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Monday, August 28, 2006, 09:39 p.m. we tell secrets to each other in the dark busy busy weeeeekkk. it's been drama, drama and more drama! anyway, lynsey, cherie, ning, mabel and i had our own CHOCOLATE FONDUE PARTY on saturday! we bought many packets of chocolates, strawberries, almonds, marshmallows.. even cherry tomatoes. and, lyn brought mandarin oranges since they were in season. we played crash on the ps2! FUN. YAY! drama's overr. loads of ppl said that my grp was not bad.. well, we practiced A LOT. and, i like the other two group's comedy! very very funny. went to swanston after school to check/help out other groups' drama rehearsals. and, my feet HURT so bad i took 45 minutes to walk home. heh, well.. i got waylaid by chaiying, jane, joyce and tzemeng. thanks chaiying for walking with me! just watched grey's anatomy! i'll never leave you. i'll never hurt you. and, i'll never stop loving you. like children, we never lose hope.  Saturday, August 19, 2006, 01:21 a.m. this time, this place helloo! im backkkkkkkk.. with pictures to boot. for the past weeks: *i've dipped myself in the shallow waters of Australian obesity including supersize me (EAP). *moved house! YAY YAY YAY! SUPER nice view. from this:  to this,  and, finally! QV 40th floor, be envious everybody. and lets hope the lift doesnt ever breakdown. hah. *HOUSEWARMING PARTY!! :) i forgot to take pics of the rest of the group :p.  CHOCOLATE FONDUE!! :)  eva a.k.a yaiyai. i think she's adorable!  jane and chaiying.  lyn!  *went to Lavish. the prepping, partying and pigging out after. 
 *lost a pitch to the 'CEO of Coca-Cola'. but, commented to have very original ideas. [we created a new energy drink for cocacola: RAVE. and tried to influence the Australian youth, by making it a culture. linking RAVE to blood and energy flowing inside, we were more of a transgressive sexual brand image. theoretically.] UBER COOL! :) (m&c) *went to phoebe's birthday party with cherie and chaiying at element! she's 18, and she calls me baby.. not in the endearing manner. but actually, meaning that im her baby. errrr. we got her an edc by espirit top and patchi chocolate. anw, PICS! maggie, betsy, cherie, chaiying and maureen(who always looks good with or w/o sleep, flawless skin). clockwise from left.  cherie and chaiying.  birthday girl and cake.  lame. acting scandalous with joanna and zoe.  food, glorious food!  *witnessed the impact of a natural disaster from a psychologist's point of view. (psych) *reviewed the French Revolution thinkers Edmund Burke and Thomas Paine. (HOI) and, lots more in the middle. but, what's most important is that.. today is my brother's BIRTHDAY! we went to copacabana to eat and celebrate just now. they have really cool shows, and my bro was made to dance with another girl on stage. HAHAHA! exciting.  us.  his cake!  i got him an IPOD NANO, with GLOVE and ARMBAND as accessories! thoughtful huh. picture's a little blurr.  but, i charged it to my mum's credit card. she's in switzerland now, so i dont think i'll be receiving any calls YET! hahaha. bleahh. well, they carried their celebrations to the loft which i wont be able to enter. so, tomorrow morning im making him pancakes.. heh. on the 19th itself, we went to mecca bar! a placed which serves MORROCAN cuisine! yummy. blur pics of my bro drinking peanut butter martini and us.   then they went to boulevard, i went to hush. keep watching this space. Sunday, July 30, 2006, 09:24 p.m. cause in his life he's filled with all these good intentions if growing up means: -having to wake up on my own -making my own dinners -studying independently -washing my own clothes -cleaning up my room -'taking care' of myself -coming home to four walls, a television and a computer. "I'm your _______, of course you can depend on me." somehow, your selfish and self-righteous thoughts have distorted, fragmented and erased the word which meant a lot to me. it used to.  im not sure whether i want things to be back when i first came to know about it. in fact, i'd rather be a childish brat forever, and never grow up. Sunday, July 30, 2006, 01:14 a.m. somewhere in that ancient mystic trinity wow, i am officially a nerd. today. hahaha. well, i was supposed to wake up at nine to go to baillieu at eleven. i woke up at twelve instead, but i still reached at about one thirty. so, im fine with it. the most shocking part is. i went ALONE. haha, aint i independent or what. okay, adi and ning joined me about two hours later. but, i managed to go alone and complete some work. im going again tomorrow, but with ning. hahaha. headed to lynsey's place cos her mum cooked us dinner! so nice! and, the food's real good too. yummy! :) watched you, me and dupree after that. walked to college house with cherie.  