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Monday, April 3, 2006, 04:11 p.m. when the love that brought us near i think i did relatively OKAY for my maths paper. my brother's back from tasmania!! and, i slacked from eleven to four just now.. i chose two poems, hope i do a good job. need to memorise! fifi: if you see this, i'll miss you! hope you found a nice yellow top. :) The Road Not Taken by Robert Frost Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveller, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth; Then took the other, as just as fair, And having perhaps the better claim, Because it was grassy and wanted wear; Though as for that, the passing there Had worn them really about the same, And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black. Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yet knowing how way leads on to way, I doubted if I should ever come back. I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence; Two roads diverged in a wood, and I - I took the one less travelled by, And that has made all the difference. The Sketch by Michael Heald Amusement is simmering as I enter, their young stares intense, gloating, as those who hold in sight a victim of dramatic irony. Turning, I see a sketch of my profile on the blackboard, so accurate and alive it winds me. Their laughter is released and I let my breath go with the benign, satisfied shouting. When they've gone, I face the likeness again: it fixes me so surely outside myself that i feel unsteady, robbed of my contours. With three broad wipes I make it vanish, but as I step from the room notice the dust cloud still hovering. ninghui and lynsey: THANKS! for helping me with my lit! YAY. :) gonna start on my lit now. well, after i eat the pizza in the oven! mann, im growing FAT! ahh. Saturday, April 1, 2006, 11:30 p.m. got anger management problems? considerably productive day. well, almost. watched two adam sandler movies on teevee! gonna do maths and lit tomorrow. I wanna grow old with you by Adam Sandler I wanna make you smile, whenever you're sad. carry you around when your arthritis is bad. oh, all I wanna do, is grow old with you. I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches, build you a fire if the furnace breaks. oh, it could be so nice, growin' old with you. I'll miss you, kiss you, give you my coat when you are cold, need you, feed you. I'll even let you hold the remote control. so let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink, put you to bed when you've had too much to drink. oh I could be the man who grows old with you. I wanna grow old with you... :) , 01:00 a.m. and now i don't understand what i'm going through its APRIL FOOL'S DAY ! something really irritating happened, i dont understand how can someone be so bloody retarded. anyway, lessons as usual. did some maths at swanston with lynsey, sujana and weihong. we had to go up to weihong's place to pick something for him to wear, cos apparently he's idea of dressing smart is abit warped. walked around to find a certain restaurant to have dinner. before that, we were arguing where to eat(well mostly them, i was fine with anything). hah. tried a vietnamese place, and sujana recommended this dish to me. yes, it was nice! haha, he was so happy. weihong left. we had our 'sisterhood' outing which ended early cos we couldnt enter the arcade today! and, topics discussed: 2? hahaha. anyway, lynsey and i continued walking around after leaving melb central. we were just walking aimlessly and talking about everything! fun. (inside topic)whyyy like that? i love her. basically the whole time i was wearing a short sleeved top(yes, sara, steph and yunhua the cK top). and today was DAMN COLD! and when the wind blows its really chilly and strong! wah. i was freezing. thanks ele! for the plenty plenty songs! hehe. ervyn! long time no see! love love miss miss you! lynsey, happy right? i know you love me too. today's horoscope: Let things take their course. And if a relationship or idea fails, it was meant to. Thursday, March 30, 2006, 08:45 p.m. there was nothing to say the day she left the start of the day was embarassing. haha! im officially in the FILM CLUB! okay, doesnt sound very appealing. but, its actually really fun! we get to choose what movies we want to watch for free, cos they have the free membership. but, namely old movies and some recent ones i guess. i suggested watching audrey hepburn movies! YAY! i've only watched abit of my fair lady before. speaking of movies. wow, it really brings me back