_Michael spoke. 10:04 p.m.

Tuesday, December 18, 2001
Got your Tape and it Changed my Mind

I'm feeling riducloulsy deep, and can't really express it. It the whole real-life thing and after well just putting what ever i wanted to up on my ill fated livejournal (Now Those were days.) and it not quite going how i wanted there are things that sometimes bounce around in my head that well, i wouldnt write up here.

And before people like Reean, Sara, Hollie, and Joe and Rich start giving me odd slanty looks from the dark corners of there eyes. No i haven't got any dark deep secrets that i can never bear to reveal, althought that would be intresting.. Hm m m.

Well apart from leaving crytic clue to real life friends, i went ice scating with nat, did some revison, wondered how/who i have/going to buy Xmas presents, listening to the semi sonic album REALLY loud, wondering why no1 else is on @ 1pm, and watching richard and judy @ 5pm, which is just morally rong.

I'd do al little tiny social bloggy thing and give a nod to various people like mitch and reean. But im lazy and tired so nite.

_Michael spoke. 11:38 p.m.

Monday, December 17, 2001
blogging for the sake of blogging.

Yeah, theres gonna be no content to this post at all. Im off to this lil re-uninon thing, shud be intersting. I have my parents breathing down my neck with reminders for revision. And rite now ive got plans for today tomorow the next day and hopefully the next day. im not complaining mind,

So yeah, see no real content, Im on to the chamber of secrets rite now, after really liking the 1st one, and im assured by almost everybody that all they do is get better, so yeah. Playing Zelda:Oracle of seasons Which i absolutly love XD.

sigh

_Michael spoke. 12:11 p.m.

Saturday, December 15, 2001
Quidam and Quidditch

Meh.

I Thought that by now i would have written sumthing up here, but i neva seem to. It's like well, meh. My lifes still gr8 gr8 gr8, beam. A few things that i could do without; an overly awquarded, 'Orley Farm' re-union, Which will be fun but i just know ive changed alot since i left there (3-4 yrs ago), i guess/hope that every1 else has too. So we're not really the same people any more? Hmmm, I dont no, it shud be fun, meh. I dunno im just vaguely not looking forward to it. My sister gets to me sometimes, shes a few things i try not to be. hmmmm. Yeah hardly end of the world stuff...

Quidam was fanatstic, ill find a link 4 any people who dont know wat it is. But i loved it. Was sooo surreal and soooo, good. XD. Hmmmmmm, Ice scating on tues nite w/ nat and sum of her friends which should prove intersting....hmmmmm,

Family coming over 4 xmas present swaping, should be cool. Speaking of cool just went over to rhians, and just wen i thoght my layout was good, ;), i love it, sooo well, cool in both sences of the word.

.....yawn......

Oh and i saw harry potter movie, was good-ish, did howver make me wanna read the books, so im bout 120 pages into the first one now. I really like it.

_Michael spoke. 11:21 p.m.

Thursday, December 13, 2001

Wow, ive dun alot.
Last friday was over nats house we watched clueless and ate pizza, was just so cool. Sat. the rugby match was cancelled yay,not that i was gonna turn up 4 it neways, went over riches, hired the hole which is definatly going on my top 10 movie eva, was sooooo good. This girl kills 3 people all for love, which looking back on it seems so un-belivable, but just they way she does it, you almost understand how she 'had to', and silent hill, was soooooo scary staying up till like 1am playing it. XD. Sunday still @ riches house. Monday skool,yawn. Then the James/Turnin Brakes gig. That was amazing, i'd neva really herd james b4 even thouhg theyre bout a decade old now. But they gig was fantastic. So much fun and turin brakes were really really good live. But brands always sound better live. Hmmm, tues Went out with nat again, which was gr8, wed slept in was soooooooooooo tired by then, but b4 hand i made this new layout which i really really like XD. I think its the first one ive dun that is actaully ne good.

