet XD It’s funny how he always seems to be there at the time when we need food the most :D It’s so considerate that it’s sweet XD Thanks guys! Love you all~ *hug*kiss*poke* I’m in love with you all XD♥♥♥
Oh yeah, I forgot to mention, I got a freaking haircut. Turns out that it was something that I didn’t expect, REALLY. It’s still layered but it’s SHORT. Although my classmates told me it suits me and it made only a little difference but I feel it’s so short! Hmm, the hair thing has always been an issue with me anyway and for the past nights, I was ranting about it. I don’t know whether to be mortified, happy, sarcastic, frustrated or whatever… The phone convo for the past days made the people say it was BAD since I sounded more unusual than I always do, which was scary to hear. My brain cells and half of my sanity probability went away with those damaged strands cut from my hair. But they saw it a while ago and it was okay in a way >_< Sabi nga ni Daddy: Nilapastangan ka ng BAKLA~!
WHATEVER~ I just need to go on without cutting my hair.
She remembered Johnny @ 10:30 p.m.
January 23, 2007, Tuesday
Music: Boku Ni kasanette kuru Ima - UVERworld
Koi for the Day: ~
BLEACH, MY GODS, I WANT MORE BEACH~! (>O<) I’m probably one of the people in the world who are like way behind the series and I do mean WAY behind. For some reason, the gods would not permit me to watch further as it stopped on the joint episode (WAH~ I WANT TO SEE ICHIGO’S BANKAI FORM~!).
Yes, I know I NEED to study for my grades are going way downhill lately and it’s because of my utter laziness and procrastinating habit (kills herself). My slack mode is making me feel guilty and I do feel like I lost myself lately (for an unknown reason) most especially the studying-habit-thingy. I just have this habit of self-evaluation lately because I do feel like I’m degrading into the rut.
My world feel chaotic than ever.
I’m such a lazy ass and having no printer is hard~ >_<
Just to calm my nerves, I watched the last episode of a j-drama entitled S.O.S (Strawberry On the Shortcake). At some point, Manato Irie (Hideaki Takizawa) began to withdraw himself from the world. Even when picked on, it' s not the real Irie, but an act. However one day he meets a strange girl - Yui Misawa (Kyoko Fukada). Yui, who finds the tedium of everyday life unbearable, teases Manato with her almost too upfront and honest manner. Alone and afraid Manato wavers but finds himself drawn to her. But his feelings for Yui are doomed to be unrequited. WHY? They are Step-siblings XDD WAH incest love >_< I must sound like some weirdo here, BUT for this one I DON’T CARE~! I recommend it to you all out there. Nice heart wrenching love story~
Basically, Manato loves his sister Yui. However Yui loves Saeki but Saeki doesn’t love her because the woman he loves is Mariko, the teacher where the teenagers study and Mariko loves Saeki back deeply but is restricted due to her strict morals. There’s also Haruka, Manato’s childhood friend and Yui’s friend, who loves Manato secretly and then it became all messed up. I won’t spoil who’ll end up with who SO GO WATCH IT~!
She remembered Johnny @ 8:54 p.m.
January 21, 2007, Sunday
Music: S.O.S - ABBA
Koi for the Day: doot doot
It was not at beshie’s house this time; the weekend was spent at Rocky’s, which I think would be the place where I’d be most of the time. Last night, it wasn’t really frustrating or—oh alright, it was in way but those are my personal whining and whatever, so don’t mind me. Who were present yesterday? We were not really a big bunch but of course, the usual: beshie Ron-jii, my Daddy, Rocky, Kuya Jett, Jorrence, Kuya Sonny, Patty dear and Kuya Jett and not forgetting to mention new people I met: Kuya Jason and little boys named Vincent and Jeff.
I got into the Yu-Gi-Oh tournament (I was a filler entry but still) though I was happy to relax again, with that bonding time with Daddy and beshie. My first had was with beshie (by some work of the devil we got paired up) so it was Fire against Fire. Being clueless that I am and a beginner I was defeated despite Kuya Sonny backing me up with decisions (and I apparently made stupid decisions):p
It was such a random day~ I’m so proud of beshie for making it into the finals and especially Daddy for making it on Top :D We all ate out at Karate Kid (as usual) and apparently my stomach wasn’t in tune with me so I couldn’t finish my meal and Daddy ended up finishing it for me.
I learned things today; helpful and things that need to me thought about. Hmm, yes, they really need to be thought about.
It was a late bus ride with Daddy and Kuya Sonny, though it seemed like a short one since I was half-asleep (good thing I didn’t drool on your shoulder Daddy~). Kuya Sonny got off in Greenhills, leaving me and Daddy. Funny thing though, it seemed like no one wanted to sit beside us (we were sitting on the 3-seater side of the bus) for some reason. LOL~ We were so wasted that we were leaning on to ech other the whole ride… X____X
Daddy: nahihiya tuloy ako sa iyo, baby, pag nagbabakla ako.