to the times where steph and i would go to bugis, cine, shaw, plaza singapura, suntec, junction 8, yishunpoint and even causeway point to watch movies! sigh. there's always next friday! went to 'brunetti's' after lit lect with lynsey, mabel, cherie and adi. tried their gelati and creme caramel! not bad! i felt like a country bumpkin larh, cos it was the first time i went. came home and cooked dinner for my brother and myself. maggi mee, sausages, mee goreng and salami! i learnt how to cook salami! yay. did some maths. I NEED TO STUDY MATHS AND LIT! stress. my brother's going to tasmania on friday! i am envious. but, nevermind. he just promised to bring me to sydney during my hols! YAY! i love my brother! thanks ele! for sending me songs! so much better than listening to my brother's songs the whole day. pics from yesterday. and no, i didnt force them to wash the plates!  queen victoria night market with my brother. there's supposed to be more pics, but i dont know why cannot put.  i dont understand what's going through your mind. but i should have realised earlier thanks for everything. Wednesday, March 29, 2006, 09:48 p.m. we can share a love divine had psych tutorial this morning, was really quite fun! ppl ask: what do you do during psych tutorials? we ans: TOUCH EACH OTHER! hahaha! maths lecture was fun. but, robin was being an ass complaining bout my sweaty palms (yes, i have sweaty palms)! and, sujana is gross! he put his barefeet on my chair, and i actually leaned back? YUCK! went for the meningicoccal vaccination today. thanks chaiying for walking me there! and, it hurts! especially when he put the needle in larh. PAIN! my arm was feeling a little numb for awhile. had another dinner party! this time, i invited lynsey, cherie, mabel, adi, chaiying, joyce, jane, robin, sujana, maureen, annie, betsy, maggie, jeewei! the place was really cramped. my brother cooked bah kut teh, fried rice, fried wanton and lamb chop! YUMMY! veh veh veh nicee! and, annie, jeewei and chandler helped to wrap the wanton. joyce, jane and chaiying helped me wash the dishes! maggie, betsy, cherie, mabel and adi: thanks! for the cookies, brownies and pods you baked/bought! :) shuk and ninghui: sorry. but, im glad you two understand! :) Tuesday, March 28, 2006, 07:05 p.m. i can promise you tomorrow had second period free, so i decided to come home and do some maths since last week was quite academically unproductive! however, i ended up talking to fifi and steph online! hahaha. talk about distractions. and, fifi was being sweet! i dont save msn conversation history, so this is based on memory. fifi: yes, steph first. sara, gina, me then ervyn. me: no! steph, then my friends, sara, you and ervyn all same level! we were talking bout spending time together during dec and who's placing comes first. haha, cos steph's probably staying in sgp for ten days(?), so she gets priority! anyway, i cooked maggi mee and sausages for lunch. im so unhealthy, but who cares. then, walked to union house and i tried the sushi! not bad, but quite ex! did some bitching/gossiping, haha. i felt so dumb, cos i went home to get my psych lecture notes. i took the WRONG book! wahlau. and, i was so embarassed during the psych lecture when maureen asked whether anyone had a MRI scan before. MRI = some kinda thorough brain scan and, i raised my hand larh. i mean, i did go for a MRI before. but, now they think that i had brain cancer or something! now i know why im so lame/random, hahaha. dont want to explain why i went for the MRI. lynsey took a pic of this VERY ADORABLE GIRL when we were waiting for the tram! her name's gabrielle.  gonna go meet my brother, shashi and chandler at qv, then go for dinner! i gotta start on my maths, STRESS! Monday, March 27, 2006, 07:28 p.m. you left me drowning in my tears i've been reading so much about zhang ziyi for my m&c article, she's practically my best friend already. hahaha. anyway, thanks steph and cristian for helping to read, check and edit! i woke up late today! econs tutorial was at 9am, i woke up at 9.30. rushed like shit and managed to reach at 9.40! pro right? and the tutor was nice to not make me fill in the pink slip, hahaha! ate two mini snickers for breakfast. and from now on, this week i mean, im only gonna eat SUBWAY!! cheap and healthy, save money! hah. quite a lousy day. woke up late and i left my file at the evan burge building drama room. had to walk all the way back just to get it. and, i was one of the lowest for drama's mime assessment! oh well. lowest is 8.5/10, so depressing rightt? hahaha! there, lisa! promised you i'd put a pic of your pig up.  oh, i learnt how to cook sausages yesterday! gonna go cook maggi mee for myself, iron the clothes and do my work. sigh. Saturday, March 25, 2006, 07:58 p.m. as my broken heart lies bleeding yay! i finally have internet!! but, the connection's still really unstable. this sucks. one whole week without internet is really terrible! so so boring! anyway, i gotta pitas about Thursday, March 23, 2006. i went for my car learner permit test and scored 97%!! 