In other news : Me and nat had our 1 month aniverserie we just bought each other loadsa chocolate and ate it on the sofas @ ask...Got my report today was actaully really good so im in an even better mood...found my XFM Xmas album which is really cool...put up all my Xmas decorations so im feeling really Xmassy now...baby1 sed something that amused me greatly, supposedly im the talk of the boarding house....hmmmmmm, yeah by talk he means 'oh do rememebr that dick with that web site u went out with?'....well @ least i hope its that otherwise....well, meh. Baby1 talking to me about kirtseen is as close as school gets to torture. Meh.

Well theres a general update on the ever happy me, meh,

_Michael spoke. 07:28 p.m.

Tuesday, December 11, 2001

I, am, shattered. And should so be doing some work. I feel great though. 3 more days of skool. yippe. Hayden, linked me ^^, beam. Thanks m8 i think ur sites v.cool, and write weneva u get the chance XP.

Yawn.

Some vaguely deep thought : I have at least 20 pages of hand written letters from the high almightly kirsteen. What do i do with them ? ack.

Nite

_Michael spoke. 10:25 p.m.

Tuesday, December 11, 2001

I've had alot going on = no time for blogging, out with nat 2moro (5 late nites in a row....do i get a prize??), so meh. Kinda new layout thing going on, will work on later.

Saw james and turnin brakes @ wembley 2nite, mind blowing

_Michael spoke. 12:00 a.m.

Friday, December 7, 2001
Ca-la-vie-Say-le-oldfolks-Goes to show you never can tell

Im playing the 'Jack rabbit slims twist contest' bit out of pulp fiction iunbelivabley loud, it fantastic.....

_Michael spoke. 05:34 p.m.

Friday, December 7, 2001
Must be fine kuz my hearts still betaing

Haya,

Not gonna say much again, but this weekend im over at riches while my rents are @ skibo (some dad-work thing, is the place where madonna got married dont u no?) So ive got a free hse rite now, but im off 2 nats in bout 10 mins, feels like i hvnt seen her 4 aaaaaaaaaaages, its horrbile. But im seeing her really soon ^^. Neways, yah im @riches so probably no posting, he sed he's gonna get us a bottle of baccardi and if i remebr ill come on and try badly to imitate one of Zeruel's brillaint faded rants...but yeah. I mite come on after i come bak from nats, no im not sleeping the nite XP.

_Michael spoke. 05:29 p.m.

Thursday, December 6, 2001

No-blog 2day, so nur.

_Michael spoke. 10:32 p.m.

Thursday, December 6, 2001

My name in manderin: Ai Manshu, it means to express satisfaction XD

_Michael spoke. 05:51 p.m.

Wednesday, December 5, 2001
Back mounted helicopters and such

HA.foolish simon belives he can beat me with these. HA, you may be able to see through my clothes but you will whimper at the site of my backpack helicopter, bwhahahahahaah!.

Yawn. Nothing to say right now, some mild contempltion on materialism and how its a good thing, Meh. Head over to Joes for the continuing saga of baby1

My day was dull, i dont like to rite about school as in the lessons and the work, its well, just not wat this blogs for. Meh. Sorry this isnt deep and meaningful, ill promise ill do sumthing gud soon, mebbe,,,,

_Michael spoke. 10:56 p.m.

Wednesday, December 5, 2001
Surreal

If I were a work of art, I would be Salvador Dali's Persistence of Memory. I am a surreal landscape composed of several disjointed and bizarre components. I like to keep an eye on the time, although the very concept is fluid for me. People are never sure what they are seeing when they look at me. Which work of art would you be? The Art Test

_Michael spoke. 08:39 p.m.

Tuesday, December 4, 2001
Waste of time

yawn, anyone intersted in the uprising baby1 scandel go to joes hes ritten a hole essay on it..its brilliant...

Meh. Todays was just another day, had sum fun in our lil cafe thing @ school. We got a desk, placed it agaisnt the drinks machine so it was still techincally possible to get a drink without moving the table, and ontop of it placed a piece of paper with "Do Not Move" written in clear blue letters. It was amazing, people actually crawled under a table to get thier drink, or walked halfway across the school to gte a drink from another machine, or just stood and stared in bemusement, and all it was, was a single piece of paper that stopped them. It was fantastic. Just, the confidence people have in a piece of paper.

