It was Jessica's birthday yesterday! Yay, another person who is now fifteen. I feel so old and young and in-between. Ah, I suppose those are the only choices anyway. It was fun though.

Must... write... fanfic... not... inspired...though... Ah! The horrors of writer's block. I guess I got corrupted after finishing the last chapter? I hope not, but I can't think of a thing to do with it yet. My Cardcaptor Sakura site revamp is coming along well enough. I have only two sections left! As would or would not be expected though, I saved the worst for last. May there be pity upon me. T_T

Amy's coming back tomorrow though. Must think up a nice and partially believable story to tell her about my *adventures through the summer* and such. ^_~

Of course her coming back tomorrow also tells me that everything about my summer is coming to an end soon! Ack! Must get started/finished with those registration forms. What else is new?

Well, as usual, there's not much to say anyway. I've long returned from Irvine and am happily spending the last few weeks of "summer" online. Of course I have so much to do that I've put off doing. Ack, I procrastinate so much. Sophomore year will kill me...

And speaking of that! I got my packet yesterday and have already begun to fill out the forms. Eck, that's bored behavior isn't it? Well, I enjoy it to a certain extent each year. ^_^ Registration is next week! And maybe my friends and I could do something together afterwards? I hope I hope.

Amy's still not back from Taiwan... Did I even mention she had left? Well, that was a few weeks ago, but she'll be back on the twentieth! Yay! Someone to share my boredom with! Keh keh keh!

So much to do though... Starlette-san (my dear, wonderful hostess) made me a pretty pretty layout for my CCS site; I've much reformatting to do. Actually, I'm going to revamp the whole site *again* while I'm at it; otherwise, I would probably die considering the amount of pages I have on that site! I have lots of fanfics to write too! And hadn't I said something about a new layout for this blog? Heh! In due time I hope... But my time is quickly running down to nothingness with school starting soon! MUST GET WORKING!

SO, I ought to get back to all those things I'm *supposed* to be doing! Blah! Matta! Oh yeah, in case you're reading this, welcome back Ann. ^_^

So states the intro to this entry of a blog long forgotten... The sad tales of Sherry, the girl who found that the balance between writing in actual diaries and typing up entries in blogs did not exist for her. U_U' Ever since I began writing in my real diary, I've sort of forgot about blogging, but now in my time of intense heat and inability to sleep, I've turned back to it in desperation. Gah, I'm going to be so sleepy come morning. Who would have known it would be worse or just as hard to sleep here as it is to sleep over at Amy's? It must be the common heat. U_U'

::Sigh:: I'll be back later. I_I

*Silence Tinkles*

Okay, so I don't have much of a life off the Internet. Now that school has ended I'm free to do whatever I want... Well, not really. I don't have a car for one thing, and I'm not of age to do anything except, well, nothing. ^-^' Eh, I doubt I'd be fond of doing anything that would require moving however, so I don't suppose it matters so much?

My days are dull though. Amy has gone back to Taiwan for a few weeks-- leaving me *here* and without a thing to do! Well, besides downloading manga of course. *Evil glint in eye* Keh keh keh... I've been busy with that of course... *Sparkling smile* But really, I've nothing to say. I can't wait for registration and the first day of school. Not to say I've fond of school; it's the mere novelty of having something to do that sparks interest. And I usually do so love the first day of school! Septemeber fifth! Oh the wait is too much for me!

Ooh! The plans! The freedom! I will wait. ^-^ Amy, Crystal, Ivy, and I are going skating after school is finally done with. Happy times everyone (even if you refuse it). ^-^

And I'm almost done with my homepage revamp. Just two more sections are left before the end of that. Quite alright. I have other things to get to work on though... Like this blog layout maybe??? It's been up since January first! Ack! How did that happen? Well, I do love it so, but maybe that's just because I don't look at it so often. Heh... I have the picture I'm going to use for the next layout already. I just need to make the thing.

Well, matta ne!

Except that I've one more thing to do before I'm free from second period. ::Sigh:: Grrr.... Oh well. Must go and do. I hate this class. Bah.

Oh, by the way, I have an idea for the next layout for this blog. ^-^

Yesterday I went to Catalina Island. It was a sad disappointment for me when it came to compare with my memory of Catalina from fourth grade... ::Alas::

I finally put up my Cardcaptor Sakura fanfic. The rewriting of Amy's New Enemy. It's on fanfiction.net under the pen name "Ceri." Please read and review... Er, maybe. U_U''' Eh... Must go back to tedious task of digging through memory for addresses. Matta ne.

We left the next day (yesterday) at about six? Which required that I wake up at five and have no breakfast. U_U' The plane ride was quite blah as I only slept and struggled with plane-sickness. Blah. There's nothing really more to say. ^-^' I missed one day of summer school. ^-^'

Okay, leaving now! Hmm... Makes mental note to design new layout (as it is no longer spring. U_U') I've had this one up for over half a year!

