Tuesday, May 23, 2006, 10:56 p.m.

swept away by you
and now i feel like a fool



i dont like dance club. heh, i sound like a typical bimbo joining dance. oh my god. anyway, i have sweaty palms. that explains everything, shant elaborate.

im gonna try and complete my eap essay tonight. argh, i dislike referencing and paraphrasing. still have hoi essay, m&c presentation, tonnes of preparation/revising/work to do. i still dont think i have it easy, well not that easy.

things just doesnt feel right.

I had always wondered how it was possible for two people to love each other and still not be able to make things work.
Now I knew.

Saturday, May 20, 2006, 11:46 p.m.

knew the signs wasn't right
i was stupid for a while



busy busy week.

filled with m&c (hoping for a really good mark!), eap, hoi, econs, psych and lit (not much), plus teevee and x-men evolution on youtube! hahaha. interesting things always happens on friday afternoon lectures, as usual!

anyway, caught the benchwarmers with cherie, ninghui, shuk, mabel, chua, adi, robin, eugene and mark. funny funny show! though incoherent plot, as agreed amongst us. hahaha.



strawberry lollypop + cafe latte + peri-peri chips + comedy = not so moody me ! YAY!

went to lynsey's place to watch family guy and hang out. hahaha! ate marshmallows then siew mai, yummy. her mum's really nice for offering to send us back!

meeting cherie, ninghui and mabel at the baillieu library later today. i have two paragraphs of my hoi essay to write,
ISIS and roman mystery religions, here i come.

sara: oh no, take good care of yourself kay? rmb to rest well, and drink lots of water. dont forget your multivits too! and, rmb the punctuations can! hahaha. you have fun and enjoy yourself too! love you.

bao: EH, he really looks better in person! DAMN CUTE! :) heh.

esther: yes yes, and I AM REALLY REALLY PROUD OF YOU! see, my wishing paid off! plus, the marquee below was of good use too. you spastic kid, do more of those flicking and i bet you'll sprain your neck muscle! hahaha, nonetheless, its really entertainging! hooray, for esther the nerd! :) //love.

EDIT:
stayed over at lynsey's place to do work. and we had cooking club cook-out at kim's place. cooked, some egg thingy, mashed potatoes, pancakes (damn nice!) and baked cookies! YUMMY! :)

Monday, May 15, 2006, 10:29 p.m.

no, i can't find the words 'cause i lost them
the minute they fell out my mouth



saturday

went 'jogging' in the morning with cherie and ninghui, ended up jogging from college square one to college square two. HAHA, our desperate attempt to exercise cos we couldnt use the track. it was like halloween, cos at cherie's we were eating biscuits and chips, then at ninghui's we ate chocolate and siew mai! hahaha.

went to the baillieu library after that and met mabel, chua, robin, khan, eugene and adi. did some hoi work, and went starbucks after that. lynsey and albert came, adi left, and we went to eat dinner at some chinese restaurant. cheap and good food when we eat in a big group!

went to ill dolce freddo for ice cream! koko black was too crowded. walked to the lincoln square park to hang out, took a few pics with cherie, haha. started singing "cant take my eyes off you" REALLY LOUDLY, on the streets. hahaha, and this couple sang along while walking pass us.

picture with cherie, her facial expression has special meaning to it.


sunday

stayed home to complete my hoi essay plan. helped cherie photoshop some pictures!! HAHAHA. you're welcome, my dear. and, WEBCAMMED WITH ESTHER! oh my god, she's damn funny.
PLUS, SHE WONT STOP FLICKING HER HAIR!
cos, she just got a hair cut. hahaha. i cant wait to watch more of her, i miss her.

okay, i've got my m&c essay, eap essay and hoi essay to do, in order of due dates. along with other homework in the middle. ahhh,
THE STRESS!

chow: I MISS YOU SO SO MUCH!

sara: hahaha. yepp, hope he goes so you can see him! remember to take pics! nah, i dont think i'll come back cos i dont want to take the flight myself. six more months! HAHAHA, i dont even know where to find him. heh. haiya, got pic good enough alr. damnit. imissyou.