oh! and, i love windows LIVEMESSENGER! BECAUSE: i can talk to ppl when i am OFFLINE! so, technically im not really offline just that i 'appear' offline but i can still talk to ppl online when i am not really offline. how cool is that?! SUPER cool. (too much supersize me tends to have that effect) HAHAHA, i love! :) goodnight ppl. steph: i definitely wont be able to make it! and, i dont want to spend our time in sgp to go shanghai.. i cant wait to see you! cant wait cant wait. :( Thursday, July 27, 2006, 10:29 p.m. in my head there's only you now HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY AIMING ! :) hahaha, amina/aiming/goth girl! happy birthday! sorry you had to do m&c work on your birthday.. heh. it's both my lucky and bad day today. on a good note, i feel so loved! hahahaha. two ppl made me lunch today! heh. YAY! and, i feel like a real nerd. woke up early to go to leeper to do my hoi, managed to complete something at least. let's NOT talk about the bad things. oh, one more lucky thing. i have lynsey and cherie, to accompany me just when i need someone. hahaha, to stop me from wallowing in self-pity. oh wells, back to the study table. :( lynsey: hahaha, the caption was for both of you of course! i like thursday after school outside-kfc times. heh. glad you liked the lame treasure hunt! iloveyouuu. :) sara: yeah, i really wish i could transport myself there NOW! im missing you. :( Tuesday, July 25, 2006, 08:42 p.m. if i could be like that intriguing day. woke up late for m&c today, luckily ron's still away on holiday! hahaha. itchy's even better, arriving ONE HOUR late! stupid woman. anyway, discussed our project. came home, slept. woke up, went for lecture and eap. watched, Super Size Me during eap! gross.  went to leeper to zap some stuff. chris IS DAMN DAMN NICE. he had $49+ left in his card, and he let me use $25! damn sweet! hahaha. THANK YOU! then, he and kenneth walked me to the unimelb tram stop. met cherie, and she came over to take my book. watching oc now.. i dont want marissa to die! nooo.. WORK WORK WORK. thank god for friends and celebrity idols to distract me from impending cardiovascular failure. i dont like you. Monday, July 24, 2006, 11:48 p.m. if i could be like that HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY, LYN ! :)  cherie, ning, mabel, shuk and i spent almost one week preparing a scrapbook for her. so i can rightfully declare that: cherie and i are photoshop geniuses at placing your face on someone else's body! HAHAHA. i cant put pics up, cos its really too embarassing! awww. we bought her a ballerina teddy bear at the 'build-your-own-teddy shop' in chadstone! SO COOL. we named it Princess Pickles! i want one too! i think i'll get one for me mummy, heh! she loves teddy bears! and, cherie and i woke up earlier to go melbourne central to get her beanie and top from sportsgirl and dangerfield! had to hide it in our bags, the whole time.  isnt she just adorable!? adi and ricky cooked lyn's birthday dinner. it was good! chicken, ribs and carbonara. nicee. had a 'treasure hunt' for her to find her pressies, hahaha. and, lyn takes a bubble bath in the shower (inside joke). had a bit of fun, and everyone headed home. off to the books from tomorrow onwards.. YAY! B) nerd i am. HELLO, WINTER SNOWMAN!
i miss you, and everyone connected to this pic. yes, NAMELY steph and sara. since shuk is here. HAHAHA.  i saw this in steph's blog. after i last saw you, i think that was at least 4 months ago, seriously, i havent spoken to you enough to say i dont miss you. sigh. those fridays, those good ol fridays are etched in my head so hard that there is not a friday i go on without thinkin bout those chompchomp-gonggong peeling, toy buying, chocolate eating days. trying all that good food that came our way. i would never forget the presents and surprises. you, the queen of surprises will never fail to amaze me sometimes. you just loved surprises soo much that our friendship itself was a surprise. a good one i must say, and im glad it happened. despite u and i getting angry at each other so many times, we always managed to pull through. :) now that ure thousands of miles away from me. i aint gonna tell u im happy with this distance. -_- damn we sound like a married couple. HAHAHA but okkkk. I DO I DO I DO MISS YOU!!!!!!!! i really do.. its not funny.. :( when i come back in dec, everyday would be a friday love! i also want you to know that im glad our friendship happened and blossomed. from the typical steering clear of each other's paths, to depending on each other be it academically or just a listening ear. it lasted, lasts and will last. this i am sure, though we will have/had our ups and downs. this is one surprise i LOVE. and, TGIF. i cant wait! iloveyou. you know i do. :) Wednesday, July 19, 2006, 09:17 p.m. all she wants is just that something to hold on to  the psych essay still seems as daunting as EVER. and, i cant believe i fell asleep during maths lect. plus, she was teaching something new (which i never learnt before)! argh. i dont have my lecture notes whatt. anyway, that's the ego in me talking (referring to psych). had dinner in qv. not too bad. i am becoming an anxious nerd. angsty post erased, but feelings still exist.