::Sighs:: There is nothing I can do however. I cannot return and I am slightly behind in my computer class (that’s where I am now) as is. I arrived back at LAX at about one in the afternoon yesterday and I did not get home until about--- well, I did not get home until a while later.

I shall remember waking up at four am, the last minute packing, small breakfast, and leaving out the door at five that Friday morning. I shall remember the ride to the airport, the wait, and the “mostly-sleepy-plane-ride” to Canada. Of course I must make mental notes that Mina (my youngest female cousin in Canada) who came to take us to “the” house in her new Honda (my sister has a thing against them though o - o)… You can tell this is a summary, ne? Well, let me move on in a less subtle way. After arriving at “the” house, we basically unpacked and wandered around the house a bit before going out for lunch at a Chinese restaurant. Then we went home and slept for a while (I was reading my new book--The Blue Sword) before going to the mall where my cousins owned a restaurant. My sister and I walked around the place, not really buying anything, until it was time for dinner at another Chinese restaurant nearby. We returned home at around ten or eleven (I don’t quite remember) and then my sister, cousins, and I played Grand Theft Auto on my cousin’s PS2. It was very bloody. I felt bad for having to expose the younger cousins to that blood but, being little boys, they refused to leave. U_U’ After showering, my sister and I went out to play the game some more before going to sleep. ^-^’ That would conclude day one.

Day two was the wedding day. Did I mention I was in Canada for a wedding? Well, it was my cousin Barbara's wedding. She was very beautiful of course. ^-^ Everyone is getting married these days. ::Sniffle:: But it was fun. It was mostly like the other weddings I attended though...

Day three was visiting my mother's aunt (who happened to be living in Canada as well). That took up most of the rainy day as we first went up to eat and---ah! I'll finish later! Gotta go!

Ack! Must go to sleep! Only three hours until I'm to "wake-up" to leave for Canadaaaaaaa! Oyasumi!

Sometimes I forget that there are others who read my entries. Usually I forget that most probably do not know me and therefore are left confused by the small bits of information which I choose to pass along. Actually, I mostly wonder if there is anyone that bothers will my silliness. V_V’’

Someone help me; I think I’m heading into a melancholy state. V_V’ Have mercy on me please! I don’t wish to turn into a person who ENJOYS being depressed. I_I But I don’t think I will be, I refuse to! Refuse spelled out d-e-n-i-a-l. ^-^’’’

So I shall be happy-happy-happy! La-di-di-la-da-da! BLAH! Okay I’ll leave now. I think I’m going to go crazy in just a few more seconds. ::Sigh:: I need a twin to glomp. V_V’ Ja.

Amichan is actually going to AX! That’s good for her I suppose, but this means that we won’t get a chance to pull that all-nighter with Zelda (her brother erased her whole file and she was at the Shadow Temple). Oh well, at least Amy will be happy at AX and have an enjoyable birthday. I plan to go next year.

But this year I’m going to Canada for a wedding that weekend and, therefore, cannot make it to AX. A tragedy of course, but ::Sigh:: I shall live I think. Oh it’ll be fun to see the cousins again, but most of the relatives aren’t going to be there. ::Sigh:: Sad.

Before then, though, I have much to do with my site. I’ve been layouting and layouting… But I haven’t even started on my collective layout and it’s to be the HIGHLIGHT of it all. Hmmph! I really should get started. U_U’

Oh well, I ought to go now. Typing up this entry in PowerPoint is strange. 800 by 600 resolution is also evil (in my biased comparison ^_^) so I shall leave and perhaps post again later…

Hmm… This blog needs a new layout too… Ah, I mean: Matta ne!

Weeeeeeellll... It's now brunch, so I'll leave now... Maybe I'll sneak in another entry during computer science. ^-^' I should be working on Amichan's gift though... But I don't have "the picture" yet. I_I Okay. Matta ne.

GaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahwhatamIsupposedtodorightnow?????????

I am calm.

Seriously though, I don’t know what I should be doing now at all (which would probably be why I have risked putting up another entry. U_U’ Someone help me. This is all pitiful.

I’m not really done--which is the worst part of the problem. Or perhaps the worst part is that I _can’t_ work on my presentation even though I have time _now_ because this computer doesn’t have a working floppy drive! I_I No, I’m not over it as you can tell. U_U’

Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

It was all so yucky. I was actually later that usual--not to say that I was late to class (I wasn’t) but I was in a panic as I was finishing up my presentation. I then made an interesting discovery at school.

None of the computers in the computer science room have floppy drives.