bao: yes, the pic is up! DAMN CUTE RIGHT?! hahaha. i am so in love. :)

loveactually

Friday, May 12, 2006, 11:18 p.m.

i wish i could carry
your smile in my heart



had big noise! erm, the whole feb main program students all on the bulpadock using/shaking/drumming/hitting the instruments. was not bad! walked around alot to escape having to perform, heh. FUN!

the super super CUTE drummer's my eyecandy ! -screams like a sec two nerd.

okay, he looks so much better in person! but, i guess this will do. feast your eyes, he's gorgeous! :)

CUTE DRUMMER !!


went to chillipadi to eat dinner with lynsey, cherie, shuk, ninghui, mabel, chua, adi, khan, robin and eugene. met sam at safeway and cherie's damn funny!

sam: -makes funny licking action, as if sexy.
me: -looks horrified.
sam: so, you want me to lick you larh? cherie, she wants me to lick her.
cherie: okay, after you lick her, you can lick me!

HAHAHA! went to lynsey's place after that with cherie, ninghui and mabel. adi went but left after awhile. watched family guy! REALLY HILARIOUS SHOW, but abit gross. hahaha.

cherie: CHEER UP, alright dear? things aren't THAT bad! really! take my word for it, and I AM CORRECT! iloveyou, my darling! :) smilee*

sara: glad you're alright! dont worry bout it, no biggie. first aid's fun too! hahaha, you can perform cpr on hamtaro. heh. love love! :)

janjan: eh, you're supposed to take initiative and sign my gbk! yepp, my cold/flu's okay alr. DUDE? hahaha! i wanna bring that drummer guy homee! he's seriously damn damn cute, i'll get pics to put up. hee. you take care too, imissyou!

ever had the feeling of saying what your heart felt but afraid because of what your head tells you.

Thursday, May 11, 2006, 11:53 p.m.

i just wish there was so much more than that
about me and you..



YAY!

i have internet! have been in a coffee craze these two days. in this weather, it looks good holding a cup of coffee anyway. plus, it puts my in a hyper/good mood! thats a bonus, always.

bought ingredients at safeway and went to lynsey's place with cherie, ninghui and mabel to make DUMPLINGS! okay, i sat there on her comfortable swing watching teevee. erm, i helped clearing the table? and taking pics! heh. anyway, the dumplings were NICEE! and FILLING! and the most enjoyable part was sitting at the table talking, joking and laughing! very fun!! :)

cherie's a disgusting and dirty girl! she kept scratching herself and complaining she was smelly and oily. eeyer. but, the dumpling's were GOOD! talking was BETTER! laughing with them is BEST!

took tram back and tze meng scared me, by saying "excuse me, miss!". wahlau, at that point of time it was really scary. eleven pm, at the tram stop? of course scary. big noise tomorrow, have to do the stupid 'play' my group came up with.

saturday

went to adi's place for bbq. lynsey, cherie, ninghui, shuk, mabel, shyanne, vanessa, chua, eric, robin, jarrod, khan, eugene, poh and syafiq were there. had fun baking!! the cookies turn out YUMMY!!



then, they started playing drinking games. woah, NOT GOOD. about four got wasted, and started puking! bad bad sight, plus the smell. EEW. anyway, i didnt help to clean up. lazy right? lousy excuse though. i ended up videotaping everything, so sick but bloody hilarious. the funny things drunk ppl say, hahaha! adi was SUPER STRESSED!

but, everything's fine now. erm, quite fine. except that no one should ever use the words peanut, nose and puke in the same sentence. gross.

sara: you didnt? are you happy bout it? how come got :)? anyway,
I STILL LOVE YOU JUST AS MUCH! EVEN MORE. :)

my mum did ask me to go back during my hols, but i dont think i am. cos my bro's not going back. plus, save money! flying back for two weeks only?

i think i should listen to my head instead of my heart.

yupp, that's what im gonna do.

In truth, Sanjeev did not know what love was, only what he thought it was not.

