Michael
David
Anton
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17.02.86
England
London
Northwood
Counting
Crows
RL-Friends:
Reean
Sara
Hollie
Joe
Rich
Ahran
I read:
Me,me,me:
Sign me
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Cliques i don't belong to:
Saturday, November 17, 2001
Friday, November 16, 2001
Not *really* in the mood to blog.
meh
Im pretty great though, i just dont feel like riting it XP....wierd no ?
Some people seem to be depressed rite now....which....probably not rite word........a shame, kuz im just happy with the way everything this is rite now, sure i could do w/o some things : baby1 tried to guilt trip me over kirsteen after army
"Shes really upset that you blanking her, she likes you (Me: LIKED), and wants to be friends, and wateva it was u were trying to accomplish by blanking her has worked"
errrrrrrrr,,,,,,,,,, "Wait a mintie didnt she dump me?.........grrrrrrr.....its mean and cold and for a person i once loved its a bit harsh but GET AWAY FROM MY LIFE!!!!! I like me now. I like everything about now execpt you wanting to be part of it, wen it was you who hurt me
now that was bitchy but i just wish she'd relise that i dont liker her @ all, and dont wannabe be friends and just wanna leave it at that.
(feels slightly better)
Was out till 11pm w/ nat last nite was gr8, my rents gave me some odd looks but meh, shud be seeing her again 2moro XD.
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
I didnt think i was even gonna rite that much, there some more stuff going along in the background of my life, but ill blog sun. nite prob bout it
Two search referals - "not overly concerned" "I am not worried"
"ur dumped "
hm
Wednesday, November 14, 2001
A sign of the present time -
a black haired bulbous boy
of masked esteem.
He lives as They once did
Scatter lies.
If time were to rest,
the black haired bulbous boy
might rest.
If only to relieve
the inconsolable Woe
Of that friction
He slips away sometimes,
With little consequence,
Induced masterpiece,
drying now the lost, surface water
that once formed in reassurance
on those stone walled streets.
Nice Bloke though.
Mark Holmshaw
Tuesday, November 13, 2001
1. - realised people mite think the last post was a depressed one (joe) it isnt so nur :p
2. - kirsteen txted me with 'are you ignoring me..blahblah...hows it going with nat?' sorry but *bangs head on wall* she thinks im going to reply to the question 'are you ignoring me' ?
3. - i sliced my thumb in the bath, stoopid shrap water
4. - decided im gonna put marks poem he rote about me, 'ode to michael' even tho it is vaguely insulting and does say i take drugs.....its *very good*.
Tuesday, November 13, 2001
I'm hardly experienced, i mean ..kirsteen.. before and now nat thats only two girls, but its more than all my friends in my social groups at school. It feels like theres no1 whose got a girl-friend that isnt into garage or spends there weekends 'getting high'. Been talking to simon about things like wheres there is to go round here, but he's still a druggie, a nice druggie, but still a druggie. Its not a bad thing (having no1 really in the same postion as me who isnt a druggie). I mean i'm the happiest ive been for a long long time. But wen you've got no1 else who knows wat it feels like.........
Am i now fearing the oppsite? That i'm growing up and leaving some people behind?
There are a few other things that arent as import but have been on my mind :
1. --- Why do people find the idea of two people together and actaully happy sickening.....cough-cough ;)
2. --- Why do they feel the need to find sumthing insulting about my happyness (--tomp--)
Monday, November 12, 2001
"Mikey and Natalie went out yesterday. Then afterwards they were wondering how to kill time before going home to the neglected piles of schoolwork, so they decided to pay me an impromptu visit. They are so sweet together! They were holding hands and just looked like such a happy little couple. (I informed Reean of this and her only word was "sickening"). Natalie phoned me half an hour after they left my house and said "Hi Sara, I know you wanted to talk to me but I only just got in." No prizes for guessing what kept her so long."
Saying im happy with my life now would be an understatement....^_^
*sigh*
Saturday, November 10, 2001
How have I been? Pretty darn good actually, going to see a movie with nat 2moro (que 'oooo000ooohhh') which shud be pretty good. Got loads of cousrework *still* to do but it can wait. Been listening to lots of music, and going back to relgion, my hole family is into it. I mean we dont go to church, but we by the new albums (well not buy....my dads mate is producer of a chart show so we get all them free XDXDXD) **religuisly**. hmmmmmm, i shud really do a deep post about relgion at somepoint, id prpbably have a bit to say about it.
