Monday, June 27, 2005 [01:26 p.m.]

muahahaha oh so happy! finally finished all of my exams! I'm freeeeeeeee~ :] now i can go out with friends and play games without feeling too guilty about school hehehe~ ^^ wosaaaaaahh ^-~

Tuesday, June 14, 2005 [11:32 p.m.]

oh my! last day of school o_____o! *sniffles*

last time opening our lockers, walking down the hallways, having lunch together as a group, going to our classes ... 5 years has gone by so fast! even though I wasn't at Churchill for grade 8, it was still great none the less~ ^^

hahaha making too many entries like this ^^;

well no more going to classes means time to study for upcoming provincials!

Schedule
:June 20: - Yearbook Distribution
:June 21: - Japanese Provincial ( 1pm ~ 3pm )
:June 22: - English Provincial ( 9am ~ 11am)
:June 23: - Math Provincial ( 1pm ~ 3pm )
:June 27: - Geography Provincial ( 9am ~ 11am )
THEN SCHOOL'S OUT! MUAHAHAHAHA~ XD

Oh and after the English Provincial, the Grads gets a BBQ party ( cause we won the can drive ) ^-^v muahaha~

Monday, June 13, 2005 [10:25 p.m.]

haha it was kind of a fun day today =] i had my jap mock in the morning and i thought that it was pretty easy ^^ hope i did good on it. apparently i'm missing a lot of assignments for the class! i don't know why T_T i have to remember to go find sensei tomorrow and ask her about them.

second block was dance =P went and got my attendance and then hanged out with lin for the rest of the afternoon. went to the langara food market and she bought chips and cookies xP I leeched off of her lol ^^" we went back to school after we got the food because it started to drizzle a little bit. so we were in the cafe for the rest of the lunch hour.

once lunch started, the cafe got way too noisy so we moved out into the hallways to talk =] we replaced the girls that usually sit on the concrete seats =P Jamo (?) and Andrew came and had a nice chat too =] i didn't know Jamo was only in grade 11! haha ^^" that kid's too tall =P

skipped english haha ^^; what did we do? we were outside taking random pictures of ourselves haha cause i didn't have any pictures with lin >_< but yay i got some now ^^ then manda came along and took some pictures with us too. Kyle came up to us and asked about the jap cooking test, then he and manda went to take it while kevin and i went to PE class.

PE was fun, but ease didn't make it >_< we walked to chevron and Mr. Pears bought the class slurpee ^-^ he's so cool =] nothing like mr noogieman (Ngyuen) XD still wondering where the hell he disappeared to lol~ but yea, after we all got our slurpee, we went to the park and just hanged out. ppl were playing soccer and frizbees. owen was doing his wushu at the bottom of the hills, it was cool ^^ i got bored so i ended up listening to my music and wrapping myself in my jacket ^^; very strong cold wind and slurpee doesn't go together well ^^;;

was extremely tired when i got home today so i ended up sleeping until 6:30 or something cause my brother woke me up for dinner. interesting day =] Ooh and I found my jap vocabs ... it was in the annual classroom! wahh~ gotta stay after school tomorrow to stick all the annual CDs inside the books x_o; such a bother ... and they forgot about our personal yearbooks for the annual people! so mad and sad T_T

Thursday, June 9, 2005 [02:45 p.m.]

busy busy days these past two weeks. prom and grad ceremony~ soon provincials and saying good-bye to good friends ... >_< can't believe it's already time to graduate. we've all come a long way haven't we? more responsibilities are coming our way, i wonder if we would be able to handle it.

last night was our grad ceremony, and it was the night that made me realize everything is coming to an end in our high school life. it was the life where everything is set and layed out for us to follow. the path never changed because it is what it is. and now we've reached that end of the path and it's time for us to create new ones for ourselves. decisions awaits for us to make, endless responsibilities for us to take on ... OMG WE'RE GRADUATING! heh ^^; everyone looked awsome in their robes and stoles. kevin said we look like Harry Potters, if only we had a broom xP hehe~ tried to take pictures with as many people as possible, and it was hard gathering everyone up for a group photo ^^" i ran around and yelled out so much. too bad my dad couldn't be there with me ... my brother couldn't make it either cause he had to work. my mom and Victor came to my ceremony instead.

watching everyone walk across the stage accepting awards they've won, made me realize that i was never the person i wanted myself to be. i wanted to make my parents proud of the achievements i've accomplished, but realized i haven't really accomplished anything.

been depressed for the past while ... some personal issues ... but there was always someone there to listen to me, been there for me in my ups and downs, and i'd like to thank these people for they're the most important people in my life~ i love u guys ^-^v ( heh ... sounds like im saying good-bye already )

but yea ... this year has passed extremely fast and i will miss high school life ( of course not the actual learning part ). learned some important life lessons that cannot be taught anywhere else ^^

anyways, after the ceremony, i went to have dinner with my mom and Vic instead ... it was weird ...