Saturday, May 6, 2006, 12:03 a.m.

and i can't help myself
i don't want anyone else



if you tried to catch me, i promise i would run very slowly.

i said something random, and lynsey laughed like mad during econs lect and everyone started staring cos we were quite loud. and, she spat water out? hahaha, but only cherie and i could see and hear.
STARBURST!

during the break, khan hid my chocs from me and put it at adi's WET FEET! cos, he ran in the rain. what the. and i was screaming like mad, wondering where it was. saying things like "where the hell's my chocolates!?", "i dont care if you're wet, im in the middle of a crisis here?", "it better not be the three of you!" and "GIVE ME BACK MY CHOCOLATES!". yupp, that pretty much sums things up.

i whacked adi, khan and chua like mad when i found out it was them. hah. six of us shared three umbrellas to melbourne central. lynsey left. shuk, cherie, ninghui, chua and i ate at the same jap place last friday. went koko black for iced chocolate afterwards, mabel joined us. YUMMY! took funny pics, but they're with cherie.

went safeway to shop for groceries. and had really cheap thrills, causing us to laugh like mad! met sam and maureen. suspect that they're stalking us! hahaha. stood outside laughing at cherie's persimmon shit, weiji wedgie jokes and dontknow what not. she was so lame!

esther: haha, i hope your prelims went well. heh, china opening up what. maybe next time you'll work there? haha, who knows. yeah, i dont mind being your stress output. but promise me, you'll be back to normal by dec, or im not hanging out with you! study hard! <3

yunhua: hahaha. pe shirt comfortable whatt. dont worry bout it! you have finals in dec? I'LL DEFINITELY GO WATCH! remember, thrashing session ONLY! hahaha. imissyou.

HAPPY SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY, YUNNIE !! :)

I stumble to my bed in utter euphoria. "Oh, my God," I mumble again in the darkness, before passing out with a grin plastered to my face.

Wednesday, May 3, 2006, 11:09 p.m.

fashion is key
let fashion lead the way



haha, X-treme makeover! anyway, psych marks were endorphins-inducing! outstanding.

did a really embarassing thing. saw eddy's twin with chaiying, and it was the first time i saw him. so, obviously, i forgot he has a twin!

me: eh, why you cut your hair? (note: i didnt even say hi)
not eddy: yeah, ugly right?
me: err.. (havent answered)
chaiying: how you know aik son(?) ?
me: HUH? who's that? (the person im talking too??)

mann. i totally embarassed myself, especially since chaiying COULDNT STOP laughing!? and, he knew i mistook him for his brother, HE STILL ANSWERED ME. wahlau.

GOODLUCK for your chinese prelims, ESTHER ! :)

Wednesday, May 3, 2006, 12:44 a.m.

so i said i'm a snowball running
running down into the spring that's coming



school these two days. hmm, my m&c marks arent really satisfying. oh well. going to get my psych article review today, hope all goes well. i did this poem for lit yesterday, with the help of lynsey and ivan! thanks!

please dont laugh! i tried my best alr.



My Bittersweet Singapore

you are the life of the country,
providing the entertainment.
on the streets we roam free,
looking for some excitement.

the metropolitan city you are,
hidden by oriental facades.
you might go very far,
provided you play the right cards.

our mixed feelings for you are rife,
but somehow our paths always cross.
you are undoubtedly part of our life,
with value thats increasing everyday.


i cant believe i just posted THAT. oh my god, its crap, SO LAME. hahaha, some comic relief i guess. oh yeah, its about orchard road and i used the literary technique 'apostrophe'. go ahead and laugh.
FINE.



brings back memories, nostalgia.

Sunday, April 30, 2006, 07:46 p.m.

i put my faith in you
what a stupid thing to do




stayed up the whole night talking to lynsey on msn! hahahaha! it was so fun. it's been about two months since i've stayed up to see the sunrise, or rather the sky brighten since buildings block my view, talking online. and, we were both reading other ppl's blogs.

she fell asleep from 9am-12pm, i decided to do my econs. and kinda dozed off on the sofa from 10am-11am! hahahah. mangaed to complete half of the exercise though. bathed and went to meet lynsey, cherie and ninghui. i was the earliest! heh.

