Friday, July 30, 2004 || 02:49 a.m.

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late time to be typing this >_< anyways =] the fireworks were great last night. it was so beautiful~ <3 wish danny's here so we an go watch it together tho ^^; *sniff sniff*

Oh but um...bleh...i will never again go out with my mom and her bf >_< its just too disturbing...
glad I had Ease...didn't have to go off somewhere else by myself -_- that's how badly i wanna get away lol x.x tho I am glad they gave us a ride down there ^^;

Oh yes...when Ease and I were left there waiting in the park by ourselves while we ate our sushi dinner...we got attacked by bees! T.T they keep coming back x.o lol it was quite funny XD kept us busy for a while ^^" we brought our things to study but never even got them out of the bags XD

There were soo many dogs there too...omg they were so cute~!! this big husky dog walked right in front of us...i froze and just stared at it >_< didn't get a picture of him up close but got a pix of it standing near the garbage can ^^" haha still good tho x] There was a cute golden retreiver too~! the owner kept throwing a pinecone for him to catch XD sooo adorable! -^^-

Well here's some picture ^-^ Enjoy~ More to come on Saturday's fireworks ^^

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Wednesday, July 28, 2004 || 05:05 p.m.

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fireworks tonight~!
gonna go with Ease and my mom and her bf >_< lol oh well...I just wanna go watch ^-^

*mumbles at the school janitor...*
locked up the bathroom >_
Felt a lil sick this morning =s Guess I'm a bit better now...maybe I do need more sleep and eat more >.> bleh~
Nah I'll survive XD

*gets MD ready*

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Sunday, July 25, 2004 || 05:09 p.m.

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I'm not too sure that I can go much further
I'm really not sure things are even getting better
I'm so tired of the me that has to disagree
And so tired of the me that's in control

I woke up to see the sun shining all around
How could it shine down on me?
You'd think that it would notice
I can't take anymore
I had to ask myself
"What's it really for?"

Everything I tried to do, it didn't matter
and now I might be better off just rollling over
'cause you know I tried to hard but couldn't change a thing
And it hurts so much I might as well let go

I can't really take the sun shining all around me
Why would it shine down on me?
You'd think that it would notice
I no longer believe
Can't help telling myself
"It don't mean a thing"

I woke up to see the sun shining all around me
How could it shine down on me?
Sun shining all its beauty
Why would it shine down on me
You'd think that it would notice
I can't take anymore
Just had to ask myself
"What's it really for?"

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Thursday, July 22, 2004 || 12:04 a.m.

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So...tired...-_-"
Interesting day tho~

Went fabric shopping with Terri and Ease this afternoon at about 2:30pm. Sun was beating down on us...so hot >.< forgot to put on sun-screen =S

We went around town and bought the fabric and then went to Richmond cause Ease wanted to buy a magazine. After we got out of Yohan...these old couple (i will call them popo = grandma gongon = grandpa) came up to us and started speaking Mandarin o_O Well not a big surprise but they just suddenly approached us.
Found out that they were on a tour bus touring around Richmond and they were left behind! O_O Stupid travel bus driver...if I find out who the person is...I'd start bitching at them -_- I mean these were two very elderly couple who spoke no English, stranded in Richmond with no way of communicating =S

Well they first talked to Ease but then since they spoke Mandarin...Ease made me talk >.< Oh well ^^" so yea...after we talked we found out about the incident x.x" After using my mom's cell to call the number that they have written down in case of emergency...there was no answer ~_~ So we went to Radisson hotel and asked for a taxi. Soon enough, 10min later a taxi arrived and we (Ease and I. Terri stayed behind cause there weren't enough seats >.< and we all know about my directional problems -.-) got on the taxi and took popo and gongon to their homestay.

When we got there...there was no body home! So I tried calling the numbers again (omg they have the worst writing ever -.-) but I got the wrong number >.< Some lady picked up the phone and I think I was prank calling her or something =S Was quite embarrasing x.x Well from that ONE cell number...we managed to read it FIVE or more ways -.-" tried them all...none was the right one...(yay more embarrasing moments!) Tried calling the house number again, sure enough, the answering machine came on -.-"

My mom called me earlier telling me to come home quickly cause it was getting late so we had no choice but to leave popo and gongon there >.< but at least they were sure its the right house~ they gave us money for the ride back as a thank you gesture. I forgot and accept the $20 when she gave it to me...the ride only costed about $9 so there was the change. I felt bad taking it cause it was $11...

Ease said it was for the "good deed" I did (not just me...Terri and Ease too) but still, its $11 >.< I didn't want it...
Well I mean yay its money! but like =S I wasn't suppose to have it. The money was only suppose to be for a ride back to Radisson hotel >.< *sigh*...

They were two very nice people though. Oh and the taxi driver too. He was patient enough to wait for us through all the little drama that happened today~ Even tried to call the messed up number too ^^" nice guy =] but...ahhh~~ I forgot to tip him T_T that I felt REALLY bad about =X I just took the change and left...

Met up with Terri in Aberdeen and looked around for a bit. Bought two pens lol...I'm trying to save my money =.="

Mom called me about 4 or 5 times...each time sounding angrier >.< cause she cooked dinner and I still wasn't home yet.