there's a surprise waiting for you. sara: spastic. okay, i caught all three. love you too! really busy, will give you a longer shoutout next time. :) steph: nah, ITS SOME FUCKTARD. i'll tell you about it another time. super disgusting. of course i love you, dont get the wrong idea. hahaha, i love you 4ever. heh. :) Monday, July 17, 2006, 10:09 p.m. and all she wants is just a little piece of this dream i dont like my economics progress report. i know she means well, but putting something like: "... results very disappointing... concerned that she is sleepy on most Monday mornings in 9am class..." equates to a death sentence. cos, my parents are gonna read THAT. i dread the next 'private call' ring i'll hear. DIE. argh. anyway, glad that i've started on my essays. at least, started. and, my bro brought me to westlake restaurant today!! yay! long awaited dinner. heh, wasnt too bad. I LOVE THE FRIED ICE CREAM! yummy yummy. more work later tonight, tomorrow and the following days. sigh. you. you dont even deserve a mention, but just for the sake of reminding me of ppl like you. i guess you really are not what everyone thought you were. no point trying to be nice, when you are not. going around backstabbing and adding oil to fire etc. hypocrite. you really are a c.b. (pun intended)  steph, i really miss you! :( this sucks without you and our fridays. Saturday, July 15, 2006, 12:56 a.m. girl i'm so down, when your love's not around again, not very pleased with my results. but, not much i can do except try harder this term. so, we're gonna start on our essays like this week even though it's due in week five/six. most of them. eap essay psych essay hoi essay oh wells, watched this on teevee! heh. cant rmb when though.  then, watched dead man's chest today.  hah, im definitely more in love with Johnny Depp now. and, they told me chow yun fatt acted in the show? what the hell. HAHAHA. stayed until credits, but didnt see his name. so, NO. he didnt act in this show, couldnt have anyway. cherie and i tried to spot whose accent he could possibly try and imitate. dont have larh. adi and chua are staying over, cos they're playing tennis with lynsey and cherie in the morning. hah, im going to the library to start on my essayS! g'night everyone. Thursday, July 13, 2006, 11:52 p.m. i miss you like crazy  watched GRONKS just now with the group. a fairly interesting play, very dramatic. HAHAHA! at least it helps to keep minds off taxing matters, and lightens moods. so, good thing! these few days have been less than cheerful. especially the FREEZING COLD weather! brrr. but things at mabel's place are fun! hahaha, with the constant laughter churned from our sick and lame jokes! heh. ping: haha, i want BOTH! greedy, but i must support you. very comforting to hear that you have a solution! YAY. glad you can compromise and forgive them for stealing your designs. love you! :)  i dont know what to say or do, i hope/know i'm not in love with you. drinking coffee amidst cold airy wind, works wonders. Monday, July 10, 2006, 11:52 p.m. i miss you like crazy  what a way to kickstart the term. i was trying to sleep early, so that i can wake up for class in time. HOWEVER, from 1.30am onwards i could hear the chants/cheers: "ITALIA! ITALIA!" until probably 6.30am? what the f***. seriously. i couldnt sleep and my head was starting to hurt. so sickening. argh. woke up after a little sleep, walked all the way to swanston to find out there was NO CLASS. wahlau. then, i saw chua. and he came over and we played street fighter on the ps2! HAHAHA. that helped to change my mood. oh, mabel and chin yap have chickenpox. GET WELL SOON! but, receiving of results were NOT GOOD. ): urgh, dont want to remind myself. ping: HEY, i was trying to add a comment in your livejournal. but cannot, cos apparently my ip add is an open server. THEY THINK IM A SPAMMER. yes, johnny depp IS HOT! heh. :) and and, i want one badge! yupp yupp, i'll wear when i get back kay? pay for me first. i also want a t-shirt. hahaha, and dont worry. cos, steph and i are racking our brains thinking of solutions for you. if only i can get hold of you and my senior, things will work out. I AM SURE. love. :) bao: hahaha, much to your (and my) surprise. i found it funny! hahaha. really, i was laughing to myself. chow: yupp, OF COURSE I RMB. hahaha, try hard arh. i really cant wait! :) Friday, July 7, 2006, 12:59 a.m. when i think of you, i don't know what to do Tuesday, July 4 quite a belated wish, but. heh. hope you had fun! watched superman returns with my bro, shashi, chandler and xiqi. it was a tad surreal, especially for someone to look as.. handsome as Brandon Routh! a few interesting/lame thoughts: -doesnt his lock of curl ever go down? hahaha! even as he fell from carrying that piece of land. man, it still stands. WHAT HAIRGEL DOES HE USE?? -combine superman returns with the breakup's three brother's tour. just imagine. tourguide on bus: on your left, ahh. there goes superman. tourguide on boat: there's superman AGAIN, flying around. he keeps flying around indiscreetly. i mean, he's not supposed to be hiding. but, on the streets and him carrying lois lane near the bridge. just gave my brain more lame ideas. HAHAHA. and, i suppose only i find it funny. of course.  but, super movie nonetheless. watched the italy vs germany match. yay, italy won. hahaha. soccer idiot mel likes football cos she can predict who wins. hahaha, wishing you'd asked me for pointers? nahh, my bro's the one with the predictions! mann, he's good. only reached home at 8am! Wednesday, July 5 went hush bar with my bro, shashi, xiqi, chandler and his friends. which was F-U-N! hahaha. due to waking up at 6pm. my body clock's kinda screwed, so i must readjust! cos school starts NEXT WEEK! AHHH. and, i kinda know what the different gears are for. now, i just need to sit behind a steering wheel. pretty late, since i got my learner's permit in march? today watched pirates of the carribean: dead man's chest! filled with action, mystery, suspense and THE WORKS! but, i hated the no-ending part. really irritated me. still a wonderful show though!  