Friday, June 2, 2006 10:21 p.m.

recently, i've been productivity personified;
resuming tuition classes, replacing my ez-link card (yes i know, finally), getting my film rolls developed, tracking down crazy/beautiful (and buying it, whoop!), making some headway with the scrapbook, finishing up
sophie's world, reintroducing myself to john sloman, attending make-up lectures, handing in overdue homework, completing the 2 neil gaiman graphic novels mitchel gave me (they are awesome by the way - sent chills down my spine at 4 in the morning), watching movies, catching up with friends...
among other things.
the weekend is here and there is a whole new list of things to do!

siping, genius behind works such as these, reminds me of very fond memories in art class;
like when louie and the both of us once planned to hide in the art room and get locked in during our exam period so that we could stayover secretly and complete our projects;
how we'd planned on eluding mr foo, peeing into plastic bags and surviving on packet food;
how we bunked at louie's place in the end and where i stayed up for close to 48 hours (then later slept through part of my art paper 3 exam and almost didn't complete it).

haha, the crazy st nicks days.
deadlines and i still don't go very well i'm afraid.

Thursday, June 1, 2006 10:33 p.m.

over roti prata breakfast (courtesy of ms giam) today.

mg: karina, actually you look more beefed up now.
me: huh really? yeah lah, i put on weight.
mg: no as in, you don't look as delicate as before.

hahahahaha, i've missed her.

Wednesday, May 31, 2006 11:38 p.m.

"What is the feeling when you're driving away from people, and they recede on the plain till you see their specks dispersing? It's the too huge world vaulting us, and it's good-bye. But we lean forward to the next crazy venture beneath the skies."
- Jack Kerouac

Tuesday, May 30, 2006 04:15 p.m.

my growling tummy is preventing me from sleeping, and if last night's steamboat was any indication of one's culinary skills going into the negative value (guess who had wall-thumping diarrhoea at 6am in the hotel bathroom), i had better banish any notion of cooking my own noodles.

the hockey people met up for the unglam business of steamboat-ing down at marina bay and close to imploded our cameras with the number of photos taken.
also, jien and i realised that the guys cook better than us (although they are no more brave than we are when confronted with jumping prawns - consolation!).
9 of us sardined ourselves into jess' car all the way back to our hotel suite at meritus mandarin and had crazy-fun all night;
talking, mostly, just 12 girls, no-holds-barred, picking apart any topic (and person) that came to mind.
hotcakes at 4am never tasted so good and we messed the place up quite a bit (think random wet carpet splotches, oil stains and maple syrup on the sheets).
i think i'll miss all this, not least because the cruel 'a' levels is going to suck me dry of time to just hang out.

there's a mos party tonight, grace's departure tomorrow, charlotte's birthday party on wednesday evening, tuition on thursday morning - and i am too lazy to budge for anything at all.
sarah fungus is coming back over the weekend though so yay!

lychees are my favourite fruits (second only to mango) and my aunt just brought a whole bunch of them back from taiwan - woohoo!
i have a whole arsenal of lychee recipes prepared (presuming nothing can go wrong with ice, syrup and a blender).

Sunday, May 28, 2006 11:48 p.m.

going out with the family means free meals free haircut free grocery shopping free transport, and today was just that!
town was packed with people of all shapes and sizes, for a moment i just sat there people-watching.

anyway, i'm quite curious about who reads this blog because my statcounter records an average of 150 unique visitors a day but i can only think of roughly 50 names.
hmmm.

i've been reading a lot recently, whether on the bus or in a cab, in bed or on the toilet bowl, and i find that reading is really only a slight notch higher than being a couch potato because the intrinsic characteristics of
a) reposing and b) enjoyment of recreation are present in both cases;
albeit reading does make you think slightly harder, i suppose, and reflect more.

i made friends with a new shopkeeper at mandarin hotel arcade today and she's freakin' lovable!
she got me all motivated to set up my very own shop next time (which is one of my lifetime goals) so remember our pact, girls.
co-ownership of a lifestyle shop once we start earning money. :)

oh shucks you know what, all the coldplay tickets are sold out save for the free standing ones.
there goes our concert date, tanessa.
serves me right for procrastinating.

