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Thursday, July 10, 2003 12:42 a.m.
The tick-tock drip of the internal clock slipping out of tune rings in my head. Resounds off the walls and bounces endlessly. Cacophony rises. I rise with intention upon intention, singing and praising. Rising and falling. Singing and praising and rising and falling and crying and crying and crying. Wringing the whole of myself out in the sun that burns at my skin. Everything seeps to my nerves. Time keeps slowing down. Shorter and. Shorter. And. Friday, July 4, 2003 08:43 p.m.
I love Fureai so much. Could you imagine my surprise when I found out that this little-known duo has one of their songs as a Prince of Tennis ending theme? It's called "Kaze no Tabibito," and it's great (from the little I've heard of it). I want to get the single so much! But I'm going to have to wait, as usual ^_^; Of course, I want all their other singles, and their second album. Ahh, this means I'm going to have to seriously step up production on my Fureai site! Except most of it involves translation ~_~; And I'm not very good at it yet, and John's not here to help out... Oh well. I'll get through it somehow ^^;;; I'm pretty excited about next week; I get to see all my wubby friends and go watch "The Pirates of the Caribbean." Whee! And on that Friday, "The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen" comes out too! *-* Maybe I can convince them to go to that too; that would be excelamenté. It's been a while since I saw Lauryl, and Dustin, and Sam, and Andy, and Loury, and Bryan... Hee ^___^ Since May, when we got together for Bryan's birthday. Happy happy. But I found out that Dan's doing weird things to our Mage campaign >=( WTF? Jumping twelve years into the future and playing from there? What's up with that? Grrr rrrg. But Sara's picking up where we left off, so I suppose that's okay. I can still play D, at least. And now, I'll go perfect my sphere grids more in FFX. Bai bai! Tuesday, July 1, 2003 12:36 p.m.
^_^ Monday, June 30, 2003 04:01 a.m.
Ya know, the more I look at it, the more I love this layout. I really really like it =D It's so... yellow ^___^ And plus the picture of Ashley is great too; I really like how the artist drew him. Especially his back: the anatomy looks perfect, the way the muscles and skin are shown. And hey, the face is purty =D And the hair XD XD The hair! But really, overall, I'm pleased with myself on this one. Go me =) I called John earlier today, finally taking some initiative. He's doing good, and he did stuff like go out to a LAN cafe, and visit his grandma, and eat cereal... Stuff in general, you know how it is. He's going to leave for Anime Expo with his friends on the second, so we're gonna talk quite a bit the day before. Our one-year anniversary, you know. I can't quite believe it's almost been one year since we first had that conversation, and he finally admitted he liked me... Heh. I suppose you might count August 6th as the one year mark, since that's when we saw each other again, but the romantic in me puts it as July 1st, so XP Hmm... Thinking about all the things we talked about makes me feel a little funny. Reminiscing is usually bittersweet, but this is more sweet than bitter, and it's only bitter in the slightest because it's in the past. That's how things go, I suppose. And I do miss John so much... I try not to dwell on it though. I try to keep myself occupied with other things and not think about it too much. Actually, it's odd: when he was here, I felt so awful about him leaving; now that he's gone, it's not so bad. Weird. Either I already went through all the emotions I would have felt after he left, or It's Not Hit Me Yet. (Eeeeeeee...) But I'm not going to worry about it right this moment. I have other things to do. For instance, a new fizz site layout. I swear to my... one, two readers out there, that I have a new layout all prepared for fizz! I just have to put it up, and rearrange stuff, and put in a few new pages, and... >.< You know. Stuff. And you know how stuff is. Seriously though, it's not that much work (HAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHA... no really). It should all be up, hopefully, later today ^_^ Speaking of which, I still need to edit the new NVII chapters. Don't worry Dan, I'll get on those too, and I'll put them in html as well. (My, don't I feel semi-responsible today!) Of course, if I were really, truly responsible, I wouldn't be spending so much time on FFX. Or, for that matter, on the computer. *coughs* Because you know. The thing. The real life thing. That I have to get/do at some point so I can get money to do the thing where I go and be with my boyfriend. John. You know what I mean, jellybean. However, until that time, I'm keeping my residency in Loserville, a nice little suburb outside of Moron Town. I'll be movin' on up to the east side once I actually get a job. And keep it >.< God... How the fuck can I be so nervous about piddly crap? Listen to the Nike ads, Ang: just do it. Geez. I need a lobotomy. Failing that, I'd like some cheese. Sunday, June 29, 2003 01:22 p.m.
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