Me: Err, sinabi mo pa? Sana’y na ako. Ok lang yun. He he.
Daddy: pero sa tingin ko ok lang naman yun kasi pagkasama kita… hindi ganun eh.
Me: Buti naman :P
LOL~ See? It’s gay-ness in our blood! It was mutual frustration for us because Time was not on our side (he said another 6 days until Saturday) and two more months are left. And I guess I probably don’t want to think about it… If only Time wasn’t pressing us. If only we can spend more time with each other LOL~ srsly, yes T--T And he made this box for me:
♥♥♥ It’s all covered in felt with the inner side of the cover bearing a painting of an angel-demon (it was an appropriate touch) by his favourite Japanese artist Ayame Kojima. He also got me red card protectors for my cards. On the left side of the box are my standard decks; on the right side are my special ones: for my Fire Deck.
It’s too much daddy~! >o< But nevertheless, thank you so much~ *hug*kiss*iwuvyou* ♥♥♥ It was another great Saturday I guess :P No, it WAS no doubt about it. Thanks guys! Love you all so much~
keisoku no dekinai itami to keisoku no dekinai jikan no nagare ga
subete wo uemete shimaou to shite mo
sore demo watashi ni wa kanjirareru
sora kara ochite kuru no wa ame de wa nakute...
The pain that cannot be measured, the flow of time that cannot be measured
Even if that may fill up everything, I can still feel
What falls from the sky is not the rain...
She rememembered Johnny @ 4:10 pm
January 18, 2007, Thursday
Music: Blue Sky - YUI
Koi for the Day: Daddy
It’s not a bizarre thing anymore.
I’m getting used to the visits you give me, no matter how random those visits can be.
See? I’m even smiling despite the minor headaches and cramps you give me.
And really, you don’t hit me or anything.
You just take your own course and paint the town red, baby.
Yes, true. I was annoyed for this ‘time of the month’ again and being myself, I couldn’t stand being annoyed and pained by something simple and trivial such as that. I’m happy that Daddy was there. No, technically he was NOT even there, in matters of physical proximity that is. From 7 am this morning until a while ago around 6, we were texting. And it is actually my fault he ran out of load (sorry Daddy~ I’ll make it up to you) XD Evil person that I am~ LOL.
In a way I was thankful because despite his corniness, he still managed to pull a smile from my face (I showed that to him through a smiley in the text message XD) especially when the pain hits me hard and when boredom looms around (for the past few days, I’m thankful, I’m not that gloomy and cynical to actually laugh with my friends in school).
He asked me how was school, among other things. FYI, school is still tolerable. My inner demons somehow left me in peace (no, Reighne, I still appreciate you being with me, my loved killer) to laugh (as I said earlier). Mostly, something was eating me up that it leaves a bad taste in my mouth, which caused me to become quiet and oh-so-serious for those past days. I felt like crap, like life was sucked out of me for a reason. In all actuality, I was being curel (without people knowing of course) and if you only heard what was going through my mind, you’d hate me. SRSLY I was a meanie and managed to give smiles even though I really didn’t feel like it. I'm NOT having one of those manic-depressive moments; my pretentiousness and err~ way of thinking in terms of elitism drove me this way I guess. The start of this week was OK in all fairness.
Anyway, Nhaedy asked me to be her girlfriend. So, I was like, whatever. I like her and being honest, at first I had a hard time being with her (first few weeks of classes) but seriously now, she’s a sweetheart and a keeper. Though she may be too hyper and bubbly in a VERY girl-ish sort of way, well that’s her perk. Besides, she’s pretty and looks like I’m the one allowed to be androgynous, which is I’ll agree to hands down. She’s like lemon drops (HATSU KOI); first taste in the mouth is phenomenal, refreshing and new.
Jilayne became Laynie under my habit of naming people. She called me with bes, Ron-jii, and had another long phone conversation. The world is unfair because (for goodness sakes) everyone is turning gay. Err~ Look who’s talking?! XD Ron-jii was giddy about someone named Robert, some bishie he met a Gateway and they’re going to meet up again soon. He wants me to come to rate this Robert-guy. Whatever bes, as long as you know that if he passes my rating, sharing is a requirement. Laynie is fun as well (of course, she’s mine) and I’d probably kiss and bite her crazy when I’ll see her again.
It would’ve been better if Daddy had a landline or something though I’m ok with just sending text messages to him. It’s perhaps because knowing that he’s stoned (no, not in that way) being frustrated and all, I want to be near him (oh gods, this is so cheese). But srsly, yes. He couldn’t get me to come tomorrow as far as bribing goes but he wants me to spend the whole Saturday with him (haha Ron-jii/bes, no don’t be all jelly XD).
And I know I can’t do that (heck, I have school and I’m like an academic geek) therefore surprises for my Daddy.
Furthermore, I don’t want to think of a foreboding feeling of ire. Again. What’s the worse part is, I know I’ll cry. I don’t do THAT drama anymore but…
And she remembered Johnny @ 9:31 p.m.