*Silence* It took me most of the latter portion of yesterday and this morning to make. I didn’t practice the flute because of it (note: I’ll probably suffer again in band). They don’t have floppy drives. I asked the teacher and explained my predicament. He explained that since most people don’t use floppies, the newer computers don’t use them.

Forgive me, I had phrased my moment of shock incorrectly. The floppy drive of my computer was THERE… It just doesn’t work. The disk doesn’t go into it. ::Sigh::

I’m much too gloomy. I think there may be an answer. I will have choices… If the first fails (and I’d really rather it didn’t) I will be be forced to burn my presentation onto a CD. If it doesn’t fail… I will be able to put my presentation together in the library, which I _believe_ has computers with floppy drives.

Well, I suppose I’ll just go and post up this entry as obscurely as possible. ::Sigh:: Matta ne.

A pity that doesn't leave me with any time to practice the flute. I'm very much in need of it. .*-*. Life is blah... And it's ALREADY summer...

Amichan's birthday is so soon. >_< Must finish plans before that time! Blah! Hmm... Makes mental note to self that today was the day that Amy... Ahem! Well, I must go and continue on with my work if I wish to practice the flute at all. Note: No, I don't REALLY want to practice--it's just another day like yesterday or the day before will send me into tears and screaming fits.

Cheery.

But my sister has moved back to Irvine and into the Campus Village. It's kind of quiet with her gone. Good and bad.

I don't really remember what I've been doing. Everything is just a blur. I did get around to reading a piece of the third part of Amy's biography. No, I _didn't_ get around to working on the CCS fanfic... yet...

But I shouldn't, actually, since I should be practicing the flute (or "feh-loot" as I like to say). Today's class was horrible. I just have such trouble remembering all those key combinations. I also blow incorrectly so I was unable to do anything except wrong-eighth-notes by the end of class.

After school Amy and I went to the library, where I made of collection of Mercedes Lackey books. ^-^'

I've things to do now. Matta.

Well, the school year has gone now and it's already time for summer school. I'm taking computer science for second period and beginning band for third. I'm learning the flute. I think I'm blowing into it wrong though, because I feel light-headed... I think I'm going to faint...

No, probably not. I refuse to faint. I never have.

I don't really have much to say. Starlette-san has agreed to host me at her domain, heliochromeNET! Did I announce that yet? She's so very kind. ^______^ I haven't gotten around to making a new layout yet, though. I need to get my sister to scan some things for me. ^-^'

Neh! I'm going to go and practice this "flute-blowing-thingie" some more now. Matta ne.

Too bad summer school starts next Wednesday.

Oh well! Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaay! As it turns out the English and global studies exams weren't _that_ bad. I had worried sooo much. Last night, I got _three_ hours of sleep. From twelve 'till two and then from six to seven. All that time was spent trying to memorize my global studies outline-- all fourteen questions. When Angela reached her hand into the hat to draw the question we were going to do... I nearly died. ^-^' But as it turns out, she drew "free choice." This meant that we got to come to a conclusion of what question we wanted to do as a class. And we chose the question I wanted us to. ^_______^ Population!

Then there was the mini-gathering at Amy's house. It was... Okay... ^-^ '''' And afterwards Amy and I went to promotion. It was okay, too, though a bit dull.

Freeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Yay! I'm going to go indulge in my freedom now!

Sorry, I just had to get that out of me. V_V' It's been a long week and finals started today. My Spanish final was okay--except for the listening portion. I was doing quite well at first... Until we began the "question-answer" section. The questions just kept coming and I began to blank out for one-to-two CRUCIAL seconds. There were fifty of them and they went on... and on... and on... V_V' There is no mercy.

P.E. wasn't really any better for me. We had a written final for P.E.... For P.E.! V_V''' We had to write a few paragraphs about blah blah blah <---(Changes since August, improvements in weight training, and positive role of P.E.) I know I did horrible on the second one because I didn't HAVE any improvements. V_V' I'm not one to challenge myself phsyically. I_I

Then Ivy and I went to Crystal's house to study geometry. I_I ::Silence:: I don't want to discuss that...

The studying portion that is! We also did yearbook signing and chinese checkers. ^-^' Lots of hysterical laughter from me throughout the whole thing. Blah. Ivy was lucky. She didn't have a final for third period.

Well, I suppose I _must_ start studying again. My life is partially pointless. Matta ne.

Of cooooooouuuurrrsssssseeee I didn't get that much sleep and did _over_ sleep in the end. V_V' Oh well. It's done. It's done. It's... done. V_V'

So I suppose that I'll not have too much to worry about regarding the outline until I actually have to start memorizing it. V_V' ::Cough:: Eighteen pages for JUST the countries, Ivabiv? ::Cough:: ... Oh SEVENTEEN, eh???

