And now aside from that there's also study for physics test time (must READ the chapters) and study for Spanish time, and do math homework time. U_U' Of course I have to be at school by seven to take the physics test. Someone might think to spare me now. *Waits* No one? *Sigh* Okay. Going now. I still need to work on the portfolio and all that junk! Gah!

Prooooject! We're talking about the proooject! A la-dee-dee! Wouldn't you like to know what it's all about! Wouldn't *we* like to know what it's all about! ^__^

So how was everyone else's day? How come no one leaves me messages anymore? Well, I've done my posting! Gone until tomorrow! Bwah!

But I'm listening to The Garden of Everything, so I'm slightly cheered. ^-^ La. Well, I suppose I should start on that powerpoint, ne? Ah hehe heh heh... heh? 6_o

No meeting today. I think we're all just tired of it. It's not a matter of "what more can we do" because there's much to do... It's just that we're tired. Perhaps I am speaking incorrectly for all of us, but it's somthing that I sense. So what shall come of this?

There may be a sequel to Cardcaptor Sakura. Yes, I know I'm skipping topics a lot, but there's a lot on my mind and it's difficult to release things out properly. I don't believe I shall try that anyway.

So, with that said.

We met yesterday to discuss the Regan project for forty-five minutes. Oral discussion and such... must start on the script, but we basically have our idea. Kind of dull but since I can't provide a better idea right now I might as well shut up. This project is a real friendship strainer--and I won't say any more to that.

Oh! It's Ivy's birthday today! Happy birthday Ivy! Sixteen. Hee, I've been sixteen for so long (it seems) that I forget that most people aren't yet. ^-^ Such a pity that her birthday had to come on a non-late-start-day, and cat6 testing week too.

Speaking of that, today was the math portion. They give us a ridiculously long amount of time for these tests. I had and hour left over for *each* session. Well, it came in handy today at least, since I got to work on Ivy's card. ^_~

What else interesting in life? No, not really much I suppose. I was in this disturbing chat the other day... U_U' and what perverted friends Amy has. Oh my virgin eyes. -.-' Text was not meant to be manipulated that way.

But moving on, I'm off to. Well, off in general. I recieved my CAHSEE results today. I'm astounded that we had to take a test like that at all, but then if some people actually don't manage to pass it then there might be some sort of reasoning behind it. What a run-on sentence. If I weren't so lazy I might have actually fixed it.

Listening to The Garden of Everything - Maaya Sakamoto ft. Steve Conte

Well, that's the pathetic-ness that evolves from my having just ended Happy-Hour. ::Sigh:: Now that I'm back to my normal self... Really, there's nothing to say about that. It's just depressing--or something. What else can be expected?

What is there to say about my life? Well, I just slept about three-and-a-half hours, which probably contributed to Happy-Hour. My vision is dying though since I slept with my contacts on... >.>

Today was class election day. It was... Okay I guess. An early "mozeltov" to those that win! ^-^' There was practice today for the spring play from three to six. I was starving afterwards. Thoughts stopping short.

Now, I'm off to read more fics! ^_____^

Well... actually, I'm going to go now. ^-^

Yesterday was rehearsal for the spring play! Everyone is going to go, yes? Yes! Of course. ^_^ We mangaged to get through all the scenes in that one rehearsal... Though it seemed a lot different from last year. *Sigh* We were outside... in the cold. Kind of.

Then I went home, fell asleep (7:30) and didn't wake up until 1:oo at night. -.-'

Well, just decided to post because I *am* alive and such. I don't know why I stopped and all. Maybe because there just isn't anything happy to talk about...

Yesterday though! My sister returned home at around ten-thirty after having complained of hideously disgusting traffic. She ate her breakfast (kinda late for that, but she's weird) and then we were on on way to Crystal's place.

The drive to Irvine wasn't so extremely long as to kill. >.> But I'm somewhat easily car sick. In any-case, we arrived at around eleven-something? After putting our things away in my sister's apartment, we toured the campus with Crystal....

Just so that everyone knows, I'm not *really* attempting to bore anyone here. I write these entries for my own benefit in hopes that I'll return here years later and marvel that, though I was too lazy to actual pen down my feelings in my journal, there was _this_ Wow, long run-on sentence. ^_^'

We eventually ended up at the center across the street where we bought chips (yay! my life!) and these strawberry ice-cream mochi balls... Which were *different*...

More walking around campus and we saw John Chen along the way. Laas. After we returned to the apartment (campus village) we just were *there* until about four-fifty, when we went off with my sister to her pysch class in the large lecture hall...

