Sunday, May 29, 2005 [07:27 p.m.]

ahhhhhh ~ !! the day is getting closer and closer ... T_T i'm going to die x___x

i started to isolate myself ( started yesterday ) so i will not be online or talk much.

ja ~

Tuesday, May 24, 2005 [01:10 a.m.]

wahahahaha! i completely wasted my weekend x] bummed around the house and watched TV and movies ^^"
Appleseed is good :D oh my ... the animation was wonderful! it looked so beautiful =] and the action scenes were just great ^^v

presentation tmr~ go Shirley Temple! ^.^

a little scary day today ^^" but things turned out fine :]

oh yes it was manda's birthday on saturday~ happy bday hentai panda XD hohoho~ liked your presents from "those" people? XD~~ ccc :P

good luck on your test tmr ease. im sure u'll pass :] then you can take the next test and i could become more lazy! muahahaha :D

Tuesday, May 17, 2005 [07:18 p.m.]

Dragon boating was fun today ^-^v got a ride in Kenji's car. I never knew there was a dragon boating place around Science World XD my fingers hurt so much right now cause i banged it against the side of the boat so much, at one point i couldn't even move it. the was very windy and freezing cold. kevin's so evil ... got everyone around him wet T_T splashed so much water on ease, michael, calvin, me, edith, and even managed to get william @___@;; most of the water got on ease tho x_x; but what's worse is andrew's paddling o_o oh god ... sidney was absolutely drenched. i actually felt sorry for that asshole.

we went to eat at White Spot afterwards. Herman and Kenji paid =P hehe~ the calamari cesaer salad was good =] and so were the fries haha ( refilled so many times ) ^^;

went and bought my stuff for my Jap lab next tuesday lol ^^; i wanna try and make it at least once at home first =] shirley temple! ^^ grendeline syrup was had to find @__@ but i found it ^^v

Monday, May 16, 2005 [11:49 p.m.]

i'm glad things are working out great for you two ^^v

and i'm sorry if i wasn't clear with you from the beginning ... >_<

volunteer at the children's festival today :] it was quite cool cause we were doing sales at Starbucks XD was counting all the money in my head ... amazing i didn't screw up that badly LoL~ the customers were really nice and majority aren't bitchy haha ^^v i missed calculators :P cellphones aren't that helpful lol cause the symbols are too hard to press ( i hardly ever use cellphones ) we were working from 9:30am ~ 2:30pm without breaks! i so needed to pee LOL XD there were rain, and a whole lot of coffee ... too much liquid ... -_- couldn't leave tho because there was no one else doing the shift. those people lied to us T_T but eventually someone came and that's when we left. called my brother for some directions but he was so damn bitchy i got pissed off and hanged up on him. it was so fucked up >_> anyways ... stephen picked us up ^^; and we went home :]

was happy tho. got my t-shirt and teas! muahaha LoL~ i want another t-shirt ( medium ) tho ... cause it looks very comfy since its big ^^; maybe volunteering again on wed ^^v

dragon boating tmr! ^^ herman's coming too. hope it won't rain T_T and i don't fall into the waters ._."

Sunday, May 15, 2005 [10:26 p.m.]

Yesterday was fun :] stocked up on junk food at Dan-D Mart and I sat at McDicks ( lol ) while I waited for the guys to finish eating ... so much oily stuff lol >_< Doug was working there so *cough cough* x] muahaha~ bought drinks at Safeway and drove to Kevin's.

movie fest again =P Dawn of the Dead, Catch Me If You Can, The Incredible ( fell asleep ) =] Dawn of the Dead was too gory for me x_x i kept hiding under the blanket >_> but it wasn't so bad ^^; Catch Me If You Can is cool =] having a job like that is awsome XD lol~ I watched The Incredible too many times so I just decided to sleep at the beginning of the movie ... that it shall be my bed time =P it was like 3am anyways ^^;

OMG Louis got me eating chocolate covered COFFEE BEANS! and then the jalopeno o____o! and pineapples! Mnn i was WIDE awake the whole night from the coffee beans and I also drank tea lolz~

we all went for a drive and omg ... Herman broke 140 on the oak bridge >_< so freaky ... i was in the front seat T_T then the rain sudden poured down like crazy ... and there were lots of puddles and it became really dangerous so we turned back and went to QE park instead. took a nice early morning stroll ^^ it wasn't too cold either =] really nice weather cause the rain died down ^^

I was squished in the morning T_T *note to self ... never sleep on the ground!* ...

