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Sunday, June 27, 2004 || 04:01 a.m.
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hmm...seems like i've been dead for a while -.-; i blame the stupid ISP. sometimes internet works, sometimes don't...
i kinda just gave up trying and went to do other stuff ^^;
I'm sorry danny for not being able to get on to talk to u T.T missed u~~<3 i don't know what happened to that letter i sent =.= it better not be lost somewhere T.T
still waiting for yours too ^^;
Hm...yea. reportcards on tuesday .__. don't wanna go get it.
Ooooh good news tho, lisa isn't transfering school ^.^ yay~~
Song playing --> Saishuu Heiki Kanojo - Hikari no Taba, Kumo no Umi
+ Angel Chan
-------------------------------------------------------------------------- Monday, June 21, 2004 || 09:36 p.m.
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Why must life end at some point?
Just got off the phone with my dad (1st time he called in half a year =.O) and he tells me my grandpa's got cancer.
happiness flashed by in seconds...
crying...
Song playing --> ==silence==
+ Angel Chan
-------------------------------------------------------------------------- Friday, June 18, 2004 || 06:25 p.m.
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w00t! Finished all my exams ^^v
Though I think I failed some...but yay! A break =D
Oh yea, happy 3 months sweetie <3
[[Japanese]]
kimi ga tabidatsu hi wa
itsumo to onaji "jaa ne" to te wo futta
marude ashita mo mata
kono machi de au mitai ni
ai wo shinjiru no wa jibun ni mo makenai koto
yume ga kanau hi made
egao no mama hoshi o mite inori sasage koko ni iru kara
* watashi wa kimi ni totte no sora de itai
kanashimi made mo tsutsumikonde
itsu demo miageru toki wa
hitori ja nai to
tooku de omoeru you ni
kaeru basho de aru you ni
kimi ga inai machi de
aikawarazu ni genki de sugoshiteru
sore ga ima watashi ni
dekiru koto sou omou kara
donna dekigoto ni mo
kakureteru imi ga aru no
yume ga kiekaketemo
jibun rashiku ite hoshii
donna toki mo koko ni iru kara
namida nakusu hodo tsuyoku nakutemo ii
tsukareta kokoro yasumasete ne
suteki na ashita wo negai nemuri ni tsuite
chiisana kodomo no you ni
kono hiroi sekai wa tsunagatteru yo
shiroi kumo wa nagare kaze ni natte
kimi no moto e
watashi no koe wa todokimasu ka?
afureru kimochi ienakatta
[[English]]
On the day you go on a journey,
you waved your hand & said "later" like you always do
It seems like we'll meet in this town even tomorrow
Believing in love isn't giving up to yourself
Until the day the dream is granted,
I'll be here smiling, looking at the stars, & offering a prayer
I want to be in the sky for you
& embrace even your sadness
Whenever I'm looking up, I'm not alone
It seems like I can think from far away
It's like it's a place where I return to
In the town where you're not in,
I'm still passing the days cheerfully
That's what I can do for you now
That's what I think
It doesn't matter if there's a hidden meaning
in everything that happens
Even if your dream begins to disappear,
I want you to be like yourself
I'll always be here
It's ok even if you're not so strong that the tears disappear
Let your soul rest
I wish for a wonderful tomorrow & go off to sleep
like a small child
This wide world is connected
The white clouds drift & become the wind
that goes to you
Does my voice reach you?
I couldn't tell you my overflowing emotions
Song playing --> Crystal Kay - Motherland
+ Angel Chan
-------------------------------------------------------------------------- Friday, June 11, 2004 || 07:44 p.m.
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Yay! I'm happy this morning =] Did my Japanese oral, was partnered up with Amanda and got a 4.5/5 ^-^v yay~~~
but then...found out I have a C for term3 -_____- Oh crap >.< gotta do extremely good for finals!
Same goes for math and chem >.>
need to study hard!
*procrastinates* xD
Song playing --> Guitar Freaks - Classic Party Triathlon
+ Angel Chan
-------------------------------------------------------------------------- Wednesday, June 9, 2004 || 10:14 p.m.
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Ever know someone...who's hated for all they're worth, but then loved when they can give something in return? Strange things we humans do when situations like that pops up >.> when something is useless, we simply toss it aside...but when it's to our benefit we draw it closer to us.
Been spacing out from people for a while...yet it seems that no one has noticed. Makes you feel so insignificent. Everyone's got problems of their own, but it always seems that all their problems are bigger than mine (which might be true in some cases) but it doesn't hurt to be a good listener once in a while without joking around right? I'm never really taken seriously for anything >.> I guess I hide the seriousness inside me cause hardly anyone can really tell...