I LOVE JOHNNY DEPP! :) seriously. he is HOT! -ahhhh bao: you're slow, you know. i was just saying that you owe me a hug and kiss, but since im nice. i give you first! hahaha. goodluck for your exams! :) love you too. chow: hahaha, okay. we're equal computer idiots! yupp, how bout wait till i come back. we'll BAKE TOGETHER! cool huh. sounds fun! yupp, see you online! love you! :) fifi: haha, of course i still talk to steph! duhh. yes yes, mel and fifi. together forever! hahaha. madness, i love. :) Monday, July 3, 2006, 07:35 p.m. i used to call you the love went shopping with my bro today! at Essendon DFO. hahaha, was quite fun! we bought quite a lot of stuff. heh. FRUITFUL TRIP! yay. :) although this is more of spending money kinda trouble thingy. it was like the good 'ol times when we'd get into trouble, with my two brothers and me the accomplice. heh. shall give a recount, since my posts are getting shorter. three kids and a maid is the equivalence of chaos. we used to hate our maid cos she'd always beat my brothers when my parents were out (which is most of the time). SADISTIC CHILDHOOD. so, my brothers' devious plan hatched in our balcony. they put the smoke of the mosquito coil (before electric mosquito repellents were invented), in one of my dad's empty orange juice jar. yes, orange juice used to be in powdered form before liquid for us. HAH. anyway, while she was asleep they let her 'inhale' the smoke. which yes, was really evil but super hilarious to us. but remember, WE WERE KIDS! hahaha. of course, she woke up. me, the guard, was supposed to get ready to lock the door with a bicycle chain so that she could not get us. we had a non-existent doorknob resulting in a hole in the door. i have no idea why. so, she chased us up the stairs. we used to live in a maisonette, two-storey hdb flat. and my brothers' room had a tinted glass wall. so naughty us, would make the usual kids face at her. while she yelled and probably cursed at us, but we couldnt understand or care either. the story continues but cannot be further revealed due to certain reasons. HAHAHA. the end. entertaining, no? here's one of my favourite movies!  ele: what's most important is whether i was able to make you believe in yourself! yes, you're welcome. you da bomb! steph: WAHLAU, YOU'RE GIVING ME DIABETES! so sweet, wish i can see you now and hug you to bits. plus stuff you with chocolate from our raffles city there, heh. you freak, i know i cant dance larh. stupid shit. and, we're talking online now! hee. i love you LARH. :) Monday, July 3, 2006, 01:24 a.m. i used to call you my girl finished Farenheit 451 by Ray Bradbury. a very thought provoking and intriguing book, worthy read. anyway, its a necessary for me since its one of my lit texts. hah. been quite a boring weekend, sleeping at about five am waking up at five pm. heh, and world cup is so disappointing LARH. sickening, each time i try to predict. turns out wrong. bro: wanna bet? you bet brazil right? loser wash the dishes. me: okay, SET. bro: eh, wake up. wash the dishes, france won. KNS. stupid shit larh. anyway, pics of the toys my mum bought for me.   ele: yeah, i miss you too. ditzy freaks are we! heh. fifi: whats with the sudden proclamation? hahaha. ya larh, im yours. :) steph: and you go along? hahaha. WAHLAU. why must be honolulu dolls huh? enjoy yourself in hawaii, sounds like paradise! wish i were there. yeah, im yours too! hahaha. :) sara: you're either plain mad or just really high. those two are mad and you also join in? what, put me on auction arh. still want to cook me? CANNIBAL. but i admit, the harry potter pun is a tad heart-rending. hahaha, yepp. i love you too! and im also yours. :) Friday, June 30, 2006, 06:52 p.m. and all these thoughts are never resting  What does your handwriting say about YOU? The results of your analysis say: You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry. You are a shy, idealistic person who does not find it easy to have relationships, especially intimate ones. You are diplomatic, objective, and live in the present. You are not very reserved, impatient, self-confident and fond of action. You enjoy life in your own way and do not depend on the opinions of others. 
What Kind of Smell are You? (also personality test)
Your smell is: The one people just can't figure out. Your smell? No-one can figure out if its good or bad, there's arguments for both sides. YOU, however, know what it is alright!People think of you as a bit of a ditzy freak, but hey, why should I tell you that? You don't care!You're a bit of an individual, and act how you feel. When you feel quite, you'll stay quiet, when you feel like being loud, then you'll talk.............or shout. You're a bit of a joker, and can be quite sarcastic, but you know when it's time to be serious.Your personality: an individual, day-dreamy, and carefree. sometimes life is too real and sometimes it's not real enough. sometimes you need to escape from reality, but you always come back down to earth when you need to, but mostly this is just in the nick of time. You're quite dry, but this doesn't mean you don't care. Just that you don't think crying about stuff can possibly help things. Sometimes you need a bit of reassurance, but mostly you're sure of what is and what's not. Tae this quiz! 
