here i am blogging xD
i've been back in england for close to a month already, and the country seems the same, but my circumstances have changed a lot. i am now trying to act like a grown-up but am severely lacking in certain areas like my culinary skills lollol. well nvm, i will just go through a few bouts of food poisoning and i will become adequate from that.
but regardless of the stress that comes from being independent, i have been enjoying myself quite somewhat in uk, thanks to the meetings with my uk friends. well, only three so far, but i dont have many friends anyway xD special thanks to manisha, though she would nvr read this, for she welcomed me into her home for christmas and i reallllly enjoyed myself. though she made me eat every hour. -_-
but yes, of course i cannot forget singapore, especially certain ppl who keep asking me to perfect world o_O but ive kinda abandoned them for the pvp server, because my character in pve is kinda crap and i cant really coord well with ct to tank me over the tough lvls/grinding.
and of course family. ive kinda abandoned my brother for xmas though that was a misunderstanding because i was told initially that he was going back to singapore for xmas so i scrambled to find company so that was quite bad. and i only correspond with singapore family once every fortnight or so and my landlady says that is terrible so oops.
but yes, new year is coming and i wonder what will happen. 2008 has been quite an eventful year. from the end of structured school life to a new step in my relationship and the strengthening and weakening of friendships to my first proper job in my life to my first attempt in living partially alone. crazy year......... typing this, it feels familiar, and it is! because it is the same conclusion i reached a few entries below, even though some things have changed like im doing a gap year instead.
but whatever happens, i hope that everyone has fairly enjoyed their 2008 and that their 2009 is a fantastic year, though in the current dreary state it sounds mad but hey, always gd to hope, and when better than new year to do that o_O
dark blue highlights! :D
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-1 is the largest number? It's simple: no matter what number you take to be the "largest," you can add one to it to get a bigger number, right? But nothing is one more than -1.
i saw this joke somewhere, but i cant rem where unfortunately. super cool right?? lollol :)
crap. burnt out :(
when there are times like this, when little things happen that makes me a bit sad, then you will appreciate the cooler things even more!
so yes, even though it was really minor, thank you sooooo much janiceeee ^^
i shall do it because im nice! furthermore, i know no one reads this anymore (besides ct, but he is of a dying race haha - the race who reads my blog, "aparians"), so it doesnt matter (:
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
err.. i wouldnt do much actually: im hopeless like that. i wouldnt even leave the guy omg!
2. If you can have dreams come true, what would they be?
*cliche answer coming up* life without regretsss.. but its actually the truth, and it sums things up including other cliche stuff like living yr dream and having a clear conscience.
3. What will your dream wedding be like?
quote from ct: "my dream wedding just has to be me marrying someone i truly love =)" agreed!
4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
wow if you have read my previous entry, you would know the answer is definitely yes YES YES . okay too many "yes"es and then it would sound wrong.
5. What’s your ideal lover like?
very simple. same love, and same values (:
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
on first sight, i would choose "being loved". however, thinking about it, being loved means you automatically have some responsibility for that person's wellbeing, because you know that yr every action will affect that person. it is definitely not a blessing if you do not return similar feelings in my humble opinion.
so actually, i would choose "loving someone", because the feeling of loving people can be very nice. btw, this is including friendship, family, and relationship love. i actually feel very blessed when i realise how much i love my family and how many friends i love (:, weird though it sounds!
7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
ct's answer is very complicated. but it is quite complicated i guess. if i really love them, then i am quite doomed. if it is mutual waiting due to reasons like.. uni, then i will wait a very long time. but then again, if it is not mutual, then i will move on for my own sake and the other person's.. (refer to qn 6)
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
wow. get over that person as quickly as possible. and i wouldnt tell that person that i like them. [well, i hope i havent done that before, but my memory is baddd]
9. Is there anything that’s made you unhappy these days?
lol. on the surface yes. but deep down, faith! makes everything stable. oh yes, worrying about results make me unhappy much :(
10. Is being tagged fun?
NO. i cant believe i am doing this properly. ct, this shows the extent of our friendship okay... A LOT.
11. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
29.. wow. cant imagine. i still remember when i was younger, i was so certain i would die before i was 30, so by this, i would almost certainly be dead? aiyo. but im touching wood now as my table is wood so.. anyway, hopefully i would be a millionaire! haha, well according to a book at least i would be^^
12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
*cliche answer coming up* family friends and......FAYE omg alliteration. but fine, also tancred, but he can technically be put under friends too ok.
13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
UNKIND PERSON!!! fine. untrue. he is a one-of-a-kind person(: the best friend anyone could hope to have! there im nice SEE!
14. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
wah ct's answer very nice. i like. QUOTE!!!(hahaha you can see i am getting tired of this quiz) "blah. single rich married poor. i definitely wont get married if i cannot support the both of us. because it will just bring misery. but i suppose later on in my life i might change my mindset. so i'll choose whichever makes me happier."
15. What’s the first thing you do every morning?
i think of what dream/nightmare i just had.
16. Would you give it all in a relationship?
i do. whether its fortunate or unfortunate, i dont know :
17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
lol super impossible. but if i do, then i would die a spinster : or choose a 3rd party hahaha.
18. What type of friends do you like?
people i can relax with and open up to.
19. What type of friends do you dislike?
errrr.. technically they wouldnt be my friends if i dislike them lol. but they have to be able to make me rage somehow for me to dislike them! and then there is more than one way to do that so there isnt any "type" :(
OMG FINISHED! i UTTERLY refuse to tag anyone lol. (:
at this point, i have so many worries. i....
- need to decide what i do for my gap year which although takes up just one point is very big indeed
- worry about whether i actually got my results for the exams
- need to sort out finances
- need to sort out my university admin stuff eg accomodation/loans?
- need to think about what i want
- must sort out my work ethos (im not sure if its the right phrase)
- must sort out my priorities
but.........at this point, im so :D
exams are over.. what's next?
I am at laura b's now, and it has been quite eventful. the flight was reallllllly sucky. but her house and family and dog and food( :D ) have been really nice!
today we went to the horse stable. and im way allergic to all the hair and everything lols. and i went up the horse on one side to almost fall off him the other side. haha. but it was really great fun still (:
but of course, the main aim here is to study oh noes :(
Edit: there's snow!
i like snails.
life has been rather eventful in an uneventful way. i mean, everything is like a normal student, like applying to universities, coping with school, events with friends.. uneventful really!
then it is eventful because although it is typical, it doesnt make it any much easier really. there are still that many forms to go through, that much work to do, that much drama. lol (:
but life has been gd i guess. i have great friends, great universities, great family, up to date work.
of course i should improve on my results, i shld definitely interact more with spore friends, i shld research more on universities, i shld communicate more with my family. but i guess, i should at least be content with my situation at the moment no?
so i am. (: 3 more months to exams ><, 4 more months to a hopefully great holiday! :D 8 more months to university. 2008. crazzyyyyyyy year!!!!!
crap i thought today was friday.
i have changed my layout :) isnt it nice? i dont have a dinosaur that exactly fits that meaning but heck! :D the person who is the closest probably doesnt like wearing party hats anyway o_O
It is 2008 tmr, so it's time for an archive! (: fresh start fresh everything. hmm, i would change my layout but i cant find a nice one :(