Monday, April 28, 2003
11:25 p.m.

Weather Conditions:Warm balmy night
Speakers Blaring:Nothing
Feeling:Happy and Tired.

Gosh...I'm so tuckered out....this is turning a bit insomnic time for me now. Just finished writing a Socl paper at the library...and I think that I'm not really feeling the mood now to write anymore pertaining to academics. But I think that I'm satisfied with the content of the paper...altho it took about nearly an hour just writing the Reference page...I hope I didn't go overboard with the details. First time writing a APA styled paper y'kno!

I'm at my resident computer lab now, just got back from walking from the library. When I was walking back....I was hit with so much nostalgia of the summer. The grass smells....just make me realize how much the nature scene really attracted me to choosing Oneonta in the first place.

Anyway...I'm still so bogged down with academics...that I think this is what they would call the crunch time. Next week starts finals, on May 15 the spring semester is going to end. I still have to write two more papers that dued next week and then there is the finals. After that I could go home to NYC, then on May 19....it's off to Panama I go...

But mostly I'm pretty much reflecting on my current life situations. I still have a lot of worries....pertaining to storing my stuff. Looks like I'm going to end up spending $160 for that.

However from reflecting on those minor problems, I'm comforted by the knowledge that God is there in my life. It's a comforting thought that despite the sins I've comitted as long as I'm willing to change, with my Lord by my side. Then there is grace.

Just this past Sunday, I saw two aquaintances of mine be baptized and to me that's such an enlighting incident!

Thursday, April 24, 2003
02:30 p.m.

Weather Conditions:Sunny
Speakers Blaring:One in a Million-Miss Congeniality Soundtrack
Feeling:Happy.

Well it's been several days since I came back to school. Things are a little stressful, but I just got hired to be the AALANA program assistant coordinator.... that's about it for now.

Friday, April 18, 2003
02:17 p.m.

Weather Conditions:Cloudy
Speakers Blaring:Nothing
Feeling:Hurt Feelings and pretty much a mixture of others.

It has never been a practice of mine to really talk bad about other people except in the cases where I feel that I really don't like that indivduel. In all the rare instances where I got into fights with people outside of my own family....never had I felt so bad about this one. This is concerning an incident that occured about two weeks ago with my roomate.

I am only am mentioning this because I read in my roomate's xanga what she said and how hurtful I was that time. For her side of the story one should go to her xanga at here

I didn't say my own side of the story...because for the most part in that week...I was very depressed and nearly had a break-down. I guess that I don't know what to say except that relations are sort of strained between my roomate and I. We're not going to be roomates next semester...I'm moving to Sherman Hall into a quad.

Spring Break's drawing to a close and I didn't really get anything related to schoolwork done this week at all! Things in my college aren't as perfect as I portray them to be...and I dislike the fact that I'm going to be staying there for a while......

On happier notes...this week...there was food! Food that actually tasted like food! Instead of that Wilsbach or Sabarro food....down with bad tasting food....

I mananged to hang out with Mina and Aya earlier...that was really nice! Of course in that day I hung out with them....I was mentally cursing out RLC. >_<()

Yesterday I got to have dinner with Auntie along with a new haircut. It was a very pleasant outing.

I also managed to meet up with Fashion on Wed....we're conversing a lot on the phone that my family and his thinks that we're actually a couple. But we're not! He's too busy for a love and I'm not even ready...because I don't think that I'll have a healthy realtionship for someone else. So we're going to be life long friends and that's that. I think he's a fussy flutterbug and he think's I'm too whiny. He's been the best support for me during my time of need and I love him in that aspect...! Great friend that he is!

Friday, April 11, 2003
07:16 a.m.

Weather Conditions:Cloudy
Speakers Blaring: 1000 No Kotoba: Piano Version-Final Fantasy X-2 OST
Feeling:Hungry.

Well didn't really update for the last week or so, in the fact that I didn't really feel the jive to post much...however I'm leaving today to go back to NYC. It's Spring Break...so I hope to just...be able to study back in the city....all the while...see friends. Now isn't that a nicie plan...I'll probably update somewhere along the lines of my spring break, else I'll update my I get back....ciao... ;b

Tuesday, April 1, 2003
05:25 p.m.

Weather Conditions:Windy
Speakers Blaring:Here I Am to Worship-Sheila Walsh
Feeling:Sorta Depressed.

Well... I went to my shrink today. That went okay....then I got a letter saying something really nice...but I think I need to go and get something else to do..other then the internet here...