" Oh i cannont move that table because the paper says so"

^^, yeah it was sadistic and mebbe a tad mean, meh.

On a completely different note some poeople in school personifie everything i live agaisnt. Meh/Ack, this infamous baby1 is the second type of person i cant stand, ive dun panicy, but baby1 has never and will never have any realy emotions, pain,happy,sad, yeah. But he'll sit and say contemplate on the awsome force any normal person places on say...a simple sign. Meh/ he's mother probably keeps him in her little protective bubble and doesnt want him to get hurt, re-peating Joe, but he's 16, and a £15 pair boots is the hieght of his depression, not that i no too much about that luckly, im pride myself on being permantly optimistic on the prinicble that everything else is a waste of time ( You can thank the high queen of the boarding house, kirsteen for that), but yeah depression leads to depression leads to ect.... wat *is* the point, i know you kant magicly pick ur self up, but concentrating on hope, helps/helped. look @ me now, wen i **really** started to web blog i was an emtional wreck, (bak in the er...days of livjournal) and here i am betta than ive been well for a long time. XD.

Sory got carried away

Baby1s a prat....

I shud sleep,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

_Michael spoke. 10:28 p.m.

Monday, December 3, 2001

Hmmm, Hvnt got that much to go with 2nite. Last nite i realised how much i completely adore sluggy even tho i kant of read it for more of a year now. It's fanastic.

I always feel like im in a lil ime warp. Im always reading yesterdays blog entrys for all the americans out there...hmmmm, Zeruel actauly complimented my blog. Beam ^-^, well the chaingin of fonts wasnt quite my idea, well more sorta simons who always prints his eng out in sum flashy font, and my plain old boring one suks. XD.

I'm downloading Golden Brown - The stranglers I Know its from that brillant moviue snatch but io have no idea where, i Love the song tho .

Mitch re-apperead for a brief second to blog, XP. Ack, as im neva on as the same time as u ever, we should do sumthing, lol ur sceptical about me and nat...hmmmmmm, thats not a good thing rite? But yeah, Xmas sum time?.

Read Joes N-tree about baby1, i reckon he's gonna have a had time in the last couple of weeks, ahran **borrowed*** his boots lost them, his mum go worked up and ahrans in shit. And ahran has well bought himself alot of friends who will prob stick up 4 him ;). And i kant stand it because its so trivial, and its not ahrans been in 'nuff trob. @ skool. Meh. If baby1 really wants to pursue up to the headmaster over a £15 pair of boots, he deserves to get wats he;s gonna get soon. Real hatred. Not this fake stuff thats going on behind his back, "Oh i really hate him", sorrta stuf. Feeling slightly sorry 4 him if it was more his over eccentric mum behind this not him, but that **wud** invlove him crying to mummy that big bad ahran stole his shoes. Meh.

Surprisingly i found myself just replying the hole kirsteen thing in my head. Actaully thinking what really did go rong. And i got as far as....ack, its pretty horrible thinking bout it still, not beacuse of the reasons that i felt a while bak, but i wasted four months thinking i loved her, yuk.

U know that fonecall i had with my dad, it was just surreal, like, ack, just unlike him. I think i need to sleep.

_Michael spoke. 10:53 p.m.

Sunday, December 2, 2001

im on the train
and i call home to get sum1 2pick me up from n-wood
which is usual
and its rainin and freezing and 8pm
and my dad goes
"Its late you should learn how to make your own way home@your age"
a lil odd considering i had just made my way home from leister square to northwood
"Ok fine ill walk home"
"I can give you a lift i guess ok?"
"No dad, ill walk."
"No im giving you a lift"
"No im walking"
"Fine this is your last chance, Do you want a lift?"
"No"
(Silence)
"Hallo, dad?"
(I hang up)
<2 mins, mum calls>
"Yours dads just left to pick you up he's feeling guilty for being hard on you"
"Er..........ok"

So yeah that was surreal, still not in mood for anther huge N-tree. Highlight of day? Went to see the fantastic Ghost World with Mark. And we sat infront of Jarvis Cocker, leader singer of Pulp. Nifty

Nite'.