1 out of 32 questions wrong. and, i only started studying on tuesday! hehe. so, now i have a learner's permit. if i pass my probationary test after six months, i can go back sgp take the basic theory test and put triangle plate /_\! yay! i'll be able to DRIVE when i get back! :) so exciting! anyway, school as usual. then, i met sujana and lynsey outside the state library. i realised why ppl love sitting/lying on the grass outside, its REALLY COMFORTABLE! like, its grass grass. not sgp grass + soil = yucky. understand? anyway, its really comfy to sit on. we went to qv and were lounging around when this guy gave us this games card, we thought he picked it up. turns out we could play one hour of free games! hahaha! so lucky! we played pinball, house of the dead, daytona and other spastic games! we could just keep putting credits especially when we were dying! damn fun! even though sujana and lynsey kept laughing at me cos i suck at playing daytona. haha! :) anyway, im off to cook instant noodles for myself! need to do m&c homework, STRESS! plus maths and econs! i'll upload pics another day, too lazy. steph: i miss you! it was GREAT talking to you on the phone just now! i have the correct number now. i really love technology. especially how it can bring the states and australia closer! hahaha. iloveyou. :) bao: i miss you! and, you're not signing regularly enough! hahaha, kidding. just glad you still remember your promise! :) ele: talking to you online now. i miss you!! cheer up alright? dont care bout all that nonsense. i'll be back in december, and we can go out sometime. :) ervyn: hey! i havent been online, its not that you missed me or anything larh. haha, you need to START STUDYING! okay okay, i'll bring pods back for you. dont worry, i'll try not to forget! haha. imissyou! ping: thanks for the email! update me bout your work or anything else kay? iloveyou. :) definitely miss you too! ivan: yes, i know you miss me. cos we talk online almost everyday, well until my internet was down. imissyou! come online now. Tuesday, March 14, 2006, 09:45 p.m. when everything feels like the movies dont you just get tired of ppl claiming that they're your friends but they definitely dont behave like one. ahh, small matter anyway. shouldnt be bothered by it, but im really disappointed though. and, internet was down yesterday from 8 to 12. didnt know how to repair though. anyway, had to do an impromptu presentation today, because MY GROUP DIDNT PREPARE! or rather, we thought we were well prepared. hahaha. well, i did really badly. shant elaborate. call me slow, but i just found out today that teri hatcher acted in superman! hahaha. and, that she has a diva attitude which everyone hates. going to some indonesian restaurant to eat! yummy. audrey: always the same ppl who sign what. hah. eh, the six zeroes is i tell you one can! oh, shashi knows my pitas address, dont know whether he knows about the gbk. later he read then he'll know everything. speaking of which, i better hide mine now! no, must sign more often! each time you read then sign. :) EDIT: ate at the indonesian restaurant and had gelati after that, toblerone and roche flavour! nicee! watched a quite trashy/sweet/funny movie, the 'date movie', with my brother, shashi, chandler and their friends. haha, damn funny and lame! dont know what i'd do without my brother, probably not be here at all. i just need someone who understands. the days seem quieter when i dont hear from you. did you leave me or i abandon you? i regret. am i that insignificant to you? or just unimportant. Sunday, March 12, 2006, 07:10 p.m. cause this pain i feel it wont go away met cherie and lynsey for lunch at 'singapore chom chom', haha. had wanton mee, not badd! shopped at 'cotton on' and bought a few tops!! then, we got lost AGAIN! haha, this time on our way to smith street. we're like "THE LOST TRIO"! took a pic of this shop when we were staring at the pastries!  