Hm. I'm just rambling now i think, so ill blog l8r.
Wednesday, November 7, 2001
Wednesday, November 7, 2001
But can't I dream?
Half buried in a world
Where I love everyone
And everyone loves me
It's not normal but its mine
And I'll leave in my own time
The one thing you can't steal
Hm, dont know quite how i've felt today, dunno, its not bad, but just felt like a change and schools been dull,hmmm bordem? not too sure, i felt pretty better bout midday nat txted me with 'txt bak soon' @ the end tho she hasnt replied.
I guess im not feeling too perky rit now kuz ive dun an hours worth of geog, got an hours worth of maths, and a hours worth of english to do. The maths technicly could w8 but i **have** to do these 2 english essays.
Looking around reeans new site i found this Clique i really liked i mean : LIKE SUICIDE
Heard it from another room
Eyes were waking up just to fall asleep
Love's like suicide
Dazed out in a garden bed
With a broken neck lays my broken gift
Just like suicide
And my last ditch
Was my last brick
Lent to finish her
Finish her
Bit down on the bullet now
I had a taste so sour
I had to think of something sweet
Love's like suicide
Safe outside my gilded cage
With an ounce of pain
I wield a ton of rage
Just like suicide
With eyes of blood
And bitter blue
How I feel for you
I feel for you
She lived like a murder
How she'd fly so sweetly
She lived like a murder
But she dies
Just like suicide
Chris Cornell
is that not fantastic ???
The only problem is to join you must have "Correct grammar and spelling {make sure you are not doing any worse than me,I'll be more gentle on this one for the sake of the non-native english speaking population of the web} , so i guess thats me out, damn my speeling and fast typing, i may just link it anyway, who cares if im not a member im allowed to apriciate it anyways...XP can i put it on ym side bar as a "Clique i dont belong to" or is that bad manners....anyone ?
Hmmmmm, any wierd emotion : i think it might be change, yes yes yes change is not an emotion, but im feeling it right now. Ack, just the only problem is kirsteen still has my number/ goes to my schools "sister school / likes to text me / probably wants to talk / will be there EVERY friday for the rest of the year / wants to borrow stuff off me / still wants to be in my life i dont mind it, but geez, (Note to self move kirsteen to the bottom on the people in my sotry sidebar).
HM, oh and must change reeans link too.
30% of all my hits, all 400 odd ish have come from the usa! which means people actually read this, if ya do sign the g-book, yeah im shallow but it makes me feel loved ^^.
Tuesday, November 6, 2001
The various story lines
1. I've got loadsa coursework to do i never got wen i missed the last two days of half-term, but todays ok, tomoro'll b busier, and thurs nite gonna be frantic.
2. My honey bunny darling dearie, kirsteen decided to text me again, gr, and i kant help but text back, its like a habit....tomp :"Shes very chatty isnt she", ack, she asked 4 me to lend her a album (sum41) sometime this week/weekend, i hope that means army kuz im not going outta my way to see her, Hm. I think ill just try to stop texting.
3. My sister asked 'mikeeey, have you got a new g/f yet??????'
'ive got a number'
'OOo0ooH you called her'
'No'
'Did she gove you the number?'
'Yeah'
'Then call her!!'
'Er,'
Sara you talked to her yet? I'll text her 2nite sum time maybe.
4. people are reading this and thats really made me feel...er...good, lol yeah zeruel i may be a kid but ur blog does rock. XP
5. Reean hasnt sed nething to me, but if she doesnt want to she doesnt have to.
6. The new nokiagame is overly compliacted and i already dont like it, ill do this stage but if it gets worse ill quit.
7. My rugby conversation got me thinking a bit and ill do another deep blog sum time l8r.
8. I was sure there were more but hey.
I betta have a bath soon,
Monday, November 5, 2001
1.Both reean and zeruel have mentioned my er... wats the word net-ttiqe? on links so im now linking with people names XP, sum1 kudda mentioned that b4 tho, XP
2. Sara (note link) was just telling me that i wasnt the other 1 @ the party, which is nice, she is annoyed @ me for not linking and using her html, which i kan understand, but im sure there are far worse things people kud do,hmmmmm,but i am sorry bout that.