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okay, im also supposed to be the Disney character Esmerelda from the Hunchback of Notre Dame. You love people for who they are and not for their looks and you do anything to make ends meet. but, the code kinda screws my page up. so, no pics. anyway, that was my quiz frenzy. my mummy left today, loads of shopping and eating was done in the past few days. SERIOUS LOADS. but, more for her than me larh. WHAT THE.. anyway, my bro bought quite alot today too! three jackets and one pair of jeans.. hee. i want to buy a jacket too! but, it's damn ex. $153! how? ahh, i feel like spending money. nevermind, shall see if its still there and has my size tomorrow. fate will decide if i can buy it. :) lady luck, please shine on me! ping: haha, yes of course. dont enjoy now then when?? next term is gonna be SO HECTIC. im alr afraid. fifi: yes, FIVE MORE MONTHS ONLY. we're halfway there. heh, GOODLUCK FOR YOUR BAND COMPETITION! :) though i hope both you and st nicks will win. hah. Monday, June 26, 2006, 09:06 p.m. there's a reason why people don't stay where they are  after four hours of sleep, my mum woke me up! and, my bro drove us to Mt. Buller! hahaha, but, i didnt ski/snowboard eh. i dont think im really sports material though, hahaha. plus, i was freezing cold and definitely not dressed or up to it. lucky i've tried it before. hah. my artistic shot while waiting for my bro.  that's us, but im wrapped up in one jacket and one coat. plus, BAD HAIR DAY = CAP. so, aiyah. I LOOK LIKE SOME FAT SHIT.  had dinner with my bro's friends also, at il gusto. food's okay though. then, headed home to bathe. went to melbourne central to meet chaiying, robin, tzemeng, lawrence and nicholas. hahaha, nicholas looks like the father in family guy! seriously funny! drank abit, and played stupid games! hahaha. anyway, pictures on friday. including eric's birthday celebration.    sara: haha, everyday i love you more and more! muahh. :) mimi: haha, i miss you too! lovely time talking to you, heh. H**** shit. that's you! love. :) fifi: i miss you too. steph: i miss you so so much! RELAX! im sure things will turn out, just fine and probably interesting. hah. :) Monday, July 24, 2006, 07:00 p.m. but there's a danger in loving somebody too much yesterday was truckloads full of fun! went victoria market with cherie and shuk for them to get their nougats. as usual, i was late. heh, by fifteen minutes though. met ninghui, after her chem paper. we went to watch click!  sad sad show. ahh, but nice anyways. in primary and secondary school the teacher always said never to end your compo as a dream. now i know why. headed home, cos cherie and i had a slight headache. after their accounting paper, met up with chua, adi, robin, lynsey, mabel, khan and ricky. we went to watch over the hedge! and, i had to have a huge headache. what a spoiler.  CUTE CUTE SHOW! damn nice. then, went for dinner at chilli padi. THANKS, adi and lynsey for the hot chocolate and panadol for my headache! real sweet of them to get those for me. THREE MOVIES IN ONE DAY! :) rushed through dinner and caught the fast and the furious: tokyo drift!  yes, steph i wanna join the tokyo drift fan club! nicee, i like. but, very similar to initial d though. exciting. we wanted to watch just my luck in the halfpipe, the bean bag cinema. where three ppl sit on one sloping bean bag and watch the movie. heh, we had to go to eric's place to celebrate his belated birthday. oh wells. cherie and ninghui went home to pack and clean up. bought a coffee walnut cake, candles and whipped cream from safeway. saw something really sweet on the way, what i wanted to see for sometime, heh. i kept eating part of the cake while chua was spraying the cream. heh, they were gonna smash the cake anyway. sang song, smashed cake, got him drunk. plan accomplished. and lynsey, mabel and i were just taking pictures while watching them play snap, indian poker and dai dee getting eric drunk. HAHAHA. left his place, and adi and chua slept over at my place. hahaha, we were talking until about FIVE? hahah, and i was in such a deep stage five REM sleep i didnt know when adi left? hahaha, shit. then, i heard cherie and ninghui come and wake chua up. hope they got their shopping done! i only woke up at 3.15pm. ahh, they've all left by tomorrow. my mum's coming then. the crazy stuff we do when psych's got to us.   see you guys in term III. :) i will be looking forward to another astounding term!