we went to the victoria market. i watched them buy the things they want to cook for dinner, and we just walked around. haha, first time im there during the day. quite cool! i bet no one's seen a blue swim crab before! hahaha. well, we saw them for sale today! okay, maybe im just ulu larh. but, i've never seen blue crabs!

walked to qv with lynsey and bought some stuff, plus talking. heh. im gonna make sushi for lunch tomorrow, im broke. so, gotta save money! yepp. econs tutorial exercise, eap readings and maths to do, plus two essays coming up. argh.

lynsey: THANKS!! for listening to me rant on and on! so glad you were there for me. more gossiping/networking sessions, i <3. iloveyou. :)

fifi: yepp, those first two weeks for me in MI, i definitely want to remember for life too! so whats the result? you never tell me. hahaha, COOL! six pack, sounds really good. hahaha. so, you're in magnum force alr? there, i pitas-ed about you. hah.

mel misses fifi !

when it rains it pours

Saturday, April 29, 2006, 10:09 p.m.

won't you come back to me
don't leave me all alone



friday

went to chinatown to eat dinner with lynsey, cherie, shuk, ninghui, mabel, shyanne, chua, adi, eric and jarrod. tried a new japanese tepanyaki place, it was okay. watched failure to launch, the show was not too bad! funny.



today

met cherie for lunch at singapore chom chom. we saw those kinda ppl-coated-in-paint-acting-as-statues. the woman was really GOOD, she was wearing a white wedding dress. i love the way she blinked her eyes! really nice! cherie gave her thirty cents and she blew her a flying kiss, really slowly though. hahaha!

met lynsey afterwards and we went shopping for stuff. had dinner with them and shuk, ninghui, chua and adi. watched she's the man AGAIN! it was THAT GOOD! haha, too bad sgp only airs it on June 2nd. heh.

channing tatum is HOT !



going to victoria market tomorrow, heh. i am broke. gotta do my econs, maths and eap work! study study study.

i dont want to clean up after you.
what the hell is your problem

Wednesday, April 26, 2006, 09:15 p.m.

everything is f'ed up straight from the heart
tell me, what do you do when it all falls apart



i love her ! i like nice teachers!

haha, her = my econs tutor, ms. vandana wadhwa. nerdy me went for the econs make-up lesson during lunch, only with nutella+bread to eat, so poor thing! i went to her room to ask for the tutorial exercise no.4, and she told me if i complete that exercise,
SHE'LL MARK MY ATTENDANCE!! YAY!

that means, i'll be off the hook. yes! and, i woke up late today again, but in time for class. which equates to me living on nutella+bread since lunch for the whole day. chaiying walked with me to qv. went to the asian groceries shop with lynsey and her sis after school.

oh, mike's real nice too, he let chaiying and i hand in our poems next week! got back my lit paper! i did quite well, "an excellent start." was written on my progress report. wanna know my results, ask me ask me!

oh, i was reading the sg blogger: xiaxue's blog. i thought a few of her entries were simply hilarious! wah, damn funny. the entry on mo-ni-ca-cheng, just made me laugh non-stop and i have no idea why. go find it, 'just a piece of metal'.

today's horoscope: Don't push situations further than they can stretch today. Let things be for now.

Tuesday, April 25, 2006, 07:24 p.m.

moon river, wider than a mile
i¡¦m crossing you in style, some day



i think i officially have the FLU!

oh well. its ANZAC (Australian and New Zealand Army Corps) day today, means holiday for us! lynsey, cherie, shu jing, shuk, ninghui, mabel, chua, albert, eric, jarrod and i went to stalectites for a greek lunch, YUMMY! played daytona, and ended up screaming like shit! hahaha, so fun! i self-proclaim that:
I AM GOOD AT PLAYING DAYTONA!

we watched, SCARY MOVIE 4. SO LAME!

i think scary movie 3 was better! the ending for this one's, not nice. plus, not very funny also.

shu jing, cherie and i kept screaming at the part where the little boy (from the ring?) kept coming up!! esp the part where he apparated in the car seat window and opened his mouth! ahhhh, damn scary.



and, believe it anot watching tv is my m&c assignment! heh. but, i have to watch an australian program of course. im going to watch simpsons, O.C. season three then rove live on teevee now!

