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Monday, May 31, 2004 || 12:19 a.m.
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heh ok fine >.< I'll write something hehe =] I didn't know you people actually READ what I type here >.> My tagboard is a spamming zone lol ^^;
Hrm so well...Friday was the Jap oral =.= ufuu~ That...didn't turn out so well -.- but hell yea i passed it xD *cough*3 1/2 out of 5*cough* -____- *mumble mumble* It was nerve wrecking~! I knew what I was gonna say and stuff, but then when she's just there staring at me -.- I forgot my stuff T.T She's scary >.> hehe ^^;
Oh yea, so my aunt and uncle are gone now since thurs morning (rejoyce!) hoho~ well ok...YAY STUPID UNCLE'S GONE! sad my aunt went away tho =x She's a nice lady hehe =]
Hmm and a lot of stuff happened this week, but can't talk about it >=] muaha~!! private matters lol (no not about me -_- no thinking about it terri + izu + vivi!) hehe ^^ someONE might know what 'stuff' i meant so if u know it, then ok good for u ^^ if not...then u're not suppose to know xD haha ok...I'm being mean ^^ see i told u ppl I'm mean >.>
*goes to finish letter and make notes on jap stuff -.-*
Song playing --> Naruto - Viva Rock (3rd Ending)
+ Angel Chan
-------------------------------------------------------------------------- Wednesday, May 26, 2004 || 09:48 p.m.
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Why must my mom say every little thing about me? -_- Its...annoying...
At dinner today (went to Flammingo) my aunt was talking about my bruise, then mom started telling them that I cried after the operation -_- whoopdeedoo~! Now everyone know I cried...yay -.- wish she can just shut up about A LOT of stuff.
She says like I always stay home and don't go out anywhere. WTF that's not true -.- she makes me sound like a nerd (which i am probably)...never really heard her say anything positive about me. Only comment that's good is "yes she's a good girl" o_O *gasp*...
yay? *sigh*...
Dinner tonight ._. food was pretty good. Though...I don't know why people take what I say so seriously. I just saw the waiter bringing out lettuce and those bits of meat stuff (those are so good -^^-) I just said they look yummy, stupid uncle won't listen to me after I said i was kidding about wanting them. He had to make my mom go change the order we placed. Ok it may not seem like a bad thing but like -____- I DON'T like him ~.~ I've got reasons (some knows...some don't) he just...argh! annoys the hell outta me =.= He's very pushy, doesn't take no as an answer easily and I'm a push over -.- so he basicly never care what i say back to him...its just frustrating x.x
Got the letters from Danny (yesh ima start calling u that now ^.^ hehe <3) today. o_o so much to read xD haha but its good -^^- enjoyed reading it hehe ^^ My brother came home and said "you got a mail" and started giving me weird + funny looks xD hahaha~ he's suspicious about something ^^; though I don't really mind if he knows. Call it brother + sister bond if u will~ he's more understanding than my mom at times =] Time for me to get out my papers and start writing too ^^;; keke~~
Oh yea...ranting time (if it hasn't started already...)
uncle was talking to me at dinner..-_- he sounded racist in my opinion...
Started talking about like how I'm suppose to interact with more 'white' people because there are more of them out there. what the hell...people are people, does skin color really matter all that much? So what if my school is full of Asians, Koreans, Japanese, etc. Why am I suppose to talk to 'white' people more? "Because," he said, "the population of white people are far more greater than any other." um...so? your point is...what?
being the silent time I am...I just nodded my head -.- Though I did say something about it to him but he probably doesn't even hear a single word i say anyways ._. "they are the business people, they are the ones with high position jobs" like hell that's true. Sure there may be many but not all. There are plenty of talented colored skin people out there you just haven't met them. and don't give me crap about them being very little...who the hell gives a damn? you are being racist and that pisses me off -.- I'm glad he's leaving tomorrow -______-
*phew* ok ranting is over ^^; I'll go make some notes for Jap text book, do some more jishuu, work on chem, study for jap oral >.<
then write some more letters ^^
ufuu~~
Song playing --> Cardcaptor Sakura - Honey
+ Angel Chan
-------------------------------------------------------------------------- Tuesday, May 25, 2004 || 11:46 p.m.