Friday, May 26, 2006 11:52 p.m.

edit: just uploaded a whole bunch of hockey photos from wednesday's farewell here.

found this link - it's especially for graceee!


today was as sweet an end to the school term as i could hope for;

prize presentation during which i was trying my hardest not to laugh in front of the assembly;
smashing-fun with badminton (and looking quite silly while we were at it);
impromptu lunch with michelle, tricia and tanessa in good ol' crowded orchard;
catching up on gossip and the going-ons of term 2, now suitably put away as 'history';
shopping at stamford house and chitchatting with the familiar salespeople;
dinner and sweet dessert with jo, mal and cheryl;
watching the canterbury tales (i love!) with my dearest classmates;
being pulled up stage for an embarrassing moment and having my name woven into a little rhyme;
coming home to my favourite kahlua-drenched dessert from tiramisutra (die-die-must-try);
but most delightfully, all the meeting and bumping into old friends and acquaintances throughout the day.

i think i could remain like this, in transition, where obligations are lifted, expectations are present but without haste, a sort of temporary emancipation before the clock starts ticking in tune with our 'a' levels.
i'll relish this time and make the best out of it. :)


ciao bella.

Thursday, May 25, 2006 11:21 p.m.

wishes do come true;
i was craving for chocolate so badly when voila, valen's package from the states arrived yielding two bars of chocolate. :D
so riding on my momentary endorphin-high, i will attempt to articulate my thoughts now that hockey 'a' div 2006 is over.

actually, i don't know where to begin.
i think it's sometimes better to have memories slowly age in your mind rather than explicitly writing them out.
i remember vas the mental skills trainer who once got so exasperated with us that he said we didn't deserve our trip to kl and that the girls team wouldn't go far (i don't think i'd ever felt that strong an urge to punch someone).
i'll remember us dozing off during those mental sessions.
i'll remember the dry-is-clean versus clean-clean-clean.
i'll remember everybody's quirks as vividly as i remember their individual sticks and turf shoes.
i'll remember the first impressions and final goodbyes, outings and many other random moments, but ultimately i'll remember the 19 girls and how i grew to love them.
and decades on when i look through my sajc yearbook and find that jael and i are missing from our class photo, i'll remember skipping school the day after our final hockey shebang.





in addition to the archives (and archives) of photos we've taken over the past half a year are close to a million more from yesterday, but those are for another time because for now i'm going to end off with the cliche of all cliched cliches:

don't cry because it's over.
smile because it happened.

Tuesday, May 23, 2006 10:57 p.m.

apparently, island creamery has a new nutella flavoured icecream, like hello that has my name written all over it.
i think i will take charmaine there with me because she is the most adventurous eater i know (and she will buy all the weird flavours i wouldn't normally order / am too diffident to ask to try) then pig out like we used to.

i want to watch x-men 3 and l'enfant and the da vinci code (at least i've found people to watch these movies with!) and also to attend the coldplay concert and cabaret musical.
of course, i must also exercise the use of some minty cash in the gss (and visit all my favourite shopkeepers in the process) while checking out the great many concept-restaurants that have newly opened with their avant-garde menus (i love not knowing what to expect at the dinner table).
i never thought i'd say this but i sorta miss clubbing since i haven't danced in ages.
i'm going to complete the novels that are halfway-done and begin on new ones so that i may replenish my book supply without a nagging conscience.
i have to make those promised phonecalls and catch-up sessions happen because they are my livelihood.
but most importantly, i need to spend time with my dearest girlfriends because i miss them so.

yes, i've been subconsciously drawing up a list of things to do once hockey ends and i intend to complete them checklist-style.
i've got to like, unleash the inner demons or something.

forgive the frivolous, cluttered post;
my anticipation knows no bounds.

Monday, May 22, 2006 11:55 p.m.

thanks for sending me these video links!
for those of us who missed the rugby finals...

01. the rj guy who jacked.


02. the saints haka.


i'm going to scream my lungs out for the hockey boys tomorrow. :D
in the meantime, because weiyan tagged:

List 5 Pointless (or not) Confessions
01. I wished on the same birthday wish 5 times over and it came true.
02. I use jealousy as an indicator of whether I really like someone (does this make sense to you).
03. Up to this point, I still wonder if the past 7 months were worth it. I believe my carthasis will come on Wednesday.
04. School becomes that much more thrilling when I see her around. :)
05. Of the 7 Deadly Sins, I'd most probably be Sloth.

Sunday, May 21, 2006 10:46 p.m.


this is sarah (and me) looking quite silly. :D

oh june, won't you just roll on by for me, please?

Saturday, May 20, 2006 11:08 p.m.

tackled, swivelled to make a pass, let the ball go, and then i heard a 'pop'.
fuck.

i'm conference-calling with the girls in a minute.

Friday, May 19, 2006 10:05 p.m.

useless, ornamental, dispensable.