January 14 2007, Sunday
Music: Why Me - YUI
Koi for the Day: Red♥♥♥ asan ka?
Mirene’s Debut:
You know I love you and you’re not alone in facing the Sedex infected world.♥♥♥
First, I didn’t know what to do whether to go to Ron-jii and see him, Daddy and the rest then go to My or head to My’s debut immediately~ But due to the lack of time, I decided not to. Imagine, I had arrived the latest! For some strange reason, the invitation seemed to have walked away from my desk and spent an hour and a half looking for it around the house because the directions to where the debut was written in the damn paper! To no avail, my mother and I decided to leave anyway with assumptions to where the place was. Thankfully My called so it was a big relief.
It was not a full blown debut but rather a causal party for the guests. It seemed like luck was not on my side because the yummy pasta ran out when I arrived and I had trouble with the heels my mom told me to wear >__< Anyway, the food was great of course (with the message of the whole even saying: endless ice cream because it was held in Nestle Creamery)! And of course, my darlings and lovelies made the night even better~♥♥♥! I shared a table with Louanne and Elmo (my best friends), Kimi-okaasan and Lolo Cori . The Juniors’ Rat pack: Andrea, K-chan, Joyce, Cor and Bianca were there; Christina, Jamie, Melissa, Marian, Barbie were there along with My’s close friends in SPQC: Edz, Chatt, Lourdes and Frida. Karaoke was love as well~ HAHA~ We were so random at singing (Voltes 5, the Sailor Moon theme, Paulinian Hymn which I led XD and etc.)
THE INFLATABLE CASTLE~!♥♥♥ Haha XD It was too fun for words! I can’t even explain it until now~ Haha XD
Thanks My for the night~ There would be more happy-danger moments I assure you :D ♥♥♥
Time was not on my side. If there was enough time, I could’ve spent the night in Ron-jii’s house. It was unfortunate (despite Daddy’s bribe saying he’d buy plenty of ice cream for me if I could just visit him and the rest yesterday). BUT in all honesty I am not regretting it :) ♥♥♥
She went with the Revolution @ 2:00 p.m.
January 12 2007, Friday
Music: A Sorta Fairytale - Tori Amos
Koi for the Day: Red♥♥♥ asan ka?
To fill in me this ire and the feeling of “lacking” for them, I promised the GXA I would visit them today. And I did and it seemed like the gods smiled down to me with the opportunity that was our last subject was cancelled (our professor wasn’t there). Imagine my immense happiness when I heard that and I rushed immediately to Ron-jii’s house.
The Kids couldn’t come (apparently, stupidity and laziness or whatever hit them) and it was annoying. Obviously I can’t go tomorrow since I have classes in the morning and I have to attend a debut at night, so there. Junie and Layne made a WRONG move today; I was even looking forward seeing them again after more than a month of separation from them (yes, those were the days Christmas kicked in, as well as the week I was grounded).
I was with, of course, ojiisan/ “little” brother (he is way older than me but calls me his neechi) Ron-jii; Kuya Jett and Kuya Bernard, the best friends; and of course, my Daddy :D He was the first one I noticed when I entered Ron-jii’s house because he was saying “BABY! BABY! Long time no see!” XD And it was like a hugging session when we saw each other.
I GOT MY FIRE DECK! It’s my first EVER deck in Yu Gi Oh! (>o<) I’m EXTREMELY happy and excited at the possibilities but you know, still nervous because I REALLY think I don’t have what it takes to duel. LOL~ so much for self-confidence! HAHA~ A while ago I was able to defeat Ron-jii during a sparring battle (My life points remained as is while he went to 50~!) and it felt like, so amazing since there was satisfaction in the mere fact you dominated someone in a skill game. Of course, most of the credit goes to Daddy because he was beside me, helping me to think properly XD Ron-jii was my FIRST BLOOD.
Daddy was so kind in lending me his Horuses :3 His best friends XD As well as Ron-jii who handed me down his "terrorist squad". Both of them were so proud; I need to think about "arson" and being a terrorist now. But what sucks is that I can’t visit them tomorrow because I was classes and by late afternoon I’ll be attending a debut :c Daddy wants me to go tomorrow and so does the rest~ And it’s annoying because if Ron-jii and the rest knew my EndLess barkada, this won’t be a problem for me. Besides I need to spend time more time with the GXA, especially Daddy~ He’s going to leave me and the rest T___T
All in all, it was a pretty nice day. It’s so KRUD that their house is far away from us. Oh yeah, Daddy is Tupe and I’m his “baby” cause I’m his. LOL. Hwee~!
and i'm so sad
like a good book
i can't put this day back
a sorta fairytale
with you
She went with the Revolution @ 12:00 a.m
THE COPYRIGHTS
Site's content is copyrighted to you. Layout coded, designed by Blair of Summer Skies. Brushes from My Antiquity .