3. Sara also gave me nat. mob. number and said she'd talk to her. She also sed the freaky mental images of two of her best friends going out were a bit disturbing, tho i havnt even kalled her, she says she likes to look ahead, hm.
4. I've found a few more blogs like revebtek who actaully aimed me and sed he liked the lay out ^_^ *beam* and a few others i kant find rite now, but ill find em and put them on my sidebar.
5. At school first lesson i had to phyiscly remove a chair from myself as it was attached with melted sticxky cola bar, i spent the rest of the day picking it off. Rugby was surprisingly deep, me and mark(holmshaw) had an entire debate on if peace exists and whetever anyone is really truely happy, and the answer was no, an intersting idea was if you do get a dead end job working @ mac. for the rest of your life, is a life of having enough too keep you r head above the water worth wat you have to sacrifice? All the luxeryies like expensive meals and going out, and stuff you have with the extra money, are they worth the extra stress you have of working a high-risk high-pay job, or can you be happy living on minium wage but without all of the stresses of a tough job. Would you be happpy as a person though knowing you could do better? Im sure i would feel unhappy working a dead-end job with no oppurtunities, the stress free life wudnt matter that much, everyone who goes to school is brought up on stress.............im supposed to try to find an example of peice fro him , its amazing wat a little bit of thought, a good friend and the freezing cold in shorts does to your head.
Monday, November 5, 2001
*THE* Zereul social blogged me
^__^
Lol i like the idea do a drunk posting alliance, and sorry bout not linkiong ur name, im just typing this traight in to the lil pitas box and typing A href ="http://sephiroticum.net/pb/pb.html"Target = Blank" Zereul /A takes a while, im a shallow lazy guy and im kinda new to..er...the hole blog-ettique thingie.So shout @ me if im doing nething rong? but here ya go mate
But my life?
I'll tell you wats happening afta i talked to sara
Sunday, November 4, 2001
Sunday, November 4, 2001
Thats not me is it ? I mean i wasnt too happy at being interigated after the party, but i didnt insult you...did i?
Er...maybe im just being parinoid....but then
"and Tris, Charley, Hols and Natalie were (as well as Sar) the best people there. So I thank them
These are what I was given yesterday. They rock."Reean
not that im a very nice person and all, but it was me how gave the kickass socks...... and not really a thank-you/vague mention.....
Ack to add to my parinioa natalie put her number on my fone,and ...er...seemed to like me....and i guess i liked her, so i shud call?
reean mail me to @least shout @ me / tell me that i am parnoid............
Sunday, November 4, 2001
Saturday, November 3, 2001
Go into gym, treadmill, listen to one new radicals song (maybe you've been brainwashed too, my fave one) and then my mp3 runs out of batterys, the music that theor pumping out of the speakers seemed to be the entire hansom album, annoying blonde talentless guy with long gurly hair going mmmmmmmmmm-bop bop bop bop bop, it wasnt too...er....fun.
Still im knackered now and got a few hours to sleep b4 going to reeans, and i know she'll have i go @ me if i do but if i get a bit *ahem* faded ill do sum drunk blogging, yeah i no, its zeruels idea and im just er.....borrowing it, sue me
;)
Friday, November 2, 2001
I watched band of brothers for the first time and it was the most depressing and the most brillaint tv program i have seen for a while.
Then i come on the net and kirsteens there and i have some of the most fun of my life being a bitch to her. Its sooo fun, she still sorta cares about me and likes me in a good friends sorta way, and im just a complete bitch bak! hehehehe, geez, its odd though hers the girls whose feeling ment the world to me, and now im having fun pissing her off a bit. She seems to think that we'll be best buds and some day look bak on this and laugh. the only reason your numbers still fo my foen is so i know its u wen u text me.
And i have no idea who im talking too. She still gives out my mob number insteada hers, i cant rember hers, she says well look bak on this in 2 years and laugh, someone shoot me if im still good friends with her in two years. sweetie darling honey dear, ******U***** dumped me, surely ****I**** shud be the one going on bout the past and wanting to be friends.
GRRRR
tomp sed is hud of neva gon out with her and hes rite, i wudda save myself a whole lotta troble.
ACk
i betta have a good time @ reeans i sure need it.
Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, way to many mood swings in that post
Friday, November 2, 2001
I realised i havnt actaully blogged 4 a while, i put up the convo of me and kirsteen and the story about reean which i thought was so so so so so funny!.....though she didnt quite agree. I even found myself last nite promising to come early to the party to help her set up and to let her paint my nails.......sometimes i think i shud just stop talking and think about what the hell im saying, but hay nail varish *does come off.......rite?
It betta, i put all my info on the side, reean kindly helped me out again with the code for the appearing/disappering layers, but ill use them for sumthing else, the text on the side makes the website a bit more....er.....lively, ne?
Hmmmmm, nothing new on the K front apart from our convo a few days bak, which i really did enjoy every second of, i mean
You dont care wat i say!!
No i really do!!!
No you dont!!
Damn you got me there
rolf...
Wow nadia *actually* linked me on her blog ^^
Im readin another blog too by this guy called mitch, i like it XP, gotta find the link tho.
Added sabina whose blog i liked too
Thursday, November 1, 2001
I probably work in computers, or a history deptartment at a college. I never really fit in with the "normal" crowd. But I have friends, and this is a good thing.
Take the GEEK Test at Fuali.com!
I Love these! the even go with my site colours!!And reean, i found this soooooooooooo funny:
Once upon a time, there was a green, sadistic girl named Reean. Everyone loved Reean, but that didn't matter. You see she was naughty and in love with Ahran, who happens to hate naughty girls. Reean tried very hard not to be naughty. She even tried Morris dancing. But that didn't work.
Then one day while licking through a very knowing Zoo, she came upon a soft zeebra. This soft zeebra spoke to Reean and said, "If you can answer my riddle I will grant you a wish."
Well Reean went. And she Meanly said, "What is your riddle, unbeliavble zeebra?"
The zeebra replied, "If a walrus has a Ball, how many eyes does it eat?"
Reean thought about the riddle and answered, "15!"
The zeebra began Lieing, than it saw, and turned into a journalist. The journalist licked and said, "You are correct! You turned this old zeebra into back into a handsome journalist. What is your wish?"
Reean was so happy! She knew exactly what she wanted, "I don't want to be naughty any more! That way Ahran will fall in love with me."
The journalist then ate his soft shaft and Reean was no longer naughty! She left the Zoo to find Ahran. When she did, she found him touching Kirsteen, the huge girl from London. And Ahran and Kirsteen lived frustratingly ever after. Reean, on the other hand, died a angry spinster.
Wednesday, October 31, 2001
i dunno i try neva to talk about u
Kirsteen
thanx...y?
Kirsteen
u still angry wiv me?
Kirsteen
dont answer that
mike
:P
mike
no im not
Kirsteen
soooo......y?
Kirsteen
i talk bout u alot.
Kirsteen
:P mike
awwwwwwwww
mike
:P
Kirsteen
look u...
Kirsteen
shut it
Kirsteen
mike
:X
mike
ouch, that really hurt
mike
:P
Kirsteen
nuh cos u dont care wot i say to u
Kirsteen
so it seems
Kirsteen
and i really g2g
Kirsteen
so
Kirsteen
nitenite
Kirsteen
and sweet dreams
mike
aww i do care!
Kirsteen
xxxx
Kirsteen
no u dont
mike
nite
mike
....damn u got me there
mike
:P
mike
nitenite
Kirsteen
ur so horrible!
Wednesday, October 31, 2001
Got a few new things on like this cross hair, i like it XP. But the hidden layer bit on the 'How it feels like' links me to http://www.diaryland.com/.....VERY VERY odd, kuz i kan see no reason y its going there, the word http://www.diaryland.com/ isnt even in any of my code.....RRREEEEEEEAAAANNNN!!!!!!! XP
Wednesday, October 31, 2001
I have the sad duty to inform you that your acquaintance Joseph McNulty has been shot at dawn by firing squad.
It is a harrowing time for anyone to go through, the death of a close friend, however if you bear with me I shall try and take you through some of the details.