bao: long time no see. i wrote you a testimonial, im very sure i did. brinjal a.k.a. eggplant: i love you too! NO, i do NOT like indian songs. eee. hahaha, i'll try to help you get him to give you mouth-to-mouth resuscitation. HEH. <3 steph: no eh, i havent received any calls! aiyah, you concentrate on your finals first! we can talk anytime, no worries. iloveyou. :) Thursday, June 22, 2006, 10:12 p.m. yes, i may have hurt you, but i did not desert you its the, END OF EXAMS! time to PART-AYE! heh. i've gone through 2 1/2 hours of m&c 15%, 3 1/4 hours of eap 25%, 3 hours of maths 15%, 3 hours of lit 20%, 1 1/2 hours of econs 10%, 2 1/4 hours of psych 35%. woah. and, approximately 250 hours of studying. for econs, cherie and lynsey stayed over. and for psych cherie and adi. hahaha. everyone was SO STRESSED. in case no one knows, in trinity everything is important. so, as compared to end-of-year exams that count. EVERYTHING COUNTS FOR US. so, its working continuously. which is damn tiring. argh. and yes, the overacheiver = me. takes four electives instead of three, heh. so, bite me. common comment for studying maths: "wahlau. and i thought come here, surely damn easy one larh. the maths damn tough eh! sure fail alr. i think, i join july-intake larh." HAHAHA! studying for psych was kinda fun. heh, cherie and i were just playing like mad. and, she's DAMN HYPER AT NIGHT larh. stupid woman, kept talking about shashi and laughing damn loud. hahaha. cherie: jagernathan.. -keeps singing some indian song. me: cherie, shut up larh. wahlau. i ask him give you mouth-to-mouth arh. i know you want! shashi was a medic in ns. my cam cant upload the pics! damn. anyway, everyone's leaving on saturday! ahhh, and just when mugging became enjoyable (with room service, reaction shots and all). well, my mum's coming on saturday. again. we watched this, and was kinda upset about the ending. huh?  now, doesnt she look all-californian? sara: yes, what my sara wants my sara gets! heh, hope you're feeling better alr. i forgot to ask steph, i'll talk to you next time online kay? i also cant wait to get back to see you! love. :) ele: heh. i miss you & our gossips + eat-outs + shopping + hanging out + dressing up. etc. no, you will be alright too! hang in there, and wait for me. iloveyou. :) erv: i love you. heh, later ppl get the wrong idea arh. stupid ass. :) Friday, June 16, 2006, 10:27 p.m. i could never change you, i don't want to blame you you look at the clock, as the second hand moves. tick tock. you feel the walls inside your mind closing in on you, time is running out. scribbling furiously on the paper, your hand stops. "take a break," the voice inside says. you feel the world minimising. but, the workload never seems to stop increasing. the people whom you thought would be on your side, have deserted you. when all else despairs. thank god for inanimate pictures that can still take your mind off things that are ferociously gnawing at your brains. oh, dont forget the finger-licking euphoria-inducing kfc!  the journey is ardous, but i guess we all have to press on. no, i do not know who the you or we are. did you really? let's just forget it, and pretend everything's the same as before. the plain and the non-existent. the neon signboard in your mind spells: mel, the f* bitch. it must be the stress kicking in. the last thing i need, is someone who is seemingly close to be angry at me. p/s: my brother is such a darling. dumb me didnt bring a dictionary, he went to buy one for me. my saviour! but, the kfc did take quite long to come. HAH. i still love him, very much! :) Thursday, June 15, 2006, 05:45 p.m. and, i don't want to hate you Director: Congratulations! The surgery on separating the siamese twins was a work of art. Splendid job. Doctor: I was just doing my duty. What I'm more concerned about is the complications that will arise. There's nothing we can do, but wait and see. Director: Complications? Doctor: Yes, it wasn't a clean cut. Things are going to get tricky.
He who generalises is an idiot.
now, i don't want to lose you i slept over at cherie's place on friday, only went to sleep at six a.m. woke up at one p.m. and went to starbucks to continue studying. full six hours of studying, ate dinner and coninued to study. just for 15%, we were SO STRESSED! hah. sat for m&c exam in the morning. it was quite terrible, cos about three questions i didnt quite know how to answer. there goes about 24 marks? and all that studying. oh well, gotta concentrate on other subjects. five more to go. ate at nando's. went to cherie's place to study econs, not fruitful at all. had dinner and decided to reward ourselves for completing that exam. only lynsey, cherie, mabel, shuk, robin and i watched:
and and and, i swear australia should just fly me over to germany. cos, I AM THEIR GOODLUCK CHARM. wah, i've only been back for fifteen minutes. hoped that they'd win the match against japan, and they scored THREE GOALS! like how lucky can i get. hah. anyway, robin owes us a treat! sara: heh. i love you too, my carousel lover! im definitely studying hard, and cant cant cant wait to go back. :) ele: wah, take so long for you to see arh. im your ardent diaryland fan can! everyday i check know, unless i have exams larh. yeah, ITS DAMN COOL. i hope he wins, everyone please vote for paul twohill! then i can officially say sg idol is my friend eh. mel loves ellie! :) Wednesday, June 7, 2006, 05:52 p.m. waited on a line of greens and blues
You dont care if the world revolves only around the both of you. People ask if they matter at all. You look at me, telling me its my decision to say what I feel. I dont answer. I ask, "do you love her?" You talk to me, I answer cheerfully. But, do you really know if I am? You place your arm on my shoulder as we walk. We're in a similar predicament. But, do you really understand how I feel? does anyone? I am placed in the most contradictive position. I want you to be happy, so I am willing to ignore how I feel. I understand how both sides feel, and now I am stuck in the middle. There's nothing I can do, except wait and advice the other party. An incessant, shrill and insincere laughter can be heard, I wonder where it's coming from. I stop to listen. It stops. Then, I realise that I am the perpetrator. You look past me most of the time, your heart belongs to another. I am just standing there, hoping for some attention. I watch you walk away, indifferent to how I feel. You hypocrite. You wont answer me when I talk to you. I guess it was just thoughtlessness on my part. I really just want things to be the same as before, cos there really wasnt any problem.