_Michael spoke. 10:52 p.m.

Sunday, December 2, 2001

It's 1:30 a.m and im picking out the yukky bertie bots beans out of a little packet, listening to obsucre music, and warming my feet on my little fan heater.

And im so tired now

Wake up
Shower eat
Rugby
Shower eat
School play
Now.

The play was amazing i mean really really good. Went with nat as well so i just had a fantastic time. Loadsa peeps were there too, holly,tom,joe,sara,fish,tristan, more peeps im not too sure on the names of, and various skoolguys. Beam. I love being happy, it so much fun. ^^.

Ah Hayden, the names mike, but u kan just call me nameless one ;). Luv the blog, kicks ass XP.

Just d/led bran van 3000 - Drinking in L.A., new layout ? "Hi my name is stereo mike" ^^.

nite y'all

_Michael spoke. 01:28 a.m.

Friday, November 30, 2001

haya, no time for anything meaningful tonite

Sara"I finally understand where your permanent optimism comes from... "

Wow my blogs made sense to 2 peeps so far

Slight crisis last nite, but it seems to be goign well now, dont really wanna say too much, but it doesnt matter now. ack i h8 being cryptic ;_;.

Yawn.

_Michael spoke. 10:09 p.m.

Wednesday, November 28, 2001

I rote alot last nite. And Joe totaly got what i was going on about, and it actaully made him think, ^^ beams...he's not who it was really aimed to, u dont really get all panicy XP, but well, yeah. XD

I Am Now Completely Independant...well money wise. I shivered when my mum calls from downstairs:

"Mikeeeeey, we want to talk to you"

That doesnt happen often and when it does it isnt that good. But yeah, i now have £50 str8 into my account every month and i can spend it on anything, this inclused train,movies,meals ect.... but yeah, i like the idea of my money im not earning it true, im only 15 and'll prob get a summer job this summer. Im not too sure what they think im gonna do,,,, i plan just to spend anything. Get loadsa money and buy sumthing i want come jan/feb. Well apart from meals w/ nat and train tickets...i am still a child, so i can still legally get a child ticket.hmmmmmmm, what else was going through my mind yesterday is how much i would love a flat. My room my mess. Going out with nat is great, but it wud be some much better if we could drive somewhere, not have to call if we're out late, and have to be home by ten. My parents are looking out for me i know i know. But i just cant wait.

.....

I kinda promised my self i wouldnt, but im just gonna breifly mention her (thats a her kirsteen). For some reason or another me and nat were talking about religion, and shes...wassa word...agnostic. Doesnt belive in god at all. you have no idea how much good that is, im technicly agnostioc, i dont know i dont really care, but id rather go sumwhere after i die that just be worm food, and there mite be sumthing bigger than us, its just definatly not the stuff they say in the bible (my views). The "death letter" (four pages long) i got from K went on about she had found God and the church,,,,ick... it was horrible. Anyways i didnt see her @ the careers convention, baby1 has stopped guilt tripping me about her, shes pretty much outta my life execpt for maybe jst seeing her across the room @ army XD

My dream : I was @ home, it was completely empty execpt my family (mum,dad,sister,cat) and my two granparents. It was my aunti and uncles wedding (altho theyve been married for yrs now). They ddint want to go. So they sent me off to go with a clipboard and a set of questions to answer about it...surreal. Then wen i left the house my dads best m8 pulled up in the car got out, point to my cat simab sitting on the window sill and sed "is that beth?(my sis)" errrr.... no martin thats my cat simba.
Then my door opens the lights come on and im awake and its still playing around in my head two days later....bizzarre......

Im bored again

_Michael spoke. 10:24 p.m.

Tuesday, November 27, 2001

formalities

Well im not *really* linked to any blogs :P but i can still socail blog if i wanna can't i? even if no1 does back? Mitch , i always thought Xight was just a //311 l337 way of saying Excite...meh, obvoius i was rong. And theres no stroy behind boxy,soar or antidynamic, i just like em ^^. I am in envy of Zeruel , just the layout, (mumurs), and he just rites so much about his life and i, hmmm i just like it XD. Reean i still worry about, although its been more than a few weeks since i actaully talkled to her....ack...found a ner blog http://www.divinecollective.com/, i really liekd it so nur.