then, met ninghui, shuk, shyanne and poh. wanted to go 'pancake parlour' to eat, but lynsey, cherie and i were too tired from all that walking. so, we headed home. in the end, i went out with my brother and shashi to eat at 'indian cuisine'. the food's GOOD! gonna go do my hoi tutorial homework now, then iron the clothes. im bad at ironing though, the clothes always end up UN-ironed and i always burn my fingers by accident. ouch. warning to shashi- DONT TRY TO STEAL MY PODS! snack im in love with:   chocolate i love:  HEYY STEPH!! -waves frantically. HAHAHA! are you in the states alr? remember this? I MISS YOU ! :(  nostalgia : A bittersweet longing for things, persons, or situations of the past. I try to say goodbye and I choke I try to walk away and I stumble Though I try to hide it, it's clear My world crumbles when you are not near :( Saturday, March 11, 2006, 04:45 p.m. i was only thinking of you FIRST TIME I DID MY LAUNDRY, HANDWASH! i spent one full hour, such a loser. and, though i really sucked at it. my clothes are CLEAN and FRESH now. hahaha, you guys must be thinking what a pig i am. two weeks and im only doing my laundry now! haha, pro what. only the machine wash ones my brother helps me. but, now i know how to wash clothes! yay! met cherie and lynsey for lunch at chinatown, 'dessert house'. and, we got lost on the way to the carlton library. hahaha. but, we're smart! found it in the end. lynsey kept taking random house shots on the way there. went to drink milkshakes after that and headed to college square. met shuk, ninghui, shyanne, poh and eric. shopped with cherie and lynsey at 'safeway' for the VERY VERY NICEE 'PODS'. okay, i know im slow and its already very popular here. IT TASTES SO GOOD!! am home now. EDIT: thanks ping! for helping me with every html problem i come across. i cant wait to see your works! did i mention i love the template YOU DESIGNED for me? yeah, guess i did. and i just wanna let you know, I AM DAMN PROUD OF YOU! SERIOUSLY. :) you're my html genius, a true designing prodigy. took some pics of what i received, though i dont have the soft toys here. scroll down to sunday, feb 26, for eric's camp pictures! a must see.   nobody likes nobody exactly the same jane like johnny but, johnny he dont like jane Saturday, March 11, 2006, 12:54 a.m. you went right off
with someone else had maths tutorial today. new teacher, and i think both my lecturer and tutor are LOUSY! they, cant teach! and my mentor is my lecturer. everyone has a mentor. im so dead. had lunch at some kitchen place with cherie, adi, ninghui, shuk and eric. i ate nasi lamak, hahaha. had econs lecture after that with lynsey and cherie, which we didnt quite understand. and, hoi lecture with lynsey, poh and ninghui. homework piling up! had dinner at shuk's place. shyanne, cherie and shuk cooked pasta and fried rice. not bad! poh cooked fried rice again, and 'forced' me to eat! but, it was good. walked home with lynsey and cherie. we crashed the arrow housewarming party when it ended, hahaha. then, went to watch 'pink panther' at the cinema with robin, lu, lynsey, weihong and the albert house gang. my first movie in australia! hahaha. it was so lame. and they were throwing popcorn at each other! then we went to 'chillipadi' to eat. their chee cheong fan is not in the black sweet sauce but in curry? hahaha, it tasted okay though. walked lynsey home with weihong. then, on the way back. he saw this red book on the floor, someone's passport. i wanted to check whose, then his friend, sergio, came. had some idle chat before he said that he lost his passport, and he walked right past it cos he was a little tipsy. lucky for him, he met us! or, he wouldnt have picked it up. going to sleep soon. im waking up at nine to do my laundry, heading to chinatown after that for lunch. and going to the library to borrow some stuff and do work. i am officially becoming a part-time, nerd. Wednesday, March 8, 2006, 04:47 p.m. i don't wanna have to try woke up late today, 10:30am instead of 9. but, i still made it in time for psychology tutorial. it was SO FUN! i like the teacher though she doesnt believe i have quite a poor memory. she should ask ivan. had lunch at the 'union house' then went for maths lecture. what i hate most: ppl shaking their legs. this guy in front of me COULDNT STOP SHAKING HIS BLOODY LEGS! PISSED THE HELL OUT OF ME! cos, when he shaked, my table shaked. the lecture theatre was built such that im sitting behind yet i can see the top of his head. so he shakes, my table shakes. shake shake shake! asshole. fucking irritating. (pardon the language, but i was THAT pissed) second