Wednesday, May 17, 2006 09:36 p.m.

out of the blue, i saw our supporters jumping and screaming from the sidelines of the hockey pitch - then i knew our ruggers had won.
sajc's rugby champs, baby!

but more importantly, we're into the hockey finals.





life as it was.
life as it will be.
life as i want it to be.

Tuesday, May 16, 2006 11:55 p.m.

honey, it's been a long time coming.
okay brace yourself, one long stream of consciousness (sans punctuation) coming right up.

both our guys and girls teams are in the semi-finals omg i don't care about anything else anymore because this whole experience is something that i'll never let go of and you know what i'll save the reminiscence for when the season is finally over because it's only just started to heat up




we were excused from morning lessons today and had hockey training down at delta the sun was crazy-hot but what's new after that most of the j2 girls went out for lunch and talked about everything hockey i've just read a few of the blogs they mentioned and some girls are pretty spiteful it's so sad to see things come down to this anyway i caught mission impossible 3 with huiqi and timothy and slept right through the stunt sequences action-packed movies are so not my thing i remember dozing off during the fight scenes between batman and the green goblin in batman returns and spiderman and scarecrow and the men in black against the aliens oh gosh i much prefer dialogue because action-packed blockbusters don't appeal to me at all but i must say that maggie q is one hot chicka

we're playing rjc tomorrow and i have no idea how the game will go but all i wish is for everyone to walk away happy i hate seeing anyone on the team cry because i feel like crying when someone else cries and words fail me and to put it quite simply that helpless feeling just absolutely most definitely sucks

in other news the rugby finals are on tomorrow and i want to support so badly but the aforementioned event takes precedence so there you go i think it's awesome how the school hired 10 big buses to send students down i've already had a few people promise to update us on the game via sms and let's pray for bowling and soccer too yes yes yes

ccab is fast becoming our second home and it doesn't help that island creamery is just a bus-stop away i've been eating so much icecream (just yesterday with jien sherelynn and jessica for instance) and with training gradually slackening this spells disaster for my system okay i have to attempt a politics essay in a minute ms ngiam wants to skin me alive i just know it and i'm seeing her for 3 periods tomorrow goodness gracious golly me

Monday, May 15, 2006 12:21 a.m.

ooh i'm dealing with this bitchy bitch on ebay and boy is she a bitchy bitch!

"as stated clearly in my product description..."
"sorry dear, i do not do meetups..."
"please note that ALL SALES ARE FINAL when item is sold..."

too bad i really want what she's selling.
she'd better not cheat my feelings. :(

current essay count: 1.5/5
most are nowhere near done (save for an introductory paragraph each) but i can hardly put my mind to it.
distractions, distractions, everywhere.

i'm quite looking forward to lessons tomorrow because there's my favourite practical criticism (everybody loves mr smith!) and even the infestation of millipedes in our dear old classroom isn't going to dampen my mood.
it's horrid hearing a squelch everywhere i step, what with the rainy season bringing them in in hordes, and our class now largely resembling a warground for the little tyrants.
they don't do much except crawl (sickeningly slowly i might add, not that i want them racing up my leg or anything) but are simply a nuisance by their very presence.
if it gets out of hand, i'm going to bring in a portable vacuum cleaner to wipe them all out!

mother's day entailed a simple, wholesome lunch with the family over which davina and i shared a mother's day set meal - chicken overload, that one.

"Language was invented for one reason, boys - to woo women - and, in that endeavour, laziness will not do."
- Prof. John Keating, Dead Poets Society

Sunday, May 14, 2006 08:56 a.m.

these couple of photos are so aesthetically pleasing, i can't even find the words to articulate why or how.


well okay actually i might;
the hair and the asian-ness and the shades of grey - absolute love!

yesterday, i did some serious grocery shopping and crazy-grabbed everything from feta cheese to seedless grapes to green tea to jello to microwave meals - all for my nightly tummy rumbles.
a well-stocked fridge makes for one very happy girl!

sunday morning, one essay each for gp and geog, and 3 overdue ones for lit.
i feel like a pseudo essay-churning machine generator but no sweat because i will tackle them when i get home later.
for now, i've got to prepare my church reading;
by some divine intervention, i happened to check the lector's schedule and realised today's my slot.
whew, almost missed it!

okay i'm gonna be late for mass.

Friday, May 12, 2006 11:37 p.m.