At 3 in the morning on the Wednesday the 31st of October, Mr. McNulty was found listening to a Linkin Park song. As you know the law, you will be aware that it is not illegal to actually listen to a Linkin Park song. The only prerequisite of this law is that the said listening to a Linkin Park song should be accompanied by constant swearing at how poor their music is and shouts of, "Why the hell did I download this crap?!". Unfortunately dear sir it seemed Mr. McNulty was not making said exclamations. On further examination by our resident experts in this field (the recognition of Linkin Park enjoyment) he did actually seem to be enjoying the song and had even appeared to have picked up some of the lyrics and was singing them softly to himself.
This is an offence of the most extreme nature and by commiting such an offence Mr. McNulty had the right to a lawyer, the right to a trial, the right to a fair trial, the right to trial by jury, the right to freedom of speech and the right to use adequate toilet facilities taken away from him. Therefore, it was totally in our power to execute him there and then in the middle of the hallway at the police station.
As I say this is a very harrowing time for you but I assure you we had an awful lot of fun shooting someone who was perverse enough, who was sick enough and who was enough of a moron to like a Linkin Park song.
So in conclusion, Mr. McNulty has been terminated with immediate haste and it is my sad duty to inform you of this.
If I can be of any assistance, please do not hesitate to let me know.
Yours sincerely,
Mark Hatthaway
Chief of Staff
Her Majesty's Department for the Defamation and Execution of Listeners to Linkin Park.
I must say I was physicaly sick on recieving your email. Although I too share the pain of your loss. Three days ago my sister was killed by lethal injection on purchasing the 'Linkin Park' Album. Although her loss was greatly mourned one less 'wannabe townie goth' is no stalker the streets of harrow. But is such a price worth it?
I beleive it is now time to abolish our extremist views on linkin park listeners and instead focus our actions on the source of the problem: 'Talentless people'.
Possible ideas:
1) Introduce a talent test and elimanate all that fail.
2) Bomb all pop label record companies
3) Abolish the C.d. and only play vinylls
4) Gas 'Top of the pops' Hopefully elimating atleast 6 of the so called 'top 20'
Or of course we could just have linkin park assinated ? What about finding some 'clean' on the (the opposite of 'dirt' in which we pick up/make up a story about how they enjoy Harry potter books, or another career ruining stroy) and blackmail them to make 'non catchy pop trash' as opposed to 'catchy pop trash'. This would also stop tragic cases like that of Mcnulty.
Any further thoughts?
Leader of the antidynamic party
Michael Anton
Tuesday, October 30, 2001
What did *I* do today?
weeeeeeeeeell, went to ahran house, pretty cool having him just 3 mins away, went to movies (just an excuse for him to buy gta 3) he bought gta 3 (well tom bought it for him he looks more 18-ish) saw jeepers creepers which they all h8ed but i kinda like ;). went back to ahran, kicked his ass @ madden 105-87 XD, then played gta3 which must be the best game i have ever played.i wanna ps2!!!!!!!!
Yeah,
Been getting a few cool hits on my here, L.a. a few times and canada XD. I wanna go to l.a. in my gap year, thought would be so amazing, i mean ive been there 3 or 4 times now and its so brilliant, just the beach and the city and and and its doesnt rain and isnt cold like here.
I do like london though, if i lived newhere in england i'd live here XD.
Kirsteen related bitching
acccccctually theres not much bout her XD. Was thinking bout how nice it was having sum1 to always talk to who u always felt was there, and i guess im not gonna get that feeling again for a while. Im missing the concept of her more than her. Make sense ?
aaaaaanyways, two things :
one Should i bring bak fish ?
two Should i get a guest book?
If and one else is reading this......hmmmmm.....the emails, boxy344@hotmail.com
over 'n' out
Monday, October 29, 2001
Ahran got madden 2001, this american football game,and its really good, so im now a american football fan...er...yeah touchdown.It was cool.
Yawn......er.....and thats the highlight of my day, geez hopefully l8r ill try to do a vaguely deep blog XP.
fish?
Monday, October 29, 2001
Bring back fish?
Saturday, October 27, 2001
Just talker to her on the net, and i realised im actaully quite nice to her!!!Yeah i no, im not as.....er......nice as i was but im still talking to her.She asked if i'd blocked her, and i relaised i hadnt even thought she says 'She wouldnt put it past me' lol thats good rite?
I was talking to sara and she was telling me how shallow her bimbo frech Xchange was.
'Yeah she only likes shopping and boys'
me and k
'I wanna go snowboarding sooooo much'
Yeah me to the guys r sooo fit
...................................