thing: I HATE IT WHEN PPL WRITE ON MY BOOKS/PAPER! i asked for a set of lit notes, cos i arrived late. that idiot gave me one where the contents page had ticks and everything. SO UGLY! made me damn pissed again, blame me for being a perfectionist. i was having MAJOR MOOD SWINGS. cos those two things really pissed me off. oh, and i know i seem really retarded. but these trivial things always manage to unnerve me. steph, you understand! yes, bao . my brother cooked porridge, veggies, chicken and BABY CORN today! very nice! Tuesday, March 7, 2006, 06:31 p.m. it's your intoxicating scent met eric and chui yen in the morning to go lincoln square north for media & communications tutorial. we got to watch a dvd on princess diana and abit of her brother's speech at her funeral. cool! and, there's homework alr. then, free period! went to shuk's place to cook fried rice, save money! hehe. then, took a tram down to swanston street for psychology lecture with ninghui. had english for academic purposes (EAP) at evan burge, walked there with ninghui, eric and chaiying, same class! it was quite fun! went to qv. i sprayed the guess? perfume on a card and kept it in my psychology lecture notes. eric helped me carry and when he dropped it, he actually walked back (quite a distance) to pick it up! so nicee. yay, my brother cooked soba and chicken for me. damn, its my turn to wash the dishes today. Monday, March 6, 2006, 04:29 p.m. remember we'd be up all night i slept at 7am on sunday too. went to 'universal pizza' on lygon street to eat pasta with lynsey, ninghui, joanne, shuk, eric, poh, chua and emmanuel. for dessert, we went to 'il dolce freddo' for gelato. roche, rum and raisin, toblerone and white chocolate, YUMMY! walked to 'safeway', then sent lynsey home. she has this really cool swing in her apartment (her apartment's next/inside the marriot)! so fun! met emmanuel downstairs, and waited for eric in the cold for about five minutes. he overslept, so lucky for him i called and he reached his class just in time! had econs tutorial, media & communications lecture and lunch at 'china bar'. walked to evan burge building with ninghui for history of ideas tutorial then had drama. we have to do a two minute mime and present it alone in front of the teacher! help me, steph! chin yap(new friend) walked me to lygon street to find chua they all, so sweet! met shuk, charis, yuru, eric, chua and mark for gelato AGAIN! walked back with eric, chua and mark. gonna go eat the pizza my brother bought. Saturday, March 4, 2006, 09:23 p.m. cause she's bittersweet i was talking to gina online until 8am in the morning! about 7 hours can, until sunrise we're still on msn. at least for me, the sun was rising already. hahaha. my head was practically on my arms, so stoned and tired! wondering what we were talking about? gina's spelling errors are HILARIOUS! she says on par as 'on PILE'! we tried playing 'scissors, paper, stone'. and she kept saying i was cheating when, it was a communication error! gina: we play scissors, paper, stone? me: okay, i count. 1, 2.. gina: paper me: wait! i didnt know whether to press enter at 3 or after! we ended up doing that twice and i couldnt stop laughing to myself!! in the wee hours of the morning somemore. then, went to sleep at 8 am. and my brother woke me up at 5pm. i didnt have enough sleep. my brother cooked 'breakfast' for me, at 5pm. then, slacked at home. went to 'flora' to eat indian food. watched my brother do the laundry.. im trying to multitask! talking to eric on the phone, playing checkers with ivan on msn, talking to two other ppl and trying to pitas! wah, so confusing. Friday, March 3, 2006, 08:32 p.m. i need you met eric in the morning to take tram to college square to meet shuk, ninghui, lynsey and chua. went to fill up the driver's application thingy at vic's roads. went for fairdinkum and met cherie, shyanne and shaleen. signed up for .. cooking club and film club. HAHA! i bet you're all laughing at me now. damn. but, it sounds.. fun? anyway, went for econs lecture at the public policy theatre in queensberry street. nearly got lost. econs was so, boring. the lecturer needs more examples.. i dont understand! im so dead. then, history of ideas (like gp). kept talking to eric, cos he sat beside me. ended up listening to the first half of the lecture only. went to qv after that to shake someone off. then, off to my place for dinner! my brother was cooking, lucky them! shyanne, shaleen, lynsey, cherie, ninghui, shuk, yuru, eric, chua, mark, robin, tze meng, eugene, emmanuel