It was somewhat dull... A bit like Mr. Kemp's class. Talk talk talk, notes notes, notes. Except this teacher also tended to walk off into his corner and mummmmmmble about some reminiscent lalaas. My sister was asleep for half an hour--so she tells me. Well, I did see her nod off for a while. I had brought my homework along, but I couldn't concentrate on it, so I began to take notes on the lecture instead. This was a *very* long class too.

When we returned to the apartment, my sister and her roommate went to IV, so Crystal and I ate wanton and watched Kodocha. ^_^'

Afterwards, we all went to Lollycup for tapioca... returned and watched A Walk to Remember--again. Some-when after that, I just fell asleep for... an hour or two? Of course I remembered to take off my contacts first. ^____^ (V) unlike that time I left them on for fifteen hours because I slept with them on the whole night... Which basically blurred up my vision even *with* my glasses on for about a week. U_U'

Well, la, it was about two-something by the time I woke up (perhaps twelve or so when I slept) and I brushed my teeth, and showered (with much annoyance) and read my physics book. The same page. For the fifth time... But eventually it was time to sleep. Ya-AY. Hard to tell if I'm sarcastic or not. ^__^ Not that I could sleep easily. Of course my sister was *snoring* in a few minutes--the freak that she is, and I had to jab her a few times to quiet her.

But now, here I am. Sister and her roomie are at class, and crystal's still asleep. La. I started this entry at 10:44am and it's now... 11:07am. ^___^'

About today though... La. Y_Y Oooh, new face. ^_^ and did you know that Cathe--- ah, I should not say. Let me just leave this as a bookmark to myself: o^__________________^o Keh keh keh! Muah-hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha! *Evil gleam* Bwah ha ha! *Sparkle* Hee hee *Glitters* ... ^_~

Well, lah time to go home. ^_^

After having made my post that Friday, I went down to the middle school library as planned and shelved books to my heart's content until about three-thirty. At that time Amy (who had oh-so-mysteriously appeared) and I went to the MS gym where the badminton meeting was to take place. The club advisor wasn't there yet though, so we ended up waiting and waiting until she showed up... Of course by then the PE teacher had left so we had to find a janitor to open the gym... La. So then we played badminton for about an hour. Nice release of energy after such a long period of time without PE.

Crystal, Amy, and I walked home, and Crystal came over to my house. I washed my hair while Crystal played the piano (yes I know, I'm such a bad hostess! >_<) Then we walked over to Amy's house, meeting Richard, Amy, and her brother along the way. Yays for eating... then the Powder-puff game... We WERE LATE. I_I Lateness is a sin! The seniors won, but the juniors made the last touch-down at the buzzer (if one would call it such?) so I've satisfied with the results. I would have thought it pitiful if the seniors lost when it *was* after all their last year, but they were kind of, well, jerks, during the assembly unlike the juniors... Ah well... So we walked back to Amy's house, then Crystal, Amy, and I watched a bit of Karekano. My dad took us home afterwards... La la end.

Well, let me finish with the rest of the week later. I still want to go down to the middle school and I won't be able to if I don't leave now since I have a fullerton meeting at three. Matta ne! ^__^

Well, there's really... less... to say right now that usual because yesterday was dull and today duller. The fullerton practice yesterday wasn't too comforting, and I came home late late late...

I also fell asleep before I could finish my homework and at 4:30am today I woke up worried that it was six already. I finished *most* of my homework, then went back to sleep at five-thirty... I don't know *what* I did to my alarm but I then woke up again at 7:30... On an odd day... On a KEMP day... So I run around the house frantically and arrive to school. One minute late I believe...

Well, that's enough of this. Four paragraphs. I'm always very aware of paragraphs with this blog because I have to type the html in as I type the entry. Well, la.

Yesterday was showcase, and children's theatre was the first novice group to perform. I think we did rather badly. We kept on forgetting the chorus lines and it just seemed as if something was *missing* from usual.

Other groups seemed to do well, I guess. I missed Ivy's classical dramatic performance by a few minutes because I wanted to change. Bah. And Crystal's musical scene was interesting (mostly because I never knew the story of Peter Pan before... U_U).

Amy's classical humorous was empty-headed enough... Though I think she needs to work more at being a fluff. ^___~ As her director said, "Amy's too smart..." Hee hee.