I wish i could rite as much as these people and make it so intersting, hmmmm, maybe i could, just the *whole* point of this journal was to keep it away from all my real friends at school. And well just have sumwhere where i cud just blog with absolutly no consequences, and we all know water happened with my livejournal, ack, not like ive actaully got anything intersting to rite about that RL (real-life....im suhca nerd sumtimes) dont know/ i wudnt want to find out. Its just that so far joe,fish,tomp,simon and i think mark all read this. They're not ahran though, whiches good i guess. He just took the piss outta my livejournal. Meh. Im not gonna set up one just for me to read. That deifies the point. Well most of the points. U kan rite in a diary but its only fun for you if ur the only person who ever reads it. And (boy getting deep now) now with people like ahran who have absolutly no emtions, no offence, nice guy, shallow like a very shallow portion of hell though, being able to have these feelings and infact be brave enough to try and put them into badly spelt words on the internet fro people to read is a pretty big thing. Simon, who wont let me link, does this very well, sara,reean,hollie do it, and Joes just started.

Sounding a lil geeky now *_*, but i just like to blog, its like...well just, Its good.

Meh. Where the hell did those views come from, i find myself sumtimes actaully composing this in my head during the day. But i never remeber it. Mark has a lil notepad that he's riting a sceipt in. I think i mite get 1 of those and just jot stuff. yeah it'd be ****really*** sad, but id have sumthing to rite about and, almost quoting counting crows, everyday wouldnt just blend into another.

Not that there is anything in the slightest rong with my days. They are all pretty great, really, ive said this before but i may be the other extreme of depression. I rarely see a bad movie, becuase i pick out all the good things and jjst enjoy it, there are better movies sure, there are better songs sure, but this is still a good song/movie/wateva. 2 quailties in people annoy me, panic and pessismism.(speeling). panic about the petty things, vocab tests, the right sheet of paper, 5 mins. Way too many people panic over things that within half an hour they will of compeletely forgtotten about. This is mainly a school thing. I hate the people who spend the last five mins b4 an exam pacing the chaing room with there key card notes in there hand reapeating formulas queitly to themselves. It may actaully be helpful, but meh, i far rather walk into the exam with a cool head and do the exam than whip myself into a frenzy and run ion with sweaty palms and a head full of jumbled numbers and crap. Last night i spent all of the five hour between 7pm and 12 doing all of my GCSE coursework. I have had about 6 weeks to do this, and i didnt, not because it was hard, i was just lazy and didnt want to. Fair enough, its my life and i could ruin it if i want to. But i just concentrated and did it all in 5 hours. During a random lesson yesterday i had people asking me 'how the hell are you gonna do it all arnt you stressed??' no i am not i am the calm center of the world where everyone crowds around. No wait. Thats fight club. I just said whats the point. I could figit with my pen and wonder how the hell i am gonna do it. Or i can enjoy anther day, come home and just do it. easy. no hassle. focus. 5 hours. Done. Easy. If i had panicked there would of been a number of heatbeat driven fone calls to otehr poeple demanding what 'the second answer was???!!!' which would of wasted more time than working it out.

Chill, everyone.

Life may be hard,fast,cruel,bitter,but never ever waste the time youve got panicing.

If i were presisdent, panicing would be band, procastinating, fine, its wasting time, but @least ur enjoying it in theory, panicing is a waste.

wow there are so many faults in that arguement

Meh.

Anyways, wen out with nat again2day was gr8, i luv just spending time with her, its so much fun and just just just just just just, meh....i dunno.

It just dawned on me. looking over my sholder to my bed, the large dark blue of the hitch hikers guide on the floor under my bedside table with, in huge birght yellow spikey letters, **DON'T PANIC**, wow.

Bt, just crashed on me and im gonna go sleep now, but 2moro remid me to blog about my dream, northwood, my flat, the concept of parents, and i mite even give her, her last mention....maybe....

