Tuesday, February 10, 2004
09:12 a.m.


The DARK.

What Anime Role would you play?


You are Mewtwo!
Hey, C'mon cheer up! Your really cool! Well...
Don't take it so hard on yourself. There's
gotta be someone who cares for you!

Which Pokemon Are You? (151)

Sunday, February 8, 2004
12:35 p.m.

Her? I thought I was going to get her best friend. Oh well.

You Are: Kaname Chidori! You are fiery, independant, trustworthy and
responsible. Girls and boys are intimidated by
you. However, deep down you have emotional
fuzzy feelings too. You just rarely show them.
Guys like Kurtz don't impress you either.
Whether you admit it or not, you want a guy
like Sagara.

What Full Metal Panic Character Are You? (Images!)

Never heard much of her songs.

Beat of Angel (BoA) You're an amazing talent for
someone so young. You're always having fun and
being yourself. & you can sing in three
languages.

Which j-pop idol are you?

Who the frell is this? Have not read Demon Diary.

Chris! hah...well aren't you the stuck up, self
absorbed little jerk? You were taken in by the
clerics, but you think you should be the one in
charge of them all. You have absolutely no idea
what trouble you could have caused by summoning
a demon lord. especially Raenef, what with
Eclipse watching out for him and all. You love
to hold yourself in high regard and you dont
even know what being humble *is.* well...you're
supposed to be important in book three. dont
let it go to your already inflated head.

Which Demon Diary Character Are You? (Now with Pictures)

Never saw .hack//Dusk Legend of the Twilight. Maybe a day or bit from now

Aura, a mysterious girl.

Which dot hack dusk - legend of the twilight braclet character are you?

Like the picture, but not at all like her...

You are Belldany!!!

What Ah! My Goddess Character are you?

Who's this? Never saw the anime, after a bad episode.

Your Nagi Kirima! Your main goal is to understand
and rid the world of evil... i.e. the
manticore. KEEP ON KICKING ASS!

Which Character of Boogiepop Phantom Are You?

I don't think any people I know would picture me as thus.

Congradulations! You're a Jupiter Adept! You're a kind, polite person who tends to shy away
from violent confrontations. You may also have
the ability to predict things before they
happen. You're intellegent and thoughtful. The
reasonable one of the group. Be wise, humble seer! The future is yours to
mold...

A Golden Sun Quiz: What kind of Adept are you?

Taking a series of Golden Sun quizzes now. Never played the game.

Ivan the Jupiter Adept

Golden Sun Quiz

I can't be him, I wish I can tho. Have to be open for jobs I want to get.

Ivan

What Golden Sun character are you?

Uhhhh... >_<()

What Golden Sun character would you be? (With pictures!)

Like him better then the first result...>_<()

You're a Jupiter Djinn. You love wind and cool
breezes. You are a curious creature, but when
you get deep down, you are great person. You
have a deep personality and are true too all
you live and work with.

What Golden Sun Djinn are you?

Sounds like me...

Zephyr

Which Golden Sun Jupiter Djinn Are You?

Again....>_<()

Issac, 17, a Earth Adept and the leader of the
group in Golden sun 1 Your brave and a bit on
the quiet side, at least till Golden Sun 2.

Which Golden Sun Character are you? (PICTURES ARE WELL WORTH TAKING QUIZ)

Don't I already know this already?

You represent... naivete. So innocent and trusting... you can be very shy at
times, but it's only because you're not sure
how to act. You give off that "I need to
be protected vibe." Remember that not all
people are good. Being too trusting will get
you easily hurt.

What feeling do you represent?

Friday, February 6, 2004
07:26 a.m.

Not at all sure whether or not I should post up at xanga anymore... I do give eprops and all...but should I give people my thoughts and opinions...that plagues my mind.

Woke up today at 5:45AM. Spent a long while composing emails and such. The day's not really started yet. Got a lot of work to do.... Decafe will do it's job.

Need to start on that puzzle gift along with that huge ass expensive frame I got. >_<

Wednesday, February 4, 2004
07:38 p.m.

Picked up my frame today...it's so frelling cold that it's agony to walk outside.....I went downtown today and then to see my counselor, she gave me words of advice...that I think that I'll try to take. It's going to be hard, but sooner or later. I got to know that it's going to be my choice or not....on doing certian things and if it makes life easier, then so be it. I'll have to find someway on moving out of the house. Even if it means that I'll move away from NYC. I will and should.

Because even if the next time I go home, I'll try my best to just ignore the family situation... I'll call Grandma tonight and see what will she talk to me about. She grew up with a different mindset and I don't want her to worry about me.

I want to be able to grow something, like a plant or something....anything that would be green and just lovely.

Also not sure wheter or not I should subscribe to Streamload for a while, since I'm trying more and more to stay out of the habit of just you know....getting caught up with just downloading and not concentrating on school work as I am doing just now....Gosh... I don't know what to do... maybe a cold walk will do me good....need to go to the gym soon and maybe work out...

Tuesday, February 3, 2004
06:29 p.m.