I loved the... was it contemporary humorous? The stone-age pagent thing! "I now present this crown to you, my beautiful and worthy successor..." ^___^

I loved the theatre games performances from the JVs! The first one with the cat (meow) and dog (woof) burglers. ^_^ The second one... "In the name of Donna Tucker!" Hilarious... Takes opportunity to steal Amy's "XD"

And the Fiddler on the Roof! Yay yay! It inspired me to go home and download the music--which I did after getting home around ten. My favorite is "Sunrise, Sunset" ^___^

Well, la la, gone through that enough! Ahora tengo que comenzar mis tareas. Matta ne.

But la, yesterday afternoon-night at nine fifteen was spent at Amy's house working on the physics lab. It was the bane of our lives. Or at least our sanity. But as la la la la la la!

Lots of homework to do now. Physics, Spanish, world history, etc... (etc = that's it but it sounds like a lot more if that is added) And I had intended to go down to the middle school too! ::Sigh:: Okay, leaving now.

And oh, by the way, neither of the math assignments were due today. In fact, the second section hadn't even been assigned. So that means that I wasted away hours of my life for *almost* nothing.

Yes, that does hurt.

But as I have come to adopt as my quote of life "What's done is done and there is only the future to look forward for." La la

Now, I believe that I shall be going down to the middle school library now! ^__^

*Sigh* 2003 is an awful year. Blah to it.

Of course going first has its downsides--pathetic as I am, I let the pressure of the socratic seminar slip by after I had finished with Stalin. "Gee, I'll have lots of time to research Hitler and that evil-guy-with-the-M-name-I-can't-spell!" Of course... Here I am.

I'm probably wasting more time by posting, but maybe it shall soothe my nerves. Today--ahem! Yesterday, there was, as I had said, that fullerton practice at five to eight... So I left the library at about 3:20pm in hopes I could get back home and finish a sizable portion of my math homework. I didn't, as expected. Not from lack of trying, sadly. I just don't understand these things.

In any-case, by the time I get back home, it was 8:30pm. I ate my dinner, then went off to do math homework. *Pause* I took a shower, then returned to kill math homework. *Pause* It was 12am and I fell asleep for a few minutes, then returned to strangle math homework... *Insert excessive blinking and short naps* And sometime afterwards I woke up and it was near two.

I suppose I simply enjoy complaining, since I know this is all my fault anyway. I should have done math earlier, I definitely should not have put off research and that ind. vers. circum. thing until now. But truth is sad, and at this time, so am I.

Of course I can't be here for long. >o> I have to go home or at least get started on my homework. Fullerton at five until eight. Bah! I like it, but baaaah! I'm so very behind in my school work and I haven't even begun my research on Hitler and Musulini... Musolini...? I don't even know how to spell the evil dictator's name. U_U'

So now I'm off. Today wasn't such a great day anyway. Bah to physics and the calculations I didn't do which through off the lab and... la la la... Cheeries.

But all ended in a fair and ENERGIZED mood. ^____^ We did shape ourselves up and there was *amazing* progress in those two hours. (Well, one and a half since we sucked that first portion U_U').

Wonderful wonderful! But now I've much to do--I think. ^_^'

This week was the CAHSEE (California High School Exit Exam). Yay yay? Well, at least the sophomores were able to skip first, second, third, and fourth period all week. >_~ That's a good thing since I didn't do my homework.

I've actually spent Tuesday and Wednesday at the middle school library. Shelving books is very soothing--despite the fact that my name infers that I'm not meant to enjoy menial organizing tasks... In fact, I think I'll be going down today! ^_^ So that means that I'd better start on my homework if I want to leave before thirty-after!

Yuck, Fullerton practice at six. It's not that I don't *enjoy* the practices... It's just that it's SIX--until EIGHT. Bah. Okay, going now.

Today was an uneventful day for the most part. *ano*theer lab in physics, and who-knows-what in English. Fun fun Pepino quiz in Spanish, and the introduction of past imperfects. La.

There was the Pennies for Patients assembly though. I thought the last speaker left the biggest impact--on me at least. I'm, fortunately or not, ultra-sensitive to the emotions of others (especially grief...) and when that girl starting crying--which was at the beginning, I must admit that I teared up too. U_U'

Well, la la, there's a Spanish project to do, and other homework otherwise. Yes, the homework thing again.

By the way, it took my six minutes just to type this out...

Does anyone else notice that I seem to always be avoiding some sort of homework? Well, at least I sort of kind of know what I'll be writing about. I didnt' exactly finish my math homework either. I got home, did math for a few hours, then (around six) I fell asleep and didn't wake up until 8:30pm. ^-^'

Okay, going going now.