Cat-chan wants to be mentioned. ::Silence:: ... ::More silence::

Annnnnnnnnnnnyyyyyyywaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay! I was twenty minutes late for school (luckily I had orchestra so I don't _think_ it was counted) because I had to install my new printer.

New subject. I forgot to mention that Amichan won the "Outstanding Freshman" award for Orchestra at the Instrumental Banquet. ^-^'''' Yay for her (though she claims not to deserve it or something of that sort?)

Anddddddd... I'm going to class now. ^-^' Matta ne.

::Sigh:: Finals are coming up so soon! Starting Monday is the LAST and most UCKY week of school! Blah. I hate finals. I haven't even begun my outline for Global Studies yet! Eh, gomen IVB! English, geometry, Spanish, orchestra, global studies, PE (!) finals are soon! Ack! Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeellllllpppppppppp!

Blah. Time to start my outline! Matta ne!

Oh wait, I should be doing something constructive, right? ie. working on my website (long overdue), working on my fanfic (er...), or maybe even doing HOMEWORK. I_I

Matta ashita.

Am I not like every other teen? ::Sigh:: It's such a pity that life must end this way, end this way, end this way... ::Sigh:: Well, well, well... I suppose there's nothing I can do, so I might as well just do my homework for English and then research the civil wars of El Salvador and Nicaragua. Cheery. Matta ne.

Irvine was fun and I was happy for an opportunity to go there and live in the dorms for a while with my sister. ^_^ I didn't accomplish any homework while there though. ^-^' Well, that was something I _should_ have expected. V_V' The dormal (Middle Earth Formal) was fun too. I suspect that I was probably the youngest there though. Eh, oh well.

I'm being random again, so I'll stop now and go off and do what I'm SUPPOSED to be doing. Matta ashita!

Whaaaaaaa! I'll miss it so! Closing night was such a sad, yet joyful time. There were so many people! Of course SOME people were actually talking on their sell phone, watching television on their phones, listening to their CD players, or etc... They probably came just for the extra credit. Hmph! That was _very_ impolite! Oh well, their eight dollars did the Drama Company good. ^_^ Arigatou to all who came and WATCHED the show! ^-^ I'll be in drama next year and, if it doesn't kill me, I'm sure I'll have lots of fun.

This year is drawing to a close... And soon... IT'LL BE TIME FOR FINALS! Ack! ::Sigh:: I should have known. Oh well. I'll not say much right now since I SHOULD be doing my homework.

Oh yes, a friend of mine from long ago actually called me. ::Dies of shock:: Hmm... I would like to visit everyone there that I have not seen for, umm, about five years! Eh, there's nothing I can do for now though. Matta ashita!

My current plans are for my site. I_I ::Sigh:: There is so much that must be done! And I must go off to search for more sites. All of my favorites were lost. V_V' ::Sigh::

Well, I'd better go. I have play practice/pick-up at three. ^_^ Matta ne!

Opening night was Friday... But I was so sick I couldn't be in it! I threw up before I arrived at school for call time and everyone was afraid I would totter off the stage during the performance. V_V' I was allowed to watch in the audience though... And it's really too bad that I happened to puke again during intermission. I_I I went home, and threw up again before going to sleep.

Saturday was better.

I won't go into detail, but I would simply like to say that the performance wasn't all that great for the "afternooon-children's-version" V_V' Innapropriate things had to be censored out. V_V'

Another day of Hell Week was yesterday and I have discovered two things. One: I will probably not last more than ten minutes in the play with that thick and irritating costume (it's HOT). And two: I am not allowed to wear my glasses during the show. Now, I will simply have to adjust to the first one, but for the second... I will have some problems. V_V' I am nearly blind without my glasses and I DON'T have contacts. I_I

Claaaaaaaaaaaassssss! I have to go, continue later.

What that really means is that I survived the first two days of Hell Week. ::Sigh:: My life is deteriorating. ^_^ Why the smile? I don't quite know; it is very random. ::Sighs again:: I don't actually know what to say here anymore... V_V'

Oh yes! The AGONY! Amy and I have been sharing the same SYLLABLE for the past few months without knowing it. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

Anything else? No? Okay, now it's time to take advantage of being online. ::Sigh:: Ja ne.

On the other hand, opening night for the spring play, Once Upon a Matress, is Friday. ^_^

Okay, mail is more important than blogging. Matta.

Anything more to say? Well, had I mentioned that my computer did break down eventually? Eh, anyway, hopefully I'll have it back next week and enjoy the comfort of going online _in-my-own-home_ Heh heh. I think that's it.

So I'll go now. I'll hopefully update my site soon once I get my computer back... Bye then.