Well she finally gave up waiting for me and just went out for a walk so when I got home I had to microwave my dinner x.x Got home at about 9pm or something...sky was turning dark.

Now I'm dead tired...might just go sleep now or something unless people start talking to me.

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Saturday, July 17, 2004 || 02:12 a.m.

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FINALLY the weekend again >.< but then that means another test on Monday which I'll probably fail -.-" I know I did bad on the quiz this morning cause I didn't exactly study for it >.> just read through the sheets of informations =S I'd say summer sucks a whole lot this year =.=" I don't think I'll have a summer to enjoy next year cause I'll be applying for UBC...doubt I'll get in -.- LoL yea so much self confidence eh? ~-~
Not my fault...I was raised like this -.- lalala~~

My brother's going to Toronto tomorrow. Well actually today (looks at the time) and his plane leaves at about 6am >.< Need to wake up at 4am and be at the airport by around 5am. Very little sleep...even I need more sleep than that x.x Oh well, it's his problem that he's still up at this time of day. Maybe he's just like me...can't go to sleep cause he's excited about going there. Reason? He get to see Michelle (his GF) and staying there for about a month perhaps? o_O Lucky -_-

Mom wouldn't let me go to TX cause "I'm a girl"..."I am vulnerable"...
She watch too much news headlines...I know she's watching out for me but common, let loose a lil or something x.x

Oh great she's being bitchy again -.- Well off I go before anything else comes out of her mouth ~_~

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Monday, July 12, 2004 || 12:10 a.m.

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Oops I got lazy again -.-"

Well for one...I don't sleep till 12pm anymore ^^;

Going to the night market with Terri and Ease every Friday now. Saw some stuff I wanted but...*sigh*...I still owe my brother money -.-" and my CD burner just died so I gotta buy a new one. I found out that my brother bought a DVD burner o.o!...Damn him -_- no wonder if he was asking me a couple of days ago if I was gonna buy one ~_~ and now I'll have to buy one anyways...pfft =X So broke right now T_T

Erm...PT went P2P (Pay to Play). Kit and Kenny offered to pay for me ^^; they're too nice >.< but I feel guilty having them pay for me...for a game...>.> On another note, I can still play with my friends on there so...it's ok I guess? ^^;

Geography test tomorrow -.- ah crap. Don't think I'll do too good on it =S Yes...last minute studying again ^^;...Zzz

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Wednesday, July 7, 2004 || 12:55 a.m.

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It's a bit strange going back to school again after a long break from everything.

Geography teacher is called Mr. Roggaveen and I found him pretty funny ^^;
he made some weird and funny jokes but I'm too tired to type them out. Maybe ease typed it up on her journal @_@ haha oh wellz...

Saw Mr. Kalvert again ^-^ remembered the pw "Swordfish" and OMG! he still remembers too XD ahahaha~~ Go Gloria for remembering it =P I thought it had something to do with sharks >.>" heh

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Monday, July 6, 2004 || 12:16 p.m.

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well this day started out wonderfully ^^ was on PT when Shin came back and told me that he has to send something to me on MSN. Was feeling kinda crappy at the time so I hesitated a bit but I said ok anyways...said I was gonna like it for sure. So off I went..and when I got on...

O_O!

got a message from daniel hehe =D turned out he was at his dad's house so he had internet ^.^ weeee~~
had the first long talk since a month (or so he says...but i think its 2 >.o) ago. so that was good ^-^ made me all happy again haha. Didn't go to bed till I think 9am after he made me go ^^; left me no choice >.> he wouldn't go till I go and I knew he's really tired...>.< didn't wake up till about 3pm =P was a nice nap lol ^^

But then things turn bad =X when I tried to go on PT again this afternoon...i found out that everything I worked for since the beginning is gone AGAIN. This time even my priestess was deleted along with every other chars I had on there T_T was so sad. I got too attached to her =X 1st online game, 1st character ever made. Even though her stats were messed up I still liked her >.< wasn't doing too bad with the drops either.
*sigh*...it's all gone now...time to restart =X thanks to those helping me restart again >.< especially kit, eddie and mike ^^

anyways...it's been a long good and bad day. school starts tomorrow so gotta get up early.
oyasumi~

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Monday, July 5, 2004 || 03:52 a.m.

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AHHH!
i feel stupid lol -.-; put down the wrong address...
omg what am i doing? o_o;;...

turns out school starts on tues? =D weird day but works for me ^^ better than having to go to school on monday XD

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Saturday, July 3, 2004 || 03:44 a.m.

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I think I've been playing too much PT but dammit I wanna reach 7x! >.> nothing else to do now tho beside play, read book, watch tv, go out for walks. Suppose to get driving lessons from my mom but she's always out -.- haven't slept at home for 3 nights now so I'm usually up till like 6am XD then I sleep till 12~2pm =P

Stupid letter got lost in the mail somewhere -.- *mumbles mumbles* no idea where the hell it went not .___. phooie. actually drew something that I thought was "ok" ~_~ now *poof* its gone. at least I have it scanned even if the quality sux ^^; I blame the postal lady in the post office for the letter lol. she didn't drop it in the mail box for me like the lady tha usually works there. yes I blame the new lady!!! >.< She looks kinda bitchy too >.> gave me an attitude after she stared at me -.-

anyways...this song is pretty soothing. Nice wordless music calms a person's mood~ <3

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