sara: yepp, I MISS YOU TOO! haha, you saw him at the airport right? im not bluffing. wahlau, sounds as though im riding on his popularity. HAHA. i think he sings nice too. six more months. :) today's horoscope: You may wake up feeling a little directionless, but that's not necessarily a bad thing. There are things moving around you in unpredictable ways, but rather than going forward and hoping for the best, you're smart to stay back and let things settle on their own first. You have a very interesting view on things, one that you should keep in mind for later. Monday, June 5, 2006, 09:40 p.m. i'm the one who wants to be with you me:"... the moonlight that fools shy buds." -bites lip. russell:"sister..." my prompt. that's how my drama monologue exam went. i momentarily forgot the next line, and actually showed by biting my lip. what the. i definitely dont think i did well, or i did THAT badly. oh, i chose The Matchmaker by Kim Yong Ik. so, there. next up: - - - all to be completed in three weeks, then HOLIDAYS! but, i wont be going back to singapore. sigh. jan: i miss you. sorry, this pic is so 'artsy-fartsy'. heh, i took it what. couldnt find a nicer pic, or one with just the both of us.  i love you. i'll be there for you these five words i swear to you. :) Sunday, June 4, 2006, 06:33 p.m. out of reach,
couldn't see i slept at two am, and woke up at four pm today. my reason/excuse: i wasnt feeling well yesterday. oh well, i dont have any essays to do. but loads of revision and most important, MEMORISING MY DRAMA PARAGRAPH!! :S im scared scared scared. and, i realised that youtube is AMAZING! i love it. cos, i can view
she = melissa loo, me = paul twohill. our reasons? THEY'RE OUR FRIENDS ! when i watched it, i couldnt stop laughing and yet reminisce: the times when we were at my place having a bbq, just playing stupid games and teasing paul and annabelle. the times at julius's place playing daidee, with paul losing his money like mad. the times when we were at phunk bar, at their 'gig'. HAHA! paul's stupid hair-flicking which includes spreading his germs onto other's food. eew. and of course, who could forget prata house. it's true. everything feels so surreal, watching your friend on teevee/the computer screen. i wish i was back in singapore, so i can watch sg idol on teevee instead of on a computer screen. i miss my friends. i really do. ele: NO, I DIDNT NOT REPLY YOU ON PURPOSE! and, im not attached. even though we dont talk often (talk too often, will be boring lorr), our friendship is stronger than that. i promise never to break you heart. i <3 ele! :) steph: hello, miss. even when you dont see me, i forbid you to trip/fall/roll/whatever. when you feel like, read the letter i wrote you (which brings to mind, WHERE'S MINE?!) not too much coke + alcohol also. now you're making me wish i have three bodies, then i can be in australia, states and singapore at the same time. :( i wanna be with you Saturday, June 3, 2006, 02:41 p.m. out of reach, so far baked choc chunk cookies again, last night! heh. felt so lazy, i decided to occupy myself so i wouldnt have to do work. well, i've no more essays to do! :) yay! woke up really early today to go to the imax theatre to watch the 3D movie sharks. hahaha, its counted as one psych tutorial. SO BORING!! but, quite fun though. hahaha, 3D gets to everyone. cherie was sticking her hand in front of her goggles, and adi fell asleep! heh. offered ppl my cookies, and the usual compliments! haha, my retort: "i learned it from cooking club!" no one knows my hidden talent, HAHAH. baking. betsy walked to arrow with me! so sweeet! :) waited for yijun and aiming to come, they took SO LONG! wonder whether they have snails stuck under they're feet.. hmph. spent two and a half hours doing the m&c powerpoint graphic design (my title), hahaha. it looks damn bloody good! im REALLY PROUD of myself! hee. and, im officially the slacker. haha, cos my excuse is that my powerpoint looks good = dont need to do anything else alr. SAMPLE.  (i dont know how to put the whole powerpoint here, wish i did.) im cooking dinner tonight! since chow keeps complaining, i will post pictures up soon, i think. drama monologue exam coming up, AHHHH! i am falling sick. again. steph: yes, i still love you. :) hahaha. you better take care of yourself, and you know what i mean. yunhua: wahlau, my gbk your contact page arh. and, you think you pon school very cool isit? spastic. champion, big deal arh. hmph. chow: YEPP, I MISS YOU SO MUCH TOO !! :) bao a.k.a. heartbreak city: the pot calling the kettle black can. oh my god, you're attached?? cant quite picture it. but, okay larh. heh. Man is a fallen god, who still remembers heaven. Wednesday, May 31, 2006, 06:07 p.m. if i stay here