i cried a lot after i got home last night ... sad about many unexplainable things. lots of trips to the bathroom so mom won't see and so she won't ask questions ^^;;

didn't go to school again today cause i woke up at 8:30, headache with sore throat, and a lil puffy eye so i went back to bed instead ^^" i wonder if we ended up having our Jap mock today ... if we did then im dead x_x;; provincials are in two weeks ... time to study like crazy >____< *dies*

Sunday, June 5, 2005 [11:00 p.m.]

studying day today >__< mostly math tho. i forgot everything we did from the beginning of the year so im re-reading trig stuff :x confused again ^^; got my brother to help me a bit.

decided to make a strawberry smoothie today ... mom just put the blades and things inside the blender w/o locking it and it looked like its all set to go. so after i put in the ice and yogurt, i pour in the milk and it leaked out >_< had to clean it up. after that i didn't wanna make my drink anymore but my brother still went ahead and make something. and then for some reason, got bitched at my mom for not wanting to drink my brother's drink -_- already told my brother ( before making it ) that i didn't want any. then iunno ... she just started shouting at me and said some shit in chinese and i had no idea what it means ( but i know its something bad ) i think it was something along the lines of "stop trying to be cool" which made absolutely no sense ... but whatever.

oh i just remembered, kevin owes me a bbt for stepping on me xP LoLz~

Saturday, June 4, 2005 [06:42 p.m.]

prom was fun last night, not great ... but it was fun =]
was getting a bunch of things read before going to the hair salon, room was such a huge mess.

at the salon the lady was pulling on my hair T.T it hurt so much ... but the end result made me happy ^^;; there were layers and layers of hairspray and wax along with 29 hair pins and a hair tie XD it was awsome haha! only took 40min to do. I thought it'd be longer~

got home and put on my dress and went to ease's house to get her mom to help me put on my makeup. my mom walked there a little afterwards. after both ease and i were done we went to her room to help me look for some change of clothing. her mom and my mom were whispering about something ... i wanted to know but i couldn't make out what they were saying cause the tv was on =(

after everyone arrived at ease's, we headed to the hotel.
stephen, me, darren, lisa
herman, terri, louis, ease
kevin, amanda

i got a corsage ... and a stuffed pochacco ... >_> ...

there was so much traffic >_< but our group ended up being the first group to get there. i thought i saw someone that looked like kenny but then when he turned around it wasn't ^^; hehe it was kinda funny~ we had to walk through the mall in our prom dresses XD it was so cool / funny / awkward walking through the mall like that because people were turning their heads and staring at us ^^;; lisa was hiding beside me ^^;;

free coke and sprite for the whole night! haha ^^

the room started to get filled up and soon it became quite crowded. it was hard taking a picture without having someone walking right between you and the camera ^^; i know i walked into others' pictures by accident at least once or twice =P this was the first time that i asked other people to take pictures with me volunteerly XD and i got lots ^-^ the dining area was finally open after about an hour after we arrived and we all moved along through the doors slowly. found our tables and sat down.

tables were randomly called to get food and it was a while before our table was called to get food >_< teachers get to go get their food first ... what a coicidence eh?! >_>

i was hungry ... but i didn't wanna eat ... no appetite. though some of the food was pretty good. the deserts looked great =]

the DJs were so much better than the ones at the club.
i got stepped on 6 or 7 times ... kicked twice ... slapped on the head once T_T the place is cursed =(

the thing ended at around 12 and we went to grab some bbt and went to terri's house. no where for me to sit so i slept sitting on the dinner table chair behind the couch. -_-"

was so awake when I got home. my hair felt so gross and my room was in a bigger mess than it already was >_o showered at 4am ^^" there were 28 hair pins in my hair and i thought i took them all out and i found one more hidden inside XD 29 pins in total haha~ hell lot of hair spray held my hair together after all the pins were taken out ^^;;

people need to know when to give up ... seriously -_-"
there's a limit to how much one person can take, and if u go over that limit then the person will not be held responsible for expressing their inner feelings.

Friday, June 3, 2005 [10:25 a.m.]

prom's tonight! o____o
im going with stephen, ease with louis, manda with kevin, terri with herman, karen with michael.
too bad he couldn't make it ...

stupid english teacher ... even ease thinks she's picking on me T_T saw her when i got to school today and she was like interogating me -_-" asking me if i'm going to class, when am i leaving, why ... geez shut it! its prom night ... leave me alone T_T then when we're leaving school she saw us again. go away lady! >__<

its chilly today ... and kinda misty. hope it won't end up pouring rain later. that would just sucks. i don't wanna make my mom walk to ease's house either.

getting my hair done at the hair salon ^-^ and then ease's house for her mom to put on my make-up =] dunno but i have butterflies in my stomach o.o! i hope tonight will be fun.

ease and louis was looking forward to help me sneak him in too ^^; hehe~ too bad eh? =x

*runs around getting ready~ ^^;