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Wasted 3 hours today =.=" and I was actually planning to get stuff done...
When I went home, I turned on my comp and turned on the music and plopped onto bed...moments later my aunt pokes her head into the bedroom and said dinner at 6:30pm. I said I have a test tomorrow but she said its only gonna take an hour so then I said sure since they're leaving on Thursday morning.
Talked to RyuKii and Johnny in between. Interesting conversation with RyuKii actually o_o;; Promised I'd be hush hush about it...so won't say anymore
So anyways...time passed by and I had to leave. Went to pick them up and then off we went.
Think we headed to the resturant? Partly -___- turns out they don't even KNOW the name of the resturant and only know ABOUT where its at...-.- So we drove around for over an hour in the SAME FRICKEN STREET, ppl must've thought we're stalking something or someone...felt weird x.x;; After we drove back up to around Cambie and West..Bourard (?) street and my *cough*SoaB*cough* uncle runs around the street looking around for another resturant with name unknown. Later found out we were right beside it the whole damn time -___-" BLEH!
Well we went in to eat. It was Korean BBQ -^^- What a coincidence tho o_o (or maybe Johnny's phsycic O_O) Johnny said it was a perfect day for BBQ *note-its pouring rain outside* and after I told him I'm going out to dinner later...he suggested Korean BBQ o.O;; LoL so um yea...that came true xD the food there was good~ the lady working there was super nice and so were the waitress and waiter =] The waiter even bowed to us and said "thank you" when we left =D 1st time I see someone do that ^^ hehe
Got home at around 9:30pm. Realized we missed half of the season finale for "24" mom was sad ^^;; (such a good show! -^^-) I smelt like oily food. Another freaky guess oO;; Johnny says I smell like pancakes (duno how he got that...) and I actually had their Korean pancakes~! o_o;; lol @@;
hrmz anyways...showered so smells all nice now haha xD no more yucky oily smell =.=" need to finish off Jap hwk + write Jishuu...
Oyasumi~~
Oh yea...letters still haven't arrived yet ;_;
Song playing --> Koyote - Saddening Day
+ Angel Chan
-------------------------------------------------------------------------- Monday, May 24, 2004 || 10:30 p.m.
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hmm...ok so aunt + uncle came over today ._.
Mnn I got some writting paper (they'll be put to use soon ^^v) and a pencil case. Oh and a pair of jeans and a t-shirt and a wallet o_o Was surprised that I could fit in the jeans -.- *cough*diet*cough*...
oh yea ._. my aunt bought me cheesecake =P its not creamy cheesecake...but cheese FLAVOURED cake xD haha~~
Oh wellz, it still tastes good =] Its like those honey cakes but has a tint of cheese flavour to it ^^ quite good actually -^^-
I fell asleep sometime in the afternoon @@ mom woke me up and told me I have a phone call. turned out to be johnny o_o lol i was surprised @@;; another person saying i sound like a little kid =.= boo~~~ lol whatever ^^; I think i sound like a kid too -.O Hummmmzzzz
Well went to CNL but it was closed ._. ended up going to this other place. Ease, Terri and Johnny played parapara xD!! funny to watch hehe >=]
I didn't go~! weeeeeeee ^-^v I had to go...suppose to be at home by 6:30pm. felt bad dragging them with me ._.
uh so anyways...got home about 6:45pm ^^; rushed out the door right after I got home. went to this hotpot place for dinner with aunt and uncle on cambie and...25th? can't remember..
anyways...-.- we had shrimp...
they...were...alive...and...moving...with a stick through them...x.x;;;;;;;; I just stared at them the whole time ._. they were flintching on the dish...that just makes me wanna go vegi -.- poor little shrimps get boiled alive =X ok they weren't little, but still o.o how would u like it if someone put a stick through you and put u in a boiling pot of water till u die and they eat u? x.x;; not a pretty picture >.>
hmm yes...
the world is a cruel place...lucky to be human o_o
i think..............?
ah and good news to some~ RyuKii and Altivo (friends from PT) are returning hehe ^^ mnn yesh, that kinda made me happy for a while. was this morning tho @@ so yea =P
uh what else @@ throat's killing me...
bad headache >.> *sigh*~
worried about jap and math ._. *sulks in corner*
Song playing --> Five For Fighting - 100 Years
+ Angel Chan
-------------------------------------------------------------------------- Monday, May 24, 2004 || 10:37 a.m.
