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Thursday, August 1, 2002
Well this is me... updating after a week of saying I'll update. Last weekend I had gone home for the weekend, so that was a good thing.

During my short stay home...(only one day)... I went to Shabu-Shabu with my family for lunch. It's a Chinese cusine...which includes boiling ingredients in a soup... ^ ~ After eating lunch, I went shopping with my family, got a Sammi cd, which turned out okay.

Then I went over to RLC's house where I visited Tommy. It was depressing.......rather my sister had told me that he was depressed for he was lighter when I picked him up and RLC told me that he has taken to not socializing; only hiding underneath a chest. ;_: When I get back home, no matter what, I've got to take back Tommy, my mom could object for all she could care, but it's my cat and I don't want him to die.

Aside from that depressing note, I had gone to Junior's for dinner, sort of a late birthday celebration. I was too stuffed from lunch to enjoy dinner tho...

I didn't really get to sleep tho. I was sleepy from living at college and it didn't help that I took naps...

On Sunday, I went back to Oneonta. School's still the same. I fall asleep in class... ^ ^() ... next week is the last week of the program, so I'm going to be getting home soon. Next week there's also a banquet and a talent show. For the talent show I signed up for being a host as well as being a participant of the fashion segment. Then I also signed up for singing, so it'll be something interesting for me to do... >_<

But, for the last few days it's been quite stressful. I've been cramming for English class. Math class has been a joke...I'm reviewing Sequential I math...so it's been just too simple for even a math-challenged person like me.

In English, I've been writing essays that I'm finding quite difficult to write. I've never been good with essays, but these topics are quite hard to think topics up for. I find myself that when I write these essays I'm trapping myself into being repetative and it's not fun. Everyone else seems to be having a easy time of writing the essays...there is complaining, but just easy for them.

I'm trying the best I can, but the program had earlier said that they wouldn't give us a formal grade, only an evaulation.

I've been wanting to give an evaulation of what I'm experiencing here now in the program.... the faculty says that if there's any problem to tell them, like whenever someone bothers you or something. However, I'm not too sure when that happens. I also don't like to tell people things that I'm having a problem in. I complain about the easy things, but if it's academic problems. I feel that I'm not a person that would admit that I'm having personal problems. So, that just kills me...

Also the people...it seems just like a repeat of High School... I feel so akward and just depressed because certain people seem to be making fun of me behind my back. Also...there is the problem of people ignoring me or treating as if what I'm saying as not siginificant... I dunno..but I'll update more about it later... :-/

Sunday, July 28, 2002
Here....opps...don't have time to even write...I'll write tommorrow if I could... just wanted to archive and put up this quiz result...

You are Kusakabe Marron | Kaito Jeanne

You are generous and talented, though often widthdrawn. You tend to have just a few close friends, rather than many. You appear very cheerful and enthusiastic, but struggle to keep up with what others expect of you. In the end, your perseverance and sacrifices help you pull through.

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