_Michael spoke. 11:34 p.m.

Saturday, November 24, 2001

Its 11:40 , my sister has 3 friends over, i tried to sleep, failed, nats gone to bed and im too tired to talk to Joe or Rich properly, yaaaaaawn.

Went out with her 2day was great, slight problem when the person she was **supossedly** out with @ the time happened to bump into her parents while they were shopping,,,,,,/ natch/. It seems like it'll be ok....

still dont know wat to say,

School play on sat supposedly Sara and Hollie and peeps are going, i shud prob go w/ nat., wud be fun @least, joe reckons we kan get to the afta cast party too,,,, whiched be nice

How am i as a person??

Well im great,things are gr8, life is gr8, school is bearable, im going out with sum1 i really like, ive got friends i Njoy spending time with...*beam*, i like life

shock horror, radical new idea

I no its far fetched and a little surreal(surreal being my favriote word rite now) but im enjoyin my life,,,,,,*^stunned silence^* XP

hmmmm mebbe a lil bit too much sugar induced euphoria, lack of sleep, and well general happniess there, but im having a gud time XD

Meh. I found sum new blogs i really liked while i was just, surfing around. and nadia's blogg just seemed to die :( which was a shame i really liked it :(.

surreal,,, yawn, i **really* dont wanna no wat theyre going on about in the next room, everytime my track fades out and the next track of the jimmy eat world album starts i hear...well things that associtated with my 13 yr old sis make me cringe.....(turrns vloume up highher)

Zeruel ive actaull missed readin ur blog m8, hope u tell 's all botu san diego 2mara.
Mitch I played that game b4 it died, was a lil konfusing....but i rekon i cudda mebbe got the hang of it....well if it hadnt died the next day, hmmmmm. hope ya get ta blog sum time soon, Suz
as well, i read hers and she doesnt get ta paost much now :(. oh well, makes me look 4ward ta ur nxt 1 @least.

Wow that was **almost** a socail blog ;)

hmmmmm its now midnite, i shud sleep sum time in the near future like now

Meh.

im tired and maiking even les sense then i thought i was............

_Michael spoke. 11:40 p.m.

Thursday, November 22, 2001

I only have 15 mins before im going to force my self to do my 1500 word geogrpahy analaysis that ive had 4 whole weeks to do and am now rushing in one night

There a 4 whole things on my mind:

1. We had a rugby game and it wasnt that we lost like 32-0 (pretty good by our standards) it was just the way people fall apart and start taking it out on other people as soon as they feel under pressure.
"Oh did you see carters pass it was so shit i mean..."
go away
"You dont have to get all nastry i was just saying how...."
GRRR, and how the parents stand on the side going "Now bring up the defense, pass it out to the wing GO ON!!"
Errrr, sorry do you not see how hard it is to even run straight???? grrrrrrr

2. Nat.

3. this

4. My impending 1500 word geog project.

,went out with nat last nite had a really gr8 time, didnt do nething really just walked around uxbridge (well that and get kicked out of santas grotto,,,,, will Xplain wen i hve more time ;). It was really nice and i spend most of my skool time txting her or w8ing 4 a txt from her XD,

I came back feeling really really great,and read this, and ive read the comments on it and they say how they sypathise with her and no xactly how she feels, and i dont. I know if i make a comment on it, it will probably be insenstive. So im not, just i do care bout u,reaan, i prob dont seem to/look like i do. but ive known u 4 a long while now. I kant do anything in the slightest that wud help, esp. if i neva talk to u now. But i am still here reading ur blog and actaully caring about how u feel.

one min to nine ;_; .

_Michael spoke. 08:44 p.m.

Tuesday, November 20, 2001

wow i can actaully *SB*, beams ^^, lol yeah mitch i no the other 1 was better but it was reeans, hehehehe u kud always try to make one, i like my anna begins image XD, even though my friend joe says it too bright and shud be burnt orange insted...i really dont feel like playing with the colour scheme rite now, it works...so im happy XD

Was just on the fone to nat for like an hour, but it seemed like 5 mins XD, we *actually* had to do the
no you hang up
no **you** hang up
thing
sees various people muttering in disgust
Im happy
Deal with it

How was my day?