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Ease moved from xanga to pitas ^-^ muahaha~
Feeling Izuish Today?
Song playing --> Ayumi Hamasaki - M
+ Angel Chan
-------------------------------------------------------------------------- Sunday, May 23, 2004 || 05:52 p.m.
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Mleh...was perfectly fine last night, woke up this morning and I feel really sick =.= duno what happened really...-.o
I had to have my head leaning against something or else it starts to hurt and I got dizzy. Throat's hurting a bit too...
Mom kinda freaked me out. She told me about a girl (read it in the paper) who felt sick one night and was taken to the hospital after seeing rashes on her skin. She died the next morning...it was only a few hours...
Now did my mom really have to tell me about that? >.<
But yea...I don't think I'll be going to the beach tomorrow...gonna stay home and get some rest. My aunt and SoaB uncle (yes that one I hate so much) are coming tomorrow at around 10am from Taiwan. I like my aunt, just wanted her to come...not my uncle too. She offered to bring me some stuff =P yay ^^ hehe (no that's not the reason why I like her ^^;)
What annoys me is that my mom tells me everytime to keep quiet about her trips to China -.- It's not my fucking problem to lie about that. She knows she shouldn't drag me into this whole dilema but she does anyways. It just pisses me off that I always have to lie for her...
But I don't wanna create problems between family so I keep it quiet to myself and say what she wants me to say -.- I'm not the type to use those lies to get my ways in life either so BLAH to myself =X
Hrm what else...feel like ranting mood right now -.-
Feeling pretty lonely...*sigh*
um...yea...
think i'll go take another nap -.-
Song playing --> Last Exile - Advances
+ Angel Chan
-------------------------------------------------------------------------- Thursday, May 20, 2004 || 10:39 p.m.
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my brother is weird...@@;;
He's mean to me one day, nice the next...-.-" But that's how a brother's suppose to be right?
Well for some reason, he started talking to me on MSN (usually keep me blocked ^^; only talks to his GF on there) asking why I was at home today. So blah blah blah...i explained some stuff, then he tells me that I shouldn't sleep so late and then starts to talk to me about my future and stuff. It kinda caught me by surprise but then again...he has always been bugging me 'somehow' about it.
He's...being...brotherly o_o;;
lol~
OH yea...x.x;; I need to go wash my pillow =X blobs of red on there...
Song playing --> Namie Amuro - Still In Love
+ Angel Chan
-------------------------------------------------------------------------- Thursday, May 20, 2004 || 02:02 a.m.
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*note to self*
little kids can be cute...but vicious xD
haha my lesson for the day ^^;;
Children's festival was interesting =P Makes me wanna go back to being so young again~ Nothing to worry about, just go out into the world and have fun ^^; They just have so much energy to burn x]
Was quite interesting to watch them dance around so freely~~
So this is how the day went...
Pretty much ushering the ppl into the tent and ripping the ticket stubs. Watched the show for free hehe ^^; 2 shows were the same (music concert) and then the last show was a performance with like native indians and such. I liked the concert one better cause I just like music overall hehe x] The entertainers were pretty cool actually. Makes me think that I should've kept playing instruments~
Crazy little kids ^^; cute tho hehe x]
On the side note...my mouth has really been killing me today >.< its so sore...
Iunno why I'm still up this late...-_- feel like I'm dead atm. mom says my cheeks got chubbier >.> yay~? -.-
rururu~~~
The month of May is just so messed up -.- boohoo~
I'll sum it up what happened and what's gonna happen later ._. too tired now...Zzzzzzz
Song playing --> ATB - It's A Fine Day
+ Angel Chan
-------------------------------------------------------------------------- Monday, May 17, 2004 || 12:27 a.m.