'What u been up to then?'
Shopping
'Jesus christ you are soooooooooooooo shallow i cant belive i loved you'
ok the last thing didnt happen. but hey im going shopping tomorow (intentionaly joke)
Saturday, October 27, 2001
You said it once before, you don't do those things you used to anymore.
You say in doubt, were fading out, forgetting who we used to be.
Cause I will bring you down,
I don't want to miss, I don't think you can handle this.
You've lost what you can't find; it's never what you had in mind.
You take it with a smile; it's so easy when you're always in denial
Just in time but out of line I can't make all the same mistakes you want me to.
Cause I will bring you down,
I don't want to miss, I don't think you can handle this.
You've lost what you can't find; it's never what you had in mind.
Your giving up you know it's not what you need.
And it's true what you're going through.
Try so hard not listen to everything I never say.
Cause I will bring you down,
I don't want to miss, I don't think you can handle this.
You've lost what you can't find; it's never what you had in mind.
I'm getting over getting used to,
And after all that I put you through now I see I'm not the only one.
I never thought It'd ever come to,
This in fact was never what you wanted from me or how you meant it to be.
What i forgot to say yesterday
I was/am ill and was off skool for the first time eva on thurs and fri last last week.
Kirsteen comes bak on sunday and i sed i'd call her (bangs head on wall)
I wanted to go shopping this weekend to by sum goth clothes and a present for *SOMEONES b-day but she's now suddenly busy.......gr........grrrrrr....
I got loadsa new albums : Sum41,lamb,eels,starsaloir,and loadsa other indie stuff i luv. XD
Oh yeah reean actaully put me in her SB, i feel so priveldged...she even put me at the top ^^. 'tho she did say my speeling was bad.....er.......
Friday, October 26, 2001
Its like a desease, u dont rite in this one day and u dont the next and suddenly its a week l8r and u finnally realise you've got to rite down a whole weeks worth of emotions. Just been over reading reean. And she remeinded me.
Kirsteen related
Thought i'd do this bit first
I'd been ignoring her 4 a while (had seen her @ school a bit a vaguely talked about nothing, but i didnt want to get into any actaul conversation). And last...er...thursday (When i was horribly ill, more on that l8r) she tetxed me, 'how are you sorta thing' and neways i txt bak and we have a little meaningless conversation over thurs and friday (more on texting l8r XP). Then wen richard is over my house (she decided to dump me while i was at his house, morale of story? richard is bad luck XP) she sends me a 10k 4page email.
number of points brought up in 4 pages??
Answer: none.
So i send her one back and suddenly we're in a arguement bout the whole thing and my site (she doesnt no about this one ;-) and our friends *cou-Reean-g-joe-h* XP and blah blah blah. and we just sorted it out today and the outcome was basicly:
Thanks for the 4 months...er....talk to you later
I guess thats good.
The rest of my life
Not really that much going on, saw AP2 (sooo funny i luved it) went to this nifty ski show 2day, was cool loadsa stands giving away free stuff to make u come over and look @ there stuff. and I WANNA GO SNOWBOARDING, i know i'd probably kill myslef, but wat a way to go.
note to self-go sky diving Ive always wanted to do that!. Yawn. Hmmmmmm, hopefully going shopping w/ reean 'n' hollie this w-end. gotta get sum goth stff to wear and sumthing for reean (ack god nos wat thats gonna be!) XP. hmmmmm pointless text conversations:it was simon who started m,e thinking about them, u evea dun it where u've talked to sum1 for days thru texts, and only rerally had one conversation because they take so long to rite and cant say that much........just a thought, cuz its wat me an k did all the time.
Blah blah blah blah 'I know this isn't the time to get philosophical... but I don't believe in true love. At least, not as it's portrayed in our society through books and films, etc. It must be almost impossible to find your 'perfect' partner, which is indicated by the ridiculously high rates of divorce in these times. At least the Romans could use childlessness as an excuse.' stolen directly from rean but i like it.
Wednesday, October 10, 2001
Monday, October 8, 2001
Sunday, October 7, 2001
Thursday, October 4, 2001
Ackackack Ur social cicles gotta have a fall guy rite? U take the mick outta them inna nice way they dont mind much, but he's still the fall guy for a reason rite? I mean theres a reason y...