;Fallen Angel;-You are a fallen angel. Once an
angel of light you crossed the line into the
dark. Most likely for one other than yourself.
As a fallen angel, you can often be cold though
your insides are burning with emotion. Noing
that feeling for someone was what got you here
in the first place and you are not willing to
go there again. You do not dwell on your
emotions though they are there and probably
very stong. Your beautiful in an untouchable
way. You are an independant spirit becuase of
your past and people often try and harness that
beauty though never able to succeed. You have a
higher understanding of the world and the
people in it. You are probably very empathetic
to others emotions though not to your own. You
wish with all your heart to return to the
light. Though your outside is rough and changed
through time Your heart remains ever heavenly.
You most likely hate pity and cant feel sorry
for yourself.

good......dark`~Angelz~`light......evil
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Tuesday, February 3, 2004
06:08 p.m.

I have several grips with pitas.com....I like it because of the html capabilities...but I don't like it for the reason that they often shut down the site for who knows what.

Anyway...two days has passed since my last entry...it's snowing outside, which makes it pretty yucky.....just awful and I've been having the hardest times at night just to forget...my faith is going down the toilet and I'm now not wanting to have speaking terms at all with my mother.

I did win the Simpsons Monopoly set tho... so that's a good thing, I hope I did the right thing by my Socl work that I'm going to present to my group tomorrow...or not...

Sunday, February 1, 2004
12:53 p.m.

I don't think that many people read or know about this site. No one except for my HS friends. I like it that way. Because now I feel selfish and I think I am being selfish. I was at church today and I still felt the same...sad at everything in life. I don't feel like telling anyone....so I guess this is just my venting place publicly. I write more private thoughts somewhere else.

No one can comment, which is a good thing, because there's no room to comment unless if I ask Mina to help me put in a comment box, which I don't think so, because then it'll make this place look ugly.

I did see Lost in Translation yesterday and I really did like it.... it was just so real and emotions I can't express made me like it. I'm going to get the soundtrk and perhaps the DVD when it comes out.

Saturday, January 31, 2004
12:30 p.m.

Yesterday was just insane....I wonder why I feel this and then turning around I have another feeling....To clarify this, I was having a bad time and getting very depressive, that I nearly think that I dragged Sam after me...poor Sam.... I sooo wish he's here to talk to me and no he's not my boyfriend. I treat him like a brother.... not that it's anyone's business....

Tien ah!!!! I so need to study...why can't I study...is it because I procrastinate...yes that is what's happening...bollocks to me....and for the word, I know that's a British rude word...so I'm thinking it means something to do with something...

Let's see....maybe I'll think of something interesting to write about later.....who know...it might just as well be as boring as this one ne?

Friday, January 30, 2004
06:46 p.m.

I wonder why is it that I seem to be so depressed at nighttimes...oh well...perhaps those pills, I'm taking should knock me out. While I was working today tho..saw some movies I would like to see that's coming out later...seems mighty interesting...

Friday, January 30, 2004
09:50 a.m.

Not at all what to say...should I try to write indepth thoughts or daily events???

I just spend the whole morning since 8 something doing some mp3 stuff...which I know.... right now after watching Naruto, my passion for the series is still there.... funny isn't it. I prefer Naruto over Sasuke...which I think that Mina would like him. I always seem to prefer the clown over the cool one. Often the clown is the main character... same as it goes for many series...notably Hunter X Hunter

Thursday, January 29, 2004
09:24 p.m.

I don't spend as much time here as much as I should.... mostly spend it at xanga...probably should get back into writing more xanga entries since this was my first diary.... god it's been sooo long...need to update links...that I go to...

Today on eBay, I bidded on this game, Gem Smasher.... from a seller that gave me a bad rating...maybe this time he'll give me a good one ne?

Also bidded on some other things...that I think that I would like to really get....such as the Simpsons Monopoly. I have recently gotten into collecting monopoly after all...since I have seven other versions. My roomie thinks it's sick...but it's my obsession...for now matter how many other things...she says that will upset me... I know that she's going to be graduating soon and moving on....

I'm wanting to blog again...because I want to take a break from xanga...seems too boring now... so I'll blog again... it allows me to have more freedom...with the html language...otherwise I'll forget...

I'm not sure if I want to go home next month... and face my mom and sister...even if they're my family and such...want to go someplace else......

Thursday, January 29, 2004
09:19 p.m.

I guess...

You represent... apathy. You don't really show any emotion. You can be considered cruel and cold, but you just don't really care about anything. This is just the way you are... you're quite a challenge to get close to, and others may perceive you as boring.

What feeling do you represent?
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Wednesday, January 21, 2004
08:11 p.m.

Wow...it's been god knows how long I haven't touched this page....but just to say...that I didn't forget this page, because I do put links that I frequently go to here.... >_<

Tomorrow's Chinese New Year, so that's an okay time of the year despite the fact that I'm in college..... I got this really nice red velvet dress with a black fur collar...it's obviously made for Valentine Day, but alas my Chinese silk shirt doesn't fit me and I obvioulsy have to wear red. Tomorrow's going to be mighty cold, so I'm a bit worried about that...but got to see tomorrow then....