Monday, April 24, 2006, 11:21 p.m.

you deserve the chance at the kind of love
i'm not sure i'm worthy of



i hate myself, today.

well, i woke up late today for econs tute. surprise surprise. and, chua told me that the tutor and the class were laughing at me. thinking i'd come rushing in at 9.45 (like the last time i was late).

guess what?

i woke up at 11. class ends at 10.30. im gonna get a pink slip this time. DAMN. and, it'll be shown on my progress report for next term. AHHH! well, im gonna make up by going for the make-up class during break on wednesday! yay, nerd me.

rushed and i was fifteen minutes late for m&c lect. the rest of the day was not too bad. though i had to live through it with a cap on, cos of the lack of time i had a super BAD HAIR day.

drama was fun! i like drama. we played,
tag: like chasing, but before you get caught if you call someone else's name. the other person's the chaser.
death in a minute: supposed to spend one minute coming up with how to die in a minute, we spent fifteen minutes instead. robber stabs civilian, two ppl chase the robber. snatch the bag the robber steals and stabs the robber. the two ppl go back and loot the civilian who's badly injured. haha, our lame sense of humour. the worse part was, cos we were done before a minute. ferdinand and annie (the two ppl) had to keep running back to stab maureen (civilian) and me (robber). hahaha!
blindfold: walking around the room blindfolded with another partner guiding. by touch, verbal means and sounds.

spongebob pictures!


all these are in the showbag!




kermit frog my bro won!


losing you is painful to me

Sunday, April 23, 2006, 09:03 p.m.

it's been five months since you went away
left without a word, nothing to say



RIPPED this off jan's pitas! i thought this one was really funny!



Then we have Joey and Rachel...
Joey: But it is odd how a women's purse looks good on me, a man.
Rachel: Exactly! Unisex!
Joey: Maybe you need sex. I had sex a couple days ago.
Rachel: No! No, Joey! U-N-I-sex.
Joey: Well, I ain't gonna say no to that.
Rachel: Ya know I really thought I had hit rock bottom, but today it's like there's rock bottom, then 50 feet of crap then me.

HAHAHA! i just find it really funny. oh, i've got a
really bad headache + running nose + cough.
thanks for that near accurate prediction, cristian. think im really falling sick.

oh well. school starts tomorrow, im actually looking quite forward to it. but definitely NOT the workload. the weather's getting chilly, those in sgp would be envious. going to sleep early tonight.

EDIT: watching F1 on teevee now, brings me back to the times im at home with my dad. sigh.

me: must you watch this stupid racing thingy?
dad: just five more minutes kay? i want to watch.
me: but, cartoons nicerr! -takes the control and switches to nickelodeon.

okay, super spoiled of me right? but, i changed the channel back. of course.

Saturday, April 22, 2006, 12:17 p.m.

gotta pick myself up, where do i start
cause i can't turn to you when it all falls apart



All Saints - Never Ever

A few questions that I need to know
How you could ever hurt me so
I need to know what I've done wrong
And how long it's been going on
Was it that I never paid enough attention
Or did I not give enough affection
Not only will your answers keep me sane
But I'll know never to make the same mistake again
You can tell me to my face
Or even on the phone,
You can write it in a letter
Either way I have to know
Did I never treat you right
Did I always start the fight
Either way I'm going out of my mind
All the answers to my questions I have to find

My head's spinnin'
Boy I'm in a daze
I feel isolated
Don't wanna communicate
I take a shower
I will scour
I will run
Find peace of mind
The happy mind
I once owned, yeah

Flexing vocabulary runs right through me
The alphabet runs right from A to Z
Conversations, hesitations in my mind
You got my conscience asking questions that I can't find
I'm not crazy
I'm sure I ain't done nothing wrong, no
I'm just waiting,
'Cause I heard that this feeling won't last that long

Chorus
Never ever have I ever felt so low
When you gonna take me out of this black hole
Never ever have I ever felt so sad
The way I'm feeling yeah you got me feeling really bad
Never ever have I had to find
I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind
I've never ever had my conscience to fight
The way I'm feeling yeah it just don't feel right