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Orientation...blah~!
stupid instructor made us wait for so fricken long >.>
couldn't remember what the hell she said either ~.~ what's embarrasing was I KNOW ppl were staring at me today funny...-_- yesh i have puffy cheeks...yesh i look weird...but did u all havta stare at me? >.<;;
*mumble mumble*
Don't wanna go to school tomorrow...I know "SOME" ppl are gonna be trying to pinch me or whatever the hell they always try to do -.-" lol ^^;
still love my friends tho ^^;; but just that they over-react some times >.> which I find at times quite annoying =.="
blah...haven't been full for 2 days now, 3rd day coming up soon x.x stomach hurting ~.~ i wanna chew on something but i can't T.T had to make mushed noodles today. yuck ^^; ok well not that bad but after a while u'll just stare at it and go "...gross..." -_-
going on and off topic lol but uh...ride to Vanier park was...interesting. every little bump along the way made my cheeks feel funny >.< not the good funny lol >.>" *bump bump bump*
Watched Bruce Almighty twice isn't good for me either xD can't laugh or cheeks hurt ^^;; rururu~
tylenol medicine makes me sleepy but doesn't kill the pain that well >.> would go take advil but then none in the house ~_~ i think the pills effecting me soon again >.> feeling a bit dizzy / drowsy =X
wanna just go to Jap class tomorrow and then come home >.> really don't feel like seeing some ppl ._. yea i'm a horrible person >.> better get back to my hwk -.-...
*sigh*
bad week...
Oh yea >.> ePT priestess acct got hacked so that's another bad thing onto the list ._. and letter from Daniel hasn't arrived yet >.> *mumbles at the mailman*
mnn what else...? *cough* CNL >.>" o welz...^^;; i'll go next time i guess ._.?
*curls up in a ball*...i hate this week T.T
Song playing --> Collective Soul - Needs
+ Angel Chan
-------------------------------------------------------------------------- Saturday, May 15, 2004 || 04:10 p.m.
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I'm a stuffed cheeked hamster / mashimaro ;_;
I swear it has gotten poof-ier than last night o.o;;
Song playing --> None
+ Angel Chan
-------------------------------------------------------------------------- Friday, May 14, 2004 || 09:11 p.m.
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ahhh in so much pain >.<
*cries*...
I look like a hamster with stuff in my cheeks ;_;
The left side is swelled up so much >.< can't even close my mouth...
it was so gross earlier >.< I had a mouth full of blood every half hour for 4 straight hours >.<
Am so pale looking right now...losing a lot of blood >.< The pain killers aren't working that well...it's just making me very very sleep =.=
Help >.
I haven't eaten since 10 this morning...and I can't eat anything now. So hungry T.T I look dead -.-"
Anyways...while at the dentist I had a large amount of anestetics and I felt like I had a fat lip >.< was a horrible experience tho T.T Imagine two people...putting a huge amount of pressure on your mouth...literaly just putting all the forces on it with 2 hands reaching into that little opening...2 hands EACH! Was freaked out...my hands were shaking on my lap the entire time...
Yea I was really freaked out.
Um...I kinda cried after the whole thing =X *hides of embarrasement*...=.="
Couldn't help it...it was really scary~! >.< no laughing at me now x.x;; The nurse was really nice tho ^^; (nooooooo she didn't give me a lolipop >.<;;) haha x]
Typing with 1 hand, the other holding onto ice over cheeks T.T its like what..10:33 right now. started typing this at 9:11 lol >.<
Well im talking to ppl too x.x;; go 1 hand typing slowness~!
Fucking hell~! *goes and die*...
why aren't the damn pills working T.T maybe i'll OD on it then it'll work -____-"
Song playing --> BoA - Valenti [Junior Vasque Radio Mix]
+ Angel Chan
-------------------------------------------------------------------------- Friday, May 14, 2004 || 10:14 a.m.
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o.o!
Sitting in front of the computer...relaxing a bit
haven't done this for a while...-_-"
Just found out that my mom's friend's gonna be staying at our house from Saturday to Wednesday. No more freedom >.< *sigh*
Hope my mom take her out so I can at least be by myself for a while or something. Mom's staying home tonight with me in case my mouth starts bleeding like hell after the surgery or something @@;; as much as I want her to leave, that didn't sound like a bad idea either ^^;; Cause what if something did happen? =x my brother doesn't know what to do about it. I doubt my mom does tho but at least she has some clue about that kinda stuff~
Getting cramps >.< Gonna feel like dying later tonight >.>
rururu...