Yes, I'm very sorry that I have been posting here even less than usual. With my now-more-extensive-than-usual-schedule and desire-to-visit-the-library-everyday I haven't found much time to stop by here to go online. ::Sigh:: I'm Internet deprived. V_V'

Yesssssssss... By the way, my computer has finally died on me. V_V' Wouldn't I not know that it would happen eventually? ::Sighs continually:: So now, when I finally get my computer back, I hope it'll work well....

Gotta go.

Another week is over. Yay yay yay... Umm, hi!

::Sigh:: In the end, this week's late-starts were wasted. How very desperately sad. ::Sigh:: Oh well... Matta ashita!

Amy and I were being dramatic this mourning (<--Note the bad pun) and it hasn't quite faded off yet... V_V'

My ucky week is almost done with; wish me luck for Thursday.

I signed up for summer school yesterday! I was number seven in line. ^-^ My mom and I began our wait in the district office at three--though registration actually began at five-thirty. ^-^' The classes I am taking are second period Computer Literacy, and third period Beginning Band. I had intended on taking the former as well as Safety Education at first, but that was when I thought band had filled up. I'm satisfied with my classes, but I almost didn't get that first class. I took the last spot in Computer Literacy and the people sorting through the registration sheets couldn't find my "check" with my papers. Now, when I found that out, my first reaction was snort over that--mostly because I had paid by cash. V_V' They didn't say ANYWHERE that we could even pay by cash and I had to ask a women working there whether or not we could. She did say yes, but there's nothing on the paying sheet (that marks up the totals, and such and such) to mark that I was paying in cash. Eck. I've just gone and babbled. V_V'

Well, off to do other things now. Bleh.

End this now.

Of course that is very much impossible. I cannot end this portion of my life without killing myself--something I should not do, for obvious reasons.

Anything more to say?

Yes, there is a math test tomorrow that contains subjects that I do not understand.

It is not possible to simply end this peacefully, ne? No? Okay then, I will try to take things piece by peace (spelling intended, though it infers a bad pun).

Erk.

I don't feel like repeating everything. Today was voting day and I made my votes. I probably won't post over the weekend. Bye.

The oral was horrible--for me. I've decided that I ought not to speak for the whole group with my own opinion. I was actually just a mute wall. Yay for me. V_V'

Ack! ::Sigh:: I want my internet baaaaaaaaaaack! And that's only one presentation that's done. I still have another presentation... And I have HOMEWORK for ORCHESTRA. UCK. I SHOULD have dropped it after the semester like my sister suggested. Ahg. It's too late.

Okay, more for me to do. Going to leave now. Bye.

I was at a group memeber's house for a project until ten at night yesterday. I then had to go home to do my math homework and read the next chapter in my book for a history quiz today. Of cooooourse I fell asleep before I even finished my math homework and woke up at two-fourty-five to finish it, then read the chapter for the next quiz. I slept again at... I don't remember... It might have been four-thirty? ::Sigh:: Lack of sleep means lack of flowing thoughts. V_V'

I don't remember a thing, la la la, la la la... ::Sigh:: Okay, babbling... Leaving now. Bye.

Eh, this is a pointless post... So I'll just end it now before I get found out. ^-^'

Eck... To late! Ja ne!

ANYWAY, yesterday was the anniversary of "the websites" (<--That's what Amy said anyway...) And we couldn't even do anything to celebrate... Of course Amy DID kinda sorta forget... ^_^' Eh! Oh well!

Annnnnyyyywaaaaaaay! I have to go to class now. I_I Blah! Matta ne!

Okay! I'll leave now. Bye!

Amy found a hostess! Yay for Amy! What about me though? ::Sniffle:: Oh well. I suppose you can't have everything... I will have to begin my search for a host soon. ^-^

Well, as I had said before, I didn't post for any particular reason and now I must be off! Oh yes! Just so you know, my collective is being uploaded as we speak so soon it'll be UPDATED! Yay! And why doesn't anyone ever e-mail me? I feel so alone... ::Sniffles:: Bleh! Well, off now! Ashita ne! and oyasumi?

I'm currently at school again (yes this is where I do most of my online-ing these days. ^-^' I have to make this entry quick though, since I have to meet Amy at the band room in just a few minutes. V_V'

Also, just so you know this too, I haven't forgotten that I'm to tell you all about Fullerton. I've been writing up *that* entry at home. It's taken me about two hours so far... I type only as fast as I think--and sometimes that's not too fast... That'll be up soon, I hope.

And do I have anything to report about today? Well, I went to a homeless shelter downtown with my G.S. class. It was an okay experience I suppose. Not much else to say then. Bye now! Ashita ne!

Anyway, I don't have anything else to discuss right now. I just wished to post to prove that I'm alive and well. ^-^' So, in that case, matta ne!