I'll keep searching
Deep within my soul
For all the answers
Don't wanna hurt no more
I need peace gotta feel at ease
Need to be
Free from pain
Going insane
My heart aches yeah

You can tell me to my face
You can tell me on the phone
Ooh you can write it in a letter babe
'Cause I really need to know

today's horoscope: Spend your day with focused, determined energy. Wrap up any unfinished projects.

how true

Friday, April 21, 2006, 05:51 p.m.

i wish i could turn back time
let's start over





just shoot me, please.

i dont think there can be anyone more DUMB than me. seriously. feeling self-satisfactory after reading two short stories for lit, suddenly feeling a rush of nostalgia. picked up my O2 wanting to look at the past messages since christmas.

i accidentally deleted 318 messages!

from christmas '05, messages from steph in shanghai, new year '06, o'level results, valentine's day to the day i left singapore and after i reached australia.
I WANT TO KILL MYSELF.

it's all gone. just like that, poof.

i feel stupid.

thanks, steph! for your consolation. i hardly think its a good thing, since my memory's so bad. how to remember?

i wanted to take pics of my spongebob stuff. there's no mood alr.

NOTE TO EVERYONE:
please message me! something, anything. please.

EDIT: fifi! although you MIGHT become a resident conductor. i can tell you that, you have a VERY HIGH CHANCE of getting that job. because MEL SAID SO! goodluck! and, im proud of you! :)

sara! dont worry bout all the campaigning, schoolwork and stuff kay? you'll do better than fine, im sure! remember to take care of yourself. thanks for the messages! iloveyou. :)

to ping! the bestest designer in the world. congratulations in getting into la salle sia! la salle's damn lucky and smart, that they realised your potential. as usual, im really proud of you! :)

ping is the best ! :)

Thursday, April 20, 2006, 03:34 p.m.

i can love you like that
i will make you my world



IM BACKKK!

arrived this morning, 4am? haha, so tired. sydney was FUN FUN FUN! we packed sushi, nutella + bread, chips and pods for the trip. my bro drove for seven hours straight and we got two tickets! one for speeding, the other for driving on the right lane (wth?!). reached at 3 am there and could only check into the motel, formule 1, at 12. haha, went to darling harbour to see the sunrise.

the photo's abit blur.


slept then went to chinatown to eat mongolian steamboat (?). hahaha. in sydney, one has to see the sydney opera house right? hahah, we're such tourists. tooks loads of funny pics, but i dont have them. had dinner with chandler's friends, steamboat again. i felt as though i was in china/shanghai! hahaha. then, went to pancakes on the rocks! YUMMY!! :)

some random pics.


isnt this just ADORABLE?


went to the beach the next day. totally not dressed for the beach. haha, plus we reached there in the evening. the weather's abit weird. really hot in the late morning and afternoon, but damn cold at night! and its really dark after six.


MEL.


my bro and i. my hair looks like shit.


got quite pissed. argh. so irritating.

we went to the ROYAL SYDNEY EASTER SHOW! damn damn fun! but, we didnt go for any rides. my bro kept trying this game, but couldnt win. i suspect the winners are rigged! hmph.



oh, he won this frog smacking game which i forgot to take pics of. its really hard, but we were lucky. we got a kermit frog and spongebob toy!



SPONGEBOB SAYS HI!


my bro bought that spongebob balloon for me! ahh, damn damn cute! plus, spongebob show bags! heh.


oh, my feet's full of plasters. walked till i had four blisters! so pain. will put more pics up soon!

SO SO HAPPY! the trip back was really fun too! singing non-stop, eating and talking! :)

im ready, to study.

Friday, April 14, 2006, 08:56 p.m.

what can I do to make you mine
fallen so hard, so fast this time



I LOVE MY BROTHER!
the past two nights have been GREAT! haha, this pitas seems to be praising my brother to the skies in every entry. but, it's true. my brother's the best!

watched she's the man on thursday! ahhh. NICE NICEE SHOW!! wah, channing tatum's damn cute! right, steph? reminds me of sec three and four lit lessons. hah. twelfth night.





there were a few things i wanted to pitas about, but i cant remember. shit. i want to post the photo of the four of us at the zoo, but i cant. dont know why. so irritating!