and poh turned up. 18 of us squeezing in a really cramped place, surprisingly cosy! haha. my brother cooked bah kut teh, salmon and fried rice! and they all said it was very, very nice! yay. they could even smell it from the fifth floor, we stay on the sixth! haha. shyanne and shaleen helped to wash up! went to qv, everyone left except lynsey and i. we ended up walking further down, and we met robin, shuk, yuru and tze meng again. there's a 'singapore chom chom' (wrong spelling), we found out! next time shall try the food there. got tired after a while, and we all went home. Thursday, March 2, 2006, 03:37 p.m. you could ask my heart met emmanuel at 12:30 to go college square. met shuk, ninghui, eric and chua. went to weijie's place for lunch, ninghui didnt go. not too bad, since we were kinda expecting the worse, hah. eric and chua wanted to watch weijie's brother's porn video called 'lesbian paradise'. turns out it was a recording of 'australian idol', HAHA! took loads of crazy pics! went to parmelston, met chua's neighbour in m'sia, charis. she's really sweet! though they kept bullying her, treating her like a maid and eating her food. im back home online. EDIT: was helping my brother and shashi dye their hairs, haha! SO FUN! its supposed to make their hair colour a shade lighter, but my brother's one turned out really blonde-light. but there was no difference to shashi's one. his hair's too black! with the world as witness. if i help ivan check the postings tomorrow, he promises to treat me to ten times of pool (each time we go) and five cups of gelato ice cream. with no guarantee of results, but lots of goodluck! -from the goodluck charm, me. Wednesday, March 1, 2006, 08:47 p.m. like a clown i put on a show i heated up the chicken rice to eat for breakfast, at 12:30pm. walked to grattan street by myself to meet shyanne and charlene to collect my student card. met diana there and we were kinda screaming, haha. diana's also from st. nicks. turns out i cant collect my student card yet and my name's gonna appear in the contact bulletin (for the whole school to see!) so that i'll know when to collect it. oh no. well, im the ONLY LEO in the whole campus. how cool is that? walked to college square myself, i found the way! ninghui had to take the tram back and we walked all the way to melbourne central. quite fun! i cut my hair today! by some korean hairdresser below the student apartment. i kinda hated it, but NO ONE can tell the difference. except steph of course, i switched on the webcam to show her. hahaha, so funny! she said it was neater. i still dont like it though im the only one who can spot the difference. my brother dyed his hair, and he hates it. i admit, its not nice. haha, he's gonna buy black and blonde dye to dye it himself. should i dye my hair too? he asked me if i wanted to dye it (of course not by him, though he asked that too). so weird. see first larh. met lynsey, cherie, emmanuel, joanne and paul john (two new friends!). we walked to the victoria night market and met shuk, ninghui, shyanne, charlene and poh. ate a hot dog and bought a 'srawberry fields' smoothie! not bad. really crowded though. im going next week with my brother, it ends on the 22 of march. after that, went to albert house to slack. and walked home with emmanuel. the weather's so cold at night! reached home and went out again with my brother, he wanted to go to the night market. but it was closed. gonna go wash the dishes now. thanks to that stupid bet. (scroll down to unlucky thursday) no, ervyn its NOT angel PIXIES! yes, i ate chicken rice, i have a webcam and mic and my SURNAME is LEO! and, yes you are retarded. hahaha. yunhua aka yunnie: whatever i could think of to say to you, i hope ivan has conveyed properly. and, you should have told me about it, just like all the other burger kings and just kidding (or whatever larh). you ****-******** again, and i'll broadcast what you did to the whole world. you know i love you too much to hear/see/read about you like this. so, stop being the ass that you are and go study and play badminton! you deserve better, you deserve me! :) wake up. dont make me worry, you know i need to concentrate right? hah. Tuesday, February 28, 2006, 04:39 p.m. i carry a smile when i'm broken in two woke up to eat spaghetti, my uncle cooked for me. walked to kfc to meet cherie, ninghui they all. went for some student welfare talk and skipped the other one. walked to college square with lynsey, ninghui, shyanne, charlene, eric, poh and weijie. watched 'friends' and