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!! How is everyone? Yes, I'm finally back! Did ya notice the new layout?? As it turns out, I did find a new server for my images... But the problem was that I had permanently lost my images from virtue.nu. ::Sigh:: I had also deleted my other copies of those images (cute cute Tomoyo and Sakura) and I *really* didn't want to re-do those images again... So I simply decided to start anew. Yay-ti-di...

Very green ne?

In any case though... Life as, well, passed these days that I have not blogged. Show-case for Fullerton was on Friday. ^-^' We did okay until the end when we shattered. Very sad, but we were first and able to get it over with quickly. Nehneh... I didn't invite any of my friends to go though (gomen-nasai if you're reading this) because I didn't want to know their reactions which would probably have been "ummm." If they went on their own accord, cheery, but I didn't have anything to do with that...

Recently I've gotten into Mercedes Lackey books. The problem? The libary has only a limited collection of her books. ::Sigh:: I really want to read Oathbond and Oathbreakers... But they're not at the library. >_< Perhaps I'll buy the books? ::Sigh:: If I can find them I suppose...

Well, as short as this was, I do believe I shall depart now anyway. I've things to do and testS (emphasize the plural) to study for. Okay? Matta!

Am I gone, no not yet. That was the end of my "two-days-ago" post and all I want to mention is that, "It's so wonderful to be online!" and "Eeek! I've got math homework to do, and LOTS of it. V_V' I'd better go now! Ashita ne!

I had hoped to get rid of those horrible "picture not working" indications the day before yesterday (as well as put in a post) but my Internet died before I could accomplish anything. ::Sigh:: At least I can say that I was online for a while...

Ack! I know I've barely begun this post, but the clock tells me it's time for my Fullerton rehearsal! I must run off to another side of the school (yes, that's where I am right now--at school in the library) to get to practice! I'll try to get online tonight! Okay? Matta!

Okay okay, I would like this act to be JUST AS GOOD AS EVERYONE ELSE WANTS IT TO BE, but it is REALLY getting on my nerves the way it doesn't turn out right because people don't know their lines OR pickups. Now, this is, of course, mostly because the directors keep splitting them up, then changing their mind. Allow me to tell you "The Timeline." One: I am given the lines (Ya-ti-di) Two: My lines are split (Okay-i-i) Three: The previously split lines are shoved back at me (Er?). Four: Those lines are now split AGAIN, but in a very confusing way involving three other people at certain parts (GEEEHHHH???) Five: Over half of my original lines are given to others (GRRRRR) Six: My left over lines, and some of the others taken in the previous sequence are split up AGAIN and some are tossed back to me (WHHHHAAATTT?????) Seven: Total anarchy in line posession follows. And that's about where we are NOW. V_V'''

Well, I was so annoyed I forgot to have my introduction again! Hi! Would you look at the time? It's eight at night! And I'm at home! I'm online! Yay! Maybe things will go back to normal???? I surely do hope so! '-' <--Hope hope hope

But besides that, I have nothing more to say! Besides, I must make use of my very uncertain online time! Mail to check, sites to visit! Okay?! Ashita!

Okay, enough complaints--but wait what else do I ever do? Have I mentioned that last week's period of evilness has been done with, although the results still stay with me? ::Sigh:: It's true of course. V_V' I hate this. Evilness.

I want to edit my site... I want to put up my new version of my Akizuki Nakuru shrine (which I have almost completed), but I can't because of my lack of being able to upload it. ::Cough:: No Internet ::Cough:: I_I Hateful thing...

::Sigh:: Well, I suppose I'll go now. I have to meet Amiiiiiiichaaaan at the high school in, um, three minutes (Ack! I'll never make it!) then I'll have to eat quickly if I want to finish my homework before I go to Fullerton practice at five. I hope to get in a few more paragraphs of my fanfic (if not complete the whole chapter) as well. ::Sigh:: Such high hopes...

Ahh, so I will go then! Ashita ne! I'll post again tomorrow at the same place. ^-^'''

(By the way) I'm aware that my pictures don't work... Virtue.nu has switched servers and I haven't had time to fix anything. I'll try to do that tomorrow, ne? Matta!

Okay, I'm over it now. Do I actually have anything important to say? ... Noooooo, not really. ^-^'''' I was just desperate to get online, and now I am online. The excitement has faded, somewhat, and I will now go and spend the precious minutes of my "being online" time to do something besides blogging. Yay-ti-di. ^-^ Ashita ne, hopefully.

February eighteenth... Isn't that such a nice day for a birthday? I love the _date_ of my birthday though... And I'm not officially fifteen yet anyway, I was born at eight AM. ^-^'

And what am I doing up so very early this day? Would it have anything to do with school? --No, not really. Today is President's Day. Would it be because I'M JUST SO EXCITED THAT I COULDN'T JUST SLEEP THROUGH THE BEGINNING OF MY BIRTHDAY? --No, it wasn't that either (though I truly wish it _were_ so simple as that). In truth... I have not finished my homework, so now I must work on it, on the early morning of my birthday...