EDIT: the four of us at the zoo!


going sydney tomorrow, will be back on wednesday i think. yay!
ROAD TRIP!! :)

ping: haha, arent there supposed to be rainbows in heaven? yupp, heaven should be colourful. and, i dont know where's your gbk thats why im replying you here!

why is it the memories worth reminiscing are usually of the past. instead of looking forward to creating better moments, i seem to be stuck in yesterday.

i look in to the night sky wishing my scars would turn in to stars.

Wednesday, April 12, 2006, 03:34 a.m.

you would never ask me why
my heart is so disguised



just came back from maggie's place. nice lamb, roast chicken, chewy rice, wonderful bacon-wrapped-asparagus!
the piece de resistance: vanilla ice cream + freshly brewed coffee + almonds = heaven in a cup !
the food tastes DAMN DAMN NICEE! :)

SHE COOKS THE BEST DINNERS!!

we played dai dee until 3am! even though we played the same game over and over, i wasnt even tired. cos of the company, every game was SO FUN! everyone loved the potato salad i made! recipe i stole from ele, sorry! took loads of pictures, which i cant put up. hmph.

the lollies i tried to make, turned out like SHIT. seriously, TOO soft. plus, i cant get it out of the mould. so, everyone,
BEWARE OF THIS!


okay, that was just my pathetic attempt at trying to be a candy chef. oh wells, better luck owning a candy shoppe!

the cupcake lynsey baked for me before she left! it tastes REALLY GOOD! thanks dear! i found someone whose baking skills can challenge mine, heh.


EDIT: i was very independent!! so proud of myself! i collected my student card, took tram, got my learner's permit plus walked to the carlton library to return the magazines! ALL BY MYSELF! which also equates to me being a loner cos i didnt ask anyone to go with me. and, i almost lost my way.

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY IVAN ! :)

Monday, April 10, 2006, 07:40 p.m.

and i wasn't there when you were happy
i wasn't there when you were down



let's just talk bout happy things. shopped a lot yesterday! seven jeans, yay! and, its supposed to be a brand NOT quantity. billabong sweater, roxy bag and keds. woah, i've been spoilt so badly by my brother.

im gonna make lollies tonight! making salad tomorrow. yay! i can collect my student card alr, FINALLY! but, i look like shit in the pic. nothing to celebrate about except that i can get my learner's permit! yeah.

oh, and i just learned how to heat up chicken. okay, i read the instructions. but, mel can be independent!

i take back all that i've said,
you dont deserve it.
i dont like explaining myself.
i knew it.

the mickey mouse jigsaw puzzle steph, sara and tasha gave me!! :)


oh, watched 'breakfast at tiffany's' and 'the brush off' on friday with the film club, nice! i just love audrey hepburn! :)


Friday, April 7, 2006, 12:45 a.m.

i'll be there for you
these five words i swear to you



my brother: Shawn Leo

knowing that we weren't exactly like typical siblings, because we weren't close, living here with him since feb has improved our relationship considerably drastically.

he would cook for me almost everyday.
he didnt scold me when i lost the keys.
he didnt scold me when he got a scolding because i didnt wake up in time for camp.
he spoke up for me when i was getting scolded for not waking up in time for camp.
he actually drove 5 hours non-stop, up to grampians and back (two and a half hours there) just to send me to camp.
he always made sure i have enough money to eat and spend.
he would organise dinner parties so i could get closer to my friends.
he bought me honey and a snowglobe from tasmania, and claims he didnt buy anything for himself, cos he only bought those things. (i have no idea why)
he always buys the food or things i like when he shops for the groceries, with much reminding.
he always praises me when i ask him to.

me: say im smart cos i know how to ______(fill in difficult task)!
bro: yeah yeah, you're really smart.

he would teach me how to cook really simple things, like porridge, sausages and salami.
he would irritate me, then cook what i want to eat later.
he will bring me to sydney, philip island or somewhere soon.
he is going to bring me shopping and shop with me.
he makes me know that im not alone here.