Un-eventful, only highlite was gettig her texts.....ok sorry (conciously forces himself not to go all soppy) i like her....'k? XP. Yeah, ahran tried to buy a DVD yesterday, and his £20 supposedly didnt have the watermark, i had great fun storming out of blockbusters shouting

*I will neva shop in this....er...shop again NEVER*

well it was funny @ the time

....you know i havnt talked to you since the party?....thats probably purposeful.....just wondering if ur 'k and everything

Hmmmmm, i got the *lit* album, very cool, very loud, very air-guitar, it rocks in the best sense of the word.

I've ran out of ramble to...er...ramble about,

_Michael spoke. 07:28 p.m.

Monday, November 19, 2001

hmmmmm, i promised myself that id do a big blog, but no quite in the mood rite now,i really need to fill up space in this new layout...hmmmm...my days have just been the same (the weekdays that is). the only real excitement is getting a text from nat and ive almost perfected the art of reading/sending texts under a desk. hmmmmmm ive actually been talking to simon(i wud link him but he didnt want me to meh @_@) a bit more, @ skool and on the net, its good, not many of the people in my lil social group @ skool have actaully had/have g/f and i prob sed this b4 XP....blahblahblah, but yeah he wants to do a double date this sat to see monsters inc. "they can talk about lipstick and the like and we can talk about insane badgers" hmmmm, i sed id think about it, it mite be fun XP. Hehehe me and nat kudnt decide wat to do so now we're gonna *take turns* lol, is being indecisive a good thing? hmmmmm...

Oh on the whole kirsteen front i think i may mebbe might be able to get her outta my life. Supposedly baby1, Xplained that i really dont wanna talk eva agin. he says it worked, whiches purty good, ive gotta put up w/ seeing her every friday but meh

Joe (i kant be bothered to link names rite now sorry) has informed me that i am having a little soiree, which i ddint really know about, i sud really talk to sara bout this. Shud be fun tho....gotta find out wen my rents r next out.....reean, left a pretty cryptic blog entry.....really not sure who/what its about, and i havnt talked to you/her like since the party....u ok?

My arms are tired

Gonna see nat on wed, i really cannot physiclly w8, schools so dull and its really just nice to be out w/ sumone. hmmmmmmmmm

Sorry i no,
depressed blogs are so much more intersting to read, and the fact that reean,joe,sara,simon are all/ have all been vaguely depressed in the past week doesnt really help. I guess happyness never ever last forever, but uve got to enjoy it wen it feels like it will....

mark the guy who rote that poem is leaving @ the end of this year, he soooo funny too,

"Ok now right down what you spend your pocket on
"Execuzez-moi, What is the word for livestock"

I almost cried.

But yeah we've actaully had sum vaguelly deep convos, there always convered by fake accents and over complicated arm gestures but they were quite deep. Hmmmm. ill actually miss him. hmmmm, u no i hvnt *really* ever lost anyone? Well i mena marks hardly close to me but he's still a friend, and i did have friends @ my old skool b4 i came to the 1 im at now, but i was hardly devasted at that. no-one close to me has died tragicly, theres been no close fridns moving away to austrailia or sumwhere. hmmmmmmmmm, just a thought that ive never *really* lost anyone.....

Geez, i think the lackmof sleep is really getting to me, im talking way to much about nothing.

yawn

_Michael spoke. 11:32 p.m.

Monday, November 19, 2001

mmmmmmm,i actaully like this layout, its warmer than the other one, and i can say imade this completely, yeah even the *funky* image on the top, which says anna begins not ama begns as my sis read it....its a counting crows song, a very good one at that, u kan kinda see the lyrics but there're kinda blurred XP,,,,,,^_^

_Michael spoke. 07:26 p.m.

Sunday, November 18, 2001

......wow a hole layout made by me...thats a first ;), ok so its not as good as the one reean helped me do....but its a start no ? sign me and tell em wat u think, cant do ne real blogging 22222222 tired X(

_Michael spoke. 11:04 p.m.