I feel sorry for the guys ... lol ^^;

Tuesday, May 10, 2005 [10:04 p.m.]

I'm so confused >_< its like a big blur ... did i do something wrong?

people change ... for better or for worst, but eventually everyone change.

blaaaaaaaaaaaaah~

Sunday, May 8, 2005 [06:07 p.m.]

Happy Mother's Day ^^v

going out for dinner tonight (in about 20min) with my mom and brother. Vic invited himself along ... oh well ^^; going to this Chinese resturant in Richmond (i think). My brother's idea so he's paying tonight x] muahaha ^^; I'm gonna make dinner for mom some other day ^^;

got home Friday afternoon and helped mom make candy ~ lol it was frustrating cause she doesn't believe me you need a candy thermometer and so she just messed around with it. The candy tasted great, but the texture isn't what the candy should be ^^; it was like eating raw cookie dough :p it was cool tho ^^

my hard-drive is making funky sounds again T.T its gonna dieeeeeee~ -_-" Need to burn more CDs so incase it dies again, I'll have some stuff backed up ._."

man I like my brother when he doesn't have school ^^; he's been nice and stuff, I guess stress-free. he agreed to help me with my math provincials~ =] Mom has to give him $10/hr tho haha! but he's actually gonna have to pay attention to me and not yell at me >_<

*stomach grummbles~~~*
Vic's here ... time to go eat~ x]

Thursday, May 5, 2005 [10:09 p.m.]

Stressed out ._." I'm letting my mom down so much ... I'm making her stressed out x_x ...

maybe I should just quit. save both of us the energy :x It'll give me time to think and to be more independent and not depend on her so much.

too much frustrations ... I'm going crazy >_<

Wednesday, May 4, 2005 [09:16 p.m.]

aww I went to the doctors this afternoon. it turns out I have a stomach flu and also a cartilage infection ... @___@;; I must stay away from all dairy products (that means ice-cream too T_T boohoo~~), acidy things, and oily food (which i hardly eat anyways). I think I better put a halt on dance class for a while too ... those stretches are gonna make the infection worse ...

I can't get Magna Carta to work on my PC T_T had the same problem as manda ... the computer just keep on rebooting itself whenever PLAY is clicked ... so sad~ ... dan doesn't know why its doing that either :x it works on chris's computer tho! aiiii~ >_<

hope i can get my mp3 player soon ^^;

Tuesday, May 3, 2005 [10:07 p.m.]

Stayed home today. Stomach still feels funky :x It hurts when I eat, and it hurts when I don't eat >__< bleh~

I'm a bug ... *buzzzzzz*~ XD

muahahahahaha~ ^^ happy happy =]

Monday, May 2, 2005 [04:15 p.m.]

200th entry since i started using haloscan XD lol~

I added a download page~ =]

not a good day for me today ._.
I was very hungry this morning but I had no appetite x_x so I just took a few bite of my breakfast and went to school. During art my stomach starts to hurt (you know ... when you get really hungry) and I was in pain T_T Had a math test the next block and i just blanked out on the forumlas ... was in agony ._. after the test we took more notes and I just layed on my desk and rolled around =.= couldn't eat my sandwich for lunch either ... but I did in the end. really really sloooowly tho x_x

After I got home my mom told me she made an appointment for me at 3:30 (got home at 3:45) and so I ran to the doctors. I waited in the room and I fell asleep @__@ ... my right ribs were hurting since 3 weeks ago and it hadn't gone away. The doctor told me there's something wrong with my bones and gave me a couple packages of Advil ^^; she handed me those dispenser box kind with like 10 packages still inside.

stomach still hurts ...

Sunday, May 1, 2005 [11:25 p.m.]

weee its up~ ^^v
had some trouble with the last minute coding but its up! :] my brother and kenny helped me a bit~ :] tyty ^^v

interesting day :p hehehehehe~~

attacked by bugs ... x____x