he is really the BEST and SWEETEST BROTHER one can find in the world. and, ain't i just the luckiest sister? :)

i love my brother ! :)


i'll try and get nicer pics though. will update this post. okay, in case no one knows, i have two brothers. so, i love both my brothers just as much. hah. <3

Thursday, April 6, 2006, 11:11 p.m.

something warm runnin through my eyes
but somehow i found my baby that night



lynsey and i wanted to go to the suburbs to check out the pottery place, but decided against it. so, we're going sgp to find similar places! i've always wanted to learn pottery, hah.

ended up walking around myer's with ninghui, adi, chua and albert. sat at max brenner's. oh, i bought a lollie making set! it expires this month, so it cost $5 only! heh. since its the hols, i can try making! so fun.

went to lynsey's place to borrow 'the simpsons' (lately, i've been addicted to this too) and take the pics we took. i really enjoy hanging out with her, esp with our never ending conversation with endless topics! :)

cooked porridge, sausages and salami for my bro! he taught me how to cook porridge! yay. :) but, i scalded my finger cos i did a really dumb thing. i touched the stove, by accident of course. ouch.

sara: noo! i was trying to tell you, its hmph without the u. hahaha! you still got it wrong. dont be stressed, remember to take your multi-vitamins! and, i wish you GOODLUCK in running for council! my tigger-wanna-be.
love, the goodluck charm / mummy :)

sara, head of cjc council '06 ! :)

Wednesday, April 5, 2006, 09:26 p.m.

i meant it then, i mean it now
and i wanna tell you so



woke up feeling really irritated. all because of my brother's music and loose lips. ate lunch, got caught in a drizzle at the tram stop. met lynsey, cherie, chua, shuk and ninghui at college square then we cabbed to dfo.

i really wasnt dressed for the weather. thanks ninghui for lending me your jacket and umbrella!

walked around, drank milkshake and ate subway. i didnt buy anything again, arent all of you AMAZED at my self-control! haha, actually i told myself i must come back with my bro AGAIN to buy stuff! took cab to cherie's place and walked back with lynsey.

made sushi with my brother! erm, its more of i watch, he do. hahaha. i eat, he cook. he cooked teriyaki chicken also!


with limited ingredients, this is all we could do. hah.


EDIT: i have muscle aches all over my body, my arms, legs and back! a weird kind of aching pain. and, i have no idea why. only explanation is the late night sitting in front of the computer, online. oh, lately i've been addicted to playing winks! haha, SO CUTE and FUN!
shit, that made me sound spastic.

Tuesday, April 4, 2006, 11:07 p.m.

i cant breathe
when my heart is broke in two



i think, i screwed up today's lit paper. the second poem was not good! my mind was thinking of other stuff, last day of exam what. haha. anyway, the holidays have officially started! and, it ends on the twenty third of april! jealous?

after the paper, went for lunch with lynsey, sujana, chaiying, jane, joyce, tzemeng and robin, at 'changi village nasi lemak' (wth?). shopped around with the girls. i found a t-shirt saying 'princess MEL', hee hee. okay, that was lame.

then, followed lynsey to her dental. we shopped around after that! correction: WINDOW shopped! i didnt buy anything, save $$. lynsey bought a cap, a very, very nice red cap! we took a lot of pics!! so fun! :)

went to qv, inside joke at the baseball mit sofa! hahaha. met cherie, maggie and my brother, watched 'basic instinct II'. wahlau, my bro tried to lie to me and say its some love story. yeah, sure. so scary, thriller scary. oh ya, we went inside the cinema and my brother asked me this.

bro: where's the popcorn?
me: huh? not with you meh? you ask me for what?
bro: no eh. not with me. where isit?
me: DONT LIE!
bro: REALLY! i think we were too busy talking, must have left it on the counter.

wah, we really left it there can, and i made him go back to take. so dumb! hahaha. i want to watch 'she's the man'! okay, i know australia's slow, dont remind me. i wanted to name my archives 'end of term I' but due to techinical difficulties (my internet screwed up), everyone, just pretend thats the title.

pic from the night market on 220306.


at myer's basement, will put more pics when cherie goes too.


the dustbin! so cool right? its on the dustbin.


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