Of course I didn't even really go online yesterday. There was school, as pleasant as it usually is, and then there was Fullerton practice from 3:00pm to 4:30pm. Okay. Then there was work on the formal plan from 4:45pm until 5:00--in the high school library. But after that, we, my group and I, transferred ourselves to the public library. And from there, I left at 6:56pm. I walked home and got back at 7:16pm. ^_^ Afterwards, though, I just read and ignored my homework. >.<

But today will be a better day. I hope. I am satisfied (or I should be anyway) with the grade I received on the socratic seminar. I found it shocking in some way, perhaps. And Ms. Charlton was really such a punk of a teen. ^_^ But anyway...

Today I will grapple with the math assignment and finish with satisfaction in a timely fashion. I hope. I should be able to finish all my homework. I hope. I will start on my English homework early, and it shall be done soon and I will be able to go on as I please. La la.
And with that said, I will continue with my homework. My day, in its bored glory. Cheery.

If the text is too hard to read now, it would be nice if I were informed... Perhaps to make use of that lovely tag-board that I dedicated forever to manipulating? *Hint hint*

Such a pity then that I had to be chosen for the seminar. U_U' Perhaps I should have known. I don't particulary wish to discuss it in all its horrifying-glory, but I'll only say that I was so nervous everytime I opened my mouth (to let my mind run or) to speak, I no longer remembered what I meant to say. When I attempted to make notes to myself to prevent that from happening, my hands shook so very much that I later could not read what I had written.

A pity is was, truly. I won't dwell though. Instead I'll concentrate on the present-- math homework. I haven't done it as I should have since once I got home at around four-thirty, I fell asleep and didn't wake up until six-thirty. ::Sigh:: That's what it's come to. Late nights and afternoon naps. I need to go to a different time zone for a while to sort myself through. U_U'

I probably could have gotten home earlier (and therefore slept earlier and therefore waken up sooner), but Ivy wanted to turn in her grading sheets for the seminar and I went with her. Jessica was there too trying to get Mr. Regan to confirm that the next seminar wasn't on Thursday... >.> and we all went into a drawn out conversation. La.

Ten minutes gone. I really have to learn to process my thoughts out more quickly. In some way, though, I feel as if I still have to hold thoughts inside with this blog. It's strange because I never thought that way with this before... Hmm.

But then there was the group meeting today? Accomplishments? ::Shrug:: But after I got home I just read One Bird by Kyoko Mori for a few hours and neglected the Stalin research. Yes, I know. MUST DO! ::Sigh:: And why is life so difficult these days?

Aaaaah! Must do that character thing for the fullerton thing tomorrow! Monday already. U_U' Why why? And math is evil! Bah, to Crystal.

Well well, la la. 'Til tomorrow bye bye!

Wh/bl/b-aaaah... Well, it's a post, isn't it? La la!

Welcome back to the wonderful world of the Internet Ann. ^_^ I could never have survived so long without it. Oomph, oh wait, I did--last year. Right in the middle of that nightmare of a research project for those three questions in Martin's class. T_T ::Memories building up::

Well! La dah! Post again later. Perhaps while I start research on Stalin--I remembered his name this time! ^_^

But that's quite alright, I suppose, as my days are mostly uneventful anyway. Isn't there some sort of quote that says that "no news is good news"? Cheery.

Of course most of that might not make sense, but I'd like to record it for memory's sake. Afterall, Regan's decided to give us another semi-project (a seminar of the worst sort) and so it's nice to remember that the students will still win in the end. ^_^

La la! Must do math homework now! ... Bah, no spell check.

Still haven't done checklist for safety education. Bah! I'll do it in the morning. Praise to late-start. Not that I'll be getting any *more* sleep.

Well, well, eat eat eat now! Oyasumi.

With a general note, it was a yucky-school day. The people were nice, but the test was evil. Physics of course. The memorable quote of today: he said we had ten minutes left and I was on question thirty. If that's not clear, then I might add that there were fifty multiple choice questions and five calculation problems. I didn't start on the calculation problems and I had to go through the rest of the multiple choice questions with a "first-guess-no-time-to-think-just-bubble-in" mind frame. Cheery.

Well, I guess I should start on my homework now! I'll have much to do already when I get home and I'd really rather sleep *before* two today. U_U'

Until later then...

But as a small note, the school computers *dement* my layout! The coloring is waaaaaay too bright! Ack... Killed it...

But now... It's twelve AM... And I'm sixteen. Amazing.

Too bad I still have a test to study for, homework to do, and I can't savour my late-start either because I need to wash my hair. Bah, perhaps it's not quite so amazing.

Well, I'll blog again soon! ^__^ Until then, leave me a message!