Lol K asked our fall guy out last nite.
And no i dont *like* her nemore, she eva
I've herd her called a slut more than a few times 'Lol dont worry she'll ask u out once shes dun every1 @ mts'
LOL
ack, i need to get out sum more-mebbe meet sum other peeps
the letters? burn them?
Its hard not to think about her, thats definatly not a good thing. theres no news @ skool EVA...
U have no idea how much this is to people...you got dumped for GARVEY AND TOM HANNAH!!!
'Oh really?Geez sum shud tell mike that...oh....wait....'
Parisite
Lol ahran got dumped to, well not really, he didnt *really* like her so he was hardly ;_;...
hehehehe
Ick ack yuk bleh
Do i care?
Yeah i do, i *loved* her 4 the best parta three months, had a good bitch bout gals w/ richie in eng today, he got the 'You never take me out'
lol i kant even member wat reason she made up
Am i over her?
Yeah i dont think of her in *that* way nemore, and up till 'You hear K asked baby1(yeah thass wat we kall im) out last note' i wudda kalled her every so often n talked an mebbe even seen her a w-end or two....
Lol i think id really...er......I dont wanna talk to her nemore. I wud delte her no. off my fone, but i cant.
Ack
Bitchbitchbtichbitch
Guys bitch a hoooooooooooooole lot more than u think, (take the above para. 4 Xample)
Ick
Tom hannah ? She says 'she has feelings for him' 3rd bf in bout 3 weeks............is she goign out w/ him properly...hed have to say yes.......
Ew
Army field day 2moro so im gonna be vaguely close to her...gud thing ill b in camoflague, lol toms in her section.....horrible mental images,
'Toms betta than garvey rite?'
'Hmmmmmmmmmmm...........'
'Ack'
This is the thing that got me...for the last few days toms bin going on bout this laura gal and how much he likes her and how hes gonna ask her out on fri (well dun 4 him)
last time i talked to K she sed how sweet it was 4 tom and how cute theyde be...
'What the hell is she smoking?'
....I voided tom 2day but in a brief convo he sed she ddint want him to go otu with laura *memememememememememe*
Thats pretty outta order ?
Blahblahblah
*reean i hope ur happy w/ all this*
Not that these bare much relavance but such a brill song:
ack
ill rant l8r
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My friend assures me "it's all or nothing"
I am not worried- I am not overly concerned
My friend implores me " for one time only,
make an exception." I am not not worried
Wrap her up in a package of lies
Send her off to a coconut island
I am not worried - I am not overly concerned
with the status of my emotions
"oh", She says, "were changing."
But were always changing
It does not bother me to say this isn't love
Because if you don't want to talk about it then it isn't love
and I guess I'm going to have to live that
but, I'm sure there's something in a shade of gray
or something in between
and I can always change my name if that's what you mean
My friend assures me "it's all or nothing`
But I am not really worried
I am not overly concerned
You try to tell your self the things you try tell your self to make
yourself forget
to make your self forget
I am not worried
"If it's love" she said, "then were gonna have to think about the
consequences"
She can't stop shaking and I can t stop touching her and.....
This time when kindness falls like rain
It washes her away and Anna begins to change her mind
"these seconds when I'm shaking leave me shuddering
for days" she says.
And I'm not ready for this sort of thing
But I'm not gonna break
And I'm not going to worry about it anymore
I'm not gonna bend. And I'm not gonna break and
I'm not gonna worry about it anymore
It seems like I should say "as long as this is love..."
But it's not all that easy so maybe I should just
snap her up in a butterfly net-
Pin her down on a photograph album
I am not worried
I've done this sort of thing before
But then I start to think about the consequences
Because I don't get no sleep in a quiet room and...
The time when kindness falls like rain
It washes me away and Anna begins change my mind
And every time she sneezes I believe it's love
and oh lord.... I'm not ready for this sort of thing
She s talking in her sleep-it s keeping me awake
And Anna begins to toss and turn
And every word is nonsense but I understand it and
oh lord. I m not ready for this sort of thing
Her kindness bangs a gong
It's moving me along and Anna begins to fade away
It s chasing me away. She dissappears, and oh lord I'm not ready for this sort of thing
Saturday, September 29, 2001
Wednesday, September 26, 2001