Oh well, enough about that _DEPRESSSING_ thought for now (though it'll be something I'll have to do soon). I actually happen to know someone who has the same birthday as me... Happy Birthday to Corrisa, whom has just reached the age of seventeen! Okay, I don't know if I spelled her name correctly. V_V' But at least it's phonetic? ^-^''

And those shall be the last thoughts I leave for this portion of my birthday. As stated before, homework awaits me... ::Cringe:: Oh well. Matta.

Hello hello. It's been a while again. Heh heh heh? Well, should I bother with the excuses? I enjoy making them, of course, but I don't know if it's necessary. Actually, I wasn't aware that so much time had past... ^-^''' Oh well, what's done is done and the past is something that cannot be changed. Isn't that nice?

Well, I still have lots of homework to do... In fact, I don't know why I'm posting at all when I should be doing English or global studies homework. Ack! I procrastinate to the very death of myself. ~-~'

Eh... Who wants to talk about homework anyway? ::Throws sheets of paper over shoulder:: Let's discuss something more important! Such as... My birthday! Guess when that is? ... TOMORROW. Did any of you get that right? ^-^' I'm going to be fifteen, yay to me! Let's all celebrate my day! ... Okay, have to go now. Bye!

I went to Chinatown and Little Tokyo today! I didn't get anything anime-related, but it was still nice to go out and walk around (although my ankles had died by the end of the trip and my mind was a bit fuzzy. Do you suppose that's bad? ::Sigh:: I had wanted to get the third volume of Time Stranger Kyoko, but it was out of stock. Oh well, I shall try again next time. The whole "must-ride-the-bus-to-and-from-Chinatown" thing was a bit annoying though. Well, not really the bus ride itself, but the waiting for the bus. Ack. I hate public transportation. -_-' Oh well, I shall live.

Well, well, well, is there anything else to say? No, not really? Okay then. I have posted. That is good, ne? I should do homework. Yuck. Blah. Uck. Okay! Going now! Bye! I'm going to write a bit more to the fanfic, then hopefully go and do my homework! Ashita ne.

... I sound like I'm stalking myself?? That's absurd! I've never heard anything so ridiculous... V_V' I don't even understand how that concept is expected to work. It's preposterous. So there.

Well, today was a blah sort of day of course. Orchestra was orchestra (nothing could be worse unless orchestra was global studies...) and we spent the whole period doing homework in Mr. Chi's class. Two new oral projects have been assigned. Yuck. I hate orals. I loathe them. I despise them. I feel only antipathy for them. Evilness.

The Fullerton meeting was okay though. Heh. Who would have actually thought I'd join Fullerton? Well, that aside, we finally got our scripts. To be more specific, we're doing a play on the trail of Goldie Locks and the Three Bears. It's very confusing... Actually this script is sort of weird. o_O' Some of the jokes in there are very complicated to understand (it took me ten minutes to understand one joke) and this is supposed to be for Children's Theater. V_V'

And now I must go again! Tomorrow is not a late start (mourn mourn) and I *must* sleep earlier! MUST! Okay? Matta ne!

Well, other than that, I really don't have anything to say at all. I'm sastisfied that I've at least managed to make a second consecutive post, however. That is an improvement. I do with that I could improve in other areas as well though... ::Sigh:: I'm not to think of that, of course. But how is everyone else? My blog is amazingly boring, right? But I wonder what I should talk about? No, I don't want to say that... ::Sigh:: I believe I will go and make an attempt at my math homework now. Ja ne.

Do I have anything else to report for the day? Nope, not really! So this is going to be a short entry, ne? Okay, bye! ^-^

Gomen Amy! I don't even know if you read this blog of mine anymore (seeing that I hardly ever update it and such)... But I'm sorry for what has happened. Shed tears, demolish small things (large damaged items will be too easily noticed), and scream if you wish to... but eventually, you'll be okay again, right? I don't know what to say to you, of course... But you can talk to me if you want to, or not if you don't. ^-^ Whatever you decide to do, though, don't over-think yourself! Thoughts are eighty-five percent evil--- which way the evil is working towards is a different matter of course. Continue on with life, ne?

And there isn't really much else to say. I could go on about yesterday, I suppose... But that does a bit to ruin the mood? ... Well, manga shopping yesterday was fun of course. I bought the first volume of Time Stranger Kyoko (which Amy refused to read because it leaked with the evilness of a "magic-girl" story) and the last volume of Kamikaze Kaitou Jeanne. That was somewhat sad. I almost cried... *Almost* The Fin-Access momments were nice and sad (though somewhat sappy at parts).