8am: woke up to nocturnal leg cramps, again.
10am: woke up to the duet of my mum and her violinist friend rehearsing their music pieces.
1pm: woke up again because my air-conditioner had broken down and the heat was killing me.

so okay, sensing a phantom force willing me out of bed, i hailed a cab and picked charm up for a major catch-up session at serangoon gardens.
it was really nice. :)
and i finally rented 3 films i'd been dying to catch - munich, wimbledon and remember the titans.
hope they're good!

everyday should be like today: laidback, carefree and tummy-filling (gardens is my food paradise!)

Friday, May 12, 2006 12:56 a.m.

just got back from dinner (omg there's a starbucks in wisma, since when?) and mahjong (whoop!) with sab, mich, trish and tanny today.
i lost 50 cents, haha, and had fun losing it.

okay i tried not mentioning hockey in all the entries below because some people (coughDENcough) think it's all i talk about nowadays.
but i can't help it anymore: we got into the semi-finals, that's top 4 baby!

i had a heart seizure when once during the second half, the ball (very slowly) rolled across our open goal for what seemed like the longest 3 seconds i've ever lived out before grace came out of nowhere and jabbed it away.
our heroine of the day. :D
i was gripping jien's hand so tightly, i think my knuckles turned white.

the sa ruggers also won acjc so they're in the finals now.
hope they clinch the gold on wednesday!
and it'll be a triple whammy against acjc if our hockey boys win them on monday and get through to the semi-finals.
ooh, and i'm so happy for alex 'cause they're top 4 in soccer too.
work all the way up to the finals okay!

the strangest thing is how i feel like shit despite it all.

Tuesday, May 9, 2006 10:36 p.m.

today i visited 2 of my favourite shops in holland village and rediscovered how broke i am.
but it's okay because i got to visit the shopkeepers. :)
anthropology and antipodean have nice stuff but it's all way out of budget thankyouverymuch.

i just realised what a tragic cantonese i am.
like on the bus that day, this old woman started speaking to me in cantonese and i just stared at her and nodded my head continuously.
i didn't know how else to respond because i didn't understand a word she said.
and unlike tanny who loves soup, i hate it.
i figure between having soup or a drink, i'd much rather get a beverage, you know?

i can't seem to view any blogspot websites.
see, pitas never fails me (yeah right i better not speak too soon; this place doesn't exactly have a great track record).

Monday, May 8, 2006 09:45 p.m.


morning sunshine

i'm gonna try something different today i'm gonna type without punctuation just run-on lines like a stream of consciousness ala james joyce i find it extremely liberating don't you agree exploration of differing writing techniques i think this could be fun

right now i'm nibbling on green grapes and suspicious-smelling cheese that i kinda stumbled upon in the refrigerator i hope it's still fresh though i'll risk it anyway grapes and cheese are my ultimate favourite snacks when paired together and i've always thought everyone should try that combination

okay this is new to me the neurotic i'm crazy-particular about details and this is a chunky mess of words something i'm definitely not used to are hyphens and apostrophes considered punctuations because i just realised i've been using them alrighty i think i'll stop just about now

Sunday, May 7, 2006 01:52 a.m.

of sleepy mornings, sploshing in the rain, flea markets (with jien and weiyan!), bumping into friends, photo-whoring, oreo cookies & milk, the L word and late night chats: the stuff weekends are made of.

you're the echoes of my everything
you're the emptiness the whole world sings at night
you're the laziness of afternoon
you're the reason why i burst and why i bloomed
you're the leaky sink of sentiment
you're the failed attempts i never could forget
you're the metaphors i can't create to comprehend this curse that i call love.

Friday, May 5, 2006 11:57 p.m.

i felt like a proud mama watching malorie host today's band concert.
her voice is by far the sweetest thing!


pizza party. :D

i haven't eaten xiaolongbao or watched a movie in the longest time.
beyond a want, i think it's become a need now.

Thursday, May 4, 2006 11:41 p.m.

i got home today and saw a brown parcel on my bedroom floor - mail, i love mail!

but more than that i love shuwei.
thanks for the card and lomo cam;
i will take funny photos and post them to you. :D

today i visited charmaine at hilton hotel.
the dolce&gabanna boutique is like one big black hole waiting to engulf you whole;
that much blackness, honestly!

between errands, i went book-shopping at borders and the fickle-pickle in me dominated (reigned in only by a very tight budget).
i'm really happy with my loot though so let's hope i'll find the time to devour them.

if there's one thing i realise, it's that i hate price tags on a book;
not only because good literature should come free-of-charge, but also because it's vulgar to talk prices and place a perceived value on a particular piece of work.
the neurotic in me would also say that price tags cause an unpleasant stickiness on the book jacket.



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