Song playing --> Air - Tori no Shi (Lia)
+ Angel Chan
-------------------------------------------------------------------------- Wednesday, May 12, 2004 || 03:47 p.m.
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rururu o_o;;
had a food lab this morning that i totally forgot about ^^;; made lemon cookies -^^- so yummy x] gonna make some more at home tomorrow i hope. cause by friday afternoon...nothing hard for me to chew on cause i'll be in PAIN T_T;; I tell ya...I'll be freaking out about the dentist =.=" *mumbles*...stupid wisdom teeth =x
Daniel: you know what I'm waiting for ^^;;
Song playing --> Cleo - Good Times
+ Angel Chan
-------------------------------------------------------------------------- Tuesday, May 11, 2004 || 10:35 p.m.
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waiting...
Song playing --> The Brilliant Green - Call My Name (English Version)
+ Angel Chan
-------------------------------------------------------------------------- Sunday, May 9, 2004 || 08:59 p.m.
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*sigh*...
I miss Daniel =x Haven't talked to him for a couple of days now T_T:;
Can't believe I actually studied today...-_-"
shows how bored I am right now...
*sigh* x.x;;
Song playing --> None
+ Angel Chan
-------------------------------------------------------------------------- Thursday, May 6, 2004 || 10:17 p.m.
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Hrm...
I slept so much today o_o;; 2nd block...graphics class, went to the library with Izu instead ^^; I studied my Jap for a bit and she was doing her project, I ended up really tired so I slept on the computer table for like 30min? Then after lunch in photo class I fell asleep again for like the entire period. And then when I got home...I went online for a bit and then fell asleep till 7pm. Must've been at least 2 hours at least i think @@;;
Season finale of Friends was today...sooooo good~!!
Can't believe its over already x.x;; Love that show so much~!
Hope they'll still put on replays cause I missed some of the newest season =x I think I was watching some other shows on thurs? @@;; ahaha I forgot x.x;; Bleh~! I want new episodes of Friends.
***Spoiler***
Monica and Chandler had twins! ^-^ A boy and then a girl, they were so cute x] Rachel fell in love with Ross and got off the plane to Paris to be with him (ahhh so sweet~ -^^-) Phoebee's gonna have kids with Mike I think...
Joey's all alone ;_; So sad ._."...
mnn on another note x]
*mumble mumble*
Priston Tale finally released AoR (took so long but its here ^-^) so I might think about starting to play again. Hoping it won't be laggy as hell...was on there earlier, a reconect every few seconds and then died cause of a lag -_- killed by like what...3 monsters in d3? saaad saaad saaad T_T
Field trip to the Aquarium tomorrow o_o;;
Wasn't gonna go but then...I made Izu go xD 60 marks oO! lol
Probably just gonna wonder off somewhere after the attendence x] I wanna go around downtown ._. buy some stuff so I can make the colored roses and plop them on wires or something. A nice bouqette ^-^
Hrmm...field trip...whole day...need music...
Need to go charge up the batteries for my MD xD maybe put some new songs on there or something ^.^ rururu~
Song playing --> Sorcerer Hunters - Kiss in the Dark
+ Angel Chan
-------------------------------------------------------------------------- Wednesday, May 5, 2004 || 11:55 p.m.
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Wee~!
Got home and made another loaf of bread today x] Turned out better than the 1st ^-^v I could eat it without putting stuff on top xD ahaha~!
*feeling proud*
Oh and I made another rose ^^;
I know what to do now ^-^ so happy hehe. Hoping to be able to make a dozen roses for my mom on Mother's Day ^^
Damn I'm sleepy now x.x;;
*listens to some music*
Song playing --> Get Backers - Namida no Hurricane (2nd Ending)
+ Angel Chan
-------------------------------------------------------------------------- Tuesday, May 4, 2004 || 11:47 p.m.
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Chem sub today was a bitch -_-" all I havta say ._."
*goes off writing jishuu*...
Song playing --> Vision of Escaflowne - Whatcha Gonna Do
+ Angel Chan
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