left. got SO irritated! but, nevermind. eric, ninghui and lynsey walked me back to arrow. THANKS! or i'll definitely get lost! just back from the airport, sent my uncle and mum off. now, i've got to clean up the kitchen. its in a BIG MESS! ahhh. going to vitoria's night market tomorrow though, something to look forward to! and, there's OC tonight! YAY! Sunday, February 26, 2006, 07:07 p.m. what would you do back from norval camp! i cant believe i made it, and thoroughly enjoyed myself. okay, to a certain extent that is. the journey there was FUN! i kept playing the songs steph burned for me, especially 'i live my life for you', in the car. and my bro and i were SINGING like mad!! as though it was a road trip! haha. then, we reached. it was so embarassing. well, my nick is now 'the girl who overslept'/'the girl who came late'. like what the hell, not funny. oh, we went absailing. on the way down with lynsey (new friend from stc) we were joking non-stop. cos i was SO SCARED! i dont do such stuff. correction: i HATE such stuff. but, we completed it in the end. there was this photo competition, lynsey kept taking candid shots of this couple asleep. and, she entered it into the contest! oh, we dressed eric up as a transvestite complete with lip gloss, sunscreen, hair pin and fake orange boobs. lame, but still VERY FUNNY! and he won the 'most funkily dressed' category!   we didnt sleep till 3.30am, at least me. what a slack camp! we can do ANYTHING we want when its free time, which is most of the time. no wonder i enjoyed it. hah. i had gastric in the morning so i didnt do the 'ropes' thingy, all that belaying shit. lucky me! but, you actually have a choice. slept on the bus ride back. camp was really not that bad. our new night activity : star gazing. we placed our blankets and towels on the road to lie down. cherie (new friend also from stc) walked me to the sports centre to look for my brother. but, wrong place again. waited for him to pick me up, went for dinner with my mum and some ppl. thanks to gina, ping, ele, steph and ervyn for making me realise that you're here for me. makes a hell load of a difference to the luck im having now. Friday, February 24, 2006, 11:36 a.m. where are you christmas addition to the worse day. i have camp today, but what am i doing online. well, I WOKE UP LATE. and, i feel damn shitty now. i cant believed i screwed this up. no matter how much i hated camps, it was my chance to make more friends. no matter how much i didnt want to go, even in the past camps, i always went. it may turn out like shit, but i always went (except for sec two church camp). im utterly disgusted with myself for failing to complete such a simple task. my mum's gonna kill me, plus she's arriving tomorrow at 1:30 am. oh no. i hate myself. EDIT: my mum screamed at me like mad over the phone. cos this will affect my attendance. she said next time im late for something, i'll be on the next flight home. i really didnt want this either, its not like i did it on purpose! anyway, my bro's sending me down tomorrow! he's damn nicee larh. he got scolded too and he doesnt mind sending me down though its bout a 3hours drive. so he needs to drive 6hours. me: im really sorry, i woke up late. nice bitch: that's not good enough, we were very worried! wahlau. im really sorry what. hmph. make me feel so bad, as if i planned it. ping: thanks for cheering me up! and, no i dont want the song 'goodbye my LIVER'! so sadistic lorr. hahaha. and thanks for sending me songs! im so damn proud of you, keep it up! you make me smile. :) steph: hey! THANKS for the cd. I LOVE IT A LOT! and i got a shock too. i really thought it was blank, idiot. ilove/missyou. you're damn sweet, i think im on a sugar high! :) gina: im sorry for 'breaking' the promise. i really wanted to go, even packed my bags and everything. sigh. Thursday, February 23, 2006, 03:17 p.m. cause you had a bad day worse day ever. (1) i tried to archive my entries, now they're all gone. always knew i was a computer idiot, damn! EDIT: i found my archives, but i cant link them! ahhh. http://web.pitas.com/angeldust_/archive.html/ (2) i lost the 310 songs in my ipod trying to put my songs into my brother's com. now, i have all his songs, but none of mine. (3) i got lost while trying to find out where to take my test. me: what are you doing here? helpful girl: having lit lessons? me: huh? not test? shit! can you help me find this place? then she brought me to the place. after walking for so long, i got the wrong place. it was next door. thanks to eugene and