I'm just glad I have someone in my life who can ^^;
I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
-Luther Vandross - I'd Rather
just a small quote of the song ^^
On another note...I know I should be studying instead of typing more senseless stuff on here but w/e =P
2 more tests to go! English final tomorrow...and...*shudders*...Jap oral final on friday =.=
Oh yea, check out Lin's website ^^ It's in the making =] I'll be working on it during the summer along with my own new layout too ^^;
Song playing --> Saishuu Heiki Kanojo - Sayonara
+ Angel Chan
-------------------------------------------------------------------------- Monday, June 7, 2004 || 10:08 p.m.
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Nuuu~!!
This week...time to die lol >.<;;;
not gonna update for a while till next next week. why?
June 8, Chemistry test
June 9, Japanese Ch. 6+7 Test, Math Ch. 1~9 Test
June 10, English Final
June 11, Japanese Oral
June 15, Math Final
June 17, Chemistry Final
June 18, Japanese Final
AHHHHHHH!!!
This year the VSB ppl are out to screw us over cause we're having those exams while classes are still going on -.- I mean wtf? 1st the whole strike issue (confusion of going to school or not) and now out of no where BOOM! "By the way students, your exams will be happening during school time." -___-" *stab stab stab*
Oh the other note...
ahaha~~~ the hamster is so cute -^^- <3
ok off to eat my late late dinner >.< and then back to studying T.T; I wanna relax lol o_o;;
Song playing --> None
+ Angel Chan
-------------------------------------------------------------------------- Friday, June 4, 2004 || 04:12 p.m.
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Ouch T.T I fell today x.x...
my leg hurts so much >.< I limped to chem class and limped home =x owie~~~
How did it happen? Well it was at lunch ._. everyone went to get ice-cream cause its so hot today =] shared an ice-cream sandwich with Terri. I tried to use all my pennies but then...I was one penny short xD so anyways...bought the sandwich, ate it and then sat down on the bench. I forgot how it started, I think I was saying I'm fat or something =P (which i am ^^; ) and then they (Whitney, Amanda, and Lin) all started attacking me by pokey fingers and stuff. Whitney squeezed my knees and it was really ticklish so I jumped up. I forgot the bench had a missing board on it and that a metal part was sticking out. I backed up onto it really hard and fell to the ground T.T It wasn't the falling part that hurted like hell...it was hitting that damn metal bar T.T I have a huge bruise on my lag now >.< can't even walk properly =x ahhh! *mumble mumble* ._.
Oh yea...
Danny's labtop got taken away (school provided them for the course or something) so...no more e-mailing ._. Well he says he might check them at the library...but gonna be a long time ~_~ *sigh*..........
and this morning~ Jessie, Whitney, Stella and I were suppose to do our English presentation for Ms. Lum cause Whitney's not gonna be here on Monday~Wednesday. Suppose to be there by 7:45 but that's when I woke up x.x;; Stayed up doing my chem notes =x So I didn't even get time to get ready and stuff. Did everything super fast, didn't have time to clean up and stuff...just changed and rushed out the door. Got there, it was almost 8 >.< Bleh...felt so bad for being that late. Anyways...Ms. Lum didn't get to the class till like 8:20 and told us that she forgot we had to do our presentation >.< so in my head...i was kidna pissed off ^^; (im cranky in the morning =P) Then she said we gotta do our presentation afterschool -_- it went pretty well tho, I wonder what we got on it @@;;
oh yea and so...I completely forgot that my first block (food class) was a work session since the grade 12's weren't there, we have the whole class to work on whatever we'd like -.- if i have remembered it last night, i could've gotten more sleep T.T *sigh*~
After food class, I realized that since I was in such a rush this morning...I forgot to bring my t-shirt for the final screen print for graphics class >.< So I had to run home again (found my mom sleeping on the bed...nice and cozy...) grabbed the t-shirts and ran back to school. Project got 8/10 =] which isn't so bad...i guess -.- *mumbles at picky teacher*
Mood - Depressed & Sleepy >.<
Song playing --> BT - Simply Being Loved
+ Angel Chan
-------------------------------------------------------------------------- Thursday, June 3, 2004 || 06:03 p.m.
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*sigh*...
Caught up in the middle ._. expected to do the impossible -.- lost in the mist of loneliness...
yea...not a happy day today x.x;;...
want to get away from all the unhappiness~
Oh yea...my brother bought a hamster o_o;; such a little cutie <3
Song playing --> ATB - Obsession
+ Angel Chan
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