keeping busy everyday "I'm sorry," I managed. "You already said that," he replied. "I mean it, Bill." He shrugged. "You mean it, you don't mean it. It doesnt matter in the long run." He opened the door, "I hope you find what you're looking for, Nancy." I already did, I thought as I watched him go. nice excerpt from name dropping, cant remember the author though. been baking CHOC CHUNK COOKIES ! oh mann, they taste and smell like famous amos cookies. heh. NICEE! :) damn, i have to write seven hundred more words for my hoi essay. helpp! and, no, i am not attached. steph, its all YOUR FAULT! Sunday, May 28, 2006, 01:56 a.m. so confused, my heart's bruised had lunch at home, went to victoria market to buy some things with my uncle and mum. drank bavarian cappucino, nicee! :) went to westfield after that to shop around with my mum. bought a pair of earrings, necklace and a top. cheap buys, of course! bought groceries at the safeway there, cheaper too! ate dinner at uncle wee's brother's place. my uncle cooked meatballs, flounder, swordfish, curry lamb, chicken ribs and kailan. for about eleven ppl. not too bad. left in a hurry, to catch a movie. again. this time with cherie, shuk, chua, mabel, robin, adi, khan, ninghui and lynsey.  it was okay. but i kinda expected better! oh, im quite a huge x-men fan!! haha, unbelievable right? well, i have two older brothers. what to do. after that, went to cherie's place to get the birthday present. walked to brunetti's to buy candles, which are SO CUTE! went to mabel's place to hide and surprise her! hahaha, all the guys had to put a ribbon on their head. surprise was a success! of course. had cake and played around. as the guys paraded around acting as if they're contesting for mabel's love. with me as commentator. hahah. but, she couldnt bear to choose. then, adi walked me home. gonna cut hair tomorrow and study at the state library! Saturday, May 27, 2006, 02:09 a.m. when it's through, it's through DENISE WOO BAO BAO SUCKS ! yes, before i go on bout my sudden hatred for baobao (yeah, that's her name. unbelievable right? its true.) i shall talk about my day/yesterday. was at qv with lynsey, cherie, ninghui, chua and adi, doing something. I AM AMAZED AT MY ARTISTIC FLAIR! :) and, it has been long since i got down to doing things the good old-fashioned way. feels satisfying! saw someone, heh. ate at nando's, yummy ribs and peri-peri chips! :) was abit pissed off during the night, then i got persuaded to watch the one show i've been trying to avoid. which i told all my friends that you'd never see me watching THAT. i watched it. the da vinci code.  call me a coward, but i still think the show is scary and not nice. bleah. going shopping later today, plus early dinner then fun! heh. anyway, bao is a pig. i think you're cute Thursday, May 25, 2006, 02:50 a.m. would you swear psych tutorial on "Sensation and Perception", was really enjoyable and sense-heightening! i drew a lollypop and poked holes to make an outline for chui yen to feel and guess, like braille. sam took SO LONG, to feel the outline of a FLOWER! hahah. then, i had to taste sweet, salty, sour and bitter. EEW! like, how unlucky was i to be chosen for the second experiment. damn. but, FUN nonetheless. was really tired during maths lect, fell asleep during the break. lit was interesting, heh. we had to write an introductory paragraph (ungraded), so i wrote two sentences. THREE LINES OKAYY. then, mike kept mentioning it, and something bout marking mine first since it wont take long. plus, ending off almost all the questions with ".. to a certain extent." was quite funny larh.
chaiying and i couldnt find the place, so we were late. sat with jane, cos the other seats had people blocking our view. clifton bought flowers for some pianist and was worried bout presenting the flowers to her? haha, he wasnt even the one performing. but, i found out why he was embarassed. after the applause stopped, a few people shouted his name and cheered when he gave the flowers. HAHA. a few REALLY STUPID performances were put up. this (un-named to reduce humiliation) guy tried to imitate james blunt singing "you're beautiful". OH MY GOD! HE SOUNDS HORRENDOUS, seriously off key/tune/whatever. everyone clapped along and were laughing their asses off. it was TERRIBLE. he sang five for fighting's "superman". he totally ruined those two songs. the other group trying to sing "only hope" by mandy moore was also quite bad. yuck! the good ones: mabel playing the cello and the song "superman" on the piano, professional! yay, proud of her! this band called note to self, the vocalist was GOOD! and, jane singing with her band! nicee. rushed home to eat the bah kut teh my bro cooked. played street fighter on the ps2, some new version. and, he only let me win twice! wahlau. played with chin yap and annie also, invited them over to eat. heh heh. overall, had a really intriguing night! :) I FINISHED MY EAP ESSAY! left with hoi essay, m&c presentation and other work. sounds so much better. yay. will find pics to put up soon. oh, my mum's arriving at 8am today. err, dont know what to expect. but, still kinda excited! yunhua: eh, you received so long alr. only say now. yeah, luck! glad you liked them. love. :) |