ziming for walking me there though! (4) i have bloody camp tomorrow, and there'll be NO reception. plus, its like adventure camp. what stupid flying fox. compulsory, and im not in the mood to make new friends. I HATE CAMPS! (5) i walked till i've two blisters on one toe. and, the weather's SO HOT! (6) i broke a nail. (7) i havent eaten anything for twelve hours. SO HUNGRY! (8) and, the ultimate bad luck. I LOST MY CARD AND KEYS TO THE APARTMENT! wahlau. so sad and irritated. dont even know how i lost it. and i have to pay the management A$100. shit. at least my brother didnt scold me! hah. EDIT: (9) i made a bet with shashi, my bro's roommate, that the groceries cost A$75 and above. if i lost i'd wash the dishes for a week. it cost A$67. wahlau. some things once lost, its gone forever. anyway, i want to say that you are the best brudda and future world-renowned graphic designer, definitely world-class! at least in my heart first kay? but, you know that my instincts are ALWAYS accurate. they just take a long time to kick in, not that long though! haha. happy happy birthday dear! :) Wednesday, February 22, 2006, 04:11 p.m. if this didnt happen im already in melbourne, but shuk's gone to camp. met a few of her friends but i just realised i dont know how to contact them! shit. my brother's cooking dinner! haha, smells delicious! anyway, this entry is to thank everyone who bothered to send me off and those who called. (in no order of preference) ele and ping: hey, i was really happy that you guys made it. study hard arh. hope you liked your present ping, its the least i could do since i said i'd try and help you! haha. i truly enjoyed all the times we spent together, and dont worry. there'll be plenty more! :) steph: hey, that 'borrowed' day was GREAT! we topped our embarassing acts list at least! yay. remember to work hard kay? i LOVE your dreadlocks! continue emailing kay? and dont forget to mail me that letter! :) jan: hey! ten months only right? must study. haha, we definitely can make it. :) sara: hey, dont be sad kay? i'll be back before you know it. then, we can play mahjong and go shopping or what not! dont become too 'pai'! you can still message me! :) bao and zhewei: hey, though i always 'mistreat' you two by smacking your boobs. haha, but i know that you all enjoy it rightt? thanks for coming down, i'll see you two soon! :) fifi, ervyn, may, mark, oliver, adam, timothy: heyy! though we only knew each other for bout two weeks(?), i really enjoyed all the company. especially letting me abuse you all! many thanks for coming down, for the teddy bear, ervyn's necklace thingy and letters! i'll see you all soon! :) lisa: hey, i cant believe you actually came down by yourself! shows how much you need this tuition teacher rightt? haha, dont worry. i'll TRY and help you! :) annabelle, paul, miguel, cristian and julius:hey, thanks for coming down! i really enjoyed all those ridiculous yet FUN moments we had. definitely unforgettable! thanks for the cow, julius! i know i'll love it! i'll see you all soon! :) ivan and justin: hey, the times we spent in kovan were undeniably superb okayy! thanks for coming down, and i promise next time we'll play pool and i wont forget justin's scores! :) the crashers:hey! though i only knew you guys for a short period of time, i really had a lot of fun! thanks for coming down! i love all the letters, cookie monster and the roses you all gave me!! i'll see you all soon! :) yanzu, tash, yunhua and shannon: hey, though you guys couldnt make it. at least you called rightt? i dont hold it against you, but im glad that you remembered. i'll be back soon! shannon, dont forget what you promised me and to not let 'ppl' influence you to stray! and yunnie, dont forget to be the #1 in the whole world by december arh. this time you cannot 'pangsei' me already! :) remember to study hard! charissa, david, xin rong and min ser: hey, thanks for messaging me though you all couldnt make it. i'll come back soon! :) esther and winnie: hey, thanks for coming down! its through ava that we got to know each other better, esther our hopes are on you! esther, THANKS SO MUCH for the very very beautiful scrapbook! i love it so much, and i appreciate every ounce of effort you and yunhua put in! will see you two soon kayy? :) at least when i left, i was happy. so, i'll come back happy too. its only ten months, im sure we'll survive through alternative means! reading through everything, seems to create a tugging feeling in my heart. but, i know it'll be over soon, hopefully soon enough. |