And now, after ending that last paragraph abruptly, I must go and do my homework. Yes, I have procrastinated as usual, and no you are not to comment about this-- even in your mind. Okay? Well... Matta ne.

Well, in any-case, I've been busy working on new layouts for my sites! I've completed the layout for my homepage and Cardcaptor Sakura site---though the information part is not quite ready yet--- and I've still a little bit more to do for my new collective layout.

But besides sites, what is there to discuss? ... Well, there's always that little detail about why I'm still up at nearly one thirty in the morning... But wait! I was working on my homepage! So perhaps there isn't much to discuss regarding the rest of my life?

Finals have just been done and over with (Thursday was the last day and there was no school Friday) and now I await the new sememster. Yuck.

Nooow.... I'm going to go back to doing my own things! Perhaps I'll continue writing that fanfic of mine? Yes... Well, bye then! Matta ne!

At this very momment, I'm trying to (or supposed to at least) study for my finals. The first of two weeks of doom that occcur each year. The second week would be, of course, the other finals that come at the end of the year. V_V'

And I'm sure that the next finals will come very soon as well. This year seems to be passing by so quickly! It's going even faster than _last_ year, and eighth grade was gone in the blink of an eye. Maybe it's just that I'm getting older, so years don't make as much impact as time goes on... What do you think?

But back to finals... I've already gone through three of the five that I have! Tomorrow is the last day, and there's no school on Friday (yay to that!)

Spanish was the first test I took... And that was okay-- except for the fact that we didn't go over the last chapter that was included on the test... I_I Also! We didn't go over the chapter before that very well either. ::Sigh:: At least it's over I suppose.

PE was the next final I had, which was on Tuesday, the same day as the Spanish test. It was kind of blah though. I didn't do all too well on sit-ups... But I have very little complaints for that. The mile was long, but that's over with too. I find it odd that I wasn't even the slightest bit red after that mile run. Of course that doesn't translate to say that I was normal colored either--- I suspect I was a bit green. -.-' Oh well, if it's inavoidable (and I suppose it was) then there's nothing to be done about it. What did irk me though, was that the people who took this test today _only_ had to run the mile. They didn't have to do _anything_ else. How UNFAIR. I_I

And math was okay as well. The first few questions were stupidly easy... But there were a few questions dealing with altitude which left me in complete confusion. Luckily it was all muliple choice...

And tomorrow is the day for English and global studies. Cheery cheery? ... No. I believe those shall be my hardest test and so I worry... And of course that means I should study, right? Yes, I should. And so I shall leave you now for the endless study that shall follow! Ashita ne!

I will go on to speak about my other projects tomorrow, after all this is OVER with. Blah!

And also! One more thing--- I finally finished downloading the Easy Listening album. ^-^ Doreddo (is that how it is spelled?) is very strange.

Very strange, yes? Well, it expresses a lot of things clearly. ^-^ Though that quote is not too clear itself. ^-^ Ignore me.

No, I'm very much kidding. I wouldn't like to be ignored in my own blog! The horror! ::Smiles:: How is everyone? Yes, I've been gone a very long time. That's because I did not feel inspired at first, and by the time I did (as would be expected) I couldn't sign online. Waaah! Internet deprived (for however short a time) is a FRIGHTENING thing! ESPECIALLY when there's nothing else to do except homework and studying! (Ucky!)

Today was a not-so-pleasent-day-at-school sort of day. Two tests! And it HAD to be an even day. Ahh! The evilness of it all! To think that the math test would actually be HARD! The horror! And who would have known that the teacher would choose to test us on the one religion that I DIDN'T study??? Aaaaaaaaahhh! Evil!

But that's over with. ::Sigh:: I procrastinated so much today. -_-'

Just because I had forgotten to say so before, I shall say so now. This new year seems so... un-special. Really, as terribly childish as that sounds, it's true. This year doesn't feel like a new year at all. And except for my constant reminding to myself to erase that "one" and write a "two" instead, there's been no change. I still do the same things every single day. No resolutions were made, and therefore, none were broken (I think that's the best thing to do, or rather, not to do). Nothing amazing has happened. I wonder if it's just this particular year, or if ALL my years to come will now fade into a gentle blur like this one... ::Sigh::

Homework time now! I won't make any false promises about daily posting and such (especially since there's a chance that I won't even be able to go online at all... baka AOL/modem) so that I won't feel quite so guilty later. Hopefully.

Ja ne!

Now! The new year should be a cheerful time, ne? So I should probably speak of cheery, cheery, happy, happy things, ne? Well.......! ::Sigh:: ... *Silence* ... Blaaaaaaaaah!

How are YOU this holiday though? Goooooood? I hope so, I think. ^-^ Well, good night then! Ja ne! Oyasumi!